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Aesop edition

previous: >>21639393

>> No.21646398

>>21646371
beguilled ruffling feathers of systematic joy an ode to springwater baffled the neolithic ape in all its spurious movements. hear ye hear ye, ye old heathen of yore, cast aside dramatic intent and linger for a second on zesty reprieval, command the beasts of long forgotten eons until the climax of forlorn love, oh my bedeviled creature hear the words written on my wrists and spring forth into that new day, that new day of triumphant belonging and lemon cakes. beguilled and beduffled bags of cocaine linger and linger longer and shorter, a bountiful cupcake holds my attentions while i snort and sniffle my way along the tramways, oh beautific sunrise golden and pale like a fresh cunt i call to you to give me answers in a time of sorrow and diseased apricots, guilds of old yearn for things i cannot give but yet give and give, bountiful and beautiful like a zesty ripe cunt, its aroma lingering waftly and gently on my nostrils tender surprise, neolithic surprises falter before my every morning sunrise
bla bla bla

>> No.21646404

Was Aesop part homunculus?

>> No.21646433

>>21646371
damn he was tiny

>> No.21646538

The land first deceives the farmers with false birth,
And before the sun will drive the great horses.
That can transfer our heat to another;
I'll live for this, I'll be dead for this.
I'm getting older

>> No.21646552

I'm starting to hate the idea of friendship. I became more aware of what friends are supposed to be and why all of the friendships I've ever had fell apart, despite me wanting my relationships with them to last forever and to love them without the thought of betrayal ever occuring to my mind. People are friends with you based on certain conditions. They become friends just like modern dating, systematically, by asking you the same questions NPCs do about yourself or they try to find something in common. Sure, that's not always the case and you can still find a certain level of deepness that you can share between yourselves. Even though you may have been together for a very long time, things always change and as such, conditions in your friendship change. The guy you've been friends with for a long time changes so much that you start to not recognize him bit by bit and he starts alienating you, ignoring you and forget about you completely. What the fuck is the point of having friends when every single person on the planet is like this? No one actually cares for who you really are and what you think. Even when they care about who you are, it's either because they're a fan of you or they seek to gain something from you. They only think of you as a tool that can give them something of use. The only other name I could call a friendship would be a 'business relationship' because that's what it is in the end. Only conditional. Loyalty is bullshit, the psychological support they give you is only in pretend or they don't want to, can't or don't know how to help you. I never wanted anything from my friends but just to feel loved forever. But everyone in this world is a douchebag who only loves what you offer, not who you are. I don't want to continue living on this planet if friendship between people is conditional. A slave is more loyal than a friend. I honestly am considering killing myself very soon. I can't even trust you guys anymore...

>> No.21646609

I'm serving a 3 day ban from /tv/ for replying to a Druk thread. Fucking bullshit.

>> No.21646641

These threads are like Twitter but for cowards.

>> No.21646651

Can I just create an account with some temporary email to download books from the new z-lib (I don't mean the one you can access over Tor Browser, there's actually a new zlib domain) or will I get fucked if I download something from there? I'm worried since the old sites got all seized.

>> No.21646677

Thinking about how the chinese are speedrunning western disillusionment with first their "lying flat" movement and now the "let it rot" one.

>> No.21646682

>>21646651
Ever tried soulseek? Just search "author name epub" and leech away

>> No.21646687

>>21646641
sneed

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>>21646641
>but for cowards
That's- why we're here.

>> No.21646717

I'm so fucking tired of being my own main source of entertainment. Seriously, i want to just sit back and be entertained by a book or tv-show or just fucking something, but everything bores me to sleep and all i can do is keep coming back to my own shit. It's fucking exhausting. Why can't others make stuff i like? I mean yeah, there's plenty of stuff i've loved in the past, but anything new just seems dull and trite. Alright, blog out.

>> No.21646723

>>21646717
>all i can do is keep coming back to my own shit.
You mean your own writing is the only thing you enjoy reading?

>> No.21646728

Any tips on how to write about political topics for college classes? Should I just lie?

>> No.21646729

>>21646682
Meh, sounds too risky in totalitarian Germany. And I don't want to set up a VPN or whatever.

>> No.21646739

>>21646404
>>21646433
Traditionally depicted as an ugly/deformed slave, sometimes of African origin.
Not much info on him, possibly didn't even exist.

>> No.21646744

Dubs and I'll go to the party

>> No.21646759

>>21646729
German internet laws are pretty scary, sounds very worthwhile to run a VPN for everything there.

>> No.21646769

>>21646744
What kind of party is it?

>> No.21646776
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21646776

I realized last year how much art has always been a part of my life even though I never gave it much thought. As a kid I drew and painted, I read more books than any child has a right to read, by my teenage years I was always the one with a Kodak disposable camera in is pocket. I had a homepage in the late 90s that was hand made and relatively famous in my area as far it could be back then. I made music, cashed a royalty check from ascap even though the songs were made in jest. In college I took every course I could that interested me, it mostly art courses, I worked as a photographer for a couple years doing weddings and even local year books, and on and on it went. I realized there were two constants in my life art and reading. I say and reading because I gravitate to non-fiction, or at least I did until this past year. It's like a blindfold has been taken off. I finally can kind of 'get it'. I never gave art a second thought as art, always a means to an end: pay cheque or to create something cool. I feel like I wasted half my life in befuddlement. Beauty and aesthetic experience, wherever it can be found or created is the highest goal I can set for myself.

Can someone recommend me a beautiful book?

>> No.21646782

>>21646744
enjoy yourself

>> No.21646797
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21646797

I'm in my mid twenties and have the feeling that I will end up as a pretty lonely man someday in the future. I have a semi decent job that pays an acceptable starting salary but I won't probably get any considerable raises anymore unless I start my own business, so I feel pretty much that I'm already at a dead end career wise. Also I completely gave up on women since I'm on my way to wizardom
Any book recommendations for this feel?

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>>21646797

>> No.21646828

>>21646776
>Can someone recommend me a beatiful book?
https://www.gutenberg.org/files/6765/6765-h/6765-h.htm
Specially, the first story.

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>>21646797
“>It's been hopeless for a long time, from the very beginning. You will never represent, Raphaël, a young girl's erotic dream. You have to resign yourself to the inevitable; such things are not for you. It's already too late, in any case. The sexual failure you've known since your adolescence, Raphaël, the frustration that has followed you since the age of thirteen, will leave their indelible mark. Even supposing that you might have women in the future -- which in all frankness I doubt -- this will not be enough; nothing will ever be enough. You will always be an orphan to those adolescent loves you never knew.”
― Michel Houellebecq, Whatever

>> No.21646840

>>21646609
just for replying? it's over

>> No.21646848

>>21646609
>>21646840
This is why I don't post on /tv/. The jannies are on a constant power trip.

>> No.21646854

>>21646371
I wish that the fandom's overblown online chatter didn't devalue the beauty of Metal Gear Solid's core concepts. The MGS 2 A.I speech, despite it being reposted ad nauseum, still stands high as an example of prescient ideas in art. Video games tend to get rightfully ridiculed here, but this one series will always remain fascinating to me. As an artifact of the 21st century, it couldn't be stranger.

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21646871

The internet hasn't been fun in a long time. Fuck you. Outside isn't fun, videogames aren't fun. Nigger cunt. Shit. I'm bored and dissatisfied. Chink faggot. Clit. Fuck. All is vanity. Vanity of vanities. Ass. Shit.

>> No.21646893

>>21646871
If nothing is fun it means your brain is fried. Time to reboot and get rid of that anhedonia.

>> No.21646900

>>21646893
how?

>> No.21646923

>>21646900
Digital detox/media fast + straight edge, cold turkey into the boredom

>> No.21646932

>>21646893
>>21646893
nigga he's right, internet's more shit than it is before. shit taste dictates everything and people became domesticated as fuck

>> No.21646945

>>21646932
I kind of agree, that's why the digital detox is a good way to go. Maybe he'll find out that his life becomes better with new habits.

He should read Digital Minimalism by Cal Newport.

>> No.21647144

Does anyone here have any suggestions for YouTube videos about Taoism?

>> No.21647176

I just want some attention.

>> No.21647185

>>21647144
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d2BJSV8Q1Yw

>> No.21647189

Are highly in demand fashion models even capable of feeling joy? I can see someone as famous as Audrey Hepburn be able to truly feel things that go much further beyond the performative nature of her daily work, but I can't say the same for a random instagram model with 60k followers. Maybe it's just the romanticism speaking.

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>>21647176
You found it buddy.
Tell me whereabouts you from?

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>>21646828
Thank you Anon.

