Write What's on Your Mind: The Old Gods Edition

[Anonymous No.16914925]

[Anonymous No.16914953]

>>16914925
Nice pic. I'm going to assume it's from Britain, in which case, are the secrets of the Druids and the Celtic religion really lost? Do we know anything assertable about them that is philosophically important?

[Anonymous No.16915003]

>>16914953
Don't know much about them tbqh
>Do we know anything assertable about them that is philosophically important?
a post Christian world is possible

Christians irreparably mutilated my body as child, and it's one of the few hopes of my soul that i may be vindicated, and future generations may be free of their demoniac reign

[Anonymous No.16915006]

I have the willpower of a wet paper bag and I'm going to be a slave to my lusts for the rest of my life

[Anonymous No.16915038]

>>16915003
>Christians irreparably mutilated my body as child, and it's one of the few hopes of my soul that i may be vindicated, and future generations may be free of their demoniac reign
I detest circumcision as much as you do anon, but viscerally hating Christians and Christianity because it circumcised you as a child is an overreaction and emotionally indulgent.

One can critique Christianity, but the idea that there is going to be a "post-Christian world" in the sense of a total rejection of Christianity will never come. Whatever, essential religion of the future that comes, it will inherit the past as Christianity did to Judaism, Zoroastrianism, Buddhism, Grecian and Northern pagan culture and whatsoever.

>>16915006
Read Plato.

[Anonymous No.16915045]

Anyone in the mood for some negro rythm?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RxOBOhRECoo

[Anonymous No.16915059]

>>16915038
not just that, forcing me to go through male puberty. the same as letting a broken leg set wrong, or letter a cancer fester.

I sincerely wish death and pain on every christian who walks the face of this earth, and will NEVER rest until they scream and beg for mercy

[Anonymous No.16915071]

>>16915059
>not just that, forcing me to go through male puberty.
What? You aren't talking about tranny stuff are you?

[Anonymous No.16915118]

>>16915071
yeah. but i'm past that now. off the meds

i've sworn a blood oath of vengeance, and i'm taking roids now, so i have more strength to rip them from limb to limb.

im past family, love, art, hope. all i feel now is burning hate.

i've seen what viruses can do, and im in the process of obtaining a crispr set, and getting samples of whatever bug i can find.

it's now my life purpose to prolong this plague and enact retribution on this sick and degnerate society
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FcFrImouGg8

[Anonymous No.16915148]

>>16915118
>he expects me to fall for this bait

[Anonymous No.16915159]

>>16915059
>>16915118
based

[Anonymous No.16915161]

>>16915148
im dead serious.

literally have nothing to live for now.

[Anonymous No.16915171]

>>16915161
You're on the cusp of experiencing the greatest advancement of technology in human history. With a little patience and preparation you'll be able to enact revenge on a scale unfathomable to past or even present humans.

[Anonymous No.16915195]

>>16915118
>these are the people who revere the "old gods"

[Anonymous No.16915202]

>>16915161
>thinks he's a pagan
>practices none of their religious values
Get some help, if this isn't a troll, and find some contentedness in your own life.

[Anonymous No.16915225]

>>16915202
What do you know about paganism? Even if 99% of it weren't secondhand slander from Christians the few direct accounts we have from Herodotus and etc include trans people in them.

[Anonymous No.16915252]

>>16915225
>the few direct accounts we have from Herodotus and etc include trans people in them.
Lmao no. Anon, why do you even pretend as if you're a pagan if you think that we know almost nothing about what defines the religious mindset of it as it is? How do you know it's better than Christianity if you think it's almost all just a slanderous version?

[Anonymous No.16915263]

>>16915252
There are sincere attempts at reconstruction, which is unfortunately about the best we have anymore. Anyway you really don't seem to know even that much so why are you talking. I'm not even the anon in question.

[Anonymous No.16915266]

>>16915225
It's less about the trans stuff and more about your "anti-life" stance

[Anonymous No.16915276]

>>16915225
>>16915252
who fucking cares about paganism

all i know is is christians deserve to suffer. that's all i've ever learned in my whole life. 1+1=2, rome is the capital of italy, the mitochondria is the powerhouse of the cell; all errata and trivia. all i know is hate and veangeance

[Anonymous No.16915292]

>>16915276
Cringe as fuck bro

[Anonymous No.16915329]

>>16915263
No you fucking retard, I'm not saying there is or isn't a certain level of knowledge about Paganism, I'm saying that the tranny retard thinks there is and contradicts his support of Paganism by that particular opinion.

