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Write What's On Your Mind Anonymous Mon Oct 11 09:45:28 2021 No.19208533 [Reply] [Original]

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 09:46:53 2021 No.19208538 What is it with faggots rushing to make new threads before the bump limit?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 09:50:38 2021 No.19208550 Is pursuing the arts as a man effeminate? Is it really the duty of man to work with machinery? Does an objective masculinity exist?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 09:51:39 2021 No.19208553 >>19208538 The schizo must be back. That, or it’s that narcissistic tripfag trannie without her symbol.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 09:52:48 2021 No.19208559 >>19208533 I really hate that fucking frog. It ruined /lit/ and 4chan as a whole.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 09:52:56 2021 No.19208560 >>19208538 >>19208553 My bad. Forgot the bump limit isn't 300 on here

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 09:55:54 2021 No.19208567 You're just a 9-5 regular Joe working at a shit job that seems to have been granted just enough self-awareness to realize that he is shit and just enough intelligence to constantly berate himself for it through sadistic internal monologue.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 09:55:59 2021 No.19208568 >>19208538 It’s how it’s always been. Especially with schizophrenics like the OP of this thread. The worst is when they make parallel threads because they lost.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 09:57:14 2021 No.19208572 >>19208550 no to all

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 10:00:18 2021 No.19208583 I'm getting a little sore over adultery being featured in nearly everything I read and watch

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 10:10:08 2021 No.19208632 >>19208583 I skip any romantic/sex scene in movies and books.

>>	« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS Mon Oct 11 10:13:39 2021 No.19208653 >>19208553 Shut up Dragonball. You aren’t even supposed to be here till you’re over 18

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 10:14:57 2021 No.19208656 >>19208533 who are all of this christian orthodox larpers?

>>	« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS Mon Oct 11 10:32:24 2021 No.19208768 >>19208656 Anonymous Catholic LARPers

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 10:32:44 2021 No.19208771 >>19208583 You post this in every thread. Cuckolds are the oldest fraternal order in Europe, there is adultery in MIddle English poetry for fuck's sake, it's not some new development.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 10:36:15 2021 No.19208796 >>19208771 This is the first time I've ever posted this.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 10:41:52 2021 No.19208826 >>19208583 Yes. I guess this is what is called "normalizing" it.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 10:46:39 2021 No.19208859 File: 147 KB, 1280x1847, tumblr_2b4e6264c49637c1709bf9a622a192d2_d61eb4c1_1280.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>19208768 What's your beef with Catholic about?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 10:47:41 2021 No.19208866 >>19208859 Catholics*

>>	« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS Mon Oct 11 10:51:08 2021 No.19208889 >>19208859 I want to save them.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 10:52:30 2021 No.19208895 >>19208859 Ignore it. It just seeks attention.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 10:55:01 2021 No.19208908 >>19208796 Really? Because in every one of these threads there's a guy bitching about adultery in the media and society in exactly the same way you are. Just one sentence, no qualifiers, no explanation.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 10:56:46 2021 No.19208917 >>19208533 What's On Your Mind

« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS Mon Oct 11 10:58:27 2021 No.19208925
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>>19208895
He asked a question, and I answered. Our conversation may continue or drop off, but it’s absolutely none of your business.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 10:59:12 2021 No.19208929 File: 19 KB, 256x382, simone_weil_in_marseilles_-250k.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>19208889 What from? I'm a Catholic with anarchist leanings and agree with you on many things so I don't get the antagonism

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 11:01:28 2021 No.19208942

>>19208908
I suppose it's a bit of a common sentiment, can't say I'm surprised that it comes up more than little often. Love and loss are common themes in tons of great works. What's more devastating than adultery? I'm just getting a little tired of it, to the point where I've started looking into the plots of things to avoid it. I can only absorb bad vibes so often, finished Stoner recently and I was just fucking miserable for days afterwards.

« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS Mon Oct 11 11:03:28 2021 No.19208955

>>19208929
Did we talk about how the institutionalization of it was it’s ruin? My proposal was for the faith to stand on its own without church and priests etc.

Someone said it would fade away and I said what faith is this? (Paraphrasing)

>>	v_v !!+e0M0fBMYzt Mon Oct 11 11:08:35 2021 No.19208980 >>19208955 god isnt real

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 11:10:58 2021 No.19208996 ATTENTION NEWFAGS >IGNORE TRIPFAGS >HIDE TRIPFAG POSTS/FILTER THEIR TRIPS >DO NOT RESPOND TO TRIPFAGS

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 11:12:16 2021 No.19209003
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>>19208533
Have men ever been as pathetic as they're in the current day. Fighting over used goods, accepting their faith of servitude, completely forgetting what honor and sacrifice was, seeing no issue with women being their equals, progress only being seen through the lense of utilitarianism and materialism. You can go on and on as well, truly masculine traits seem to have been completely phased out to the point you can barely see a difference between men and women. I don't know how to reconcile with this reality.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 11:16:31 2021 No.19209020 >>19208533 >saffron folds sneeding

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 11:17:08 2021 No.19209025

>>19208955
That was a different anon but I remember that thread

>My proposal was for the faith to stand on its own without church and priests etc.
So you're not really against the essence of Catholicism, just the external structure? For many of us our faith has already become 'privatized' because we've been driven away for some reason or another. Unfortunately that leaves us without the sacraments, unless we're lucky enough to be near a rogue Latin mass (I don't have that luxury)

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 11:22:39 2021 No.19209051 >>19209003 For me, the strangest thing is for men wanting to be similar to women and vice versa.

>>	« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS Mon Oct 11 11:24:00 2021 No.19209059 >>19209025 People believe all kinds of wild things (like latin mass) and they should be allowed to. I try to consider everything in this new world I dream of, see how it would work.

>>	« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS Mon Oct 11 11:25:01 2021 No.19209066 File: 462 KB, 2100x1362, 0041F451-16BC-4FC3-9156-1621C368FC83.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>19209003 Which page?

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 11:32:26 2021 No.19209106

I'm an ambulatory fleshsack deluded into believing that my consciousness is something other than electric impulses in the brain. This is an absolute absurd nightmare with no end.

Genetics and social conditioning are EVERYTHING. I am a programmed biological machine with no real free will and my entire perception of reality is simply the result of random chemistry.

Books for this feel?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 11:36:27 2021 No.19209129 File: 115 KB, 481x649, the-proctor.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>19209059 >new world I dream of How would we go about achieving that? I'm pessimistic about the immediate future

v_v !!+e0M0fBMYzt Mon Oct 11 11:39:36 2021 No.19209154
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a month ago i was discharged from a hospital ward after a back surgery. i got to chill in bed for a good few months after that. good times

pic was taken the day before the surgery

>>	« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS Mon Oct 11 11:40:22 2021 No.19209161 >>19209129 Mass amounts of dissatisfaction with the product of state-capitalism and the self organization it would take to create an alternative. Pessimism and playing a wait and see just leave us to go extinct.

>>	v_v !!+e0M0fBMYzt Mon Oct 11 11:40:36 2021 No.19209164 >>19209154 a year ago* fuck

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 11:44:58 2021 No.19209186 >>19208550 Men fucking dominated the arts for literal thousands of years, post WWII conservative America deciding that art is for the effeminate is a recent development.

>>	v_v !!+e0M0fBMYzt Mon Oct 11 12:00:35 2021 No.19209256 File: 1.68 MB, 4032x3024, E77E530C-168D-4EC4-9634-626FB2E67ED2.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] https://youtu.be/IouMiq3Of6Y https://youtu.be/F-fQDhE351E https://youtu.be/_-qqeHr8WrQ https://youtu.be/hjtNV46eREs

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 12:03:52 2021 No.19209268 >>19208955 That was achieved through protestantism. You wont ever get rid of Christianity

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 12:05:54 2021 No.19209285

I have a degenerative disease rendering me unable to work. So i some volunteering to give back to a society that keeps my NEET ass alive. So this demented guy, 58 years old, wants to play chess. Sure, we play chess. The game goes exactly like you'd expect from a demented person. There's pictures of his family all around the room where we play chess so i ask some questions about who they are. He's wearing a wedding ring so i ask what picture is of his wife

>none
>oh, does she ever visit
>no
>oh

So i drop the subject, we finish our games and i leave. I ask the nurse if his wife is still alive or what's the deal. "Oh she's still alive, but he cheated on her, so she's not visiting anymore".

