Write what's on your mind

[Anonymous No.18482658]

[Anonymous No.18482669]

I wonder if I will die soon.

[Anonymous No.18482670]

>>18482658
My hat

[Anonymous No.18482692]

SEX

[Anonymous No.18482693]

Good fiction is the only thing that gives me fleeting moments of happiness while it deepens my despair. It’s an endless cycle I can’t break out of. No one can.

[Anonymous No.18482706]

Why do you get up in the morning?

I was thinking about this and I actually don’t know why I do. It’s a combination of habit and feeling instinctually like I have to but no other reason.

[Anonymous No.18482715]

Rainy season is the perfect time to read a book

[Anonymous No.18482729]

I have an entire folder of fluff. This dude's art is fucking hot

[Anonymous No.18482732]

>>18482706
My child

[Anonymous No.18482734]

>>18482715
>being in Japan for tsuyu
Anon you've gone full weeb.

[Anonymous No.18482738]

>>18482693

I think I get it Anon - in a way.

Good fiction can make you truly you happy while it holds you in the moment, while you are suspended in that belief of the characters, the story and the magic, but it's only ever fleeting.

Before too long the awareness of this absolute barren wasteland of a reality that is devoid of any cosmic justice, equity or purpose returns, and you know fiction for what it is - make believe.

That's how it is for me at least. It's how it is for me with everything now.

Can't wait to die.

[Anonymous No.18482741]

What clubs do you guys think I should join in college?
They have a NASA sponsored club here. I don't especially care for satellites but it would look killer on my resume so maybe I should try that.

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS No.18482743]

>>18482658
WE STILL HAVE A THREAD FOR THIS ALREADY UP
>>18465839

BANIME NAO!!!!!!!!

[Anonymous No.18482749]

>>18482706
>Why do you get up in the morning?
Caffeine withdrawals or toilet, otherwise I wouldn't leave the bed until hungry.

[Anonymous No.18482753]

>>18482658
I'm going to be the Hispanic Mishima

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS No.18482754]

>>18482715
I agree. Love the sound of it against the roof

[Anonymous No.18482763]

>>18482754
>hetero pic
Guys I think butterfly might actually be kidnapped this time.

[Anonymous No.18482770]

>>18482763
But it is clearly a woman and her tomboy gf?

[Anonymous No.18482771]

>>18482763
>>18482754

fuck I hate tripfags and their simps

[Anonymous No.18482778]

Drunk lawyer anon here.
I went to the beach and it’s awesome. I saw dolphins. Got drunk. Drove a boat. Hung out with good people. There’s always a breeze. I haven’t enjoyed myself like this in years. It’s so nice. I just forgot all my obligations back home.

I love y’all. Fuck you.

[Anonymous No.18482786]

>>18482770
That's a dude, anon.
>>18482771
>Reddit spacing

[Anonymous No.18482788]

>>18482658

I entirely work from home, have a comfortable income, sleep only 4 hours total a day using a polyphasic schedule, and I can absorb lit at a decent pace, and yet it seems there's not nearly enough time in the world to read all I want to read. I hear people talking about how they're procrastinating reading things which sit on their shelf, but for me it's more like I go through approx. 200,000 words a day, yet for every novel, anthology, serial, textbook etc. I finish I end up adding several to my to-read list and it becomes increasingly frustrating to prioritize what I really want to read next.

Considering trying Dymaxion sleep, basically four, half-hour naps a day.

Tangentially related, pic related, a book I finished today and quite liked.

[Anonymous No.18482789]

>>18482778
Make a fucking sandcastle. You had one job. Make a fucking sandcastle.

[Anonymous No.18482797]

>>18482729
I wish I could draw this well but I stopped working at it years ago. I wish I never stopped.

[Anonymous No.18482804]

>>18482789
I’ll try. The people I’m with are more into boats and using boats than being at the beach. If I can I’ll make one tomorrow and post it. I’m not sure if I can. I didn’t know this was a requirement.

[Anonymous No.18482807]

>>18482738
It’s just so much more entertaining, more driven, more meaningful. In fiction, everything is meaningful. Nothing is a mistake and the characters never don’t a reason to do what they do. They never don’t have something, or someone, that drives them forward. Real life isn’t like that. Real life is just flat out disappointing and it’s lonely. Sometimes it feels like it’s just not worth it in comparison.

[Anonymous No.18482810]

Sometimes I like to go on threads and give a blog poster my contradictory opinions with zero justification and then leave. Most of the time I don't even read what they said to begin with. I just don't feel like wasting all of my time arguing against wrong opinions.

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS No.18482812]

>>18482763
It was a cute pic with nice colors. One can’t self insert all the time.

[Anonymous No.18482818]

>>18482753
Why don’t you just be yourself like he was.

[Anonymous No.18482824]

>>18482804
If you cannot make a sandcastle, you should at least acquire some fish of dubious legality but unprovable provenance and destroy the evidence.

[Anonymous No.18482830]

>>18482812
>One can’t self insert all the time.
You can and do, though.

[Anonymous No.18482833]

Going in for therapy to see about whether I have narcissistic personality disorder soon lads, what are some tips to get the most out of it and avoid not get blacklisted or commited against my will? The psych is male, and I will probably keep my hasguns status and politics out of it for a bit,

[Anonymous No.18482841]

>>18482824
That’s the goal tomorrow. I want to gut and kill my own fish and my friends are gonna help that happen.

[Anonymous No.18482842]

>>18482753
Be the man de Rivera would have wanted you to be, Anon

[Anonymous No.18482849]

>>18482729
Just look at those thighs and legs. He makes children into demonic cock squeezing nymphets.

[Anonymous No.18482851]

>>18482833
>and to avoid getting blacklisted or committed against my will

[Anonymous No.18482869]

>>18482807

I can't say that I disagree man. In fiction there's meaning and purpose, and usually there is a right and a wrong - even if it's a gradient and not clear cut.


In real life those things are purely matters of context and perception and they're different for everyone. There is no universal truth, seemingly no overarching purpose (or if there is it is incredibly contrived and convoluted; hidden down infinite speculative rabbit holes), and no matter how much effort you put into life, random chance and luck will *always* have a bigger impact.

[Anonymous No.18482885]

>>18482841
Nice what's on your shopping list?

[Anonymous No.18482888]

>>18482786

You are showing off how new you are, please stop

[Anonymous No.18482892]

why do I see so many of threads? Is there really ever anything of value? I doubt it.
Probably just an excuse for perpetual shit posting social club general yes?

[Anonymous No.18482896]

>>18482892

yes

[Anonymous No.18482898]

>>18482888
>caring about being new
>still Reddit spacing
You might not have been born when the site started.

[Anonymous No.18482913]

>>18482788
I've found the opposite, the more I read the less enthusiastic I am about the next book. Languages don't seem rigorous enough to really convey anything, it just ends up being a grab bag of assertions with the next book asserting the opposite. What's left is just the art and aesthetics of the text itself.

One good thing is I'm no longer really intimidated by anything academic, it's just a matter of time.

