write what’s on your mind

[Anonymous No.19647790]

old >>19639259

[Anonymous No.19647797]

Meg Ryan, more like Meh Ryan

[Anonymous No.19647799]

>>19647790
bacon egg and cheese sandwich on breakfast bread

[Anonymous No.19647803]

The most difficult part of an exciting life is maintaining it

[Anonymous No.19647808]

im still drinking a fifth of vodka every night edition

[Anonymous No.19647834]

I've seen enough of this world and there's nothing in it for me.

[Anonymous No.19647840]

>>19647790
Everyone's trans, some people are affected by it, some aren't, those less accepting are the ones who tend to transition; those more accepting of it just realize, "Oh yeah, I'm trans" & move on. It's like most people are ugly, those less accepting develop most problems obviously.

[Anonymous No.19647848]

I feel 10 times smarter when I'm slightly drunk but 100 times dumber when I'm heavily drunk.

[Anonymous No.19647855]

>>19647790
I hate women

[Anonymous No.19647857]

I took an intro to c++ course that made me want to bang my head against a wall. It got to the point where I'd spend most of class/lab in the bathroom watching NFL/NBA highlights and send in half finished projects. The stress/anxiety was simply too much. Thank God I had a decent job lined up thanks to my uncle because my English degree doesn't mean shit.

[Anonymous No.19647871]

We must preserve a future for the white race

[Anonymous No.19647878]

>>19647799
breakfast bread?

[Anonymous No.19647888]

>>19647857
Programming is easy

[Anonymous No.19647950]

>>19647390
>>19647408
This is the severest of copes. You both come off as losers with a chip on your shoulders because you never properly applied yourself so you think you're "sticking it to the man" while simultaneously supporting patronizing bourgeois business practices perpetuated by shareholders.

[Anonymous No.19647960]

>>19647950
i dont work

[Anonymous No.19647962]

>>19647950
>[PROJECTING]
I win again.

[Anonymous No.19647981]

>>19647960
I said you were a loser.

[Anonymous No.19648046]

>>19647855
I love women! <3

[Anonymous No.19648049]

>>19647871
tHa wHite RaCe

[Anonymous No.19648053]

I'm coming to terms with childhood trauma. I'm not exactly sure what happened but I have a gut feeling I was sexually assaulted around the age of 5. I'm sure I memory-holed it for survival's sake but certain flashbacks are starting to surface. I'll be all right. I've got good people in my life and all that. But now I'm cursed to wonder how much of my retardation I was born with and how much was inflicted upon me. For all I know I would have been just as retarded without any trauma but the cope helps. I just wanted to let someone know who isn't my wife. thanks anon. We're all going to make it

[Anonymous No.19648062]

I can't stop watching Sopranos clips

[Anonymous No.19648063]

>>19647871
Define the white race

[Anonymous No.19648070]

>>19648062
Yeah I had this phase in life too where I ended up spending months watching Sopranos clips over and over again. It's the same as playing a truly immersive game, you're trapped in another dimension and the escape is beyond your control.

[Anonymous No.19648072]

>>19647871
I only wish some of the great white nationalists of the 90s, like Samuel Francis, could have stuck around for another 10 or 20 years to see how things would turn out. It's not perfect, but at least white European racial self-consciousness exists now, and all the insane belligerence and racism coming from non-whites in white countries is the best thing one could hope for.

[Anonymous No.19648088]

>>19648072
Man what the fuck is this cope. Birthrates plummeted and people are turning into Sodom and Gomorrah citizens but somehow the white race is better because some autists on the internet spend their friday nights and week ends talking about haplogroups and hyperboreans half jokingly for some of them.

[Anonymous No.19648089]

another terrible OP

[Anonymous No.19648096]

>>19647871
can't preserve something that never existed

[Anonymous No.19648110]

>>19648063
Exactly. I mean imagine marrying a blonde, light skinned green eyed person from Lebanon, Turkey, Syria, even Afghanistan and thinking I'm marrying someone of a different race who just coincidentally looks Caucasian. Having a child with said person and having the child look completely indistinguishable from a Brit, German, or Italian. But they daringly married a bipoc person though, one who by definition has more in common with people from the Congo and Papua New Guinea than they do with Greeks and Italians clearly!

[Anonymous No.19648111]

>>19648062
>>19648070
I want to get what people see in the Sopranos. I watched a few episodes of season 1 but stopped since it didn't hook me.

[Anonymous No.19648129]

>>19648111
There's just too much to say. It's one of those few pieces of media that encapsulate and entire universe rather than one specific term. If you don't get it I just don't know what to say, to me again, it's one of those things men with nothing in common should find solace in because it relates directly to the human condition. Are you a woman? Maybe that's it.

[Anonymous No.19648136]

>>19648088
Nah it's okay. Things had to get worse before they could get better. The frog-boiling of the last 70 years was the greatest weapon the enemy had, and now it's gone. Better yet, all their attempt to regain it have been incompetent and worsened their position further, because they got so arrogant and complacent over that 70 years.

Look at how Rhodesia held out. Like Germany, they only lost when the entire world conspired to destroy them. What Rhodesia and South Africa suffered while "at peace" (slow white genocide, frog-boiling) is a million times worse than the wars.

We're still about to go through years of Weimar, you're right. But what came after Weimar? Let the Pakis in England and the Turks in Germany and Arabs and Somalis in France keep doing their victory laps. Like Marx said:
>“The real pressure must be made more oppressive by making men conscious of the pressure, and the disgrace more disgraceful by publishing it.”

People can bounce back from anything if they still have their core intact. One generation of sumptuary legislation and promoting family-raising in a healthy population can undo a century of shit. Europe isn't down and out yet.

[Anonymous No.19648139]

>>19648111
it's pretty well written for a tv show, but it's still midbrow reddit garbage for losers who'll never be men so you shouldn't admit to watching it either

[Anonymous No.19648174]

>>19648136
Less and less people are "aware" as you say so. You seem to think that this is not the case because you spend your time around people who can see and believe that they're the majority. Still, a lot of people are indeed informed when it comes to certain things, but never when it comes to the essentials, never when it comes to what truly matters, only the superficial. You also seem to believe that people are still united, mentionning Rhodesia, instead of atomized individuals under a constant watch. To me this is some prime cope, of fine quality with how ambiguous it is. Overall the era of the western man is completely over and what comes next will outclass our worst expectations.

[Anonymous No.19648184]

>>19648174
they're not aware because it's vacuous garbage and there's nothing to be aware of in the first place

[Anonymous No.19648188]

Is there such a word to describe being low and not realising how low you actually are.

Until it's too late, a boundary has been crossed.

Upon consideration the word apathy comes to mind but I don't think that's quite it. Maybe that's my defence right now, apathy in place of self hate.

[Anonymous No.19648190]

Jim’s hand was sweating inside his mitt. It was sweating so much that he could feel it seeping into the leather. This was his first appearance for his high school’s team, and he was determined to, as he put it, do himself justice. Jim was not a popular boy at school, primarily because he was rather ugly. He was a short boy, and would be described as ‘stocky’ by someone who was either too nice or too cynical to admit anything worse. His sagging cheeks and heavy set eyes, framed by large bags either side, made him look like a basset hound. By some miracle, he had been selected to play in today’s fixture. That miracle, in fact, was his mother’s occasional ‘visits’ to Coach Henricks, which Jim was entirely aware of. He’d begun to view the coach as a father figure of sorts, and would say things like ‘Hey, Dad!’ when he passed Henricks, who was usually glistening with sweat, in the thin hallway that bisected his mother’s trailer. Henricks, although slightly disturbed, thought it was ‘harmless’, or harmless enough, and played along somewhat. And so, Jim had found himself on the team, as a one of its five pitchers. His compatriots, all of whom were significantly better at baseball, and significantly more handsome, regarded him with an air of quiet dread.

[Anonymous No.19648192]

>>19648129
No, I'm a man. I probably need to watch it with subs since I missed a few of the lines. I saw someone describing why he liked it so much and it convinced me it really must be a great show, so I haven't abandoned it or anything

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS No.19648194]

So glad I didn’t give these “bread tubers” any time of my life. Hats off to Maupin.

>>19647808
Cut back
>>19647855
Nobody asked

[Anonymous No.19648217]

>>19648194
>Cut back
why even bother posting this? is this what you consider "advice"?

[Anonymous No.19648218]

>>19648070
i never watched the sopranos but i kinda wanna watch the prequel just cuz i used to spend a lot of time in newark, is it worth the 20 bucks on itunes to get it new or just wait till it goes on sale in a couple years, i have no opinion on sopranos really i just thought it looked like some comfy newark historical fiction

[Anonymous No.19648220]

>>19648174
I don't agree but I'll stop short of calling you a concern troll. If your goal was to take 1950s white nations and preserve them entire, then sure, things have gotten bad. But you have to understand, the rot that was infecting white nations was a spiritual disease. Openness to being colonized, raped, and killed by non-whites is a symptom of that disease, not the disease itself.

Europe was going to go through this massive binge, withdrawal, relapse, withdrawal, etc., process regardless. Globalist elites of various kinds knew this, and their mission was to use this period of, essentially, the West being in a coma and helpless, to infect it with as much filth and decadence as possible. They did a good job, but not enough. They wounded and degraded the enemy but didn't kill him. That's always the most dangerous thing you can do.