I'm always surprised at older people shooting themselves in the foot at later age. You'd think they know better. Maybe he just forgot he had a wife LOL.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 12:10:00 2021 No.19209302 this rambo here I'm grippin's different; it's about 22 inches

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 12:10:23 2021 No.19209306 >>19209285 I have no faith in old age wisdom. I meet so many old people who are totally clueless.

>>	v_v !!+e0M0fBMYzt Mon Oct 11 12:13:36 2021 No.19209318 >>19209302 o_o

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 12:14:58 2021 No.19209324 >>19209285 jesus christ man, imagine dying demented and alone

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 12:17:09 2021 No.19209336 >>19209306 I think that the wise old man archetype used to be true, but not really anymore. Boomers are retards.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 12:18:59 2021 No.19209341 File: 61 KB, 700x803, 3da195d0e61b1dfe670f7170de1ff582.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I hate this culture of being addicted to outrage and fear that smartphones and social media have created.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 12:23:37 2021 No.19209350

>>19209336
this
getting to old age used to mean you had seen some real shit and delt with it successfully.
Like the proverb about and old man in s young man's carrier but instead of some job it applied to life as a whole.
Boomers complain about people not respecting muh elderly, and they are not wrong. But they fail to see it is because the elderly are no longer deserving of immediate respect by virtue of being so.

Being old used to mean something, now it doesn't.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 12:25:45 2021 No.19209359 >>19208533 Op ia a homo

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 12:28:06 2021 No.19209365 >>19209341 Honestly I only see that sort of thing online

>>	« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS Mon Oct 11 12:28:42 2021 No.19209370 >>19209341 Secret services created it. The security state are featuring themselves on their curated media outlets.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 12:29:33 2021 No.19209376

Sick of my parents bitching about politics all the time. It's so boring. You aren't going to fix anything with your whining. It's just having a permanent loser mentality all the time. You might as well just forget about it and enjoy yourself, because the endless moaning is never going to achieve anything except making yourself miserable and anxious.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 12:31:11 2021 No.19209384

>>19209365
I see it with my parents. They constantly read dumb political crap on their phones and it's basically all they ever talk about now. They didn't used to be like this. Smartphones changed them. I try to explain this to them but they never listen.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 12:40:54 2021 No.19209418

I wish I was Xi Jinping. To be that powerful, in control of a billion or so people, a superpower… it must be what heaven is like. Xi Jinping doesn’t have to worry about paying bills or personal failures. He won the game of life. Sometimes I feel like the only way out of my personal quagmire is to become like him, so powerful that I can spend the rest of my life in comfort and without failure or pain. Maybe I should start a cult lmao. Then again just typing that out makes me realize how delusional this all is. I wish I was God. If I was God the world would be a good place.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 12:42:19 2021 No.19209426 >>19209318 ching ching

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 12:42:25 2021 No.19209428 >>19208568 by always you mean the past few months, newfag

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 12:49:57 2021 No.19209456 I think I need to get a planner or a calendar, I spin out of control without a schedule.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 12:50:12 2021 No.19209458 >>19209418 but he's a ruthless shell of a man. that would not be worth it. besides, I bet he doesn't get to relax a whole lot. maintaining power like that must be constant, stressful hard work.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 12:50:57 2021 No.19209467 >>19209418 >If I was God the world would be a good place Doubtful >>19209384 Ah ok. I'm fortunate to have parents who aren't so easily taken in.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 13:11:28 2021 No.19209558 Science has robbed life of its mystery The only thing that made it remotely worth living

>>	« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS Mon Oct 11 13:14:20 2021 No.19209579 >>19209558 So males ought to abstain from learning how to read, write and arithmetic. Glad we can agree on something

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 13:16:15 2021 No.19209588 >>19209106 The big book of Reddit Sincerely hope you're alright, anon

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 13:18:02 2021 No.19209598 >>19209558 Science has exposed new mysteries to us which we never would have known about.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 13:19:19 2021 No.19209604 >>19209598 Such as?

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 13:26:06 2021 No.19209638

>>19209604
>What is dark matter
>How does consciousness emerge from the meat of the brain
>What was the universe’s evolution like
Many of these questions are older than science, but science gives us answers that pose new questions. All in all “what we don’t know” increases.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 13:32:00 2021 No.19209668

>>19209558
I loathe science. Every scientist should be gassed on the spot

>You look at trees and called them “trees,” and probably you do not think twice about the word. You call a star a “star,” and think nothing more of it. But you must remember that these words, “tree,” “star,” were (in their original forms) names given to these objects by people with very different views from yours. To you, a tree is simply a vegetable organism, and a star simply a ball of inanimate matter moving along a mathematical course. But the first men to talk of “trees” and “stars” saw things very differently. To them, the world was alive with mythological beings. They saw the stars as living silver, bursting into flame in answer to the eternal music. They saw the sky as a jeweled tent, and the earth as the womb whence all living things have come. To them, the whole of creation was “myth-woven and elf patterned.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 13:35:00 2021 No.19209678

>>19209668
> Poets say science takes away from the beauty of the stars - mere globs of gas atoms. I too can see the stars on a desert night, and feel them. But do I see less or more? The vastness of the heavens stretches my imagination - stuck on this carousel my little eye can catch one - million - year - old light. A vast pattern - of which I am a part... What is the pattern, or the meaning, or the why? It does not do harm to the mystery to know a little about it. For far more marvelous is the truth than any artists of the past imagined it. Why do the poets of the present not speak of it? What men are poets who can speak of Jupiter if he were a man, but if he is an immense spinning sphere of methane and ammonia must be silent?

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 13:39:40 2021 No.19209707

>>19209638
True, but it’s not just about the quantity of information that is or isn’t at our disposal. We’ve lost that sense of general mystery - we went from “we’ll never know what this is” to a smug smarmy “we can know everything, if we don’t know it yet we will eventually”

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 13:43:41 2021 No.19209726 >>19209558 >>19209668 >life isn't worth living unless everything is like a fairy tale Goo goo ga ga

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 13:44:56 2021 No.19209729 >>19209707 >we went from “we’ll never know what this is” You're deluding yourself if you think this was what people actually thought

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 13:46:55 2021 No.19209740 File: 166 KB, 640x515, comment_1630414765LIwT2WHZiJpm9aoWcY3rmN.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>19209678 >why no science poems? Not happening. Science's job is to kill mystery, to kill poetry. A scientific poem is an oxymoron

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 13:47:56 2021 No.19209742

>>19209707
Just to interject, this is a problem in epistemology called the knowability thesis. Namely, the problems associated with the proposition: every truth is knowable. There is a paradox connected o proving this assertion however. You would have to demonstrate that there are no unknowable truths. But if there are unknowable truths, you would not know about them to be able to demonstrate that they are unknowable. So you are strictly limited to what is knowable, but unable to tell if the set of all knowable truths and all truths are equal. (Indeed the one truth that is unknowable is if there are truths that are unknowable);

Speaking of science, it is by itself unable to demonstrate that it will figure out everything. This is an unscientific, philosophical viewpoint on epistemology (science is full of them). However, there is merit in at least believing that everything is knowable, because then you will at least try to know it.