[Anonymous No.18482951]

>>18482898

>not caring about being new in the sekrit club
>thinking that the carriage return is or was ever unique to reddit

Fuck you're disgusting

[Anonymous No.18482957]

coom 3 times in 5 hours call it le groß morte

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS No.18482961]

>>18482830
I didn’t and don’t.

[Anonymous No.18482988]

>Graduated & get a job
>Realize I genuinely dislike my chosen field
well, shit

[Anonymous No.18483000]

>>18482951
>carriage return
kid if you're going to continue to redditspace and use typewriter terms, I'm going to have to imagine you in a fedora and dr who scarf.

[Anonymous No.18483113]

>>18482885
Nothing other than catch a fish I can gut and cook.

[Anonymous No.18483175]

I've had multiple short stories and poems published and tons of people who read my writing actually like it. Yet despite all that, a single negative critique of what I've written is enough to send me into a funk. Am I just overly sensitive?

[Anonymous No.18483194]

>>18483000
>typewriter terms
carriage return (\r) is ascii code 13 and, along with new line (ascii code 10 (\n)), as in `\r\n`, represents a so called 'redditspace' on windows.

[Anonymous No.18483202]

I'm agnostic, but I unironically hope that God is real so I get to see a lot of people burn in hell with me.

[Anonymous No.18483219]

>>18482961
Do you wear sandals?

[Anonymous No.18483254]

>>18482778
Hey anon I remember you
Is there any lucrative form of law that's interesting to someone who likes the abstract principles of law but not the soulless grind of corporate law?
All I can think of is having your own legal practice but I don't know if I have the dominant personality to succeed against other individual practices, if that makes sense. Legal academia sounds great but seems like that's near-impossible as a short term goal.

I've also noticed law draws uniquely odd people more than any other profession, the kind who seem well-adjusted to others but hold fringe beliefs internally. Lots of neurotic, power-hungry narcissists too. People who think they're gonna be politicians/supreme court justices. Not talking about you, just an observation. Curious as to whether your experiences align with this?

[Anonymous No.18483315]

O Brasil me obriga a beber.

[Anonymous No.18483440]

Earlier this year I was trying to make new friends and invited some people into a new group server to chat in. They were all from a chan so one of the guys turned out to be a troll. I ignored him at first since he didn't really talk, but one day out of nowhere he went on a tirade against me insulting me over and over. He called me extremely boring and said that I talk like akinator, just asking questions to people over and over like an AI. It hurt pretty badly, honestly. I kicked him from the server but I still feel like he won. Even if he was trying to make me mad on purpose, he was probably being honest. In fact, he's probably right. Everyone from that server eventually stopped talking to me. I don't know why, but I just couldn't do it. There were 7-8 people in there and I don't talk to a single one now.

That tells me I'm such a boring person to be around that of 7-8 people who showed an initial interest, not a single one cared enough to stick around. Honestly, I think I should give up on making friends. It's probably not for me.

[Anonymous No.18483449]

>>18483440
Why should you give a fuck, anon? Pretending is tiresome as fuck. Just be yourself and while you might make a lot of friends, you'll get some who feel like being around you.

[Anonymous No.18483454]

>>18483449
*you mighy not make a lot of friends

[Anonymous No.18483459]

>>18483449
Idk, I'm not "pretending" really. I wasn't being a phony in any way. Honestly if I started acting phony I would likely be more successful. No one seems to like my company as I am. I'm not usually this pessimistic either

[Anonymous No.18483464]

>>18483449
I'm the quoted anon, and I know, that depending on your age this might sound harder than I'm saying it is. But honestly, anon. Just realize that you won't see those people around, most of them will be at the best some random portrait in another social media bs in some years. Why should you care? Unless someone is fucking dying, I don't give a fuck.

[Anonymous No.18483472]

>>18483464
>I'm the quoted anon
?

[Anonymous No.18483475]

>>18483459
Well, pretending is something really fucking distressful. I did that my whole life at certain points. It made me sick, now I have to deal with all this bullshit. You could change, if you think you should, but don't pretend. I'm not saying that it is ok to be a jerk, but don't you are not supposed to please everyone.

[Anonymous No.18483479]

>>18483440
Kicking him probably made it look to everyone like you got butthurt and can't handle the bantz. You should have actually started talking like Akinator to make fun of him.
>Is your character trying to talk a lot of shit for no reason? I THINK OF: a faggot

[Anonymous No.18483483]

>>18483472
I'm >>18483464 and >>18483449

[Anonymous No.18483484]

I might just never read my email again. Who's gonna make me?

[Anonymous No.18483504]

>>18483475
If it's pretending to make friends, you're probably right that it's a waste of effort and time. Still, if that's out of the question then probably right now my only alternative is to accept being alone until something big changes and people actually want to be around me
>>18483483
Yeah you're right to a degree. Those people don't really matter. What does matter is the possibility that this scenario is going to repeat with pretty much everyone, and I'll have no choice but to be alone.

[Anonymous No.18483526]

>>18483504
You can always fucking change. What kind of anon are you anyway? I thought most anons were thick skinned af.

[Anonymous No.18483529]

One day i'll wake up and it will be clear what i want to do in my life.

[Anonymous No.18483533]

>>18483526
But honestly, I wouldn't really bother on your place. Most people just aren't fucking worth it. They get boring too quickly.

[Anonymous No.18483534]

>>18483529
No

[Anonymous No.18483537]

>>18483526
I'm kind of thin skinned yeah. It is what it is

[Anonymous No.18483552]

>>18483537
Yes, and that is fine. Just the way you are. Don't overthink it and be yourself. I'm weird af when I'm not trying and I made some friends. You will make some too.

[Anonymous No.18483642]

>>18483534
No what?

[Anonymous No.18483693]

i used to just read encyclopedia dramatica because i was afraid to go on this site

[Anonymous No.18483829]

>>18483693
I'm still afraid to go to 4+4chan, I have a lot going for me right now and I don't want to mess it up

[Anonymous No.18483898]

https://youtu.be/JiLcz62yFo4

[Anonymous No.18484072]

Leftists are spiritually capitalists. They're both international and therefore both against the people

[Anonymous No.18484115]

I honestly and wholeheartedly hate loathe this world, humanity, the way of how I was raised, the time wish I have to live in, this reality, it is not the worse by any means. I may be an ungrateful fuck. I just project myself into humankind, I think we have a huge collective father and authority complex and this great fear fear fear of going agaisnt the rules and figures of authority and dying. Fuck I was always fearful of asking permission growing up in a super protective family and they telling me 'anon why do you want to go outside alone are you stupid or something?" I blame my father for the autistic fuck I am right now, but is not my father anymore, the boomers didn't ruin the planet, it was really fucked up from the very beginning, it just took its course. I bear a lot of blame for not changing my life before the pandemic. Now it feels very nasty. And of course there are people who aren't autistic and don't give two fucks about going on in life, working with their complexes or just being possesed by them. I wish I was them. It just fucking sucks being me, a manchild. When I was a child they told me I was dumb. And now I realize they were full of bullshit, and are still full of it. Yeah I was dumb, but it was my very own bullshit. I don't know, someone please kill me.

[Anonymous No.18484250]

i keep dreaming about better life.

[Anonymous No.18484258]

Decided to quit software engineering to get a trade.
Fuck office cucks.

