/sci/ - Science & Math

Fuck women. I've dexided that from now on my life will be only math and my hobbies, it's the best thing one can do, mathematics is so perfect, it doesn't hurt, it doesn't delude you and then throw yiu away, it's the structure if everything, why would anyone spend time on women when they can do much better? I'm gonna spend all my time doing math and other productive activities from now on. Sorry is this post bothers anyone, but I wanna seal my commitment by writing it all on /mg/, I'm a new man from today on.

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Do you guys still have hobbies or anything like that? Seems like ages since I've done anything for fun. I used to play games and watch anime once in a while, I played to piano every day, enjoyed some Brahms and Chopin, I used to read a lot of literature as well, heh, I still have fond memories of my time spent reading Dostoyevsky and Tolstoy. *Sigh*. Looks like all I do nowadays is mathematics, if I stop studying I feel like I'll be left behind, I've stopped enjoying it a long time ago, now it's just stress, it became a competition against the others, if I get too behind I feel like I'll become a mediocre. Giving up math has never crossed my mind and it never will, but it's still such a hard field of work, it's too steessful if you want to accomplish any success without being a genius. Anither day passes, I probably already forgot how to play the piano, I don't even know which games or animes are famous these days amd the only books I read are technical, is life really just it? Will I find happiness at the end of my path when I prove an important result? Or rather, how can I be so sure I'll accomplish any success at all? Maybe it's not about sucess, but who really cares? The academia don't give a fuck about your happiness or if you're going to be successful, all they care about are results, proofs, intelligence. I'm already inside this maze and I have no plans to give up on it, but it's too damn difficult, if I could go back in time maybe I would tell my younger self to pursue a career in physics or something like that.

I'm gonna sleep now, I'm so tired, I've only slept 3h last night, had to finish a 16-page problem sheet.