Learn to read you fucken retard.

>>16915276
>all i know is is christians deserve to suffer. that's all i've ever learned in my whole life. 1+1=2, rome is the capital of italy, the mitochondria is the powerhouse of the cell; all errata and trivia. all i know is hate and veangeance
Faggot. Read a book.

[Anonymous No.16915358]

>>16915329
Wow you're mad

[Anonymous No.16915406]

I've heard it said that the pandemic has brought the best out of people, that many have pulled together to support one another during a time of volatility and shattered norms. I have found quite the opposite to be true. As is so often the case, history shows our hand before it gets played. In his account of the black plague in The Decameron, 14th century writer Giovanni Boccaccio recounts how the windows would shutter and the streets empty out, how the elderly would be left to die, how parents would abandon their children, all out of the throbbing, urgent, overriding necessity for self-preservation. Epidemic does not "bring people together" metaphorically speaking in the sense of awakening some profound spirit of human solidarity. Rather, plague ushers in a retreat inward. Pandemics impose a corrupt logic of paranoia and social simplification : cut out everyone who is not necessary. One notices how extra hard it has been to meet anyone new this year, not only for the obvious fact that the familiar haunts for socializing have gone dark, but because so many have this extra protective film shielding them from everything outside the mind-numbingly familiar. The psychological cost of the pandemic, on children's development, on deferred dreams, on on scuttled career prospects, the budding friendships cut short, the fertile open possibilities bottlenecked the narrow repetitiveness , will not be totaled for years to come.

When the chips are down it is the smallness in humanity which sticks out, the fearful animal side which is most prominent. This isn't an uplifting or optimistic message, but a true one.

[Anonymous No.16915408]

>>16914925
I like this picture anon, its comfy and I can hear soft chanting in the background. This is the one that feels right
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2BPILaMT50k

I've been an agnostic for most of my life, religions in general just seemed odd to me. But I realize because of this attitude I have been neglecting my spirit. I'm not sure where to begin, but I'm going to start reading the bible to get a sense of an idea. I don't plan on subscribing to any particular sect, just reading it and accepting my own interpretation. I feel the most connection with Christianity as that's been around me since birth.

I do have an interest in some pagan traditions too, mostly norse paganism.

[Anonymous No.16915662]

I think I might have actually gotten a girlfriend. She's quite lovely, too.

[Anonymous No.16915729]

>>16915003
>>Christians irreparably mutilated my body as child, and it's one of the few hopes of my soul that i may be vindicated, and future generations may be free of their demoniac reign
you mean jews, surely? circumcision isn't really a christian thing, never historically practised much especially in europe as it did not have preexisting mutilation traditions and not practised by most christians today.

[Anonymous No.16915913]

>>16915729
Same difference. They're all the same

[Anonymous No.16915926]

>>16915913
except that one practices circumcision and one doesn't... secular american circumcision is pseudoscience for harvesting foreskins for research and beauty products, completely different matter.

[Anonymous No.16916023]

>>16914565
>>16914569
A toast to this anon who posted long thoughtful posts right on the ass-end of the previous What's On Your Mind thread so nobody had a chance to respond to him

Here's hoping someone does respond to him now. I would do it but I'm gay.

[Anonymous No.16916044]

I decided to try the Nightcaps playlist on Apple Music cuz it recommended it as "a serving of unhurried alt and indie rock". Guitar music kinda sucks, but I was like let hear the latest Pitchfork hits...the first song was rock, then the rest is generic af rap music. I guess if a rapper uses a shitload of autotune crap on his whiney voice that makes it "alt"? Still not "rock". The electronic music playlists are usually pretty good, not sure why the rock one didn't just suck, it wasn't even rock.

[Anonymous No.16916047]

>>16916023
I don't think this is an actual "What's on your mind" thread but still looks pretty interesting.

Will give a read.

[Anonymous No.16916079]

So what is it?

