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>> No.17784929

>>17784926
behead vtubers and their simpathizers

>> No.17784938

>>17784926
Was she going to say nigger in stream? What the fuck. How could they allow this?

>> No.17784940

the lack of actual discussion on this board is a disappointing.
also behead vtubers in the name of Allah

>> No.17784941

KILL YOURSELF ANIME LOSER

>> No.17784953

>>17784938
She didn't. She stop midway and saved it, but someone clipped it.

>> No.17784959

>>17784953
Still though, why hire someone if they’re just going to say racist shit.

>> No.17784968

>>17784959
i mean, i'd hire someone who said racist shit, in fact, i'd probably pick them over somebody who didn't

>> No.17784974

>>17784968
Honestly, it’ll make them more real for the audience.

>> No.17784976

>>17784926
What made her made to almost say the gamer word.

>> No.17784980

>>17784941
this, people are trying to make even more generals for this board and they all are obnoxious animeposters, not regular innocuous ones.

>> No.17784982

>>17784976
army of e-simps that will swoon over their racist e-gf

>> No.17784997

>>17784976
Some toxic gamer in the game.

>> No.17785026

>>17784968
Any reason for it? In this political climate it seems dangerous.

>> No.17785037

>>17784926

I realized that I am totally enraged by the aimlessness of human civilization. It is entirely ppssibly to have a genuine goal to improve human experience and pursuit of good things but we have been reduced to some sick statistical competition for the rapid acquisition and consumption of resources. We made a mindless machine that consumes at an ever imcreasing rate only to sustain and grow itself.

We live in a world with a monoculture and there is almost zero contrary viewpoints to the soulless consumerist, ecodestructive hell that we have made.

I have determined myself to never accept that this is normal. This is total lunacy and the world is insane for not even questioning it.

>> No.17785053

Am I the only one that feels sentenced by the place of my birth? I feel like a slave.

>> No.17785064

>>17785037
Always was. Just find your small circle and be kind. Also don't expect any success in any good pursuit but try nonetheless.

>> No.17785071

>>17785053
I hate the modern national identity i see espoused here desu
I could make it on my own but it does seem like laws are changing to be more intrusive and less permissive of outcasts, really the worst part is living in a humanist country where they won't even kill you but will reprogram you

>> No.17785077

>>17785026
well, i'd certainly want someone to have my back if i said anything racist

>> No.17785081

Her gaze was painted with a look of pity and self-concern.

>> No.17785084

>>17785064

That's my ambition but it feels very hollow and hopeless nonetheless. I need to surround myself with more people, I am quite isolated.

>> No.17785089

>>17785081
Literally I'm sure by whoever worked on her model

>> No.17785093

>>17784926
god I want Amelia to give me a paizuri with her fat fucking tits, I mean the fanart kind where she has massive melons

>> No.17785124

>>17785084
I agree. I recently had to stop myself in conversation with a friend because every path we went through lead to a blackened conclusion. To be fair I was very angry at the time for personal reasons.

>> No.17785163

I don't smoke weed every day anymore but on the weekends it sometimes gets excessive. I just really feel much better but obviously, there are drawbacks. I feel much more creatively impulsive for both writing and playing music whereas when I'm sober I either read or pretty much just lay there. I feel much better socializing too when I'm high. The problem is when I'm going to bed I'll end up watching porn and sometimes that can suck away over an hour if I'm not careful. I'm not sure if I'll just be like this for a while because I know once I move out of the basement it'll get more excessive (unless I get with girls) and even though it's not necessarily concerning it would just be a lot better to have more control. I am working on reading and writing more about things I am interested in but it's a struggle to have a desire to write but always be undercut by a sense of self doubt that usually only goes away if you get ripped, and then when you do you don't even know if your work is anything worth getting even remotely excited about. I feel like there is just a certain hump to get over that enough people experience but at the same time the problem today consists of a more complicated dynamic where people need an audience in a sense which is why threads like this usually contain halfway interesting content at the very least. Anyway who else /weed/ and good music

>> No.17785168

>>17785084
>>17785124
this is normal the trick is to just not talk on such a macro scale
look for things to joke about or make fun of or reference from times past

>> No.17785170
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17785170

>>17784926
Re-posting in search of advice. As a child of privilege, how should I live my life in an appropriately patrician /lit/ manner?

I come from upper middle class professionals, but recently we have become quite wealthy. It occurs to me that I am still fairly young and now have great opportunities which I should act on. I need to overcome my inherited stinginess and do something exceptional.

I recently completed a history degree from a decent university with the intention of going into government service. I am learning French and leaving for Paris in two weeks to work as a copy editor for a major IGO. I am staying in a very nice apartment which belongs to my wealthy uncle and will live (at least) 6 months in this foreign city I have never before visited.

Feel free to recommend anything big or small. I'm finally free and need to do something beautiful with my youth.

>> No.17785175

Our civilizations are careening, so obviously, towards collapse and no one with power seems to want to stop it. Our biosphere, that which nourishes and sustains all life but most importantly human life, is rapidly degrading. Wild species belonging to all domains of life are collapsing; patterns and cycles that have sustained life on earth are changing rapidly, disrupting habitats and exosystems millions of years old. We are burning through surface resources and dense energy sources more rapidly than ever before.
Even the arts seem to have failed our species. No great art to stir the people's hearts into action, no great philosophers to admonish our vacant and decadent leadership. Just more of the same navel gazing, or sycophantic, or vacuous tripe.

>> No.17785180

>>17785170
just read the good stuff and keep your head down

>> No.17785320

One of the biggest black pills and actually most depressing things for me personally was coming to develop this totally disenchanted view of love and relationships. You know, as you get older the fairy tale soul mate love conception tends to fade away and that sucks but you can live with it. Now, I have this view of life and love where it feels like even a long term, monogamous relationship with another person isn’t even possible. At least not for me. It feels like even if I were to find a girl I love at my age, she’d just end up getting bored with me and leaving. That’s what happened with my parents and most of my friends parents. It’s what happened with me with the only girl I ever loved when I was 24. “I just don’t love you anymore”. I don’t really remember her voice all that much when I imagine words other than those spoken but those ones still sting. What’s the point? It really does feel like the future has been cancelled.

>> No.17785413
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17785413

I hate women
I wish they would all die in hell
I want to kill

>> No.17785423

>>17785413
if you wouldn't want to spend your life with a woman you shouldn't waste it over one either. ignoring them is the worst thing you could possibly to do to them, without attention they will starve to death

>> No.17785470

>>17785423
>without attention they will starve to death
For real? I must have killed like 5 then. I'm a total chad and girls were constantly listing over me in high school. I ignored every single one.

>> No.17785509

>>17785470
>listing

Yeah like a cargo ship since they were so fat

>> No.17785515
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17785515

My life is harsh, could be considered harsh, you see I was born on a small place, middle of nowhere, nothing to be seen, nothing to experience, nothing that will network into the outside world, I've seen what the place looks like from high above, as a basin, sinking, contender for one of the most hopeless places on earth, no one of worth ever came from a place like this.
The logical conclusion is to end my life, yes, but I'm also an animal, the deluded animal has no real concept of failure, an animal doesn't really fear failure but what it brings about, my very own diseased and rotten philosophy was born here, a byproduct of mental anguish and unfortunate cards, an artist, I wish to share this unique philosophy with the world, no matter the price, no matter the costs; I'm too ethereal and arcane in my pursuits, how could someone like me ever solidify this? A solid plan of action that will work, on one side I'm a logical being, death is the only option, the odds of success are minimal, on another I'm an artist, I want to be one, there's that mixed with sheer animal desperation.
But who knows, you only get one shot at existence, and that goes on forever and ever, no one of note ever came from a place like this.

>> No.17785516

>>17785320
That's not a black pill honey, that's you seeing reality for what it was after an upbringing of propaganda and brainwashing to make you a diligent and unquestioning worker. For a vast majority of marriages the only reason they stayed together was because it was legally more or less impossible not to.

>> No.17785523

>>17784926
Why do people watch this pap?
If we could somehow turn all hentaifags into feederchads society would be solved

>> No.17785535

>>17785509
Lustibg
Whatever
They weren't fatties either
Have sex, incel

>> No.17785536

>>17785515
if it's any consolation i live a short drive from the us capitol and view it as having been essentially born at the gates of sodom or gomorrah. the grass is not only not any greener, there is no grass, this entire country is a barren wasteland and my only purpose for living is so that i might someday be around to witness when it sinks into the sea
everything that matters at this point is inside of yourself, the outside world has nothing to offer you or anybody else

>> No.17785537

>>17785515
Let's not get ahead of ourselves here, I know, to daydream about the result is useless. There's a division in me, I just don't know what to do, the confidence to do things is there, I know I could do it, I know it's in my personality to do it, and logically speaking, shooting for the stars from so close to the ground, careful with that aim and all that. I'm not privileged, not at all.
What should I do /lit/?

