Write What's On Your Mind

[Anonymous No.20316973]

farfalle edition

previous: >>20313249

[Anonymous No.20316988]

Daily reminder to have sex

[Anonymous No.20316997]

>>20316973
I hate farfalle, can never get them cooked just right, since the pinched middle and the sides take different time to cook.

[Anonymous No.20317013]

>>20316988
Why are cat ears and collars so sexy?

[Anonymous No.20317018]

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1QxQC7tNRwM
>it's the crocodile
>the crocodile
>the fucking crocodile

what did he mean by this?

[Anonymous No.20317025]

>>20317018
Fuck off Gardner

[Anonymous No.20317043]

>>20316988
consent laws would have to be restructured to favor the male over the female in order for that to happen
>>20317013
I dunno I used to have an ex and she'd meow like a cat at me just to try and be cute.

[Anonymous No.20317058]

I hate waking up from sleep. The anxiety is so overwhelming, I feel like I’m having a heart attack each time.

[Anonymous No.20317071]

>>20316997
Yeah butterfly ruins everything, even pasta

[Anonymous No.20317145]

>>20317071
I feel like I haven't seen a post from butterfly in a while

[Anonymous No.20317148]

Nothing in particular. I only think in universals.

[Anonymous No.20317190]

This is now bone of my bones
And flesh of my flesh;
She shall be called Woman,
Because she was taken out of Man.
- Genesis 2:23

[Anonymous No.20317206]

>>20317190
>She shall be called Woman (male)

[Anonymous No.20317210]

>>20317148
That's a cool paradox.

[Anonymous No.20317219]

I hate my fucking job so much. I’m so lucky this is like an easy job. I think if I was one of those people who had to do this all day everyday I would shoot myself.

[Anonymous No.20317255]

>>20316973
Most of the time I'm inspired to write it's dialogue, but that always leaves me having to create a setting afterwards and I suck at that shit; can I get some eyes on this?

[Anonymous No.20317277]

If anyone wanna exchange emails in a longer snail mail format, message me at atol#3812
Im a 27 year old guy whos into Tolstoy, Pynchon, Wittgenstein, Camus and others
Music has been my strong interest over the years
Lately I've been dissillusioned by society in general, by popular currents in which i just cant seem to find my place. I'd like to connect with others who find it hard to have an intellectual discourse in this consumerist, shallow times

[Anonymous No.20317299]

>>20317219
what job?

[Anonymous No.20317348]

I dated a woman who had invented a song and dance to remember which type of macaroni was which. Overall I was not very fond of her.

[Anonymous No.20317415]

when naked, I look like someone who poses as a nude model in his free time

[Anonymous No.20317422]

Going to bed early because I have to wage slave tomorrow.
I leave my house at 05:25 and am back at home at around 17:15
Roughly 12 hours dealing with work and when I'm back home I can't stay up too late because I'd be less productive when waging the next day.
Counting down the days until I quit my job (August but most likely in July when I take the rest of my vacation days before leaving)

[Anonymous No.20317450]

>need to have read Aristotle Metaphysics ~7 hours due
>trying to make sense out of it
>feel like my brain is internally bleeding and about to destruct

[Anonymous No.20317452]

Why I am the way I am?

[Anonymous No.20317462]

>>20317452
Genetics, parenting, school socialization and entry into sexual life in adolescence.

By the time we were somewhat capable of making rational decision, most of us were already fucked up beyond repair.

[Anonymous No.20317463]

>>20317450
>destruct
*explode
To give a demonstration..

[Anonymous No.20317478]

I figured out how to solve this board from being shit.
Split into two boards.

/lit/ can stay the same, where the focus is on literature, novels, poetry, drama, etc. Basically any of the creative works.

But then a second board created called /phil/ or something where the focus is on philosophy and works of nonfiction. Basically where the adults will go.

There's no reason not to do this. People get to have actual discussion and debate on the philosophy board, and tranny jannies no longer get triggered that threads are being made about dead white men. Everybody wins.

[Anonymous No.20317493]

>>20317450
Just use big words in your essay and you'll be able to bullshit a B+. Your professor probably doesn't understand the work either, unironically.

[Anonymous No.20317519]

>>20317478
>I figured out how
Anon, everyone has been asking this, it's just that Hiro won't care, recently he was too busy making /v/ spinoffs nobody asked for.

[Anonymous No.20317539]

And as the inequalities grow and globalization advances the more people will not only get detached from reality but realize that it wasn't real to begin with

[Anonymous No.20317572]

>be constantly
>when the girl was born and raised her husband was the first shot
>"is good here and there?"
>her name
>he doesn't
>"why would you take a break?"
>he can
>she has been
>never heard of them
>always hear
>finally

[Anonymous No.20317586]

Does anyone have any experience with antidepressants? Do they help?

[Anonymous No.20317596]

>>20317586
Don't take them. They fuck up your brain

[Anonymous No.20317605]

>>20317586
Yes. When I don't take my medications, I'm so anxious I can't eat or sleep. If you need them, you need them. People who tell you not to take them if you need them are normies and should be ignored.

[Anonymous No.20317611]

>>20317586
The cure for depression is finding something you are passionate about in life. Pills are jew pseudoscience.

[Anonymous No.20317624]

>>20317611
>finding something you are passionate about in life
you have better chance at winning national lottery

[Anonymous No.20317639]

>>20317043
>I dunno I used to have an ex and she'd meow like a cat at me just to try and be cute.
Lmao I laughed at my ex when she tried to act cute because of how goofy it was after I saw her doing this on purpose. I have a few videos/pics of her just being funny unwillingly and it always cracks me up. One time she was eating a whole pizza alone on the couch and the face she made when I jumped at her with my camera on was priceless. One time I was filming us while I was on her knees, she tried to smile down at me and literally drooled on my face. I miss the stupid idiot so much.

[Anonymous No.20317650]

>>20317478
/phil/ would just turn into another /his/

[Anonymous No.20317654]

>>20317539
No. That’s why we have big pharma.
See
>>20317586

[Anonymous No.20317659]

>>20317255
I had to read it 3 times in order to understand it and overall it was just difficult to read. I didn't feel anything, perhaps because it's such a short and out-of-context piece. It's only my opinion though and I'm retarded with with a low attention span (I only read royal road fictions, which are packed with action) so you shouldn't take it to heart.

[Anonymous No.20317665]

>>20317624
Says the depressed person.
I know you think it's like this unattainable goal, but I promise when you find the reason you've been put on this earth, you will laugh at the time you were depressed.
t. former depressed person
>inb4 you can't cure depression without pills
Wrong.

[Anonymous No.20317677]

>>20317650
Except actually good.

What is there to discuss about history?
>dude some battle happened in 1744!
>cool!
>[thread goes to page 10]

[Anonymous No.20317721]

>>20317605
This is what i’m hoping they will do. Are you able to enjoy things again?

[Anonymous No.20317722]

>>20317255
I found it clunky when I started reading it but as it continued I began to appreciate the style. I could easily see myself reading a novel written like this.

The last line is definitely way too much though.
>the crystalline cognizant
I can work out what you meant by this, but I had to work out what it meant instead of just understanding it. Complex ideas are good but you have to express them in an intuitive way.

[Anonymous No.20317726]

>>20317611
And what’s your passion?

[Anonymous No.20317738]

>>20317726
I like learning as much about the universe as possible. I started teaching myself mathematics and philosophy. Basically stopped watching movies and TV (that shit is cancer). I'm also currently writing a book in my spare time. Simple, but they give me a purpose now.

[Anonymous No.20317742]

>>20317721
SSRIs don’t make you happy. They just numb social anxiety, anxiety, intrusive thoughts, etc. You can use them as a tool to start a regiment of forced socialization, exercise, other healthy habits, and other stuff to help you out.