[Anonymous No.16916088]

I shit you not, today I've had a girl five years my senior chase after me in the street to get my number. I've always been told that I'm pretty by females but this is a new peak for me. Feels good being this much of a chad not gonna lie.

[Anonymous No.16916275]

>>16916088
That happened to me once. This super hot indo-caribbean chick who was always the prettiest girl at work gave me her number on her last day before leaving for a new job. I didn't text her though cuz I was still on a "family plan" and my mom would have been able to read all my autistic texts. I still have her number in my wallet all crinkled and waterlogged as a memento.

[Anonymous No.16916318]

The value of good taste is severely depreciated by economy. A well fitted Italian shirt will enhance quality of life far beyond the monetary cost it takes to upgrade from chinese machine fabrics. The same goes for almost everything, especially food. The aesthetic sense is the one which enhances life beyond the ordinary and mediocre

[Anonymous No.16916328]

>>16916275
Why didn’t you call her you bitch twink

[Anonymous No.16916329]

>>16915913
you are retarded. good lord.

[Anonymous No.16916502]

>>16915006
Lmao, fag.

[Anonymous No.16916511]

I feel perpetually squeezed against empty space. Watch for rolling rocks.

[Anonymous No.16916645]

I love the way it dances at its base, and rises to a malevolent amber form at its peak. It's a forever changing, never repeating, liquid that God has elegantly and humoursly turned upside down.
Even with all its beauty and grace, the end of it is always somber. There is no satisfaction seeing an oak as dust

I cant help but stop and stare deep into the pit , the crackling and popping does not interest me, only the glowing crimson center, and the playful chutes of amber.
fuck I love fire
I got a western wind poetry book in the mail so I can write poems about fire

[Anonymous No.16916957]

>>16914925
My step mom just made the faping sound at the dinner table when she wonder why we do not have kleenex while looking at me and laughing. So much class and decency. That was peak modernity everyone. We have PEAKED ladies and gentleman and btw we never had any kleenex for years. Because we ain't getting sick here we ain't little bitches.

[Anonymous No.16916976]

Thinking about my hometown. It's barely a hometown; I was only there for a few short, barely remembered years before we moved but I remember the slightly damp weather, the neighbors with the portable black and white TV which I would watch in the mornings while eating all their pretzels voraciously. I have no idea who those neighbors were now, they're lost to time, represented by some upstate version of Ma and Pa Clark.
Years later I went back and the sheen was gone but there was a faint spirituality to treading the ground of my earliest years, finding the old house, walking down the main street, and seeing how my memory gently linked to the reality.

Do you have hometowns, anons?

[Anonymous No.16916997]

>>16916976
No; no hometowns for the wicked. Born on the road and live for the road.

[Anonymous No.16917117]

How does one go about finding out if there are English translaitions of German books e.g.: Herrn Dames Aufzeichnungen? It sems like the translators often change the names...

[Anonymous No.16917126]

I've written myself into a hole. My novel has gotten inexplicably horny and railroaded into a plot that I think deserves finishing but I have no inspiration to complete. Every time I work on it now I end up writing 30 minutes and then masturbating, after which all my will to work is drained.

[Anonymous No.16917198]

my dog seized last night
or he was attacked by an invisible rabbit

[Anonymous No.16917305]

I just wanked to some straight porn. I am not sinning anymore.

[Anonymous No.16917349]

>>16917117
Try looking for author's name. If there is something written in English that is on the list of results, see if it sounds familiar.
I also sometimes look up author on wikipedia to see if they listed other editions next to the original title.

[Anonymous No.16917522]

I have three younger sisters and have only ever had incestuous feelings for one of them.

Even then, it's basically a dormant thing. It makes me think, "Well, if I PUSHED, I could find her romantic." But it doesn't really come up to me very naturally. Natural sibling interaction basically deadens my impulse towards her. She's family and I'd never do anything to her. She's my own flesh and blood.

But it IS there, in a way it isn't with my other two sisters. Can't really help it. She's just a bit different than the other two, and our relationship has always been different.

[Anonymous No.16917782]

watched the lonesome dove movies a while back, I think it gave me horse-sense. i got rejected pretty bad recently, but then I heard robert duvalls voice in my head
"well if she wants ya, she'll come around. and if she don't want ya, then why the hell are you getting all up in a grievance for?"

you make a lot of sense robert.