[Anonymous No.18484277]

I wish there were morn porn books with male MCs that deal with subjects on incest

[Anonymous No.18484280]

>>18484258
Do what makes you happy

[Anonymous No.18484339]

>>18484258
Why?

[Anonymous No.18484445]

How do I become as carefree but also as hardworking as Goku?

[Anonymous No.18484447]

>>18484258
Being a tradiecuck isn't much better

[Anonymous No.18484463]

>>18484445
Be born with superior genes

[Anonymous No.18484468]

Can you restore your brain after over a decade of drinking?

[Anonymous No.18484476]

>>18484468
slowly, if you are prone to withdrawals

[Anonymous No.18484616]

>be me
>every weekday has followed the pattern of waking up around an hour early and not quite getting enough sleep before work, although I haven't felt too tired
>Monday at work was really boring; in the middle of the day I watched Dude Where's My Car and Not Another Teen Movies while feeling horrified at how far the 90s/early 00s are
>rest of the weekdays have been nothing very memorable
>go driving and drinking coffee every day after work to try to recreate the weekend feel
>sometimes go walking as well in the bright evenings; go for short 40 minute walks while listening to podcasts
>lifting has continued to go well despite less than perfect sleep
>work up at 10.15 am on Saturday morning
>browse internet in bed
>went driving; currently drinking coffee in car while browsing internet; will read a book soon and buy junk food on way home
>plan to eat at home, browse internet, go for a walk, then go jogging, then I don't know what

It's a typical Saturday.

I have been banned so much from my home WiFi. And I can't post topics on a mobile phone.

[Anonymous No.18484625]

>>18484468
It feels like it's getting better, at 232 days sober.

[Anonymous No.18484644]

>>18484616
what's the problem with that routine?

[Anonymous No.18484744]

>>18484625
Good to hear. Though it's a long journey it seems.

[Anonymous No.18484815]

How do you not feel empty?

[Anonymous No.18484820]

>>18484815
by fulfilling a creative purpose

[Anonymous No.18484825]

>>18484820
What if you don’t have a creative purpose?

[Anonymous No.18484833]

I'm straight but I'm in a homosexual relationship so my friends think I'm gay

[Anonymous No.18484869]

In the fits of a drunken revery I foolishly smoked all of my cigs and today I may kill a man for a smoke if my empty pockets do not mysteriously make manifest the money for more

[Anonymous No.18484879]

>>18483175
It'll dull with time I imagine. It hurts when you get your first negative feedback, but look at it this way: if it's merited, learn from it. If it's unmerited, ignore it and focus on the praises.

[Anonymous No.18484881]

>>18484072
Correct.

[Anonymous No.18484923]

>>18484869
I spend most of my money on cigarettes and alcohol shits fucked

[Anonymous No.18484933]

Damn it...
incest is so fuckin hot

[Anonymous No.18484934]

>>18484825
create one

[Anonymous No.18485030]

>>18484933
t. has no sisters or brothers

[Anonymous No.18485052]

>>18485052

[Anonymous No.18485064]

>>18484933
it really is. some of my earliest sexual fantasies were about my hot cousin. she's in her late 30's and fat now but when I was young she was banging hot.

[Anonymous No.18485093]

>>18485052
lol

[Anonymous No.18485097]

>>18484933
>>18485064
patricians

[Anonymous No.18485108]

>>18484934
Seems paradoxical

[Anonymous No.18485117]

>>18485108
Death is the ultimate goal of life
yet all we do is struggle to stay alive

[Anonymous No.18485124]

are polish girls/boys the superior slavs (only talking about fuckability)... i'm starting to think so

[Anonymous No.18485136]

>>18484933
Did you know...? Incest in ancient Egypt was so common, they had a whole genre of romantic love poetry specifically for sisters.

[Anonymous No.18485147]

>>18482658
Visiting my parents and i want to kill myself
I sometimes wonder how my parents can be such such social wastelands and how i can repair the fundamental toxicity that they instilled in me

[Anonymous No.18485149]

>>18485136
yeah and that's why all their royalty was fucked up with absolutely horrible health issues because they were all fucking inbred. incredibly romantic

[Anonymous No.18485150]

>>18485124

[Anonymous No.18485156]

>>18485117
Then why wouldn’t I just kill myself immediately?

[Anonymous No.18485159]

>>18485156
indeed

[Anonymous No.18485161]

>>18485150
god i love these proportions

[Anonymous No.18485182]

im afraid of moving out of parents place, live with roommates and get a job. Im almost 30 too.

[Anonymous No.18485183]

>thinking of visiting a prozzie again
Ahhhh I need to stop

[Anonymous No.18485190]

>>18485182
just move out already you hag

[Anonymous No.18485191]

>>18485182
Working and being a rentcuck sucks so I don't blame you

[Anonymous No.18485198]

>>18485190
too stressful

[Anonymous No.18485202]

starting my diet again today. ive been good about exercising but i've been eating like shit. we're all gonna make it bros. don't give up!

[Anonymous No.18485226]

>>18485156
I don't know, why wouldn't you?

[Anonymous No.18485246]

>>18485156
well, only you know the answer to that question anon

[Anonymous No.18485261]

>>18485183
>paying a woman to humiliate you

[Anonymous No.18485285]

>>18485149
Started out as just the royalty, but eventually spread down through to the middle classes as well. They had a matrilineal system of inheritance, and eventually people just started marrying their sisters and daughters to ensure financial security. Once it's the norm, feelings adjust accordingly. Absolutely dysgenic, but still, wouldn't exactly call Egyptian civilization unsuccessful, or some cultural backwater.

[Anonymous No.18485489]

>>18485202
fat bitch

[Anonymous No.18485493]

>>18485285
what the fuck are you arguing for exactly? you want inbred children with physical disabilities?

[Anonymous No.18485497]

Why do the weeds keep growing faster than the plants that i want to grow

[Anonymous No.18485498]

>>18485285
omg dude, incest patrician chad master race, living the dream am i right!! <3 xoxo

[Anonymous No.18485552]

>>18485183
Why stop?

[Anonymous No.18485553]

>>18485493
>>18485498
Of course, you're right. Obviously there's a price to be paid for partaking of incest. All I'm saying is, what's the price of not partaking? I feel like that's a question that doesn't get asked enough.

[Anonymous No.18485558]

Anya Taylor Joy is so fucking hot. I want to 'bone' her so bad.

[Anonymous No.18485561]

>>18485182
It's scary until you do it. Then once you're forced to do it it becomes normal pretty quickly. Go for it brother.

[Anonymous No.18485571]

>>18485497
Desirable plants have been bred for stuff like big fruit or showy flowers, whereas most weeds just burn all their energy on growing as much foliage as fast as possible. They are also often better suited to their environment

[Anonymous No.18485606]

I have to go read

[Anonymous No.18485649]

So just last night, for whatever reason. I got this kind of wave of feeling for Butterfly. A wave of passion. And I badly want to see a picture of her specifically from the nose down, smiling.. in a sundress and wearing sandals or flip flops. I think we could get this to happen. Its simple and non sexual (just about beauty) and I think this board would go absolutely nuts.

Thoughts? My friends?

