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Write What’s On Your Mind Anonymous Sat Jun 26 02:14:46 2021 No.18530542 [Reply] [Original]

We’re All Terrorists Now edition

Previous thread >>18518709

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 02:16:42 2021 No.18530558
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>>18530542
My parents saw me jacking off to hentai. What the hell should I do? They haven't talked to me since yesterday.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 02:18:20 2021 No.18530565 >>18530558 Stop jacking off on the living room couch, dork.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 02:18:30 2021 No.18530568 >>18530558 Hentai is not really reflective of relationships either :3 https://voca.ro/1nIm2oOLqer3

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 02:23:14 2021 No.18530586 >>18530558 Same thing happened to me a couple hours ago. And it was loli stuff.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 02:24:40 2021 No.18530591 >>18530586 They’re going to report you now

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 02:27:31 2021 No.18530601 >>18530558 I tried visiting the source of this picture. fucking cia hotpot

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 02:29:51 2021 No.18530611 >>18530601 Speaking of which https://americanmilitarynews.com/2021/06/biden-launches-domestic-terrorism-strategy-targeting-anti-govt-ideology-white-supremacy-and-more/

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 02:30:53 2021 No.18530615

>>18530565
I was in my room. My room can't be locked because they threatened me to remove my door if I locked it even once. It happened at midnight...
>>18530568
>>18530586
I was watching questionable hentai
>>18530601
What do you mean by the word, hotpot? It's just reaction image

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 02:32:03 2021 No.18530620

>>18530558
Honestly i don't get parents being deeply offended at finding out their child jerks to stuff. It's a basic and personal thing. Getting caught can be awkward but but it should just be an unspoken thing everyone knows just about everyone does.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 02:34:58 2021 No.18530625 >>18530620 My parents are devout Christians. I don't know how to approach this.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 02:37:40 2021 No.18530637 >>18530615 Blatant invasion of privacy. I take it back

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 02:38:32 2021 No.18530640 >>18530615 How old are you, anon?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 02:42:22 2021 No.18530657 >>18530640 I'm 20. Can't wait to graduate, get a job far away and rent my own apartment.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 02:53:48 2021 No.18530683 I /believe/ this recent pause is also adorable, in terms of Butterfly. Normally she responds to me, now she is stricken with embarrassment. She is rolling around on her bed thinking of me :3

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 03:15:15 2021 No.18530756

My dearest most loveliest Wilhelmine,

It is now three weeks that I haven’t received a letter from You, which makes me think You must be either ill or not amongst the living anymore; either way I know Your deepest love for me to be everlasting. But enough of those cruel thoughts, my time here is spent in the utmost unhappiness….
I feel the need to give up my former life and move to the country, won’t You send me 50 Rth. for the journey? Oh what a heavenly life we‘ll lead there! You and I will finally be able to fulfill our destinies, having a wonderful little home of our own and, oh but I don’t need to remind You, do I? You already showed enough insight and clear understanding of womanly duties in the last essay You sent to me.

Your most loving friend, H K

N.S. I shall write more of myself in my next letter, since I must admit I am not feeling well in the moment. Please let me hear of You, and do tell me if You’re willing to leave your parents in Frankfurt and join me in Switzerland.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 03:21:26 2021 No.18530782 File: 90 KB, 640x633, 1624088751685.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Wow edge is fucking fast and nice. Will definitely switch from this stupid chrome

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 03:26:37 2021 No.18530795 >>18530782 Use brave browser

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 03:28:47 2021 No.18530805
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Everytime I have a dream where I'm in the metro or subway station I always get lost. Its so weird because I'm pretty well used to navigating metro stations. I find myself in a completely different destination I'm supposed to go.
However, I only dream of Japanese and French metro subway networks. Which is a little oddly specific.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 04:37:25 2021 No.18530982 File: 58 KB, 720x713, 1616082601867.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] https://youtu.be/29Qu8C8TSvo

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 05:27:58 2021 No.18531135 >>18530805 Japanese metro gets some Japanese lost in some stations. If you're dreaming of Shinjuku station then it is just realistics.

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 05:31:54 2021 No.18531147

Getting a haircut today. Haven't had one since like November so it looks like a mixture of Nicola from Life is Sweet and young Arnold Schwarzenneger with the fuckin curls in the back. I fucking hate getting haircuts tho, I've never had one where I've not come out the barbers unhappy

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 05:34:51 2021 No.18531155 >>18530558 >My parents saw me jacking off to hentai What were you reading?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 05:36:06 2021 No.18531161 >>18530601 >hotpot did you mean honeypot?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 05:37:25 2021 No.18531164 >>18530795 >Use brave browser Do not use the brave browser are you retarded? https://spyware.neocities.org/articles/brave.html https://digdeeper.neocities.org/ghost/browsers.html

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 05:43:24 2021 No.18531196 >>18530805 I feel asleep on the metro once and when I woke up I had no idea where to go get back. I'm a grown man, but I felt like a lost kid again and wanted to cry

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 06:34:18 2021 No.18531305
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My gf was giving me a blowjob and i guess i grabbed her head to much and started moving it up and down on my cock myself and she got really really pissed and stopped and started cursing at me in Russian. (I moved to moldova as an american for pussy)

Then i had to spend like 30 min calming her down saying its my bad but also in my head iim confused why she let me do it for like 10 min and not say stop or that she doesnt like it. Anyways she was really fucking mad so i went full simp tier calming her down.

Finally shes still mad but less than before but then starts crying on the couch saying its her fault for acting like this and that she should have told me to stop and i reassure her no, its my bad for not asking if shes okay with it.

Next she apologizes for her behavior and she leaves to work on a decent vibe, but now i feel manipulated and furious because she was about to leave at one point and we both got on our knees and started crying a little apologizing to each other, and also her behavior is not justified, what the fuck did i do to deserve being treated so harshly for a mistake? Jesus

At one point i told her lets talk about sex and whats off limits so this shit doesnt happen again and she said anal, other partners, etc

Im starting to think i probably grabbed her head the way i saw in porn from my porn addiction and she didnt like that too much, which makes me realize i probably wont have the most pleasurable sex with her, not that sex is like in porn but maybe at some point ill subconciously try doing what i saw in years of videos and she might get angry with me again.

Add my situation to the endless amount of relationships ruined by porn addiction i guess

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 06:45:35 2021 No.18531327

>>18531147
Have tried more expensive ones? I tried one for ~45€ for one year and the results were good.
When Corona started I moved back to my parents for some time and asked my mother to cut my hair for me.
It was already pretty good the first time but it took almost 3h hours, she wanted to do it carefully and make no mistakes.
Now on the 6th time the results are better than any normal good barber so far and it takes only 40 minutes.
Do you know how you want to look like? It's difficult for most average barbers to recreate a haircut from a photo.
For my mom it was much better having a haircut every two months where she could focus on the details more than when she had to recreate the haircut it from very long hair and get the balancing somewhat right.
So if possible make more photos, print them out and have the next date already fixed in 2 months

>>18531305
>(I moved to moldova as an american for pussy)
Going from one of the best countries in the world to one of the worst in Europe...I would like to say foolish but I don't know your circumstances. Either way good luck anon. In In case of your gf I would think of what the PUAs would say about that situation but it's not like they will give a great solution.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 08:04:22 2021 No.18531568 >>18531155 Loli guro

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 08:06:55 2021 No.18531577 >>18531305 You care too much about this insignificant thing, bro. Let it go, what's done is done, and move on.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 08:10:42 2021 No.18531584 File: 2.55 MB, 3072x4096, IMG_20210626_133817871~2.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I ponder if there is a form of cybernetics for human life in action. Can life (what you do day to day) be seen as optimization process?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 08:12:47 2021 No.18531588 >>18530637 Kek are you 12? What privacy? It's their house and watching cartoon porn is embarrassing. The parents should beat up that retard and you should kys

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 08:14:29 2021 No.18531592 >>18531327 >Going from one of the best countries in the world Are you stuck in the 90s?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 08:20:24 2021 No.18531611 >>18531327 Thanks for the advice lad, but it's just not happening. I get a trim at most 3 times year, and as long as its cheap and quick I get over it being shite fairly quickly. And it is pretty shite yet again.

Frater Asemlen !XS8vrClKs2 Sat Jun 26 08:21:56 2021 No.18531620

I’m very unsure on this poem, is it complete or ought I continue to work on it?

I looked first at the filth upon the swine,
whose sty was fenced with twine of eldest white,
softly I saw the grazing of the kine
and gable-birds reclining in the light,
my eyes flew to elms and yew where dwell ewe,
where frolic they, just as the poet’s write,
but the lines end, and all fades from my view.

the shadows of a delusive Flame shines
briefly, the cinders leaving naught but night,
a song from a dream, drunk upon the wine
born of inmost mind, of the inner sight,
this desire, fire of the untrue,
casts shimmering phantoms, blinding and bright,
yet when I ask of them, they reply “you.”

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 08:26:26 2021 No.18531636 >>18530620 Agreed. When parents get mad at their kids for masturbating its such a fucked up thing. Once you hit that age, masturbation is just a thing, and making kids terrified and ashamed of it is terrible on so many levels.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 08:30:03 2021 No.18531647 File: 68 KB, 564x902, 1608463795200.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18530615 >My room can't be locked because they threatened me to remove my door if I locked it even once. I hate your parents and want to beat them with a pipe.

