Write What's On Your Mind

[Anonymous No.20066845]

WWOYM & We Discard It edition

Previous opinions >>20056751

[Anonymous No.20066872]

Shamchat: dead
Omegle: region locked

Where the fuck do I go to roleplay/practice dialogue/avoid writing now?

[Anonymous No.20066878]

What's your latest interest/hobby/phase????

[Anonymous No.20066880]

Any femanon wanna dom me

[Anonymous No.20066885]

>>20066878
Been listening to All Time Low lately.

[Anonymous No.20066895]

I took the sim card out of my phone and now people are upset they can't call me and talk at me and not give a shit about anything I have to say.

Go find someone else, I'm tired of having all my thoughts and interests talked over and ignored.

[Anonymous No.20066900]

>>20066885
Shorty said she wants to run away
Says I look like a boy she used to date
Took me by the hand and pulled me to the stairs
(Not interested, girl)
Put her tongue all up in my ear (gross)
Almost made me spill my beer (oh shit)
She's up and ready to go but I don't care
(Pssh, whatever)
'Cause I'm in the zone
Turned off my phone
I've got my own agenda
I feel like dancing tonight
I'm gonna party like it's my civil right
(Everybody get kinda awesome)
It doesn't matter where,
I don't care if people stare
'Cause I feel like dancing tonight
Everybody gettin' kinda crunk
I think some dude just grabbed my junk (whoa)
Now I know how Ke$ha must be feelin'
(Like, what is with everyone?)
Bros tried to turn me upside down
I put a keg tap to my mouth
But that's okay,
I'm dancing on the ceiling (ah)
'Cause I've got the groove
I'll bust a move
Just try and stop me
I feel like dancing tonight
I'm gonna party like it's my civil right
(Everybody get kinda awesome)
It doesn't matter where
I don't care if people stare
'Cause I feel like dancing tonight
Somebody call the police (ooh-ooh-ooh)
I think they're coming to get me
They said,
"You've got the right to remain on the dance floor
So show us what you've got
'Cause you know that you've got more!"
I feel like dancing tonight
I came to party like it's my civil right
(Everybody get kinda awesome)
It doesn't matter where,
I don't care if people stare
'Cause I feel like dancing tonight
Oh, one more time
I feel like dancing tonight (I feel like dancing)
I'm gonna party like it's my civil right
(Oh-whoa-oh-oh-oh)
It doesn't matter where
I don't care if people stare
'Cause I feel like dancing tonight
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
I feel like dancing tonight (ha ha)

[Anonymous No.20066907]

>>20066885
I feel like dancing tonight
I'm gonna party like it's my civil right
(Everybody get kinda awesome)
It doesn't matter where,
I don't care if people stare
'Cause I feel like dancing tonight

[Anonymous No.20066913]

>>20066895
Kek, fuck em

I was supposed to have my bi-weekly shower today, and failed dismally. The flesh has been rebelling for a while, but the heart’s joined in chorus.

[Anonymous No.20066967]

>>20066907
This will be my jam for this weekend when I get drunk alone and dance all night

[Anonymous No.20066992]

>>20066967

[Anonymous No.20066999]

>>20066845
you know this image is ancient because there's no soijaks.

[Anonymous No.20067040]

>>20066999
Remember when people would post brainlets instead of soijacks

[Anonymous No.20067048]

reality check, still no big titty goth gf

[Anonymous No.20067056]

I work in consulting and every time a client asks me an opinion on something, once we're done, I start to compulsively second-guess myself and dig nonstop for any bit of information that might confirm that I was actually wrong and fucked over my client.

Worst thing is that sometimes I was indeed wrong, fuck.

[Anonymous No.20067082]

>>20067056
>gets paid to give advice
>gives bad advice

[Anonymous No.20067095]

I ask kek: if doubles, I die in my sleep tonight. If singles, I'll continue my miserable existence without any stability or concrete hope for the future.

[Anonymous No.20067096]

believing that women enjoy rape and the nature intended me to do that through evolution is the only way I can live with myself

[Anonymous No.20067110]

>>20067096
Don’t be retarded, accept that you were a shithead and improve. And by improve I mean kill yourself. It’s always an option.

[Anonymous No.20067124]

>>20067095
If dubs we form a suicide pact

[Anonymous No.20067148]

>>20066845
>tfw no friends

[Anonymous No.20067170]

>>20067148
sorry bro.

>my friends spend all their time with their gfs now

[Anonymous No.20067286]

>>20067148
>>20067170
>that feel when imaginary friend hanging out with IRL friends without me

[Anonymous No.20067311]

>>20067148
>spent my childhood excited about growing up and doing cool things with my life
>mfw posting on 4chan by myself with the lights off after a day at my McJob
>mfw watching the people I grew up with get married and succeed in their passions/careers while I just get older all alone

[Anonymous No.20067313]

>>20067286
> tfw you are the imaginary friend

[Anonymous No.20067344]

A girl I hadn't talked to in a while just shared with me a batshit insane story about how for two years she was in a relationship with an egyptian midget that tried to convert her to islam, made her cut contact with all her friends, told her to keep the relationship a secret from everyone, did not allow her to go out or to talk to men. She rented an apartment for him and did what he told her. For two years. Then she somehow decided that she had enough and he threatened to kill her if she went to the police. He stopped paying his bills and left her ten thousand in debt. I simply do not understand any of this. I believe that this guy should be destroyed physically and left crippled so he would suffer each and every day of his life, but I don't understand, is it fear? It can't be, they were in a relationship, she liked him, she's not stupid, poor or ugly. Why?

Just another thing to add to my mental library of ungodly evil that I've heard from women about their partners that they still "for some reason" have feelings for, while I get broken up with because they "just aren't in the mood for a relationship right now".

[Anonymous No.20067346]

>>20067311
>mfw watching the people I grew up with
I moved around so much that I didnt grow up with anybody.

[Anonymous No.20067348]

>>20067344
Just become abusive. Women are easy to stockholm syndrome

[Anonymous No.20067359]

>>20067344
women lie about abuse stories all the time bud. They fabricate absurd situations for attention and sympathy. don't fall for it.

[Anonymous No.20067377]

>>20067359
I don't think this goes in the "he totally hits me, you know" category, the person I talked to isn't mentally ill.

[Anonymous No.20067383]

>>20067344
Oh hey, I had an old friend tell me the exact same story. Only they then asked me to wire them ten hundred shinies via western union.

[Anonymous No.20067385]

>>20067377
reread your story. does that sound plausible? no it fucking doesn't. there are so many plotholes in that lie, there is enough space for the Harry Potter plotholes to fit comfortably inside. it's a lie.

[Anonymous No.20067408]

>>20067383
It's a good thing I'm broke and she doesn't want my money then since I won't be seeing her again.

>>20067385
It sounds retarded, but I've known enough BPD people to know it's possible.

[Anonymous No.20067411]

>>20067385
The egyptian midget isnt going to fuck you

[Anonymous No.20067415]

>>20067411
kek

[Anonymous No.20067424]

i wanna fuck savannah brown so bad bros

[Anonymous No.20067428]

>>20067346
>can't relate to people with childhood friends or strong attachments to their hometown
>struggle making lasting relationships
>constantly feel like an outsider
I know that feel bro

[Anonymous No.20067441]

>>20067408
It's not fucking plausible.