>> No.17785544

I jerked off 8 times tonight and i feel like ive been castrated

>> No.17785561

>>17785536
Then your personality doesn't really have that quality, resources but no want. tell me what is a country? Is it it's borders? a flag? people? No, it's the pattern that this country has, this specific pattern beaming all over history, precedents.
American, huh? You have heroes, or more accurately said, you have a precedent for success, a precedent for self expression, there is someone that could be considered psychologically similar to you, or maybe came from a place like yours, this goes on to show that even taking survivorship bias into account, someone like you could do it.

>> No.17785581

My life ultimately means nothing, its just a bubble in water - there were countless of them before you and there will be countless of them after you.

>> No.17785621

Today I went for a walk in the forest, as usual whenever a half decent looking chick walks or jogs by I quickly move to imagining myself having awkward sex in the bushes with one of them.
One time in this same forest a long time ago when it was denser I got lost. An older married couple saw me and with worried faces asked why I was out so late by myself in this huge forest. Explaining that I lost track of the time we then walked back to the parking area at a fast pace. After sharing some small talk in the beginning, all I could hear after that was our footsteps, then I picked up on the lady that was ahead of me breathing in and out quietly, before then I wasn't thinking about her in any sexual manner, and most of the girls that I was attracted to at the time were my own age. In the low light I then started to inconspicuously stare at her pony tale bobbing, her butt, back, hands. When we made it back the husband offered me a bottle of water which I declined and I said goodbye. A couple of nights later while sharing a bed with my younger brother I had a dream about the same woman from the forest; as dreams go it was pretty basic until I'm sitting behind on her a scooter with my crotch pressed hard against her backside. I start humping her reflexively thinking she wont notice, it feels so good, I feel as though I am about to pee and come at the same time. Some time later, in the middle of the night I wake up, having peed myself before, I feel as though I might have again and become embarrassed as I dont know how Ill explain how at my age I'm still doing thing like this, I reach In my pants only to feel a cold slimy substance on my legs and crotch, immediately I realize its semen and remember the dream I just had. That was the only wet dream Ive ever experienced in my life.

>> No.17785717

Just read the bible for the first time, Judas arguably made a bigger sacrifice than Jesus by betraying him and not just sacrificing his own life, but his soul, sacrificed his chance at eternal salvation so the rest of mankind could.

>> No.17785842

>>17784938
>>17784953
>>17784959
>>17784968
>>17784982
>>17784997
It was a typo which she corrected you idiots.

>> No.17785874

>>17785842
>Inputs the G before quickly deleting it and hastily inputting C
>A typo
That ain't no typo. Not when G and C aren't close in the keyboard. She was going to say nigger.

>> No.17785880

Real non-weebshit OP
>>17784949
>>17784949
>>17784949

>> No.17785885

>>17785842
Anon, I....

>> No.17785886

>>17785880
basado

>> No.17785899

>>17785880
Why make that one when we already have this one? All you’re doing is spamming the catalog.

>> No.17785926

>>17784926
The world I wished existed and the world I live in are so far apart. I wish I was God. I would make a perfect world.

>> No.17785931

>>17785899
To stop anime faggotry

>> No.17785932

>>17785926
Kira?

>> No.17785951

>>17785932
Lol nah
I am just... sad I guess? There's a thread up about how screwed we are ecologically, and I agree with that anon. We have squandered the Earth. And it's more than that, cultures and peoples and faiths are crushing one another in a brutal din that at the end of the day means they'll be king of the hill just long enough to be taken down by the next one that rises. I wish things were in stasis, with everything stable, everyone happy, the ecological balance maintained. But it's a bit late for that, and anyway, it is beyond my power. I am not God. The best I can do is tunnel vision and try to improve my own life.

>> No.17785967

>>17785951
Understandable. Have you tried helping? Or at least, try reducing your consumption of good? I try to live a frugal life.

>> No.17785989

>>17785967
I do try. Goods-wise, I don't really buy anything to be honest, beyond food and the like. But it would take so many people on multiple continents to drastically limit consumption for it to make an impact. It's not happening, and I know that sounds blackpilled and defeatist, but barring a massive shift in policy from the very top or something huge, I don't see it happening.

>> No.17786006

>>17785989
Oh, no, Anon, I understand your pessimism. And even feel it, still you shouldn’t lose hope.

>> No.17786016

>>17786006
>still you shouldn’t lose hope.
I try to be hopeful, but sometimes (well, a lot of the time) it feels like a cope

>> No.17786022

>>17784926
I want to understand economics better and am currently reading Piketty's "Capital in the 21st Century". What else should I read?

>> No.17786023 [DELETED] 

>>17785931
When will facebookniggers gave up with the dumb anti anime crusade?

>> No.17786028

I'm trying to write but nothing seems to come out. Shit sucks. Very frustrating.

>> No.17786044

>>17786023
I know what you mean, his thread just screams "I discovered 4channel two years ago and I'm currently checking /mu/core and basic /lit/charts".

The vtuber ones is sadly more genuine.

>> No.17786051

>>17786023
t. tranny

>> No.17786062

>>17786016
Have you tried going to walks? I remember I would go to parks and that would help me immensely.

>> No.17786079

>>17786028
>I'm trying to write but nothing seems to come out.
What are you writing?

>> No.17786089

>>17786079
I'm supposed to write an article for a magazine. I'm free to write about pretty much anything but that very same lack of direction is making my head spin.

Ideally I would write some poetry. It can be in English or in French, which helps me out.

>> No.17786115

>>17786089
What do you like? Surely there’s something that catches your eye?

>> No.17786136

>>17784926
piss off vnigger

>> No.17786152

We are trapped in language. Yesterday I noticed my family didn't have the words to deal with my issues. They genuinely didn't know what to do, what went wrong with my upbringing, where did we diverge. It is a relief, to know that I never had a chance of being understood by others, they did their best, but failed miserably. Am I broken? Not really, I am just outside language, in that place where simple words aren't enough. Yes I want to kill myself, but these are only words to describe what cannot be said in words.

>> No.17786156

>>17785320
Hey, could you stop posting here? Sick of reading your drivel. Thanks.

>> No.17786159

>>17786044
Seething simp sodomite. I hope she sees this bro

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17786170

>>17786044
t. tranny raider from discord

>> No.17786174

>>17786044
Choke on a shotgun faggot

>> No.17786179

>>17786174
>>17786170
>>17786159
All me btw
Please post in my thread guys

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17786191

>>17786179
t. tranny raider from discord pushing vtuber faggotry

>> No.17786207

>>17786191
This. Getting real fucking sick of the discord raiders on this board

>> No.17786220

Blowjacks are NOT lit related and even less welcome than some drab animu characters

>> No.17786225

>>17785581
Calm down with the suicide.

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>>17786191
I'm neither a tranny or a vtuberfag. I'm just annoyed at how trash and low quality all your posts are anon. Posting them alongside a painting of a zar and a academic piece of music will not never change that or your obvious low IQ. Imagine that, being so pathetic and new you made me side with vtuberfags.

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I was talking to my friend about his latest stories. I liked them very much. however, I was surprised about the different atmosphere they displayed. Whereas he used to write in an ironic-realistic style, his new stories were more romantic-idyllic, full of natural beauty and goodness of heart. I asked him about this and he admitted that during the time he was writing the stories, he had been in a certain emotional state which he could not explain. I asked him if such shepherd's pieces could cut to the heart of reality. He said he had not thought about it, but had simply written; and added, more to himself than to me: these stories are not idylls, but dreams.

Why is my friend so based, bros? I gotta start writing again.

>> No.17786245

>>17786232
t. Seething tranny to upset he's being called out for his vtuber faggotry
Join the 41% Faggot

>> No.17786247

>>17786232
t. literal weeb tranny

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17786251

>>17786232
Here i'll help you faggot

>> No.17786255

>>17786245
>>17786247
Based

>> No.17786258

cute boys

>> No.17786265

>>17786232
Kill yourself weeb simp

>> No.17786273

>>17786245
>>17786247
>>17786251
>>17786255
>>17786265
Jesus fucking christ, I haven't seen this much seething in a long time. You mad that people prefer this thread over your low quality thread?