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 08:33:58 2021 No.18531661

I wish I had a bf
We could go fishing together, hiking together, we could have a /lit/ library together, read cuddling together by a fire with blankets over us (maybe a LOTR or Kafka re-read), I'd cook for him every day and we'd have a cat and it'd be so amazing but I'm too ugly and don't pass for it to ever happen :(

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 08:34:48 2021 No.18531665 >>18530615 >>18530657 Huh, I had to deal with the same shit when I was your age. Invasion of privacy and what not. Not just my parents but even my sibling. You should be more discreet regardless.

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 08:35:54 2021 No.18531671

Everyone made fun of dadrockers who said they were born in the wrong generation but the degeneracy of music was the early sign of the degeneracy of culture and society that was to come. More and more people realise things are not going anywhere good and fewer and fewer delude themselves into thinking everything is alright.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 08:36:24 2021 No.18531675 >>18531661 We could buy each other Library of America or Everyman's Library or Folio Society or Easton Press for birthdays/christmas's but we'd both want to read the books anyway lol

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 08:36:55 2021 No.18531678 >>18531584 everything is always optimising itself.

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 08:37:55 2021 No.18531683
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>>18530542
I keep having dreams where there are monsters or serial killers killing people around me, and I'm so terrified of being tortured and dying slowly and in agony that I start trying to kill myself, just so I die quickly. I'm talking wrong turn hillbillies ripping people apart while they're alive, and sharks biting down and the people screaming in agony, guts and shit everywhere. I end up throwing myself off of cliffs, or huddled behind a desk with a gun to my head, sobbing. I don't want to die. I'm just afraid of the pain. This happens at least once a week, probably more often. It's starting to get really bad.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 08:37:57 2021 No.18531685 >>18531636 Masturbation has been normalised, but to what end?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 08:39:34 2021 No.18531693 >>18531685 Liberty, sexual liberation, freedom, and trannies.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 08:47:43 2021 No.18531733 >>18531683 >otter covers fishes eyes and gills so it doesn't see death coming Otters are nice

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 08:49:17 2021 No.18531739
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>>18530542
Why do I feel so mediocre and stupid for studying the humanities?
I used to not care and have self reliance but lately I've been weak and falling more for "humanities bad" meme thats become prevalent in contemporary culture. I will sit and read a history book but hearing the sounds of cars, helicopters, planes, ect. outside or watching the intensity of the city while walking around has me feeling left behind. Like the world is moving at such a pace I'm a loser for not engaging with it. At my university the history department was not as valued, you can see it physically with the state of the buildings compared to other departments and the salaries of the professors.
Its like I'm a stupid fucking idiot for wasting my life on something that's dying. But at the same time I know deep inside that it is extremely valuable and I love it. I guess I'm not as independent as I thought. The dominate zeitgeist of an age will have its effect on me.
I'm not a stupid person, I could have easily gone for a "harder" stem subject and succeeded in it.
Income doesn't really concern me either, my father has a small successful business that I will learn and take over

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 08:51:30 2021 No.18531750
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>>18523203
>I wanted to write this beforehand and then post it here, but this post from the last thread made me want to vent a bit.
My father once told me as a kid "you shouldn't love a woman more than she loves you". I'm 22 yo now and have never been in a relationship or had any kind of romantic connection with someone, but as I grew up and observed his relationship with my mother, this sentence got ingrained into my mind.He is a terrific father, and treats my mother caringly even though they live apart. But recently something surfaced, apparently he had cheated on her when I was 1 yo, and now there was this grown ass woman wanting to know him.A bit of my respect for him died since then, he is a great guy, but I don't see him in the same way I did before.The thing is, I'm not feeling like this because my mom was miserable, but because he had a kid and wasn't there to raise her, to be a good father to her like he was to me.I feel guilty for not caring about my mom, but watching their fight, how she skipped meals, went to bed early and barely talked to me or my brother for days, and then seeing their reconciliation after only one week, I can't but feel almost disgusted by her, the way she pretends she is forgiving him begrudginly when she is not, how she is completely devout to him as if nothing had changed, I look at their relationship and how asymmetrical it is and it puts me off.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 08:51:35 2021 No.18531752 >>18531693 So it'll cause complete societal collapse?

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 08:52:32 2021 No.18531759

>>18531750
So thursday I went on my first date ever, it went really badly as we barely talked, and honestly, I wasn't anxious or nervous at all, I just didn't mind being mostly in silence, I guess I got used to it even though it's weird when you're meeting someone new.
At the end of the date we kissed, which was also my first kiss, and as we pulled away from each other I watched as she slowly opened her eyes and asked me why was I so serious, I lied and said that was because I was nervous as I hadn't kissed someone in over two years.In fact it was because I had realized that I didn't feel anything as she was sucking on my tongue, I felt as if I were kissing my arm as I had done countless times as a kid, fantasizing about that moment.She is very attractive to me, and I think it was honestly a beautiful moment, very passionate and intimate, she didn't even notice I had 0 experience as I tried to mirror what she was doing and caress her neck and face, but I just didn't feel anything, no fear, no anxiety, no euphoria, I only got a semierection at some point.
I had my heart skip a beat just by exchanging glances with a girl I liked in highschool, I was talking to another girl on tinder, who studies at the same uni I do and is an avid reader (much more than me actually) and when I asked her out I dreamt about her answer for two nights, which is symbolic as I very rarely remember my dreams.But when I was sharing spit with this other girl on top of me I didn't feel anything and it seems like she did, because I wanted to look into her eyes when we pulled away from our embrace and I had to wait some long seconds for her to open them.
I'm legitimately thinking to myself: does love have to be asymmetrical?
Is it always about someone suffering for the other? to feel loved, valued?
It seems like there will always be a power disbalance, never truly equal, and I don't want to hurt this girl, I don't want to mirror my dad in his worst aspects

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 08:53:53 2021 No.18531764 >>18531739 >that pic >Jesus is the great octopus Thanks for posting this, things make more sense now.

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 08:54:30 2021 No.18531767

>>18531135
It varies but yes, Shinjuku station is one of them. There's Akihabara, Shibuya, and Ginza stations as well that appear in my dreams.

>>18531196
I know that feeling. Missing a station or going the wrong way shoots up my anxiety like a bitch.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 09:01:30 2021 No.18531778 >>18531767 Shinjuku would be the worst >stop person to ask for directions after ten million floor changes >person says "I've been lost down here for weeks."

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 09:02:41 2021 No.18531785 Can someone critique my poetry? This is some shit I wrote for my girlfriend, she likes everything I write but she's biased and I've been writing a lot more lately and I guess I want someone to tell me I suck to keep my ego in check

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 09:04:42 2021 No.18531793 File: 801 KB, 1080x1568, Screenshot_20210625-210417_Notepad.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18531785 Oops

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 09:05:53 2021 No.18531800 >>18531793 Strong future in Muzak

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 09:08:45 2021 No.18531815 >>18531800 I can't sing tho :(

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 09:09:30 2021 No.18531817 >>18531815 It's a genre of autotune.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 09:11:49 2021 No.18531826 File: 62 KB, 976x850, _91408619_55df76d5-2245-41c1-8031-07a4da3f313f.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18530542 >trying to read Tocqueville >Intrusive thoughts of paper sliding across my urethra won't stop coming are there any fixes?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 09:12:15 2021 No.18531830 >>18531817 Thats an idea.. Thanks for the encouragement anon.

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 09:13:01 2021 No.18531835

>>18531759
all the relationships I've been in (2 I would call serious) my girlfriend has always put her issues out in the open very easily and early which then makes it hard for me to put mine out in the open. I feel like I was always carrying the burden of her and my issues instead of us both equally helping each other out. It's probably my fault as I'm the type to always prompt them to tell me what's up and say I don't mind helping. It sounds bad but I wish I could be with a woman who isn't carrying some emotional baggage so I could be the one to seek help. I guess that is just the roles that man and woman naturally assume in a relationship.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 09:16:16 2021 No.18531838 >>18531826 I wonder what the cause of such thoughts is? In high school, I would have them about digging into my wrists with pencils and sliding the pencils underneath the veins

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 09:17:45 2021 No.18531843

I've styled myself as a leftist in my social life, and I have voted for the Left Party (former East German Communist Party) for multiple years in a row. But these days, I'm drifting further to the right. Here's something that might trigger some people: I've found that most rightwingers are brainlets. Leftists are -- as a general trend -- educated and sheltered, often with deep personal issues. But I can't identify with this new brand of leftism, which is being imported from the USA and applied in Germany, without any regard for the cultural and social differences between our two countries. If only there was a leftist party that cared about both worker rights, as well as national identity.... Sometimes I wish that I was born in the GDR. The people who I've talked to who actually lived there remember it fondly.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 09:42:51 2021 No.18531945 >>18531793 That's not poetry retard

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 09:45:47 2021 No.18531958

>>18531843
Leftists are educated idiots. Many leftists now are moving right but they're intellectually insecure and insist on calling right wingers stupid to differentiate themselves from them. The truth is that leftists are a cancer upon the world and they've only even been useful idiots for corporations

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 09:51:40 2021 No.18531973 >>18531958 Thats not exactly an intelligent assessment of leftists mate...

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 09:56:26 2021 No.18531986 >>18531973 You're a leftist you don't know what's intelligent and what isn't

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 10:00:45 2021 No.18531998

>>18531843
There is a rich tradition of German left-right alliance. Some of them are stranger than others, like Niekisch and the National Bolsheviks. But there was a great desire for union among young nationalists and socialists in the 1920s. The Nazis were only one subset of that and by no means the necessary outcome. Most countries with any sense were tending toward welfare states with strong national self-consciousness and solidarity.