How come they weren't evicted for not paying rent? Why would your friend fall for a fucking midget? A SAND-NIGGER MUSLIM MIDGET. Who's appartently not rich, because he has a woman renting an apartment for him. So a POOR SAND-NIGGER MUSLIM MIDGET who's abusive? Really. How fucking dumb are you to fall for that. It's a modern day Rumpelstiltskin. You fell for a fucking fairy tale nigger

[Anonymous No.20067470]

>>20067411
lmao I see how this makes the story a bit unbelievable though, it's a manlet not a midget, just some bpd sandmonkey taking advantage of a naive/possibly a bit dumb girl. in a less civilized country i would have been allowed to maim him and leave him to the coyotes but alas

[Anonymous No.20067507]

>>20067428
I'll just tumble along with the tumbling tumbleweeds

[Anonymous No.20067513]

>>20066872
Find a chatbot? Use GPT-3?
At one point I wanted to build a rudimentary chatbot based on the ELIZA program which would act as a front end for, and I am way too much of a mathlet lib-arts fag to know how to do this: pull key phrases from a database that would be created from my own journals, essays, and critical notes and clippings from books. The idea would be I'd be able to in effect have a dialogue with myself, because it would pull keywords or even phrases from this database based on a corpus of 300,000 words

[Anonymous No.20067515]

science today doesn't aim to describe laws. We're far removed from intelligible laws of mechanical philosophy, scientists now try to provide theories to describe an unintelligible world. Our ideas of determinism, for all we know, is just a byproduct of our intrinsic models, our innate understanding of the physical world. Modern physical philosophy (and by extension chemistry) does not address our innate grasp of determinism. I have a feeling Chomsky is onto the truth in illustrating that perhaps our concepts of randomness and determinism are innate cognitive constructs similar to universal grammar. Determinism and randomness are basic axioms for our inner models of the workings of the physical world, but the reality of physics is unintelligible to our reconstruction, our conscious interpretation of the world around us. In this sense, it may take physiological changes in our minds, that no doubt necessitate some form of genetic mutation, for us to be able to comprehend this mystery.

[Anonymous No.20067516]

>>20067507
>>20067428
https://youtu.be/c-YLGUHIqhU

[Anonymous No.20067521]

>>20067515
The scientific method doesn't have determinism as a dependency. While our models rely on mathematical descriptions of relationships, descriptions that are inherently deterministic, it would be circular reasoning to say "our models that describe reality are deterministic/statistical therefore reality must be deterministic and statistical." My guess is that this limitation is the composition of the roadblock to a universal theory of everything. We cannot comprehend what there could be aside from determinism, but I'm hopeful that one day we will be able to.

[Anonymous No.20067526]

>>20067521
"Scientific research is limited to those things that can be measured by physical means i.e. matter and energy."
The mechanical philosophy of Descartes was refuted in the 17th century by Newton. When Newton showed the existence of occult forces, interaction without contact, he made irrelevant the mechanical philosophy. Rather than exorcising the ghost in the machine, Newton rid us of the machine. Ever since, Science has been reduced from trying to find an intelligible world to trying to find ineligible theories relating to a humanly unintelligible world.
"We have no tools that permit us to study non-material entities."
We've known the world to be non-material for centuries. We have mathematical models, many of which are deterministic, but there is, as there always has been, unaccountable behavior and incohesive theories that cannot absolutely coexist. Science does not depend on "determinism" the same way that science does not depend on the mechanical philosophy. We study and search for accurate models, but the world has proven to be humanly unintelligible.
As for whether I "feel" in control and my thoughts on human behavior, I think the question is meaningless. Personal introspection is a futile exercise more fit to be labeled "navel gazing." Neuroscience is certainly a worthwhile field of study, but one would be amiss to say it is humanly intelligible. The fact that we've debunked determinism has nothing to do with "free will."
To summarize what I've been trying to express, we have an innate sense of determinism and we have an innate sense of "randomness" which shape our view of the world. This enables us to construct models such as the impressive works of Descartes, but it also limits us from comprehending the nature of our world. Being reduced from finding an intelligible world to finding scientific theories is significant and cannot be understated. When Chomsky says it's a 'mystery' he is saying so because it is clear that we cannot conceive of anything other than determinism.
Personally I think that "free will" is a concept riddled with problems of undefined and incomprehensible to science notions such as "self" and "choice" which are probably just artifacts of our introspective mechanisms and our need to model our organism within our model of the world around us. Compression artifacts, if you would. However it is abundantly clear that determinism is a false assertion.

[Anonymous No.20067528]

>>20067515
Isnt this line of thinking what defined the whole course of philosophy beginning with descartes and ending with kant

[Anonymous No.20067535]

>>20067513
I’ve had more engaging conversations with dungeons&dragons random tables than with gpt-3.

[Anonymous No.20067538]

I have never had a single original thought

[Anonymous No.20067550]

>>20067538
YOu are correct. You have a brain implant that generates all your thoughts for you.

[Anonymous No.20067555]

>>20067528
Is it?

[Anonymous No.20067557]

>>20067535
Have you considered training your own?
But also I know what you mean, I like to ask them what the room they're in smells like or what they feel between their gums and cheeks. They always respond in some abstract bullshit
>well smell is an important sense and the scent of a room can change your mood, the smell of flowers or perfume can bring unadulterated happiness

[Anonymous No.20067573]

>>20067521
Determinism is dependent on the observer’s perspective, surely? For example, if I read a novel I observe the character’s time passing in a similar manner to how they do. Not quite “real-time”, but close enough. Compare that to my second readthrough, in which I know the entirety of the events and can observe them at will - the characters (obviously) will still act exactly as before.

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20067576]

I just ate like 3 pounds of catfish
https://youtu.be/2Dn2Jo0BjaQ

[Anonymous No.20067579]

>>20067557
Perhaps a custom training set would make me more invested in the answers, instead of whatever (albeit intelligible) bullshit dream.ily spits out.

[Anonymous No.20067597]

i hate my generation.

[Anonymous No.20067601]

my brain has been balkanized

[Anonymous No.20067605]

>>20067555
Yes. Your thesis is also refuted by Plantinga

[Anonymous No.20067618]

kind of ecstatic that this girl has finally ghosted me. spring is here and i feel free! i really hope I dont fall down the (horny) hole again when i eventually see her in real life again. now i can enjoy my autism!

[Anonymous No.20067619]

i have constant dreams of dropping out of engineering to become a tradie

[Anonymous No.20067622]

>>20067619
Just finish your engineering degree and become a tradie after.

[Anonymous No.20067630]

>>20067579
I would think so, it's sort of the 1000 monkeys thing. Maybe a few gems would come out of it.

[Anonymous No.20067634]

Anyone else like those old fairy tales? Not the very common ones but the forgotten ones.

The Soldier and the tinder box
>soldier gets a tinder box for a witch, then when she asks for it he says fuck no and beats her
>the tinderbox summons three hell hounds that bring riches for him

[Anonymous No.20067646]

I fear my sister will never experience true happiness. She drifts fruitlessly from obsession to obsession. Shut in. NEET. Never had a boyfriend. Still, she's delightful and a treat to be around (most of the time). I just want her and my entire family to be happy, and it breaks my heart that I can see a future where she won't be. Worse still, that she could (and does) see herself as a failure. I hope that it is truly never too late to bloom.

[Anonymous No.20067652]

Any femanon want to start a codependent relationship with me

[Anonymous No.20067656]

>>20067646
Hook me up with her

[Anonymous No.20067659]

>>20067656
Texas?

[Anonymous No.20067662]

>>20067659
No, California. I would say I could move there but I doubt you'd be happy to have another Californian move in.

[Anonymous No.20067669]

>>20067662
As long as you vote to keep the state as it is instead of increasing the taxes too much then as far as I'm concerned come home, brother!

