/sci/ - Science & Math

>they're gonna forget dinobro

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>tfw you will never do zero-g astrobatics in your underwear with your bros

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>just wait it out and see what happens
I don't know what I'm waiting for thb. It's too exhausting to wait when I know what it's going to be. Everyone who has been watching this is saying we're never coming back from it. I would get it over with as soon as possible if I had any idea of what happens after death.

I have a Masters degree in Math and just found out that my IQ is 102... Now it all makes sense... I was only ever good at memorizing for exams. No wonder I could never derive theorems using first principles and generally found studying boring rather than fun. Is suicide the only option now /sci/? I can’t even look myself in the mirror knowing my IQ is 30 points lower than the average mathematician.

>be me
>in grad school
>about to finish writing up a 300 page PhD thesis in quantum waveguides
>professor hates me for some reason, ignores my emails unless I literally stop him down the hallway to arrange an appointment.
>he’s not even that popular or busy, so I think he deliberately avoids me
>it’s been like this since the start, I dunno why, but whatever, I’m about to finish soon anyway
>planning to submit 1 or 2 papers for publication
>send the drafts to professor because obviously he will want second author
>still hasn’t replied to me 2 weeks later despite sending a few reminders

What do /sci/? I’m just anxiously waiting to finish my PhD, publish some papers and move on with my life. But now I’m having doubts whether I can even trust the prof to read my drafts for journal submission. I guess asking for a recommendation letter for post docs is out of the question...

Is depression just evolutions way saying that your existence is not essential for the survival of the human species?