>>	the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI Mon Oct 11 13:56:35 2021 No.19209769 Why the fuck was eurobeat playing in my dream

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 13:58:43 2021 No.19209777 I cant seem to follow my heart as it remains silent.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:00:43 2021 No.19209789 >>19209777 your heart gave you nice trips though

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:06:05 2021 No.19209827

>>19209769
dude that reminds me i had a dream where all these people where applauding something and then it gradually morphed into the noise from an idling truck's engine outside my window as i began to wake up. it was such a smooth transition like lsd tier. weird shit.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:12:23 2021 No.19209866
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>>19209729
>be ancient shepherds looking up at the night's sky
>"what do you think the moon is, Xenophon?"
>"it's a goddess I suppose.. or perhaps it's a strange fairy kingdom. I've heard merchants say something about a giant rabbit on the moon too"
>suddenly there's a puff of smoke and a time traveling science man appears
>"acktually its just a fucking rock"

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:14:31 2021 No.19209880 >>19209866 see >>19209726

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:14:37 2021 No.19209882 File: 107 KB, 588x800, disgusted-cat-592af6ec2de91.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>19209866 Is that actually a real t shirt? Do people in real life wear that?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:17:51 2021 No.19209897 >>19209882 In my neighborhood there’s a house with that exact text on a flag in front of their house. Their neighbor has a Trump banner in front of his lol

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:19:03 2021 No.19209908 >>19209880 Myths and folktales should be taken more seriously than science, that's for sure. Here's a wonderful one I found recently https://www.perankhgroup.com/brothers.htm

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:19:09 2021 No.19209910 >>19209897 the eternal burger

>>	v_v !!+e0M0fBMYzt Mon Oct 11 14:21:30 2021 No.19209925 >>19209769 smoked to much weed man

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:24:07 2021 No.19209946 File: 43 KB, 465x488, 1627077422980.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>19209908 https://youtu.be/Wxin_8BHMhU

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:24:29 2021 No.19209950
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I'm bisexual and have a foot fetish. My own feet are very similar to my ideal feet for both genres.
I'm quite disgusted by and ashamed of them in my quotidian life (never wear sandals, etc.) but sometimes, if I'm in a more sensual mood, I'll catch a glimpse of them in the mirror and become extremely aroused.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:26:36 2021 No.19209966 >>19209950 Show your beautiful feet to the world, anon

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:27:17 2021 No.19209971 File: 199 KB, 736x520, 078A0469-B834-4C97-9369-F14BA7DDEA72.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>19209946 Thanks, I’ll give it a listen

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:28:20 2021 No.19209981 >>19208567 6-5 but yeah.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:28:31 2021 No.19209983 wow wsj is reporting another chinese housing developer is about to default.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:31:23 2021 No.19209999 >>19209983 We’ve been hearing “China will mess up” for years now, I’ll believe it when I see it.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:32:36 2021 No.19210012 >>19209981 What the fuck kind of garbage hours are those

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:33:47 2021 No.19210022 >>19209777 Follow your brain instead

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:34:37 2021 No.19210031 File: 719 KB, 1974x2048, FA0JF9aXMAEBe_V.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] The world is so messed up

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:35:55 2021 No.19210044

I don't like the modern aesthetic in American protestantism these days. At the Baptist church I go to with my parents they are doing this class on Wednesday nights with a video from some preacher who is dressed like a hipster sitting in a coffee shop downtown with a macbook in front of him. And the intros have this generic corporate produced piano music or something and it is all very soulless and sterilized.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:36:40 2021 No.19210050 >>19208929 >anarchist It's incompatible with your faith though

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:37:39 2021 No.19210057 >>19210044 That has been the aesthetic of "non-denominational" American Christianity for at least a decade, maybe closer to two.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:41:27 2021 No.19210080

>>19210057
Well we are Baptists but yes I see your point. It seems to me that Christianity in America is designed by and for middle aged and old women. It is all really effeminate and airy fairy and milquetoast. It is no wonder that young men in particular are dropping out of churches. Young men want something more masculine, more traditional, more strong and bold.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:43:08 2021 No.19210090 >>19210080 Well to be more specific, my parents are Baptists. I never officially joined the church or got baptized.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:43:14 2021 No.19210093 >>19210080 Wranglerstar?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:45:38 2021 No.19210111 >>19208980 god is real

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:50:58 2021 No.19210151 File: 185 KB, 600x600, 1595727142388.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] So is this basically just the butters personal blog general now? I actually liked this general.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:52:09 2021 No.19210157 >>19208559 why man apu is wholesome

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:53:10 2021 No.19210163 can someone let me tunnel through their computer to post images on threads

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:54:01 2021 No.19210170 >>19210080 >Baptists Same thing. It's mega-church shit.

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>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:54:26 2021 No.19210174 >>19210022 I made some major decisions by using my brain. All ended in complete disaster.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:55:29 2021 No.19210177 File: 149 KB, 1280x826, 10-things-you-need-to-know-about-the-norwegian-forest-cat-before-you-buy-one-5dab10a3bd954.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] https://youtu.be/q1-U5WSy2Gs https://youtu.be/0SbFzvTKTzM

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:57:21 2021 No.19210183 redpill me on cat based societies

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 14:57:37 2021 No.19210186 >>19210050 This is close to what I believe (although I don't go around calling myself an anarch, that doesn't roll off the tongue as well) https://www.gornahoor.net/?p=9186

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 15:00:22 2021 No.19210205

>>19208533
I have felt the presence of something holy and divine, and I've come to accept God's existence. I've been suffering from this because all it has done for me is guarantee that when I die, I will go to hell. There is no way I can free myself from sin. It's like everything in my life was a test from God, pushing me towards chaos and degeneracy to see if I am resilient. For instance, I was molested as a child and groomed by women, and now I am terrified of them. I will never love one, I have no attraction to them. On top of this I feel like I need love or I'll die of loneliness. Doctors are unable to cure me of homosexuality because the modern Doctor is a degenerate. I feel like I'm choosing between a life of self hatred and pain but eternal salvation through chastity, or a life of love followed by eternal suffering. I might kill myself to get this over with. This is pathetic I hope whoever reads this is laughing at me

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 15:07:02 2021 No.19210237 File: 101 KB, 752x786, 1601522637130.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>19208559 I briefly had a /lit/ specific folder. This is one of two images I saved

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 15:09:23 2021 No.19210254 File: 197 KB, 600x469, wizard49.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>19210205 Read A Course in Miracles.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 15:10:00 2021 No.19210259 I think I’m going to go back to anti-depressants even though I’m not sure I even need them.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 15:46:03 2021 No.19210459 >>19210259 Why

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 15:49:56 2021 No.19210485 so what we get drunk? so what we smoke weed??? were just havin fun thats how its supposed to be

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 15:50:41 2021 No.19210491 >>19210205 >I have felt the presence of something holy and divine What does this mean?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 15:52:52 2021 No.19210505 >>19210491 brain chemical inbalance

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 15:54:59 2021 No.19210521

>>19209003
>Fighting over used goods
Not anyone is as insecure as you are

>accepting their faith of servitude
not sure what you mean, christians are dwindling

>completely forgetting what honor and sacrifice
sacrifice can be based or cucked depending on what you're doing it for, and what counts as "honorful" is mostly determined by the culture you're living in, and blindly following cultural norms is also cucked

>seeing no issue with women being their equals
what's so bad about that?

>progress only being seen through the lense of utilitarianism
same thing

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 15:56:19 2021 No.19210531 I wish I wanted to off myself, cuz I don't know what else to do on this shithole of an existence.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 15:56:52 2021 No.19210534

>>19210491
There are moments when, without seeing or hearing anything, you can feel something powerful. Have you ever been in a near death incident? It's the same. I felt the essence of holiness when I was on the brink of despair. It's instinct, like how you will turn around when someone is looking at you without seeing them in your peripheral vision.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 15:58:29 2021 No.19210545

>>19209051
Why wouldn’t you want to be more like a woman? They have it made. Employers, academia, family law— everything is stacked in their favor. I sincerely believe a big chunk of MtF people just couldn’t make it as a man and are trying the easy route.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 16:16:43 2021 No.19210642

>>19208533
Everyday I remain in this office job is one more day I get closer to going absolutely insane. I’m getting to closer to deciding I’d rather be poor then work here. It’s maddening, I just want to scream at the top of my lungs. This isn’t what life is supposed to be. I’m supposed to die for something greater then myself, not to secure lost profit margins.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 16:34:18 2021 No.19210747 >>19210151 Shh, don't even refer to it. If everyone ignores it, it'll go away. >>19210183 Warriors series by Erin Hunter. Fucking inhaled those books in my elementary school years.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 16:38:12 2021 No.19210765 >>19210485 The one light in a sea of misery. He asks... "So what?"

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 16:38:37 2021 No.19210768 >>19208538 Dopamine from having a popular thread.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 16:57:28 2021 No.19210858 I can live anywhere in North America and yet I somehow end up back at home, where I’ve always been.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 16:58:06 2021 No.19210862 I like fall I want to live in Heidegger hut

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 17:08:01 2021 No.19210904

Music is my main hobby and it's crazy how when you go deep diving, there's a vast amount of stuff which is (1) amazing and no one has heard of it, and (2) incredibly generic and forgettable that's somehow popular. With all due respect it seems like a lot of European pop music falls into category 2. With American and UK pop music, you're guaranteed a certain level of quality no matter what time period you look at, but lots of foreign pop or rock music is mostly like "We copied what Radiohead/Coldplay were doing but did it worse" and they have a following where they're from because people there don't have their own Coldplay. However, you also have amazing records that seem to surface out of nowhere, extremely creative, and they go on to surpass popular music in the US/UK in every way.