>> No.21647220

>ask all my friends into vr if it's worth getting a vr headset
>"yes bro it's sick just get it and we'll teach you how"
>go into debt to get one
>talk to vr friend
>"bro check this out let me show you how good this is"
>VRchat with trannies
>uhhh ok thanks man
>talk to different vr friend
>"bro you finally got vr? join me for the most incredible adventure"
>vr chat with trannies
>wtf
>start googling what games actually exist for this piece of shit
>600,000,000 clones of dancing/lightsaber games
>try halflife alyx, get bored
>already beat re4 a hundred times back in the day, get bored of it quickly
>google harder
>surely there must be more
>can only find gimmick arcade games with one trick pony mechanics (sold for full retail price, years after initial release)
>this shit sucks
>return vr headset
>talk to fat guy who doesnt even like or have vr
>"didnt you try elite dangerous at least?"
>what's that
>shows me
NOT ONE OF THESE TRANNYCHATTING, GIMMICK GAMING, ARCADE FUCKING FAGGOTS SHOWED ME THE ONE DECENT GAME THAT ACTUALLY UTILIZES THE VR MEME WELL. THEY JUST KEPT TRYING TO GET ME TO TALK TO TRANNIES AND WATCH FUCKING MOVIES IN A VIRTUAL MOVIE THEATER WITH FURRY TRANNIES, AND SAYING RE4 OVER AND OVER AGAIN

>> No.21647241

>>21647220
It's for porn, anon. The rest is just a smokescreen.

>> No.21647262

>>21647241
is there ANY other reason to have it? anything cool to do with it? i'd even watch VR 360 degree drone footage of flying around cool areas or some shit but i could never find good resources

>> No.21647284

>>21647262
I don't have one because I researched and found out there was nothing to do with it, sorry anon

>> No.21647294

I'm really dissastisifed with my life up until this point. I really feel like i was set up for failure.

>> No.21647301

>>21647284
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ae5CBrByvgA

this video is convincing me it isn't so bad, but you can't imagine how hard it is to find a video like this. most of them are just Beatmania XXX and Spread Commander Shepard's Asshole and Apply Cream: VRChat Edition

>> No.21647307

>>21647220
>go into debt to get one
You're a retard

>> No.21647309

I could have been so much more

>> No.21647428

>>21646837
Brutal.

>> No.21647429

>a few women browse /lit/
>a few women will read this post
Go to hell women

>> No.21647442

>>21647428
He wrote an incel novel in the 90s, truly a visionary.

>> No.21647465

>>21647220
Budget Cuts (1 & 2) and Into the Radius are pretty good, depending on if you have a system that'll play it

>> No.21647512

No matter how hard I tried, I cannot fundamentally accept or cope with the prospect of my own death and subsequent nonexistence. So I guess I'll just spend my life not thinking about it until it comes.

>> No.21647566

>>21646371
back spasms and constipation pain at the same time, im not fat so i dont know what i do to deserve this

>> No.21647592

Sometimes I feel I’ve made too embarrassing mistakes to move forward

>> No.21647597

>>21647512
I tend to have a harder time accepting what’s been than what will be

>> No.21647598

>>21647429
Well *I* adore women.
Have a great evening women.

>> No.21647608

>>21646837
Ouch, goddamn

>> No.21647610

I am ambivalent towards women. I have no particular feeling about how their day should be.

>> No.21647623

>>21646371
I hate this world brothers ,

>> No.21647628

>>21646641
Your opinion is trash roastie. Not everyone needs their ego attached to everything as an extension of themselves, you ever consider that? Of course not , everything for you must be N extension of your on ego in some pathetic curated personality for your imagined online persona , people like you make me crave nuclear winter

>> No.21647663

>>21647592
Would you forgive another person if he or she made the same mistakes? If so, you should try to forgive yourself.

>> No.21647682

>>21647189
high in demand fashion models aren't random instagram uglies with 60k followers, the industries beauty standards and what random coomers jerk off to aren't even remotely similar.

https://www.instagram.com/takbenga/

this guy is one of the most successful models of the last 3 years and has no followers despite being everywhere and beautiful

>> No.21647691

Do any of you guys read purely for finding interesting ideas? The amount of mind-blowing thoughts you find in books never ceases to amaze me...

>> No.21647714

>>21647691
Like?

>> No.21647738

>>21647714
Like an essay I read tonight about literacy which argued mass literacy didn't make the masses any smarter, but actually dumbed them down since oral culture is usually just as advanced as written culture, and by depriving the masses of oral culture you strip away their actual culture and make them consumers of low quality garbage like yellow journalism

Basically mass literacy hasn't benefited anyone except the profit-seeking class. It harmed both intellectuals and the masses at large

>> No.21647746

>>21647663
It’s not a question of forgiveness but rather of failing to live up to expectations. It’s a “the type who does x, isn’t the type who does y” sort of deal.

>> No.21647751

>>21647738
Does being literate necessarily rob you of participating in oral culture? When I was a kid, we had urban legends that were passed mouth to mouth but never written down.

>> No.21647774

I had a dream about romancing a coworker. I've never felt a thing for her just sit near her and we talk. The dream was very beautiful it took a large amount of effort to get anywhere but at the end we shared a kiss.
I woke up with bright sense of contentment I've never felt that way before. It's very odd.
I've never had a romantic relationship. I never tried yo have one before. This dream has made me want to have that feeling of contentment again. What a dumb eruption of passion. I can barely remember the dream.

>> No.21647794

>>21647751
Kinda yeah. Take for instance idioms in America: The south used to be famous for its incredible amount of folk idioms used in every-day speech. A few generations ago it began sharply declining, and now it hardly exists. American folklore and traditional music had the same fate -- yeah it "still exists", but it's basically mummified, culture doesn't spread along this vector anymore so it's going to die a slow death.

In practice, it seems like forcing people to use the written word violently suppresses their oral culture. Like, the two are mutually exclusive, you can't have both.

>> No.21647807

>>21647746
There are no exclusive categories for behavior. It's a longstanding belief that you can always repent, no matter how severe your transgressions. The the prostitute saints are proof that people generally take this principle seriously.

>> No.21647816

>>21647794
Very interesting. The world is getting smaller.

>> No.21647852
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Nothing in this world is worse than anhedonia. I haven’t liked a single thing in 10 years. I don’t know how i’m still alive right now. I’m probably really stupid for still being alive.

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>>21646837
>You will always be an orphan to those adolescent loves you never knew.
Yeah, being wizard is not easy.

>> No.21647893

>>21647852
What's your anhedonia like? Any physical symptoms?

>> No.21647900

Wish i could just be a normie but it's too late to take the blue pill now.

>> No.21647911

>>21647893
Tough to explain. I just can’t seem to like anything. Everyday is a struggle to get through. I keep searching, stupidly, I guess. The only physical symptom is the anxiety. I’m aware of what’s been going on for the last 10 years, and I can’t stop it. I’m just really scared that this is it. I’m scared I won’t ever get better. The anxiety builds up in my chest and is always there. I don’t know anymore. I’m just praying something will happen, and I’ll like something again.

>> No.21647915

>>21647911
Do your emotions still work?
I've also had anhedonia for roughly 10 years. The severity varies intensely based on my diet I think. Planning on cutting out wheat/grains soon to see if it helps

>> No.21647938

>>21647915
None of my positive emotions work obviously. But I still feel despair and depression.

>> No.21648066

How do I read more? I don't mean literature. Even textbooks feel like a pain to read these days. Exams are coming up in about a month. What can I do

>> No.21648093

I wonder if I'll ever be as happy as I was then. Even back then though I thought I was unhappy and only after did I realize, in contrast to the bleakness that would follow, how light and effervescent those days were. And now I look back upon my happy days and am unhappy about how much happier I could have been if I just allowed myself to be happy then and didn't allow myself to be governed by tainted "what ifs".

Once unhappiness has coiled its way into your thoughts and bedded itself comfortably it becomes quite difficult to dislodge. Like a termite infection.

>> No.21648117

Addiction has a certain underrated zenlike simplicity. Everything makes more sense to the addict: their world is reduced to the complexity of a laboratory mouse which brings with it a kind of peace.
As someone who has gone through phases of addiction I have never viewed it as an affliction or as a part of my identity, as one who is a "recovering addict might." I have always viewed it as a process that had to work itself out or cause me to perish. I often look back wistfully at my periods of addiction, not in craving for the substance

>My time of aging wonder when I'll die
>But when my time will come I know the reason why

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W2cMVP6McdQ

>> No.21648121

>>21648117
>not in craving for the substance
but in longing for the strange discipline and order it imposed on my existence.

>> No.21648214

My mind is a stew of potatoes, carrots, regrets, and a sprinkle of shame.

>> No.21648221

>>21648117
>>21648121
really interesting, there is something remarkably romantic about the life of an addict, it’s perhaps the epitome of a sort of heroic tragedy

>> No.21648255

>>21648066
>How do I read more?
By reading, anon. That's how you read more.

>> No.21648260

How do I alleviate my regrets?

>> No.21648294

>>21648260
You dont. Learn to live with pain.