Europe was the first, only, and hopefully the last civilization in the history of mankind to essentially conquer the entire world and have the luxury of stepping back from it to ask "so... what now?" It's understandable in hindsight, given the benevolence, openness, and high philosophical and high moral character of Indo-European peoples that the decision was basically to try to create a universal world state where everybody gets along, everybody is prosperous, war is forgotten. The tragic outcome of this utopianism will never be forgotten unless some apocalypse wipes all records of it from the Earth.

All sorts of strange things happen in war. Hannibal was at the gates of Rome for years. No one expected Brest-Litovsk, or for the Germans to break out and almost take France in the Spring Offensive. You shouldn't count out the forces of evil or their useful idiots (immigrant fifth columns) either, that would be just as naive, but I wouldn't count out whites. There's at least one last apocalyptic fight left in them, and the whole world is unstable and uncertain, and doesn't even have the will to encircle them and finish the job started by liberal decadence.

I think another two key failures of globohomo's long-term strategy was their failure to prevent India from becoming self-consciously nationalist and their failure to crush the Muslim countries more than they did. Like with whites, all they did was humiliate them without finishing them off.

[Anonymous No.19648224]

>>19648194
Breadtube is awful. Even leftists should be able to see this

[Anonymous No.19648239]

>>19648111
I was like this until I started reading more threads here about it and looking at comments and realizing how much thought went into the series. It's a lot deeper than a male soap opera. There are multiple thematic layers or levels to the show and they're all ambiguous and ambivalent, and then multiple levels to each character. I think all TV shows and most "smart" movies are for midwits but Sopranos is the one thing I've ever been like damn, I have to make an exception for this shit.

>>19648218
The prequel is getting universally panned from what I can see. Fans are baffled by how shitty it is. If you like Opie and Anthony, Ant has a "review" of it up.

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS No.19648257]

>>19648217
Don’t become/stay an alcoholic, anon. It’s bad for you. It’s genuine concern though I know how little influence I have over you.

>>19648224
Well the best ones should have. How do we lure the disillusioned followers away? Hmmm.

[Anonymous No.19648258]

>>19648239
I heard something similar to this about the show before, that stuff genuinely takes on a different meaning when you rewatch it because there are multiple angles to think about it from which sounds really great. Like most shows exist in a simplified reality where the people only exist when you need them to and everyone fires off quirky one-liners and "smart" dialogue, but Sopranos is just about an insane story happening in the real world, which sounds really cool.

[Anonymous No.19648267]

>>19648257
>im an alcoholic
>lol just dont
wow thank you I never considered that before

[Anonymous No.19648271]

>>19648239
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=illVS5wd3Po
he called greek plays "retarded"? droppped

[Anonymous No.19648273]

>>19648257
>How do we lure the disillusioned followers away?
you should know first hand that they've already settled into their preconceived notions and literally nothing will change their minds because they wont even entertain the idea that they could be wrong about ideas that seem so nice and pleasant in their minds

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS No.19648275]

>>19648267
>im an alcoholic
Didn’t say that. I don’t know you. Why I phrased it with “become/stay”

[Anonymous No.19648281]

>>19648275
>im an alcoholic
>lol just dont STAY one lol!
wow thank you I never considered that before

[v_v !!+e0M0fBMYzt No.19648292]

https://twitter.com/stasis444/status/1475949787199459333

[Anonymous No.19648308]

>>19648258
Sopranos is the only show where I'll spend more time reading the comments than watching the clip itself, and genuinely have a "holy shit" moment almost every time because some guy named "Chuck Sneed" pointed out something in the background of the scene or a line that seemed throwaway at first but actually has a much deeper reference.

There are whole plotlines buried in what you think are side characters, stuff that only weaves together across whole seasons. And it's not just incidental fluff either, it always relates both to the themes of the show and the overarching main plot.

[Anonymous No.19648316]

Am I a good writer? Give me pointers before I write 5 more pages.

[Anonymous No.19648328]

Is 24 too late to start learning a new language?

[Anonymous No.19648338]

>>19648220
You're right about some things, but honestly the cultural malaise is too deep-seated, and issues of race/identity just aren't enough to make people care again. And honestly I can support this - even if America were entirely white, most of its issues would remain. This might sound bizarre, but I really believe no culture without a strong sense of morality or belief can really aspire to greatness in any sense.
>>19648328
No, not at all.

[Anonymous No.19648340]

Paul Mau'Dib is the best male character in ficition because he can run the universe but the thought of becoming a single father drives him to suicide, fucking pimp

[Anonymous No.19648348]

Americans please stop talking about the white race

[Anonymous No.19648377]

Why dosen't the western right just join the muslims they agree on like 99% of the things?

[Anonymous No.19648381]

>>19648377
The alcohol ban is a serious wedge unless you're Azeri or Turkish I think, what other muslim cultures drink alcohol?

[Anonymous No.19648382]

>>19648377
>they agree on like 99% of the things
You must be 18 to post here

[Anonymous No.19648384]

I just finished the trial and don't know what else to read out of the rest of my books. What do theres so many options

[Anonymous No.19648387]

>>19648377
As a far right French person this post is so funny and blatantly American to me lmao the far right hates the muslims

[Anonymous No.19648388]

>>19648377
I'll ally with Muslims against Jews in a second, and for purposes of cultural exchange, but I don't want Muslims or Islam in Europe.

[Anonymous No.19648392]

DONKEY KONG SAYS TRANS RIGHTS AND KILL ALL TERFS
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qW-gf4loc7U

[Anonymous No.19648406]

>>19648392
He would, 98% of "uwuu do i pass~ o.o" posts are made by people who look like Donkey Kong.

[Anonymous No.19648423]

Anyway, please no islam talk ITT, I already explained two threads ago why islam is a retrograde goat fucker religion which permanently sabotaged itself into being civilisationally stuck in the middle ages. I think that settled it. :) xo

[Anonymous No.19648431]

>>19648392
Yeaaahhh baby!

[Anonymous No.19648437]

>>19648348
I'm not thinking about the white race desu, just the cultural stagnation in developed countries nowadays

[Anonymous No.19648450]

>>19648437
I am referring to the "people" (American) higher up in the thread who are debating about "the white race" (?)
Very interesting, what cultural stagnation?

[Anonymous No.19648461]

>>19648220
It's funny because that so called universalism was a leftist ideals pushed by leftists and globalists, while the traditionalists didn't want in the first place to colonize. It's the leftists who pushed the idea that the white man had to conquer and civilize the non-white, the "right wing" political figures and intellectuals wanted to ignore them. France and the UK were the most touched. India doesn't matter and is irrelevant to the European struggle, maybe you're indian yourself and fool yourself idk. Overall this is all a convoluted cope, but there are some truth to it, not in the uniqueness of the situation but in the fact that it's never over until all the cards have been played.

Still, there is no war, the spiritual struggle is decentralized, the repugnancy some whites feel towards other cultures and people doesn't come from a desire to save their own, but from a desire to be left in peace while ignoring their own in favor of mindless consumerism. This is why Japan is loved, the toy makers of the world, they're not problematic at all, but their creations are as insidiously destructice if not more than some aspects Muslims or black show. This is why I believe it cannot work, despite what I said earlier about uncertainty, a war is fought offensively, not defensively.

[Anonymous No.19648468]

>>19648450
Well, you've noticed too how classical art forms aren't really evolving anymore, and even if they did they would have no impact on society because it's dominated by pop culture now. I am just restating postmodernism but it's something I think about often, I feel that our ancestors aspired for a certain vision of the future and it became warped in the process, mostly due to technology.

[Anonymous No.19648480]

>>19648461
Quite right, Spanish radicals known as their most Christian majesties, the Spanish inquisition, and the military orders from whence sprang the conquistadors were the leftists of their day

[Anonymous No.19648489]

>>19648461
>This is why Japan is loved, the toy makers of the world, they're not problematic at all, but their creations are as insidiously destructice if not more than some aspects Muslims or black show
How so?

[Anonymous No.19648548]

>>19648489
We have adult men old enough to be fathers posting and obessing over anime girls while talking about Pokemon for hours yet you fail to see how Japan undermined/is undermining Western Civilization.

[Anonymous No.19648567]

>>19648548
Most weeaboos become that way because their own country's culture has become too shitty

[Anonymous No.19648577]

>>19648468
>classical art forms aren't really evolving anymore
This is happening because communications and technologies have evolved beyond the mediums embraced by "classical" (what do you mean by this exactly?) art forms, in the same manner as genres like oral poetry disappeared after printing technologies appeared and gave rise to newer art forms like the novel. An art form does not exist independently of medium. Likewise the shape that the novel or poetry took in modernist times depended on the communications and technologies of that time. Ten centuries prior to the modernist era, most written material that existed was either theological or documentary/historical because most people couldn't even read. Communications affect the medium and art form.

In the XXIst century communication methods have changed so immensely, it is stupid to expect what we call "high culture" to immediately adapt. What you refer to as "pop culture", which has always existed and is really "folk art", is always quicker to adapt, because it is simple and non-referential in nature. Of course new forms of high art will arise, but being more complex high art takes more time to establish its ground. This has nothing to do with "artists aspiring for the future before but not anymore" (kek this is very idealistic), it has to do with the fact that "the world" has changed too much. If you know history of art and humanity you know that newer forms of art will appear.

>I feel that our ancestors aspired for a certain vision of the future and it became warped in the process,
"OUR" ancestors who? Who is we? My (Eastern European) ancestors were busy sacrificing fellow villagers to the local fire god up until the Xth century when they got forcibly evangelised. Then they were busy being fucked in the ass by the autocratic state, suffering famine and tyranny and serfdom. What vision for the future? How can you be so naive?