But I guess this is due to Europe's preference for electronic music over rock, which I honestly know almost nothing about. The only part of Europe that seems to have a knack for making modern music that's not electronic is the UK and northern Europe. I've skimmed a pretty broad amount of music and this is my light conclusion

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 17:22:57 2021 No.19210970 File: 66 KB, 940x592, 3ed9512fc9afd213e56f7668c09d4a641042415e.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>19210904 Krautrock was good. Germany has made lots of good music. Germany is also good at electronic music.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 17:23:25 2021 No.19210974 File: 81 KB, 1558x311, burnham.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>19209003 >>19209051

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 17:23:30 2021 No.19210975 I have body dysmorphia and it makes me feel like shit but it's cringe to admit that as a man

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 17:27:11 2021 No.19210985 >>19210970 There is some good stuff, sure. Just not as much as I expected there would be.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 17:33:51 2021 No.19211012
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As an aspie NEET I don’t have a fear of missing out. I’ve been to parties and done many of the things that people my age do, but I’ve always come away displeased. The problem is I fear that in the future, when I am older, I will feel that I’ve missed out on something, and yet I am utterly powerless to amend that because I am unsure what precisely my future self would wish me to do

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 17:37:22 2021 No.19211020 On one hand, I wish I had a physical, outdoor job. On the other hand, I work maybe an hour per day, from home, and do whatever in between.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 17:44:03 2021 No.19211050 >>19209638 >we can know everything, if we don’t know it yet we will eventually Then quantum physics comes along and tells us there are some things that, by the very nature of the universe, we can never know. Though we can ballpark some of those.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 17:44:33 2021 No.19211054 HARU FUKAKU YUME NO RINKAKU WO BOKASHI TE IKISUGI TE MAIMODORU HANABIRA HA SHIGUSA WO OIKAKE USU AKARI NO SHITA DE HISOYAKA

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 17:45:44 2021 No.19211057 >>19211012 Same, anon Hug

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 17:51:17 2021 No.19211078

>>19209678
> Poets say science takes away from the beauty of the stars - mere globs of gas atoms.
Was a twinkling light in the sky.

Is now an unimaginably vast ball of constant nuclear explosions hurling unfathomable amounts of energy around its solar system, destined to grow even more unimaginably vast in its death throws, or explode and give birth to vast stellar nurseries, and/or collapse into point of space, forming a planet eating hole from which nothing can return.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 17:53:19 2021 No.19211083 How does someone become a programmer?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 17:53:34 2021 No.19211086 >>19211078 wow... space has... rocks and hot gas?? I'M EXPLOOOOOOOORING who gives a shit, space exploration is the ultimate "grass is greener" retard impulse ever

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 17:55:49 2021 No.19211095 >>19210975 Too small or too big? I was always skinny and still see myself as scrawny, but regularly get comments about being "ripped" or "athletic" and I can't help but think I'm being fucked with.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 18:01:15 2021 No.19211122

>>19211083
You start with one of a billion tutorials out there, nowadays probably with Python. People make a big deal about the difference between different languages, but they're very similar in the ways that matter, i.e. they all use variables, use functions and classes, and rely on libraries. As someone who only had a mild amount in programming when I began learning it, I can safely say I dislike it now and don't want to do it anymore.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 18:01:46 2021 No.19211125

>>19211012
You can miss anything anon.
Don't feel pressured to go to parties just because it's what you're "supposed to do" when you're young.
I do believe that, in youth, trying things out is very important , but if you gave it a genuine go and didn't like it, then there's no need to keep pushing it.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 18:10:25 2021 No.19211157 >>19208533 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA inhales AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 18:20:34 2021 No.19211195 Unicorns are cool. I really don't like the modern "rainbow sprinkles" interpretation of them, but they're cool.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 18:21:10 2021 No.19211197

>>19211012
I would say that it's completely fine to miss out on all that partying stuff in your 20s *IF* you are putting that time to good use in other pursuits - whether that's a job, something creative, or just general self-improvement. I think that if you get to 30 and you realise you've done literally nothing for the past decade you will likely feel bad about things, but not because you missed out on partying specifically.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 18:26:38 2021 No.19211218 File: 159 KB, 1144x1200, Cwg2J2pUQAAY7hw.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>19210174 Balance both then

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 18:41:14 2021 No.19211285 White chocolate is chocolate in the same way transwomen are women.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 18:45:35 2021 No.19211293
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I have red hair; if I get a ginger girl pregnant what are the chances that our children will have red hair? I dont know shit about genetics but I assume the chances are pretty high, right? I'm trying to preserve my race.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 18:47:57 2021 No.19211300 >>19211293 Based. Not ginger, but I salute you.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 18:50:17 2021 No.19211312 >>19209897 They have a sign like that in front of the Lutheran House at my uni. The fucking gall to call themselves Lutherans. I bet they haven't even read "On the Jews and Their Lies."

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 18:51:20 2021 No.19211320 File: 144 KB, 1080x1080, 1633201002410.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>19211312 >They have a sign like that in front of the Lutheran House at my uni. ???????????????????

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 18:51:59 2021 No.19211327

>Open chan app
>sad scrolling
>see self loathing, see anger, see apathy
>laugh hysterically
I'm not sure if I'm become Chan and anons just repeat the embedded cycle of inner suffering I've absorbed or if it was always there. I will now go numb myself with technical work.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 18:53:51 2021 No.19211338

I think nautical horror is pretty cool. I've always liked the ocean. I'm reading Hodgson's Glen Carrig right now and it develops this sort of alien world/atmosphere that's still grounded in what we recognize. I want to read something with a lighthouse in it next.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 18:56:55 2021 No.19211358 >>19211320 There's also a pride flag out there, the one with the people of color and trans triangle on it too. Lefty christians are fucking weird.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 18:57:03 2021 No.19211359 File: 26 KB, 640x304, medium.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>19211338 what's your favourite deep sea fish?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 19:03:34 2021 No.19211381 I saw a really cute Chinese gilf at the bookstore. She seemed really friendly. She was talking to the person at the counter about something. I wish that I had something I could have said to her.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 19:05:25 2021 No.19211391 File: 68 KB, 600x442, EU93KYjb8kBtWvfSWcWYzm.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>19211359 I like this guy

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 19:06:27 2021 No.19211397 >>19211122 But what if you invest your time into a language only to discover that you should’ve learned another. Unlike you, I never had any interest in programming and still don’t. I just have to work and think that would be a suitable job for me.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 19:07:29 2021 No.19211403 File: 42 KB, 610x457, cat-cry-sad-tears-Favim.com-1987007.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] My dad is talking on the phone to my aunt about what a mental nutcase he thinks I am.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 19:07:50 2021 No.19211405 I think I need to quit my comfy bureaucrat job and do something difficult and challenging with my life or I just might kill myself. 20-70 years of this will have been worthless.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 19:08:27 2021 No.19211409 >>19211403 parents shouldn't say that about their children

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 19:09:59 2021 No.19211413 File: 17 KB, 370x699, 1631335378440.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>19211409 They all think I'm a crazy loony tunes freak show.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 19:14:25 2021 No.19211429 QT muslim waifu anon here. Would you like an update?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 19:18:54 2021 No.19211446 >>19211413 i'm sorry anon. whatever mental problems you have, it's not your fault, and nobody has the right to make you feel awful about them

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 19:35:59 2021 No.19211509
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>>19211397
It's easy as fuck to switch from one programming language to another, like basically trivial. Nothing like a real language where you spend years memorizing specific vocabulary that only matters for that language. After learning your first programming language, you can take on a new one and produce full, working programs in it within the span of a month. It's very easy.

The bigger, fundamental problem you're going to discover as a programmer who doesn't care for his job is that every place of employment WILL expect you to enjoy it. That's not my cynicism speaking, they want you to be someone who codes in his free time and has projects to show off even before you get your first internship. The field is highly competitive so you need at least some way to stand out, and in programming that means doing independent projects to build your portfolio. Essentially it's like overtime but before you've even landed a job.