Not sure on long term use. I been off and on them when I was younger. Not sure if they did damage. I don’t think so really — smoking weed regularly and other drugs do way more long term damage in my opinion.

[Anonymous No.20317755]

>>20317738
>teaching myself mathematics and philosophy
This gets old after a while. How old are you?

[Anonymous No.20317758]

>>20317742
>They just numb social anxiety, anxiety, intrusive thoughts, etc
If they can do this, I’ll gladly take them for the rest of my life.

[Anonymous No.20317762]

>>20317755
Nah. Don't try that. Don't try to bring other people down to your level, especially those who are trying to left you up. If things you do are getting old, you still have some unfinished business from the time you were depressed that you still haven't resolved yet.
I've had this mindset since like 2013/2014. I've seen the light and hope you do too.

[Anonymous No.20317770]

>>20317478
>There's no reason not to do this.
as someone who browses this board many hours a day: do you have any idea how dead /lit/ already is?

[Anonymous No.20317782]

>>20317770
And that is precisely because of the conflict of interest in its users. There are people on here who genuinely want to have stimulating discussions and debates.
And there are others who make meme threads like
>Nabokov's opinions
>Hey what was Lovecraft's cat's name again?
>Joyce liked farts XD
>Hey guys, I never read a book in my life. Should I start with Moby Dick?
But those low quality threads get to stay up because they are """""literature""""" apparently.

[Anonymous No.20317798]

>>20317782
you just want to be 'jakd aren't you

[Anonymous No.20317805]

I'm watching a squirrel collect snacks from the tree branches outside my window!

[Anonymous No.20317811]

>>20317762
Thanks, i hope i do too.

[Anonymous No.20317818]

>>20317805
Based. Sounds comfy.

[Anonymous No.20317839]

>>20317782
>get to stay up
rent free

[Anonymous No.20317848]

>>20317782
wait between the afficionados of great literature and the schopenhauer larpers, who is it that WANTS james joyces farts? how is that resolved by this?

[Anonymous No.20317851]

Post-Mortem Potty Training Club

[Anonymous No.20317896]

Theres some fat fuck near me in the library who has spent the last hour just sitting there, breathing heavily. At some points he gasps for breath and snorts. He briefly fell asleep and snored. He's also noisily riffling through a bag of chips and crunching on them. I fucking hate fat people.

[Anonymous No.20317904]

>>20317677
/his/ is history and humanities. The board already encompasses philosophy. Ive followed a few philosophy and religion threads that were moved from here to there. As soon as /his/ gets involved it turns to absolute dogshit. /phil/ I have no doubt would turn into the same.

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20317910]

90$ bar tab last night. I am a slave to my afflictions.

[Anonymous No.20317916]

>>20317910
Why do you glorify it then

[Anonymous No.20317934]

So a girl I've been talking to kept complaining about working and so I said, "you must be sick of working, I'm sorry". And later I wake up to her snap story that has her bitchface on it and " "you must be sick of working", you must be sick of taking mommy and daddy's money ". Do girls look down on people not working this much? I'm only 20 and in uni. I don't see why I should waste my life working at some retail store when I'm perfectly well off?

[Anonymous No.20317940]

>>20317934
she's just sick of working as you said, and uses social media to vent and filter emotions. probably wasn't personal, but pretty bitchy to let you see that

[Anonymous No.20317943]

>>20317934
Its not a woman thing, thats a people thing. It's born in resentment. She has to work to get by while you live life on easy mode. Your comment probably came across as condescending too.
>look at this pleb working heh

[Anonymous No.20317955]

>>20317943
Probably you're correct but that's making a lot of assumptions no? I have problems too. I just don't have financial problems. And it's not because my parents give me money. My allowance isn't extravagant. I just don't spend money on anything because I have no friends and my only hobbies are reading/writing.
>>20317940
yeah, I am wondering how to respond. I just said "hey I didn't mean it like that", which I really didn't. I just thought it sucked that she had to work so much.

[None !M3Jpuh0FuQ No.20317964]

>>20316973
The protestant reformation had as much to do with Christianity, as the American Civil war with slavery, absolutely nothing. This imposition by certain elitists would be similar to the Bourbonic reforms, as both presented the past and present as NEGROlegendary and proposed a solution to that imaginary problem. What was articulated to be novel, turned out to be antiquated repressions. The protestant reformation replaced markets with rearticulations of feudalism; while the Bourbonic reforms replaced the Polysynodial system with the antiquated barbarism of absolutism.

[None !M3Jpuh0FuQ No.20317968]

>>20316988
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OmjZLpuNruM

European failures to compare to WESTERN (Hispanic-Greco-Latin) CIVILIZATION, have made them so neurotic that they blame Hispanics for all their failures. Even their failure to have good sex is blamed on Hispanics. :^3

[None !M3Jpuh0FuQ No.20317975]

>>20317219
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OmjZLpuNruM

We live in a post-modern democracy, that has been diluted and emulsified by protestantism in almost of its aspects and dimensions. :^3

[None !M3Jpuh0FuQ No.20317980]

>>20317539
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OmjZLpuNruM

We live in a democracy that has been diluted and emulsified by protestantism in almost of its aspects and dimensions. It is apparent that this will not go on for many more decades. :^3

[Anonymous No.20317984]

>>20317980
>>20317975
>>20317968
#1 FAN of Jesus G. Maestro

[Anonymous No.20317987]

>>20317955
>no friends
>talking to thots on snapchat
Thinkingemoji.jpg
Anyway a lot of people equate money to quality of life. The whole depressed middle to upper middle class kid is a big joke to most. You probably made her feel insecure

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20318042]

>>20317916
not much else to do. glorifying substance abuse is standard practice

[Anonymous No.20318056]

What books are you currently reading?

[Anonymous No.20318063]

WRITE THINGS ABOUT RATS

GO!

[Anonymous No.20318097]

>>20317255
Write screenplay. You have an excuse to be dialogue oriented, and if you have film friends, you could even make a short film or something.

[Anonymous No.20318100]

Chomsky thread deleted. Thread asking for light novels deleted. What's going on? Seemes like completely unnecessary policing.

[Anonymous No.20318118]

>>20318042
You should stop glorifying your vices. Youre just reinforcing the lifedtyle to yourself

[Anonymous No.20318126]

>>20318100
jannies come in waves. next month when the new Guenonfag starts spamming the board 20 threads a time and someone keeps posting a black man's gaping asshole, they'll all be asleep like they always are

[Anonymous No.20318138]

>>20317586
I've heard that they can help with jerky autism facial expressions and body language

[Anonymous No.20318149]

>>20317586
>completely unable to sleep
>horrifying nightmares
>muscle twitches
>dick don't work at all
>all for, at the absolute best, being completely numb (you might think you're already numb but you'll see that you were wrong)
>oh and if you're unlucky, these may be permanent
No.

[Anonymous No.20318159]

Is there a way to focus on your writing without hating it? I've hated every word I put on the page for the past two weeks.

[Anonymous No.20318162]

>>20318063
3 years in New York City, and while I don't necessarily like them, I have gained respect for them. Rats have to be the ultimate symbol for resilience, hardiness, survival at any cost. I see them on the subway tracks sipping on puddles of mud, I see them leap from the cans when I take out trash. They don't scare me anymore, because I know they'd never do anything to me if it meant jeopardizing their chance at survival.

In colloquial English, a rat is synonymous with a traitor, a turncoat who will snitch on their friends for selfish means. Rats will do anything to ensure their own survival, and so the lowest of creatures is associated with the lowest of men. But one thing you can count on a rat to do is survive. Better than the cowards who fold in the face of adversity, a rat will always endure.

They say there's more rats in New York City than there are humans. They've been here long before us, and they'll outlast us all.