[Anonymous No.19648596]

>>19648548
Japan just got there first retard. It has nothing to do with their being uniquely Japanese.

[Anonymous No.19648605]

Classical art forms are only stagnating because culture is waiting for me to drop my sexy and epic next generation technology Gesamtkunstwerk.

[Anonymous No.19648623]

>>19648577
>Change exists
Well okay
>Some change is for the better
True
>Sometimes things get worse for a while and then seem better later
I'll grant you that
>Therefore, all change is for the better, and things will always get better soon if they're bad
Now wait just a m-
>Therefore, you should be complacent as Jews run all forms of media and academia, and all forms of media and academia coincidentally broadcast a 24/7 stream of "...chemically sterilizing and then castrating your prepubescent child is normal, let your child dance for adult gay men, all women need abortions, being high on weed all day is virtuous, life is about consuming and masturbating, prostitution is normal, don't shame your own daughter for becoming a prostitute..."

No thanks, I think I'll work to prevent some of these "changes" instead of waiting for "new forms of high art to arise."

[Anonymous No.19648673]

>>19648623
Very cool story, none of it pertains to what I said and you have not cited a single idea or sentence from my post. You will notice that I have refrained from using the words "for the better" or "for the worse" and I have not made qualitative evaluations - nor did I imply that "you should be complacent". This begs the question, who are you responding to exactly?

>No thanks, I think I'll work to prevent some of these "changes" instead of waiting for "new forms of high art to arise."
In what way exactly do you plan to single-handedly "stop" the historical dynamics of technological evolution? Also, where did I condone just sitting on your ass and passively waiting for a deus ex machina? You don't know me, maybe I personally plan to contribute to the newer forms of artistic expression I expect to arise.

[Anonymous No.19648696]

>>19648623
You have tunnel vision

[Anonymous No.19648703]

>>19648673
If you plan to resist forms of spiritual degeneration too, then there's no problem. But the tone of your post suggested the typical lax attitude of either a whiggish progressive, or a fatalistic historical materialist. Both of these sorts often appeal to "hey man this is just the way it's always been and always will be! New things will emerge, give it time :)" as a sneaky way of justifying complacency in the face of the dissolution of nations, religions, and traditions, and the soft genocide of ethnic groups.

If you don't agree with any of that then there's no problem.

[Anonymous No.19648709]

>>19648281
Go down more alcohol to kill yourself faster then
Your misery is your own making. You choose to continue it

[Anonymous No.19648728]

>>19648577
We're at the mercy of evolving communication methods for better or for worse. I fear that a literature and print-based society is just better in every metric than a digital society, since the latter is extremely vulnerable to propaganda which threatens the idea of Democracy upon which our nations are founded. The political situation in my own country has noticeably degraded in the past fifty years, and it is likely to get even worse.

[Anonymous No.19648751]

>>19648709
>taking off the trip to tell an alcoholic to kill himself and be a bully because you don't like that he rebuked you
>proving that you only gave "advice" to grandstand

Ugly soul.

[Anonymous No.19648786]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DoGDff8C1iY

[Anonymous No.19648803]

>>19648703
This has nothing to do with what I have said in my post and no I do not condone the ideas you are presenting. I am confused as to how one could even arrive to the conclusion I have implied any of this from reading my post.

[Anonymous No.19648823]

>>19648728
Why do you correlate printed literature and democracy? The golden age of printed literature took place at the time of monarchies and empires, in the XIXth centuy. Anyhow, whether democracy is a good political system is arguable.

[Anonymous No.19648825]

I want to bring back real imperialism

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » No.19648831]

>>19648825
That would be bad

[Anonymous No.19648854]

>>19648728
By the way printed literature is amazing for censorship and propaganda, it is not more resistant to propaganda than digital communications. Soviet Union? The Third Reich? No internet or digital technologies yet. Amazing, masterfully executed propaganda.

[Anonymous No.19648860]

>>19648803
These statements:
>Of course new forms of high art will arise
>newer forms of art will appear.
and your incredulity about the other poster's concern for "our" ancestors (yes, we have common ancestors) for transcendent ideals (which are "naive") are good indicators of a complacent progressive worldview, even if we weren't living at a time of deliberate assault on everything good and beautiful.

[Anonymous No.19648876]

>>19648854
The internet is a force for good against 20th century style propaganda, honestly. The issue is it brings problems of its own.
>No internet or digital technologies yet
I know. There is really no propaganda machine currently alive as powerful as the ones that existed in the first half of the 20th century, when you could conceivably form some kind of monopoly on the media people consumed.
>By the way printed literature is amazing for censorship and propaganda
Amazing? What makes you say that?
It's possible, of course, but emotional manipulation is scores easier to accomplish through something image-based as opposed to printed text that requires you to think it through and agree with it. Books themselves are not passive media but active, you have to think in order to process what you read.

[Anonymous No.19648903]

>>19648751
>implying im a triptranny
Stop posting about your alcoholism if you have no intent to fight it. It comes off as you being an attention whore

[Anonymous No.19648924]

>>19648860
>"our" ancestors (yes, we have common ancestors)
If you are Western European/American, and I am Eastern European, we DO NOT actually share common genetic snips, ethnically speaking. Beyond common ancestors from a very, very long time ago, of course. That’s a fun fact for you. In contemporary genetics Eastern and Western Europeans aren’t viewed as being the same genetic group. So with all due respect do not put me in your basket.
As for your accusation of me being “complacent and progressive” from “the tone of my post” - wherein I have not mentioned politics at all, I imagine that anything that you can’t immediately categorize into your narrow meme political compass sends your brain into Error 404? Anyway, I am technically a rightwinger.

[Anonymous No.19648950]

>>19648860
Forgot to mention, do you mean that newer forms of art like, won’t appear? Ever? In the history of humanity? Thinking they will appear is progressive and complacent? I am just someone who studies art history.

[Anonymous No.19648990]

>>19648924
Ancestry is more than genetics, and anyway you are being reductive again, and shifting goalposts. I'll refrain from wondering about your actual heritage, but I'm guessing your "Eastern European" ancestors were unusually itinerant.

>>19648950
Responding to someone complaining about the decline of art and the degeneracy of postmodernity by calling his concern "naive," implying that shared traditions don't exist across time, and assuring him that postmodernity will inevitably bear fruit (as opposed to being a dangerous illness that needs to be fought) is either a progressive view, or just complacent, or both, yes.

Maybe you should spend less time "studying art history" and more time experiencing historical art, since "studying" has made you more interested in casuistry than anything else.

[Anonymous No.19649024]

>>19647790
i am so horny i could fuck a hole through a concrete wall

[Anonymous No.19649053]

>>19648990
I will respond to what you said about my ancestry. Ancestry is more than genetics, and yet we do not have ancestry in common either. I am not anything you have implied, I am Russian. I am not Western European. I love being Russian, I love my historical heritage. The history, the culture, and the ethnicity of this land is, has always been, and will always be different from that of Western Europe. This is a unique nation with an absolutely unique destiny. I love it and no one will take it away from me.
The rest of your post is just funny. :)

[Anonymous No.19649061]

I wrote a short story this morning. I did a load of washing, went for a run, replied to some emails. I'm 2 weeks sober and trying to keep myself busy. I don't want to fall back into the snare of alcohol but life is just so mundane.

[Anonymous No.19649067]

>>19649053
If any of that is true, then you have nothing to be so defensive about. I still think your initial post could be misconstrued, and people who are concerned about the decline of art should be encouraged to think about these problems, not discouraged in the same way "descriptivist" linguists discourage people from taking the degeneration of language into ebonics and slang as a problem. Such linguists are always ideologically motivated (promoting degeneracy, excusing decay), as I felt your original post to be.

But if that was truly a misunderstanding, then who cares? Whether or not we agree on Russia's genetic makeup, I agree that Russia is unique (like every other European country, which doesn't negate their common ancestry either).

[Anonymous No.19649144]

>>19647790
Have you ever had the experience where you find a person on the internet and sort of–fall in love with them? I found someones WordPress blog and read its entirety, then I dug a bit more and found out they briefly wrote for a fashion magazine, I read all of their articles. the more of their writing I read the more I was fond of it.


i used to do a small little thing where i would play music and talk about the news, it was my own little radio show, and i had 10 or so listeners on a decent night. i enjoyed it a ton, but unfortunately it ended suddenly for me. so i decided to try twitch streaming, and while i have a small following there, i really don’t enjoy it as much as when i was doing my radio thing, I think its because i really like music and i had the flexibility to prepare mid show. i miss it.


i was thinking about the book fear and loathing in Las Vegas, and while i haven’t actually read it, the concept of it is very intriguing. i kinda would like to do journalism like that, perhaps for my school. i wouldn’t mind writing some snarky bullshit about an event i went to. new semester is starting up in a week so it might be a decent idea. my idea to marketing would be just to make a few qr code stickers and slap them around or hand out little cards with them on it. but the problem is that most people are pretty glued to their current favorite social media websites

i kinda want to get into Pinterest cause it seems like a pretty good system for mood boarding, but then again i really don’t like Pinterest at a fundamental level cause they make navigating the rest of the web much more of a pain in the ass. but it does seem like the best way to gather a cohesive sense of fashion or tattoo ideas or shit like that. but its probably just a waste of time like most other social media.

[Anonymous No.19649147]

Being alone is depressing. I hate being reliant on a woman for meaning or emotional stability. I didn't have a father figure. I hear this is common. Why is it so hard to make myself happy?