[Anonymous No.18485683]

I've taken the foodpill, there's nothing comfier than cooking up then enjoying a good meal, especially if you're sharing it with others.

[Anonymous No.18485702]

>>18485571
so why do the snails ignore the weeds, while going for my dahlias and zinnias when the weeds have way more leafs?

[Anonymous No.18485706]

>>18482706
This may come across as pretentious. I generally hate existence, yet I strive to learn more. I wish to live as long as I can simply to study, read, and learn as much as I can before my days end.

[Anonymous No.18485709]

>>18485683
How boring lol.

[Anonymous No.18485711]

>>18485553
there is literally no price in not partaking in incest. there are lots of hot bitches to fuck who are not biologically related to you and your body will naturally want them more anyway.

[Anonymous No.18485729]

>>18485709
cookout invite rescinded

[Anonymous No.18485737]

>>18485702
Depends on the kind of weed. Many of them are poisonous or have other defense mechanisms. I highly encourage you to learn to identify all the weeds you see in your garden, since there are many which are edible or that have desirable interactions with other plants. If you post a picture I might be able to tell you what some stuff is.

[Anonymous No.18485744]

>>18482706
I dont know.

[Anonymous No.18485751]

are there really no fiction that has a intense focus on incest?

[Anonymous No.18485761]

>>18485737
hmm, i didnt think of that
i just try to remove all the weeds i see because most of them are choking out the other plants

[Anonymous No.18485812]

>>18485711
You haven't seen my sister.

[Anonymous No.18485845]

Anyone else watching the euro cup? I usually don't care about sports but man I'm hyped for some reason

[Anonymous No.18485856]

One of my old Elementary School buddies has been having a schizophrenic meltdown on instagram the past few days and it makes me sad to see.
I stopped hanging out with him around the time he got into using meth like 7 years ago, and now he's making dozens of instagram posts about the military and pics of his guns, which is never a good sign. He seems to think the government is having a "secret war" that started on Friday and that they have speakers set up telling him to do things.
It's fucking scary to see and I hope he gets help, but I'm not able to give it to him.

[Anonymous No.18485865]

>>18485761
Yeah there's some stuff that I always pull because it just a nuisance. Mostly viney shit like morning glory, ground ivy, etc. But I like to leave clover and vetch because they fix nitrogen, and purslane because its low, spreading stems block other weeds and trap moisture. Weeds with long taproots like dandelions can bring nutrients from deep in the soil closer to the surface. Also if you wanna kill the snails, leave a shallow dish with a bit of beer in it out overnight, they will be attracted to the smell and drown.

[Anonymous No.18485908]

https://youtu.be/xziuvusBHu0

This was some funny shit

[Anonymous No.18485914]

>>18485908
Is he one of the signatories of the recent letter of several generals? If he's like this, I wonder if France actually has a fighting chance to save itself from the multikulti nightmare.

[Anonymous No.18485922]

>>18485711
Go ask Aquinas, he knows. He said incest was bad because of you combined the natural affections of family and spouse, couples would just literally never leave the house. How much has been taken from us?

Maybe nothing. I don't know, I'm just asking questions.

[Anonymous No.18485977]

Total Warhammer 3 is actually looking to be really good. First time ive been hype for a game in a decade.

[Anonymous No.18485979]

>>18485914
>I wonder if France actually has a fighting chance
I don't believe it till I see it but I'll take the laughs in the meantime

[Anonymous No.18486067]

>>18485908
>>18485979
who is this man and why do i keep seeing him on 4chan?

[Anonymous No.18486077]

>>18486067
You just quoted a post that included the youtube link that answers your question

[Anonymous No.18486087]

>>18486077
oh right
for some reason my brain registered that as a french link so i didnt bother to watch it

[Anonymous No.18486137]

i tried that free weekend of "tannenberg" some ww1 team shooter sim on steam. p fun ngl. refreshing to play a ww1 especially one focused on the east but they prob don't make too many cuz using a bolt action rifle kinda sucks when ur used to spray and praying in cod or sth.

[Anonymous No.18486163]

>>18486067
my mom sent me to a shrink that looked like that when i was a kid

[Anonymous No.18486182]

>>18486163
Psychiatry is predominantly jewish indeed

[Anonymous No.18486324]

My sister is a 1:1 copy of britta from community. She's 30 and still has zero chill.

[Anonymous No.18486371]

>>18486324
you must post a picture anony

[Anonymous No.18486395]

I don't know how long it will last, hard to know really. But I wish I had someone to talk about it with. Anymore.

[Anonymous No.18486430]

>>18485226
>>18485246
I don’t know. The only reason I haven’t is a combination of habit and instinctual clinging to life.

[Anonymous No.18486449]

>>18482869
They can be that way in fiction too. For me, real life is just so boring, disappointing, and dissatisfying. I’m just running out the clock until I can turn to dust. I sincerely feel that there is nothing here for me that will redeem my having lived at all. There’s no reason for me to be here and nothing in particular for me to. In fiction, the world, the characters, the interactions between each, and all the events are hyper-meaningful. Every action the protagonist takes affects the world around him. Some time the fate of the world is, in fact, his fate. He has relationships, meaningful ones, with people he loved and who loved him back and even when written as tragedy and horror, good fictional worlds are just saturated meaning. There’s never not a reason to turn the page. I have never, in my real life, felt I had a good reason to turn the page.

[Anonymous No.18486517]

>>18486449
you can make your life meaningful you know

[Anonymous No.18486614]

So just last night, for whatever reason. I got this kind of wave of feeling for Butterfly. A wave of passion. And I badly want to see a picture of her specifically from the nose down, smiling.. in a sundress and wearing sandals or flip flops. I think we could get this to happen. Its simple and non sexual (just about beauty) and I think this board would go absolutely nuts.

Thoughts? My friends?

[Anonymous No.18486677]

>>18486614
Get off 4chan bro.

[Anonymous No.18486748]

>>18486614
Get outside, anon. Meet other girls irl. How long has it been since the last time you saw someone else?

[Anonymous No.18486788]

>>18482818
greatest advice of all time (unironically)
G.A.O.A.T(.U)

[Anonymous No.18486824]

>>18486677

>>18486748

Ive done well for myself, my teen years and early 20s were filled with gfs and success, im now in a great University and have sex semi regularly. I consider my coming around to Butterfly and her divine image in a sundress to be a natural progression forward in my life.

[Anonymous No.18486831]

>>18486824
nigga nah

[Anonymous No.18486854]

>>18482658
I have made a salad of cherry tomatoes, avocado, cucumber, shallots, lemon juice, balsamic vinegar, red wine vinegar, olive oil, salt, and pepper. It is extremely based and I recommend you make yourselves such a salad when possible

[Anonymous No.18486880]

>>18486831
Why do you deny me these pleasures, friend. Life is good and sweet. I dont think its out of the ordinary to sniff out the more precious things (butterfly, dress, feet) you know. Its natural.

[Anonymous No.18486886]

>>18482658
The quiet comprehending of the ending of it all

[Anonymous No.18486890]

>>18486854
Sounds as sweet as butterflys feet. My guy.