[Anonymous No.20318198]

There is not going to be a meaningful reaction to the leak of the SCOTUS opinion overturning Roe. We'll get a week of modest protests at most, and then it will peter out.

This is because the only people who truly give a shit about abortion are white women, and white women have always complained more than they've ever actually been willing to do shit.

[Anonymous No.20318207]

dubs and i quit college

[Anonymous No.20318211]

dubs and I give up my undergraduate thesis

[Anonymous No.20318242]

>>20318211
dont do it anon. just fucking write it. it will be worth it. you will be proud. i will be proud.

[Anonymous No.20318246]

when I left my girlfriend at the end of last april, we had lived together for 3 months. shortly before I left her, I made an audio message recording describing all the things i hated about her. all the things I found detestable about her. all the things I had to vent about.

now, I feel differently. I miss her greatly. I miss her a lot. is this wrong? am I just leaning on the past in order to stop these growing pains? or was I shortsighted?

[Anonymous No.20318248]

Is it worth trying to be published from the big publishing houses if it's my first novel? Why is the industry so picky? You would expect these businesses that have been around since the 20th century to have the ability to publish and print more books than they do now.

[Anonymous No.20318250]

>>20318198
>If the court overturns, allegations of corruption will permanently destabilize the Judiciary
>If the court doesn't overturn, allegations of corruption will permanently destabilize the Judiciary

This isn't a left/right thing, this is a "someone really fucking hates the Judiciary" thing.

[Anonymous No.20318253]

>>20318211
Dubs and you kill yourself

[Anonymous No.20318254]

Relate waaaay to much with the main character from the stranger. If anything that character is still to lucid with his cares and snares of pointless nothing's.

[Anonymous No.20318257]

>>20318149
Isn’t that for the first couple of weeks? Don’t those symptoms go away after a while?

[Anonymous No.20318259]

>>20318254
It's a ridiculous book. I don't think Camus intended for anyone to relate to the main character. He ends the book saying he's literally motivated by nothing but spite.

[Anonymous No.20318265]

>>20318246
Nobody likes all of anybody. The biggest lie told about relationships is that they're without conflict, or that they're based on a total attraction. It is perfectly normal to dislike parts of someone you otherwise have feelings for.

3 months is nothing. You're lucky it didn't drag on for years.

[Anonymous No.20318271]

Theres something thats been on my mind but i havent shared with anyone i know but i wanna share it with my litbros
When i was in college i fell in love so hard with this girl. Been texting her and talking for a while to no avail. Then tried even harder and approached her and she hugged me. Later when she sat next to me in library i was supposed to make a move but i didnt. In my mind i wanted to see if she can wait and commit. If i make a move fast and i pull her whats stopping the next guy to do the same with her, you know. So i wanted to test her. Well, it failed miserably as i saw on fb like a week later photos of her with a chad in a club at 4 am.
At this point i realize she isnt a girl for me. But i find out who the guy is. He won basketball school championship that year. So out of pure spite and for canalizing my pain into something productive, i pick up basketball. Hard. I Train every day for 1.5 hrs alone. I get drafted by one of the shittiest teams in college league. Doesnt matter. I keep training, scoring couple of buckets a game and being mostly on bench. Game vs his team comes. We keep it close till the end but we lose by 6. I keep training and getting better. Next season comes. We won 1 game by my good plays in the end. Game against his team comes again. We dont have 2 of our best players and now they have their best scorer. I score 7 but we lose by 22 but my teammate dunks at the end and we celebrate like we won. We lost all the games till the end of the season but his team didnt even play most of the games, prolly because of drugs, partying and general debauchery. Cause of that they end up at the last place, us on the second to last, and his team broke up.
So, yea, basically, I won.
I actually won my pettiness contest
I won my 21 century nobleman "duel" for lack of a better term

[Anonymous No.20318298]

>>20318246
>A close, daily intimacy between two people has to be paid for: it requires a great deal of experience of life, logic, and warmth of heart on both sides to enjoy each other’s good qualities without being irritated by each other’s shortcomings and blaming each other for them.

[Anonymous No.20318312]

>>20318259
>He ends the book saying he's literally motivated by nothing but spite.
Literally me, I realize the abortion law is probably bad in the long run but I'm cheering it on because it will make people whose opinions I dislike mad

[Anonymous No.20318315]

>>20318298
Good quote. Oblomov is one of my favorite books.

[Anonymous No.20318317]

>>20317277
Okay.

[Anonymous No.20318319]

>>20318242
the problem isn't writing it actually, that is the easy part of the whole thing
the problem is that I have to make a prototype of some dumb idea that I had and that I already know it is not going to work, that I have to go to the campus in another city and I have no money to do this for long

[Anonymous No.20318335]

>>20318056
Max Weber - Economy And Society, Giordano Bruno - De Umbra Iderum, Arthur Schopenhauer - On The Basis Of Morality, Kurt Vonnegut - Slaughterhouse Five, John Keegan - The History Of Warfare

[Anonymous No.20318337]

>>20318312
It's an empty life, dude. Camus did not intend for the main character to be romantic. He was a callous asshole whose only characteristic was being indifferent to life and the suffering of others. You're not meant to look at the guy and say "There's a good role model." Get help.

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20318343]

>>20318042
Problem is I recently acquired a new job with a salary and benefits far beyond what I ever thought I could achieve. So now the feeling that I'm doing nothing wrong is much more prevalent.
Overall I'm the happiest I've been in a long time. My lungs have been hurting though.

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20318346]

>>20318343
meant for>>20318118

[Anonymous No.20318347]

Is it a good idea to take a break from academia for maybe a year and dedicate myself to self study?

[Anonymous No.20318348]

>>20317450
Its not a hard book. Read it
>>20317639
Yeah that sounds cute. Too bad women avoid me now

[Anonymous No.20318410]

What works by Aristotle can I skip?
No meme answers like "You can skip all of it, Aristotle is trash" or "You must read all of it" because neither are correct.

I don't really have an interest in skipping stuff, but I don't want to waste my time reading a huge text by Aristotle that was just disproven by modern science. Are works like the Physics and Organon still necessary reads today?

[Anonymous No.20318419]

>>20318410
You can literally skip all of it

[Anonymous No.20318438]

This might sound a little bit weird but in my opinion there is something comfy about going in a gas station to get snacks and drinks. I hate going to the grocery store but for some reason walking into a small gas station to buy some snacks feels very cozy and nice.
I don't know why but that is my opinion.
Do you agree?

[Anonymous No.20318447]

>>20318257
The sexual side effects and general apathy/anhedonia last as long as you take them. Nightmares and general grogginess after sleeping never went away, for two months it was almost impossible for me to get more than three or four hours of sleep.

[Anonymous No.20318454]

>>20318246
You're a total fucking retard lmao

[Anonymous No.20318478]

The Three Days of Darkness are coming kids.
Pray to be prepared.

[Anonymous No.20318485]

>>20318478
>>20318478
what's that

[Anonymous No.20318494]

>>20318410
I like Logic, Physics, and Politics mostly. Ethics is good but I skipped that one because its just common sense

[Anonymous No.20318501]

>>20318478
Sounds metal

[Anonymous No.20318513]

>>20318478
Three days of total darkness to herald in the new and probably final age of earth. A cataclysmic event according to the mystics, some people are predicting it to happen within the next decade.

[Anonymous No.20318516]

I want to try Pernod but I don't like black licorice. Should I bother?

[Anonymous No.20318519]

>>20318513
hope my book order arrives before then

[Anonymous No.20318526]

>>20318516
Just to say you have sure. Dont do much it'll give anyone a hangover

[Anonymous No.20318530]

>>20318519
better off stocking up on the beeswax candles buddy, no other light will work

[Anonymous No.20318541]

>>20318478
Do u live in antartica

[Anonymous No.20318553]

>>20318347
Depends on how old are you, do you have money, what do you study and want to study and will you just end up scrolling phone for a year instead

[Anonymous No.20318557]

>>20318530
What about light of God?