[Anonymous No.20067673]

>>20067659
Yeah north of Austin

[Anonymous No.20067685]

>>20067673
White?

[FELLOW WHITE No.20067689]

>>20067685
yeah totally my nigg- I mean fellow white person. How bout them Cubs?

Describe your sister

[Anonymous No.20067690]

>>20067689
Homely. Large knockers. Brunette.

[FELLOW WHITE No.20067698]

>>20067690
is she fat? is she 18-26?

[Anonymous No.20067702]

>>20067698
Not fat, but not skinny. I suppose thicc would be appropriate. 28.

[Anonymous No.20067706]

>>20067702
thicc is a meme. sounds fat. no thanks bud.

[Anonymous No.20067711]

>>20067706
Sorry we couldn't make it work pal. She likes Asians, anyway.

[Anonymous No.20067721]

>>20067711
gimmie her first name. It amuses me to think I may encounter this girl and date her and never know her brother browses. Just think, the next man dating your sister could be a Big Guy For You poster.

[Anonymous No.20067726]

>>20067721
Lauren. I hope we meet one day and never know it!

[Anonymous No.20067727]

>>20067605
Sauce?

[Anonymous No.20067730]

>>20066845
I went on my second date with a cute redhead girl today. We kissed at the end of the date
I haven't had butterflies in my stomach in a long time - though I'm trying to temper my expectations in this relationship.
I enjoy spending time with this girl a lot. Hopefully we spend more time together soon

[Anonymous No.20067733]

>>20067727
Plantinga

[Anonymous No.20067736]

>>20067730
Where did you go? Tell me about it.

[Anonymous No.20067740]

>>20067726
I'm black and my name is Tyrone. Oooga booga booga now I know where the white women at - Texas. See you soon :)

[Anonymous No.20067752]

>>20067526
Based but what is to be done?

[Anonymous No.20067754]

>>20067733
What should I read from him?

[Anonymous No.20067773]

>>20067736
We went to a local bar neither of us had been to before. Got a couple lemon drops and food.
Much like our first date we just talked and laughed a lot - we seem to get along well and have pretty similar interests/ sense of humor.
She doesn't spend much time on social media or online in general which is something I can appreciate and wish to emulate (though it does sometimes make the worse parts of my imagination run rampant - probably an affect from being cheated on in a past relationship).
Right before we parted ways to our own cars I went in for a kiss and it was reciprocated. No tongue or anything but still felt very nice.

[Anonymous No.20067777]

>>20067773
happy for you, anon. redheads are top tier.

[Anonymous No.20067779]

>>20067777
thank you based quints man
I hope that things go well between us, but even if they end earlier than I'd like it can't be worse than getting cheated on
hope things go well for you and yours as well

[Anonymous No.20067790]

I had a dream where the demiurge was keeping me captive in a small little concrete hole in the ground where I was dreaming of horrors infinitely. He looked down into my hole and pissed on my head. I saw a birds eye view of the place, which was an enormous warehouse filled with thousands of holes in the concrete floor, each one filled with a single naked man covered in piss and shit with his eyes closed, moaning and screaming. Then, out of nowhere, a bunch of explosions' went off on the roof and soldiers started rappelling down through holes in the ceiling. The demiurge drew a gun from his waist but was shot in the head. One of them dragged me from the hole with a safety harness, and injected me with a glowing gold serum which awakened me. He said "You're safe now", and it dawned on me that the nightmare was finally over. The marines escorted me from the warehouse and loaded me onto a blackhawk helicopter, which was painted white and had feathery angel wings instead of rotor blades. I sensed I was on my way back to my true place in God's kingdom; I cried and started hugging the marine seated next to me. He wrapped his arms around me and whispered in my ear "It's all over son, you're going home". "Thank you" I wept, "thank you, thank you..."
I stared out the window onto fields of indescribable beauty as I slowly drifted off from exhaustion...
Then I woke up.

[Anonymous No.20067793]

endless endless
shores of the mind
dangerous contemplation
a suicide in time
self abdicated
and theology in rhyme

[Anonymous No.20067796]

My biggest frustration with tech and software development is how often in the course of solving one issue you fall into a rabbit hole of solving multiple issues just to attempt to solve the task you had at the beginning. The fact of the matter is we don't have the time to understand all our software and what's going wrong when there's a bug - we simply depend on those in charge of the software to understand its complexities and anticipate bugs. And when they don't do this, the ecosystem deteriorates. You're constantly wasting time trying to fix these minor niggles that shouldn't be coming up at all. I wish I could understand at least how we could address this problem, because it's just everywhere, and it helps you understand why OSX is increasingly popular for dev

[Anonymous No.20067805]

>>20067634
I vaguely remember a tinder box, but I think it was in another context. Definitely don’t remember the witch..

[Anonymous No.20067817]

Goodnight wwoym

[Anonymous No.20067827]

>>20067790
Had a wack dream about Ephesus once, which led me down a rabbit hole of dream stuff and freaky coincidences. The seven sleepers was involved, and a psychic philosopher who chatted with Kant and predicted his own death.

>>20067817
Night night

[Anonymous No.20067911]

So here’s a kinda lit thing that happened to me.

I do freelance conservation work for Museums and libraries. Dull stuff really, mostly maintenance on old paper and canvas , as well as the occasional sketch or charcoal drawing, if im lucky . For the last year or so i’ve been working out of Italy, just doing my thing, while trying to learn the language , do what networking I can, and traveling on the off days. As part of said ‘networking’ I was invited to a conference in Genoa and arriving 4 days early and finding the city a bit of a nightmare I took the train to see some of the small towns that litter that coast all the way to Pisa.

Bnb’s and retirement communities as far as the eye can see, except that on the train I got talking to an older man (50- 60 ish) who, upon hearing what It is i do, invited me to his house to have a look at – and at the time I really couldn't believe this – his inherited collection of ‘Renaissance prints.’

Now, there are sorties like this all over the industry: some fucker discovers a lost batch of botticelli studies and it’s sold at sotheby's for 20 million at the next year.
I hope I kept my cool but I was seeing dollar signs, and while we talked before that for an hour or so, mostly on Ukraine, and Russian culture, so I wasn't a complete stranger, the way he said it felt like the pictures were some afterthought he never got around to evaluating. I agreed as graciously as I could, and within a few hours he was driving me up do his extremely nice house in northern Tuscany; vineyards and seaside and all.

By that time I already knew It was most likely a bust, he had them valued, and even restored, ones before, and was only hoping I could dig up something a whole firm worth of people previously failed to do. But it really didn't mater, as the house was lovely and the place was as Italy as any postcard. We got along marvelously. So much so that I stayed for 3 days, only occasionally doing the work, and while that was predictably a bust, he has already invited me back, next month.


just wanted to share i guess.

[Anonymous No.20067961]

Can someone explain to me what “possible worlds” are and how they are real?

[Anonymous No.20068003]

>>20067961
A possible world is a complete and consistent way the world is or could have been. They are widely used as a formal device in logic, philosophy, and linguistics in order to provide a semantics for intensional and modal logic. Their metaphysical status has been a subject of controversy in philosophy, with modal realists such as David Lewis arguing that they are “literally existing alternate realities” while others such as Robert Stalnaker arguing “no, they fucking are not”.

[Anonymous No.20068013]

>>20068003
Is it true Schopenhauer argued that our world must be the worst of all possible worlds?

[Anonymous No.20068023]

>>20068013
It wouldn’t be the first time he was wrong about something.