What we have now especially in Germany is an aberration, the result of Americanism and Anglo finance throwing open all countries to internationalist financial trickery so that they can't develop robust national self-consciousness. Even despite this they managed to create great social security systems and recover from WW2, causing national pride to increase, so the powers that be had to flood them with as many unlimited third world welfare leeches and chaos producers as possible.

We will get socialism soon in the form of Volksgemeinschaft when things go to hell. Right now ideas are less important than making sure the soil is fertile for them to grow later, and the people are healthy enough to take them up. The next 50 years are going to be a nightmare of economic collapse and worldwide wars. Countries will rediscover socialism and brotherhood real fast when that happens, as will Europe as a whole if it wants to survive at all. In the meantime, focus on cooperating with those brainlet right wingers in preventing as many Muslims from coming in as possible, because in 10 years, those Muslims will either be massacring your neighbors or they'll be massacring the Muslims.

Nationalism flows from socialism and socialism from nationalism, but not if the country is in total anarchy and split between an insane jihadi underclass and a confused dying pensioner class.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 10:06:42 2021 No.18532024 >>18531998 As if right wingers need your help lmao the self importance of your pathetic ass is hilarious

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 10:11:46 2021 No.18532043 >>18531998 I remember Edward Dutton saying he thought the first to remember its identity would be Finland. their politicians were literally teaching them some stupid song supposedly so their girls wouldn't get raped, clown world.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 10:16:03 2021 No.18532057 File: 64 KB, 719x688, 1612908765587.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] There's an annoying fly in my room thats been bugging me for 2 hours, but i cant swat it because my cat is afraid of fly swatters.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 10:16:58 2021 No.18532062 >>18532057 tell it to stop being a pussy

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 10:19:54 2021 No.18532073

>>18531588
Giving your teenage/twenty-something year old son a room of his own and affording him privacy isn’t a 12 year olds perspective. It’s actually quite immature of these degenerate parents to keep up drill sergeant inspections and give the guy a massive complex.
>kys
You need to get your balls cut off. Your mind is gone.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 10:27:52 2021 No.18532107 >>18531671 The blues rock garbage that wrong generation guys tend to like is worse than modern popular music

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 10:29:59 2021 No.18532121

>>18531683
I find an odd, vaguely psychopathic aesthetic satisfaction in photos of wild animals eating other animals. The raw carnage of it, obscene yet natural, the vivid scarlet of the blood matting the predator's fur and painting the prey's carcass, the almost sublime look of primal ecstasy in the hunter's eyes as it sheers the last strips of flesh from scoured bones and its searing hunger at last abates. This eternal scene or primal hunger is at the center of the struggle of all life, the brute necessity for survival by any means.
I take no such pleasure in scenes of human death. These are not part of nature's cycle but often violations of it.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 10:31:48 2021 No.18532130 >>18532107 Filtered

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 10:32:06 2021 No.18532133

I'm having a hard time accepting how much the US is in decline. Even if you're not a patriot, most of us grow up thinking where we live has its head in the right place where it counts. But as you get older, you start to understand several massive issues in the country which most other nations have already confronted, settled, and put behind them. Meanwhile in the US, we all know these problems exist but they remain untouched - politicians pretend they will do something but they won't really, and it's accepted. And now with political correctness, language policing, reverse racism, and all that, even mainstream culture has gone haywire.

Idk, it sucks. These same problems existed 30-40 years ago, but back then there was some hope they would be changed, and life was better in other ways. Now I feel we've become the laughing stock of the developed world and it's sad

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 10:33:48 2021 No.18532141 File: 74 KB, 728x455, Wheat field.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I love wheatfields and wheatfield propaganda i dont care what anyone says, i love it

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 10:35:07 2021 No.18532146 File: 213 KB, 789x1100, 71WHVdwRUrL.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18532141 für dich

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 10:39:29 2021 No.18532172 >>18532073 Ok retard stop posting this garbage

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 10:44:46 2021 No.18532190 File: 12 KB, 225x225, iimages.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Hang in there https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0kflSX9VqIY

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 10:49:31 2021 No.18532204

>>18532121
>I take no such pleasure in scenes of human death. These are not part of nature's cycle but often violations of it.
To elaborate as I do think it's an interesting comparison. When one inspects a photograph of a murder victim, its profanity immediately strikes you. One is unaware of how unnecessary this death was, how it was the consequence of some indulgent, uniquely human surplus of cruelty. The corpse has been defiled without ritual. The excessiveness of murder is disgusting. A predator consuming its prey, because it is natural and pure, has a certain sanctity to it. Homicide stinks of perversion.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 10:50:38 2021 No.18532209 >>18532133 What do you think the root problem is? I think it all boils down to wealth inequality and the ensuing power imbalances.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 10:51:39 2021 No.18532216 >>18532204 >One is unaware *aware

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 10:52:01 2021 No.18532218 File: 77 KB, 431x595, leviathan.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18532209 The managerial class

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 10:53:22 2021 No.18532224 >>18532133 The rest of the world is not that much better.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 10:54:06 2021 No.18532227 >>18532209 >muh wealth inequality Find a different cliche to cling to

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 10:54:10 2021 No.18532228 >>18530542 Twinks.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 10:55:21 2021 No.18532234 >>18530558 Commit sudoku anon they will always remember and always be disappointed

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 11:08:47 2021 No.18532293 I can no longer cope with the stupidity, the poverty and the bestiality of my and our (non-immediate) ancestors.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 11:09:35 2021 No.18532297 >>18532227 It’s basically the answer, not a cliche, bubble butthead

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 11:11:12 2021 No.18532303

>>18530542
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>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 11:11:14 2021 No.18532304 >>18532293 Get over it. >>18532234 Those puzzles are hard

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 11:12:59 2021 No.18532310 I have an enormous crush on a girl I know nothing about except that she lives in the same timezone on the same continent and that I like the way her mind works. I'm torn between the feelings I have and how unrealistic I think I'm being.

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 11:13:08 2021 No.18532312

>>18532297
No it's not. Most people don't give a shit about wealth inequality as long as they have enough wealth. The problem is that economic growth has slowed down in the West and the population keeps increasing because of immigration. You're just an idiot who can only diagnose the single issue he's obsessed with.

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 11:15:39 2021 No.18532324 [DELETED]

>>18532073
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>>18532312
HEY! SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EVERYONE SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU FINE GET UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2u2qHFypTro

YOURE A DIME GET UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 11:17:51 2021 No.18532338 GET UP YOU SKIZZOS GET UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUP GET UP YOU SKIZZOS FOR FUCKS SAKE

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 11:21:33 2021 No.18532353

>>18532312
>Most people don't give a shit about wealth ineq
Well this is flat out wrong, but hardly the point at all. Most people don’t have enough and that’s what wealth inequality means. They work for the enrichment of the already wealthy.
>akshully economic growth is slow and population is climbing
Capitalism is leaving the US for China. All your other metrics are irrelevant and probably wrong anyway. The inequality of what’s there is bleedingly obvious. You’re an idiot plain and simple.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 11:21:56 2021 No.18532356 >>18532353 YOU FINE GET UP!

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 11:23:07 2021 No.18532367 File: 164 KB, 1080x1351, 5F474256-9B85-426C-83BB-C768AED07516.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18532356 winks

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 11:23:15 2021 No.18532369

>>18532121
I love that picture for more artistic reasons, I think. The aesthetics of it are amazing- the colors crisp and so stark that it looks painted on. It looks almost unreal, and it looks more like a Japanese or Chinese painting of a demon, than real life.

It's not the death, exactly, that I'm attracted to in any way, though I respect it. I have the same romantic obsession with death as any artistic person does.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 11:30:05 2021 No.18532401 File: 2.41 MB, 320x240, Giraffe.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18532121 same

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 11:32:45 2021 No.18532412 >>18532353 >Most people don’t have enough and that’s what wealth inequality means. Like I said: an obsessed idiot.

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 11:33:29 2021 No.18532417
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>>18531592
>Are you stuck in the 90s?
What countries are (clearly) better than the US nowadays?
All major Western and most European ones have declined or in the best case somewhat stagnated, exchanging some problems for others or staying wealthy. It's not as if there was a great competition for the US.
You have so many opportunities, so much wealth, so many liberties, so much freedom, so much space for the average John Doe always or easily available - even after fucking up massively multiple times. In other parts of the world, especially the second and third world you don't have many chances easily, maybe one or two in a lifetime, maybe none at all.
If you are annoyed by your government, politics etc. you can simply fuck off into any biome you like: deserts, vast forests, tropical islands like Hawaii, raw Nature in Alaska etc.
I have been to the US two times five years ago for about a month each time and a lot isn't perfect or going well but overall it doesn't get much better sadly.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 11:34:04 2021 No.18532419 File: 74 KB, 1000x1000, untitled-13.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18532141 Someone posted this guy on /v/, and im really digging this post-soviet agrarian aesthetic. https://www.instagram.com/dubnitskiy_david/

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 11:39:15 2021 No.18532452

>>18532141
farming unironically speaks to a mans soul. Everyone has farming in their ancestry, and the simple relationship between productivity and produce creates an almost religious effect.
City people wanting to own their own small holding is nothing new.

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 11:44:03 2021 No.18532474

you are so boring do you actually know that?

fucking do something, FUCK

you can foresee everything that is written here, you always write the same blah blah blah

DO SOMETHING

post a picture of you or something, I feel like I'm the only one who's real here, so many bots pff

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-wlt4rOoDpo

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 11:47:30 2021 No.18532489 >>18532474 Fuck off, nigger.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 11:48:13 2021 No.18532492 >>18532489 pshhh NPC, sry I don't accept your quest

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 11:55:49 2021 No.18532522 File: 377 KB, 645x773, 1620489397282.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18532419 >All these pretty women God, I'm so fucking lonely

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 12:01:21 2021 No.18532559

>>18532522
u fucking kidding me right? ohh my fucking god pls help I can't... that pic looks like a fucking sticker that sticks to a wall somewhere out on the street and where bums pissing every god damn day, U FUCKING KIDDING ME? LEAVE THE FUCKING HOUSE MAN!