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20318574]

Its time to get high. Its time to resume my weed studies.
https://youtu.be/sZ3BmfOX1aI

[Anonymous No.20318654]

Just daydreamed all day again about having a gf

[Anonymous No.20318665]

>>20318553
Im 23 with an okay job. I want to study cognitive science but I think that the development of the clinical aspect of the field is based on not that solid a foundation. I have a loose plan of getting comfortable with the philosophy prior to and influencing Freud and the other psychoanalytics before continuing my proper education.

[Anonymous No.20318794]

>>20318063
Much cuter than they’re given credit for by most
>>20318438
I think it’s pretty comfy but I don’t eat a lot of snacks. What do you usually get?

[Anonymous No.20318796]

I hate these threads. They take up the vast majority of this board's traffic. Stop whining so much and get bitches

[Anonymous No.20318801]

>>20318796
I CAN'T OKAY

[Anonymous No.20318802]

>>20317586
2000mg of omega 3s (1000mg with both breakfast and dinner), vitamin d 5000u with breakfast (10000 in the winter if you’re north), 30mg zinc with breakfast, 1000mg of lion’s mane with breakfast (some people say it helps lucid dreaming so you could rather take this with dinner), 500mg magnesium 1-2 hours before bed.

You will get back to living with this. You have my guarantee. It isn’t a magical cure all but you will be able to feel again with these.

[Anonymous No.20318898]

I fucking need drugs until saturday to endure a shitty bachelors party and the darknet markets keep bugging on me. Why are there constant ddos attacks? Like are these by law enforcememt or hackers hired by worried mothers? Always wondered about that.
Maybe I should just order from several markets but it's already wednesday. I really really don't wanna be sober at such a bullshit activity. Sure I can drink and I will drink! I already have a litre bottle of wild turkey. But I need to drink a lot, being around these people, like a whole lot! And maybe a little dose of benzodiazepines just to calm the hate I have for every single person attending this festivity. But this is the part, were I need a third ingredient for my recipe to ataraxia. Something to keep me sharp, awake and out of black out territory. I mean, I can drink a lot but I think for this occasion I need to drink a bit more than a lot.
So please, if this fucking order would just go through, to a diligent, honorable, fast as fuck vendor to deliver me some high, medium or even low quality amphetamine powder. Pretty fucking please.

[Anonymous No.20318922]

>>20318438
I used to go into Speedway to get stuff like beef jerky and salsa n corn combos and coffee

[Anonymous No.20318944]

>>20316988
would but can't
nobody wants me

[Anonymous No.20319013]

>>20316973

I haven't been able to catch up lately on reading. These last 2 years have screwed me over hard with the amount of stuff I had to learn from life. Learning what it means to be, what it means to eat and drink, and what it means to live for oneself and not for others.

Definitely a lot more streamlined now with how I consciously choose for myself, so it wouldn't seem like I have a stick up my ass most of the time. But it definitely feels like there's a lot more going on than I imagined.

[Anonymous No.20319022]

I don't understand the point in becoming more cultured or well read. Mass society and culture is bullshit, anyone honest with themselves knows that, but all this high culture stuff is useless just as everything else. It doesn't change anything. There's no salvation in this world. Only with God or metaphysics.

[Anonymous No.20319027]

>>20316997
Rotini is the only pasta worth your time.

[Anonymous No.20319033]

I'm starting to feel as if I've spent way too much time alone, I find comfort in it, and I'm starting to really dislike everyone around me, sometimes I just wish I lived in some remote cabin in the woods

[Anonymous No.20319036]

>>20319022
It's always been about clout and bitches, everything else is a big cope

[Anonymous No.20319050]

I miss high school, or school in general. Illusions of guidance in a complex world, the longing for eternal stability..

[Anonymous No.20319075]

>>20317665
>when you find the reason you've been put on this earth, you will laugh at the time you were depressed.
I dont doubt about that but its impossible to find it. Meds didnt help me in one bit.

[Anonymous No.20319089]

>>20319036
Ain't all faster horses, son.

[Anonymous No.20319119]

can't find the post but I think I found a kindred blogger-spirit

too bad he stopped posting in 2017

http://uncabob.blogspot.com/

[Anonymous No.20319299]

>"At the end, eh? After I had dotted all the i's. So here is a crime which accident causes to be repeated, under quite different conditions, it is true, but still with the same sort of hero; and your eyes had to be opened, as well as other people's. It needed the assistance of my letter, the letter in which I amused myself—apart from the exigencies of the facts—by employing the argument and sometimes the identical words used by the American poet in a story which everybody has read. So you see that my letter was not absolutely useless and that one may safely venture to repeat to people things which they have learnt only to forget them."
>Wherewith Lupin turned on his heel and burst out laughing in the face of an old monkey, who sat with the air of a philosopher, gravely meditating.

[Anonymous No.20319386]

I thought of learning sign language in Russian but I'm not sure how effective it is versus sign language in English though.

[Anonymous No.20319412]

>>20318254
Meursault kinnies our times has rise

[Anonymous No.20319425]

>>20318042
I'm really not sure all people should be making moves all the time

[Anonymous No.20319428]

>>20319299
That was so obliquely technical it sounded like kafka

[Anonymous No.20319432]

>>20319050
I spent my highschool days running away from life doing drugs, barely trying at school etc. and then just completely shut down when adulthood started. it feels like being in school was the last time I lived. Im so tired of being afraid to live bros

[Anonymous No.20319433]

>>20319050
I don't. Got bullied all the time. My 20 year is coming up and I'm still on the fence whether I want to go

[Anonymous No.20319434]

>>20318063
the rat is the most extreme animal. what is it that the rat can not do, that the rat can not be? a rat is someone who snitches. still people write childrens books about rats in armor, acting valiant.

I heard a story about someone who fell through a sinkhole in some US city I think, and fell into some kind of subterranean rat-central. Thick masses off them. They didn't really start eating him or anything, they were mostly just massively clawing around. I wonder why they do that. I do not find it very sympatico desu.

[Anonymous No.20319440]

>>20317758
I will just add, as a different poster, that in my personal experience the SSRI I took for less than half a year, zapped my creativity.
Yes, it would keep me from thinking about the same old problems, but before then I was doing a lot of music production, and would struggle to do it at all, especially at the early stages where an idea needs to hit you.
I was very capable of doing little menial jobs, or remain entertained—I once played Dark Souls for 23 hours straight, but if someone ran into the room with a gun and said “Right a fucking poem NOW,” I would have been hard pressed to not get my brains blown out.
Another side effect can be erectile disfunction. I really struggled to cum and stay hard, but still had a libido.
I know it’s anecdotal, but just think before you commit.

[Anonymous No.20319441]

>>20318337
Camus doesn't care about the suffering of others. The world is fundamentally an amoral and meaningless place to him. His character epitomises his methodology of dealing with these things through his callousness, distance, and impulsivity. To him, it's the only way of acting in harmony with the universe, which is truly absurd.

[Anonymous No.20319442]

>>20318198
>the leak
the russians did this

[Anonymous No.20319444]

Fun fact: I was the origin of the "serious replies only" meme

[Anonymous No.20319447]

>>20319441
At least Schopenhauer did

[Anonymous No.20319450]

>>20319444
Im proud to say I earned myself a page on knowyourmeme for the dumbest fucking shitpost ever. its not much and its not a "major meme" i guess you would say but I laugh like a maniac sometimes when i think about it and how ridiculous it all is.