[Anonymous No.18486923]

my mom is in town and we went out for breakfast. by the time we'd gotten through the door she's already insulted a working class dude there with his family. if it were me who said the shit she said and in the way she said it, that dude and i would have been throwing hands. by the time we sat down for breakfast, she'd already insulted the waitress by telling her to "take a vicodin" -- direct quote. of course, the waitress turns out to be in recovery and i have to kind of just sit there while these women verbally spar with all this malice just barely beneath the surface. then she turns to me and wants me to reinforce her as if she wasn't completely in the wrong. mind, i work nights and i am a hermit. i don't like being around people and groups of people in general are anathema. i was a little overloaded just sitting there in this crowded diner listening to my mom, who i haven't seen in over a year, bitching out this waitress who really did nothing wrong at all.

this is why i work nights, and this is why i keep to myself. to top it all off, i am working class as ever-living fuck. army veteran, spurned my family's wealth, moved out away from the cities to do my own thing. i like to read, i like to write, and i like to discuss shit that's important to me. my mom is this VERY obvious san francisco ice pixie and it just feels fucking weird being anywhere with her.

[Anonymous No.18486982]

>>18486923
So did you fuck her or not?

[Anonymous No.18487029]

>>18486923
Sounds like you should completely remove her from your life anon, she sounds like a genuinely awful person to be around. I can kinda relate but mine was more of a crack whore with stockholm syndrome to the worst kind of men imaginable.
Fun stuff.

[Anonymous No.18487057]

Want to be told what to do. What to read, how to live, what to be. Maybe it's the infamous female mindset finally kicking in, maybe the exhaustion. There is so much wisdom in the world, one should make sure to conceive as much as they can of it. There is so much beauty too. Maximizing beauty and minimizing pain is the point of it all, after all. I will forever attempt to not understand londonfrog. But how but how but how
Also, the Sympathizer is highly recommended. Have a great day, everyone!

[Anonymous No.18487058]

The forms of dictatorship seduce me. Her clear order compell me, I wish to defy even the most sore throat imaginable to joyfully cheer "YES!" as she asks me standing among a crowd of listeners to to her every biding. She is like a dominatrix that has taken the form of a state, except instead of crushing me below the heal of her thigh high boots, she uses tank treads. I adore her. I would do everything to make her real.

[Anonymous No.18487163]

>So don't despair. As this corporal from my unit said: "The fight of our life is the Battle of France." These words are harsh and chilling, I know. You have the right to be sad, you have the right to be angry, you even have the right to be afraid. This is normal, time has chosen you for a difficult task, you would probably have liked a quieter life... But be happy, because you are the generation in which one cycle will end and another will begin. These things only happen once in history. And not only will this happen in your lifetime, but you will have a role to play.

>Prepare, educate, train, harden, learn skills, get married, educate your children well, take care of your friends, act to become an example to the weakest, and act by the example of the strongest.

>Your blood is bubbling with power, genius, glory and honor. And there is no greater honour for a man or woman than to defend his blood by defending his territory. Be strong, be proud, be French.

[Anonymous No.18487173]

>>18487057
Theres also a staggering amount of suffering. This reads like a sheltered suburban faggot post. Try saying this to someone who got raped or the exhausted poor hungry multitudes. Fucking twink.

[Anonymous No.18487174]

>>18487057
Are you a woman? As in biological born woman, not fake woman. If so, you're right you should accept to be told what to do and be proud of it because you're in tune with your nature despite the propaganda.

[Anonymous No.18487180]

>>18487057
>Maximizing beauty and minimizing pain
fuck that maximize everything

[Anonymous No.18487283]

>>18486517
Well, that’s the thing. I don’t really think I can. I wouldn’t know how to do that if it were possible.

[Anonymous No.18487354]

>>18485561
I dont know i can do it. Seems too overwhelming.

[Anonymous No.18487376]

>>18482658
I want to write but every time I open a plank page everything I wanted to write vanishes. its like all the ideas I had get sucked out when the white light of my screen hits my eyes. and even when I overcome that first hurdle I always feel lost, how the hell can I turn a few ideas into a novel is beyond me. I never written anything before, and I want to start as soon as I can, but I feel so fucking angry that nothing I do works god fucking dam it

[Anonymous No.18487389]

>>18487173
That's true, and why pain should not be so romanticized. Do you know any good literature about this subject, which is not self righteous and whiny?

>>18487174
Yes, but the intellectual poorness and lack of creativity of the trads does not make one want to comply with them

[Anonymous No.18487405]

>>18487389
You sound more intellectually poor than anyone I know so you shouldn't worry about that

[Anonymous No.18487416]

No time to do anything. No time. I’m out of time.

[Anonymous No.18487431]

Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now
Let me go
And I just can't look, it's killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me

[Anonymous No.18487517]

>>18487389
You need to go back.

[Anonymous No.18487527]

>>18487431
A Dustland Fairy tale begining.. just another white trash county kisss, sixty one, long blonde hair, foolish eyes,

he looked just like u want him 2 some kind of slick chrome american prince, blue jean serenade moon river whatd you do to me, i dont believe you..

[Anonymous No.18487561]

>>18487057
>Maybe it's the infamous female mindset finally kicking in
no no, the fact that you are weak-minded failure at life and a fucking retard has to do with your personal character rather than the fact that you have a cunt in between your legs, i think you should shut the fuck up

[Anonymous No.18487586]

>>18482658
Twinks.

[Anonymous No.18487590]

>>18487174
he's a tranny my brother, no bio woman would say shit like this kek

[Anonymous No.18487599]

>>18487586
fuck yes, god fucking yes

[Anonymous No.18487650]

>>18487376
>its like all the ideas I had get sucked out when the white light of my screen hits my eyes
Write on paper, as god intended

[Anonymous No.18487659]

>>18486923
>spurned my family's wealth
Dumbass

[Anonymous No.18487666]

>>18487527
saw cinderella in a party dress

[Anonymous No.18487757]

I keep believing that inside my head there is one secret conflict that makes me keep sabotaging myself and if I discover what this conflict is I will be able to resolve it and become whole again. The problem is I don't know what to look for, or even if it's true

why do I create things? I do it because its my nature. Creating used to feel good so why doesn't it now? Is is the lack of appreciation? That's beyond my control. Is it the pressure I put on myself to create? How can I stop pressuring myself when I want something and am the only one who can provide it?

why do I struggle writing? The first time I truly managed to write something it was because of a health scare. I was convinced I was going to die and had to write the whole thing before I couldn't anymore. By the time I realized I was being a hypochondriac I had so much momentum I was able to finish my novel in just 3 months. The question is, what stopped me from learning from that?

[Anonymous No.18487878]

>>18487757
JUST DO IT

[Anonymous No.18487880]

>>18487666
when she was looking for a nightgown

[Anonymous No.18487961]

>>18487878
I hate the phrase "just do it." Do people who use that advice really work that way?