[Anonymous No.16917844]

Why when I spy on my neighbors with binoculars I feel like they see me. They always look vaguely or precisely towards me and sometime they ecen make eye contact. Why do I have the feeling that they seeing me?
Is it my guilty conscious or am I a bad hunter?

[Anonymous No.16917859]

>>16917782
>they say you carried your friend 10,000 miles just to bury him....they say you're a man of vision.

[Anonymous No.16917867]

>>16914925
If there is a god, or some higher spiritual being, would it be like a plant?
Something in-between the inanimate and the sentient?

[Anonymous No.16917874]

>>16917522
Just go for it anon. What do you have to lose? Go with your instinct, never doubt and never look back

[Anonymous No.16917990]

Dear Old Gods, how can I communicate with you? I need to know what my purpose is in oder to act, when will you tell me? There must be some goal to my life, right?
Please appear to me in a dream or something, thanks

[Anonymous No.16917999]

>>16917867
Plants are just slow animals, they have very similar structures to neurones and have a very detailed hormonal system. Trees communicate between each other a lot and everyrhing is just invisible to us and slower. I sometimes wonder if plants maybe even have a consciousness and what it would look like

[Anonymous No.16918009]

>>16917990
Puny human, for daring to address us so lightly We should have reduced you to ashes, but today is a good day and We love cats so We shall share the knowledge with you... Your purpose, oh pathetic one, is to read Fantômas.

[Anonymous No.16918060]

Before stoicism I was an 11 year old boy staying home from school while living with female family members. My dad was in another country in prison. I was just lying on the couch watching some 90s talk show. I was getting hungry and wondered what would happen if I didn’t eat. I don’t know why but I’ve never felt hunger or pain from hunger like that. It wasn’t an attempt to prove anything. I just didn’t want to get up the couch and was curious what was the worst that can happen. I lived. I only regret that later I found out about stoicism and the faggots that follow it. Pain is not my enemy but these stoics are.

[Anonymous No.16918088]

>>16917990
ܛܝܒܘܬܐ ܥܡܟܘܢ ܘܫܠܡܐ ܡܢ ܐܠܗܐ ܐܒܘܢ ܘܡܢ ܡܪܢ ܝܫܘܥ ܡܫܝܚܐ

[Anonymous No.16918102]

Aww shit! The WSJ just had an article talking about all the policy stuff Biden has to do to undo the Trump legacy, and one of the priorities was resurrect the TPP! Heh heh heh.

[Anonymous No.16918105]

>>16918088
Please Gods, you know I can't understand your language

[Anonymous No.16918127]

>>16915118
ahahahahahahaha
I'll pray for you bro, you need help.

[Anonymous No.16918169]

>tfw don't read any books and just shitpost on /lit/ from time to time

[Anonymous No.16918176]

>>16917990
>having trouble communicating with "gods"
>who will then have to carry your questions to God, since they, like you, are created
>meanwhile all you gotta do to communicate with God is talk with Him
state of paganism desu senpai baka

[Anonymous No.16918222]

I am hard wired to disagree with everything on /lit/. I enjoy talking to real persons and allowing their opinions as valid, at least if reasonable, but every single post written on here I have to disagree with rigorously, even the ones that reflect my honest opinion, just because it is /lit/.

[Anonymous No.16918264]

>>16918169
>tfw have to read books for uni, shitpost on /lit/ instead

[Anonymous No.16918300]

>>16918222
that is completely normal

[Anonymous No.16918542]

>>16914925
It's difficult to keep up the motivation to do things when doing them doesn't seem to affect or improve anything. I'm starting to wonder what the point is.

[Anonymous No.16918748]

I'm always fascinated by ancient mythology and beliefs. These beliefs, like how did they work. We are intelligent folks here, we understand it wasn't random and in most cases of paganism it wasn't forced from outside like Christianity. Did every god and concept have a pragmatic real life equivalence and proper symbolism or was it just some shit that the tribe schizophrenic came up with and everyone followed along cause they thought he knew the truth, and what if schizophrenics really are the link between us and the divine. It's all so strange, everyone around the world had these beliefs that to us, rational people, are odd. Is there a god that we are worshipping but not acknowledging who is ingraining into our mind that all other gods are false. Did a certain god truly win the battle between gods? I don't know what to make off of ancient faiths at all, they're the most perplexing subject to me. I live in a relatively pagan, formally Christian country and my grandfather still believes there is a pagan god guarding over him and his tribe, but he doesn't really understand what or who the god is, he just is, and he is guarding him, and he never stopped believing in that as he got wealthy and successful.