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 12:05:15 2021 No.18532584 >>18530542 I pirate books shamelessly and with great abandon. Eat Jeff Bezos and all that- but I do want to support artists and authors that I enjoy. I wish I could just paypal a couple bucks to an author for writing a book I liked.

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 12:08:34 2021 No.18532602

>>18532584
this is what I'm talking about.

wtf is this shit?

is this why you're here for?

is this post really the reason why you want to waste your time here?

this shit is straight up NPC script, this isn't even real. u gotta be fucking kidding me.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 12:10:26 2021 No.18532613 >>18532602 chill

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 12:12:11 2021 No.18532624 File: 446 KB, 497x618, 0X.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18532613 no, don't chill. fuck you!

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 12:15:17 2021 No.18532636 >>18532624 self-destruction is a commitment that you can only afford if you find pleasure in ruin.

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 12:16:14 2021 No.18532639
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>>18532559
You're memeing, right? People don't actually talk like this, do they?
Actually...thank you, anon. Through your illiterate reply I have found the strength to never leave my house again, on my own terms. Fuck other people. You're all swine.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 12:18:34 2021 No.18532650 File: 37 KB, 640x654, 97e4dd04-.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18532639 no one cares, better stop being an NPC good luck

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 12:24:27 2021 No.18532676 File: 16 KB, 678x585, cheers.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] If you're reading this, have a great day, anon.

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 12:42:09 2021 No.18532813

There is no bright relation, refry this shitty life
Can you find it? Can you feel it? Can you hide it? Can you fake it?
The promise of piss is here, and I've dug the filthy dredge
Can you find it? Can you feel it? Can you hide it? Can you fake it?
There is no grace in waiting, there's only bastard baiting
Can you find it? Can you feel it? Can you hide it? Can you fake it?

Raped by your father, where you hurt there?
Were you horny? Were you horrified?

They were the first to revv up, they were the last to ride
Can you find it? Can you feel it? Can you hide it? Can you fake it?

Taken by a blood relation-take that, love that
Given inches, given fortitude-take that, love that
Crying eyes, a man of forty-take that, love that
Taken back there, day to day
I feel, extreme, amped up

Kill the guilty

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 12:45:56 2021 No.18532845 [DELETED]

>>18532813
>Raped by your father, where you hurt there?
Were you horny? Were you horrified?

Is that the reason why you're on this site?

look at this, think about it

is that the reason?

it's not that deep bro.

I'm going to do the laundry in a laundromat, it's fine.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 12:46:26 2021 No.18532849 >>18532813 >A poem >”…this shitty life” >stops reading

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 12:48:44 2021 No.18532860

>>18532813
>Raped by your father, where you hurt there?
>Were you horny? Were you horrified?

Is that the reason why you're on this site?

look at this, think about it

is that the reason?

some people like to play the mad psychopath, but it's not that deep bro.

I'm going to do the laundry in a laundromat, it's fine.

>>18532849
based

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 12:58:36 2021 No.18532916 >>18532813 holy cringe

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 13:00:45 2021 No.18532936 File: 34 KB, 700x471, 1620436198321.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18532650 >calls me an npc >facebook-tier image >normalfag attitude Dear Anon, Please consider the rope. With love, Anon PS: You're a faggot.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 13:08:46 2021 No.18532988 >>18532936 it's ok dog, you're 14 and I'm 28 this image is the best advice u will ever get https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=igz6GXfZdp0

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 13:09:08 2021 No.18532990 i'm so tired i literally haven't slept well for years and i get more tired every day. this building is so fucking noisy but on the other hand my commute is ten minutes by foot. idk man.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 13:13:07 2021 No.18533019 >>18532990 >noisy building please move anon nobody deserves to live with constant noise

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 13:16:07 2021 No.18533037 >>18532988 i'm not taking advice from a 28yr old loser who still browses a turkish noodle making forum, take your own advice and be more confident by killing yourself faggot

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 13:17:49 2021 No.18533046 >>18533037 did u watch that youtube? it's the most awful hustlebro bullshit like who the fuck watches that shit anime is trash but even watching an anime is better

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 13:17:54 2021 No.18533048

>>18532990
I can tell you why you haven't been able to sleep for years and why you always feel tired, but whether you would believe me is another story.

and no, it's not that deep like, "I know why you're here, Neo. I know what you've been doing... why you hardly sleep, why you live alone, and why night after night, you sit by your computer." - from the movie "the matrix"

actually is really simple, and you will freak out when you realize that I was right.

Tip 1: Try a gluten-free diet.

That’s it.

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 13:30:48 2021 No.18533112

>>18533046
one of the biggest mistakes people make is identifying and attacking other people's weaknesses. In doing so, they ignore everything valuable that can be learned from some people. they only focus on this one small, unimportant little thing. therefore they remain as poor afterwards as they were before.

this is one of the biggest mistakes. and the funny thing is that you think you would upgrade yourself, but in truth you only make yourself smaller than you already are.

it's really NPC bullshit these days

they make it harder and harder for you, you can't even make a little joke, that's why you're so depressed. I'm sorry.

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 13:58:08 2021 No.18533255

My lease ran out so I’m now living with my dad. I work remote so I don’t really have anywhere in particular to go and on top of that, I’ll probably be quitting my job soon. I’ve more or less given up on my career, or any career at all, but this sucks. I’m 28 years old. I shouldn’t be living with my parents. Everyday I feel as though I’m more and trapped into a corner.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 14:02:23 2021 No.18533282 >>18530558 I like how all these kind of stories are a lot of times accompanied by remilia pics Fucking dorks

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 14:03:57 2021 No.18533295 No matter what decision I take, I immedialy regret it later

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 14:10:22 2021 No.18533331 File: 61 KB, 1200x675, religious symbols.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Genuinely considering joining a seminary after I finish my degree. I don't care about the world and what it has to offer anymore.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 14:14:10 2021 No.18533355 >>18532417 Any Western European country is better than America as a white man

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 14:18:45 2021 No.18533386 >>18533355 I grew up in the USA and spent several years living in multiple EU countries as an adult. I would argue that they’re about equal with differing aspects which make them more or less preferable personally.

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 14:19:55 2021 No.18533395

>>18532417
>If you are annoyed by your government, politics etc. you can simply fuck off into any biome you like: deserts, vast forests, tropical islands like Hawaii, raw Nature in Alaska etc.
This part is simply not true. You are not restricted from doing so but that does not mean you can make it happen. Moreover, what difference does the biome really make? I suggest it makes little difference for the average person.

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 14:21:14 2021 No.18533410

>>18532417
Also, Breezewood is a truck stop. The only people living there are people who work in those facilities. There is nothing there otherwise. It exists to prepare truckers for a haul across or down the Appalachians before they cross state lines. I don’t know how this even became a meme.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 14:52:51 2021 No.18533618 File: 471 KB, 984x1138, John_Locke.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Locke's theologically founded liberalism is based and has nothing to do with the current soulless an*glo liberalism. How did it degenerate so badly?

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 15:10:26 2021 No.18533724

An old college friend invited me to his wedding. We haven’t spoken in years but we were roommates once. It’s across the country and if I’m being honest, I don’t want to go. I just feel guilty if I don’t go and I don’t really have a good excuse. I need to RSVP within a few days and don’t know what to do.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 15:27:06 2021 No.18533809 >>18532204 What if it's an animal eating a human?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 15:31:31 2021 No.18533840 File: 23 KB, 402x301, h1kt09g.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >nofap just made me disassociate from sex even more >now even more of a horny chimp but cant connect it to any fantasy or desire >starving but dont like eating

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 15:36:08 2021 No.18533865

I've had a long day, man. Work was fucking hectic today. We had newbies who lack the confidence to follow procedures that seem pointless but they need to be done to cover our backs and they created so many problems for us. It's one person, to be fair. I don't know if she'll get better but I know that I spent a good portion of my shift doing stuff that she should have done. Either way, I pulled through, got home, and finished recording my script for my Call of the Crocodile review so now I just have to play a game for 30 minutes for footage and put it all together and I'm good.

The only upside is that I don't have to wake up early tomorrow so I can catch up on lost sleep.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 15:48:27 2021 No.18533937 just finished a roadside picnic, while I enjoyed the book, I don't get why it gets praised so much What did I miss, what's so profound about this book?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 15:49:09 2021 No.18533939 >>18532860 >something as basic as "enunciation does not mean affirmation" alien to /lit/ of all places

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 15:56:20 2021 No.18533967 >>18530558 Obviously we don’t know the full story, but I’d try talking to them first and maybe apologizing.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 15:56:24 2021 No.18533968 i listened to this lecture series about vatican 2 by some catholic professor from a catholic university hoping i would be convinced it didn't suck but knowing all the details only made it worse.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 15:58:25 2021 No.18533977 >>18532849 >a poem >i luv life...but not really LOL!1 i only haet it when the wifey makes me sleep on the couch lolz...i liek cheez XD my ddue1~i have so much2learn zoiks1

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 16:00:21 2021 No.18533988 >>18533968 Take the Vigano pill

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 16:23:01 2021 No.18534124

>>18530542
I had a vision of life as the eternal dancefloor at a nightclub. You are there with an endless number of other dancers, and you can leave the nightclub, but you won't be allowed back in-- and come to think of it, you don't remember how you even got there in the first place, or what lies beyond the door.