>> No.17786285

>>17786273
Fuck off tranny
>>>/vt/
>>>/out/
>>>/reddit/
>>>/trash/

>> No.17786306

>Tranny?
“Tranny!”
>TRANNY
TRANNY
Trannneeeeeeeeee
Trani?
>Trannies.
T R A N N Y
T
R
A
N
N
Y
T

R

A

N

N

Y

TRAAA— SHUT THE FUCK UP

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17786310

I was talking to my friend about his latest stories. I liked them very much. however, I was surprised about the different atmosphere they displayed. Whereas he used to write in an ironic-realistic style, his new stories were more romantic-idyllic, full of natural beauty and goodness of heart. I asked him about this and he admitted that during the time he was writing the stories, he had been in a certain emotional state which he could not explain. I asked him if such shepherd's pieces could cut to the heart of reality. He said he had not thought about it, but had simply written; and added, more to himself than to me: these stories are not idylls, but dreams.

Why is my friend so based, bros? I gotta start writing again.

>> No.17786323

>>17786232
Agreed. Kinda pathetic to be honest.

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>>17786233
>>17786310

>> No.17786412

>>17786152
Go to therapy.

>> No.17786420

>>17784926
lolita

>> No.17786422

What's up with all the vtuber shilling?is Hololive actually giving people shekels to promote their content on /lit/?

>> No.17786449

>>17786422
>The other threads with vtuber op are literally no different that what's posted on /lit/.
I just don't see why people bitch about it.

>> No.17786470

>>17784926
I'm 5'9 and despite all the cope mentality that I've adopted, I've seen girls prefer my balding, crooked-teeth 6'1 buddy over me
Internet told me 5'9 wasn't even short, just average

>> No.17786580

is it fair to say that because every thing is defined by its outer border, physically and conceptually, so that all things define one another and nothing could define itself, that literally all that is happening is just one big happening defining itself?

>> No.17786585

>>17786470
Anon, if you aren’t 5,11 you’re short for a man. And even then, that’s pushing it.

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17786599

remember a couple of threads ago when some anon said communism did not meaningfully subdue religion compared to other modes of life?

>> No.17786700

>>17786599
Germans pay special church taxes or something, so those who are quite poor might step out just to save money. And Eastern Germany was quite underdeveloped in comparison to Western one.
In comparison, when my country ditched communism, suddenly everyone was religious so they wouldn't stand out in bad way.

>> No.17786715

>>17786599
pr*testants are barely christian

>> No.17786723

>>17784959
>Still though, why hire someone if they’re just going to say racist shit.
That’s how Hololive first got western audiences in the first place.
>>17785523
That’s what the Indonesian branch is for.

>> No.17786870

>>17786700
>Germans pay special church taxes or something
Why?

>> No.17786894

>>17785516
Yeah. Otherwise known as a black pill...

>> No.17786899

>>17786156
No, sorry. This place is my diary.

>> No.17786914

>>17786870
in sweden it's built into the public system for handling funerals and graveyard-lots and so on. that's still a public function the church largely manages

>> No.17786952

>>17786914
I did not know that, is there more to this?

>> No.17786972

>>17786470
Are you sure that they prefer him to you only fotìr his stature?

>> No.17787015

>>17786723
>That’s how Hololive first got western audiences in the first place.
Really, now? I’m surprised.

>> No.17787032

>>17786952
I don't remember desu

>> No.17787041

>>17786599
Communism removes your faith in god because it shows you that god is a fraud if he lets things such as communism happen.

>> No.17787093

>>17786952
I saw in a Catholic newspaper that the church in Germany actually has more cash on hand than the Vatican because of those mandatory taxes. Who knew, right?

>> No.17787105

>>17785516
Then why are married people happier than those that aren’t. Isolation is a significant driver of depression and suicidal thoughts. If it were just that they stayed together because they couldn’t leave then they would be more depressed due to lack of escape, but that’s not the case. Now, you have this situation where not only do you not get the fairy tale romance, you don’t get the romance at all, which was not the case for them.

>> No.17787108

The real non-anime thread made by a kind anon

>>17784949
>>>17784949
>>17784949
>>>17784949

>> No.17787109

>>17787093
Man, I need to read books or something to this, you got any to share?

>> No.17787116

>>17785537
What does shooting for the stars mean in your case?

>> No.17787130

>>17786310
Why don’t you write?

>> No.17787132

Tried sleeping for more than 12 hours last night in total, still feel like I didn't sleep at all. Feel so drained but I've still got to stay up. antidepressants are so awful sometimes

>> No.17787139

>>17787108
This is just pathetic at this point, you know.

>> No.17787158

>>17787132
Have you tried drinking cough medicine?

>> No.17787159

>>17786952
I believe if you "går ur kyrkan", ie if you formally leave the church, then you don't pay it anymore. I don't think there's a mandatory component

>> No.17787167

>>17787158
Nah. I guess I could, I'd have to buy some first.

>> No.17787174

>>17787167
Not that anon, but drink nyquil or the stronger version of it. That shit helped me when I couldn't sleep.

>> No.17787196

>>17786057
It's okay anon. You've got time to fix this if you want to. I personnally lost the direction of my life and almost cut all ties with every people that has ever cared for me.

You know it's bad when your life is so fucked up you wonder how much time it'll take for someone to discover your body were you to die this instant, but honestly I couldn't care more.

>> No.17787203

>>17787196
>I couldn't care more.
It's me. less*
>>17787132
Get to sleep fren
>>17786310
Based ascended friend

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>>17785523

dopamine go brrr

>> No.17787241

The single greatest tragedy is exactly that real life is not fiction.

>> No.17787252

>>17785523
Honestly, my feed is filled with it. I also sometimes watch moe and slice of life anime shows. Why? I don’t even really know. If you met me in person, you’d think I’m a normal adult man. In private, I’m extremely lonely and unhappy and so I click on and watch things like this almost like how a depressive seeks hits of sugar or something. It just makes me feel good for a minute or two. I know that’s pathetic but that’s the truth.

>> No.17787275

>>17787252
just get a gf man

>> No.17787290

I finished my history course yesterday and feel that I have a lot of motivation to keep learning. I wish to enrich my knowledge in westen philosophy, but unsure of where to start. If there is anyone who can recommend a course or a youtube series, that would be very appreciated. Also, is there any guide written by /lit/ that I can find somewhere?

>> No.17787313

>>17787275
Easier said than done. I had a girlfriend but she left so it’s been a couple of years now. I haven’t even met a girl my age since. I think it’s partly where I live, partly my nature. Working from home hasn’t improved that at all.

>> No.17787325

How do you guys feel about your siblings?

I have 3 brothers. On one hand, I love them and I want to stay close to them. On the other hand, I kind of want to drift apart. It’s pretty much how I feel about all of my past friends only more weight on the former than the latter I guess.

>> No.17787338

>>17787325
>How do you guys feel about your siblings?
Worry about him everyday and pray for his health.

>> No.17787347

>>17787196
Me again.
>>17787325
I have 2 brothers. We all drifted apart. One wants to keep contact, the second couldn't wait to get married and leave and he did without regrets. Ever since we became adults, we've all only ever talked to criticize people and borrow money. "Drifting" as you call it is an experience, not really a happy one, but you can only understand the value of something you had to cherish once you've lost it, I guess.

>> No.17787357

>>17787313
then do something which would make it easier to get one. sinking into weebism, living your vicariously through fiction, is one the worst things you can do to yourself.
you deserve a fate better than that.

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this is highly comfy

>> No.17787369

>>17787325
My younger brother is probably the closest person i have (besides parents) but we're drifting apart due to various reasons.

>> No.17787375

>>17787325
Honestly wish I'd no contacted my family long ago. It's not my siblings' fault they turned out the way they did, but I do find it hilarious that my parents can't work out why even their more sociopathic kids don't want to live within a thousand miles of them. This won't apply to your situation though. You love your siblings whereas I think mine are dicks.

>> No.17787385

>>17784926
You know what I really miss? Those forum or website based textual RP's that people had with each other. I used to do that alot and it surprisingly helped my writing tremendously growing up. I checked the old forums I used to frequent and they're all closed down now. Sad, they were fun and I met a lot of friends that way.

>> No.17787389

>>17787357
No.

>> No.17787392

Gray clouds today, no beautiful sunrise. But! The birds still chirp and sing.

>> No.17787395

>>17787389
why not?