[Anonymous No.20068074]

I can’t get out of existential thought. I’m consistently thinking on this level. I can’t just be in the moment and it’s causing me to be unhappy.

[Anonymous No.20068127]

>>20066878
listening to korn. It might be korny but their music just oozes emotion.

[Anonymous No.20068141]

>>20068127
Give me some korn songs with soul.

[Anonymous No.20068142]

>>20067711
>She likes Asians
Lmao

[Anonymous No.20068219]

>>20068003
How can anyone know it’s actually possible and “could have been”?

[Anonymous No.20068252]

>>20067148
>tfw your friend and roommate fucks the girl you've been dating while you're drunk in the next room
It's painful with or without them

[Anonymous No.20068264]

A woman cannot be a good life partner if she has take another man's penis.

[Anonymous No.20068276]

>>20068264
true

[Anonymous No.20068304]

>>20066845
I'm leaving my high stress job and moving back home in 17 days. I have my list of things that need doing and I'm making pretty good progress on it, but hot damn am I burned out as fuck. I just want it all to be over so I can take a nap on the hammock in my parent's back yard with my cat

[Anonymous No.20068401]

>>20068264
>she has take another man's penis.
That's just your castration anxiety talking

[Anonymous No.20068409]

>>20068264
>if she has take another man's penis
I'm confused, are you saying that transwomen will try and take away their partner's penis too? Since that's "another man"

[Anonymous No.20068476]

I’m moving apartments, and I had a bunch of extra furniture that I wanted to get rid of. I donated the first half cause I could tell right away I didn’t want it. But as things got closer to the move in date I realized I wouldn’t have enough time to schedule a free donation pickup, so I just ended up tossing away a few pieces of entirely good furniture. I felt fine about it for a while, but then I saw some pieces still by my apartments dumpster and I realized my laziness regarding them is probably creating a problem for the maintenance and workers at my apartment. Now I just feel bad about the whole thing. I’m not even sure I’m allowed to toss our furniture there so it might not even be there job to deal with it. I wanted the problem dealt with easily, and for me it was, but it turns out I’m just passing off the problem to someone else when I do that. There’s really nothing I can do about it now I guess, I’ll just have to be better next time.

[Anonymous No.20068484]

Why am I always tired, no matter what I do?

[Anonymous No.20068492]

>>20068074
Learn to meditate

[Anonymous No.20068494]

>>20068492
How to meditate?

[Anonymous No.20068498]

>>20068074
Find your brain-numbing drug, and learn to use it diligently.

>>20068219
They don’t, it’s all as fantastical as any other alternate reality.

[Anonymous No.20068520]

>>20066845
I met a girl through work starting back in October. We’re very close in age, like 2 years, and she’s very pretty. Due to the nature of the job we work very closely together and talk pretty much everyday, mostly job related, sometimes not. And starting a few months ago we started to hangout outside work. She’s really fun to be around, and there have been no romantic feelings for the most part with her.

It’s an odd situation, because I have never really had a girl who is just a friend before, but I can feel myself really starting to like her, and I’m scared those feelings will turn romantic. I’ve only known her for literally 5 months but again we talk so much that she’s become really important to me. I’m not sure if she feels the same, that strongly about our friendship, but I guess that really doesn’t matter. I could profess to really enjoy being her friend and that wouldn’t be taken strangely I’d think as long as I did it casually in the right context, or after we had had some drinks.

My point of writing this is again, I’m terrified of these feelings become romantic and ruining our friendship. I know she doesn’t like me like that, I have clearly been “friendzoned” because she’ll tell me about the guys she’s been going on dates, hooking up with, her sexual history, etc. It really doesn’t bother me because she allowed me to talk about the girls I was seeing and going on dates with as well, as it was nice to get a girls perspective. So while to be completely and utterly honest, I would absolutely fuck her if she wanted to, I just know that chance will likely not happen, and I’d rather it not. Over the course of the months I’ve known her she’s gone on dates and been in the “talking stage” with 3 dudes, and I’m the only guy who’s been there for it all. I saw some quote that says if you really want to be in someone’s life forever you don’t marry them, you just be a good friend, and that’s the route I want to take with this. Blogpost over.

[Anonymous No.20068563]

Counting down the days until I can quit my job and move to the Caribbean. I daydream about it a lot. Still have to wait at least 5 months. Maybe too far away to be daydreaming as much as I have

[Anonymous No.20068569]

>>20068494
Try some guided meditations, Sam Harris has an app for it which you can get a free trial of. Then read this

[Anonymous No.20068573]

>>20068520
Sounds like a beta orbiter.
Just kidding, but don’t fool yourself. In due time you will want more, hell you’re already catching feelings. Men and women don’t stay friends for long

[Anonymous No.20068579]

>>20068520
>there have been no romantic feelings for the most part with her.
Holy shit do you have no introspection or are you this desperate to spew obvious lies and/or coyness on an image board. Put the p in the v before she disappears and you're left with heart pangs wanting an idealization of what never materialized into a concrete form.

[Anonymous No.20068588]

>>20068579
No romantic feelings for the most part can also be read as
>some romantic feelings

[Anonymous No.20068601]

>>20068573
> but don’t fool yourself. In due time you will want more, hell you’re already catching feelings. Men and women don’t stay friends for long

That’s what I figured what happened, I guess I’ll just have to enjoy things while they last

> do you have no introspection or are you this desperate to spew obvious lies and/or coyness on an image board

Not sure what you’re getting at, considering I literally said “for the most part” and I admitted saying I absolutely would fuck her. The whole point I was trying to get across is that I am falling for her

[Anonymous No.20068632]

>>20068601
You can go multiple ways from here. The worst one being that you like her more and more while lying to yourself that you’re just friends. This can last years.
You can also make your move as soon as possible. This will give you peace of mind and a quick answer as to where you stand. Or you can phase out being her friend. Maybe she’ll miss what she had and come to her or an conclusions etc.

[Anonymous No.20068785]

fact: i just sneezed

[Anonymous No.20068817]

>>20068785
I have a massive hard on right now and I have no idea why

[Anonymous No.20068830]

>>20068484
Gotta drink more coffee

[Anonymous No.20068864]

Why is it so much harder to make friends in university? I've always been timid, but in high school I still had people I considered my friends and I never had to seek out friendships. Now in university, I have no one. Not a single person has expressed the slightest interest in me, not during lectures or while I'm sitting alone in university cafeteria. The solitude is becoming crushing.

[Anonymous No.20068868]

>>20068484
Low testosterone

[Anonymous No.20068870]

>>20068864
>I never had to seek out friendships

[Anonymous No.20068873]

>>20068864
In high school you're literally forced to be around people, you can't escape unless you hide out in the bathroom. University is the opposite and any time outside of lectures/labs is 100% free. For those of us that have to be environmentally coerced into socializing, this isn't always a good chance.

[Anonymous No.20068890]

>>20068864
It's not at all, it's actually probably the easiest it will ever be. I'm sure there are hundreds of societies at your uni that you could join to socialise with like-minded people who want to do the same. Why are you expecting people to approach you when you're studying in a lecture, or in the cafeteria when you're minding your own business? That's not how socialising works, those wouldn't be appropriate places to introduce yourself to a stranger. It seems like you haven't practised making new friends in quite a while, but that's ok because uni is designed to help you with that. You just need to actively attend events that are meant for making friends

[Anonymous No.20068894]

>>20068873
Yeah, but I see everyone else with friends, so some people must be actively seeking out others, but no such person has come to me. This paradox keeps me up at night. Maybe I'm just an irredeemable weirdo.

