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>>11647178
They will put me on a list, especially if I took medication
There's people out there that think that i'm worse than pedos, seeing me as a danger to society because of what goes on inside my head
I'm never going to tell anyone about this or ask for meds, maybe i'll write some huge explanation about all this shit to be found after i'm dead
oh and also i'm terrified that i'll just turn into some NPC fag drone thing if I took them, I am who I am, including the traumas and all this fucked up stuff in my head, taking meds to solve this would turn me into someone who's not me, in a way I see that as being worse than my current state