>> No.17787427

>>17787325
Two brothers. We get along well enough but we aren't close. Also we almost killed each other as kids, brutalizing each other like Cain and Abel +1. I have particular regrets--possibly the biggest of my life--about how I treated my younger brother as kids. I think I borderline fucked him up in the head.

Other than that I've always been the black sheep, neither of us have anything in common and I took an improbable turn in life to which neither of them can relate. At least through it all we are on good terms even if we hardly speak.

>> No.17787492

"metaphysics is based"
"based? based on what"

>> No.17787496

>>17787357
Fiction is the only thing that really makes it tolerable if I’m being perfectly honest. I’ve always felt like this to varying degrees, even when I had a girlfriend. It was just more bearable then. Either way, I don’t know what I’m supposed to do. We’re all stuck at home for the foreseeable future and I work and live in a small college town out in the middle of nowhere. There’s not even anyone my age here.

>> No.17787499

>>17787492
>No, "based beyond what?". Meta is beyond as well as above, and above is not correct in this context.

>> No.17787544

Fucking hate Immigration officers. You always gotta fondle their fucking balls to be let in despite having everything checked out.

>> No.17787622

>>17787116
I want to be one of the greats of course, and everything that entails.

>> No.17787633
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>>17784926

TOOBA

>> No.17787635

>>17787347
I guess that’s true. It’s just confusing for me because my family’s been splintered off in the past. I managed to reunite everyone after a long time and now, here I am feeling like I should be drifting apart and actually harboring a bit of resentment for some of them for selfish reasons.

>> No.17787648

>>17787622
I say go for it, man. I can sympathize with what you say because I feel similar with certain things and I have personal hangups and yeah, there’s a degree to which we’re probably head in the clouds people refusing to be brought down to earth, but honestly, I don’t see any other way for people like you and me. I’m of the opinion that for some people, the only way they’ll really redeem their life and the world at large around them is by taking up the world-task. If for you that means “shooting for the stars” in whatever endeavor it is for you then I think you should do that. After all, what alternative do you really have?

>> No.17787668

>>17787325
I have/had two sisters. I miss my sister a lot because she passed away not too long back, and it still feels like she's there sometimes.

>> No.17787705

I hope the 3d animu posting faggot fucking dies. Gimmick-posting oppositional defiant disorder zoomer.

>> No.17787712

>>17787108
Kek, based mods.

>> No.17787723

>>17787705
God, you are such a whiny bitch over something so trivial.

>> No.17787729

>>17787325
I have one sister. we drifted apart pretty hard in our teens. we both make efforts some times to revive and have a kind of relationship, but it usually fails. we're making an attempt a couple of weeks from now. we just ended up pretty different people. I feel like there's a relationship I should be having with her that I've been robbed of somewhere along the way

>> No.17787923

this is a theory:
hookup culture is not about the pleasure of sex. I'm willing to bet 99% of hookup sex is quite awful, and that either way both parties are gonna be too drunk to give a shit. Rather, hookup culture is about cultivating your legend. It is about deeds in the social arena, about distinguishing yourself above the pack. The true payoff is in pride.

>> No.17787942

>>17787668
Sorry to hear that. How old was she?

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>> No.17787970

thread for discussing recent vtube spam cancer
>>17786334

>>17787923
absolutely, and it's worse than you think. most girls who hook up don't have orgasms in the process. they will casually tell you this if pressed. they literally do it for the feeling of being desired and courted, and then they allow themselves to be used sexually (the guy orgasms, of course) in exchange. the guy gets to come in them, the girl feels wanted and has the temporary illusion of having started a fun little tryst with a new man to keep her occupied for a few weeks or months (even if it's more likely to be a one time booty call), and they see no problem with this.

the majority of thots are not hooking up for the sexual pleasure itself. that's not even secondary, it's tertiary for them.

for the men it is more about sex though, but the sex is still bad. condom sex with a drunk sloppy bitch in her sad apartment? most hookups are with desperate girls 1 year out of college who want to feel special because they had a bad week at their shitty no-future workplace.

>> No.17787986

>>17787970
Wow, that OP image looks like a few of them are few on-topic and the rest are no different than the other threads posted on this board. What is there to complain about?

>> No.17787995

>>17787986
you being a gay simp for male streamers with anime avatars

>> No.17788006

>>17787970
>thread for discussing recent vtube spam cancer
>>>17786334 #
>feeding what trolls you in two off topic threads
Unironically read Nietzsche

>> No.17788009

>>17787986
nothing, ignore the schizoposting

>> No.17788019

>>17788009
How is it schizo to let people know that the OP of the recent what's on your mind threads is simping for a male streamer who roleplays as a female anime character?

>> No.17788025
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17788025

Have quite a hard time waking up and doing work in the morning, I can get going by midday but night time I don't want to stop which often results in me staying up quite late. Anyone have a similar problem? And if you fixed it how so.

>> No.17788033

>>17787325
I have 2 brothers, we’re all quite young, between 18-24 years of age. As the oldest I try to stay in touch with them and keep up with them. I genuinely love them as family and want to keep them in my life. Perhaps it’s because of the way my father is with his brothers, but I want something similar. I want us all to come together for the holidays with our families, grab a drink occasionally, go on vacations together.

If we drifted apart I’d be quite sad.

>> No.17788042

>>17788019
The schizo part is that you care way more about anime than the people you think are simping for it. The hilarious part is that now everyone knows it's driving you to a nervous breakdown of shiteating proportions, we know to do it more often. :^)

>> No.17788050

>>17787923
I worked in state uni bar for years and spent a lot of time in frat houses so I can tell you what it’s about. It’s validation, partly hedonism, partly being extremely depressed or unhappy and wanting to escape into pleasure (same as alcohol and drugs). People who are unhappy want dopamine hits and the combination of alcohol, drugs, and sex gives that to them from virtually every direction possible.

>> No.17788054

I recently started working on a farm and in the past week I've written and read more than I have in the past year. Everything said about the need for physical labor outside is true- I feel so much better, my sleep is deeper, and I can feel myself getting stronger in the sun like I'm photosynthesizing. I wake up at 5 am without an alarm. I love being covered in dirt and not giving a shit while chatting with my coworkers. We've had deeper conversations than I've had in months already. I think the physically difficult work makes us bond in a different way.
I never want to go in an office again.

>> No.17788061

>>17788042
Anime is okay, as I said I just have a problem with you following male video game streamers who pretend to be girls and spamming /lit/ with them.

>we know to do it more often.
Please do. Cancer should be visible.

>> No.17788064

>>17788054
Based farm anon. Has anyone seen horse anon?

>> No.17788066

>>17787325
I have a twin brother, two younger brothers, and a younger sister. I’m very close with my twin, moderately close with the youngest brother, and not so close with the others. It’s not that we don’t get along, we just don’t go see each other much. The twin is by far the most confusing of all the relationships.

>> No.17788068

>>17788061
>you following male video game streamers who pretend to be girls and spamming /lit/ with them.
You do know the people streaming are actual women right?

>> No.17788073

>>17788054
How did you get the job?

>> No.17788074

>>17788068
They have been proven to be male several times, simp. No one is falling for your tranny disinfo.

>> No.17788076

>>17788054
That’s great. I spent some time working on a farm though after my office job. I really kind of hated it actually, but not the work itself I guess. The pay was also just way too low to continue at all even with a day job.

>> No.17788077

>>17788074
You literally are a schizophrenic.

>> No.17788085

>>17788068
First: Marketing studies show that advertising works best when it's either a person or a cute animal. An anime girl is both basically a puppy and a person combined.

Second: In the age when people have now had the internet since birth, their perceptions of perfection and interaction is now based in the digital world.

Third: People watch streams because of the FOMO feeling. They like things being live. This is why television and news and all such things are so popular. The feeling of live, being the first to get the information, and the feeling of participation in that live setting are all the dopamine hits as to, partly, why streaming became more popular that lets plays.

Fourth: streaming content is easier and cheaper to make in bulk. We live in a consumerist attention society. We now strive to make the most content that gets the most eyes on it for the longest period of time. Why write an essay when no one will read it. Why make a 5 minute video when no one will see it? Instead, stream for 8 hours a day.

Fifth: Vtuber technology is one of the few things that has come out recently that genuinely feels like the future. Participating in what feels like the future temporarily allows people to stop feeling like they have been trapped in 2008 for the past 20 years. We finally get to live in the age of science fiction and participate in it.