This is one of those things no one tells you about tech, btw. The subtle expectation that you treat it not just as as job, but a hobby and even a lifestyle. No one expects engineers to read about Bernoulli's Principle for fun but in IT there is this pervasive sense that if you don't find it enjoyable, you don't belong there. And so a strong sense of Impostor Syndrome can come in. I've seen people who don't even work in my field know more about my field than me because it's a hobby for a ton of guys, and this level of enthusiasm from people is why getting a job is so hard in tech, you'll get out-competed by someone who does enjoy the work and will put in more effort than you. Considering you're here, I assume you're smart enough to do all the basic programming stuff it takes to get employed, it's not hard. Now, thriving in an environment like that is another story. For me, programming just feels kinda soulless, and that's why I don't want to do it anymore. Maybe you'll like it more though.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 19:40:23 2021 No.19211516

I do like about my therapist that she's old school as fuck, she seems to think everything is always just a psychological, never a neurological, issue. While I'm not sure she's right, I like that she believes she can take me all the way, rather than some lukewarm "this is a team-effort" cardigan. She believes a lot of things can be done that I have viewed as largely unachievable. I suspect she is giving me extra time sometimes in sessions.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 19:40:24 2021 No.19211517 can i use bumble and tinder to make friends? asking for a friend

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 19:47:21 2021 No.19211538

>>19211509
I’ve heard all of that but here’s what I’d say. While most jobs don’t seem to care what you do in your off time, they most certainly expect you to pretend to be interested and care a lot. I don’t so I don’t, basically. I’ve managed to keep my job to this point, but I just had a meeting with a higher up the other day because I don’t show enough excitement and interest in what I do apparently. At the same time, I already work for a government agency. I have absolutely zero interest in working for corporate unless I have to. I would just try to stay in government, or drop the office job altogether. I suspect it might not be so competitive in government jobs. I don’t know though. What do you think? I’m just at a loss man. My job is actually pretty cushy, but I hate the actual job, I can’t stand the people, I don’t like the location. First and foremost I don’t like the actual job duties. I don’t really know what to do so maybe I’ll just have to take your word for it.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 19:53:44 2021 No.19211571 >>19210022 What if my brain is telling me to listen to my heart

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 19:54:54 2021 No.19211573

I feel like I don't even have a chance to catch my breath

first I was moving, then I was dealing with family, then I was being pressured into a trip to florida I wanted no part in, then I lost my job, then I realized I was in a crisis with my health insurance, then I got a job, then I was running a dnd game I regretted running, then I was worried about losing my job, then my debit card breaks, now I'm worried I have cancer because this bump after months of googling I can't find anything else that looks right and I haven't been able to go to the doctor because of all the chaos and might not be able to later because I'm still worried about losing my job

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 19:57:12 2021 No.19211580 File: 19 KB, 500x500, 1371333204502.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>19211571 >not listening to your duodenum ngmi

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 19:57:18 2021 No.19211581 >>19211429 No, shut the fuck up.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 19:57:18 2021 No.19211582 >>19211403 Well are you?

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 20:02:38 2021 No.19211612
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I'm on the brink of leaving the religious denomination I grew up in (Latter-Day Saints), which my family has been part of for nearly two hundred years, and joining one of the orthodox Christian churches (Eastern or Roman Catholic). I think I'm making the right choice, but I know that I'm going to make my parents pretty sad at best and get disowned at worst. Sure, I could grin and put up with it all and continue to enjoy the close community of the church, the family friends I've known for years, and the comforting doctrines I grew up with, but I can't put up with what I no longer believe to be true any more.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 20:02:58 2021 No.19211615 File: 84 KB, 600x705, 1558055728718.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>19208533 Civilization's promise was false.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 20:07:19 2021 No.19211634 >>19211581 You got it, anon.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 20:08:51 2021 No.19211640

I feel empty. I'm slowly failing all my classes in college and I just can't bring myself to care. Nowdays I don't care about anything, can't get excited about anything. I know the repercussions of failing another semester will be great, in my head I know It, but I still don't care and have no desire to do anything. My attention span is decreasing, my mind wanders off perfoming mundane tasks. Lately I feel like my mental Ilness has been increasing, my ADHD got a lot worse and social phobias and paranonias along with the Intrusive Thoughts have been more frequent. Nowdays I'm just waiting for my parents to pass (I do love them) so I can kill myself because I don't wanna be here.

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I think the hardwired biological urges in me are starting to kick in. This year I've found myself imagining married life or having a daughter dozens of times when previously I was able to bury such things quite easily. The fact that I barely know how to socialize and haven't had a non-work-related conversation with a female outside my family in years doesn't help at all, nor do the current societal currents concerning relationships and the family.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 20:21:52 2021 No.19211698 >>19211656 Yeah man we're all fucked.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 20:23:35 2021 No.19211711 Is everyone just as lonely, hopeless, and miserable as me or am I just a freak

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 20:31:41 2021 No.19211743

>>19211403
i wonder what my parents think of me behind my back. they HAVE to think im legitimately retarded or disabled in some way otherwise they would have kicked me out years ago, or at least pressured me much more than they have

it would be nice if i could prove there is something wrong with me so the government and get some sort of gibs because to be frank i think i am retarded or disabled in some way lmaoooo

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 20:33:58 2021 No.19211749

>>19211743
>they HAVE to think im legitimately retarded or disabled in some way otherwise they would have kicked me out years ago, or at least pressured me much more than they have
Youd be surprised to what degree parents will their kids cuck them. They're biologically hardwired for it. They're also probably in denial about your retardation

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 20:34:54 2021 No.19211755

>>19211538
Wow, sounds like you're living in a houellebecq novel.
Wish I had a good answer for you but I don't. The entire job market seems fucked nowadays. There used to be some dignity in being a peasant. Now the lower classes are resigned to working at Walmart, it's horrifying. Nowadays it seems the only winners are either people who get very lucky or somehow manage to game system for a very low effort job. A position that's just gratifying in-itself doesn't seem to exist anymore, you know what I mean?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 20:35:54 2021 No.19211759 >>19211711 There are lots of people, especially in this thread who feel the same as you do, anon. You're not alone in your suffering.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 20:36:38 2021 No.19211762 >>19211711 You're on 4chan, so the answer is 'yes.'

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 20:38:22 2021 No.19211769 >>19211759 Okay but are we just a bunch of outliers come together? I would feel a lot better if we're part of some grander social trend due to society being shit instead of having to accept that I'm just a fucking loser

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 20:42:50 2021 No.19211789 >>19211711 >just put into art aahhhhhhhhllllll better

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 20:43:14 2021 No.19211791

My fortnight off work started today, but I've been stuck in bed with the flu or something. I wanted to work on my writing and maybe get up to 200 pages over the next two weeks. I've even planned this horrible scene that's based from one of my childhood fears lol.

I've been fucking around on DbD all day though, one of the boys joined and I spent tonight annoying killers whilst he did gens. There are too many shit Ghost Face killers out there, though. I finally saw a Nemesis, but I still haven't bumped into a Pinhead.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 20:48:16 2021 No.19211815 >>19211711 I'm currently cradling my second child. Love found me out of nowhere, anon, keep an eye out for your other half.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 20:49:26 2021 No.19211819 >>19208533 I honestly can't believe some asshole decided to crawl out of the primordial soup millions of years ago; now I have to work and pay rent. Fuck you.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 20:49:30 2021 No.19211821 >>19211815 I hope I can be a good father. All the men in my family have been hopeless so far.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 20:49:53 2021 No.19211823 File: 47 KB, 900x685, virginity.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>19211769 yeah mate society is in the toilet

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 20:50:49 2021 No.19211828 >>19209003 >women being their equals lmao we're only playing pretend You're buying this suicidal religion too much. Nature will once again reign supreme.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 20:52:37 2021 No.19211838 >>19211823 >just happens to coincide with the rise of smartphones and modern social media is that it? it could be the 08 crash i suppose but i dont know if that makes as much sense as poor people still have sex

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 20:52:53 2021 No.19211840 >>19209059 Do you honestly believe Christianity would survive without the church? Do you really think Europeans would have created the masterpieces we have (such as the sistine chapel) if it wasn't for the Catholic church?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 20:54:11 2021 No.19211845 Why the fuck am I seeing so much McCullers recently? I swear I hardly ever used to hear of her on /lit/ but now theres like 5 threads a week

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 20:55:12 2021 No.19211850 File: 42 KB, 641x482, An ugly old dyke.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>19208771 I spot a mentally ill faggot!