[Anonymous No.19649159]

>>19649147
Go on Grindr. There's plenty of men there who'll be your daddy

[Anonymous No.19649174]

>>19649147
>Why is it so hard to make myself happy?

1. You don't like yourself.
2. You don't know what will make you satisfied long-term.

[Anonymous No.19649208]

>>19648110
?

[Anonymous No.19649223]

Why are there female trannies? I get why a man would cut his dick off but I really will never understand women it seems.

[Anonymous No.19649248]

>>19649061
I believe in you anon. It only gets easier as you go on

[Anonymous No.19649354]

Manual or heavy, skilled labor is perhaps the only field in which I have not wanted to strangle someone for trying to socialize with me at work. There's something inherent to, say, steelworking or whatever that helps gel everyone involved together. I can see why the Soviet Union used so much industrial aesthetics in their propaganda
>t. machinist

[Anonymous No.19649445]

I feel quite sad that corporations and liberals have claimed this art style. I really like Alegria (aka Corporate Memphis), but I realize that were I to work at making my own art in this style, people would think I was a corporate shill.

[Anonymous No.19649677]

>>19648194
>>19648217
>>19648257
>>19648267
>>19648275
>>19648281
>>19648751
>>19648903
I am the OP of the original alcoholic post and I would just like to say, fuck you butters. Telling someone to do the opposite of what they are doing is not real advice.
I would also like to thank the other anon for assisting in the ongoing reveal that butters does not care about anons who suffer from real problems and just offers snarky, condescending and worthless advice.

[El Arcón No.19649681]

Can't upload PDFs on /lit/

[Anonymous No.19649717]

God bless Sakai. I'm literally a reactionary but posting them is the best way to make a leftist stfu.

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » No.19649758]

>>19649677
No. Fuck you , you attention whoring alcoholic sniveler. It is up to you to save yourself from this self destructive habit. Now kindly shit the fuck up. News of your drinking habit isn’t what’s on your mind.
You suffer some problem? WE KNOW. You don’t mention why you drink. Doesn’t matter really. You seem like you don’t want to share. You’re faulting me for not prying it out of you?
>worthless advice
It surely isn’t worthless. It isn’t disingenuous either. Truly get well, ya drunken fool.

[Anonymous No.19649793]

While I mostly think, despite it's wide range and variation in styles, anime and manga are little better than capeshit there are some things worthwhile in it
Legend of The Galactic Heroes is great, and I'm glad I finally starting taking the time to go through the OVA

[Anonymous No.19649805]

It’s like how I imagine being a long distance trucker is. Most of the time you’re alright, not too bad, you zone out, look at the trees, listen to the radio. Sometimes you stop and take in the view and it’s good and the sun lights up the world in just the right way and it makes you glad and it makes it feel like everything up until this point was worth it just to see the autumn leaves in that sunlit valley. As though it’s in exchange there are the low points too. Once every few months it’s raining, not even the fun loud scary rain, just gray boring drizzle for a few days. The traffic is bad and you’re tired of listening to the radio and you’re tired of zoning out. You think about how even though there are hundreds of people on this highway, inside your truck you are alone. And you’ve been alone for a long time.

[Anonymous No.19649849]

The first person in the modern West who responds to a political dispute by killing their opponent will reap great reward, but also usher in the new dark ages.

I feel like all the modern West has built to this. The removal of Christianity and its restraints. The polarization of society along political lines. The frustration with established political parties. The rise of unconvential politcal figures who flout rules and decorum, from Macron to Boris Johnson to Trump to Duterte. A general feeling of anger and wrath bubbling among the common people.

I really do think we're not far from some mayor or governor or regional leader responding to a serious challenge from a rival by having them and their associates killed. Everyone associates this with barbarism that has no place in the modern West. But how civilized is the West, these days? How civilized are we, really?

I think we are not at all far from a Western politician ordering his opponents to be killed. And that will make him very powerful because it will be a shocking event, something not seen in the Western world since the rise of Hitler. But it will also usher in the new dark age in the West because all vestiges of politeness will be removed and everyone will seek any advantage they can, up to and including simply killing their rivals for power.

[Anonymous No.19649853]

>>19649849
When the Senate made the decision to kill Gracchus to suppress him, they started more than a century of "anything goes."

[Anonymous No.19649854]

>>19649849
Have you read Spengler, by chance?

[Anonymous No.19649873]

>>19649853
Yes, agreed. I know my Roman history very well.

>>19649854
Haven't read him, but I've absorbed him a bit through osmosis from years on /lit/.

[Anonymous No.19649875]

>>19649805

I mean, the job’s okay. Usually I like the silence, the peace and quiet. It’s fun even, I listen to radio plays and audiobooks. But every few months like clockwork you get to thinking. Do I really want to be driving this truck for the rest of my life?
The worst of it is. And this is hard to say. Hard to admit. But.
Sometimes there’s a chance to get out of it, an old friend could get you a nice office job, you’re qualified for it and it would be interesting work. Or there’s an ad for a job you think you really would like. But that night at the truck stop you think it over. Maybe you’ve been trucking along for too long now and you can’t rebuild yourself for something else. You had that part time job dish washing back in high school and you remember how awful that was. You miss the interview, forget to call, back on the road. But it tears at you sometimes, every few months. The teeth of it sink that much deeper because you know you had the chance to take that job and you let it slip.
You’re still young, you’ll have so many other chances. Part of you knows that you want it and part of you tells you that no matter how many chances come you will always let them go. Because you were built that way from the start. You keep on driving, you turn on the radio again and there’s some comedian on and he tells a joke that hits in just the right spot. You feel the smile fight your lips for dominance and eventually win. He continues, into a whole story that sets up all the pins for the conclusion to knock away. You laugh and it feels good, the clouds are breaking up and there’s a good stretch of road ahead, quiet, with some good views of the Rocky Mountains. You like this guy, you’ll have to remember to look him up next time you stop. Maybe he has a Netflix special.

[Anonymous No.19649878]

>>19649223
What is not understandable. You’re not satisfied with your gender roles and you want the other gender roles. Simple really.

[Anonymous No.19649880]

>>19649873
I would highly suggest him, as you've hit upon the field which he described the most, but you likely know that as you seem like a smart man with good taste

[Anonymous No.19649883]

>>19649873
The ancient Romans came from the east, somewhere near present day India.

[Anonymous No.19649890]

>>19649873
>Haven't read him, but I've absorbed him a bit through osmosis from years on /lit/.
Dumbest thing I’ve ever read on this board, you think you can understand Spengler because you read people’s shitposts here? Nobody even understands him here.

[Anonymous No.19649891]

>>19649878
They want to be reduced or translate themselves into Turing Machines. They want a regimented a life as possible in that regard.

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » No.19649893]

>>19649883
That’s the Roma. Aka gypsies. No relation

[Anonymous No.19649915]

>>19649893
"It’s true: Etruscan culture can’t just be explained with a blood test. But the desire to understand exactly how they came to be in Italy is a legitimate question that continues to motivate scholars like Gorbachov.

“If you take these pieces of evidence — the textual, the linguistic, the genetic, the archeological and cultural-material — in isolation, then some of the pieces look inconclusive, some of them look iffy,” Gorbachov says. “But if you take them all together, and they all seem to point east.”

So from India by way of present day Turkey

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » No.19649935]

>>19649915
Book?

[Anonymous No.19649956]

>>19649891
No, not really

[Anonymous No.19649969]

>>19649935
https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2007/06/070616191637.htm

But ultimately it's literally *Indo-European*

[Anonymous No.19649977]

>>19647790
I'm scared and angry, I'm starting to realize I've really, reaaally fucking ruined not just my life and prospects, but those of the people I've gotten the closest to. I am sorry, I am beyond sorry and wish I could fucking wake up in 2010 again. If I don't kill myself I might just become an alcoholic.

[Anonymous No.19649996]

>>19649977
People exist in a bubble of ignorance and genealogical determinism, where's the free will until it's too late?

[Anonymous No.19650002]

>>19649996
Right there if you're aware of it. We might not have free will, but we certainly have free won't.

[your body, our choice No.19650008]

There's nothing new on the internet today, so bed it is for me.

[Anonymous No.19650010]

>>19650002
Not really, somethings can only be postponed causing all sorts of problems along the way, you just think you do.

[Anonymous No.19650020]

>>19650008
Yeah the internet has been boring today

[Anonymous No.19650022]

>>19650010
That's enough for me imo. This path was not inevitable even within the given parameters I started with. I can blame autism, the internet, whatever. In the end I know it could have branched out differently. It didn't and I have to live with it, but it's inevitable to regret it.

[Anonymous No.19650028]

>>19650008
I wish i had that sort of will, i just spend 5 hours refreshing the same shit hoping for something new

[Anonymous No.19650042]

>>19647790
>IMMA STRONG INDEPENDENT WOM*N
And how has closing without experienced workers been you stupid cunt?

[Anonymous No.19650057]

>>19647790
my stomach always hurts and i struggle to eat. i know it's not physical because i've been to doctors about it. i am constantly overwhelmed by anxiety, to the point i often feel i have to drink just to function in even a basic capacity. was Job wrong to curse the day of his birth? or was he altogether within reason? i regret a lot, but i don't necessarily regret that i was born

[Anonymous No.19650078]

>>19647790
I write out mean, funny comments that make me laugh and then delete them without posting because I'm scared the person I'm trolling might kill themselves. Am I a shitty person?

[Anonymous No.19650135]

started reading Stanislaw Lem again and I think he is pretty good.

[Anonymous No.19650190]

How are misfits treated.