People attempt to pull off this and that move, mostly imitating the ones who had first innovated the steps, while a select few take it upon themselves to reconsider the possibilities of how one can dance on this floor. If enough glances are thrown in the direction of these upstarts, they begin to affect the mindspace of others, and parts of the dance take on a new form.

Pessimists and life-denying ascetics do the dance with the shortest steps. But all must dance. It is the rule of the club: Dance or you will be removed.

There is a person who looks at the structure of the club. He observes the wood of the dancefloor, feels the grooved walls with his fingers, listens closely to the rhythm of the thumping beats, not hypnotized by their thrum like the others, hoping to find a pattern, hoping that what small order he can discern is indicative of a greater world outside those walls- but he too goes on dancing, without ever truly knowing.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 16:23:13 2021 No.18534125 I had to stop reading a fanfic because I couldn't stop crying and I was crying for like, half an hour and I was getting dizzy. Not just pussy shit, either. I was full on sobbing. God, why did I even read it that long?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 16:29:47 2021 No.18534157 >>18533988 ok now what?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 16:33:45 2021 No.18534179 I'm the nicest guy irl and the rudest anon on here. I don't understand why.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 16:35:51 2021 No.18534196 >>18534179 because irl you're scared of conflict so you're an agreeable people pleaser but here you can indulge your resentment without care

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 16:36:47 2021 No.18534201 >>18534179 Because you don't give a shit about anons, and actually care about people around you. That makes a lot of sense considering that you never meet any of us.

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 16:46:04 2021 No.18534264
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Got some weird respiratory problem and it seems it's related to stress.
It feels like I'm out of air (when I'm not) and it's fucking impossible to sleep. This sucks, I was finally getting fit and now I get this. It feels like a big joke.

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 16:46:48 2021 No.18534274
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>be me
>boring week at work
>finished work on Friday evening
>slept in bed for an hour and half
>went driving, drinking coffee; browsed internet in car for a short time
>went to gym and lifted heavy weights; stronger than I've been for over a year
>browse internet in bed after gym
>sleep at 3 am
>wake up at 10.30 am
>lie in bed until 11.05 am
>go driving, drinking coffee, browse internet on phone, read a non-fiction book
>buy junk food on way home; eat normal food and junk food
>browse internet
>lie in bed at 4 pm to rest my eyes before watching Euro 2020 because I have nothing better to do; wake up after 6 pm
>watch final parts of football match
>go for walk while listening to Cum Town and podcast with Moldbug on it
>still on walk; will go jogging after the walk and then read a book in bed

My job is so boring and unfulfilling. I really need to start doing producerbull stuff again. I did it for two weeks a few months ago but stopped. I wish I could be a really casual producerbull instead of having to force myself to do stuff.

I am worrying a lot about my job at the moment because it's clear that if I don't start acting more like a happy normie then I may get a bad quarterly performance review by my giganormie, pathologically basic and normie, manager. Why do normies hate everyone who isn't a loud extroverted normie?

I barely even read any more, apart from weekends. My job doesn't even take up much of my time. I spend all my weekday free time driving, drinking coffee, browsing the internet (to recapture the weekend feel from Monday to Wednesday, or enjoy it early on Thursday to Friday), or exercising. I have no passion about anything so I don't remember a lot of what I read.

Remote work has drastically improved my finances and quality of life. The privacy of /wfh/Chadding is heavenly compared to open plan offices.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 16:47:39 2021 No.18534280 >>18534264 maybe it's myocarditis from the vax

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 16:48:51 2021 No.18534291 >>18534280 Yeah those symptoms popping up a lot

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 16:50:15 2021 No.18534295 >>18534280 I'm not getting vaxxed, anon. Will have to bribe someone eventually, but I think it will be easy since I live in a corrupt shithole.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 16:51:37 2021 No.18534306 >>18534295 >guy who uses anime avatar isn't a vaxx guzzling shitlib well that was a pleasant surprise

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 16:55:57 2021 No.18534324 File: 28 KB, 179x220, 1620087992057.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >tfw you realize there are people lurking who never post >tfw you realize there are people lurking who are here for their first time Hello secret friends!

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 16:59:57 2021 No.18534342

>>18531305
Don't rationalize your behavior dude. What do you me she manipulated you? You forced her to do some submissive suit and she didn't want it. It's not her fault she didn't stop you sooner cause she probably didn't know what to do.

You're fucking emotionally retarded and don't deserve a girlfriend. You're such a child lmfao "I only forced you into sex, it was such a teeny tiny mistake" lol go self destruct and be miserable with your porn

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 17:00:46 2021 No.18534345 >>18534201 I guess but that doesn't stop many people here to behave with more civility.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 17:09:38 2021 No.18534381 >>18534342 How can one post be so soi

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 17:11:42 2021 No.18534395 File: 140 KB, 925x1076, 1624181277660.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] How do I achieve gnosis? I have the Gnostic Gospels on hand, by the way.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 17:14:23 2021 No.18534412 File: 34 KB, 512x320, 1621345358961.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18531327 >one of the best countries in the world

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 17:26:14 2021 No.18534455 >>18533809 That's fine.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 17:45:53 2021 No.18534540 >>18534274 i like londonfrog's producerbull thing

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 18:05:00 2021 No.18534630

>>18534264
you're a bitch, stop talking shit and subtly making fun of others who really have trouble sleeping. You don't have sleep problems just because of "stress", whoever believes that is really bad, so stop talking shit, some really have sleep problems and that has completely different causes. And of course you have stress when you can't sleep well or sleep very little you damn bitch. and stop using a shit anime picture on such serious issues you 16 year old piece of shit. grow up first. god damn I hate this place.

>>18534345
and you are probably a very clever one with your ironic statements you little bitch, I can talk as I want. that's why I'm here you damn bitch, sometimes I'm nice and sometimes I'm not, that's the point of this page you complete idiot

the worst thing you can do is not to write from your gut feeling when you choose a place like that. then you are really screwed when you are anonymous so cramped, where no one knows who you are. then you are really disabled. better pull the stick out of the ass.

and my karma account is now so high that I can easily allow myself to insult others and I can allow myself a lot more if I want.

of course, I don't go out on the street and just start molesting strangers, you stupid child. are you actually kidding me completely?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 18:06:19 2021 No.18534634 BITCH

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 18:09:43 2021 No.18534644 File: 509 KB, 900x900, 0064_-_iRUd8rI.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18534630 Please calm yourself, anon. There is no reason to be upset, did you run out of tampons? That's you in the picture, btw.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 18:13:31 2021 No.18534660 >>18534644 I AM CALM U DAMN BITCH WHO TOLD YOU THAT I AIN'T, YOU SHITTY BITCH FROG? I CAN WRITE THIS WAY AND BE COMPLETELY CALM AND BALANCED. AND DO YOU KNOW WHY? BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE TO PRESET. FINALLY PULL THE STICK OUT OF THE ASS!

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 18:14:45 2021 No.18534666

>>18534630
>you're a bitch, stop talking shit and subtly making fun of others
I don't believe It's stress, but it's what doctor is saying. I had an ECG this week and he will check that out that next week, I want him to check my lungs, since my right one one hurts quite a lot when I try to sleep, but he keeps saying it's only stress.
>subtly making fun of others
That would be so vile anon, I'm not like that.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 20:27:53 2021 No.18534686 The two hour blackout made me realize how dependent on this site I've become.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 20:30:51 2021 No.18534695 File: 653 KB, 517x462, I have two personalities.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18534666 >666 >not vile

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 20:31:58 2021 No.18534701

A few images are slowly being revealed to me through dreams and visions emerging from stupor. Here's the narrative that I could piece out (I'm ESL, but I tried my best):
A shallow (ankle-deep), all encompassing ocean forms a water mirror. The sky is clear and the Sun indicates noon. It is motionless. The moon rises in the east, but only in the water mirror, making ripples across its path. As it crosses the image of the stationary Sun, the star in the sky begins to dissipate alongside it, imprinting the motion of the water as light in the firmament. The cycle repeats, over and over again, until all is a symmetrical white-blue-yellow haze. The water mirror shatters, delineating an intricate web, which in an instant becomes concrete. There's no ocean or sky anymore, only the web and the haze. Dew forms.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 20:50:32 2021 No.18534721 >>18533840 just pay a whore, buddy

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 20:51:32 2021 No.18534726 File: 3.21 MB, 1920x1080, 1617856639779.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] this is it, right? there is no future, is there?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 20:53:30 2021 No.18534737 >>18534726 make your future, when you have nothing, you have nothing to lose

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 20:56:07 2021 No.18534743 I don't know what to do.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 21:09:40 2021 No.18534789 i'm gonna go for a walk and listen to an audiobook.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 21:31:55 2021 No.18534891 Having siblings is counterproductive to reading and writing.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 21:33:16 2021 No.18534894 >>18534726 There’s a future. I’m just not sure it’s the one we want or even need.

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 22:14:58 2021 No.18535032

>>18533355
>Any Western European country is better than America as a white man
Why do you think so? All of the West is pretty much going in the same direction at a similar speed. In the US you still have a relatively strong Christian community (if you care for that), you have people who fight for a future. Who cares that you won't have a career in media or academia.