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 20:57:00 2021 No.19211861 >>19211823 I wonder if the number has changed much since then

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 20:57:05 2021 No.19211862 File: 59 KB, 641x482, a fat dyke.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>19211762 There are lots of very successful people on 4chan, go check out biz sometime.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 21:15:03 2021 No.19211940
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I had a dream where a roman general made me wrestle one of his soldiers. He said if I lost I'd get butt fucked. Mustering all my strength for fear of getting my ass being used, I managed to win and they were all amazed.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 21:16:20 2021 No.19211945 >Marx >Engels >Lenin >Mao >Pol Pot >Comrade CM Why are so many communist leaders born into the bourgeoisie? Is communism just self-hate?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 21:36:03 2021 No.19212026 Too many people spend their days waiting for something that's never going to come.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 21:37:57 2021 No.19212034 I can’t decide if I should learn French or German.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 21:41:37 2021 No.19212050

>>19211945
They're the revolutionary vanguard. It wouldn't be a problem if the working class was allowed a sophisticated education rather than being coerced into a vocational path that teaches them how to be human-shaped flesh instruments rather than fully rounded intellects

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 21:46:35 2021 No.19212071

>>19212050
The revolutionary vanguard has to be the funniest idea in all of political theory.
>in the interest of abolishing class and political hierarchy it is necessary to give all power to a small group of educated elites(with a dictator) because nobody else is capable of steering society properly
Can there be anything more blatantly self contradictory

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I've been a walking L lately, just getting rejected by every job application and girls I talk to. It's kinda comical at this point, I guess im just bad at life lmao. I mean it sucks but I can't really control whether or not a job or a girl wants me. Just gotta keep doing what I'm doing and play the numbers game, eventually someone will want me. Anyway, I got a job ineterview next friday, hopefully my luck will change.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 21:53:56 2021 No.19212101 File: 14 KB, 181x156, 1451973070067.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] IF YOU LOSE YOUR ONE AND ONLY THERE'S ALWAYS ROOM HERE FOR THE LONELY WATCH YOUR BROKEN DREAMS DANCE IN AND OUT OF THE BEAMS OF A NEON MOOOOON

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 21:57:25 2021 No.19212112 >>19211945 The petite bourgeoisie are typically the only people with the time and money to dedicate to being politically educated or active, so they end up being the ones who end up leading revolutionary movements regardless of ideology

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 21:57:38 2021 No.19212113 >>19208533 Not sure if i want to kill myself or kill someone

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 22:04:52 2021 No.19212143 >>19212113 Why not both?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 22:07:07 2021 No.19212155 >>19212071 The vanguard idea is proof fascism is the end state of every political system. >The state will wither away guys Sure

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 22:11:41 2021 No.19212178 Modern normies are completely deranged and psychotic.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 22:14:07 2021 No.19212186
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>>19211823
>>19211838
Everything changed in 2007. I felt the change myself at the time. I didn't understand intellectually what was happening, but I intstinctively felt that the world had changed dramatically. I never saw anything the same way again.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 22:16:02 2021 No.19212192

in an earlier thread I asked what do you consider an ideal man who lives in the current year? if you haven't answered that then go ahead. but my new question is what do you consider an ideal woman to be? just your own opinion. also i'm not looking for responses only in terms of physical appearance, but behaviorally, mentally, socially

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 22:17:43 2021 No.19212200 >>19212186 Unrelated to your post, but I really wish bears and other large animals weren't so dangerous to be around. Every time I see one I want to pet it.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 22:18:39 2021 No.19212207 >>19211940 You don't have to be Freud to figure this one out.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 22:19:52 2021 No.19212215 >>19211945 "Marxism is bourgeoise." - Jean Baudrillard

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 22:20:12 2021 No.19212219 >>19212200 There are some pretty friendly bears in San Francisco.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 22:37:50 2021 No.19212286 I regret my degree so fucking much.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 22:38:32 2021 No.19212289 >>19208559 Put your trip on, butters

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 22:39:08 2021 No.19212293 >>19212286 What degree? I ended up with a degree in Theater Arts, you can't have fucked up as bad as that, right?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 22:42:04 2021 No.19212301 >>19212293 Well, it’s economics so I know we’ll disagree on this, but I actually think it’s worse. If I had a degree in theater arts I would wear it as a badge of honor almost.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 22:44:19 2021 No.19212309 File: 73 KB, 630x470, IMG_20211011_194356_139.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>19212192 Lady Apu

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 22:47:18 2021 No.19212325

>>19212301
My biggest gripe is/was that everything I learned in college for Theater arts was stuff I could have picked up in workshops offered all over the place. I didn't need to burden myself with college debt for what I learned.

I ultimately went to grad school and became a lawyer, burdening myself with more debt.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 22:48:02 2021 No.19212331 >>19212301 not him but dude just fry your brain with psychedelics and poppers, and then you'll make great money bullshitting with economists

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 22:56:52 2021 No.19212378
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>>19212313
Maybe, but all the same you must be demented to think you have anything of value to say to anyone as regards anything when the likes of Blake, Chaucer, Wordsworth, Tennyson, Dante, Boccaccio, Manzoni, etc etc and hundreds more than any man could read in a lifetime await those would know the heights of feeling and expression. The hubris in picking up the pen defies all absurdity.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 22:57:12 2021 No.19212380

>>19212325
Its funny how that works isn't it? Go into debt to learn things you could have learned for free or for a wage. Then you receive a degree that can't get you a job. Suddenly you wake up in your 20s, burdened with debt, limited work history, no skills, starting from the bottom.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 23:00:10 2021 No.19212396 >>19212380 It's a wild fuckin' ride, huh? Now I've decided to write about unicorns to help the pain go away.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 23:01:12 2021 No.19212402

>>19210044
I heavily relate to this anon, it's depressing to me. I can understand why a church would want to try and adopt aesthetics that may appeal to the widest, most inoffensive tastes, but materialism and the general moral decline of the u.s. has really destroyed the artistic lens of the lay. I can't help but see a church following in the steps of the world when they adopt such a milquetoast image, it carries none of the divine.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 23:02:13 2021 No.19212406

>>19212325
I can’t say I learned anything at all in economics. I wish that were exaggeration, but it’s not.

>>19212331
I already did that, but I’m still firmly in a middle to upper-middle class job. What I want is to be poor but dignified, or at least not despise my own life.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 23:08:12 2021 No.19212431

>>19212406
>I can’t say I learned anything at all in economics. I wish that were exaggeration, but it’s not.
I certainly can't dispute if that is true or not, but I certainly had a case of imposter's syndrome for my first few years out of law school. What you learn in school is very different from what you learn on the job, but even the rudimentary foundation you have gained in school should get you in the door so that you can actually start learning.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 23:12:21 2021 No.19212443 >>19211711 In America? For the majority of people, yes.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 23:14:44 2021 No.19212455 >>19212431 Economics is literally talmudic gibberish designed to hide fraud

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 23:15:33 2021 No.19212456 >>19211429 yeah post some hijab boba

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 23:16:00 2021 No.19212460 >>19212431 I already work in a tangentially related job. The degree was worthless, worse than worthless. Were it to pan out to be a financial success at some immediate point in the future, I would still regret it and regard it as a colossal waste.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 23:16:26 2021 No.19212465 >>19212455 What do you think the field of law is about? Not far off, anon.

>>	« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS Mon Oct 11 23:19:42 2021 No.19212481 HEY HEY. STOP POSTING THE PICS, PLEASE. >>19212289 I’ve been at work. Apu is less grating, but pepe is an old old old worn out meme. Blowjacks are the worst. Every variety blows

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 23:19:53 2021 No.19212482

>>19212460
I may try voice acting for fun in the near future, where I may finally use my Theater education. Beyond ridding me of stage fright the degree hasn't helped me too much either.

Not trying to turn this conversation into a race to the bottom/pitty party, just trying to say I understand. You're certainly not alone.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 23:21:56 2021 No.19212494
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>>19211711
>Is everyone just as lonely, hopeless, and miserable as me or am I just a freak
It's mostly people who never had a real father. This thread is full of them.