>> No.21648300

An FtM came into my work today. What a shame. She would have been this cute tiny thing that I would have ravaged but instead she was this scrawny manlet with pube hairs for a beard. Real fucking shame

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I would like to learn how to write poetry beyond simple haiku. I'm reading listening to poetry to understand it q bit but I can't find a simple rundown of all the various types with former, syntax, example etc

>> No.21648332

>>21646552
>They become friends just like modern dating, systematically, by asking you the same questions NPCs do about yourself or they try to find something in common
Obviously if you want a strong friendship you need to have at least some common interests or views. You can be friends even without such things but that kind of friendship will be shallower.
>The guy you've been friends with for a long time changes so much that you start to not recognize him bit by bit and he starts alienating you, ignoring you and forget about you completely.
This can only happen if you do not actively spend time with your friend and adapt. Nothing stays the same; people change, they do new things, they get new passions and interests, they spend time in different endeavors and with different people. True friends stick with each other through thick and thin, but true friends like that are rare because everybody has their own circumstances
>What the fuck is the point of having friends when every single person on the planet is like this?
You can learn a lot from friends, and you can leverage their skills and knowledge. And of course you can spend time with them for fun. And they can do the same with you.
> I never wanted anything from my friends but just to feel loved forever
That is simply too much to ask for. Being loved "forever" when each of our lives changes all the time and when every one of us has our own ever-changing goals and circumstances is just too demanding. It's possible to find a life-long friend but it's rather rare, and even then that friend won't always be there for you, and that friend will change along the way. You will too.

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The cocaine era continues...
https://youtu.be/cP4I_kHmC-Q

>> No.21648338

>>21646744
Have fun!

>> No.21648342

>>21648337
Why

>> No.21648355

>>21648342
sometimes people offer you things and a bump is a bump and another bump is another bump and so on and so forth. goodnight

>> No.21648359

>>21648255
Wow. I didn't even think of that. So what you mean is I should get off this site and read a book.

>> No.21648363

My life has been so boring and empty

>> No.21648364

>>21648355
Oh look at you with so many friends and an active social life. Woe is you.

>> No.21648380

>>21648332
im not the guy but you dont respond to anything he say. you just make his post a shallow and blubby post and respond to what your head need to reassure friendship in a blubby and shallow way, you dont engage with what he actually say.
>is just too demanding.
this is the key. its the same with the supposed romantic love, it have the same problems and the same impossibility and the same sadness once you understand that impossibility. the inevitable change in people its the inevitable change in the relationship dynamics and once that start to happen, you have a corpse instead of an alive and full and beloved relationship, and you, usually, at first, take the burden of that corpse until, eventually, you realize unconsciously or consciously, be it because you yourself start to change in other direction so you can accept it because the lost its finally nuanced by a new mental or external environment and you dont have a complete lose thanks to that, or because the burden is too much wheight to hold, you, eventually, start to see how rotten it is at its core. is that or you make yourself that blubby and shallow person who think is still good and is a good friendship-relationship if you still spend time with them even if you just have a tiny portion of your heart in it.

>> No.21648383

>>21646871
If you lived in a time before internet, what would you do? Do that.

>> No.21648396

>z-library working again with personal domains
Now don't get me wrong, I still hate tiktok zoomers so much its unreal, but I am at least glad that their retardation didn't kill it entirely.

>> No.21648425

Whoever was behind reversing my provisional credit for the fraudulent charges on my card, go fuck yourself. I’ve only ever handled my account responsibly and I would never lie to gain the system. This was well and truly the last thing I fucking needed right now and I hope whoever responsible gets a flesh eating virus in their genitals

>> No.21648435

>>21646837
I was one girl's erotic dream very briefly. That ended in July. Still feel like shit.

>> No.21648436

>>21648380
>you dont respond to anything he say. you just make his post a shallow and blubby post
He had no questions to answer. Only redundant, pessimistic statements. He was only screaming into the void about his apparent inability to form meaningful bonds with the people surrounding him, grimacing about people changing or his bonds becoming shallower over time, rambling about eternal love.

>> No.21648487

Basically once a year I feel a sudden urge to get all my ugly and confused feelings off my chest and so I buy a notebook and write it all down. I always expect it to be like a couple pages of thoughts but I always almost fill up the book. Finishing is always a cathartic experience.

>> No.21648500

I've been offered to work at my country's consulate in Venice. However it's an honorary consulate, so unpaid. Should I take it up?

>> No.21648511

>>21648500
If your finances allow it, working there as an unpaid consulate for like six months could be a good experience and could reflect well on your CV and future prospects. But if you absolutely need a stable source of income then probably not a great idea

>> No.21648556

>>21648500
you've only got one life and you'll remember your time in Venice forever compared to whatever regular experiences you'll have at home

>> No.21648609

>>21646371
Been reconnecting with my first gf and admitted to her I liked our dynamic when she was a domme towards me and acted like she owned me.

Admitted to her that I could never do it with anyone else and domme girls always pissed me off otherwise whe they tried. She found it funny then started bossing me around again and reminded me that she owns me.

It turned me on so much. Why does it have such an affect on me when she does it but when other girls do it I find it bothersome and annoying or it straight up pisses me off and irritates me

>> No.21648618

>>21648609
ngl imagining that also turns me on. I hope you can reestablish a relationship with her anon

>> No.21648620

>>21648436
you do the same thing again. making blubby and shallow remarks trying to appeal to some kind of common sense masquerading all the shit and rotten core of relationships and the hung for eternal love that is there, open and clear. its so tiring with superficial people like you, for your shallowness trying to pass as a worldly gotcha everything ends up in deep pessimistic sentiments because of you and people like you with your negation of sad realities.

>> No.21648624

>>21648609
Because she really owns you. There is some kind of truth to it, i suppose.

>> No.21648631

>>21648620
what a load of nonsense sophistry. You think you know me but you have no idea. It's quite funny actually. You complained that I didn't respond to the anon somehow despite the fact that I addressed his post's remarks point by point. And ironically you didn't address mine, only seeking to profile me into some group in your head only to dismiss me. You're free to do that for all I care, just know that that sort of attitude won't get you anywhere close to a proper discussion with me.

>> No.21648635

>>21648618
It's crazy man, she had me on my knees and made me jerk looking into her eyes then told me to focus on her mouth as I came while she talked her shit to me. Then she made me just stare at the floor for a bit while asking me stuff about my gfs since her and made me apologise for them lol. I hadn't been that turned on in a long time yet I was so anxious at the same time.

>> No.21648638

>>21648631
>I addressed his post's remarks point by point.
that is where you have everything wrong. point by point is not the point of things. you need some kind of overarching sense and vision to understand something. your defense of friendship is the defense of a shallow person with shallow relationships. you understand it now?. the change in people really its a destroyer of the reason why you start that relationship in first place. is not a pessimistic, redundant point. anyway.

>> No.21648641

>>21648624
Back then in the beginning she kind of did it in a toxic manner where used my lack of experience with anyone else against me, but eventually turned it into fun

>> No.21648667

>>21648638
>point by point is not the point of things
That's your opinion. My opinion is that anon here has made these broad remarks as statements of fact which deserve to be addressed.
>your defense of friendship is the defense of a shallow person with shallow relationships. you understand it now?
Please read what I've posted again. I didn't defend shallow relationships. At no point in my response did I try to convince anon that shallow relationships are a good thing worth pursuing. I said:
1) you need common interests for a deeper, more meaningful relationship;
2) people and their circumstances change, therefore relationships change over time;
3) when anon asked what the point of friendships is, I pointed out that they offer possibilities to learn, get assistance and gain enjoyment (and vice versa);
4) wanting to be lover forever is too steep a request for a friendship.

I ask you, how did I defend shallow relationships? How did I not discuss anon's remarks in a meaningful way? What more could I have done to better satisfy you?

>> No.21648690

>>21648667
>2) people and their circumstances change, therefore relationships change over time
you have to change in the exact same way the other person change or the relationship is basically broken or permanently damaged. this is something very difficult that you, somehow, see as a silly normal thing with really no consequences.
> I pointed out that they offer possibilities to learn, get assistance and gain enjoyment (and vice versa)
this is where i interlace too much friendship with romantic relationships. maybe there is a misunderstanding there. i accept it as an error. but that leave us in a situation where, if friendship is not really about love is because everybody accept there is a shallow and intrinsically superficial appeal to it. you make the limit, the anon try to express his feelings about something more, i think in a very delicate, innocent way, we all want to be accepted and loved in that way even by our friends, if we really are sincere and vulnerable till that extense. but in reality that is not possible, and, in exchange "offer possibilites to learn, get assistance and gain enjoyment" its almost a cinic way of see relationships if you dont put that limit. i understand your common sense practicality but some kind of me is with the radical sentiment of anon.

>> No.21648695

The Finns are the funniest people in the whole wide world. I somewhat envy their autism.

>> No.21648711

>French gray sea salt
>Made in Germany
Our world in nutshell.

>> No.21648712
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>>21646609
>tfw jannies have started to ban any thread with an elephant in the OP
i must be more careful

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>tfw you're too depressed to sleep

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21648769

do you think aliens read books?

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>>21648712
why ??

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21648904

I feel attracted to women when theyre not nude, but as soon as the clothes go off, i just feel immense disgust at the human body. Ive never had a desire to actually have sex with a woman because of this. But i still want love and a relationship, it's just that the thought of sex repulses me.