I don't know about other people, but writing for me isn't just pressing a button. I have to come up with a story, then I have to plan it out, then I have to figure out the next words I'm going to write and write them. This is often where things go wrong, because I don't always know what words I should type next, and often times the struggle makes me anxious, tired and ashamed of myself. Sometimes I try to force myself to write words I don't believe in but their mere presence makes me feel sick with myself because I know they're not good enough, and I get discouraged enough that I have to take a break or stop for the night. This also happens when I realize I've written myself into a corner that's going to force me to figure out and explain a whole bunch of shit I didn't think I'd need to. Sometimes planning to avoid that combined with the above anxiety is enough to stop me so I don't write anything at all

simply writing THIS makes me feel stressed and tired, and here I don't have to worry about a minimum quality

When I hear "Just do it", I can't tell whether I'm fighting a battle nobody else is, or whether the person giving the advice has never written in their life

[Anonymous No.18487964]

The Great Debate

[Anonymous No.18487972]

>>18487964
if your into ass u may as well be shaggin a lad

[Anonymous No.18487981]

>>18487880
i saw the devil wrapping up his hands

[Anonymous No.18488001]

>>18485261
I paid a woman $100 to insult me for being an adult virgin.

[Anonymous No.18488014]

>finish classical guitar course I got on /t/ months ago
>thank you for sticking through this course and putting in the time and effort
>feelsbadman.jpg
also, I'm thinking of asking this girl out I matched today on tinder, but we don't have much in common and she doesnt have pics below her bosom line,so she might be fat, even though her face is slim, or at least have one of those disform chubby/skinnyfat bodies, it might be good to get some experience though as this would be my first time doing this.
Im talking to a much prettier, nicer and funnier girl but shes too far away

also anyone read agamben's book about the epidemic?

[Anonymous No.18488018]

Blades in and out man's top
You can say my man got chopped (ching!)

[Anonymous No.18488034]

>>18487972
Don't mind if I do desu

[Anonymous No.18488037]

>>18487981
Hes gettin ready for a showdown

[Anonymous No.18488055]

never got the last achievement in Civilization: Revolution because i couldn't get Agamemnon to spawn

[Anonymous No.18488109]

>>18488055
why, and is that a good game ?

[Anonymous No.18488136]

>>18488109
>why
he's just unlikely to appear, i forget exactly why
>is that a good game
not really

[Anonymous No.18488179]

>>18487972
>if your into ass u may as well be shaggin a lad
hmmm no problem with that

[Anonymous No.18488285]

There are these types of sports where your dick is basically visible through your clothing, right? Swimming, some types of wrestling, rowing, etc..
How are dicklets supposed to do these? Not that it isn't embarrassing with a normal piece either.

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS No.18488299]

>>18488264
Hmm? No, it’s “all power to the people”
If it isn’t that, it isn’t our revolution. It’s just a coup.

>>18488274
Liberals, aka neoliberalism, is running this world. Hopefully not for long, but if your sort continue to mix up who’s who, the SS are going to continue to play us

[Anonymous No.18488333]

>>18488299
Can I get a picture of you Butterfly, wearing sandals and a sundress, maybe with a smile ? You dont have to show your eyes just cut it off there. This whole board would go nuts.

[Anonymous No.18488348]

>>18488285
in wrestling, baseball, and boxing you have a cup covering your dick so ppl can't really see it accurately anyways, but i would also like to add that cups don't do jack shit and if anything make it worse because if some boxer rips you in the nads with a low blow the cup just flattens your sack so it quite frankly does nothing. maybe it really is just there for modesty.

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS No.18488367]

>>18488333
And make fun of my hairy legs. Not doing it.

[Anonymous No.18488376]

to paraphrase the honorable cypress hill:
>inhale
>exhale
>just got that new foucault in mail

hell ya this shit goes into the development of all the catholic sexual regulations in late antiquity, tradcath larps should read it to find where all the stuff they believe actually came from.

[Anonymous No.18488381]

>>18488376
>tradcath larps should read it to find where all the stuff they believe actually came from.
>he thinks Foucault wrote actual history

[Anonymous No.18488424]

Bring the fables from thy tomb
Sporadic doom as knights loom
Does clergy support this passion?
Pure wrath of the winged assassin

A time of fate
Your spite sooths
Untold the stories
Of thy muse
Hour is late as
Kingdoms unfold
Signs in disarray
Your fight in loath

Move, when your
In the groove, in core
With the muse, is your
Light the fuel, with torch
Cues of silence spark the mastery
Knights revolt to demonic treachery

Can this seal be broken?
Has our fate awoken?
Who’s the antichrist?
Judgment waits on the test of time

Welcome the thoughts of a coward’s disband
Cause now you’re in the shadow of the angel’s wingspan

[Anonymous No.18488455]

>>18488367
Just shave them once for the picture, everyone wants to see you! Also theres no way you walk around in the summer in a dress or shorts without shaving your legs, i dont buy it.

[Anonymous No.18488490]

>>18488455
Im sorry to be the one to tell you, but youre not talking to the og butters, but an impersonator

[Anonymous No.18488494]

Have you ever "fetishized" a race/group of people? Not in a sexual sense, mind you, but in that they seem to have qualities that you wish you had, or your people had?

For me, the Arabs are such a people. I admire them greatly. Unlike my people or many, many others, they rarely if ever have suffered oppression, genocides, or any "ethnic suffering". They were never victims; they have always been conquerors. Perhaps one can point to Palestine as a place where Arabs have been oppressed, but that is a tiny silver of land, especially when compared to the vast swathes of lands they have conquered. In the past it was Egypt, North Africa, Iran, in modern times it is Europe... they seem so beautiful to me, a group of people who move fluidly from one conquest to another. Even those who attempt to conquer them, like the Turks or the French, find themselves Arabized. You cannot conquer the Arabs, you become them and they win.

I envy them, to be honest. Their culture is protected and grows while almost everyone else is swept into this strange rootless, Anglophone one. They are only growing in power. Already large chunks of Asia and Africa are theirs, and this century will see them wrest control of Europe as well. I have tried to study their language in the form of MSA/al-fusha when I have the time to see what I can glean of their mindset. My blood is not Arab, but perhaps I can integrate parts of their mindset into my own. Having that would be immensely valuable, it would make me change from being always worried and afraid into being a conqueror.

[Anonymous No.18488550]

>>18488494
when I was a kid I used to wish I were black, because they were musical, extroverted, outgoing, funny, expressive and all those things that I wanted to be as a shy (asian) kid.Now I can recall watching a lot of american comedy movies and tv shows, mainly with black characters (which are very popular in my country) so I think that had a big impact on me too.

[Anonymous No.18488559]

>>18488381
The book is split into three parts: baptism, virginity, and marriage. Foucault doesn't pass judgement, he merely recounts the development of christian thought with regard to sexual morality and regulation. If you're catholic or orthodox you will unironically love this shit.

[Anonymous No.18488608]

I've been drinking lots of cheap whiskey and now my throat hurts

[Anonymous No.18488648]

>>18488494
>Have you ever "fetishized" a race/group of people? Not in a sexual sense, mind you,
no however i do fetishise races in a sexual sense. i love white women but there's just something about small brown young men, especially black and south asian. i want to make them submit to me with my dick, makes me feel like a white devil.
oh and about arabs. i live in france so from very personal experience there is nothing to "admire" or "envy". all i can see here is an uneducated low iq community where people live like animals and don't know how to work. france isn't "arabized" btw just cause there's arabs there. top kek.
i could go into a discussion about how the arab world currently in the 21st century is a cultureless shithole and the biggest geopolitical mess after africa but i can't even be bothered.