[Anonymous No.20068896]

>>20066845
It is 2 in the afternoon and the sky is very orange. why?

[Anonymous No.20068897]

>>20068896
Hell hath cometh

thuth

[Anonymous No.20068909]

>>20068894
Bro you're so passive, why are you sitting waiting for people to come to you? If they already have friends then they don't have as much incentive to meet new people as you do. The onerous is on you to create friendships, not to wait around like a hooker trying to get picked up.

[Anonymous No.20068913]

>>20068894
What you're missing is that normal people make friends all the time, like it's nothing. A lot of the conversations you hear out in public are words exchanged between people for the first time. Granted this is more of a North American thing I hear but if you're wondering how, well, usually that's how

[Anonymous No.20068915]

I have like $3000 flight credit to spend before I lose it by the end of the year but no idea where to go and more importantly nobody to go with. Would traveling solo even be fun? I don't know what I'd even do since most of the fun of traveling is experiencing stuff with friends and getting drunk together.

[Anonymous No.20068928]

>>20068915
>Would traveling solo even be fun?
Yes, absolutely. It will also make you a much more capable person and improve your social skills considerably. Unless you're a braindead hylic you should be able to figure out how to make a solo trip meaningful, go somewhere with an interesting culture and explore. Stay in hostels to meet other travellers.

[Anonymous No.20068950]

>>20066845
you will never be a woman

[Anonymous No.20068962]

>>20068928
>Stay in hostels
Nice way of getting mugged/raped

[Anonymous No.20068975]

Are any /lit/izens pursuing FIRE (Financial Independence, Retire Early)?

[Anonymous No.20068988]

>>20068975
(cont) I actually never considered this, but FIRE is actually the best path in life for humanities students, isn't it? If you can retire in your 30s/40s you can dedicate the rest of your life to reading, writing, and living, and never be burdened by work again, and also take your experiences from the high-paced working world as material for your creative output. Seems like a huge win-win now that I think about it

[Anonymous No.20068992]

>>20068975
I’m pursuing an exit bag

[Anonymous No.20068995]

>>20068992
You don't need to do that

[Anonymous No.20069009]

/x/ is like /lit/ but smarter. Or is it the other way idk

[Anonymous No.20069016]

>>20068995
No, but I do need to exit.

[Anonymous No.20069024]

>>20067619
I have similar thoughts. I realized once I got to university that I don't particularly want to make CAD models and write reports for the rest of my life. On one hand, I enjoy design and research, but I hate sitting at a desk. I don't want to just be the "engineer." I want my technical knowledge to go beyond how things are put together to actually being able to put things together. I want to do something physical. I've never felt proud of a report I've written or a diff. equation I've solved, but whenever I've had to put shit together, I feel a dopamine rush unparalleled by anything else I've had to do in school.

On the other hand, one has to be practical: trades have high potential for injury, are often low-paying, and have little potential for upward mobility, unless you start your own business; as everyone keeps telling me, an engineering degree doesn't restrict you to traditional engineering careers.

I don't know what the answer is - I see my father who, after 20 years of life in a chair, is worse for wear than my uncles who, after decade long careers as machinists, carpenters, and linemen, are still full of vitality.

[Anonymous No.20069045]

>>20067619
I have too much fools pride but become an honest tradie. I feel like regret would always live in the back of my head.

[Anonymous No.20069046]

>>20069024
Sounds like you're exactly the sort of person that excels in trades.

[Anonymous No.20069047]

>>20068962
t. Americuck. I've been in hundreds of hostels around Europe and never once felt unsafe. Just don't be a retard and remember to lock your valuables up. You don't need to worry about being raped if you're a man, nobody wants to fuck you. And if you're a woman they usually do female-only dorms.

[Anonymous No.20069089]

We need to make it normal for old men to date young women again

[Anonymous No.20069120]

I am finding office work so counterproductive to writing. The thing is that this current office job is fairly easy, low time commitment. I’m only working maybe 20 hours per week remotely, and while I’m “on the clock” I can obviously right, but this sense of being “on the clock” is really like being “on call” and the style of work is somehow so creatively demanding. It’s like the actual work, and the meetings, and the emails somehow sap creative energy, or at least undermine it. I don’t know what to do. I doubt I can find another job which pays livable wages working this little.

[Anonymous No.20069147]

>>20069120
Consider >>20068975

[Anonymous No.20069186]

>>20069089
even if we did, your chances of finding a girlfriend would not improve. In fact, they would probably get worse.

[Anonymous No.20069215]

>>20068579
You are repulsive

[Anonymous No.20069298]

>>20068785
Fact check: mostly false

[Anonymous No.20069304]

>>20067428

[Anonymous No.20069309]

>>20068915
Ive been doing things by myself lately. Its not bad. Just do it.

[Anonymous No.20069318]

>>20069024
>trades have high potential for injury, are often low-paying, and have little potential for upward mobilit
Sounds like a bunch of excuses made by fags too scared to get their hands dirty

[Anonymous No.20069409]

>>20069147
I don’t see how that’s a helpful solution. The goal would be to escape, not accept it hoping you can escape in 10, 20, 30 years. That’s a complete waste of time.

[Anonymous No.20069437]

The new janny is really going hog wild, he's deleting (banning?) individual posts not just shit threads.

Most of the deleted posts were off topic, but 4chan always has a lot of white noise posts and emergent discussion, it's part of the charm. I hope he doesn't go too far and turn the board into his personal hugbox where he's going over every thread with a fine tooth comb to delete jokes and funposts.

[Anonymous No.20069466]

Seeing all this footage of Ukrainian babushkas crying over their dead sons and destroyed homes makes me sad. There is no hell foul enough for Putin.

[Anonymous No.20069474]

>>20069437
what thread

[Anonymous No.20069483]

big dicks will rule the world

[Anonymous No.20069489]

today a very cute girl was sitting not far from me in a coffee shop and making signs that she wanted me to talk with her but I didn't do shit

[Anonymous No.20069493]

Impregnating someone's wife or gf and letting the cuck raise your kid is an action i'am consdering down the line.

[Anonymous No.20069551]

>>20069466
Keep it on twitter faggot

[Anonymous No.20069575]

>>20069551
Your brain has rotted.

[Anonymous No.20069594]

>>20069575
Keep consooming state department propaganda fag lord

[Anonymous No.20069715]

>>20068141
>>109318578

[Anonymous No.20069733]

I'm going to be a father soon and I'm scared about how my life will change as I am still in college and while I already have one degree, I wanna finish the current one.
Even more, the steady income I get wont be enough for the child, I think.

[Anonymous No.20069813]

I want to go visit secondhand bookstores but I haven't been outside in six months and I look like a ghost. I feel like everyone patronizes me, even strangers, because of how I come across but I can't identify what to change in myself to put an end to that. I'm so nervous and I'm so tired.

[Anonymous No.20069836]

>>20069466
Yeah I know right? The good guys should team up like in Marvel and kick his Hitler ass!

[Anonymous No.20069847]

>>20069733
Your life will change but I do dislike this attitude towards having children.
My dad had 4 while studying and having a job on the side.
Just accept that you will have very little comfort for the coming few years. In other words, man up. You get to relax a bit when they go to school.

[Anonymous No.20069870]

>>20069733
>>20069847
Oh and to add, children will put up with poverty to an extent. I doubt you'll be sending them to bed hungry. Anything less than that they can handle. Unless you live in a favela or some shit

[Anonymous No.20069883]

>>20069813
You’ll fit right into bookstores. If wearing a mask is hard, wear the one you fit best into: embrace the kooky goth bookworm life. Be the skeleton in the library.