Needless to say, i have never found a woman who will settle for this. I also wonder what psychologically went wrong that i turned out like this. As far as i know, ive been like this all my life and i havent been molested or anything. Also not gay, i feel no attraction towards men and gay sex disgusts me even more.

>> No.21648922

>>21648904
just cut holes into her clothes ?

>> No.21648925
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I think we need at least one flag with a pentagram on it globally.

A nation that worships tomboy Satan and witches? Well that’s necessary for the diversity of the global soul.

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I find myself waking up in a world that just really needs Dixie.

>> No.21648953

>>21648904
There's more to arousal than just being naked and staring at each other. Sensual kisses from a loved one can get you hard and ready to go, so most of the time you won't even care about the body.

>> No.21648957

Sha la la
Itsuka kitto

>> No.21648973

Damn. I'm really about to live my whole life without ever experiencing intimacy.

>> No.21649056

>>21648973
that makes me two of us and I'm 30.

>> No.21649062

>>21648953
i find that disgusting as well

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21649069

Anon, what do you think about my poem? They didn't give me any feedback in /wg/. Should I apply it for /lit/ magazine?

GROTESQUE

Ye unworthy, jack it to cartoons;
Ye plebians, ye jack to other sex;
Ye sodomites, ye jack to troons;
Patrician - jaketh to grotesque!

A bride shall be from furthest stars.
A bride shall be from ocean deep.
I dream of one with many mouths,
I dream of consumation reaped.

I know not where her legs art,
Nor where it becometh phallus.
I know not where I shall start.
May I approach from south.

>> No.21649074

After engaging extensively over soon to be a decade with the literary world, participating in countless readings of poetry and prose, countless book groups, worked extensively in publishing and with literary festivals, both on a micro-,meso- and macrolevel, I've come to the incontrovertible conclusion that literature is extremely fucking gay.

>>21648973
>>21649056
What dating apps are you on, and what attractiveness of chick are you swiping? I swear to God every virgin should go whale-hunting, get it over with to the mutual satisfaction of himself and his kind-hearted blowhole, and then move on as a more complete person, no longer considering himself defective.

>> No.21649079

>>21649062
Because you haven't experienced it.

>> No.21649097

I want to change careers but I don’t want to go back to school to do it.

>> No.21649128

>>21649074
I'm not looking for girls anymore.

>> No.21649153

You stand on the precipice of an abyss. You now have two choices, as many in our times have now, either a step forward, or turn around.
When looking at these choices immensly, a plathora of thoughts comes to mind, so let now consider the first optin, of going forward and stepping into the abyss.
But what do we mean by abyss? Just a deep hole with no end in sight? Utter darkness, endless falling with not even so much of a hint of a bottom, were one, if one were to do such a thing, find himself being caught, like a stone on a floor, after having taken the step, towards taking the step to step into the abyss.
Now the other option would mean turning around, but that would have many implications, some might consider you an abyssophobe, or call you a coward.
Be that as it may, we still have no clear defintion of "option" and abyss.
Let us now consider another option:
Totally staying still, this has many advantages, as it procludes one from the simple binary choice of either or, but also complicates things a bit

>> No.21649162

>>21649153
To this third option, now we have three points and haven't even begun thinking about possible combiation, or compromises.
As one can see, from these simple choices, a whole world of ideas and possibilities opens up, and lets the mind wander with awe, as far as ones thoguhts can carry one, like Icarus when he headed for that dreadful sun, without having the proper wings, we now have to be careful not to get lost in thought too much.
Before us still remains a choice. One? Two? Nay, three? NAY! And endless possibilities, half possibilities (not much unlike that Cat from Schroedinger, has it not just the option of being dead or alife, but also maybe, like a whimpering animal, of meowing? But that is for physiscists to decide).

>> No.21649172

There must be something beyond all of this

>> No.21649186

>>21649162
But let us not overstep our inital UMRISS of this question now. As we have already broadened the scope of this inquiry from the mere binary choice of forward and backward towards a third one of indifference, if such a thing exists, but haven't even touched on a FORTH possibility, a real one here, coming to us now in FULL into a full view of this new perspective:
Of going around the abyss tangentially.

This will at once side step the issue we have ourselfs caught in, namely, of going either OR forwards OR backwards, OR appearing, as someone who is faced with a choice under pressure before a crowd, not doing anything, standing still, and maybe, being thought of having soiled his pants.
By SIDESTEPPING we can break this spell, indicating with firm conviction our life and not soiled pants, and going into MOVEMENT (BEWEGUNG), that ever true indication of life, same as breath of the wind when it carries a bird up in the ear and carries its wonderful tones, to us pleasant, but who is to say its not a hostile war cry for territory and domination, and then again giving us a new hope, that we are on the MOVE.

>> No.21649202

>>21648435
Better briefly then never. I feel like the romances I experienced in my teens and early twenties, having checked out the grass on the other side, make me a happy volcel and not a sour grapes incel.

>> No.21649212

>>21649186
While science is still not sure, what constitutes, as Einstein put it E=MCSquared, then movement only being relative, in a sense, as one who can think will surely comprehend, that when two things come near each other, it is not clear who is doing the movement, so we come to the problem of movement.
Movement, as going to the grocery store to fill ones shopping bags with stuffs for later consuming to keep the body going, or simply of a scampering deer, hiding from its bloodthirsty hunter, is everywhere.
YET, it is not without TIME that such things come to pass. Because without time, there could be no progression in time, and hence no movement. In the words of the ancient Romans: QED.
Time give all, and takes all, like the constant ebb and flow of the sea, when retreating showing more sand, land, and little creatures scampering about, and when the tide is high, everything being consumed, like in the great deluge as it was in the days of Noah.
But we need no Arc to see that, because we stand on the shore, without a boat.
Man, as it is known, can conquer all, but he is not born with an ability to swim, that has to be aquired, conquerd, wrung from the hands of greedy hostile nature, with

>> No.21649236

>>21649212
Triviality proves no problem to the educated mind, yet many things not trivial are open, left to ponder and wonder, for those who have eyes to see and a mind to wonder.
Broadening their horizons, they can see, swimming, what for! Are we fish! NAY! Yet, as Evolution so beatifully shows us, we come from the sea, having it long cast aside, behind us.
It is maybe our motherland, but not our homeland anymore. We only visit it, invade it, exploit it. Take fancy cruises on it. And that may be the end of that.

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>>21646776
This book is the only book which made me shed tears from it's beautiful writing. It's all about what makes a good life.

>> No.21649316

>>21649079
i did, sort of. In high school some girl was into me and we tried to make out but i just found the thought sickening. Kind of pissed her off too

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>>21649056
>my whole life
>30

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>>21649325
>he actually thinks that he can make it despite missing the more essential human experience
ah yes, the /lit/ cope way

>> No.21649359

>>21647794
I would highly recommend reading Walter Ong's Orality and Literacy. It was completely mind-blowing for me. Sounds up your alley.

>> No.21649374

>>21649236
unbeknownst to our ardent void contemplator another traveller along the road that leads to this void has been watching him in earnest and eagerly analysing his choices. This traveller, bewildered by the mere tenacity and absoluteness of the void that sits before them both has decided to.. well he’s decided to begin worshipping the damn thing. He builds it alters of green paper, and he fashions it offerings in the hope that the void, not unlike a huge open mouth, waiting to consume, consume ever more things, an all consumptive prose, will offer a sense of finality, identity, end. Finally, our weary onlooker stumbles upon another choice.. he can push other travellers into it, and become, if not the void’s master, it’s gatekeeper.

>> No.21649453

>>21649374
Another option is selling drinks and souvenirs to void pilgrims. Build a town around the foot traffic. Use the void for waste disposal.

>> No.21649482

My hands are sweating like crazy. I'm nervous about something that's coming on Wednesday. I do get nervous, but this amount of hand sweat is new to me.

>> No.21649483

I feel like I've been living in a purgatory for the past three year where literally nothing at all has happened. I wish I was a pastor or a doctor or something because then my life would have some meaning.

>> No.21649487 [DELETED] 

>>2164945
>use the void for waste disposal
this why philosophers are held in such disrepute, they’re just waste for the void / wasted void starers, i need to go consume more STUFF now.

>> No.21649494

>>21649453
>use the void for waste disposal
this why philosophers are held in such disrepute, they’re just waste for the void / wasted void starers, i need to go consume more STUFF now.

>> No.21649504

>>21649347
>Believing it's already over at 30
This is why you are and will probably always remain a loser. You also better not be bitching on Reddit about how your 3 psychiatrists, 5 different types of SSRIs and 1000 of hours worth of therapy aren't working. Your mindset is shit - that is free advice, that is side-effect free and can keep whatever money you probably don't have in your wallet.