I see the problem as a cultural one. We come to be in a world where everything and everyone has a place. And some just don't work out very well. Has anyone actually been far even as decided to use even go want to do look more like? My point is that I don't think so. -- We just don't fit in. We are outcasts in this world, we don't know how to act and that is the biggest problem. We don't know how to act. I say this is a cultural issue because knowing how to act directly connects to this issue. Everything has a time and place but because of things we have on our heads, things that are in our subconscious, a skewed vision of reality, an expectation, things go wrong. I like to think that the Jungian intuitive vs. sensor dichotomy explains well here. Sensors are way less likely to dream and wish and expect things to be a certain way. And most of the deep internet is full of intuitives. Non-normalfags most definitely. It can't be taken to a rule but it still applies very much so. Sensors fit in, they are made to fit in. They are the square shapes, fitting in square holes. Even their dreams are retarded. But specifically on dreams, even with more simple things in life, like on interactions with women, a sensor type is a bit less likely to fail because of the mental neurosis obstacles. Because they don't have dreams. They are braindead, they don't think, they see and respond. Now this can be a big advantage in most parts of life, but let's say you had very capitalistic dreams, making it big, having a creative output, well then the other type wins here by far. It's simple not made for them, they are fillers of the public.

But besides all the MBTI stuff, it is mental neurosis that gets in front of people's thinking, people here that is. We have the weirdest dreams, unfitting, suffering. People with common sense try to fit in the world, people without it try to change it. As much common sense has (I guess?) some advantages, it is mostly for the simple minded. The problem with common sense is that the common man is a fool. What you have to do is take your neurosis and put it to work. From the example earlier, if it's a woman you want, it can also provide you extremely valuable creativity. Make it work. That is right now what I'm figuring out in life.

[Anonymous No.19650203]

>>19650042
This stupid cunt you’re talking to, is she in the room with you right now?

[Anonymous No.19650204]

>>19650057
start going to the gym bro. get a good trainer. and you'll start eating properly and see the result

[Anonymous No.19650259]

>>19650057
anxiety and anger usually cause stomach issues. it's either >>19650204 and/or getting a therapy.

[Anonymous No.19650283]

>>19647790
I want a cute femboy to press his flat chest on mine

[Anonymous No.19650305]

>>19647790
I will get drunk again today.
I fucking hate everything, only useless action, only normies agitating around, fuck this shit, I need to escape this prison. Alcohol keeps me alive in this hell but is not enough, is only a delay, a pause if you like, but no permanent change. I am sorry for my self but I feel that I don't have the power to change my fate, only an exterior intervention can save me, God I need you...

[Anonymous No.19650312]

>>19650078
You're too Catholic or just trolling

[Anonymous No.19650361]

>>19650283
God me too

[Anonymous No.19650406]

>>19650204
>>19650259
i definitely need to improve my physical fitness. i think that'll do a lot for me. that said, i don't think that will *resolve* my problems, only mitigate them. i've tried conventional therapy multiple times and truly hate it. every dipshit that ever took an interest in psych 101 became a certified social worker and started proselytizing their pseudoscientific bullshit to the masses. i want nothing more to do with it. i grew up with dudes that became therapists and can say with confidence they're no more qualified than the general population.
>>19650078
i also have this problem. it's normal to feel the impulse to type these comments and you shouldn't feel guilty for that. so long as you don't deliberately post things to antagonize people, you're doing fine.

[Anonymous No.19650419]

>>19647790
book reccs for people joining a military organization that will inevitably order you to kill people?

[Anonymous No.19650430]

Do you guys think being a weeaboo is a bad thing? I don't like to admit it, but sometimes I catch myself thinking I want to live in Japan and date a Japanese chick, and then I feel ridiculous for having that desire. Like it's a childish fantasy of abandoning my current life and all the problems it has to some totally foreign place where I can pretend everything is different.

But the weird thing is I don't feel this way about moving to other places, like the UK or France or something. These countries are all very different from North America, but only moving to Japan seems weird to me, in terms of staying there permanently. Does anyone know what I mean?

[Anonymous No.19650457]

>>19650406
stop thinking and start doing bro, get your body working

[Anonymous No.19650461]

>>19649890
he didn't say he understood him dumbass, "absorbed" can mean anything, yeah no shit you won't understand Spengler without reading him but you can still have a very general idea of his philosophy and views through other means

[Anonymous No.19650475]

3 months off cigarettes and I realize life truly feels less dynamic without them.

[Anonymous No.19650556]

>>19650475
Is there a reason you went cold turkey rather than just cutting down? I smoke way less than I ever used to and if I'm out of money and unable to buy cigarettes its really no big deal anymore. I can never see myself quitting them entirely though unless I had kids or something like that. I feel like a cig every now and then isn't that bad for you and if it is well then the damage was already done.

[Anonymous No.19650559]

So bored these holidays I'm just chatting with random Chinese chicks on dating apps for the sake of having a conversation. It takes me back to Internet cafe days.

[Anonymous No.19650585]

>>19650461
>you can still have a very general idea of his philosophy and views through other means
No, no you can't, really. It's like saying you understand quantum physics from a wikipedia article. But now I see, this is why they say no one on /lit/ reads.

[Anonymous No.19650624]

I’m stuck in this fucking pit again contemplating suicide. I’ve been here before a number of times and always think i’m never going to get out but I somehow come out of it. This time it’s lasting longer. I’ve completely withdrawn from everyone. I dont have the will to have a basic conversation with my own family. I want to get out of this. I don’t know what to do.

[Anonymous No.19650680]

this makes me sick to my stomach for some reason
I don't understand this world

[Anonymous No.19650801]

>>19648053
God bless anon, wagmi

[Anonymous No.19650879]

The feminine mystique is dead and buried. Sex is completely disenchanted. Its an age of raw appetite encoded into a morality that doubles as its own commodification. No promise of anything meaningful. Competition intensifies as all prizes turn to dust. To compete becomes its own reward. You can defy gravity so long as you don't look down No message, only medium. Lines drawn vampirize vitality as transgression becomes a matter of having the correct papers. There is a place in the narrative for your mass-murder-suicide prepared ahead of time. Retro-Euthanasia : Removing your birth from the timeline becomes a matter of self-care. What is the point of suicide if you have already lived? KNOW YOUR MEME wages shadow war with the Internet as ad-hoc cult generator. Validity is guaranteed by origins lost to time. GOOD PARENTING: Which App grooms your child the least? Roblox Uyghur Camp DEBUNKED. Nostalgia machine jammed by History. COMMUNISM WITH MR.BEST CHARACTERISTICS. Buzzwords as cultural critique.

[Anonymous No.19650885]

>>19650879
Bend over whore, I'll feminine mystique this bussy

[Anonymous No.19650891]

>>19650680
>STOP MAKING MEMES I'M GOING INSANE!!!!!!

[Anonymous No.19650909]

>>19647848
This is called the Ballmer Peak. It happens to everyone anon. I imagine Europeans are able to thread the balance far better than Americans. And I say that as a burger myself.

>The Ballmer Peak, a reference to Steve Ballmer of Microsoft, holds that imbibing alcohol improves cognitive ability, up to a point–a variation of the Yerkes-Dodson law, which shows a correlation between arousal and performance

[Anonymous No.19650917]

Ayn Rand is stupid.

[Anonymous No.19650924]

>>19648194
Contrapoints is the only bread-tuber I enjoy. Oh and she's a tranny, she could be a kindred spirit of yours except she's not insufferable and actually posts meaningful content.

[Anonymous No.19650940]

>>19650909
Holy shit did this inspire Druk?

[Anonymous No.19650982]

>>19650624
is there anything you still enjoy that is not harmful? (I count drugs/alcohol/porn here, but I don't mean to be sanctimonious and you do you senpai) just lay in bed and eat chocolate if you can still taste shit. listen to music you liked as a teen. take your time. you're healing. I think depression is, at least a lot of the time, the pain of healing. Lord knows but I think so.

[Anonymous No.19651061]

Ok, I'll try to phrase this better because I've already posted it 10 times without getting a response to my incoherent nonsense. I'm looking for a book that explains the problem and helps me with it. Let's take the 21 meme clip for example. Let's imagine that this meme, which appears to have been shot in North America, was actually filmed in the middle of nowhere in Siberia. While there is of course no reason to assume this, it is not unrealistic. It's that potential that gets me. As does the left's obsession with authenticity, that much could be staged, that many things that appear to be connected are in fact only pretending to be. Moreover, these little pieces of fake evidence also imply consequences which the viewer believes to be concluded by himself, thus subconciously assuming authenticity, but in reality these fragments were only baits. I am looking for the science of ordering these fragments. The second problem I have is a constant "emotional-aesthetic relativization" of the present, something similar to Fear Of Missing Out. Basically a constant recognition of the fragments in my own everyday life, fragments that are composing my own emotions, fragments that are potentially arbitrary. For example, when I walk at a foggy evening, listening to music, there are too many contexts questioning the moment, it's not "real" in a certain way, because of all the contexts that are not integrated in the present decision of taking a walk. My walk happens in the context of a mongolian boxing match, chaturbate porn livestreams, people suffering and if we want to blur the line between fiction and reality, in Bikini Bottom. The burden of potential.

[Anonymous No.19651065]

>>19649354
working hard with your body is incredibly rewarding, healthy and satisfying based on what little, little experience I have.
>inb4 construction-worker anon tells me about his aches and pains and bills
ok probably, fair enough, but the sweat off your brow man. life radiates through one.