[Anonymous No.20069890]

>>20069733
Kill it before it realises what you’ve done to it.

[Anonymous No.20069942]

>>20068785
Source?

[Anonymous No.20069946]

>>20068252
Damn, how can people be so fucked up?

[Anonymous No.20069995]

I've always been patriotic in that sense that I would defend my country if needed. I served my conscription in 2011 and since then my fitness has dropped steadily until two years ago I started to cycle and lift. I also deleted all my social media accounts which resulted in me reading more books and a lot more non fiction.

Now after the Russian invasion of Ukraine the will to defend one's country has greatly increased here in Finland where it already was very high among people. No exceptions with me.

There is some sort of synchronicity here. My fitness has increased and so has my patriotism and now I want to apply in Finnish Territorial Forces, which in short consists of volunteer reservists that actively take part in FDF exercises. And the main requirement for joining is being fit enough.

They actually held an info talk about the Territorial Forces at the end of our conscription and back then it seemed that it was only for military larpers that want to make 40 km marches with combat gear every fucking weekend just for fun. Applying didn't seem very tempting when we were just about to leave long marches behind and return to a normal life.

But now it all makes sense.

[Anonymous No.20070025]

What percentage of regular 4chan users end up killing themselves?

[Anonymous No.20070058]

This happened to me last summer

On my way to the beach today i saw a girl, maybe 16, with a guitar, on a ridge viewpoint singing probably her favourite song i never heard of. I looked at her with a dose of surprise and amusement. She actually sounded good, and then in the next bar she let her voice go and she sounded incredible. She was paying attention to my reactions, and if she is usually insecure, today was not that day. I gave her a thumbs up and wished i had a phone with me so i could record her. I knew she would be gone when i would be going back, i think it was an unregularity for us two even to see eachother. I was holding back tears when i was going in the sea. Then on my way to the apartment i was thinking why i was crying there. Because i believed that you can love someone so hard that its unhealthy or even impossible for those 2 people to end up together, so people end up with someone who is more convenient? No. What i heard from her was indestructible and ineffable for the right ears, that i wished i had the courage and good luck to express it also. What i heard was a pure teen spirit, a youth, youth that i wished i had.

[Anonymous No.20070107]

>>20070058
A mosquito
My libido

[Anonymous No.20070135]

One time I was reading a story and then I stopped because I realized I had been sobbing for 30 fucking minutes. Big fat tears of despair. I cry a lot when I'm reading. I used to not cry at all. For years, I didn't shed a tear. And then BAM! suddenly I've got a hair-pin trigger.

[Anonymous No.20070181]

>>20070107
Im serious man, her presence struck me.
When i was 16 i was complete shut in, disregarding happiness as impossible, disregarding trying anything except school. I had a couple of friends but it wasnt really a right crowd for me. I remember telling my friend when i was 16 : so now im 16 is this what really its supposed to be about? I go to school i play cod never felt so bored and unrealized.
But then i saw her. She really was 16. But where she was when i was 16? Probably in kindergarten, but the point is i wasted my youth and its not even my fault and theres nothing i could and can do about it

[Anonymous No.20070224]

>>20070181
Youth is partly a state of mind. Some people are never young.

[Anonymous No.20070243]

>>20070181
“I wasted my youth because I could have been living properly”
No, you couldn’t have. Things are what they are, what you!re doing is pining for an entirely different reality.

[Anonymous No.20070246]

>>20070224
Yea well idk why i got thst rotten deal, but it really bugs me. I think its so unfair that its gotta come around in some way, maybe my kid will get to be young or me in another life

[Anonymous No.20070248]

I can't decide if I want to stay in the armed forces for another contract or if I want to GTFO and get as far away from a uniform as possible.

[Anonymous No.20070257]

>>20070243
I dont get what youre trying to say but irregardless ( see how i used that word? Do people who experienced youth even know that word?) What im trying to say that i see my past, i see my circumstances, family, finances, friends and i just see that i didnt have a chance to be young, i just didnt even have an opportunity

[Anonymous No.20070262]

>>20070248
>do i want to be a mercenary, perpetuating violence and mayhem and destruction upon innocent, potentially dying or best case ruining myself psychologically just because i like to be told what to do?
Gee idk m8

[Anonymous No.20070271]

>>20070257
Ah, okay, yeah that’s a little different. More of an acknowledgment.

And yeh pretty sure I’ve heard irregardless once or twice.

[Anonymous No.20070273]

I like how he calls me to talk about gitlab. I like his obsessive works on weekends. I like his smile and optimism and innocent anxiety, shallow contentment in the mainstream.
I do not know if as a friend or a romantic lie, but I want him in my life. Keeping the oily lazy bitterness away. We should worship action together. We should improve ourselves in the pathetic, technical ways. Without his voice, I fall down, down, down. To being wise and gluttonous, to filthy thoughts of sex and net and politics.
His breath smelled yesterday. I hope it doesn't mean I'm falling out of love.
Wish I could tell him how cute every action of his is. But the best I can do is just stay in the office.
(He does not care one bit for literature. He will never know)

[Anonymous No.20070284]

>>20066845
Pussy eating

[Anonymous No.20070290]

>>20069813
I’ve never been this bad but I can sympathize somewhat. What’s been helpful to me is going for daily walks. I go very early or very late so no one else is out. The colder, the wetter, the better. The more I walk, the more my mind relaxes. And I’ve started noticing that on the handful of occasions where someone says something to me in the street, I’m relaxed enough to respond normally, and if I don’t I just don’t care because I’m woolking. No idea if this will help you but it’s helped me.

[Anonymous No.20070292]

>>20070025
80%

[Anonymous No.20070317]

> Many Russian and Latin American authors are household names, but few Eastern European authors are

[Anonymous No.20070343]

>>20066845
Bussy eating.

[Anonymous No.20070350]

>>20068264
Probably true

[Anonymous No.20070358]

>>20067344
>2 years
That bitch a fetishist. Like you are not slipping on your seventieth dick and "straight" homo, that girl was getting what she wanted out of midget Muslims.

[Anonymous No.20070361]

Neighbor peering through my windows again.

[Anonymous No.20070368]

>>20070361
rape him

[Anonymous No.20070386]

>>20070361
Pee through your window

[Anonymous No.20070402]

>>20069437
He deleted a joke I made about Yugoslavia the other day which was entirely literary, but also about Yugoslavia. I think he just doesn't read much so the difference between Russian bots and 1930s genre fiction is hard to tell for him. It's fine thought because if mods banned me, someone would have to read my essay on Yugoslavian literature and its impact on the US banking system and genre periodicals of the mid 20th C in my appeal.

[Anonymous No.20070417]

My memory has declined so much that attending lectures has become virtually useless to me, since I forget everything I've learned in prior lectures and have to simply relearn the material before any assignment is due. It's weird to think about, I am basically cognitively impaired compared to other students, but there's not much they can do besides offer me more time on tests, since the problem is biological. Honestly, I've forgotten entire courses like Differential Equations which I passed with a B. Not really sure how to get out of this hole at all

[Anonymous No.20070421]

If I read the Kalevala will they let me live in Finland for a period of time, maybe 1-2 years?

[Anonymous No.20070427]

>>20066845
I struggle with empathy

[Anonymous No.20070444]

>>20070402
any yugoslavian lit recs?

[Anonymous No.20070483]

>>20067385
>reread your story. does that sound plausible?
this is exactly the kind of dumb shit that does happen. touch grass bae

[Anonymous No.20070484]

>>20066878
I don't know.