>> No.21649600

>>21649504
I like when normal people lecture me on things that they have no clue about.
>take a shower tier advices

>> No.21649621

The joy of being at the bottom - A Sled's tale

If you have been attention you maybe have heard about a new, radical, approach to Christianity.
At it's core lies sacrifice, and not just in mere money terms. Sacrifice, here as a real possibility, to finally make true the words of Christ:
THE WORLD HAS KNOWN NOT LOVE UNTIL I LAID DOWN MY LIFE FOR MY FRIENDS

Don't get turned off by the word "christian", you might be thinking of some bible thumping back water, gun hogging, negro despising American, but that is the EXACT OPPOSITE of what we mean here.

TRUE CHRISTIANIY, will only be FELT and HEARD once you've PRACTICED it.
And what is Christian practice? In essence, dying.

You maybe have read THE EMULATION OF CHRIST, but have you ever thought about what it means to go through TO THE END? To DIE?

TO DIE LIKE CHRIST. And be celebrated like him? To be a MARTYR, for the whole world to see? To be a real MAN OF RENOWN, that people will remember with AWE, and hold back tears when they tell of your heroic tales?

If this sounds exciting, we got good news for you.

There has been for some time now been, only hinted at, or if you perhaps demonstrated much DESIRE for it you would get an INVITE.

But now the time for secrecy is over, and we may reveal to you the secrets that keep the world spinning, in quite a literal sense of the word.

See, it is not only enough to DIE, like some selfish suicide, you have to die in the most IMPACTFUL way.

There has been centuries of science behind this, but it has been, now for some time, and will now foever and ever more be: THE SLED.

The sled? You ask.
Yes.

>> No.21649646

>>21649621
>>21649621
The Philosophy of THE SLED

The greatest sacrifice is that which is done out of the most compassion.
The most compassion is for that which has the least means of resisting it's role, no means of resisting against it's inherent systematic oppression. It has to be, by definition, weak and almost insignificant.
Many things were tried, but what the theological sciences settled down on was the image of the SLED.

Now, why a sled?
Think of the underside of the sled. There is iron. This iron is made of atoms.
When the sled moves, the tiny atoms are RUBBED OFF from the sled, their sacrifice being the VERY FOUNDATION the whole sled stands on, and without which, the SLED COULD'T EVEN MOVE.
When this is being extrapolated from the most obvious example, THE SLED, we see that it has many applications everywhere.
Think of the rubber on your shoes as you walk around, or the skincells at the sole of your feet.
Are you getting the picture?

YOU ARE INVITED

Come now, and BE THE SLED.


We have a constant sled going, going somewhere.
Colliquially it is known as "THE PROTEST", but don't be confused, every protest, leads to THE SLED.

You can come by, hang around, meet the fans and the onlookers, and maybe, you are one OF US.
One of the greats, the seers, the darers, the DOERS, and THE GREATS.

>> No.21649667

I can't find a word in a dictionary. I'm not sure if my schizo mind made it up. Do you know something that sounds like "rrhive" and means to splash and bubble like boiling mass or stormy sea?

>> No.21649685

>>21649667
Froth sounds closest.

>> No.21649690

Woo hoo yipee haha yay yeehaw ner na ner na ner yam o ya-a-a-am

>> No.21649798

>>21649667
Roil

>> No.21649812

>>21649798
Sounds right. Thanks.

>> No.21649851

Saw a cute white girl holding the hand of a negro (assuming it was her boyfriend) my day is ruined, i hate this shithole, fuck you all.

>> No.21649904

Life doesn't even start until 33. Everybody knows that. Even Jesus didn't do shit til 33.

If you accomplished anything or got anywhere in life before 33, it was due to lucky circumstances or flat out 1 in a million probability. Case closed.

>> No.21649941

>>21649667
rithe? not water or sea specific but easily applied to it

>> No.21649942

>>21649904
holy cope

>> No.21649949

>>21649941
wait im a fucking idiot its writhe not rithe

>> No.21650097

Just discovered dirty chai lattes. Fuck i love it

>> No.21650153

I just made eye contact with a cute girl. My heart fluttered.

>> No.21650172

>>21650097
I prefer my chai tea without caffeine. Sweeter and more zingy
Been a few years since I tried that drink. Will give it another go sometime

>> No.21650179

>>21650153
You smile. Seem open or muster up an opening line for conversation.

>> No.21650211

>>21648635
>>21648609
sounds amazing. Maybe she hits the right balance with the way she acts when she bosses you around. It's very unsexy if it's too heavy-handed, for example certain words can be way too aggressive or certain ideas conveyed can be a turnoff. I'm a bit jealous

>> No.21650212

I will never kill myself. The thoughts may creep in sometimes, but there are so many other actions to resort to. In this day an age, a man can migrate somewhere to a sunny paradise and start a complete new life, has all the perks of killing oneself without the bullshit part of ending your God-given life.

>> No.21650250

Le Mage du Kremlin is kind of boring

>> No.21650280

>>21649359
Late reply but thanks anon. I'll give it a read.

>> No.21650284

so are all these objects they keep shooting down going to be used a pretext for getting us into some new war?

>> No.21650308

>The incursions seemed to become so common that Biden administration officials have found themselves issuing private assurances that there is no evidence that they involve extraterrestrial activity. But officials also acknowledge privately that the longer they are unable to provide a public explanation for the provenance of the objects, the more speculation grows.
imagine reading this in the nyt

>> No.21650318

>>21650308
So it's not surveillance craft?

>> No.21650352

I predicted the UFO explosion years ago. We should be expecting all kinds of crazy craft being made by crazy private entities all over the world even if there wasn't an AI revolution going on.

>> No.21650353

>>21650318
they probably are, but they aren't saying whose. the balloon was definitely chinese, but biden isn't telling who send the one over michigan. at least they stopped using f-22s to shoot them down which gives our adversaries good intelligence about their capitalities.

>> No.21650356

>>21649482
What’s coming on Wednesday?

>> No.21650366
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21650366

Would you rather be a giant or a pixie?

>> No.21650372

>>21650308
imagine reading nyt

>> No.21650379

>>21650366
my hopeless giantess fetish predisposes me to answer "pixie", but I know whichever I would choose I would have a bad time

>> No.21650386

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fpu5a0Bl8eY
i liked this song when i was a kid but had no idea what the lyrics are about, just catchy pop tune. shit hits different today.

>> No.21650389

>>21650366
Whichever allows me to live longer

>> No.21650390

>>21650284
>>21650308
>>21650352
I don’t understand the logic behind extraterrestrial life willingly getting shot down and exposing themselves in the most mundane manner. What’s more, the Alaskan stuff was described as “unmaneuverable” and “at the mercy of the wind.” Since then, US defense described the Alaskan one as a cylindrical balloon with a tethered payload.

As someone who has already stated I don’t believe anything at all about the ET talk, I will then say that the journalists, and even the US, have seemingly pushed this BS narrative on repeat since Alaska. From the first article it read “No human was determined to be on board,” instead of “Unmanned aircraft.” Similarly, they repeatedly said things such as “We do not know the entity of its origin” in reference to the countries it’s from. Why would it be presented in this manner? Why would such a thing occur shortly after the original plain and simple news story about the original Chinese balloon?

Seems like a framing for something else. Or, a distraction from the Palestine, Ohio train derailment fiasco.

>> No.21650397

>>21650379
I actually asked this after learning Hagrid's dad from the Harry Potter series was a short ~5 foot dude who had sex with a 25 foot giantess which is about the same size as the statue in my pic.

>> No.21650401

>>21650390
dude, that ohio shit is literally the airborne toxic event from white noise. did the simulation glitch out or what?

>> No.21650409

>>21650401
I don’t know. All I know is i did not see a single thing about it until days after, I still have not seen anything about it I can recall in mainstream media and journalism, and meanwhile we’re getting reports on reports about these frightful OBJECTS that have to also be prefaced as only being shot down because they happen to be too close to commercial plane altitude, and are totally defenseless, and at the mercy of the wind, and likely balloons. Meanwhile acid rains down on Ohio from a coverup

>> No.21650417

>>21650409
ummm, don't you trust the media? what you some kind of CHUD?

>> No.21650421

>>21650390
>Seems like a framing for something else. Or, a distraction
usually when UFOs are on the news, it's a big ol' smokescreen. "Look citizen, UFOs! Look over there! Nothing to see elsewhere..."

>> No.21650428

part of me thinks this might be some kind of weird marketing stunt for the super bowl. like they'll play a commercial at half-time that these are actually new space-x satellites that can give you 1000gbps connection to the metaverse. idk, i'm so weary of everything being some kind of stealth viral marking influencer bullshit, i just assume everything is some kind of ad or publicity stunt at this point.

>> No.21650448

Do any of you guys live off your writing?

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>>21650179
>You smile

>> No.21650469
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21650469

Youtube and its consequences have been a disaster for the human race

I seriously think being a heroin addict would be a more fulfilling life than being a Youtube junkie.