[Anonymous No.19651257]

Twinks with lip piercings.

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » No.19651333]

>>19649969
>https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2007/06/070616191637.htm
Thank you. Sounds interesting

>>19650924
He’s a tool. A stooge psyops. I now see the pushing of this channel to be on the same level as the Jordan Peterson astroturfing
https://youtu.be/GC-81f-Penc
“Insufferable”! Ha!

[Anonymous No.19651462]

>>19651061
I think the solution is to stop thinking so much and just exist a bit more
you're trying to make sense of the absurd

[Matteo Maria Boiardo No.19651478]

>>19647790
Another satanist star, I defend myself with the Bible and Aquinas.

[Anonymous No.19651649]

I feel good

[Anonymous No.19651669]

>>19651333

Good share. Fuck YouTube.

[Anonymous No.19651681]

>>19649849
>The first person in the modern West who responds to a political dispute by killing their opponent will reap great reward, but also usher in the new dark ages.
So what about the people who killed:
>MLK Jr.
>Malcolm X
>Robert Kennedy
>JFK
And someone attempted to kill a Republican congressman (Steve Scalise) a few years back. If you want to get conspiratorial, what about Epstein or even Seth Rich?

It's not even mentioning the discourse these days. Liberals, in the United States at least, would love nothing more than to be able to line up and shoot all conservatives. Leftists would love to do the same as well. And frankly many conservatives would love to do the reverse. This isn't even mentioning all the ethnic tensions. People daydreaming about "the day of the rope" on /pol/ or celebrating declining white populations on mainstream social media is not healthy but it's where we are at. My point is that the new dark ages, as you put it, have already begun, they began decades ago.

[Anonymous No.19651781]

I dont know the appropriate time to use these two thingys ; :

[Anonymous No.19651836]

>>19651781
: for starting lists.
; for separating items in a list (and also joining two related sentences)

[Anonymous No.19651853]

Yesterday I posted on Instagram a small poem, some kind of satyrical canto based on the city I live. The result so far was satisfying, and I'm prud of my work that took almost a month, and also it has been the first time I publish one of my writings. The problem was that on this forsaken platform I didn't get the "virtual appreciation" I expected, despite being something innovative that nobody has done before. I mean, for a month of work I got much less success than my others project that took a few days to finish. Call me shallow, but I thought that this hard work would have "uplifted" a bit my social status. Instead, at least for now, from that point of view it seemed all vain.

[Anonymous No.19652082]

>>19651462
Thanks + thanks for reading Anon

[Anonymous No.19652102]

>>19647790
WHY IN THE FUCK DON'T I HAVE MORE MONEY WHY DIDN'T I GET A PHD STUDENT POSITION THIS FALL I WAS LITERALLY ONE PLACEMENT OFF AND NOW I'M GOING TO BE BROKE
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

[Anonymous No.19652153]

I’ve been wandering since 2011.

[Anonymous No.19652197]

In fact i do know love
For i love Elliot
And when i get sad, i need only remember how he lives in my heart
A reminder of his gift to me and all like me
That i will never be alone again

[Anonymous No.19652200]

>>19651853
>something innovative that nobody has done before
That was your mistake. You need to post the exact same thing other people are posting in order to get attention

[Anonymous No.19652218]

I could use career advice, but have nowhere to go to get it.

[Anonymous No.19652236]

>>19648129
i agree

[Anonymous No.19652332]

>>19651065
Precisely. If you're smart about it, eat healthy, and exercise outside of work you can reduce or even outright ignore the concerns of bodily wear and tear if you're lucky.
Physical labor really is is good for the soul

[Anonymous No.19652362]

>>19652218
Try career counselors if you're in school or r*ddit and /adv/ if you're not. You'll get 90% bad advice but someone may say something good by mistake.

[Anonymous No.19652649]

https://twitter.com/m0neymiami/status/1475653639993794560

[Anonymous No.19652714]

>>19652362
I don’t even know what to ask. I don’t have so many questions about what to do as I have regrets over what I’ve done.

[Anonymous No.19652715]

>>19652218

Hey I'm pretty good. Try me.

[Anonymous No.19652769]

My grandma might be dying and I'm sad. She has pneumonia and has been intubated and sedated for I think a day.
I should probably go up and be there in case she dies. She is the family member I care for the most. I want to live on and live a good life for her sake. If she comes out of this alive I will tell her this.
I'm getting tired of reading Greek stuff but I feel the need to "complete" reading the Greeks before I move on to the romans. I also have no desire to read history. Herodotus is fun because of all the myth-like tales of seers and omens and kings he weaves in, I couldn't make it more than a few pages into Thucydides' work.
My lower back hurts after deadlifts and I have no friends and I keep coming up with excuses to not post form online.

[Anonymous No.19652775]

You have to be a weirdo to get published. This has always been the case. So unless you're a trans lgbt astrologer who is obsessed with race, you are boring and you will never get published.

[Anonymous No.19652782]

>>19650430
Do what you want. Stop listening to internet and irl assholes

[Anonymous No.19652914]

>>19650430
I know exactly what you mean, and I’m not sure if it’s a bad thing but I do think it’s more or less natural for a certain type of person.

[Anonymous No.19652920]

I wish I was an island boy drinking kiwi wine.

[Anonymous No.19652946]

I have a few sociopathic internet stalkers. Should I just block them?
No... I like their company.
But I'm afraid they're going to hurt me. Some of them have fake profiles.
Not me

[Anonymous No.19652966]

>>19651853
>imagine attempting to be innovative
The moment I started blatantly copying the imagery and form of zoomer music, I instantly got way more engagement. Of course I hate this and will continue my path to attempting atleast slightly to deviate from the pull of the stream but know that it is an unreasonable, impossible task.

[Anonymous No.19652969]

I am an ISFP and schizophrenic. There are commonly gifted schizophrenics that are INFPs.
But my S and N trait were 51% and 59% respectively. I scored a 116 on an online IQ test recently. I feel retarded but a lot better than average. And yet, that's somehow inadequate to actual genius's like Terrence Tao who I admire the intellectual power of. If I had that intellect I would have probably succeeded in math and psychoanalysis like I want to. But I can't sit still at a computer though (without social media), which is a defectin this day and age. I belong outdoors. Or to be occupied as a doctor. Or just a musician. What the fuck is the difference between intuition and observation? I have both equally and I am always analytical as to which I should intending to spend time as. (They are energy traits) FUH

[Anonymous No.19652975]

>>19650430
It's not bad because it's evil, it's bad because it doesn't correspond to reality. There are innumerable videos on youtube trying to explain to otakus and weebs that Japan is not what they think it is and they will be burned out after six months of living there. Also you will never get a Japanese waifu unless she is westernized city trash, and if she is you will be competing with trashy expat Chads for her used up pussy. The only women interested in foreigners are women exiled from acceptance by their own people, losers and damaged goods.

[Anonymous No.19652980]

>>19651853
anon submit it to the passage prize contest

[Anonymous No.19652985]

>>19652969
51 and 49 percents*

[Anonymous No.19652996]

it's called /lit/ not /writ/

[Anonymous No.19653001]

The only two things I like about Japan anymore (after losing interest in children's cartoons because 2nd person perspective and, they're boring) are Zen Buddism. Ya dig?

[Anonymous No.19653006]

>>19652996
Anon /writ/ is /lit/ as fuck. You ever create stories and intuit things from what you read? It's called critical reading. Writing your udnerstanding of life down and making new results out of it is Anglo as fuck

[Anonymous No.19653016]

>>19652975
Lol did you know you type like a real retard

[Anonymous No.19653024]

>>19651257
<3
Fuck yeah, good taste

[Anonymous No.19653033]

>>19650982
Thanks. The only thing i enjoy doing now is sleeping. I try to sleep as much as possible. The scond i wake up the thoughts come rushing back. I wish i somehow knew if this was it, like this is the time i’m going to kill myself. Or if i am eventually going to emerge out of this. Waiting and not knowing is a nightmare.

[Anonymous No.19653077]

>getting booster next week
I hope it wont end me, already took 2 jabs.

[Anonymous No.19653168]

We have a telepath on the line. Supposedly..

[Anonymous No.19653390]

They have been playing the LotR trilogy on TV here recently. Man, what an absolutely marvelous and epic set of movies. An almost flawless adaption of fantasy.

When will we see another adaption like this for another book series again? GoT had potential, but both the writer and the producers completely shit the bed.

[Anonymous No.19653410]

>>19653390
I also mean this in terms of cultural impact. Another Ben-Hur, so to speak.

[Anonymous No.19653434]

Why delete my reddit thread?? My face is really angry right now.

[Anonymous No.19653441]

>>19653434
But tranny janny doesn't delete shit like >>19652009

[Anonymous No.19653558]

You're all huge bores.

[Anonymous No.19653572]

>tfw antisemitism is starting to make more sense than i thought it would

[Anonymous No.19653573]

>>19653434
Because mentioning Reddit brings out the spergs.

[Anonymous No.19653589]

>>19653001
I wish Japan would undergo a religious revival around militant Buddhism and throw off all the decay of the post-WW2 world forced on it.

[Anonymous No.19653638]

>>19653589
stuff like the middle east really is like a wild cart y'know. Isn't blood heavier than freedom?

[Anonymous No.19653996]

>>19652980
I don't know what it is, but anyway my canto of course is in italian

[Anonymous No.19654053]

>>19653572
That's how it typically is, yeah

[Anonymous No.19654109]

>>19653572
Anti-semitism, racism, misogyny.
In chan's freedom you peek truths and come to realize that most dont desire freedom because it requires staring in the face the ugliness which is inherent to the open air.