[Anonymous No.20070492]

>>20069813
>and I look like a ghost

every winter i start to look gaunt because i need to wear sunscreen and i cant get any color

[Anonymous No.20070505]

>>20070444
My diary desu

[Anonymous No.20070507]

>>20070444
Most everyone starts with Andric or Adamic but if you want to go deep, get Stankovic's Impure Blood. After that, you need to read basically everyone who called themselves a poet diplomat.

[Anonymous No.20070510]

[Anonymous No.20070514]

>>20070510

[Anonymous No.20070548]

>>20068975
God knows but if I were to gues sbased on where things are going, I'd say starving to death at about 70 or so is very much on the table

[Anonymous No.20070554]

>>20070317
>Eastern European authors
It's such an unknown territory. There are probably tons of really good works but they wont be translated ever.

[Anonymous No.20070557]

>>20070507
ah nice, thank you

[Anonymous No.20070561]

The image attached to this post is depicting neither a duck nor a rabbit. It's a copy of a .png file with a black-and-white drawing that was made to be ambiguously a rabbit or a duck by the original author which is a copy of an image created by the original author that was originally printed in the October 23, 1892 issue of Fliegende Blätter, a German humor magazine.

[Anonymous No.20070565]

>>20070561
Soulless

[Anonymous No.20070568]

>>20070561
It's a can opener

[Anonymous No.20070577]

how hard must life be for someone who is extremely allergic to seed oils

[Anonymous No.20070579]

I'm pretty sure I am just slightly mentally unstabler right now, and given that it's the kind of thing where it's a bit hard to tell about yourself it uhh............. I mean we're gonna have to wait and see. I've come up with a kind of crossfit thing in a small patch of woods near my home, I just carry this big old stone around as I walk and shift it around a bit as exercise. It's kind of nice actually. But I get locked in these moments where I'm just standing, mumbling to myself. I imagine I'm talking to someone, and I feel compelled to finish what I have to say. It happens that people walk by. I've become the guy who stands in the grove holding a mid-size rock mumbling to himself staring blankly.

Like, actually. This is the situation. It felt like it wasn't going ham, but it's been off for a long time. I was clearly a jibbering mess a couple of months ago, then it got better for a bit and now this. I do NOT want to ask for help.

[Anonymous No.20070581]

>>20070577
Depends on the local cow population

[Anonymous No.20070600]

We have to make america great again

[Anonymous No.20070605]

>>20070600
Bring back the Olmecs

[Anonymous No.20070616]

Funny how both the far-right and far-left are pro-Russia regarding this conflict

[Anonymous No.20070627]

>>20070616
both far right and far left are united in hatred of the united states and their global meddling

[Anonymous No.20070633]

>>20070616
Only the morons and brainwashed are pro-russia

[Anonymous No.20070642]

>>20070579
I mean at least you’re aware of it. Some people feel compelled to say pointless shit and do pointless stuff, and they aren’t even clued up enough to realise how ridiculous they look.

I’m talking about society in general, btw

[Anonymous No.20070643]

>>20070554
there's some sci fi guys out of Poland and Czechia I think. Stanislaw Lem and someone else

[Anonymous No.20070683]

>>20070642
this morning my breakfast took 3 hours. I ate one slice of bread and drank one cup of coffee. the rest of the time I sat mumbling/talking to my ex, another woman I was in love with for little over a year, and God. It did not feel like this took very long, but I basically sat there mumbling to myself staring out the window without really seeing for 3 hours. It's been roughly like this for about 6 months now. It could be habening again. I really gotta try to think about that. There's no one I want to talk to. I have a contact at the mentalists but I don't really know her and she's a nurse either way, she wouldn't be the person you see. I don't know any actualy psychologist or psychiatrist, they change jobs very rapidly. Gotta sleep first and foremost I think.

[Anonymous No.20070694]

>>20070642
and it's more like I hear someone approach, and then I realize I've been standing there a while. a while back I really couldn't tell if I was thinking or talking, I think I was talking a LOT without knowing it, in public

[Anonymous No.20070703]

Does science assume a metaphysic in its every thought? If yes, which metaphysic does it assume?

[Anonymous No.20070705]

>>20066872
If you want to get around region locking, use a VPN.

[Anonymous No.20070714]

>>20070703
yes, and
I don't remember how to talk about this, but yes, for sure. Something about a Berlin conference on epistemology perhaps? Karl Popper? that kind of shit

[Anonymous No.20070717]

>>20070568
I can't unsee this now

[Anonymous No.20070725]

>>20070703
In 99% of it, realism. In certain interpretations of quantum mechanics, anti-realism.

[Anonymous No.20070726]

>>20070643
I was thinking about anything other but the scifi

[Anonymous No.20070787]

>>20066872
What interests should i put on omegle?

[Anonymous No.20070826]

My shit has been this weird green-gray color for three days. I'm really concerned

[Anonymous No.20070844]

>>20070787
I always put movies as an interest. Talking about movies is an easy icebreaker

[Anonymous No.20070860]

>>20070844
What movies do you like anon ;)

[Anonymous No.20070867]

>>20066878
Lifting and Idolmaster

[Anonymous No.20070882]

>>20070826
Eat more vegetables. If you keep the crap gray for a week, go to the medic because you are not absorving enough nutriments.

[Anonymous No.20070930]

>stop resisting, you silly monkeys, you just don't know what's good for you
steelman the globohomo

[Anonymous No.20070937]

>>20066845
can't remember what i came here to type

[Anonymous No.20070962]

>>20070867
unbelievably based

[Anonymous No.20071045]

>>20066845
Want sleep but my sheets are still in the dryer

[Anonymous No.20071100]

>>20071045
>he has sheets
>he washes his bed linens
You a woman? A hot woman?

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20071105]

I bought weed today.
You have 54 hours to try and convince me to not break my sobriety and smoke weed.
https://youtu.be/WALAGgptZE4

[Anonymous No.20071110]

>>20071105
420 blaze it

[Anonymous No.20071116]

>>20068498
What’s your drug of choice?

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20071124]

>>20071110
im so fucking excited. i dont remember what being high is like.

[Anonymous No.20071125]

>>20071105
How can people like the smell of weed? It’s disgusting.

[Anonymous No.20071163]

>>20071100
No wtf I'm just practicing basic hygiene
Post skin

[Anonymous No.20071169]

I am very sick of the dismissive, arrogant negativity about literature on this board. There is nothing justifiable or dignified in anything posted in the vast majority of threads. I don't think you people read or like literature.

[Anonymous No.20071172]

>>20071169
I do read it. Do I like it? I dunno

[Anonymous No.20071176]

>>20071169
reading is for fucking nerds. We chad board

[Anonymous No.20071213]

>>20071169
Kek literature is not fun. It’s just a necessity.

[Anonymous No.20071220]

>>20071169
I like reading! I read before bed so that I feel nice and cozy! I also like using exclamation marks because they cute!

[Anonymous No.20071226]

>>20071124
how long a break did you have, and why?

[Anonymous No.20071268]

Adam Curtis spoooooky shopping mall we are slaves capitalism eviill * dark music playing * films skyscrapers WE LIVE IN A FAKE WORLD BUT THERES MORE OUT THERE

[Anonymous No.20071292]

I despise the way I look.