When I think about the countless hours I could've spent learning a skill or new language that I spent watching Youtube -- watching game play instead of playing actual games, watching react videos instead of movies or shows, reviews instead of forming my own opinions, video essays from people with no education background and about topics I have no interest in -- I become very depressed. My life has been completely wasted. Every day I tell myself this new day will be different; I'll read a book, or practice a hobby, or learn new information, but I always fall back into the Youtube rabbit hole and lose track of time. "Just one video", I tell myself before wasting ten hours. And what has all of this gotten me? Do I have an understanding of any practical information? No, I know absolutely nothing. I am a toddler. I have no skills, a poor education, and motivation to do nothing but waste every day of my life. Even typing these words are a waste of time.

>> No.21650478

>>21650284
I think the admin is actually downplaying it to not panic americans. This is a major escalation and it likely involves a lot of clandestine operations that Americans wont learn about for years at least. It's like a boxer throwing test jabs. In any case, it indicates to me that war with China is now inevitable.

>> No.21650497

>>21650390
Its not a distraction from anything other than itself. America has never been invaded. We feel like our continent is safe from incursion. Even something as mild as a fucking weather baloon drifting from the pacific to atlantic is enough to panic the american psyche. The Regime is trying to obfuscate that these are direct violations of our airspace by China.

>> No.21650501

>>21650409
Multiple bad things can happen at once

>> No.21650514

>>21650501
You are definitely right. I am just commenting on how it is presented

>> No.21650532

>>21650469
why didn't you watch college lectures instead of random bullshit by actors? yale and stanford have a ton of classes on youtube. there are easily a bachelor's worth of yale classes.

>> No.21650540

>>21650532
Anon is just a passive user, eating up the slop the algorithm hands him
It's up to us to seek out value from our tools

>> No.21650547

>>21650540
>eating up the slop the algorithm hands him
Ironic given how easily you absord and regurgitate memes

>> No.21650549

>>21650547
What meme? You know animal slop is a real thing right? Like on farms and stuff?

>> No.21650568

>>21650549
You just acknowledged the meme. It's pathetic that you'll pretend like you dont go around calling things goyslop all day because you saw it on 4channel

>> No.21650573

>>21650284
no, just like when any major world power "finds" a shittonne of spies from another world power, it just means there's some horse trading going on and in two weeks the same will happen in the other world power, so they can have a convenient "we both promise we only just found out about your spies! what a coincidence!" moment.
ffs facebook does pr events for its internet balloons because they figure everyone just hears the loud part of
>YAY INTERNET provided by one of the largest espionage and public manipulation specialist data sellers whose mission is openly expansionist to the point of monopolizing all communication

all this coming out means in a little while China and the US are going to do something that wraps up fast but they technically need to inform their public about with the briefest of motivations. it won't be war because you care about war so you'll be relieved. it'll be something like getting a sociopath (or a few of them) a plane ticket home or out of jail or a smaller tax bill or a better deal on the price of bauxite or nudging some naval boundaries or some other shit you probably won't even notice. it's not news to either government.

>> No.21650596

>>21650568
I've never used that meme before lol, just felt it was appropriate
Why focus on the word anyway instead of what point I was making? How was I wrong?

>> No.21650602

>>21650596
Huh? You just used the meme right now. Your brain is fried on memeslop.

>> No.21650611

>>21650602
So it's the word itself triggered you right?
Not because you disagree with what I said?

>> No.21650643

>>21650611
>triggered
More memeslop. Do you have a single original thought of your own?

>> No.21650654

>>21650643
You're the one using the word "memeslop"
Why are YOU daring to criticize ME over it?
The real "memeslopper" here, as it were, is you.

>> No.21650675

>>21650284
I think they’re more balloons, broken up satellites, or part of the UFO scam

>> No.21650689

>>21650654
You've just consoomed and regurgitated my new meme. You're so easy to program.

>> No.21650691

>>21650469
Former heroin addict here.
It was OK. I never, ever got the appeal of youtube. How the fuck can you end up spending ten hours there? It's so boring.

>> No.21650693
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21650693

I was told about a girl that would be potentially good for me. After we followed each other on Instagram I quickly found her username on other socials and learned that she is more promiscuous than I thought and not as religious as I was told. She has a popular TikTok where she livestreams and flirts with men. I found her old Twitter where she followed various porn accounts and again interacted mainly with men. I've never even talked to her yet but I deep profoundly sad for her, she's a number of years younger than me too. Rather than just forget about her though I've been infected with "I Can Save Her" Syndrome. Why her in particular, I'm not sure. Maybe because I'm no saint either. But I've improved over the years. I've had a sinking feeling deep in my stomach for the past two days and she hasn't left my mind.

>> No.21650694

>>21650689
Look. You used another meme. 'consoomed'
Your brain is suffused with memes, this is probably all you talk about.
See a doctor.

>> No.21650771

>>21646371
i love liquor and beer more than any woman i've ever dated

>> No.21650788

>>21650694
You're really angry about memes. You should see a therapist about this weird obsession.

>> No.21650792

>>21650788
Therapy is a meme. Fitting for a memehead like yourself.

>> No.21650793

I love women so much. A beautiful woman kills me. I love them, I can't hate them, bros. They hate me, but I don't care. I know how awful they are, but I love them.

>> No.21650797

>>21650693
I know a similar feel. I always get the feeling that I have to protect and save various people that I know, from strangers to family. It gives me existential dread knowing that something horrible could happen that I may be able to prevent, or that something horrible could happen that I cannot.

>> No.21650802

>>21650792
Are you just refreshing the page waiting for me to answer? Weird obsession. You're very unhealthy. You should stop browsing 4chan all day and read a book

>> No.21650846

Love memes. Simple as.

>> No.21650854

>>21646371
Do girls mind having their feet sexualised?

>> No.21650862
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21650862

>>21650854
Some do. Also, not this again.

>> No.21650878

My wife is in prison for a felony. We were one of those couples who met, fell crazy in love and ran away to Vegas together. I can’t even say I didn’t know about her criminal record because I did but I still married her. We got a good lawyer so her sentence wasn’t the worst but it’s still a decade long. Everyone is telling me to leave but I can’t. I really and truly love her and as pathetic as it sounds I’m willing to wait. I know she would do the same for me. Am I a retard? I only have one friend (excluding my wife) and he’ll never tell me I’m wrong so let me know. I don’t want to hook up with other women or meet someone else, I want her. Even if I’ll be well into my 30’s by the time she’s out. I’m visiting her tomorrow and just had to get this off my chest because I can’t tell her how I feel. I love her.

>> No.21650890

>>21650878
Wow that's messed up. My cynicism tells me that you were being used, especially because she didn't tell you about her criminal history.

>> No.21650931

>>21650878
If we presume it's my state 3rds are 2-10, 2nd are 5-20, and 1st are 5-99. Assuming you hired a lawyer and said he 'did a good job' we know it's either a 2nd degree or 1st degree. Half time for a 2nd degree is a first offer by the state that thinks they have a good case, so we can assume it was a 1st degree. The question from there is was it truly something awful, or was it just enhanced up to that. Truly wild stuff. And this isn't even taking parole math into account, it's possible you are all ready doing half math and she actually got 20 years, which means the state's case was really good because who the fuck wouldn't just take that to trial?

Anyway, either of those situations, 5 years or 10 years for parole will change a person. There are so many rules to the way the game is run inside. Read some books about the prison experience. Watch all those horrible TV shows about it. Watch some documentaries. When you speak with her, feel out or just directly ask about the issue. If she's just starting she may still be bright eyed and think 10 years isn't that long. A year will pass, you'll visit, and she won't tell you about shoving ice cubes up an OD'd inmates ass to try and resuscitate them. She won't tell you about becoming someone's bitch or having made others hers. She'll use you to get things she wants. You'll be filling her account with money and writing her letters only for her to have changed by her environment. It's possible she'll have made friends who all have arrangements to be power hungry lesbos in prison but will be back to normal when they come out. She may want you to go blow your load in every woman you can find as long as she knows you are still with her.

I'm sorry you are going through this. Half of me hopes this is a LARP and I'm just wasting my time. That shit sucks bro.

>> No.21650962

Dubs and I skip class tomorrow.

>> No.21650992

>>21650890
She did, but I naively assumed it was silly teenage stuff (we were in our early 20’s when we got married). I don’t know how to explain the emotions I was feeling when I met her, I felt (I still feel) as though she was the one so I just laughed it off and went to the courthouse with her.
>>21650931
This isn’t a larp, my life doesn’t feel like my life anymore; literally nothing ever happened to me growing up, I had the most normal boring childhood and then I met her and now everyday is something new. It was 2nd degree, her parole date is more than a decade away but we hope that the good time she gets will bring it down to a decade. It may be wishful thinking but prison reform is a big thing so we’re betting on it. The state’s case was very good, she took it to trial instead of pleading guilty which sounds retarded but actually worked out better (she went from racing 50 years to around 12).