[Anonymous No.16918907]

Yesterday night, I had really poor sleep, and last night I didn't get a wink in

I've got a splitting headache now, and had to head home from work early. Mind is the cloudiest it's ever been, and the light of day vexes my eyes

[Anonymous No.16919217]

this is my lockscreen, how would normies react to it?

[Anonymous No.16919407]

>>16914925
I have to apply for jobs but I have terrible e-mail sending anxiety. I can't track it down to any logical reason. I don't care about humiliation. It has nothing to do with me not living up to the requierments. I can pull off a fine writing style if my life depended upon it. I sucessfully handled/bullshitted my way through numerous things in the past. I don't care about being a wagie wagie in the cagie, which I only find funny by the way. But still, getting close to pressing that God forsaken button makes me want to vomit.

[Anonymous No.16919492]

>>16919407
I also hate sending emails but lately I've gotten way better at it

[Anonymous No.16919534]

>>16919407
That's why I only apply to stuff that has the "easy apply" button on LinkedIn. It means the employer is ok with just looking at your profile and making a decision rather than collecting resumes and pointless cover letters. Really cover letters should only be used if you have a connection to the company and want to let the person reviewing your resume know your uncle is the VP of Nepotism or that you did keg stands with the Chief Bro Officer at Stanford, etc. If you're a rando, skip it.

[Anonymous No.16919618]

>>16919492
>>16919534
I'm going to pick 20 job posts, send the applications out writing a short cover letter for all of them, and drown myself in alcohol tomorrow.

Something must break now. This life isn't mine.

[Anonymous No.16919713]

>>16914925
I'm re-reading the jurassic park fanfic where they run off into the south american rainforest to fight the cartel and learn sign-language for the fourth time, and sometimes I wish /lit/ could enjoy this shit more, instead of just masturbating to the same 4 philosophers ad infinitum.

[Anonymous No.16919791]

Am I still an incel?

[Anonymous No.16920105]

>>16919791
>uses the word
yes, you are

[Anonymous No.16920146]

shitposted yesterday
met a buddhist who was actually really helpful, once the advaita-fags receded
shitposted today
but I also cleaned the appartment. still I'm too tired to even try and meditate, so probably
shitposting tomorow
I have to assume. I feel like a thousand things came to an end at once in these last few days. now is the time for rest and the good Lord has provided me ample time
shitposting

[Anonymous No.16920161]

>>16915006

[Anonymous No.16920228]

>>16919618
Yet you are living it. Do what you want, it doesn't matter anyway

[Anonymous No.16920674]

>>16915118
You need catharsis fren. Matter or fact is that we ain't gonna make it. Nobody and nothing living on this earth is gonna make it. Distant planets are too far away and until the sun turns into a red giant and swallows everything that ever existed on earth we are wiped out probably like a thousand times. There is no escape its utterly ridiculous that we will build some sort of space ship and leave this place. There is no place to go. Take our nearest star (which is useless to reach anyways because there is nothing you can do there) is approximately 80.000 years away from us. Our ridiculous history is a few thousand years old and you think somehow a generational ship could... look there is no point in further imagining this. Its completely impossible. We will not leave. Nobody will leave. Everything will be erased and forgotten. The universe will forget itself. Eternal darkness.... forever... and in strange aeons even that gay ass gold plate they send into space will cease to exist. Along with Lovecraft fags, niggers, you, imageboards and everything else that is despicable.

[Anonymous No.16920679]

tried writing a diary several times already
i can't write for shit my brain is completely fried
i already took a break from internet and try reading more
but it feels like my mind is completely empty
no clue how you call this state, apathy?
I feel like I have no soul I can't even describe what I did in the last 20 years or so

[Anonymous No.16920706]

>>16919791
become a volcel

[Anonymous No.16921020]

end me

[Anonymous No.16921088]

>>16921020

[Anonymous No.16921499]

day 17 of nofap
getting a little difficult desu

[Anonymous No.16921556]

>>16921499
how do u not bust in ur sleep? do u have like super low t or something?