[Anonymous No.20071302]

>>20071268
His documentaries are pretty based tho regardless

[Anonymous No.20071332]

does anyone else know what i mean when i refer to "music so good it hurts"? like, it's so beautiful, it's almost unpleasant? i just want to cry, to scream, to absorb it, incorporate it, to live "harder", to get high, to explode

[Anonymous No.20071371]

>>20071332
>Babby's first sublime
awwwe

[Anonymous No.20071481]

I wish the whole world would have experienced life in my small 50.000 people hometown. It's a very beautiful city and definitely an unknown center of the world. It's a huge context that's missing in the consciousness of humans

[Anonymous No.20071490]

>>20071481
Time to write a book about it, then, anon

[Anonymous No.20071519]

I think maybe the main reason not to watch porn might be that it is very impractical to lose all respect for all western women, since it can be assumed that camera or no, this is the norm for most of them. it's not that they should be respected, it's that it will cause a lot of grief.

[Anonymous No.20071535]

>>20070683
> passing the time in a pleasant manner
I can’t really see a downside in this

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20071544]

>>20071226
break will reach 4 months long on Thursday.
why did i take a break? idk im a weed addict i guess. it was getting out of hand. smoking wasnt fun anymore, it was just a coping mechanism. everyone was yelling at me to stop smoking weed.

[Anonymous No.20071595]

[Anonymous No.20071597]

>>20070703
It assumes a reality, which is a top kek.

>>20070725
I mean I get there’s lots of theories about QM, but isn’t Copenhagen just an “aggregate” reality, while many worlds has infinite configurations, both of which would still fall under the banner of reality? Or are you talking more about the immeasurability aspect?

>>20070705
Omegle is amazingly fucky with its vpns, even my best ones don’t work with it.

>>20070787
Philosophy, memes, lit, and roleplay. Good luck.

>>20071116
Youtube. Maths for the lighter highs, memes and webms for when I need to go down low.

>>20071332
Tales of the Forgotten: Epilogue: Beginning is like that for me. The ending hits, and it’s just so... crushingly fatal.
All the TotF stuff is incredible evocative.

[Anonymous No.20071846]

>>20071105
You can beat a horse to death but you cant make it drink

[Anonymous No.20071893]

Thoughts on this Hideaki Anno quote? Is the manchild epidemic really that bad in Japan?

[Anonymous No.20071979]

I miss orange man saying funny shit bros

[Anonymous No.20071996]

>>20071893
Not only in japan, in the whole world.
I go around the campus of my university and see a bunch of guys and girls with anime t-shirts and hoodies. Its truly fascinating to me, if a bit jarring, times truly have changed.

[Anonymous No.20072002]

I have too many things I want to achieve

[Anonymous No.20072009]

>>20071979
me too. I wish they let Biden full loose with his dementia.

[Anonymous No.20072012]

>>20072002
Pick the top 3-5 weighted for a balance of expedience and personal satisfaction if achieved. And start with one.
Don't let the perfect be the enemy of the good.
Just curate, at least for now.
Don't make excuses why you can't curate, just pick a top 5.

[Anonymous No.20072015]

What should art provide nowadays?

[Anonymous No.20072025]

>>20066878
watching Ramsay videos

[Anonymous No.20072047]

>>20071045
Clothes are mobile bedsheets brother, just sleep clothed.

[Anonymous No.20072055]

>>20071893
It’s strange to me how he implied an obvious association between manga broadly and pornography. The latter jumps out to me as concerning but the former not so much.

[Anonymous No.20072061]

>>20072012
If I was capable of ranking them, it wouldn’t be an issue. The problem is procesily that all of them will demand a lot, probably can’t all be achieved, and are preferred equally because satisfaction from any one is unknowable beforehand.

[Anonymous No.20072069]

>>20072015
the same it always has. expression of self

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20072127]

>>20071846
stop acting like you care

[Anonymous No.20072140]

>>20072127
how much did it cost you?

[Anonymous No.20072159]

I'm on my third day of quitting nicotine. Feeling tired all the time which I suppose isn't a bad thing. I'm mainly just bored with a vague longing for something (my brain demanding an easy dopamine hit). I've tried quitting many times but haven't really ever rationalized what the craving sensation is. It has nothing to do with nicotine, it's just a cheap dopamine fix I want. My brain doesn't give a fuck where it's coming from, it just knows it's been getting a regular fix for years now and now it's gone. I had the same sensation when I quit watching porn. The funny thing is once you realize what the craving is, it becomes a lot easier to manage. I don't crave nicotine. I crave dopamine. And I refuse to give my brain the cheap easy hit that it's screaming at me to give it. So whenever I get a craving I sit and read something and feel a lot better.

[Anonymous No.20072170]

>>20072159
Just give in bro. you know you want to. it'll feel sooo good. Just one puff and you can put it out. Come on. You can quit tomorrow.

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20072181]

>>20072140
the weed?

[Anonymous No.20072187]

>>20072181
sure. how much did the weed cost you?

[Anonymous No.20072191]

>>20066845
I want some orange juice so fuckin' bad.

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20072204]

>>20072187
like 20$ usd

[Anonymous No.20072220]

>>20072204
does it STINK? does the smell LINGER like the Cranberries song? do you smoke cigarettes while you get become intoxicated on marijuana? perchance?

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20072255]

>>20072220
i mean i havent opened it yet or smoked it so i dont know about the smell or anything

[Anonymous No.20072264]

>>20072255
answer the other questions I posed you chink

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20072315]

>>20072264
yes i sometimes smoke cigarettes when im high.
as for the cranberries reference i dont really know what to say.
also im not chinese.

[Anonymous No.20072319]

>>20071105
u want to live a loser's life live it

[Anonymous No.20072321]

>>20072315
Ha Ha you responded to Chink.

[Anonymous No.20072410]

Sometimes I feel like I can’t even cope anymore. I don’t know what’s left.

[Anonymous No.20072437]

>>20072410
post suicide note
or
improve your life

[Anonymous No.20072505]

>>20072069
>expression of self
thats so inane that only women say that. it doesnt even make any sense. as an artist, i have never once felt that my work was about "expressing myself". not once.

[Anonymous No.20072507]

>>20072127
So why ask us if you know we dont care?

[Anonymous No.20072516]

>>20071996
It wasnt that long ago when I used to bully people who watched anime. And now I'm on 4chan

[Anonymous No.20072528]

>>20072505
>as an artist
If your art doesn't express yourself, or the world as you see it (which is an extension of your self) then you are not an artist

[Anonymous No.20072532]

>>20072505
what is it about then

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20072596]

>>20072507
i didnt ask anything.

[Anonymous No.20072604]

God Elden Ring is a disappointment

[Anonymous No.20072614]

Just drank a bottle of L'Orangeraie Pinot Noir, 2019. It didn't leave my teeth with that chalky residue and I have a mild headache so I'm giving this a 1 out of three. Would not reccomend.

[Anonymous No.20072679]

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>>20072671
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[Anonymous No.20072825]

>>20072061
>and are preferred equally because satisfaction from any one is unknowable beforehand.
then that makes it simple: pick the easiest ones in terms of process, the ones that will require the least time, effort, energy, ingenuity, money etc. to be achieved.

[Anonymous No.20072974]

>>20072061
Alternatively: rank them in terms of material cost.
Material cost is the easiest to research. If you don't know how likley they are to succeed or how long they will take, at least spend the least money on it so if it fails you can spend it on the next one down the line.
By comparison, if you spent all your money on a moonshot on the most expensive one, and then wiped out your savings: you couldn't try anything else.

[Anonymous No.20073163]

>>20066878
Smoking blue lotus

[Anonymous No.20073402]

>>20066845

[Anonymous No.20073430]

>>20069215
Did it strike a romantic nerve? Once you go past the idealization of women you realize that they are beings for pleasure. You'll have better luck finding true love with a man.