>>18533395
'simple' wasn't a good description but US-Americans can do it and you have a lot available: Generally well paying jobs which can be accessed as an outsider (!), a strong economy, low prices for rural land. You are legally free to do it, don't need an allowance from the state. You don't need to learn another language which makes moving around in the US freely a realistic option.
>what difference does the biome really make? I suggest it makes little difference for the average person.
IMO it does, what the people do, what kind of culture they're surrounded with, how they do certain things, how much time they spend outside, how much sun they get (a deficit of sun is for many people very depressing) and how they perceive the world.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 22:25:35 2021 No.18535070 File: 18 KB, 464x462, 20210525_144100.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I don't loathe my parents but they do piss me off.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 22:35:24 2021 No.18535113 >>18535070 ya i feel u on that

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 22:50:54 2021 No.18535172 >>18535032 We don’t though. For some reason, people believe there are jobs available in these places and they are good jobs. There aren’t and they are not. The culture in the US is almost universally the same everywhere. Only Alaska stands out.

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 22:51:44 2021 No.18535175

>>18530542
That is what it is: harrowing sorrow. I feel at once the desire to scream and to run, to curl up and to close my eyes. All this with the knowledge that I will do none of those things. Everything is lost, and yet nothing has changed.
I will go on with my work day, then go home. Eat something, go to sleep. I will wake up and return to work, and so on and so forth. I must continue on in the cycle despite this loss. But how can I? How could I not, I suppose?
This is life. Push the boulder in perpetuity. Have the last little fragment of spirit-- buried so deeply you didn't know you had it, can't even name it-- ripped from you and continue to push because there is nothing else.
There is no time to mourn in this world.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jun 26 22:58:40 2021 No.18535192 File: 3.67 MB, 1300x1300, 33811ADD-9ABA-40C5-8005-2F5FAEC94A95.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18534726 https://youtu.be/sykkLCuNFtA

Anonymous Sat Jun 26 23:19:30 2021 No.18535262

just jerked off to lesbian porn where its two friends experimenting. holy shit man, i rarely watch those even though its a fetish because its intense everytime. its like a lingering tinge of summer and nostalgia. and the kissing really gets me. that must be love or something. anyways, time i go drink cement

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 00:00:18 2021 No.18535418 >>18535192 heh i didn't know dead can dance was good i always thought it was some like mtv emogoth shit

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 00:03:40 2021 No.18535432 >>18530542 Depression isn't real, your melancholy has concrete/spiritual causes. Effort can overcome it. Don't take meds, do find a hobby/passion/meaning.

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 00:15:56 2021 No.18535505 [DELETED]

that song "interior people" by king gizzard is one of the best lsd related songs i've heard. it's like everyone these days talks about the lizard people and joe rogan dmt elves and shit one might see, and yeah, i saw lizard people when on a very high dose of lsd, but no one talks about the interior people, maybe because they're only there when ur alone so if everybody trips with ppl they don't experience it.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 00:17:49 2021 No.18535516 File: 82 KB, 1200x865, EBTcimOUYAAceVW.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I saw a bird that filled my heart with warmth. Though my words were ultimately lost in the void, it felt good to say hello again.

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 00:19:55 2021 No.18535537
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>>18530542
I will be moving out of my parent's house in a month for uni. It was supposed to happen last year, but because of Covid I had to return home. Problem is that I'm a mess: I don't know how to cook, besides making rice, eggs and pasta, I'm disorganized, etc.
I'm not alone, I have 3 roomates, one of them a highschool friend, the other 2 are friends of him, and they all seem so much more mature and organized than me, that I'm afraid of what they might think about me.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 00:20:03 2021 No.18535538 I need to stop giving a shit and overcome my crippling fear of humiliation.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 00:24:02 2021 No.18535556 >>18535538 bro there's a part about that in anatomy of melancholy that's good, it's not that long either if i can find it real quick i'll cut and paste it

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 00:27:57 2021 No.18535579 >>18535192 >>18535418 > heh i didn't know dead can dance was good They’re awesome. Two great artist in their own right.

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 00:44:21 2021 No.18535649
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>>18530542
>influencer
Who the fuck came with this name. How do people watch influencers without feeling weird being explicitly influenced
How do people see some retard who doesn't know shit about anything but being a dork and say, see this guy right here? He's an influencer!
Just call it eceleb o just celeb jesus christ

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 00:45:48 2021 No.18535654

>>18535556
nevermind it's way too long i'll never find it but it was like people who fear humiliation or disgrace often claim they don't care about fame or public opinion yet defend their public image jealously, to cure this melancholy you have to really not care about your public image. something like that but imagine it written by like a 1600s englishman

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 00:48:29 2021 No.18535666 >>18535649 >influencer 'Influencer' is about as dumb as 'sex-haver', as is typical for zoomers.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 01:03:19 2021 No.18535715 >>18535649 Advertising. Capitalism needs lots of advertising

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 01:04:40 2021 No.18535719 File: 101 KB, 800x1224, white_dog!.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18530542 Canon... dying... must... read... more.... books...

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 01:08:19 2021 No.18535735 File: 221 KB, 756x772, 5IlKEA2.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18530542 My hate is love to me

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 01:15:14 2021 No.18535756

>>18535649
Celeb is mostly used for famous people in music or movie industry. The reason e celeb was dropped in favor for 'influencer' was due to marketing reasons. Calling someone an e-celeb connoted the idea of being a second or third rate celebrity in the eyes of any normie. Influencer seems like its own category hence more catchy.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 01:49:45 2021 No.18535857 >>18533967 >apologizing to your parents for something you do in the privacy of your room Do you enjoy being walked over?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 01:51:11 2021 No.18535861 File: 226 KB, 1422x1626, so true.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18531327 >Going from one of the best countries in the world

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 01:52:59 2021 No.18535863 >>18530615 >My room can't be locked because they threatened me to remove my door if I locked it even once. Happened to me before, except (my Mom's most recent) boyfriend performed the deed. Hate megalomaniac boomers.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 01:53:54 2021 No.18535865 I can’t stop watching Babylon 5

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 01:54:04 2021 No.18535867 >>18530657 >rent lmao. Do the smart thing and leech off them as long as you can so you can save up for a mortgage instead.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 01:54:48 2021 No.18535873 >>18535857 Christian family. Of course. >>18535735 >posts abomination Change yourself

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 02:12:40 2021 No.18535933 File: 1.67 MB, 1184x1120, 1624772966164.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] the working class is getting absolutely shredded

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 02:14:30 2021 No.18535942
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I want to turn this world into ashes, burn it all to the ground. Burn down the Academy with all the midwit academics inside. Burn down these ugly cities with all the bugmen there. Destroy the industries. Hang the politicians, hang the journalists, the scientists, the philosophers, and the bad artists. There is nothing beautiful in this world anymore! There is nothing worth saving! Only the destruction of ugliness can bring back beauty. There's no more beauty in the 21st Century than a riot, a fire, or an atomic bomb deleting everything.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 02:17:11 2021 No.18535950 File: 267 KB, 637x360, 1622413680066.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18530542 It is my mental state or the decline of the West

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 02:19:57 2021 No.18535959 File: 401 KB, 128x330, 55BCA177-27FB-4768-B094-3A4F0B7AA202.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18535950 There is no such thing as “the west”

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 02:22:07 2021 No.18535972 I wish I had a bf who would help me read Chaucer and the Gawain poet in middle english, I'm too retarded to learn it myself

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 02:29:49 2021 No.18536007 >>18531305 She probably dislikes the fact that you're degrading her. Quit watching porn, cumbrain.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 02:31:49 2021 No.18536018 >>18530542 I am seething over being a ESL.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 02:34:39 2021 No.18536030 >>18536018 >an ESL

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 02:39:05 2021 No.18536063 >>18536018 >>18536030 Heh

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 02:40:35 2021 No.18536069 File: 65 KB, 590x366, 1623440604323.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Everyone is dumb but me

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 03:10:53 2021 No.18536167 Deciding to pray the Rosary every single day has turned out to be one of the most momentous decisions I have ever made. It significantly altered my life and continues to do so.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 03:32:53 2021 No.18536243 >>18536069 >frog poster No. I assure you.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 03:50:18 2021 No.18536307 >>18536167 how do? I heard you can just count it on your fingers.

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 04:36:03 2021 No.18536453
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>>18536307
I mean you can once you've memorized it, which I have because I've prayed it so much. I actually don't need the beads any more because I have the whole thing memorized, but I do like the beads all the same. The tactile sensation enhances the degree to which you're on a journey.

As far as learning how to pray it, there's tons of helpful websites. Here's one:

https://www.rosarycenter.org/homepage-2/rosary/how-to-pray-the-rosary/

I used these sorts of websites constantly until I had it memorized. Just have your computer or your phone open and you can be guided through it. There's also Catholic apps, like the Laudate app, that have interactive Rosaries.

There's no better time to start than right this moment.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 04:37:02 2021 No.18536456 >>18536030 Kek. You motherfucker just watch me become the next Nabokov.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 04:39:32 2021 No.18536466 >>18536456 Post your real name or author website then, you cocky non-white.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 05:09:41 2021 No.18536553 >>18534342 tits or gtfo

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 05:23:28 2021 No.18536594 >>18535262 Who were the actresses?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 05:34:19 2021 No.18536627 >>18536456 Contrary to popular belief, English was Nabokov's first language

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 06:04:36 2021 No.18536736 >>18535032 >All of the West is pretty much going in the same direction at a similar speed. That's just American cope. Europe hates American culture more and more every day.