[Anonymous No.20319454]

>>20319450
oh and seeing OC pictures based on it is the best thing ever even though its quite rare

[Anonymous No.20319457]

>>20319444
I am the "stop posting low effort threads" guy. Hello

[Anonymous No.20319458]

Not caring is one of the better things that you could do to others

[Anonymous No.20319459]

>>20319450
What's the meme?

[Anonymous No.20319463]

>>20317478
>I had the same idea that produced /his/
>It'll totally be good this time
The only anons who are good at either are good at both and they won't leave.

[Anonymous No.20319464]

>>20319459
unfortunately I dont want to say because I think it would ruin the meme its self. it probably doesn't have a long lifespan ahead of it though

[Anonymous No.20319505]

this just gives me so much to think about. this is really wonderful. I have been granted so much. There's a sense of worry but it's such a good sense!

I gotta tell you something weird. I am fully well an adult. I'm a man, but I was mostly raised by my sister, who's good people and everything but couldn't teach me much about being a man. I'm often nervous around men, a little bit frightened perhaps. I need to learn to lean into that feeling I think, just gotta face it. I've considered learning some self-defense or something, just to know I have a recourse. It could be worse, but it's palpable. I don't know how normal it is. Either way, I was taking a walk alone at night a while back, and a guy came up walking behind me. I was frightened. But the thing of it was that it felt like I should be, it felt like everything was in order and I was present enough to benefit from the experience. Just to feel out the feeling, feel myself still in control. Someone said you got nothing to fear but fear itself. I felt like what you should fear is the fear of fear, that is, the fear of what your fear could signify, such as you inadequacy. I didn't worry about what it meant anymore, I just walked in it, and once you shaved off the fear of the implication of inadequacy it was fine. Good, even. I felt alive in a good way. Maybe I'll die, fuck it.

Well, it's about like that now. I'm worried, but I'm alive.

[Anonymous No.20319595]

>>20319441
Right, and how well does that approach work out for meursault? Clearly responding to an absurd universe with indifference is for losers, not romantic. Camus knew that, and that's why he got mad gash

[Anonymous No.20319606]

how do I fix myself after ive been so lost for so long? ive been an adult for 10 years now, all that time lost, my body and mind rotting for 10 years. how does one go back to "normal" after that?

[Anonymous No.20319628]

>>20319606
>lift weights
>take a shower
>dress well
>secure disposable income
>talk to bitches
>gain social skill
>fuck bitches
simple as

[Anonymous No.20319634]

>>20319457
Oh hey.

Unrelated, but I was wondering if there is more out there for stuff like Socratic method, argumentation theory, just general linguistic rhetoric

[Anonymous No.20319635]

>>20319628
no bitches in my hometown

[Anonymous No.20319637]

I'm gonna go make mistakes, brb

[Anonymous No.20319644]

I live in a suburb and cant get anywhere. cant even go for a stroll and visit a book shop or have a pint in a pub or something to feel grounded in reality. Im trapped here in my little cage

[Anonymous No.20319652]

>>20319635
move, follow the pussy

[Anonymous No.20319665]

>>20319644
just sell your shitty suburban home and move to a city, not only do apartments cost a fraction of your home's price, but you'll also have access anything you want at walking distance.
I moved out of my shitty remote town and I do no regret it, only sheltered cityfags romanticize remote desolate places, every single family who moved from the city to my town during covid were some of the most smug fuckers I've ever met, thinking they found some life shattering revelation simply by being surrounded with mountains.

[Anonymous No.20319667]

>>20319652
move where, I'm from kazakhstan

[Anonymous No.20319668]

>>20317586
No. Diet and exercise will give you greater benefits, and the risks of antidepressants are all that there's scientific evidence to evince. There is a reason the majority of them have been successfully sued, and you will find it hard to successfully sue them again now all the info is out there.

[Anonymous No.20319669]

>>20319667
very hard, unreal

[Anonymous No.20319677]

>>20317586
do they help? sure, but you really don't want to be dependent on medication to get by, unless your depression is so crippling you're on the verge of killing yourself, I really don't recommend going the meds route.

[Anonymous No.20319683]

>>20319677
so, alcohol is the better option?

[Anonymous No.20319687]

>>20319677
>unless your depression is so crippling you're on the verge of killing yourself,
Antidepressants are more of a risk in that situation. That's why they have black box warnings about suicidal tendencies.

[Anonymous No.20319689]

>>20319683
It's the most /lit/ drug, perfect to sublimate misery into writing. Downside: you'll kys eventually

[Anonymous No.20319691]

https://youtu.be/i5OcPPt_r40

is this poetry? if not, what is it?

[Anonymous No.20319695]

>>20319689
what's the best alcohol drink

[Anonymous No.20319696]

>has hundreds of videos on literal who medieval philosophers no one gives a fuck about
>does not have a single video on Spinoza

What the fuck is wrong with Christcucks? Does Spinoza trigger them that hard?

[Anonymous No.20319699]

>>20319687
>suicidal tendencies

ALL I WANTED WAS A PEPSI JUST ONE PEPSI AND SHE WOULDN'T GIVE IT TO ME

[Anonymous No.20319701]

>>20319683
I don't really know what works for you, and I've hoenstly never been depressed so I don't know what it's like, but I've talked to one of my friends who was diagnosed and she's now doing better from the looks of it, according to her what helps her is having a meticulously planned daily routine, being immersed in repetitive actions (e.g working out, cleaning, work, traveling on week ends...) helps ease her mind from bad thoughts, so I guess the key is to always be busy enough to not let those thoughts creep in long enough to settle.
but that's always a very subjective approach, maybe psychedelic drugs or alcohol works better for some

[Anonymous No.20319703]

>>20319695
Beer and bourbon. Don't fall for the wine meme, absolutely vicious hangovers.

[Anonymous No.20319706]

>>20319696
He doesn't? Weird.

It may have to do with his conception of the universe being just an element of nature, which is pagan

Also

>muh Christcucks
Did you get molested by a priest or something and he forgot to give you a reacharound?

[Anonymous No.20319778]

always noticed with lefties anytime someone remotely talks in a right-wing manner, it all boils down to whether someone had their genitals touched. its always dicks and balls and twats with anyone to the left of Rush Limbaugh.

[Anonymous No.20319784]

>>20318265
I usually disliked the musical taste of most of my exes. most of it was 90s proto-bro country nonsense that I had no time for. and I'm a bit of a hick myself. just not my thing.

[Anonymous No.20319869]

holy shit i thought this guy was just some random meme maybe a youtube guy or sth i didn't know he was president of nintendo lmao

[Anonymous No.20319874]

It's over

[Anonymous No.20319891]

>>20317462
Can one fix it?

[Anonymous No.20319896]

>>20319874
y

[Anonymous No.20319900]

>>20319891
Adjust at best. Your personality is mostly set in stone around 18.

[Anonymous No.20319908]

>>20319896
>quit normie life to write
>burnt all bridges
>actually lazy and stupid
>ngmi
>too weird and ashamed to crawl back now

[Anonymous No.20319938]

>>20319891
Some is uncheangeble temperament some is not. You can't change how sensitive are you but you can change how you respond to emotions.

[Anonymous No.20319940]

>>20319440
Thanks. I could care less about losing my minor creativity or not being able to cum. That’s a small price to pay for the suffering I endure everyday.

[Anonymous No.20319948]

>>20319891
I think that's the wrong question. What would you consider you being "fixed"? If it is possible (or even rational - just because you desire something and it's possible doesn't mean it's going to satisfy you) then you can set about asking how to slowly build a lifestyle that will facilitate you attaining that 'fixed' state.
Also don't listen to that anon's "fucked up beyond repair" even if it's true - that doesn't mean you can't ameliorate it which is better than the alternative: continued or even worsening suffering.