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 23:26:50 2021 No.19212514

>>19212482
>I may try voice acting for fun in the near future
You may? Just do it. Otherwise, it is worthless. See, that’s the thing. You don’t get a degree like that for no reason. Even if you don’t choose to use it. Choose to wear it as an absurdist or romantic badge of honor like “yeah, I got a theater arts degree”.
> Not trying to turn this conversation into a race to the bottom/pitty party
That makes one of us.

« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS Mon Oct 11 23:28:55 2021 No.19212527

>>19210151
>He said in a 99% anonymous thread
Pathetic.

>>19211840
>Do you honestly believe Christianity would survive without the church?
What I think is irrelevant. If they had actual faith they’d be able to do it without these corrupt authority figures.
>Arts
It is a useless question, but art would have been just as wonderful without the middle eastern death cult. Say, if Julian had been a tad more wise, we could have had a completely different culture across the continent’s history.

>>	the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI Mon Oct 11 23:30:26 2021 No.19212534 I AM THE CHRISTOPHER COLUMBUS OF WEED SMOKING.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 23:30:29 2021 No.19212535 >>19212481 I never realized there were two different frogs before. What makes one worse than the other? Apu, Pepe and Wojack seem like different flavors of the same meme to me.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 23:34:53 2021 No.19212553 >>19212527 It wasn't up to Julian. It was up to divine providence

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 23:36:06 2021 No.19212556 >>19212535 Wojak and Pepe play a duality of irony and the suffering of inauthenticity. Apu is the New Sincerity

« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS Mon Oct 11 23:37:39 2021 No.19212564
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>>19212535
Apu is like an innocent and seems to maintain that character. Pepe is some kind of all purpose blank slate. Either a smug asshole or blubbering whiner or Hitler. Then someone tried to push this clown world frog. So boring.
Apu is more like Spurdo for me. (I think they're both Finnish inventions).

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 23:40:22 2021 No.19212573

>>19212535
Apu is a neotenous variant of Pepe, there are several other variants such as groyper as well. Wojak is a separate meme entirely, it spawned brainletjak, soijak, boomerjak, etc.

At the height of 2010s meme culture circa 2014 there were a colossal number of Pepe and wojak images produced, often interacting with each other, so they are definitely associated, but they're separate memes in origin and nature.

Interestingly enough the Pepe figure of the dichotomy, who was usually tormenting Wojak, has been replaced with Gigachad in many meme productions now, while Wojak is usually a soijak. This shift from Pepe to Gigachad has momentous implications for the evolution of transgressive meme culture and the people involved in creating it.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 23:43:18 2021 No.19212589 >>19208533 i wish life was a physical enemy i could fight

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 23:47:27 2021 No.19212598 >>19212573 >This shift from Pepe to Gigachad has momentous implications for the evolution of transgressive meme culture and the people involved in creating it. Elaborate

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 11 23:55:23 2021 No.19212631 >>19212527 >"noo im not doing anything!" the thirsty vapid attention whore cries while spamming the thread with a trip code for no reason other than to garner attention, doing exactly what she has been accused of

Anonymous Mon Oct 11 23:58:42 2021 No.19212644

>>19212598
I can't get into them all now and we dont know yet because the transition is ongoing but the essence is that Pepe is ugly and rebellious whereas Gigachad is beautiful(or more accurately hyper masculine) and naive. The symbol of the Frog was extremely potent in representing a class of people who had accepted the accusations of ugliness(moral, physical, etc) leveled at them and then decided to be belligerent nonetheless and inject themselves into discourse rather than hiding. All Pepes have this character whether the simple staring one, the smug one, the crying one. It is a rejection of norms by a self aware and implicitly vindictive agent. (Often aimed at a separate part of the same person's psyche reprented by the tormented wojak)

The apu variant entered into this archetype a restorstion of naivety and therefore forsaken humanity(norms of social interaction specifically) but it could only do so through regressive infantilization.

Enter Gigachad: he has the naivety of apu, absolutely no idea what is going on, but he is not neotenous or ugly, he is the polar opposite: a caricature of masculine physical maturity and beauty. And he retains the belligerent disregard for norms of Pepe. Now why exactly this evolution would occur is multifaceted: we have to take into account both structural dialectic factors that may inevitably have produced the character, as well as an alteration in both the larger mainstream culture at which the memes are addressed, and the change in demographics of the people making them. This is the part that takes guesswork and is at present not resolved because ongoing.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 00:05:35 2021 No.19212659 i'm 32 year old neet and i want to kms

Anonymous Tue Oct 12 00:10:18 2021 No.19212671

>>19212644
The important thing to remember is that these memes are never self-identifications, nobody thinks they are these characters. These characters represent one node in given tableau involving multiple separated parts of the author's psyche and multiple vectors of social discourse incorporating both the meme culture and the mainstream culture.

So the necessity of the change from pepe to gigachad cannot be reduced to crude self identification with a different archetype; rather the frequency within which new scenarios required such an archetype shifted in its favor due to multifarious fluctuations. For example the Zoomer generation is more basked in sociopathy and narcissism through internet exposure than the millennial one, this is one reason for gigachad. Another is simple brand dilution of Pepe through various means. Another is the attraction of more physically fit and attractive men to the transgressive meme sphere originated by weird autists. Another is the total domination of the left in real world power(after the brief hope of altright) forcing a denial and psychosis(pepe is self aware, gigachsd is not). Another is simply that dialectic of soiquoting each other inevitably ends with a character who cannot be soiquoted because he doesnt register mockery and is physically impeccable

I hope you can see the complexity going on here

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 00:11:42 2021 No.19212673 >>19212644 gigachad came to be because the incels wanted to larp as chads after lurking looksmax forums for half a year

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 00:12:43 2021 No.19212674 >>19212673 >>19212671 you may also notice that gigachad appeared around the same time that all the incels were obsessed with 'bone smashing' etc

>>	« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS Tue Oct 12 00:13:03 2021 No.19212676 File: 154 KB, 1600x899, 08B9A0F9-9FB8-4AE7-AFE0-F4C5DC4CEDB1.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>19212659 Try stuff first. Make things interesting. Bump off Bill Gates or something.

Anonymous Tue Oct 12 00:16:29 2021 No.19212682

>>19212674
Incels are another piece of the puzzle for sure anon, in fact they may be a major one, both in mainstream culture and the subculture. But what I wa trying to get across in my posts is the immensely multifaceted nature of these meme evolutions.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 00:17:51 2021 No.19212687 I had no idea meme lore was so deep, I've always seen it as white noise.

Anonymous Tue Oct 12 00:24:32 2021 No.19212707

>notice a weird bump on my arm
>being a hypochondriac immediately fear it's cancer
>remind myself that i'm only in my 20s and it's more likely to be a cyst or something
>internet even says a cancer like this would be extremely rare
>after a week looking haven't found anything that matches the symptoms
>more afraid of the virus than the lump I decide to wait and see what happens
>8 months later the bump is still there
>try looking again
>still can't find something that matches the symptoms
>look up cancers
>literally the first one I look at matches the qualities of the lump perfectly

fuck bros, I don't want to go through this

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 00:27:24 2021 No.19212720 >>19212707 Get a professional opinion, not internet BS.

Anonymous Tue Oct 12 00:33:37 2021 No.19212734

>>19212720
fun fact. about two months ago I had an appointment scheduled, but had to cancel it because I soon after lost my job and was couldn't get health insurance in time. Now I've just started a new job and was hoping to get to it, but now my boss has gotten pissed at me so many times (and for random stuff I had no idea was wrong, like saying "I'm worried about the deadline" to a co-worker who was already under pressure) I'm worrying I'm going to lose this one immediately

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 00:35:13 2021 No.19212737 >>19212734 worse to be freshly unemployed with possible cancer than to be freshly unemployed having a treatment plan

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 00:50:51 2021 No.19212770 >>19212659 some 31 year old dude in my city jumped off a high rise to kill himself but landed on a car and fuckin lived lmao don't do it dude

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 00:55:02 2021 No.19212785 >>19212737 I'm amercian. treatment WITH health insurance would put my non-existent descendants in debt for a few centuries

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 00:56:52 2021 No.19212794 File: 618 KB, 1280x720, image.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>19212785 get a load of this shit dude, i heard he's in the hospital in critical condition and won't be surprised if he's on the hook for the damage to the beamer too

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 00:57:00 2021 No.19212795 >>19212770 honestly, fuck the doctors in that situation. They broke their hypocratic oath by forcing him to live against his will buried in medical debt and crippled for life

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 00:58:01 2021 No.19212799 >>19212794 and people say capitalism isn't the problem

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 00:58:40 2021 No.19212802 >>19212794 He wore a mask when he jumped?