[Anonymous No.19654117]

Dont think I have the capacity to truly enjoy literature lads.

[Anonymous No.19654134]

>>19653390
strange, i dont think ive ever seen LOTR on tv. i haven't watched cable in years though

[Anonymous No.19654311]

I feel like I have no personality, what I think as think my interests and traits are mostly just lies I told and imposed to myself at some point to fill a void of personality, instead of developing one spontaneously.
Sometimes I have this thought about things, for example I question myself if I truly enjoy X or Y thing or if I truly tend to act in a W or Z way or if I subconsciously told myself I had be like that for whatever reason and that is not who I truly am.

[Anonymous No.19654343]

If you would stop blaming all your personal problems on women and jewish people, you might actually achieve something in life

[Anonymous No.19654365]

>>19654343
if you would start blaming usury on jews and female frivolity on women, you might stop being such a high achiever at being a feckless faggot in life

[Anonymous No.19654367]

Candle (Son of a Witch) is Katia and that makes me so gay. The Maunts are the apothecaries.

[Anonymous No.19654387]

>>19654365
that's not an argument, my point stands. stop being a whiny lil bitch

[Anonymous No.19654406]

porn is the only interesting thing in my life

[Anonymous No.19654411]

>>19653572
antisemitism is midwit cope

[Anonymous No.19654419]

>>19654387
it's not whining to diagnose cancer, retard. continue being a FAGGOT forever.

[Anonymous No.19654428]

>>19654419
>it's not whining
really, because all i can hear is "bah bah bah bah"

[Anonymous No.19654587]

>>19647808
What does /lit/ drink?

[Anonymous No.19654597]

>>19647790
does talent really exist?

[Anonymous No.19654599]

>>19654343
don't kid yourself, these people would be failures anyway anon

[Anonymous No.19654602]

>>19654587
beer because I'm boring
ouzo if I'm feeling special

[Anonymous No.19654633]

I can feel another episode bubbling up. I hope this is the one that finally kills me. I'm so tired of it all.

[Anonymous No.19654640]

>>19654633
Dubs confirm

[Anonymous No.19654664]

>>19654633
Same boat friend

[Anonymous No.19654667]

>>19654633
Adieu

[Anonymous No.19654670]

>>19647790
I don't think I've yet realized how weird I am

[Anonymous No.19654676]

>>19654633
kill it first

[Anonymous No.19654680]

>>19654587
currently moskovskaya

[Anonymous No.19654790]

>>19647840
don't agree with the trans part, but you make an interesting point about ugliness

[Anonymous No.19654817]

I'm having to self-isolate and I could probably finish my book with these 10 days off from work.

[Anonymous No.19654892]

>>19652969
Mane dont overthink the binary 16p nonsense. Similar scales are used in real personality science today, difference is that there are way more grey areas and underlying complexities than theyve thought back in the 1940s when mbti was made. Many things seemed like opposites and two choices while they arent, you can be intuitive and observational. Being 49%/51% is actually the average score for most people, so it is its own thing instead of you being inbetween something.
The mbti trait Intuition is called openness to experience today + this trait has subtraits with their own scores, getting really deep and accurate. Google or search yt for that trait for quality info

[Anonymous No.19654907]

>>19647790
My sex life brings so much drama. I should take the celibate pill but pussy is too good and young girls are the most beautiful thing

[Anonymous No.19654950]

>>19654587
my favorite thing lately has been the Arizona brand iced teas, and the "freed earth" iced teas, and i like gin and tonics with lots of lemon and lime in them, but that shit is too expensive so 99% of the time its ultra cheap whiskey/vodka/beer for me. I think out of the cheap stuff, a whiskey with canada dry gingerale is probably the best

[Anonymous No.19654981]

>>19648136
based. be dispelled the morbid irradiation pilled soul supressing gender bending hegelian spiritual disease nonsense.

that one charge goes for Grichka Bogdanoff
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[Anonymous No.19655100]

I have come to realize that my disgust for anti-white rhetoric, forms of racebaiting and whatnot aside, grows from knowledge that it is a thin veneer to just lower all standards across the board

[Anonymous No.19655107]

There's something revolting about almost every eSports professional player but I can't put my finger on it

[Anonymous No.19655112]

>>19655107
Does this capture it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=08Ju7nel5cQ

[Anonymous No.19655116]

>>19655100
Sometimes I spam anti-white stuff on /sci/ to get tons of guaranteed (You)s which for whatever reason make me feel good. Before you give me grief for it, I literally have a kink for interracial porn where white guys fuck Indian woman (I'm Indian), so it all balances out.

[Anonymous No.19655124]

>>19655116
I have a question, but it is incumbent on whether you are an Indian in America or in India, and in turn whether you are 1st generation or not

[Anonymous No.19655130]

>>19655124
In America (but ancestors from India), 2nd gen on mom's side and 1st on dad's.

[Anonymous No.19655143]

>>19655116
Is the race thing "real" for you and that's why you get off on cuckolding shit involving it, or is it just another way to make the fantasy fucked up? Like a black guy who's into femdom fapping off to slavery

At least if it's the second, it's just a really messed up fantasy, I guess you could keep it contained and secret. But if it's the first one and there is a kernel of truth to feeling inferior to another race, that's not good bro, and I say this as a racist.

[Anonymous No.19655144]

>>19654670
I thought I was normal too until I was forced to interact with people after getting a job. It isn't a single thing I can isolate, its like joining a band and not being able to play any instruments.

[Anonymous No.19655152]

>>19655130
Ah, my question was going to be 'why are Indians in India/1st gen modern day Shudras just...like that'. Thank you for humoring me, Anon.
Does anti-white stuff usually garner that much hate on /sci/? I thought it was mostly just math and chemistry

[Anonymous No.19655177]

>>19654587
Gas station red wine

[Anonymous No.19655187]

>>19655143
Honestly, I don't think it's an inferiority thing although I am into BDSM and the like as a submissive too. I just like interracial stuff: WMIF, BMWF, WMBF, AMWF, IMBF, whatever. This is going to sound twisted but I think the real kink is "corruption", and for whatever reason interracial sex seems corrupting. At the end of the day I'm just a coomer.

>>19655152
>Does anti-white stuff usually garner that much hate on /sci/? I thought it was mostly just math and chemistry
/sci/ is mostly IQ stuff, racebaiting, climate change denial, and anti-covid vaccine threads these days. The only bring spot is space stuff.

[Anonymous No.19655192]

>>19655187
I suppose that's a lot less harmful than if you had just been someone who wants to be degraded so badly that they allow it to infect or draw upon their real life inferiority feelings. In a way your coomerism protects you.

Is James Webb doing ok?

[Anonymous No.19655204]

I thought 4chan gave me a slight contempt for men but I realize most men really are mindless coombrains chasing pussy and masculine gratification. I don't think I could ever spend the rest of my life attached to a creature like that, let alone have a child with it.

[Anonymous No.19655208]

>>19654587
Water, milk, and canned pre-workout.
>>19655204
And what of the men who do not fit into the category of 'most'?

[Anonymous No.19655210]

>>19655204
Keep in min we are quite literally bottom of the barrel men, so not the best sample for what men are like.

[Anonymous No.19655216]

>>19655204
>most men really are mindless chasing masculine gratification
FTFY
It's the culture.

[Anonymous No.19655224]

>>19655187
I see, thank you for explaining

[Anonymous No.19655225]

>>19655204
The price of women's liberation from traditional strictures and femininity was men's liberation from any obligation to see women as anything other than desirable sex objects.

[Anonymous No.19655241]

>>19655225
>Sweden
Honestly if you live in Europe you're fine. Sooner or later the Muslims will take over and their strict gender norms will run European society. Things will go back to how they have been pre-1960s. It's America and Canada which are truly fucked.

[Anonymous No.19655266]

>>19655210
Yes I realize that but it's not just in here, it's everywhere. And yeah there are exceptions to the rule but the task of finding such a guy is monumental. Fair enough for what's at stake (true happiness) but maybe it's not for everyone.
>>19655225
Men did not need feminism or modernity to do that.
>that age chart
Only proves how fickle men are. You could get married but you'd still risk it all for a 20 year old, regardless how loving your wife is. Don't understand why it's reposted so much.

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » No.19655478]

>>19654597
Yes!

[Anonymous No.19655558]

>>19647790
It's strange how the older I get the worse my concentration is. When I was a teen I could spend entire days reading.

[Anonymous No.19655675]

>>19655204
As men every pursuit to distinguish oneself is intertwined with the general goal of getting pussy To varying degrees each one is wired to gain control over the material world (through work, gaining ststus etc) to get as much sex as possible. This is just the forces at work it's stupid but necessary. If you're having trouble with high status men then its just a consequence of the Sharpest Lives because as your power increases so does corruption unfortunately.

[Anonymous No.19655745]

>>19655675
>having trouble with high status men then its just a consequence of the Sharpest Lives because as your power increases so does corruption unfortunately.
What do you mean by Sharpest Lives? All I can find is a My Chemical Romance song about drug abuse and a relationship. If you're saying gaining high status is like a drug that comes at the price of losing your own soul, I agree, but I don't know if I'm jumping a rail here or something.