Six: Isolation. With the mix of the youth staying online most of the time and the pandemic hitting, ratings for streaming have skyrocketed. People who work or study from home can now have someone on in the background 24/7. As if they have a friend with them all day that talks at them and occasionally interacts with them for money

Seven: There is an all around pleasant apparatus of mass appeal. These vtubers, and all other streamers, have garnered personalities that appeal to the broadest audiences. They are constantly in good spirits or in dramatic tension because these are the keys to retaining a large audience of scared and isolated people. This is why even those that talk politics on streams maintain a particular audience. Drawing channels don't want drama because the vtuber would have to critically think about it and break character

Eight: It allows the mass public to believe they can do it too. Because it's only a series of processes that allow the ugliest person in the world to become a cute vtuber, and because all they do is talk to people and play games, the job itself is appealing to everyone at large. They believe they can participate and do it themselves. It keeps them glued because it gives a false modern equivalent of the american dream.

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>>17784926
>Last year I was a train wreck, now I’m just a mess
>I’m letting go so I don’t lose myself
>I’m starting to be

Really feel these lyrics right now, things do get better

>> No.17788093

>>17788061
>just have a problem with you following male video game streamers who pretend
I don't. Couldn't tell you the difference between that an any other anime. But I'mma learn to make you freak out now. It's especially fun since I can read more dead languages than you and you're the kind of simping cunt who wants me to spoon-feed you shit to regurgitate to make yourself feel superior. If you spent the time you've spent worrying about cancer on lurking (or heaven forfend— reading a book) you'd be less cancerous yourself and could make threads about Greek jokes instead of anime.

>> No.17788102

>>17788085
>american dream
yeah dude the great gatsby and of mice and men are my favourite books as well, they totally destroyed the american dream.

>> No.17788103

>>17788077
You do a good job proving that by having an autistic meltdown yourself whenever someone mentions that you're a tranny and/or tranny enabler. Is it part of your fetish not to have your favorite anime streamers "misgendered"? Does it ruin the illusion or something? But then why do you need to act your simping fetish out for others?

>>17788093
Ask the discord for tips on how to fit in better, this was an embarrassing attempt.

>> No.17788108

>>17788103
What meltdown? You’re the only one that’s having a meltdown for this shit. It’s kinda pathetic to be honest.

>> No.17788116

>>17788103
>Ask the discord for tips on how to fit in better
Hahahahhahahahhahahaha oh god you're so desperate to fit in you need discord to convince yourself you have social clout in the literary world greater than someone who can speak Greek? Is vtuber the term I should be searching for images of to drive you to your impotently mediocre nervous collapse?

>> No.17788119

>>17788108
>No! You are doing the thing you said I'm doing!

All this because someone let the secret out that you watch male streamers pretend to be anime girls. It's not even a secret. How are you this upset about it?

Also, keep your friend in line, he's freaking out:
>>17788116

>> No.17788125

>>17788119
>No I'm proud I don't read the classics that makes me /lit/
>W-why are you laughing at me /lit/?
Kekekekekekekekekekekekek

>> No.17788137

>>17788103
>Ask the discord for tips on how to fit in better, this was an embarrassing attempt
>secondhand_embarrassment_for_zoomers.exe

>> No.17788146

>>17788085
>Vtuber technology is one of the few things that has come out recently that genuinely feels like the future.
It really doesn't, Live2D animation still looks terrible even when compared to low-budget TV anime. The character in the OP webm moves more like a sock puppet than a real girl, she's bobbing up and down constantly and her facial features never change expression. It looks like something you'd see on Newgrounds fifteen years ago.

>> No.17788148

>>17788137
At least he didn't ask us to ask Facebook?

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>>17788125
>>17788137
Jesus you faggots really are from some discord

>> No.17788155

>>17788148
That's the
>ok_boomer.gif
file

>> No.17788160

>>17788073
They posted an ad online, I do have some previous experience though.
>>17788076
The pay is pretty low but I get free food. Right now this is good enough for me, but I will need to move on later. I just need to find something active and outdoors where I can earn more.

>> No.17788166

>>17788154
It's the vtuber obsessed anon who's on discord. Lrn2qte

>> No.17788190

>>17788166
>>17788103
>vtubers make him mad because it's youtube males disguised as anime girls
>is recommending discord for tips to fit in
The trannies are definitely getting more jelly and more insidious.

>> No.17788200

>>17788190
As long as you admit you're simping for guys who pretend to be girls, and ruining your life in the process.

>>17788166
I don't know what that means because I don't use discord to talk about subscribing to the patreons of male video game streamers like you.

>> No.17788222

>>17788200
>No you guys must be obsessed
Anon, you're the only one who can tell them apart from anime. You're the one giving them views and whole /lit/ threads. Nobody's simping but you.

>> No.17788226

>>17788222
>giving them views
hello zoomer

>> No.17788230

>>17788200
>don't use discord to talk about subscribing to the patreons of male video game streamers like you.
It means you're a tranny who knows far too much about discord to not be a discord user and tranny.

>> No.17788250

>>17788226
>views are zoomer shit
I remember Kurt Cobain being alive, kid. You're telling me all about your new platforms.

>> No.17788254

>>17788230
>the tranny trannylover is now wishing death upon trannies

We're making progress! Now we just have to get you to stop watching tranny streamers and inviting your cringey friend to back you up when you get scared on 4chan.

>17788250
This is the cringe guy for the record.

>> No.17788267

Gay sex gives me power

>> No.17788294

>>17788254
>No it's totally the other guy who brought up vtubers, and totally the other guy who brought up discord, and it was totally the other guy who brought up patreon
>It's not like there's a quote chain anons can follow to find out it's not the other guy who brings up all the tranny platforms
>They're never going to work out I'm obsessed with tranny shit and linking it across two off topic threads
>They're definitely not going to see I brought up tranny shit apropos of nothing no siree
Here's the start of the tranny making this thread about him and his obsession with vtubers and tranny platforms for those who are lost >>17787970 The link to the second off topic thread is the second link of his post if you're as bad at links as him.

>> No.17788302

Seems early for summerchildren. Lockdowns I guess.

>> No.17788303

>>17788294
The solution to being called autistic for spamming tranny weebshit is always to type a wall of text nobody cares about, that isn't relevant to the tranny weebshit you're being mocked for.

>> No.17788307

>>17788303
>tranny ramblings, probably still about anime
Have you heard of books?

>> No.17788319

>>17788303
>wall of text
Nigger if that post is a wall of text for you, this board might not be the place for you.

>> No.17788334

>>17788319
It is a wall of text relative to its content (=none). All of this could be solved by you and your out of touch friend making note of how communities react to you when you enter them for the first time.

Spamming asian feet pics and talking about how they might smell got you bad reactions. Spamming vtubers and defending vtubers on /lit/ is gay and gets you bad reactions. Part of your healing and becoming a real person can start with learning to accept criticism.

>> No.17788337

>>17788319
He needs to get off 4chan, he’s unstable.

>> No.17788342

>>17786062
I should do that more often

>> No.17788361

>>17788334
good post

>> No.17788368

>>17788337
Yeah looking up the thread, he's got tranny fever bad. I don't even notice anime pics unless I recognize the anime and I don't know enough series for that to happen often. They're basically the same as any other "I need an image to be OP" placeholder. I don't understand the people who are murderously angry about frogs either though.

>> No.17788375

>>17788334
>no content
>>17788294 is a nice summary of how you're making this thread and other off topic threads about your vtuber tranny obsession.

>> No.17788386

>>17788361
Thank you, most of all I want to help them.

>>17788368
>>17788375
>Y-you're just obsessed with trannies!
Nice try. Are you going to start talking about your "girlcock" next? Isn't that what you faggots usually do?

>> No.17788393

You have to either be a cretinous pleb or a man of discerning taste to appreciate metal. There are no in betweens.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8kHKo_lsvsM

>> No.17788395

>>17785717
u might like this https://viewcomics.me/judas/issue-1/full

>> No.17788397

>>17788386
Nigger nobody wants to talk with you about girl cock. Get off 4chan.

>> No.17788410

>>17788393
grindcore >>> that prog shit

>> No.17788476

>>17788160
I didn’t get free food. I literally just showed up immediately after my office job and worked until sunset for like $5/hr. I agree to it because they’re a friend and run a small charity so I figured I’d do it and find I liked farm work. It turns out I don’t. I like it more than office work I suppose but that’s only because I was moving around and not having to deal with nightmare personalities.

>> No.17788790

>>17787942
She was 27. Life can really feel like a bitch when you're afflicted with a rare disease.