[Anonymous No.20319952]

>>20317462
My entry into sexual life was when I was about to be 21. Did that fuck me up?

[Anonymous No.20319955]

>>20319677
>unless your depression is so crippling you're on the verge of killing yourself
Yea this is why i need them. Not sure how long i can last like this before i do it.

[Anonymous No.20319963]

>>20317980
Sad for you but Prots reproduce at a rapid rate. You're too kind.

[Anonymous No.20319965]

>>20319908
Bridged can be rebuilt and no one cares that much whether you crawl walk or run back to normie life. You can do it, it just takes work. Dont stop writing tho

[Anonymous No.20319972]

>>20319891
Yes, you can. The brain is fairly malleable so you need to find a way to rewire your neural pathways. You achieve this through medication and therapy usually but you need to put in the work. It can be incredibly difficult depending on your development since childhood. For instance, traumatic childhood is very difficult to revert but traumatic adulthood is less so.

[Anonymous No.20319976]

>>20319965
I'll have to try it seems, thanks

[Anonymous No.20319995]

>>20319952
>21
quite a late bloomer but that's not that bad considering guys who're virgins in their 30's

[Anonymous No.20320025]

>>20319995
my old buddy Mike (who also reads) didn't have sex until he was 29. however he's a massive libtard who thinks I'm a big bad racist nowadays and won't talk to me anymore (his fiancee is black, and to be quite honest, I don't really care) but he's pretty set in his ways.

[Anonymous No.20320114]

>>20320025
And yet Mike is married with a wife who loves him and kids on the way probably while you're bitching about life on a tibetan fly fishing forum day in day out, how about that?

[Anonymous No.20320181]

>>20319908
probably not lazy and stupid, probably suffering from undiagnosed ADD/ADHD, go talk to a psych doctor

[Anonymous No.20320204]

>>20320114
He's not married. For all I know they could just be doing the whole "lets not involve the government" thing. Who cares. I sure as hell don't.

[Anonymous No.20320317]

>>20317586
I take them, but they wont do anything if you don't put any effort into fundamentally (I really emphasize this) changing your approach/attitude toward life. They stabilize, they do NOT cure. Reading, exercising (even if just walking), and some sort of talk therapy are great starts in tandem with your meds, at least in my experience.

Recommended books if interested: The Happiness Trap (ACT therapy), Learned Optimism (growth mindset), The Brain that Changes Itself (Brain plasticity), Quiet (if introvert).

[Anonymous No.20320400]

>Principle of Sufficient Reason: there is sufficient cause for every event or object
>Principle of Insufficient Reason: In the case of total uncertainty, give a uniform distribution (equally divide) probability to all possibilities.
Somehow I think Keynes was reaching when he titled the second one like that

[Anonymous No.20320414]

>>20319778
Sounds like you were molested

[Anonymous No.20320426]

>>20319972
I've been going to therapy for months but so far no big breakthrough. It usually goes like
>therapist asks why am I thinking like that
>answer that I just feel like it
>everything ends

[Anonymous No.20320448]

>>20320426
Time to find a new therapist

[Anonymous No.20320450]

>>20320426
>You wouldn't get it.
THAT'S LIFE

[Anonymous No.20320453]

>>20320426
Therapist are generally con men and a waste of time. I have yet to meet a good one.

[Anonymous No.20320472]

I can't coom 10 times in a row anymore, I am getting old

[Anonymous No.20320475]

>>20320453
>never helped me
>must be bullshit

Wow what great logic.

[Anonymous No.20320497]

>>20320475
It seems like I've hurt your feelings, faggot. Go suck off big pharma some more.

[Anonymous No.20320505]

>>20320475
it's callled empiricism

[Anonymous No.20320507]

Sometimes I really regret being so shit at sculpting.

[Anonymous No.20320512]

>>20320472
Try meth, you'll fap 10 hours for one transcendental coom

[Anonymous No.20320515]

>>20320497
No. I was just using sarcasm to show that your logic is terrible. Just because something doesn’t work for you doesn’t mean it isn’t useful. Especially when it comes to psychology where there are many factors.

>>20320505
Yes I know.

[Anonymous No.20320547]

What is most grotesque, albeit forgivable, is not the pastors profane love for Gertrude, but Gertrude’s love for the pastor. As she has never experienced any sort of love, paternal or otherwise, and he is the only creature to ever show her love and compassion, it isn’t inconceivable she would fall in love with him. I do wonder why it developed so, and not into the more natural, paternalistic love a girl feels for her father. Perhaps it is simply her age; she is well into puberty and, as evidenced by her questioning the pastor as to whether she was pretty, is instinctively aware of her beauty and appeal to men. And as her senses are awakened, she is overwhelmed by the beauty she imagines the world to be and couldn’t fathom the pastor of being capable of any wrongdoing. The pastor being a religious and restrained, though curious, man would be particularly disposed to a young woman’s charm and beauty. But his culpability is inexcusable and no matter his relative innocence, he has adopted the duty of a father. His own marriage seems to only bring him dissatisfaction, complaining of his wife’s constrained and monotonous adherence to life and Christianity (“…it is with mistrust that she views every effort of the soul to find in Christianity something other than the domestication of our instincts” p34). It’s possible the pastor is utilizing Gertrude as a means of escaping his monotonous existence, and his feelings of love are insincere and merely reactionary, seeking expression from a much deeper desire to expand his domain of experience. He will find any justification, contort whatever scripture he must, to validate his perverse sentiments; blind to his immorality.

[Anonymous No.20320629]

>>20318271
reminds me of when an ex cheated on me with a soundcloud rapper (I'm also a musician) and I started making soundcloud rap. I learned a lot but my tale doesn't have a happy ending because the guy is still 10x more successful than me.

[Anonymous No.20320646]

>>20320629
In every /wwoym/ thread there's a new cuckold confession revealed, sometimes multiple. I hate women so much it's unreal.

[Anonymous No.20320659]

>>20319050
I HATED homework. Love that after work my time is my own.

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20320663]

>>20319425
what

[Anonymous No.20320673]

>>20320646
Breakups aren’t cuckoldry, sniveler. Yeah, everyone has breakup stories, even women.
You broke yourself.

[Anonymous No.20320679]

>>20319050
Try prison

[Anonymous No.20320685]

>>20320673
He said he got cheated on

[Anonymous No.20320690]

>>20320646
>it’s unreal

Yea anon. Better let them live rent free in your head and turn you into a raging shitbag for the next 50-80 years of your life. Fucking loser.

[Anonymous No.20320694]

>>20320663
I don't remember

[Anonymous No.20320701]

>>20320685
Males do this to women too. Cuckoldry is one mate allows the other to fuck around. Because they like to watch or something. Porn addict or it makes them feel like a pimp, whatever.
When a significant other feels unloved or has fallen out of love, they breakup behind their backs.

[Anonymous No.20320702]

>>20320690
>implying I even think about women unless Anon complains about getting cucked
>which happens daily, admittedly

[Anonymous No.20320705]

>>20320701
That anon thinks cheating makes you a cuck. Then wonders why they can’t get women kek

[Anonymous No.20320715]

>>20320702
Thanks for proving my point. Better let people who don’t even know you control your emotions. Definitely makes life fun.

[Anonymous No.20320720]

>>20320701
Cuckoldry has been synonymous with cheating on 4chan years ago. Getting cheated on is far worse than getting fetish fullfilment and it's disgusting how common cheating has become in 21st century. I've seen it happen a hundred times in highschool, college and social circle. Men do it too of course, but I'd say it's the whorish girl"friend" cheating in 80% of the cases.

[Anonymous No.20320726]

>>20320715
>read anon's heartfelt cuckold story
>feel sorry for him
>reminded how worthless women are
>forgotten in 10 seconds
You're the emotionally upset simp here

[Anonymous No.20320732]

>>20320720
>Getting cheated on is far worse than getting fetish fullfilment

Still cheating is literally not cuckoldry you fucking cuck.