[Anonymous No.19655759]

>>19655152
A good piece of work I read from an Indian American scholar on (what I think is) the gist of your topic:

>There is a certain pervasive and inescapable toxicity (biological, chemical, and psychological) that exists in India, which leads to even wealthy people born there to end up much shorter, physically weaker, and less attractive than a person of the same genetics would be in a better environment (see 'Indian Americans' below). This pattern is pervasive, and, again, affects wealthy people all the same. As evidence, observe how poorly India does at the Olympics, vs. the fact that Indians born in the West have a much higher proportion of top-tier athletes in their ranks. More subjectively, the average Western-born Indian woman would place at about the 85th percentile of looks among young women from prosperous backgrounds of the same age in India. There is little awareness of this, and even wealthy Indians have too little exposure to the outside world to even notice (or otherwise choose to nurture a denial). But this comprises a massive and preventable wastage of human capital.

>Indian Americans: Indian Americans are the most successful nation-categorized ethnic group in the US by household income, bar none. This is atypical, as it is commonplace for immigrants from poor countries to underperform in the United States as well. There is no other example where the diaspora in the US has anywhere near as large a gap with the prosperity of the original country. As this fact is not yet widely known, when it becomes such, many things about US and international geopolitics will adjust in surprising directions.

>It is often claimed that the Indians in the US are the 'cognitive elite' of India, but that is not quite true. Why would that be more true of India than of China, or Russia, or Brazil, or Pakistan? In my experience, the Indians in the US come from the Top 20% of India, ranked by intelligence, but not weighted towards the Top 1% by any stretch, as is sometimes claimed by those who want to minimize Indian-American success. Many of the wealthiest Indians in the US are owners of hotel and gas station networks, rather than elite white collar professionals with advanced degrees.

>Despite this success, foreign-born Indian Americans have a relatively low assimilation index in the United States, at least in terms of measures outside of economic success. They are quick to limit their socializing to not just other Indians, but others from the same sub-ethnicity if enough of those people are to be found in their town. For this reason, the generation gap between US-born children of Indian immigrants and their parents is among the highest of any ethnic group. Of course, the assimilation rate of the US-born 2nd generation is the only one that matters, as the foreign-born parents eventually fade out.

[Anonymous No.19655760]

>>19648257
how much for a shit pic?

[Anonymous No.19655763]

>>19655152
>>19655759
cont.

>>I am disgusted to see some Indian-Americans trying to cash in by packaging themselves as 'anti-white' propagandists. This is extremely unwise and entirely without justification, since white Americans and Canadians are the least racist white people on Earth; Indians wouldn't be so successful here if most whites were racist towards Indians. Plus, Indians partaking in this are appropriating the real historical oppression of African Americans and Native Americans by doing so. It is far better to be seen as a 'model minority' than a 'hostile elite' (the only two choices available given the low assimilation rate of Indians), particularly when one can point out, with full justification, that these individuals are free to leave and go to India rather than complain over here. They are also abusing the fact that to Americans, India is the second most favorably perceived non-Western country and most favorably perceived country in the world among those without an advanced economy. Furthermore, the aforementioned types of Indians tend to get onto trends that are already peaking and in decline, and are a reliable indicator of such.

[Anonymous No.19655818]

>>19655760
Hush anon, as butters says - "there's no such pictures of this"

>>/lit/thread/S19407570#p19413995

[Anonymous No.19655831]

I want to be a short, bald, black girl.

[Anonymous No.19655837]

The guy who made those threads critiquing the nature of comedy and laughter a few months back had genuinely unique, controversial insights. A shame this board is populated by pseuds, /v/edditors, and twitter users who promptly chased him off.

[Anonymous No.19655852]

even if I spend every moment of the rest of my life reading I will not read everything. I won't even read everything I want to read.

[Anonymous No.19655888]

>>19655852
I know that feel bro, the same shit with movies and games and music

[Anonymous No.19655908]

>>19655852
>>19655888
Who fucking cares

[Anonymous No.19655956]

>>19655837
Got the archived links? I see a lot of gems here I can never end up finding again through waruso because they get lost in the void.

[Anonymous No.19655960]

>>19655908
your mom

[Anonymous No.19655977]

I read a comment years ago about catcher in the rye asking why he raped his sister and ever since then I just took it as a given that it happened in the book. I finally got around to reading the book today and the whole time I was expecting a rape scene and wondering how the fuck he would get to a point of raping his 10 year old sister and how it would be done in such a way that this book is used in highschools and it never happened.

[Anonymous No.19655979]

>>19655759
>>19655763
Thank you very much, Anon. This is precisely what I was looking for

[Anonymous No.19656090]

>>19655745
yeah I was referring to the song. i find the song to be representative of the problems 'sharp' (or powerful) people have. basically they're always at odds with morality because either nature or circumstances allow them to defy it with more ease than the less powerful.

[Anonymous No.19656098]

>>19647790
>They turned in their two weeks notice
I always knew you were a pussy that couldn't handle mere labor like this

[Anonymous No.19656110]

excited for new year's, this year will be different

[Anonymous No.19656150]

Lately, I seem to want to die at the slightest inconvenience. Any anons feel this way before?

[Anonymous No.19656162]

>>19647790
i am going to join the french foreign legion and kill poor people in Djibouti for the sake of my own personal growth/career advancement

[Anonymous No.19656227]

I took a relative to the city hospital this week.

The three main hospitals are at 100% capacity with covid. The ER has a 40 hour wait time, which we attempted to begin. There was vomit, blood, and god-knows-what everywhere. People had been waiting on gurneys for days.

The woman ahead of us was having a heart attack. She was doubled over in agony as her pacemaker failed. She was told by the rude black security woman that has to wait "fowty hours like errvryone else."

I went outside and made some phone calls. I found an ER about twenty miles away in a white community with about a 10 hour wait. As I walked back in, the pacemaker woman was "going home to die," in her own agonized words. Security asked if she was my mother. I said no, but she's going to die soon if she doesn't get attention. They were indifferent.

I wonder if she's dead? Anyway, its a good thing I got my relative out of there and to a much nicer place. Security nearly didn't let me back in to retrieve her. Wanded me down and made me spread 'em like a prisoner.

I'm self-isolating as I had to go into the covid isolation room of the waiting room to retrieve a wheelchair. Very sad. Hot young chicks on the floor with oxygen tanks.

I should be more shocked, but as a pessimist, none of this is really out of place.

[Anonymous No.19656234]

>>19656227
Had a friend who worked an EMT job and he said during the height of COVID 90% of the deaths were probably from regular illnesses and heart attacks not getting an ambulance or sitting in the hospital waiting room for hours, shit that would have been a minor inconvenience a month earlier was now a death sentence because you can't get the basic medical care for it.

[Anonymous No.19656241]

At the beginning of 2021 I told myself you know what I'm not gonna be a cynical blackpilled fuck anymore. Now my dick is locked in a chastity belt and my trans gf has run away with the key and my 5'5" gym buddy (also trans)

[Anonymous No.19656254]

>>19647790
Society is designed to keep the majority subservient to the privledged few.

But I'm one of them so fuck you plebs

[Anonymous No.19656262]

>>19656234
Yeah. That prediction about the overwhelmed healthcare system? Spot-on. Nice prediction, prediction guy. Someone should give that guy a trophy.

I'm definitely going over my own priorities now. I'm thinking it would be smart to stock up on pain meds, even illegally, to facilitate a more peaceful death at home. It would be preferable to what was going on in there.

[Anonymous No.19656277]

Why do i never hear people refer to foids as “bleeders”? I think it’s a good term, i’ve used it on occasion but it hasn’t caught on

[Anonymous No.19656281]

>>19656241
You must repent for your sins by taking the dangerous task of using an angle grinder to cut the belt off

[Anonymous No.19656294]

>>19656241
i think you over-corrected a bit

[Anonymous No.19656318]

>>19656227
Have you considered writing fiction? This is so obviously fucking made up

[Anonymous No.19656349]

>>19656318
Yeah, you're right. I really didn't expect anyone to see through it.

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » No.19656361]

>>19656277
You’re a stupid shit. People don’t follow stupid shits.

[Anonymous No.19656435]

there is discernment under the veil. however, there can be no discernment under the veil.

[Anonymous No.19656470]

>>19647790
typed out a long reply detailing some unfortunate sex acts that i've engaged in but deleted because i found it too depressing

[Anonymous No.19656755]

>>19656470
Oh go on, it'll be fun

>>19647790
Don't know whether to accept antidepressants. I can get through life, I'm not suicidal, but I feel almost nothing. Nothing seems to have any importance. I can occasionally enjoy something but it's like it's behind a screen / doesn't really count. Maybe it's "anhedonia". Will medication even do anything for this? Am I just aging?

[Anonymous No.19656765]

new thread >>19656762

[Anonymous No.19656770]

>>19656755
I have the same dilemma. I've been using anhedonia as a placeholder term for years. More than anything I am curious if a pill would magically cure me. But the risks are too high so I don't get any prescription.

[Anonymous No.19656795]

sneed

[Anonymous No.19656826]

>>19656755
>anhedonia
I have this but intensely. Antidepressants didn’t help me.

[Anonymous No.19656835]

>>19655852
CONSOOM

[Anonymous No.19656846]

>>19654587
Scotch

[Anonymous No.19656851]

>>19655144
yeah I'm wondering how I'll avoid being homeless

[Anonymous No.19657496]

>>19656755
>>19656826
>>19656770
I found that after I turned my life around there is still something stopping me from enjoying things again. It's my head but in its physical manifestation. There is extreme tension in my muscles and so on, it hurts all the time and I can't enjoy things. This is due to decades of sitting in front of a screen while doing nothing. I'm just now starting to do things against this but it really is a nuisance.