>> No.17788869
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Faith is becoming more and more important to me. If someone asks me why I have made X or Y the guiding principle of my life, then, if I want to be honest, I have to answer: because I believe in X and Y. I realize that I will not convince anyone who is looking for arguments, but I don't mind that - I'm not on earth, after all, to get everyone on my team through the mathematical acuity of my thoughts.

I believe that I am the center, the heart, the hero of my world - and from this first belief flows the potency of my other beliefs: because I am the hero of my world, I am also the lawgiver of my world. I claim the space that surrounds me as my property. I determine what is beautiful and what is good. And I recognize that everyone can do with his world as I do with mine. Godspeed anon.

>> No.17788878

>>17788790
Man, I just want to tell you thanks for sharing. I’m 27 right now. I’ve been considering ending my life pretty seriously lately and I have younger siblings at home. The last thing I’ve been worried about is hurting them so just you sharing your story has given me more to think about.

>> No.17788944

I’m a financial analyst at a non-profit snd my boss treats it like this is finance special forces. I’m skipping lunch to work with him again today. I really can’t take him micromanaging and creating a billion degrees of nuance for something so stupid anymore.

>> No.17789007

Most crushing feeling:
> X who started Y late/at age Z
> 0 results or literal who’s

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Speaking is tongues is based. English is a language of weights and measures, you shouldn't sell a car in the same language you worship.
Univocity was a mistake.

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>>17788334
>Spamming asian feet pics
I've made 1 thread in the past 3 weeks, how are you this obsessed with me, homeboy?

>> No.17789084

>>17788878
You're welcome. My sister was always an inspiration for me despite the fact that we didn't talk much. Her actions spoke more than her words. Her last two years she spent was in another country while I was stuck with my Uni. I couldn't get to see her until she passed away. As a younger sibling, I'd say you don't have to be parental towards your younger siblings. Sometimes there's that unspoken faith you have with one another, if both recognises it, words aren't even required.

>> No.17789123

God, my housemate's gf just came in our home and now, as usual, I really don't want to get outside my room with the fear of seeing that stupid useless little bitch. The funny part? I was the one who introduced them, when I used to hang out with that whore of her housemate

>> No.17789183

>>17784929
fpbp

>> No.17789198

>>17784929
someone needs to start making kpop editions again

>> No.17789213

>>17787389
based

>> No.17789232

>>17785874
she wasnt going to but the point of this post is correct, she was suggestively typing it but was never going to complete it

>> No.17789246

>>17787668
Not a sibling, but my uncle recently died of a heroin OD and it just feels weird knowing I'll never talk to him again.

>> No.17789251

>>17789183
You are obsessed.

>> No.17789272

>>17789251
You are stinky.

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>>17789272
that's not the only thing

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>>17784926
My best friend is being a real fucking bitch right now, and I'm getting really fucking sick of it. Getting drunk again today after about 6months sobriety. Good news tho, being drunk really gives me the push I need to do the shit I've been avoiding, so that's good. Still, I'm really pissed off.

Can you believe this bitch? TEN YEARS we've been friends. I've done everything for her. I was always there. I lent her money, expensive equipment, my time, I never complained, everytime something went wrong I was there. I was her fucking therapist, and I did it with a smile, because I love her and want her to be happy. We did the whole "we'll marry each other when we're 50" thing, and everything. The only reason we haven't done a blood-pact is because it's unhygienic.

I'm not much of a catch myself. I'm weird and ADHD+ and I have a hard time empathizing with people and I'm just kind of dumb. And when me met I was an autistic hypertard that screamed and yelled about everything. She was the first person who treated me like an actual human being and was willing to put up with me for more than 10 minutes at a time, you know? Like, if I had never met her, I would have an-heroed a long time ago, I'm not exaggerating.

She's really stressed right now, right, so I'm willing to excuse a lot, but she's doing this thing where if I do a single thing wrong (which is arbitrary and ever-changing) then she comes at me with "oh, I guess we're not really friends since you don't care" or some shit. Like, bitch, I lent you spotted you rent money when you were still on drugs. I was there when you called me every day for a month, crying every night, and I listened to you for hours. I never asked for anything back. And now I "don't care about you"?

BPD is a helluva drug.

>> No.17789304

>>17789286
How do people find this thing remotely erotic?

>> No.17789321

I wish I knew anything about music. I can listen to Philip Glass or Arnold Schoenberg and enjoy their work, but only on a superficial level. I could not tell you anything about why the piece is good, or why they're considered great artists.

I like to think I know a little bit about literature, painting and film, but with music I'm completely reliant on the critics.

>> No.17789338

>>17789321
You don't need to know why it's good. Music is all about feeling it.

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>>17787648
Yeah, might as well try.

>> No.17789363

>>17789302
what a fucking cuck

>> No.17789370

>>17789363
I'm a girl, you bitch

>> No.17789393

>>17789342
Get off this site if you want to make progress. Lord knows I have to.

>> No.17789400

>"friend" who I haven't seen since middle school contacted my mother asking her for my contact info because he wants to talk to me again
You fucking cunt why are you doing this to me, we have literally nothing in common anymore, we arae polar opposites now, that friendship is dead and buried.

Well it's not his fault, he probably doesn't know it, but I'm still so fucking pissed off that I'm gonna have to talk to him.

>> No.17789405

>>17789338
So I don’t have to understand why I love Japanese rock music?
https://youtu.be/qG57TbXYOp8

>> No.17789414

>>17789400
He just wants a friend, dude. It’s easy for people to get lonely if they don’t hold onto friends from youth and I can tell you from personal experience that loneliness taken to an extreme is crushing.

>> No.17789441

>>17784926
Vtubers are gross and I may need to see a urologist

>> No.17789477

>>17789414
Oh come on, I'm 100% sure he has a bunch of friends, he's the one who grew up to be successful, while I'm the loser, not the other way around.

You know I think I'm just gonna ignore him, I bet it'll annoy/anger my mother but I'd rather take that than actually talking to him.

>> No.17789512

>>17789477
I wouldn’t but it’s your friend. I’m just saying I know what it’s like to be lonely and I also know that some of my more successful former friends have been in those shoes too. I could be wrong but you can’t know.

>> No.17789517

>>17789405
Nope, just feel it. Music is anti-intellectualism

>> No.17789540

>>17789517
I actually 100% agree and you’re the first person I’ve ever met who re-iterated this. It’s an aesthetic experience. There are sounds which can bring you to tears and that’s the point.

>> No.17789566

>>17788476
Yeah, it's not for everybody, especially after a day at an office job. I'm doing this full time after I finished a data entry job which I didn't realize affected me as negatively as it did even though my coworkers were great. I wish there were still artisan jobs that you could support yourself on easily, like weaving fabric or making barrels, even just jobs you can do outside.
I feel like a working dog that needs constant activity and access to a yard to keep from tearing up the house. I never grew out of running around and playing in the dirt.

>> No.17789630

>>17788869
>I believe that I am the center, the heart, the hero of my world
Hollywood movie mindset

>> No.17789631

>>17789302
I have had such a similar experience I almost wondered whether I wrote this and blacked out.

This is going to be hard to accept but you are more self-conscious and in control of your life than she is, and this is probably never going to change. Because you two came up together and she gave you that space to be yourself and discover who you are, you feel tremendous loyalty to her, but that's because you HAVE become this new person, you grew and developed as a result of this relationship and genuinely actualized new levels of your potential. You may not realize it, but you are looking down at her from this higher vantage and saying "Why won't you join me up here? If you make the same transformation, our whole friendship could reach its next level too." But she may simply be stuck at the level she's at. Most people are. That doesn't mean you shouldn't keep trying to help her, but it may be better for your mental health, and even for her progress as a person, if you accept the difference in progress between the two of you.

This might mean slipping into more of a leadership role with her, at least in these moments. Leadership can be subtle, a big brother is a kind of leader, as is the "friend who has his shit together" in a group. Neither of those lead by force or by condescension, they lead by example, often very subtle example.

No matter what, you need to stop engaging with her as her equal and comrade when she's in a death spiral like this. You are doing the equivalent of arguing with a little kid who is being petulant. A kid might be awesome most of the time, but he's a kid, and kids have certain limits. All your talk of respecting her and wanting the best for her, all your loyalty because of what she means to you and how she enabled you to grow, she is not reciprocating any of that when she treats you like a mundane equal, like you're some random person down on her level with no right to advise her from a higher vantage, as if you have a responsibility to "convince" her to stop shitting up her life, to sugarcoat everything for her to make it easy to hear, to make the changes she needs to make easy, clear a path for her, etc. Big brothers don't "convince" their bratty 13 year old brother to change, they guide him and lead by example. When she acts like you're both 13, while you're really saying to her "c'mon, we're both adults, let's solve this together," is not showing the same loyalty and respect that you're bending over backward to show her. The reason for this, which you need to accept, is that she's simply not as far along as you are (yet).