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 06:38:37 2021 No.18536849

>>18536736
>That's just American cope.
I'm German
>Europe hates American culture more and more every day.
Sadly not, they have been publicly shitting on dumb fat Americans for at least 40 years but aping them in almost any regard at an increasing rate.Btw we are discussing on an anime forum created by an American jew from New York, not on a European platform.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 06:41:19 2021 No.18536864 >>18536456 If you weren't born rich and raised trilingual you're never going to make it

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 06:56:34 2021 No.18536933 >>18535933 The working class seems to be doing pretty well for themselves, if they got the FBI to allow them to be gay.

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 07:27:30 2021 No.18537073
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I bet you’re snuggling up to Chad. Maybe you’re caressing his neck with your soft, small hands, or nuzzling his cheeks with your beautiful nose. Chad is lazing about, content in himself. Likely, he is taking your warmth for granted. You might even be rubbing his inner thigh, or, oh yes, rubbing his cock through his pants. Maybe you’re touching his balls in the way that is comforting and not ticklish when you know someone well enough after days on end of love-making. You’re with him and you love the smell of him, you enjoy what it’s like to give him cuddles, indeed, affection. That affection that used to be for me, all me.

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 07:50:31 2021 No.18537183

>>18536849
In the UK there is a large wave of rejecting American politics even if outsiders don't see it. Maybe Germany is more cucked but Spain and Italy have strong right wing presence too. It's not a paradise but it's better than America where there's no opposition. Also if you haven't noticed moot sold the site to a Japanese man so there's nothing American about it anymore. No one said America wasn't great at some point.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 08:36:51 2021 No.18537362 You and me baby ain’t nothing but mammals so let’s do it like we do on the discovery channel

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 09:09:03 2021 No.18537493 >>18537362 The 90s were a weird time.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 09:10:07 2021 No.18537504 Worst general on the board.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 09:13:20 2021 No.18537516 My birthday is on 1 July. I'm gonna buy myself something and have it delivered to myself on that day.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 09:13:46 2021 No.18537519 There is without a single doubt in my mind the Catholic posting on this board is fake and a LARP. It's all pure contrarianism.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 09:17:47 2021 No.18537535 >>18537516 Let’s hope it’s not a suicide kit, anon! Happy birthday.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 09:30:01 2021 No.18537588 >>18537493 Or we got more uptight.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 09:40:11 2021 No.18537641 >>18537504 it's the only good general and the only consistently good thread on the board

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 09:43:45 2021 No.18537657 >>18537641 You believe this because you're a narcissistic loser who thinks he's more interesting than he actually is.

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 09:48:27 2021 No.18537676

Had a pretty unpleasant interaction on here recently and while its stupid to get affected by such a thing it made me realise how pointless it is being on this website. Almost instantaneously lost any interest in ever coming here again. I guess that's growing up. Ah well, see ya later.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 09:51:32 2021 No.18537690 >>18537657 You just summed up most writers, anon.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 09:52:27 2021 No.18537697 >>18537690 The difference is they're actually interesting.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 09:56:36 2021 No.18537712 >>18537535 Thanks. It's not a suicide kit, it's a wacom tablet. I don't have any plans on killing myself despite everything, though I suspect life is gonna throw me some terminal illness in the future so may as well wait for that day to come.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 10:04:27 2021 No.18537741 >>18537588 Pretty sure it was just weird dude https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vi76bxT7K6U

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 10:17:17 2021 No.18537788 >>18537519 >/lit/ is mostly the UK, Netherlands, and USA Catholicism's normal everywhere else in the world. Most places it's the cheapest way to get a classical education complete with beatings and pederasty.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 10:32:47 2021 No.18537850 >>18536594 anabelle lee & lily rei

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 10:33:11 2021 No.18537853 >>18537788 >>/lit/ is mostly the UK, Netherlands, and USA I sincerely wish all three of these countries would be wiped off the face of Earth.

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 10:37:08 2021 No.18537875

>>18537676
i had those but i had lots of good interactions too and id say they were worth it in a microcosm of life kind of way. not that life itself is worth it but still. it fills time but it makes you lose time to. now its time to sharpen my will so the balance is right

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 10:41:44 2021 No.18537894 >>18537853 What did Netherlands do to garner your hate?

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 10:49:57 2021 No.18537934

Exams are over and I need money the only option is to work in this fields that pays way above avarege wage in my cunt. but I have to live with my girlfriends parents which are a bit annoying the mother always makes too much food is always talking and is childish. the father as well is a compelte consumer and weird as fuck. I love my girl but her parents are weird to say the least

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 10:50:55 2021 No.18537939

>>18537894
It's not hate, they had the Eighty Years War with Spain to become Calvinist. UK Calvinists consider Wilhelm of Orange a big deal too. That's why the Netherlands and Northern Ireland both have nationalists that wear orange. They're also why the Dutch Reformed Church in South Africa had such weird ideas, but that's a different story and the church in South Africa has lost a lot of ground what with the apartheid thing not being as Jesus like as they thought it was.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 10:52:01 2021 No.18537943 >>18537894 t. kees kaaskop

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 10:56:21 2021 No.18537970 >>18537894 Sorry I'm >>18537939 and >>18537788 and I thought you were responding to me. I don't know what this guy's >>18537853 problem is. I don't hate the Dutch, I was just listing places where it would be more normal to be Protestant.

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 11:09:36 2021 No.18538031

>>18530542
I hate being a monkey, I wish I was something more than human, I wish we weren't barreling toward more and more terrible future prospects.
I hate parasocial relationships and VTubers, and of course, I hate the E-Girl look. I hate how everything and everyone is trying to trick you nowadays. I hate how soon propagandists will catch up with anime-Vidya-Internet phenomena and start hijacking it further for its own use. It's only a matter of time.
I hate pornography too, I hate everyone becoming twisted fetishes, I want to go to Iceland.

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 11:17:49 2021 No.18538064

>>18537183
There’s not. You just inhabit fringe and niche, mostly online groups and so that’s what you see as normal. In reality, the large majority of everything from Germany to America is in almost perfect lock step, to about the same degree that states within the US are in lock step with each other. This is a European fantasy I’m sorry to tell you.

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 11:19:45 2021 No.18538074

>>18537183
>It's not a paradise but it's better than America where there's no opposition.
Also, you live under a rock. America is probably the only Western country where this is a large right-counter current that has any sort of momentum or power. It’s not far right by European-historical measure but it’s the only one which exists in any alternate direction.

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 11:21:54 2021 No.18538081

>>18535942
I think I would just like to die. I don’t really like this world, or myself but I don’t feel a seething rage towards it. It’s more like disappointment in everything like the world and myself. It’s just so unsatisfying and the thought of having to slog through it for another 50+ years feels like a fate worse than death. Currently, I lack the constitution for suicide so I fill the empty space up with escapist fiction until I die.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 11:25:39 2021 No.18538107 >>18537894 I hate the Netherlands but don’t know why. It just bothers me the appearance of it.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 11:44:04 2021 No.18538199 >>18538081 Same, man, I hate where the world is going, and I wish I could just stop, but for now, I can't do it.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 11:59:13 2021 No.18538274 >>18538031 I feel the same anon. Anime going full mainstream is a tragedy for everyone, including the original public

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 12:00:03 2021 No.18538280

>>18538199
I don’t know if I really hate where the world is going. I get the sense I would’ve felt the same way if it was going in any alternate direction. I just find modern life really unsatisfying. I won’t lie and pretend I don’t have medieval fantasies because I do but really, it’s more like a disenchantment with real life itself plus my real self than any particular state real life is in.

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 12:09:37 2021 No.18538334

>>18531647
Agree, with the corollary thst we do not know if op has ever been dragged out of bed, narcaned, and given cpr all the while praying silently to the gods of death that their little retard is still alive.

In which case, coomer faggot deserves it.

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 12:22:29 2021 No.18538401
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>be me
>went for walk yesterday evening; browsed internet at home then went for short jog
>read book in bed
>slept, but not before realising how many networking meetings my manager has at work and feeling terror at my total lack of work network or friends
>woke up after 8 hours
>browse internet on phone
>planned to go to gym immediately but decided to leave it until later
>read book, browsed internet, ate enough regular food to no longer feel like a fast food binge at night
>have gone outside driving, drinking coffee, currently writing this
>plan to go to gym and then walking in late evening

I'm currently hoping I can make myself seem extroverted and enthusiastic during meetings when my manager sees me. If I had to go in to the office I'd have to do that for 8 hours and there would be no hope lmao.

Hopefully I can start producerbulling tomorrow.

I've been listening to this song a lot lately: https://youtu.be/hAxSVf7zoD8

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 12:32:28 2021 No.18538452 >>18531661 im sorry trannybro, hopefully one day the technology and medicine become good enough

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 12:39:03 2021 No.18538486 How do I increase my serotonin levels without medication?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 12:42:01 2021 No.18538498 >>18531793 Seems kind of gay.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 12:45:01 2021 No.18538515 >>18538486 >serotonin levels Where? And why?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 12:47:13 2021 No.18538526 >>18538074 >America is probably the only Western country where this is a large right-counter current that has any sort of momentum or power. You know the French elect literal Nazis?

>>	Laura Numeroff !BmHtx5LcGM Sun Jun 27 12:49:04 2021 No.18538536 >>18531661 you realize there are plenty of other ugly and desperate people? lower your standards and the world is your oyster.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 12:54:57 2021 No.18538572 >>18538515 What do you mean, where? Because they're low, you dumbass.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 12:58:54 2021 No.18538589 I feel stuck in my job but it’s just me. I have no wife, no kids. I don’t have much cash savings but I have a parent to rely on. Do I really need to continue? I’ll probably kill myself if this is my life forever.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 13:06:58 2021 No.18538641 I mean, really though. I have NEVER been this unhappy and I’m the oldest I’ve ever been. It is really hard to find a reason other than guilt for why this should have to continue.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 13:08:23 2021 No.18538648 >>18538572 Serotonin controls lots of things in your body, including your heart rate. It's very unlikely you measured any of your serotonin levels, anywhere in your body. It's also very unlikely you know what serotonin does in the body.