[Anonymous No.16921562]

>>16919217
Ya lock screen is mad horny bro. You take that out in public?

[Anonymous No.16921871]

>>16921556
I virtually never do. maybe i don't know

[Anonymous No.16923354]

I'm going to watch a movie on Criterion Channel.

[Anonymous No.16923753]

Really, really hate how alienated millennials/zoomers are becoming. I remember 10 years ago people barely seemed to use the internet, now our entire lives are dominated by it. What's the end result of all this? People just work, shop, play and date online? Their entire lives spent in their rooms, alone, staring at a screen? This society is sick. Every moment I'm plagued by feelings of futility and despair.

[Anonymous No.16923902]

I was in the self-checkout area of the grocery and slowly came to realize that next to me was a homeless man who reeked of shit. It smelled so strongly that he may have had a bag full of it for all I know. An hour later I still can't quite get over the stench. I have to wear a mask indoors for public health but this shit covered cretin can smear feces around at will and people are fine with that. "You just don't like to see the homeless," they say, that's the lefty line about it. Nobody who says that has a clue what they're talking about. The ruin these people bring to society

[Anonymous No.16923967]

>>16923902
Society ruined them first

[Anonymous No.16923982]

>>16923967
Sure yeah I agree with that, but it doesn't cancel out the ruin they send back to it. The two together make a negative feedback loop. Result: sucks to be me

[Anonymous No.16923991]

>>16914925
The worst part of falling in love with a prostitute is thinking that you really know her.
That she would somehow open to you because you were special to her, because she told you "My little boy is becoming a man" while riding you, because she invited to go out while you weren't paying her.
You were a virgin but you weren't naive. This could never be a normal relationship, at most an association of two broken people trying to comfort each against the coldness of the world.
But even this, was a mere pantomime.
None of you ever truly let their guard down, you were there laying on that bed so close sharing each other body warmth. But your hearts never touched each other. Maybe someday would happen? Maybe not with her... but maybe you would found the correct one.

What is that? Her phone is ringing, she must go see another client.

And so you go back to reality, you pay her and sadly smile as you see her gone.

[Anonymous No.16924168]

>>16923991
>tfw never been with a prostitute

[Anonymous No.16924317]

what did it take to grow the cynicism
to calculate the findable directions to

reject them. to revolt against my
comfort out of private disaffection

to turn ineptitudes to destiny to
be both hateful and accepting...

[Anonymous No.16924403]

>>16923902
There's a bum that hangs around near the shopping center I go to. I don't understand how or why this happens.
We're perfectly fine with putting wild animals down where it's necessary. We should be doing the same thing with humans. Especially when sapience isn't an on or off thing, these bums have little more going on in their skulls than a wild animal, and if any argument to humanity is to be made, then giving the hobos a quick death is the best thing you can do for them.

[Anonymous No.16924721]

>>16921562
yes

[Anonymous No.16924727]

>>16923991
if she didn't have her phone on silent when she was with you that's really unprofessional

[Anonymous No.16924753]

>>16923991
These recent posts about prostitutes are really starting to tempt me...

[Anonymous No.16924788]

>>16924753
if you're a virgin incel it might be worth it, just don't fap the week before

[Anonymous No.16924819]

I could never understand how Tupperware can get away with being so horrendously expensive... I mean, they say it's high-grade quality material, but it's still just polymer material.

[Anonymous No.16924968]

I have a horrible fever

[Anonymous No.16925308]

>>16915038
>total rejection of Christianity will never come.
I am Christian but i fear the way the world revolves now is only going to lead to its downfall. I see nothing but atheists, except my family, where i live and they detest God even making me feel like its a taboo to even speak of Him.