She is not gay. Yes, I know women and men who aren’t gay still have sex with others in prison but she wouldn’t do that. Do I sound like a gullible retard? She’s my genuine other half, if I wouldn’t it she wouldn’t and I definitely wouldn’t fuck another man to pass the time. You know it’s funny you say that because I’ve already written her a few letters, she’s written back too and it hurts to know that this, phone calls and video calls are the most communication we’ll have. I don’t want to think she’s using me, I’m sending her money willingly. Honestly, I feel as though I kind of owe her. When we first met I was depressed and unemployed and she helped me become better; she paid the rent for our apartment and was sort of like a wife-therapist-mother in one, I felt terribly lucky. She spurred me on to get a job and now I work in a field I love, that pays decently which is why I used a large part of my savings to help pay for the lawyer. I didn’t care about the money and I still don’t, I just love her. I don’t want to even think about other women, I don’t know what I’d do if she asked me to move on. I’m a retard who’s never experienced love before until I met her. I will talk to her about this but I don’t know how to start the conversation. What if she’s hurt and thinks I’m ditching her? I love her and always will, I’m just shocked I guess. I really can’t believe she’s locked away.

>> No.21651007

holy shit trugoy from de la soul died! their albums are finally coming to streaming next month and the dude croaks. damn.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dYXOs3vuNio

>> No.21651031

>>21650992
The main problem here is that this is an intensely emotional response (justified, bruh I'm sorry this shit sucks), but I think that is making you lose an objective perspective to this whole thing. If you wait for her and schedule your life around conjugal visits, phone calls, and letters it's going to get pretty bleak pretty fast. Go out with friends and you'll be the guy who's wife is in prison and youre waiting for her. No one likes that guy. You go out and you are the guy who's wife is in prison but you divorced her or she's okay with getting cucked? No one likes that guy either. It's fucked on all sides of what you and she are going to do and you will not have much time face to face to really get a good discussion in on this, which is why you need to do some introspection to the life you two have shared already and figure out what is best for YOU. She's going to have the next 10 years of her life all squared away. She knows what she's doing. YOU don't.

I don't think she's 'using you' and I don't think you are a retard. I think the two of you are in a very difficult place and decisions need to be made. Information needs to be processed. You need to go on a long walk and do some fucking meditation or some shit. I can't make any choice for you. I can't write a script for you of all the things to ask her about and plot out possible answers and counters. This isn't cross examination. This is your life. You need to think through the flow chart that this conversation is going to be. You'll be a big crying baby no matter what happens.


I had to break up with a girl because she had to move back home for medical reasons. This was 6 years ago. A little piece of me died the day I helped her pack up. I still think about her. I think about what direction my life would have gone if she had stayed or if I had moved. Neither would have been better (again, medical stuff lol), but just like when a parent dies at a young age, it gets better over time. It's still hard. But it gets better. You just gotta push forward. She has no choice. You do.

>> No.21651050

>>21650878
A decade? What did she do?

>> No.21651089

America's obsession with college and bachelor's degrees is rotting the country

>> No.21651100

>>21651031
Thank you. Sorry my response is limited but thank you, I’m honestly very grateful for your response. Thank you.
>>21651050
First degree assault and some smaller charges

>> No.21651101

>>21651089
>https://press.princeton.edu/books/hardcover/9780691174655/the-case-against-education
check this out. lays out a pretty good argument about how the resources wasted on credentialism are a drain on the economy and a waste of people's life time.

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21651111

>>21650463
>>You smile
H-hello wenc—f-f-femoid wanna wanna dĪE?

>> No.21651124
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21651124

H (my love) is waiting for me at the other shore of the sea. She's in her small comfy house, next to the pine plantation. I have a very vague mental sketch of the building's interior, I haven't been there in years. I can't see what she's doing right now, but I'm sure she's doing it gracefully. I really can't say too much, anything else belongs to the realm of speculative metaphysics; it's getting late, too.

>> No.21651151

>>21651100
>Thank you.
:') nice dub dubs a-anon. I believe in you.

>> No.21651164

>>21651101
Thanks, I actually have to give a speech about this in class tomorrow. And yeah, I see rhe irony

>> No.21651209

I wish I could stop the passage of time, I wish tomorrow wouldn't come so fast

>> No.21651228

I found a pretty girl streamer who lives in my city and she responds to me in chat :3 I hope I can meet her irl one day :D

>> No.21651390

I'm officially losing it.

>> No.21651469

>>21651390
Who certified this event?

>> No.21651576

Is it ok to practice Trappist methods on your own or is the community and living situation a big deal? In my current situation I wouldn't have the day-to-day quiet and peacefulness that a monastery would provide.

>> No.21651618

Seriously starting to think I'll never be happy

>> No.21651673
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21651673

I bought an umbrella today

>> No.21651731

what do you do with an umbrella when you go in to shops or homes and your umbrella is wet and dripping?

>> No.21651739

>>21651731
Shake it off everywhere

>> No.21651770

>>21651731
They provide bags or they get water everywhere

>> No.21651780

>>21646371
Why does every art or literary journal I see today speak in this kind of obnoxious progressive rhetoric.
It's always the same buzzwords about "lived experiences", "reducing stigma", or "creating safe spaces". I don't know why exactly it makes me angry, except that it seems so incredibly ingenuine and sanitized.
I don't take issue with such magazines exploring "mental illness" or dark emotions, but rather that it's framed as a social justice thing and in this wonky medical language.

>> No.21651801

>>21651780
It's called jargon and it's there to signal conformity.

>> No.21651878

I have to give a speech in 12 hours and I havent even started writing it. I only got the topic on thursday and I was busy working all weekend. I'm stressing out big time

>> No.21651889

>Kansas City, Missouri
>Arkansas City, Kansas
>Michigan City, Indiana
They cant keep getting away with it...

>> No.21651905

>>21651889
your mind on drugs, folks.

>> No.21651906

>>21651228
Please don't do anything to that girl, anon...

>> No.21651910

>>21646371
>Gf has an extreme hatred for Asians women which is somewhat endearing and funny.
>Dating me for some reason despite being Asians and claims "I don't count, or my (female) family (members) doesn't count"

I think it stems from her dad running off with one but her rants can get pretty crazy when an Asian woman triggers her.

On top she makes jokes about how our grandkids probably won't look Asian

>> No.21651913

>>21651889
You already did this

>> No.21651914

>>21651910
Based. I love racist women.

>> No.21651916

>>21651910
You already tried this larp. Cant you fags get new material

>> No.21651929

>>21651916
>be me
>in a nuthouse
>have extreme social anxiety
>locked out of my room and awkwardly sitting at my table
>a lady that had facial reconstruction surgery after a near-fatal car crash walks up to me
>randomly strokes my hair and says I'm such a "cute little guy"
>says that she'll take care of me
>I'm super awkard and don't say anything
>she says she'll take me out of my shell
>day room time is over, we head out for fresh air break
>she gives me her number and address and tells me to come visit her after she leaves
>she discharges then
>staff immediately visits me, confiscates the number, and tells me UNDER NO CIRCUMSTANCES EVER VISIT HER
>they are concerned and interrogate me for 10 minutes asking what sorts of things she said and where what she wanted me to do
>no explanation, nothing
I feel bad for her. I think she just wanted someone that she felt could accept her. Imagine being a woman and having your face destroyed in a car accident. Thinking back on it now, I really wish I could have said something nice to her. She really wasn't unattractive, even with the surgery.

>> No.21651931

Isn't it all the division of labor?

>> No.21651935

>>21651469
my therapist

>> No.21651943

Looking back at my life and it's no wonder I turned out such a loser. I have been in extremely unhealthy situations my entire life. My fucked up family prepared me for disaster in high school, and my fucked up high school prepared me for total failure in University. The fact that I even made into a university was a miracle achieved by concerned teachers who clearly saw that my family was fucking me up big time. I went through so much chaos and so much alienation that finally mid way through my first year of college I snapped. I joined a very cultish church because they were the only people who ever made me feel welcome somewhere.
Ive realized why theres such a disconnect between myself and most anons. Most of you here were born mentally ill. I'm actually a latent normalfag, but I was psychologically tortured into falling in your circles. If I had just an ounce of stability in my childhood or adolescence, I could have made it as a normie. But instead I'll always be this damaged person on the periphery, trying to rehabilitate himself into normiehood. I'm just so tired of this. I just want a basic life but things which are so natural to everyone else is so far out of reach to me.

>> No.21651948

>>21651929
Nigga if she was in a nuthouse then she was a nutcase.

>> No.21651953

>>21651948
She was normal; she attempted suicide after having her face destroyed. Honestly not much of an over-reaction in today's highly materialistic world.

>> No.21651963

Guys, stop trying to get psych ward gfs. It is not a good idea

>> No.21651967

My life has gotten a lot worse in the last 3 years. I’ve gotten stuck in a bad job, failed to identify something worth pursuing, and had to move back in with my parents at nearly 30 years old. I know I can recover, but recover to what exactly? I find it hard to accept achieving only mediocrity.

>> No.21652008

The truth is simple, you're all having better more fulfilling lives than me and I'm destined to die in this lonely humiliated state.

>> No.21652014

I wonder (I mostly know) what it means that all the girls I've ever been interested in would get close to me and then start dating one of our mutual friends

>> No.21652048

>>21652008
Nuh uh, my life is emptier than yours

>> No.21652086

A defeatist attitude is the most certain self-fulfilling prophecy.