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 01:01:26 2021 No.19212809 ABSOLUTE BILBIO

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 01:14:29 2021 No.19212854 I dont care anymore and I feel free.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 01:15:57 2021 No.19212860 >>19212809 is this our kino? absolute Bibliography?

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 01:22:41 2021 No.19212875 >>19212676 Why did you need your tripcode for this post?

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 01:51:26 2021 No.19212957 >>19212481 >>19212481 You have a job? I thought you were a based NEET. What kind of work do you do?

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 03:18:38 2021 No.19213228 File: 249 KB, 799x775, 1631355162695.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>19208533 I wish I had a cute boyfriend to hold hands with and read poetry to.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 03:45:27 2021 No.19213283 Oi lads what book should I read next? Should it be The Confidence Man, The Warden or A Tale of Two Cities, wot we sayin?

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 04:39:49 2021 No.19213505 >>19213228 ywnbaw

Anonymous Tue Oct 12 04:45:59 2021 No.19213527

I’m an idiot and this woman has worked that I saw as a kinda mother figure turned out to be really toxic. Now looking back she seems to just social engineer any situation she’s in. Like that’s how she learned to survive and get meaning out of the world.
She’s a higher up and I’m always sure to be professional and treat everyone the same. But sometimes to her I do extra nice things and she seems to like it. Like a dog that brings you stuff. It makes me happy bein that dog. In my headcanon I feel nice.
I’ve been ignoring her more and more because some of the stuff she does is like to get me to chase after something. And that just seems toxic.
We went to eat last week and she said “my only friend in the office is John. I know all his darkest secrets.”
Wtf was that? I didn’t ask her what I was because that’s what I think she wanted me to ask but I’m just cool doing my job and getting paid. But I also know she has other friends in the office she’s really really good friends with. So it also seemed like mind games.
I think I understand the position I’m in. She uses power for social engineering and I just have to stay out of the way. But it hurts I don’t have anyone to be nice to.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 05:17:55 2021 No.19213631 >>19213283 >The Confidence Man I've been meaning to read this, so that's what I pick for you.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 05:28:56 2021 No.19213662 >>19213631 alright cheers boss

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 05:55:53 2021 No.19213738 It hurts.

Anonymous Tue Oct 12 06:11:32 2021 No.19213789

"I will remember our pale nights on the tallest floor
beneath nothing, beneath no one,
for a time as long as the day you broke.
It is one eternity more than the body is
meant to contain.
I contract around your absence,
"Miss, miss…"
I am a geranium leaf, a molecule of chlorophyll,
a magnesium atom, an electron, nothing."
fuck her

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 06:20:21 2021 No.19213820 I need more sleep.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 06:24:02 2021 No.19213831 I have successfully switched from gross straight porn to based lesbian porn.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 06:29:15 2021 No.19213841 going to run out of pills before i can top up again what book should i read as i cast into the throes of withdrawal .. i would like to read some more pynchon or a scanner darkly as i've not got round to that

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 06:32:28 2021 No.19213845 they don't know. I must have patience with them. I believe it says somewhere in the Gita that those who know are not allowed to upset those who don't.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 06:33:29 2021 No.19213848 >>19213841 Gitanjali I don't think all of it is the same quality, but the best of it is worth reading

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 06:47:24 2021 No.19213879 >>19213841 the bible

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 06:58:50 2021 No.19213927 File: 62 KB, 400x601, 1608787579689.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Just finished Stoner, should I read Journey to the end of the Night or The Book of Disquiet next?

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 07:07:44 2021 No.19213956 Yeah, I’m interested but it just seems kind of pointless right now and besides, I’m already in the spot that people expect afterward.

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When I was in highschool and uni, I wanted to play vidya almost constantly. Now that I'm done with my academics and am a NEET, I don't even wanna touch them anymore. The urge to play has more or less dissipated. I thought having more free time would make me wanna play more but it's the complete opposite.

Anonymous Tue Oct 12 07:22:29 2021 No.19213978

God, sometimes I just want to kill my housemate. I want to fucking punch his face until it caves in and his brains go everywhere. When I see him it is like my whole body is overtaken by adrenaline and the desire to fucking kill. But he has never done anything wrong by me. He is a good housemate. I just hate his guts.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 07:31:12 2021 No.19213996 >>19211755 I do, unfortunately. That’s why for me it’s rather a question of just finding something agreeable to temperament and disposition as much as is possible.

Anonymous Tue Oct 12 08:31:19 2021 No.19214165

i was listening that genetic lottery audiobook and now i realize the last decade of my life trying to help the urban proletariat get an education has been a waste of time. people with a certain gene are 5x more likely to graduate college than those that don't have it and i'm going to wager that most of these guys who struggle to meet the most basic academic standards don't have it.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 09:01:53 2021 No.19214263 >bags under my eyes feel heavy and tired >neck feels stiff to the point I'm feeling both dizzy and getting a headache What the fuck is happening to me?

Anonymous Tue Oct 12 09:12:59 2021 No.19214295

I used to enjoy bickering with people online but the average person is so fucking stupid he cannot even read my arguments correctly. What is worse is that I think this is intentional rather than the result of laziness. What happens is that they quote sentence but not the following where I complement the previous point, or they misunderstand the whole meaning of a concept that I explained in the previous paragraph, so I look like a strawman in their reply. Or they completely reformulate what I said in such a way that it no longer makes any sense. Then they say "Wow this is such a bad argument!"
Are people just retarded and cannot read anymore, or have become too lazy to read? Is this how you discuss shit nowadays? Cherrypicking arbitrary segments out of context or paraphrasing them wrong so that the person you are arguing with looks wrong? I have never had this issue before. Why are zoomers like this? Is it lack of corporal punishment?

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 09:14:26 2021 No.19214299 They're deleting every thread now wtf

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 09:23:29 2021 No.19214326 >>19213831 >not furry porn Human beings are horrible, I struggle to be happy around them anymore.

>>	v_v !!+e0M0fBMYzt Tue Oct 12 09:25:41 2021 No.19214332 >>19213841 >a scanner darkly def read that

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 09:28:00 2021 No.19214344 >>19214326 >implying furry porn isn't the most vile only human beings deserve to be degraded with porn

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 09:31:27 2021 No.19214360 >>19214326 Off yourself degenerate.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 09:38:41 2021 No.19214384 i wanna become a teacher so i can save high school students from shitty history education it's just conservative propagandistic garbage here

Anonymous Tue Oct 12 09:40:09 2021 No.19214396
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>>19214263
Okay, I had a medicine for my headache and cleaned up. I can pin point the pain to part of my face where it's below my eyes and really close to my nose. Fuck it hurts like shit.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 09:43:21 2021 No.19214407 >>19214396 do you have sinusitis?

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 09:43:26 2021 No.19214408 >>19214263 Get some proper sleep. I don't understand this mindset.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 09:46:49 2021 No.19214416 >>19214384 Every history lesson is propagandistic garbage

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 09:49:12 2021 No.19214427 >>19213927 How should we know? Why can’t you decide for yourself?

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 09:51:07 2021 No.19214431 >>19213820 Try drinking Nyquil or any store brand of it. Puts me to sleep real fast.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 09:51:57 2021 No.19214432 >>19209341 Get off the internet and go outside.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 09:53:08 2021 No.19214434 >>19209456 Why not use your phone as your daily planner?

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 09:54:36 2021 No.19214437 >>19210768 They need to get a life. That shit is pathetic.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 09:54:58 2021 No.19214439 >>19214407 I think I might be. Lately my nose has been blocked too.

Anonymous Tue Oct 12 09:55:27 2021 No.19214441

>>19209365
Offline doesn't exist anymore. Everyone's a blank faced robot on the outside and constantly stuck to his phone 24/7. It's practically impossible to have a social life without being online. At this point you date online, you socialize online, you talk online, everything to do with your personality goes through the internet. Nobody wants to talk to anybody anymore except online after verifying one's entire history of social media posts.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 09:55:54 2021 No.19214445 New thread >>19214442

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 12 09:57:16 2021 No.19214449 >>19214439 looks like sinus infection if you're prone to it then doing nasal irrigation works wonders. for me it works better than cortisone sprays

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