/sci/ - Science & Math

bros...
The times I've actually felt happy for for being alive were FH demo launch, starhopper and SN8-10
At those times, I genuinely felt happy to be alive, for a day or two. Considering how big of a sad fuck I am, should I unironically neck myself? As of now, I want to see the first humans land on Mars, but that isn't going to happen before 2028 at least. Waiting another 7 years is going to be painful.

>>11365285
why does this shit always happen when i'm broke and can't partake

Been "High IQ" for most of my life, but also diagnosed with (psychotic) Clinical Depression. I've carried out small amounts of research into the topic, and apparently there is a direct correlation. Just wondering if any of you anons had any subjective experiences. Feeling alone is pretty common for me too. Thoughts?

>>10696050
stop getting my hopes up

>>9898452
You think much better would be
>Particle is a sperical thing with different density and applies force by differential related to density
So you gotta to tripple integrate the density function...

>>9237540
>Read earlier explanations
>proof: think

>>9046962
not even our best Big Ashkenazi Brain can compete holy shit

>>8789046
"I'm a pharmacologist."
>"Oh cool, my cousin's a pharmacist!"

my thesis project is just null results

>B on first Calc I test
>Mostly limit stuff, precalc review, and derivatives using difference quotients
>All retard tier mistakes that I would never make in homework or while studying

How do you cope after making stupid mistakes under pressure? Usually I recheck my work several times until time is up, but this class is only an hour so there isn't enough time.

>tfw 500 words dissertation due tomorrow
>haven't even started