>> No.21652089
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21652089

>people on the internet can only have fluent discussions on books which are assigned reading in schools (like 1984)
>communities like /lit/ are way too fragmented, no one reads the same books so we're destined to have bad discussion by design
>point this out
>met with total apathy
>no one cares that we get objectively less value out of reading since we can't discuss most books with anyone
>All that is required to solve this is just a little group focus, narrowing down a little
>But no one will do this
>So the internet will remain shit for book discussion

Does no one see the massive issue here? We have access to all the books in the world, yet it's impossible to discuss most of them. Why? We could easily fix this, yet you choose not to care.

>> No.21652104

>>21650797
I don't feel an impending sense of doom, I'm just extremely upset at her behavior because of how close her traits were to mine otherwise (same ethnicity and religion). She won't end up an abandoned prostitute or anything but there's a spiritual void in all these young women I see today on social media and it will negatively hurt them for the rest of their lives

>> No.21652109

>>21652089
you should join a book club.

>> No.21652115

>>21652109
Are there any good online ones? I know about the neoplatonism thing in the catalog

>> No.21652132

>>21652089
We're not your book club, faggot

>> No.21652141

>>21652132
You probably don't discuss books. Otherwise you'd see the problem.

>> No.21652146

>>21652141
You sound like a fag. I don't discuss books with fags.

>> No.21652147

>>21652146
fag

>> No.21652158

>>21652115
https://www.reddit.com/r/bookclub/
Bye bye! :)

>> No.21652162

>>21652146
Fag
>>21652158
>reddit
Got something else?

>> No.21652163

>>21652162
nah sorry that's all I got :(

>> No.21652165

>>21652163
Why do you think reading circles are dumb?
Go on, surely you have a good reason.

>> No.21652166

>>21652165
I don't think they're dumb. What prompted your sudden accusation? :O

>> No.21652167

>>21646371
This movie predicted the GOYSLOP meme.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6zVHwFA0a0

>> No.21652169

>>21652166
Is it really so hard for you write non-ironically?
Why do you play these retarded games?

>> No.21652174

>>21652169
Again, I must ask you from where these accusations spring forth? It's rather uncalled for! >:(

>> No.21652179

I don't understand you guys. Rather than state your disagreement directly, you act like a woman and passive-aggressively posture endlessly, trying to make the other guy mad. What's the fucking point? Life is short, why act this way to other people

>> No.21652187

>>21652167
I'm lovin' it

>> No.21652198

>>21649359
Looks really interesting. Thanks for the recommendation anon.

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21652205

Theres no point in me to seek a relationship. Im in my 30s and have zero sexual experience therefore its like being a naive and clueless prey waiting to be manipulated, abused and abandoned because theres no point of reference.

>> No.21652246

Why is life so mundane and fucking boring? I would kill for some genuine novelty. Unfortunately I'm not sure I can even find it anymore

And how do people live completely sober? Unless you have regular hobbies and obligations (gym etc.) sobriety sounds like the final nail in the coffin. I feel like I've been living way too fucking long

>> No.21652446

When I think about how things ended up I just want to end it. I’m such a fuck up.

>> No.21652450

Nearly 30. Miserable job I hate. No clear direction or good alternatives. Living at home with mom. Such high expectations for myself and my life. Know they can’t be met. Ready to kms.

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21652502

>>21646371
Visited an Orthodox church for the first time. It was very pretty.

>> No.21652796

i kind of like being at work because it's the time i can browse the web aimlessly and not feel like i'm wasting my time. two hours down a wikipedia rabbit hole would feel a little naughty on a saturday, but on a monday, let the adhd rip!

>> No.21652801

Death doesn't exist, you are immortal the universes will never end. Why? Because it exist, something that exists once will exist again, and again and again and again ad infinitum. The universe and beyond is a form of non existence that manifest into existence, it exists and it doesn't exists. You will never die, you will live into this word and countless other for an infinite amount of time and when everything will come to the end, not just a cycle but all the cycles, it will restart again. The universe doesn't exist, and precisely because of that it can exists.

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21652871

O believe, my heart, oh believe,
Nothing will be lost to you!

Everything is yours that you have desired,
Yours, what you have loved, what you have struggled for.

O believe,
You were not born in vain,
Have not lived in vain, suffered in vain!

What was created must perish,
What has perished must rise again.
Tremble no more!
Prepare yourself to live!

>> No.21653114

Having a real hard time figuring out what to do next.

>> No.21653192

Declared by a silent yell
My mind has gone to hell
My failing faith tried
Finally officially certified

>> No.21653225

I'm the victim of Oedipus complex.

>> No.21653259

>>21652147
>>21652162
Fag

>> No.21653273

I've been like a foraging squirrel this winter. Whenever I've been getting groceries, I've also gotten just a bit of chocolate, candy, crackers or snacks of some kind though I hardly ever eat it, and now I have a cupboard absolutely overflowing with diabetes. Like for real, I have a full kilogram of Toblerone because it was on sale for two weeks and I'd just get one whenever I was getting something else, despite not eating what I already had.
I have half a kilogram of fucking gummy bears and enough chocolate covered crackers to feed a family of four for a month.
Oh well, it keeps for a long time and now I always have some diabetes to offer my guests for the next 6 months at least.

>> No.21653331

>>21653273
I cant buy any excess food or i'll binge eat it. My fridge and pantry are almost always empty.

>> No.21653340

>>21646776
i have never seen that picture before, but for some reason I knew it was german

>> No.21653474

When you come up with something new, its important to keep the box in mind.
Sure it's said you have to think outside the box, but who can see it, who can taste it; Where is this -- omnious, ever presesnt, stalking, devourint -- box at?
Is it maybe a lewd interlude, a play on words to signal to enlightened initiates a quite different meaning than what the boorish rubes make of it?
When I think of a box, what comes to mind is a rectangular device, not much unlike a treasure chest, that has 4 corners, and is also, by use of clever engineering, designed in such a way as to hold something like a little door on it.
So here a bias already springs to the conciousness: A box, implying that it is openable, and not just like a solid cube, or what about a hollow cube, without a door?
Here the hidden masters planted a steep challenge against any aspiring knower of wisdom.
Obsfuricstion by befuddle men


But when box, is being taken to mean something like the orifices of a human, more specifically the orificie of a female that leads, when another inserts seed into it, to conception?
That would be a disgusting thought, which we now have nontheless to take up.
This 'box', notice the quotation marks, as I will now start with this dreadful explaination, then what is it to think outside the box?
What if the outside of this 'box', is it the wrapper? The skin, holding the box? Or is it maybe leading to a different box, or orifice?

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21653498

>Is the author with the most refined music taste
How does he do it?

>> No.21653526

>>21646371
Had amazing sexo with a ukranian refugee this weekend.
First date I asked to kiss her and she said next time. But this time I asked and she said she didn't like being asked and it was cringe, I took the hint and just made the move.
I've never had sex with a european before and I was expecting body hair, but no, she was clean shaven. Her vagina was like a white apricot.
With the medication and the condom I almost never cum. Moreover, missionary is not one of my favorite positions, and I usually cum quickly if I'm giving her back-shots or from the side where I can see her full body and still get the cushion of her thighs to absorb my pushing.
I came so, so hard. The kind of unforced cum that you don't get with having to fuck an ugly girl for so long and you just want to drain your balls to get it over with. No, this was a much easier orgasm, the kind of orgasm I wanted.
I asked if she wants to get sushi tomorrow night. I have so little money left but feel like it's worth it.

>> No.21653549

>>21653526
hide post

>> No.21653613

>>21653549
DDD:

>> No.21653645

I have a test tomorrow that will probably determine whether I fail the course or not, and I haven't studied at all

>> No.21653656

>>21646371
I've been feeling like shit today. Kept thinking of my ex. Lots and lots of things have been of no importance in my life but I can't bring myself to forget about her. I guess it's a first world problem to many but I have nothing else to hang onto. Family, friends, whatever, I don't speak with any of them. I'm not considered a close one for anyone in this world as I am not involved in their lives at all. My last two exes were the only people I really felt familiar with and it just sucks to grow old without them. I don't know why I am doing this. I just wanted to whine. I'm tired of being alone and drowning in anhedonia.

>> No.21653725

>>21653613
I dont need this. not today

>> No.21653906

>>21653725
She said yes to the date tomorrow. I was worried she'd say no because she didn't talk much after sex but she told me that I fucked the english out of her so she couldn't talk.

>> No.21654050

>>21653906
Best of luck to you.

>> No.21654213

You know, I see a lot of talk about "this is why", but what really IS why?

>> No.21654222

>>21654213
Can all these different things claiming to be why, be really why? But why is why, why. Why is not why a whence?
But even in asking this question, we have to employ a certain 'why', which makes the whole argument, and possibility of answer collapse under its own weight, because we don't even know why is why.

>> No.21654238

neu
>>21654236