[Anonymous No.20320739]

>>20320726
I think you missed your AM meds anon

[Anonymous No.20320750]

>>20320732
Yeah I got cucked too, that's why I can empathize. Also had about a dozen girls in relationships offering me their fuckholes on campus. Meme gender.
>>20320739
Just shut up, you're embarrassing

[Anonymous No.20320790]

>>20320472
yeah; probably not enough water drinking and cardio to keep up at your age

[Anonymous No.20320792]

>>20320679
>no rent
>free food
>free fitness program of "get jacked to not get buttfucked"
>free education programs
>free bibles
pshh... nothing personnel taxpaying members of society

[Anonymous No.20320806]

>>20320659
Yeah homework was my biggest contention in high school. Used to really piss me off because it wasliterally designed to waste my time

[Anonymous No.20320814]

>>20320792
I honestly think the ultimate neet lifestyle would be one of those Scandinavian free range prisons where everything is free and you just tell the guard when you want to go out for a bit and they are like "okay be back by 8"

[Anonymous No.20320845]

>>20320629
Well that guy is also 10x more successful than me it doesnt matter to me a bit
>>20320646
I technically did not get cucked

[Anonymous No.20320934]

dont reply to me

[Anonymous No.20320941]

>>20320934

[Anonymous No.20320959]

>>20320814
I would be fine with that as long as they let me have a laptop to watch films and download books

[Anonymous No.20320967]

>>20320472
isn't 10 times overkill? How much it is normal to coom in a row?

[Anonymous No.20320973]

>>20320959
Yeah, you can have that shit. They don't care. Varg was writing his stupid blog and recording music from one of these places before he got out.

[Anonymous No.20320974]

>>20317980
Democracy is gay anyway

[Anonymous No.20320984]

>>20320646
If it makes you feel any better I breakup with women once I get them pregnant. Just straight up peace out and ghost them after I've fucked their lives up.

[Anonymous No.20320997]

>>20320750
>Also had about a dozen girls in relationships offering me their fuckholes on campus
Sure you did lil cucky

[Anonymous No.20321008]

>>20320984
N
>>20320997
I'm not kidding, about 20 in total and half of them had boyfriends, only fucked two (without partners)
>handsome, /fit/, 6'1''
>played solo guitar in campus band
>literature, music and film nerd
>rich daddy, had a car there
Women are whores

[Anonymous No.20321011]

>>20316973
It’s called that because it’s Italian for “butterflies”.

[Anonymous No.20321025]

I'm 40 this year, unemployed, broke, depressed and no gf. Existential nightmare has gone into overdrive this year but I lack the intellect or strength of character to pull out of it. Basically given up. Sad!

[Anonymous No.20321035]

>>20321025
What are your biggest regrets?

[Anonymous No.20321063]

>>20321025
We're all gonna make it, bro.

[Anonymous No.20321079]

Any Lithuanians in Vilnius want to be frens?

[Anonymous No.20321086]

>>20321035

Missing out on teenage love/sex. Missing out on sex in general. I'm certainly no Chad, however, I am not an autist or truly ugly by any stretch. I had enough opportunities for gfs and sex over the years but my shyness and chronic insecurities stopped me even trying. Thats the biggest regret of all - fear and neurotic thinking has cost me my life.

I should've got a degree too. Student loans were small back then and I'd have been graduated 4 years before the 2008 crash. Hindsight. I was always unmotivated and mentally weak.

>>20321063

Rejoice O young man in thy youth.

[Anonymous No.20321111]

Growing up neither my rich friends or my poor friends cared about their immediate environment. Rich friends would do dumb shit, trash their houses, crash their cars because they knew they would get bailed out or could easily cover the costs. Poor friends did the exact same kind of thing, but from an 'everything's shit, nothing matters' kind of mindset.

[Anonymous No.20321133]

Unusually horrible threads today. I wonder when the generational creep will finally drive me off the board. I'm starting to really dislike the stink of zoomer "Is this worth reading" and "SHAKESPEARE: BASED OR CRINGE?" threads.

Shitposting is okay but zoomer shitposting is so generic.

[Anonymous No.20321150]

>>20320414
Projection

[Anonymous No.20321155]

>>20321086
Even then I didn't qualify for grants and was told by my mom to "pay for it myself" meanwhile I could only get summer employment

[Anonymous No.20321156]

>>20321079
Ne.

[Anonymous No.20321159]

>>20321155

I got my fees paid in 2002. Took out a couple of 4 grand loans. Dropped out twice. Still haven't paid a penny back as I've never earned above the threshold. Pathetic but at least I'm not paying back 50k for some worthless degree like some of these zoomers.

[Anonymous No.20321162]

>>20321086
I know these regrets. I have the very same ones. Except I have an useless degree.
t. soon to be 30 year old

[Anonymous No.20321165]

>>20316973
I had my heart broken at the start of April, but weekly mass, lifting weights 3 times a week, and music has saved me.

[Anonymous No.20321178]

>>20321162

You still have a chance. There is a huge difference between 30 and 40, trust me. Act now before the spark truly goes out

[Anonymous No.20321183]

the new rhcp album is growing on me

[Anonymous No.20321190]

>>20321178
>You still have a chance
Do I really? I have absolutely no experience and Im not interested in sex outside relationship (hence no hookers).
It seems like a 30 and 40 is not that different unlike 20 and 30.

[Anonymous No.20321192]

>>20321178
When does it go out?
Do you think anything (even something impossible) could pull you out of it now?

[Anonymous No.20321212]

capitalism, industrialisation, the division of labour, alienation has created liberté, has created want as an abstraction through time and as such cleaved from ourselves as beings through time
life does not have meaning but is, in itself, meaning from which we are alienated, want is not of the future but of the moment

[Anonymous No.20321226]

>>20321190

I myself was a virgin till 27. Its not impossible.

>It seems like a 30 and 40 is not that different unlike 20 and 30.

Wait and see then.

>>20321192

>When does it go out?

Early 30s felt like there was still some joy to be extracted from life. I think 35 was the tipping point. You wake up one day and realise you are actually going to be 40. Fucking 40. You see those first solitary grey hairs appear. The things that used to excite you don't do it anymore. You never see your friends and when you do, its not the same. Memories of the past, good and bad, assault you all the time. And God help you if you have real regrets. Its absolutely true what they say, the pain of failure/rejection is nothing like the pain of regret.

>Do you think anything (even something impossible) could pull you out of it now?

Divine intervention, spiritual epiphany, lottery win...

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20321227]

You guys should really put down the books once in a while and pick up some pot or some booze. Maybe something harder. You wont find whatever solace or enlightenment you're looking for through some book. You need to find it in yourself. You need a real human experience. You ever drink a full fifth of vodka before? I mean I dont know what reading Moby Dick is like or anything but id imagine you learn more about yourself from drinking a fifth. Give up. Drop out of life just once. You might find everything you were looking for.

[Anonymous No.20321232]

>>20321226
>I myself was a virgin till 27. Its not impossible.
how did it happen?

[Anonymous No.20321247]

>>20321227
you should drop out of life permanently via a noose

[Anonymous No.20321248]

>>20321232

After a decade of going out to bars and clubs every single weekend, I finally got lucky. Turned into a fairly brief relationship. Predictably ended. There was nothing before and there has been nothing since. But it's possible. Like I said, I'm not a basement dweller. My problemis self-awareness/neurosis and a very weak character.

[Anonymous No.20321264]

>>20321227
I drink handles of hard booze like water, smoke tons of weed and crack, and take every psychedelic and deliriant I can get my hands on. You're dumb as fuck and waking up in jail sucks.

