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>be me
>went jogging last night, felt good
>bought a small amount of junk food and carby food and ate it late at night
>went to sleep at 2 am
>woke up at 9 am
>browsed internet on phone
>read a chapter of a history book
>went driving, felt sad at seeing more qts and Staceys than usual
>drank coffee, read a pseudy novel
>ate regular food and chocolate at home
>browsed internet
>went for a walk of around 6 miles; listened to podcasts
>somehow late evening
>currently drinking coffee in car again; may have fast food but I'm not very hungry; will then waste time at home

Another coffee is maybe indulgent but I deserve it for facing the pain of being an ugly beta in 2021 and all previous years in my life.

I applied for a job earlier today and I've just searched for people in the job on LinkedIn and it's mostly elite background types from Oxbridge and international places. Feels bad not being /elite/.

I think I may start working hard on stuff tomorrow. I've already started producerbulling (although not for the past 3 days) and I may try to take it to the next level. Or at least not waste 2+ hours every weekday evening with driving and coffee drinking.

I should start working harder in my current job but the returns diminish very hard past a certain point. It feels very zero sum. I'm at the rank where doing better or more work would not benefit my career at all. Leading work that takes up other people's time is what matters. Fitting in would be better. I remember watching American Psycho before an interview many years ago, back when I was failing them badly, and it didn't help. Corporate normieness can't really be faked by me in a dignified or non-cringe way. It's like trying to chase a rainbow.

While driving I saw this normie couple and then a nerdy guy some paces behind them. And I saw some old, lower class guy with shabby clothes. And I saw a short ethnic minority looking person. People must see me and instantly spot how low status and pathetic I am.

>> No.18210482

<-----/fit/

>> No.18210484

>>18210468
i AM NOT reading all a dat

>> No.18210487

>>18210468
Get help

>> No.18210557

>>18210468
>went for a walk of around 6 miles; listened to podcasts
I always wonder how people are able to function like that.

>> No.18210574

>>18210468
You should eat less junk food
Read Meditations by Aurelius

>> No.18210586

is this a real one or a copycat again?

>> No.18210597

>>18210468
Good job on the excersize, maybe be cool on drinking caffeine so late, and fucking with the sleep. Diet can improve too, but baby steps man, you're doing alright.

>> No.18210608

>>18210484
Its basically
>ate
>ate
>ate
>seethed at Staceys

>> No.18210656

>>18210468
>I should start working harder in my current job but the returns diminish very hard past a certain point. It feels very zero sum. I'm at the rank where doing better or more work would not benefit my career at all. Leading work that takes up other people's time is what matters. Fitting in would be better. I remember watching American Psycho before an interview many years ago, back when I was failing them badly, and it didn't help. Corporate normieness can't really be faked by me in a dignified or non-cringe way. It's like trying to chase a rainbow.
I sympathize with all of this

>> No.18211128

>>18210608
basically every american incel

>> No.18211135

>>18210468
>posting online for aproval or advice
ngmi

>> No.18211143

>>18211135
He doesn’t want to make it. He wants to martyr himself but no one cares

>> No.18211146

>>18210468
>Staceys
For the love of god block this site.

>> No.18211148

>>18211128
I love how incels, like, the non-misogynistic ones, are still ridiculed for simply existing. You don't really have a heart, I think. Loneliness is one of the worst pains imaginable, and for many it will never go away due to factors outside of their control. Ugliness and awkwardness are all you need to be condemned to a life of solitude. Show some fucking sympathy.

>> No.18211151

>>18210608
lmaooo fuck you anon

>> No.18211170

>be me
>have woken up at 3AM the past week with an irresistible urge to stretch my feet/ankles and shoulders and can’t fall back asleep
Books for this feel?

>> No.18211183

>read a chapter of a history book

title?

>> No.18211218

>>18211148
I like incels because they mere existence makes the average retard seethe. Just by existing. I could spend hours devising the most elaborate trolling schemes and yet I would not be able to do so.

>> No.18211325

>>18211143
I know anon. He could just go to /adv/ with all the other bitches
>>18211148>>18211218
Dude I am an incel myself (for now at least). I know how it is to be lonely, but to be honest we are in total control of those things and are the main ones to balme if not the only ones. Being a bitch is not going to do any favours, visitng sites with even bigger bitches than yourself is probably the worst you could do. Just trust yurr instincts.

>> No.18211352

Surrender to your situation, but never to yourself. You are your own worst enemy. Nothing good comes from the mind, it is a prison. You are forging your own chains with your false beliefs. YOU SHOULD BE AT WAR WITH YOURSELF. QUIT THE EXCESS COFFEE AND SHITTY FOOD IT IS NO WONDER WHY YOU ARE SUFFERING. YOU ARE A WALKING HUSK, WHERE IS YOUR POWER? WHERE IS YOUR VITALITY? ARE YOU DEAD? YOUR ENERGY IS STALE. THIS IS WHY WOMEN AVOID YOU, THIS IS NOT A PERMANENT PROBLEM.

>> No.18211382

>>18211352
this is a good vibe

>> No.18211476
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>>18210484

>> No.18211499

>>18211325
I like you. People like you make retard leftists and spiritual niggers seethe. You are worth more than a million of dollars anon. I wish I could help you with your issues because of this, but I am unable to do so. Sorry my friend.

>> No.18211872

i bought a car today and have a date tomorrow

>> No.18211978

>>18211872
What kind of car? I’m in the market

>> No.18212392

>>18211978
suck CARn these balls

>> No.18213175

>>18211352
Ya

>> No.18213187

>see frog
>see be me

Stopped reading there. This is not your blogpost, Frog.