[Anonymous No.18488654]

>>18488494
montenegrins

[Anonymous No.18488724]

Imagine listening to your amygdala lol

[Anonymous No.18488728]

>>18488654
tl;eeeeee

[Anonymous No.18488732]

not going to see my lover for a month

[Anonymous No.18488739]

>>18488559
>catholic or orthodox you will unironically love this shit.
Anon, masturbation didn't even become a RCC sin til after the Schism. You're into a different larp

[Anonymous No.18488744]

>>18488654
TIL I have a montenegrin soul.

[Anonymous No.18488750]

>>18488494
>they rarely if ever have suffered oppression, genocides, or any "ethnic suffering". They were never victims; they have always been conquerors.
so north africa didn't get colonised, arab countries didn't suffer from american interventions, there are no horrible internal conflicts, arab countries aren't strongly opposed to one another, there are no wars in arab countries, no coups, no revolutions, the people there don't suffer the oppression of dictatorial regimes, don't get killed and put to jail for resistance to those dictatorial regimes, everything good, no ethnic suffering... you're such a fucking dumbass for posting this lol, it's like you know nothing, you don't even have basic knowledge about what's happening in the world. you should feel ashamed for posting something so uninformed. delulu

[Anonymous No.18488759]

>>18488490
>implying that matters to him

[Anonymous No.18488760]

rrrfvg

[Anonymous No.18488768]

>>18488014
>feelsbadman.jpg
Why? Also go hook up with that girl, what's the worst that can happen?

[Anonymous No.18488777]

>>18488750
arabs are also among the cruel people to ever exist, it's hard to have sympathy for them

[Anonymous No.18488786]

>>18488777
agreed

[Anonymous No.18488800]

>>18488724
my nygdala

[Anonymous No.18488806]

>>18488750
>so north africa didn't get colonised
And they are conquering France, the nation which colonized them. I'd say they are exacting payment for their colonization.

>arab countries didn't suffer from american interventions
Not for ethnic or religious reasons. For money, sure. But they have never suffered being targeted for these things at the hands of outsiders (intra-Arab conflicts are another thing entirely). If anything, they have always been the people making others suffer for these things.

>there are no horrible internal conflicts, arab countries aren't strongly opposed to one another, there are no wars in arab countries, no coups, no revolutions, the people there don't suffer the oppression of dictatorial regimes, don't get killed and put to jail for resistance to those dictatorial regimes
Internal struggles is not what I am enamored with them for. The Arabs certainly fight amongst themselves, often brutally. But they are always conquering, always expanding. As a people they are safe and secure in their future. They are like Jews but better off, because they have 22 Israels.

>>18488777
They are certainly cruel, but their cruelty has won them so much. I am not saying it's all worth replicating, but studying them, dissecting what made them so great, seeing what we can embrace without betraying who we are... that seems like a good thing to do.

[I fucked my neighbor No.18488840]

A week ago, i lost my virginity at the age of 28 to my next door neighbor. She lives in the apartment next to mine. She's pretty chubby, and has a kid, and has all sorts of problems. Fucked up family, custody issues, no money. We met in the hallway and then matched on bumble, it was handed to me on a silver platter. I got drunk and forced myself to fuck her. It was really easy. Sex is finally demystified to me. Sometimes throughout my decade of adult virginity, I wondered if sex was even real, if it was some great conspiracy to taunt me and make me insane. I've never seen anyone fucking in-person in my whole life. Now, I've done it myself, committed the great act that this whole society seems to revolve around, and I just feel so empty. I haven't even been able to masturbate in days. I'm not horny. I don't really wanna fuck her again even tho she said to hit her up anytime. I feel relieved not to be a virgin anymore but that's about it. I guess it wasn't just a cope all along - sex without feeling is meaningless and probably not worth the hassle and risk. All that happened is we used each other as living sex objects. I guess i just didn't expect to feel so weird and half-hearted about it.

[Anonymous No.18488846]

>>18482658
I think I'm finally ready to leave this place for good. I've stopped hearing about new authors and it's ultimately making me feel low whenever I come here. Hope you all get to where you want to go. Last time was 4 months ago and I just feel like shit for returning.

[Anonymous No.18488853]

>>18488846
In all fairness, I come to /lit/ less and less as well. When it comes to 4channel, I prefer /adv/ because it's a glorified chatroom and /biz/ because of memes

[Anonymous No.18488865]

>>18488037
i saw the ending when they turned the page

[Anonymous No.18488877]

>>18488840
>Sex is finally demystified to me.

This is the most important reason to lose your virginity IMO. So much neuroticism comes from the anxiety of not knowing. Once you've fucked, your life will still suck but at least that particular unknown will no longer be bothering you.

[Anonymous No.18488881]

>>18488494
i like white women with cocks and imagine them colonizing me, a brown woman (female). its like 5 layers of degeneracy

[Anonymous No.18488896]

>>18488881
Of course you do. Is it 5 levels of degeneracy because you are a black tranny faggot desiring to be raped by white trannies?

[Anonymous No.18488898]

>>18488881
this post will produce interesting replies I imagine

[Anonymous No.18488911]

>>18488896
I think it's the same goofy person annoying all the nazis in this thread >>18488261

[Anonymous No.18488926]

>>18488881
do you like white women who have no cocks? i'd colonize you

[Anonymous No.18488930]

>>18488926
Ew gross fuck no bitch

[Anonymous No.18489016]

Deciding if I should stay with my wife

[Anonymous No.18489036]

When I'm around other people or I am talking with somebody, it's like there's all of these critters in my mind suddenly hide away like cockroach from sunlight. By critters I mean my thoughts and my inner dialogue, it's all gone instantly and I feel naked and lobotomized. There's like a half of my personality or psyche that's just missing and what's left is the mechanical banality of small talk just coming out of my empty head. It almost makes feel inhuman. I don't recognize the person talking when other people are around. How can the one holy adhesive of people and friendship feel so cursed somehow? Is this a common feeling? Does this have to do with some kind of disorder?

[Anonymous No.18489049]

>>18489016
Take this seriously anon. Hold her in your head, does it make you feel warm? If your relationship has completely cooled, consider it.
t. unhappily divorced.

[Anonymous No.18489054]

>>18488865
i threw my money and i ran away

[Anonymous No.18489056]

>>18482658
People on antidepressants aren't real people anymore

[Anonymous No.18489085]

>>18489036
The people you're talking to are boring, or at least the conversations you're having are. Also maybe you have social anxiety and are asping out

[Anonymous No.18489097]

>>18489016
Do it for the kids, and if you don't, ask her yourself. "There ain't anything a good ol' couple discussion can't fix!", they say. Jokes aside, you should look into the matter. Chances are she's thinking the same, or you both need to reaffirm the reasons you're together. I sometimes wonder if I am numb to my wife but love just turns into a more subtle feeling with time.
Good luck anon.

[Anonymous No.18489099]

I wanna cuddle with someone, really, really bad.

[Anonymous No.18489109]

What iz we doin?