[Anonymous No.20321275]

>>20321248
>self-awareness/neurosis and a very weak character
what does it look like? I figure I have the same problem and being too thickheaded in social situations.

[Anonymous No.20321333]

>>20321227
Do you even read, nigga?

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20321363]

>>20321247
but im so happy
>>20321264
ive never gone to jail. you should probably slow down
>>20321333
yeah sometimes. usually short stories.

[Anonymous No.20321382]

>>20321275

That you can't get outside of your own head. That you're an inert pussy that will not risk rejection or discomfort and then beats himself up endlessly for it and plays the victim. The world seems absurd and meaningless and you think you are "special" in some way for "seeing through" everything when in fact you want the same superficial shit everyone else does. Obsessively thinking about all the things that could go wrong in life, procrastinating and hiding away instead of facing life like a man.

etc

[Anonymous No.20321392]

a girl I could've ended up with married a manlet fatty lmao, I'm laughing my ass off but I don't really know what to think of it,

[Anonymous No.20321405]

>>20321382
everything is me. maybe except the special part, I think of myself as the biggest idiot for not being able to do things that others can without much effort.

[Anonymous No.20321413]

>>20321392
good for her I guess, but I knew she's the pathetic/romantic kind of girl and I'm a piece of shit like Heine, so I didn't want to ruin anything for her,

according to the photos, I was right and there's no way I can pull out the things the fatty did

[Anonymous No.20321425]

>>20321133
someone told me how godawful /lit/ is now and had to see for myself. people here have always tended to prefer the image of being a reader and discussing writers they've never read as if they're avatars in whatever culture war battleground, but i don't think here has a read a book in the last 6 months.

it's as bad as /mu/, zoomers acting like they've listened to everything on the planet but discussion never goes beyond "based" or "cringe". the only time you get the sense anyone has actually listened to anything is when its mass market zoomer rap or hyperpop

[Anonymous No.20321435]

>>20321425
try some low profile discord channels, /lit/ is good for recs and the occasional discussion,

there are like 50 people browsing /lit/, so give us a break, I can pull high wuality out of my add every 3 months or so

[Anonymous No.20321438]

>>20321435
>quality

[Anonymous No.20321440]

My job makes me want to kill myself, but my bigger problem is that this job seems to be as good as it gets.

So I just kill myself now right?

[Anonymous No.20321522]

>>20321227
Recommending people to start drinking booze instead of reading a good book is not a very good advice

[Anonymous No.20321529]

>>20321440
Keep your job, I've quit mine and it's been months and I still can't find any good replacement in this hellhole

[Anonymous No.20321579]

How can I have a more attractive personality?

I’m very monotone and emotionless and plain and basically boring.

[Anonymous No.20321588]

>>20316988
You can get a girlfriend easy, but don't be surprised that people don't know the meaning of loyalty.

[Anonymous No.20321597]

>>20321529
Sorry to hear it. Didn’t ask if I should keep it though.

[Anonymous No.20321598]

I have been having a good time with a bunch of online friends lately but I realized that they're all hard leftists, although not the vocal, obnoxious kind. Nonetheless I don't feel that wish to be close any longer and in my mind I've already planned to back out bit by bit. It's a shame because apart from the politics it was all very enjoyable but I know how things will proceed eventually. Sadly this feels like when you're interested in a girl but you discover she's a massive whore.

[Anonymous No.20321624]

>>20321579
Work on being more expressive

[Anonymous No.20321634]

What do you think of the following quote?

"Logical fallacies are just forms of morals used to debate people when actual "debate" or "conflict" in physical terms doesn't actually account for morals and is just a struggle for power."

[Anonymous No.20321729]

>>20321624
How?

[Anonymous No.20321735]

>>20321729
Feel what you are saying

[Anonymous No.20321739]

>>20321597
Definitely don't kill yourself dude, there's always solutions to any problem

[OP No.20321822]

Hm. So on one hand it's ridiculous, almost impossible to aim for a cohesive identity in 2022 but without one I'll end up behaving weirdly and digging through stuff / seeing myself in people who I really shouldn't be wasting any time with. The moment I don't focus on an identity I lose touch with what matters, lose my confidence and become gullible and easily manipulated.

[Anonymous No.20321902]

>>20321579
Literally just be funny. Not one of those fucking clowns that cracks a joke every other statement, but someone that can input a few (mostly subtle) puns or quips into day to day conversation. So long as you aren't obnoxious or you own up to the irony of your shitty jokes and maintain a relaxed personality you will be enjoyable to be around. Also, don't be afraid of showing small spurts of emotion or exaltation, especially in the pursuit of the former point, like acting out a quick bit for a chuckle. Even if it's only once over an hour long conversation. If you insist on maintaining a mono-tone voice, try to convey more feeling with your face or mannerisms. If you have trouble with attempting to do any of this then I'm sorry, but you will have to practice with people; my suggestion to you is to look into any sort of acting classes, especially ones that focus on improv. One of the greatest decisions I made in my life was, unironically, choosing to attend a drama as literature class my senior year of highschool. It helped me break out of this whole 'I gotta maintain my composure so I appear cooler than I am to people' mindset. People want to be around other fun people, not Mr. Too-cool-for-emotion. You got to learn to sacrifice a bit of your ego to zhuzh up your personality and build confidence in doing so.

[Anonymous No.20321910]

Condoms are just as ineffective as masks for PPE but for your peepee

My crotch itches

[Anonymous No.20321915]

>>20321910
CONDENSATION

[Anonymous No.20321922]

>>20319022
Feels good man

[Anonymous No.20322128]

>>20320629
Did you spiral into depression from this anon?

[Anonymous No.20322319]

>>20321227
You're stuck in that high school mindset where you think drinking makes you cool. Having a whole bottle of cheap, plastic jug vodka isnt cool. It's disgusting. You're an adult. You're in your mid 20s. Act like it.

[Anonymous No.20322326]

>>20317639
enough. Women being hot I cna tolerate, but cutneess? never

[Anonymous No.20322338]

>>20317013
the poetic metaphor, women are like cats in a lot of ways

sex is very metaphorical

[Anonymous No.20322355]

>>20322338
So what metaphor is it when I want to lead them around on a leash and collar and whip them while they lick drops of milk from the floor

[Anonymous No.20322366]

>>20322355
Technically it's a physical pun not a metaphor but that is Wittgenstein's fave pun so we'll allow it. You can't expect analytics fags to be philologists.

[Anonymous No.20322411]

>>20322355
You whip your cats?

[Anonymous No.20322461]

If I have a very long (well maybe not long for y'all) story, and I anonymously wanted to post it somewhere for review, where could I post it?
(Without it getting stolen)

[Anonymous No.20322468]

Cat is short for category.

[Anonymous No.20322480]

>>20322468
It's actually short for Catthew

[Anonymous No.20322498]

>>20322480
Thats Catt

[Anonymous No.20322504]

>>20322411
https://youtu.be/GQHQbkMpr5o
They like it ;)

[WWYOM - Write what's on your m(...) No.20322557]

Neu
>>20322554
>>20322554
>>20322554

[Anonymous No.20322605]

>>20317586
>>20319955
Pregnenolone is a much better alternative.

[Anonymous No.20323509]

>>20320720
>Getting cheated on is far worse than getting fetish fullfilment
Well sure. Because you’re letting them have sex without you, instead of them letting themselves have sex without you. It is pretty much an end to the courtship.
>and it's disgusting how common cheating has become in 21st century.
Baby, it’s been a thing for all the centuries. People meet and mate and raise kids. Naturally they can drift apart after that. What’s sad is the pressures people impose on themselves that makes meeting and mating so frantic.
>80%
Ha! High schoolers! They’re looking for the right one. How dare anyone have fun!