It's always sad when this happens. It creates a rift. But look what it's doing to you. You may be doing more damage by over-indulging it, too. Especially if she's BPD. BPD is not reasonable, it is a dangerous, irrational mania, and a coping mechanism that gets worse the more it's normalized.

One drunk to another: stop drinking, you're better than this and you know it leads nowhere.

>> No.17789648

>>17789302
>her
Stopped reading right there
No reason to form a friendship with a woman

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I've been seeing articles on how psychedelics can be used to treat depression. The way they phrase it is "medicine for people who don't respond to typical anti-depressant treatment". Seems like a good thing, right? A way to reset yourself? But I can't help but see it as just a component in a larger problem. Like how you need to use stronger antibiotics the more you use them. Work your standard 9-5 job, watch some entertainment. Then when you feel like a little bit depressed, take your reset. Now get back in your wagey-cagey, and do the same thing, but now you tolerate it again.

>> No.17789674

>>17789566
My single biggest regret is not going full tilt into a creative endeavor when I was young. I settled for the safety of business training instead and I regret it so much. It’s not even safety ironically. It’s more like a prison.

>> No.17789685

>>17784926
Blonde anime girls......

>> No.17789688

>>17789672
No. I’m suspicious about all this shit being pushed right now. Just like how CBD was pushed a few years ago and now I hear from all kinds of people how it actually made them worse and shit like that.

>> No.17789709

>>17789370
what a fucking cuckquean

>> No.17789712

>>17789672
Having to drug people so they can handle their 9-5 is pretty weird, yet people won't do anything to change it, me included.

>> No.17789717

>>17789672
They are operating on a broken model of what mind and consciousness are. All they can think of is chemico-mechanical switches and levers, surpluses and deficits of receptors (levers) or ligands (lever-pullers). Their whole model is off.

The future is bleak if this continues. Scifi is already filled with examples of dystopian futures where soldiers and slaves use tailored cocktails of chemicals to get them through the day. We're only just beginning to experiment with this. Soma doesn't have to be "right," it just has to work, and the human race is fucked.

>> No.17789728

>>17789648
we'd have a lot fewer lonely men if we encouraged boys to befriend girls and vice versa at a young age

>> No.17789737

>>17789672
I just wish they'd fucking invent soma already so I could just take it.

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>>17789672
If people take psychadelics and don't experience transcendentalist psychic magic then there was no hope for them to begin with.
Sell all of your possessions and live a life of charity.
You have nothing to fear beyond judgement from God.

>> No.17789962

>>17789935
>Sell all of your possessions and live a life of charity.
none of the people who I know who have done psychedelics have done this, even the ones who have done extremely high doses

>> No.17790005

>>17788395
the art is pretty good, that's for sure

>> No.17790035

>>17789962
Doesn't mean it isn't the correct response to a dying, confused society based on greedy acqusition of stuff.

>> No.17790091

>>17790035
lsd is more likely to make your drop your copes than your possessions. why are you so hung up on possessions anyways? if you're a hoarder, try a therapist not lsd.

>> No.17790109

>>17784926

>> No.17790175

if one simply speaks the truth, then the words come as if by themselves. how does that happen? the liar must imprison the truth and conjure, like an alchemist in his retort, a truth homunculus. how much extra work that is, how much thinking and imagination that requires - forces that you lack when you open your mouth and sound the call to arms.

>> No.17790208

>>17790175
please, this place is flooded with endless dishonest copes daily.

>> No.17790262

>>17789631
Thank you, man. You're right. Logically, I know you're right. But she was there when no one else was. The fact that she was even willing to entertain a relationship, let alone a friendship with me is a lot. Like, she showed me that I could even be a "person". I mean, I was fucked up. Like a feral fucking gremlin kind of fucked up. It's just a really bad time because this is our "10th anniversary" year, so I don't want to rock the boat, but I know she's being unfair. It's just hard. I've decided to not engage her until she realizes that it's her BPD (luckily, she's at least one of those that can, once it's over, recognize that her behavior was irrational) but it really hurts to hear her say that kind of shit. I'll calm down in the next few weeks, but right now it's so fresh. It just hurts so much right now.

>One drunk to another: stop drinking, you're better than this and you know it leads nowhere.
You're right. I don't want to say something as cliché as "only this once!". I know better than that. I was doing really good, and once I've calmed down, I'll get control over it again. It's just shit that it got this far at all.

You're a great guy, anon. Thank you very much. I'll be okay eventually. Like I said, it'll just take a couple of days.

Thank you, anon. I hope you're doing okay? Are you happy? I hope you are.

>> No.17790269

>>17789728
I don’t really agree with that. I think it’s fine and all to have kids intermingle but what we have right now is basically boys encouraged to be like girls and girls encouraged to be like boys. If we had the proper social norms in place then it would be one thing to do what you say, but we don’t. That’s also not to say that it should be discouraged necessarily either.

>> No.17790301

>>17790091
Souls buckle under the weight of mass cosumption.
Therapists are idiots with second rate degrees who will make you into a golem for pharmaceutical companies.
Give up your possessions and serve the poor, besides the joy of child rearing and family it is the only way to achieve long term happiness.

>> No.17790323

>>17790301
>Give up your possessions and serve the poor, besides the joy of child rearing and family it is the only way to achieve long term happiness.
have you done any of this?

>> No.17790329

>>17790269
Idk man, I see a lot of young guys who build girls up in their heads as these ultimately alien, mythical beings. I think more heterosocial involvement would help alleviate that. My experience with having mostly female friends is that I learned how they worked in a context where I wasn't pressured to perform or try to impress them.

>> No.17790333

>>17790323
Obviously?

>> No.17790352

>>17790329
That’s true I guess. I suppose what I mean is it should be good for a boy to be a boy among girls and not for a girl to be a girl among girls. There’s a difference between a boy developing a close friendship with a girl and a boy constantly pretending like a girl around all the other girls.

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>>17784926
I can't think of anything worth doing. Life is so empty. I'm miserable but can't even consider what might be happiness in abstracts or hypotheticals. I can't understand what compels people to get out of bed each day and move.

>> No.17790385

>>17790208
it really does seem to be the number 1 reason why people's writing sucks. my writing sucks too, of course, but there are different types of sucking; and having a bad writing style or bad plotting in your stories is one of the least problematic types of sucking; whereas dishonesty is truly a death sentence. a decent reader can smell dishonesty from a mile away, as if the writer has stepped into dogshit; it's fucking disgusting. how am i supposed to eat you home cooked meal when you smell like shit?

>> No.17790390

>>17790333
you didn't give up all of your possessions since you seem to have a computer and internet

>> No.17790404

>>17784929
first post worst post, lit showing how behind on the times they are and how far they are up historical asses
>>17784940
>doesn't make his own thread
>complains in other threads
retard moment, you should be stoned in the name of Allah for being such a disgrace upon mankind

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Crazy to think I used to be afraid of girls and think they have cooties. Would only hang out with other boys, seeing girls and women in media would feel ''off'' since they were the other, existing mainly in relation to men. Just using female pronouns made me cringe. They were little more than a nuisance. Even for a long time after puberty took hold and I at least started finding them attractive. These days I have a strong preference for women in most things. Mostly watch female sports, prefer watching female actresses, performers, vloggers. I prefer hearing female voices in podcasts and asmr, seeing female subjects in figurative art, and female pronouns just sit better in my mouth. For some years now I'd rather socialize with women. Don't care to read what they write though. I just wish growing up I'd been more accustomed to socializing with girls because maybe then I wouldn't have grown up to be a retard virgin.

>> No.17790409

>>17790390
I have to keep in contact with my extended family and deal with queries regaridng my business, but yes I have sinned tonight and come back to a forum I used to browse when I was a younger man.
I understand now why I left.
Goodbye, and take my advice to heart if you can believe me for much good will come to you if you do.

>> No.17790415

>>17789709
):<

>>17790269
I think I know where you're coming from, but you're wrong. Not because you, specifically, are wrong, but because the entire concept of male and female is contrived. If you go back in history, you can easily see a pattern. It's masculine until women enjoy it, or it's feminine until men decide it's cool. I can give you any number of examples, if you're interested. But there is a very obvious and extremely detrimental concept that men and women are so extremely different from each other. Yes, there are differences, but, for example, to denigrate a man's capacity to experience and display sorrow for example, is only a detriment to our species as a whole. There are no "feminine" emotions or "masculine" emotions. We are not the same, but we are not so different. To perpetuate arbitrary societal rules is just detrimental.

