/sci/ - Science & Math

sup bros, writing a 20 page assignment in applied mathematics in LaTeX
I've been typing for over 4 hours and I have barely gotten to page 10
Who else fucking hate LaTeX? The syntax is ironically much more complicated than what you'd actually expect from this. I thought it was supposed to be simple but no, you need to write a bunch of \ and {}. Can't write a fraction as simply x/y, nope, gotta write \frac{x, y}, which fucking sucks if you have 15 fractions in one equation
Don't even get me started on writing down matrices. Gees....

My brain keeps degrading and I keep getting duller and duller. My interests are all gone and I am just a hollow shell with no intelligence or creativity. The meds stop working after a couple of weeks and then the flat affect and delusions come back. I just want to die /sci/. I am going to have to drop out soon.