>>	L Sun Jun 27 13:14:11 2021 No.18538684 >>18531661 Hello, I'm interested in what you're offering ;P

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 13:25:43 2021 No.18538749 >>18538064 You don't know anything about the UK or the rest of Europe

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 13:29:24 2021 No.18538780 File: 24 KB, 818x574, 19c4q62k4tn31.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18538274 Yeah, I hate it. I hate it. In other news, I found this cool poster. Home :)

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 13:33:02 2021 No.18538801 >>18538749 I lived in Europe for years. I know a thing or two.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 13:36:55 2021 No.18538819 I’m 28 years old and living at home with my parents. What a complete and unmitigated disaster of a life this has been.

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 13:52:27 2021 No.18538902

>>18538819
so get one of these lame service jobs that are desperate for workers because of the coof and rent a cheap room. then when you're on your own you will feel more sense of self-determination to improve your situation further. get a higher paying job and rent a full apartment later.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 13:53:35 2021 No.18538908 it's ridiculous and fanciful and doomed to failure, but i'm gonna ask her out, bros. i can see sisyphus and i can feel his joy.

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 13:57:58 2021 No.18538933 [DELETED]

>>18538401
i feel u dude, i was sure i was going full producerbull mode this weekend, but then i ate some really shitty food on friday and it fucked up my stomach all weekend. last night at like 3:30am i thought i was going to puke so i was like fuck it if im gonna be puking tonight let it be in fresh air, so i was debating riding a bikeshare bike down to the waterfront to puke into the river, but the neighborhood i live in now is more dangerous than the one i used to go for late night walks in so i just laid in bed relistening to an audiobooks about vatican 1. today i drank a bunch of coffee and took a big healthy dump, so think my stomach is finally back to normal, but the whole weekend is over basically. that's what i get for not autistically eating the same exact things every single day.

>>	L Sun Jun 27 14:01:25 2021 No.18538954 >>18531661 What are your socials? How can I contact you

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 14:02:35 2021 No.18538959 >>18538954 calm down that's a dude obviously

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 14:06:48 2021 No.18538980

I think if they understood what I was doing they would think it is the best course, but I can't let them understand that because if I explain the premise it would destroy them. I need to have something else to tell them, and I don't know what that is going to have to be. Or maybe nothing in the end. Maybe there is nothing to do, but if that is how it is then I need to know it. If they knew they would not want to go forward like how things have been, if there was anything that could possibly make it better. I don't think they want me to miserably fulfil my duties until they die.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 14:11:26 2021 No.18539000 >>18537657 damn anon, you know me too well. I almost never post, I like to read the thread.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 14:18:11 2021 No.18539053 >>18538902 I have a remote job. I just hate it a lot. I could live on my own if I had a reason to. I just don’t have a reason to nor do I have anywhere in particular to be.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 14:19:39 2021 No.18539069 >>18538902 >>18539053 In short, I have a job but I despise it and have no particular sense of direction for myself or my life.

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 14:32:54 2021 No.18539145

How hard should you be working if you want to be a novelist? I feel guilty if I go a single day without reading and writing and I feel extremely guilty that I’m not writing immediately after work until 3 o’clock in the morning daily. I feel as though I should be working much harder or else I can’t expect anything. I feel very uncomfortable doing this around my family too.

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 14:41:12 2021 No.18539194

>>18539069
My god, you guys are such crybabies. Oh woe is you, there is no readymade "meaning" for you to cling to, as if you wouldn't resent that anyway. Stop with unending whining and do something with your life. It's the only way out of your situation.

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 14:47:46 2021 No.18539245

>>18539194
It’s not that there is no readymade meaning. It’s that there is no meaning to speak of to be found anywhere. In which case what you’re saying is
> go do something with your life because I said so despite the fact that you ultimately perceive it as not worthwhile
which is not compelling.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 14:58:01 2021 No.18539318 >>18530558 >are ya winning son?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 14:59:04 2021 No.18539329 >>18539245 But why isn't it worthwhile?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 14:59:30 2021 No.18539333 >>18530615 Replace the screws in the hinges with some extremely niche and hard to find star head bit

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 15:03:53 2021 No.18539367

>>18539329
The absence of something to make it worthwhile I guess. I find it hard to see any good reason why I should do any one thing in particular and I don’t have any particular ambition. Simply put, things just feel as though there’s no point, and they’re certainly not enjoyable. How fin you find something colorful in a field of gray like that? The only thing that’s nice is imagining it’s not so gray.

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 15:17:27 2021 No.18539446

I keep having these dreams where I find myself sent back to high school. They're all fucking nightmares and I hate them. The recent theme of these recurring dreams is that i'm always trying to escape or run away. Just last night my dream consisted of trying to hop the fence with an obese friend of mine and security guards tryinf to pull us down. The obese fucker almost ruined it for us but we managed to get away. I'm also usually always naked in these dreams but I thinks thats because I sleep naked

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 15:26:18 2021 No.18539501 AAAAAAH I CANT DECIDE BETWEEN LISTENING TO MUSIC AND READING i know i should go outside and read since its so warm and sunny out and a miserable winter is just around the corner but im really enjoying some music right now

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 15:28:10 2021 No.18539506 >>18539501 >just around the corner Its only June

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 15:29:42 2021 No.18539510 File: 193 KB, 722x582, Screen Shot 2021-06-27 at 1.45.53 PM.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] why is google returning this result

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 15:30:42 2021 No.18539514 God I don't wanna work tomorrow

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 15:35:34 2021 No.18539535 >>18539514 I can’t do it anymore. I won’t.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 15:37:39 2021 No.18539548 >>18539510 cuz somebody bought an ad for it show when someone with your demographic profile searches for that phrase

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 15:40:43 2021 No.18539566 >>18539506 i live in Canada nigger, we dont get long to enjoy ourselves up here

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 15:47:51 2021 No.18539597 I CAN'T BREED

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 15:49:15 2021 No.18539602 >>18539566 i understand you so well, i know what it is to be constantly cucked by the weather... t. russian

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 15:54:25 2021 No.18539633 >>18539566 >>18539602 Sucks to be a snownigger. Its going to be in the 80s up until october around here. Last Christmas hit around 80 actually

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 16:20:37 2021 No.18539775
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Today is one of those days that really make me want to commit sudoku. Nothing bad's happened, really.
>>18539514
>>18539535
Came here to whine about this too, friends. Why do we have to suffer? I just know that I'll get into trouble at work in the coming days as well, which will make the usual wagecuckery even more unbearable.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 16:42:05 2021 No.18539908 >>18539367 >it's not worthwhile because it's not Wow very compelling

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 16:47:21 2021 No.18539945 >>18539514 >>18539535 >>18539775 Go dig some ditches. Oh how terrible, your boss will be disappointed in you. Who fucking cares?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 16:52:09 2021 No.18539966 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rON9gaVX-iQ

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 16:58:37 2021 No.18540018

The more I pray, the easier my life becomes. this was the missing key in my life. It fills my heart with light and strength, so that the difficulties of life become trifles. It is just that easy anons; earnestly and humbly submit to God, and He shall not leave you uncared for, the one to whom all praise belongs, the eternal Sustainor and Creator.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 17:02:32 2021 No.18540039 >>18540018 Can you provide a discrete example of when this worked out? Not to antagonize you or anything.

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 17:25:46 2021 No.18540203

>>18540039
It's just reflections on my internal state, so I don't think I can offer "discrete". I remember that I used to always feel tired, any little setback in life would have made me despair, and I was generally sad and depressed. That is all gone now; I feel a sort of light in my heart (that is the best I can describe it), which I depend on all the time, making me calm and composed; whereas before my heart felt dark and cold. I also noticed that if I neglect praying, the light becomes dimmer, and if I pray more, it becomes brighter. It's not that my external life became better. In fact, it might have gone worse, but my internal state makes that completely irrelevant.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 17:27:26 2021 No.18540218 >>18540203 >needing to talk to your imaginary friend to have peace of mind Weak

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 17:31:42 2021 No.18540246 New thread >>18540242

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 17:32:58 2021 No.18540253 >>18540218 No u

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 17:35:47 2021 No.18540273

Feeling very satisfied at the moment. I'm 31, have a good job and a nice apartment, fun and rewarding hobbies. I'm seeing four different women casually (an Austalian, Egyptian, Italian, and a Peruvian -- keeps it varied) with no commitments. On the weekends I practice keyboard, read books, and fuck. Life is great.

Anonymous Sun Jun 27 17:39:11 2021 No.18540299

>>18540218
It is not just "peace of mind", though. It is a light the sweetness of which encompasses my whole being. I can spend hours thinking about it and basking in its warmth, or I can use it to fuel my daily activities with complete ease. I hope you will get to experience it too, anon.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 17:56:12 2021 No.18540434 >>18540018 lmao faggot. CHRISTIANITY IS GAY. fucking fag

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 18:48:11 2021 No.18540831 >>18538684 I'm trans, sorry if it wasn't obvious, feel like people realise 99% of the time so I never say >>18538536 Ugly and desperate people who are /lit/ and ok dating trannies? Not sure about that >>18538452 Thanks bro :(

>>	Anonymous Sun Jun 27 18:49:21 2021 No.18540838 File: 423 KB, 71x71, 1617144306874.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18540831 >I'm trans

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