>> No.17790428

>>17790409
see you tomorrow

>> No.17790440

>>17790415
not him but please give examples

>> No.17790516

>>17790428
Tomorrow.

>> No.17790540

>>17790440
sure. in what capacity?
Best example off the top of my head is high heels.
You have have star trek, for a more modern example.
Then, in general, there's things like food and fashion- two things that are considered "feminine" but how many "Master chefs" are women? How man "Fashion Designers" are women? Once it becomes something "worthwhile" it suddenly shifts into a masculine profession.
There are a lot of examples.
I'm a little drunk, so you'll have to excuse me and my issues with my articulation

>> No.17790553

>>17790415
I didn’t really say that though. I actually agree with you. I think it’s funny when people denigrate modern fiction heroes or pop culture icons as effeminate because they’re pretty or something when you can easily go find 16th century paintings of knights with pretty boy faces. I’m just saying that it’s not helpful to pretend as if boys and girls are the same nor is it helpful to encourage boys to be “among the girls” or vice versa.

>> No.17790569

>>17790385
What do you mean? How can a fiction writer, for example, be dishonest?

>> No.17790576

>>17790569
Ignore him

>> No.17790596

Been sleeping only for three or four hours.

>> No.17790611

>>17790540
It's interesting when you learn how much of it just comes down to advertising. Grilling being considered manly is the result of a targeted ad campaign, wristwatches were worn almost exclusively by women until soldiers started using them in WWI and so on.
You have have star trek
enlighten me, is it considered girly these days?

>> No.17790615

>>17790569
They tel false stories.

>> No.17790622

>>17790553
>I’m just saying that it’s not helpful to pretend as if boys and girls are the same
I understand that. I think you're right to some extent. I know there are differences, I just don't think the differences are so extreme as we're taught.
>nor is it helpful to encourage boys to be “among the girls” or vice versa.
That depends on what you mean by that. I mean, once puberty hits, there is an obvious deviation from one another, but that doesn't mean that being taught to empathize with one another isn't a good thing.

>> No.17790652

>>17790415
men and women think completely differently. women think far more from emotion than men, which clouds their judgements to logical conclusions. this is why they rarely ever excel at anything intellectual. women aren't meant to be intelligent, courageous, or logical which why they mostly aren't.
it's because of this that gender roles aren't arbitrary but instead very useful since women can not fill the role of men and vice versa. after all, gender have existed for as long as we have existed. ignoring gender roles is ignoring millions of years of evolution, which is why the west is crumbling today.

>> No.17790654

>>17790652
That's actually true in studies.

>> No.17790665

>>17790615
Yeah, its fiction.

>> No.17790679

>>17790596
Drink some cough medicine or sleeping pills.

>> No.17790689

>>17784929
Get with the times fag.

>> No.17790691

>>17790652
>ignoring gender roles is ignoring millions of years of evolution
this is accurate
>which is why the west is crumbling today
this isn't

>> No.17790698

>>17790691
>>which is why the west is crumbling today
>this isn't
I wonder why people keep saying this shit.

>> No.17790700

>>17790622
I mean it’s not good to have girls to feel social pressure to be like a boy among boys or to have boys feel social pressure to be like a girl among girls. If boys are constantly associating around girls, they’re going to want to fit in with the girls, be like the girls. If that’s organic, that’s maybe okay. If it’s forced, I think that’s not okay. You know? There’s a difference between allowing a boy to develop a free and organic relationship with a girl and pushing a boy to associate with girls.

>> No.17790701

>>17790698
They like to think we live in Roman times.

>> No.17790706

>>17790611
>It's interesting when you learn how much of it just comes down to advertising.
exactly. the frustration comes from the knowledge that the gender divide is almost completely manufactured.

>>17790652
>women think far more from emotion than men,
It always irritates me that men have decided that "anger" "aggression" etc aren't emotions.
>"women are far more emotional"
But men are the ones that "can't be held accountable for their actions" they're just too horny or angry or what-the-fuck-ever.

>> No.17790709

>>17790701
It's stupid as fuck to say. Let alone believe.

>> No.17790713

>>17790706
Anger is an unhealthy emotion.

>> No.17790718

>>17790709
That's the mind of a traditionalist.

>> No.17790727

New thread if you guys want to switch

>>17790721

>> No.17790743

new thread, heterosexual edition
>>17790739
>>17790739
>>17790739
>>17790739
>>17790739
>>17790739

>> No.17790752

>>17790415
>the entire concept of male and female is contrived
No it's not. Benis and testosterone, vagine and estrogen. Simple 'as.
>but sometimes men and women like the same things
So?

>>17790727
>>17790743
You're both extremely gay.

>> No.17790775

>>17790727
fuck that, rot in hell weeb spammer trash

>>17790743
greta's ugly face isn't much better but this is the real thread

>> No.17790788

>>17790700
Sure, I'll agree that's true. An artificial outside pressure on either gender to conform to either or another gender is negative.
There are females that are feminine
men that are masculine
females that are masculine and
men that are feminine.

Personally, I think there ARE differences, but the issue arises when a person feels forced into a role. Most people will naturally eventually conform to the "normal" gender rules. But there are people that don't naturally conform, and they shouldn't be considered abnormal or wrong.
Forcing that difference causes a much more extreme divide that negatively affects both groups. And of course, this artificial divide leads to overcompensation.

>> No.17790794

>>17790691
it is. men and women are straying away from their natural, biological talents in favor of ideals born out of politically correct nonsense. imo it's why there's so much misery in the western world. everyone feels out of place with the questionable motives they were taught to believe in.

>>17790706
>But men are the ones that "can't be held accountable for their actions" they're just too horny or angry or what-the-fuck-ever.
if this isn't a joke, consider that the metoo movement had men losing their careesr over bad jokes and consensual sex that the woman later regret. hell, some women were even proven to be liars and yet the men's careers were still ruined. this same phenomena doesn't exist for women in the modern world.

>> No.17790822

>>17790569
>>17790665
if i wasn't lying in bed alone, but had a girlfriend, and she asked me, all in love, to say something poetic about the rain splashing on the roof tiles, no poetic words would pop into my head, like a car stuck in the mud, i would lie beside here silently, defeated, a man without poetry in his heart – however, if i desperately wanted to impress her, because i couldn't bear to confess that i'm a pleb when it comes to poetry, and pulled something out of my nose that i didn't feel at all, that i didn't produce myself but just picked up somewhere, then i'd call that a literary lie and i claim that it would stink.

>> No.17790827

>>17790752
>>the entire concept of male and female is contrived
>No it's not. Benis and testosterone, vagine and estrogen. Simple 'as.
If you think penis and vagine are the only markers of modern gender, you're just kidding yourself
>>but sometimes men and women like the same things
>So?
So, they do not conform to their expected gender. If a boy wants to play with barbies, or a girl wants to play with monster trucks, that, already is an extreme deviation from "normal". It's not as easy as "oh, he wants that toy and she wants that one"- depending on the situation, those inconsequential displays can have harrowing effects on the children and the families.

>> No.17790846

>>17790743
we'll take this one

>> No.17790886

>>17790727
we'll take this one

>> No.17790901

>>17790822
Sorry but I just disagree. Sometimes a deep longing for something you’ve never experienced can lead to powerful imagination. Fiction is filled with novels written to depict an idealized female character or a world that the author will never know.

>> No.17790969

>>17790901
i'd agree with you as long as that authors expresses something he feels, say: the longing for something you've never experienced, the virgin diaries – but a virgin who writes about sex? a virgin cannot write about sex, only about the fantasy of having sex or images and stories about sex he has heard about or seen; very different things from sex itself. he can write truthfully about what he imagines sex to be, but not about sex itself – and if he tries, as a virgin, to write as if he knows about sex, as if he has experienced sex – that's when i'll call him a liar and a fraud and don't believe for a second that anything he writes on this topic (sex itself) is worthwhile.

>> No.17791002

why are you still posting here? the conversation's moved on
>>17790739
>>17790739
>>17790739
>>17790739

>> No.17791027

>>17791002
That's just pathetic, anon. Give them the real thread.

>>17790721

>> No.17791314

>>17791002
>>17791027
I'd just like you to know you're both insufferable autistic cunts

>> No.17793062

>>17786232
you handle him