[Anonymous No.18489117]

>>18485706
Based

[Anonymous No.18489147]

I feel lonely bros
The only somewhat meaningful human interaction I had this week was talking about Verlaine with a bookstore clerk

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS No.18489163]

>>18489147
Go walk somewhere and practice small talk with people. Blame lockdown

[Anonymous No.18489173]

>>18488768
Because I didnt pay for the course.That girl hasnt replied but I just got a third girl's number.She also lives too far away, but she was very straightforward with me.The thing is, I have literally 0 (zero) experience, and I'm longing for an actual relationship, with depth and commitment and she sent me some sex innuendos already, albeit really tame and covert.Anyway, I should fantasize less and just go with the flow, what I can get out of a relationship depends on the other half too.

[Anonymous No.18489180]

I used to think that enjambment in rhyming poems was a crutch. But I used to only read poetry, now I'm getting used to reciting them and I'm starting to find syntactically coherent rhymes to be kind of tacky in most cases.

[Anonymous No.18489182]

Every time I lose a hyperfixation it feels like some part of me died. Once it's gone, it won't come back and no matter how long I go on it won't stop hurting

[Anonymous No.18489193]

Thinking about rocking a gigantic cloak like my man

[Anonymous No.18489208]

I know what I have to do to end NEEThood, I've done it before, it would be easy as sending a couple emails. Why don't I do it? It has been like this for months.

[Anonymous No.18489211]

>>18482658
I've started reading the Bhagavad Gita (its the hare krishna translation version) I'm wondering if I should order the penguin version of it also I'm looking at my wishlist on Book Depository and am tempted to buy some books (which I probably won't read for awhile)

[Anonymous No.18489271]

I went on tinder and did the whole fake it til you make it practice girl thing. It is truthfully a horrible thing to do and a lot of feelings get hurt. But it works. My confidence is sky high and I have zero problem flirting with women now. But it comes with the cost of having become a 'bad guy'.

[Anonymous No.18489277]

>>18489180
free verse internal rhymes > rhyme schemes

[Anonymous No.18489331]

>>18488840
You used someone you’re not in love with for something you’re supposed to do with people you’re in love. That’s just how that feels. At least you can shrug off the fact that you’ve done it now if that was a mental block.

[Anonymous No.18489334]

>>18489193
It’s too bad capes cloaks and trenches went out of style

[Anonymous No.18489349]

the project of abrahamic religiosity was entirely designed to stifle northern temperaments in their extremely developed thymos or more generally, "spirit". even then it backfires, see Charlemagne. some peoples breath smoke instead of air. the logistikon will never prevail so long as these peoples still draw breath, the platonic tripartite is a manifest failure - socrates was a cryptid peasant and probably a pedo

[Anonymous No.18489410]

I found an injured birdie on the ground on Thursday afternoon. It was crying in pain and I couldn’t just leave it there. So I ran and got a shoebox and put it in there with some holes poked in the top and put it in a dark quiet place and called the wildlife rehab center. I left a message for them since they said they only take in animals by appointment. They never called me back and the bird is now dead so I had to go dump it out in the thick forested area near my apartment building.
I tried to help it bros. I really did. I didn’t want it to die.
Will Jesus forgive me?

[Anonymous No.18489459]

Today I was just thinking about how predatory animals in the wild have to eat every day. Everyday a small animal is being eaten, which means they have to have enough babies to sustain that, and every day an animal has to be consumed.
Ecosystems are weird.

[Anonymous No.18489479]

>>18489182
Dedication > motivation

[Anonymous No.18489524]

>>18489349
Do you really believe that?

[Anonymous No.18489561]

I wish I could be a young high school or college student again.

[Anonymous No.18489579]

>>18489524
yes and I do not see anything that suggests otherwise

[Anonymous No.18489594]

>>18489479
anon, I've pushed forward without the motivation and written a whole novel without it.

It's not that I can't, it's just painful, depressing and slow. I feel so awful I spend every day wishing I could feel it again and every night reminding myself that suicide is more realistic. I can't live like this

[Anonymous No.18489634]

What is a book that showcases an ultra-sober view of reality? I read some of No Longer Human and felt this much.

[Anonymous No.18489641]

>>18489211
okay so I'm still not sure if I should buy the penguin translation or if I should continue with the Hare Krishna version, I've been reading it and have ben skipping the commentary sections

[Anonymous No.18489657]

catholic cat lick cake lick castle brick cattle trick chat quick scatter split clatter click catheter sick chatter tic catarrh thick

[Anonymous No.18489669]

Why does weed make me so horny? It also makes me write walls and walls of random things that I couldn't think of if I was sober, and not just schizophrenic rambling either. I can't think of a better routine: Jacking off in ecstasy and then writing about the beautiful images forming in your mind as your brain lights off in random directions.

[Anonymous No.18489715]

Got filtered by Mason Dixon in English and now I've bought a translation to my own language. I know I'll lose a lot, but I plan on giving the original version another try after.

[Anonymous No.18489745]

>>18483440
You can take comfort in the realization that most people are annoying af.

[Anonymous No.18489801]

>>18489163
Post a picture of you smiling in a sundress with sandals

[Anonymous No.18489821]

>>18482658
Nothing seems to be going my way, all of my plans fall apart, I've lost that flame that once me made me push for things until I succeeded. Instead, now I feel tired and numb all of the time.

[Anonymous No.18489828]

Well, it's about time to get ready for bed. I hope I wake up dead.

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS No.18489834]

>>18489634
?

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS No.18489845]

>>18489821
Flame? Be water, my friend.

[Anonymous No.18489851]

>>18489845
God, you’re such a fucking tranny.

[Anonymous No.18489853]

>>18489845
Fuck off

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS No.18489857]

>Liking Bruce Lee, Nietzsche and Pippi Longstocking is “tranny”

[Anonymous No.18489879]

When you’re ready
>>18489871

[Anonymous No.18489884]

>>18489879
You couldn't wait until this thread reached 310?

[Anonymous No.18490074]

>>18482658
People shouldn't be afraid of ghosts because of anything malignant they could do but because their existence implies an afterlife where, even after physical death, you may forever be burdened with the curse of cognizance.

[Anonymous No.18490252]

>>18489851

>>18489853
Its a fake

[Anonymous No.18490270]

>>18482658

There's no such thing as original content

[Anonymous No.18491001]

global ban check

[Anonymous No.18491396]

>>18489036
I know this exact feel... Then I escape and feel so weird and dark like I can't relate to people... But other times I have really fun conversations.

[Anonymous No.18491401]

>>18489036
You're probably low status and your brain is trying to stop you from getting beaten up or abandoned by pissing the wrong person off.

[Anonymous No.18491414]

>>18491401
He probably has a head full of genius and mfs wanna talk that 90iq bants

[Anonymous No.18491656]

>>18489410
You did your best anon.

[Anonymous No.18491767]

>>18489459
They actually don’t universally eat every day. Plenty of predator animals go days without a meal.

[Anonymous No.18492007]

> I woke up again
I hate real life

[Anonymous No.18492352]

How do i get a job i can tolerate? What job do my fellow wagies have that you like/can tolerate?

I feel like if i didn't have a job i hated my life satisfaction would improve immensely but cagie options where i live suck.