[Anonymous No.16925321]

>>16914925
the barman appears and he's telling us it's last call but i glance at my watch and it's only ten o'clock. i switch to english and point out that they're supposed to close at eleven, but he says they're closing at 10:30 tonight so it's last call and would we like another? and i ask her, in russian, and she bounces the question back to me and she looks good and i'm having fun and i'm thinking, why not? i tell the barman we'll have two more, the same, and anya tells me he looked very disappointed as he walked away, but i didn't notice a thing.

i had thought she looked older when we met, standing tall behind the bar, eyes like a deer, i was drunk but i remember saying that, she looks like a deer! like a baby deer! to my friends before i eventually approached and asked for her number, which she wrote for me on a folded up white piece of paper. i took a photo of it and threw it in the trash in the toilet. if alina finds that in my pocket i'm finished.

but now, sitting next to me, she looks smaller, less cervine, she has crooked teeth, in fact she's not even a barmaid but just a friend of someone who hired her for some temp work after her shop closed down due to covid. still, she's wildly sexy, sitting next to me in a cream-coloured cable-knit sweater and tight black jeans. long pink nails, kind of 90s, honestly not my thing, and they've grown out, probably needed to be replaced three weeks ago, but i'm feeling optimistic and the photos she sent me earlier were incredible so i'm paying no attention to her nails.

we talk about photography and modeling and traveling, and we haven't quite finished our second drink but they start turning out the lights, trying to get us to leave but actually creating a romantic mood and i tell her this, joking, too nervous to pronounce the words with confidence in russian so i say it in english, but the only part she understands is that i want to kiss her, and then we're making out, and i pull away and she asks me, what are your plans for tonight?

i bite my lip. my plans for tonight. it's really happening. for the first time in my life a girl wants to come back to my place and i live with a girl and i have to sort a solution. i tell her i'm staying with a friend and he and i are having a fight because he invited some girl who was loud and we resolved that nobody can have any guests to the place and i'm thinking this is completely unbelievable and this is where it ends, but she just says we'll need to stop at a shop by her place, not sure if she's hinting at alcohol or condoms and i ask what for? and she tells me, well what the hell do you think we're going to do? and i answer dumbly, "walk." she smiles. we'll need alcohol, she tells me.

[Anonymous No.16925353]

>>16925308
Most atheists don't have problem with God as much as with Church and the rabid altar lickers. The current Pope is trying to somewhat bring the organization into 21st century, but it's too big and inert and it will sooner claim his life than actually change.
There will always be belief in Christian God in some way, the only thing that can die is the organization, but even that would require investing so much power that I don't believe it will happen anytime in our lifetimes.

[Anonymous No.16925356]

>>16924753
it's just one anon in love with a 40+ year old chinese hooked being sad. what's the use in being sad anon? more dignity in jerking off desu

[Anonymous No.16925363]

>>16915662
post pic of potential gf plz

[Anonymous No.16925372]

>>16925321
go on

[Anonymous No.16925390]

>>16924819
the power of a gimmick + effective marketing

[Anonymous No.16925412]

Tonight I dreamt I was hunting a xenomorph to capture and use as a sex slave. I craved that alien pussy like you wouldn't believe. The strength of my erection when I woke up was indescribable.

I should probably be more bothered by this than I am.

[Anonymous No.16925435]

the world of words is the world of satans influence
the use of words, apart from their mundane and necessary use in maintaining life, is that they point to the world of no words
the world of no words knows no problem
solves every problem

[Anonymous No.16925469]

>you die
>God informs you how much time you actually spent on 4chan

[Anonymous No.16925482]

>>16915276
updooted!

[Anonymous No.16925483]

>>16917522
Do push ups e stop thinking about your sister you sick fuck

[Anonymous No.16925488]

>>16916957
god i wish that were me

[Anonymous No.16925532]

>>16925469
Absolutely horrifying, one more reason not to believe in gods.

[Anonymous No.16925543]

>>16917522
Would you have these thoughts if you'd never watched anime?

[Anonymous No.16925650]

>>16925372
>>16925321
the taxi comes and i'm so drunk that it seems like we teleport to her neighbourhood, and then we're in a bright little shop buying alcohol after sales have closed and a very unhealthy immigrant is looking at us, telling us with a grimace that alcohol sales are finished while also shrugging his shoulders to show that they haven't really, and then we've got whisky and cola and we buy some food to bribe her roommate with and a heavy iron door opens to an old soviet staircase and then i'm in a tiny soviet kitchen with three russian girls.

one of the girls has short dyed blonde hair, looks like a lesbian or a poet or a painter, big coke bottle glasses with clear plastic rims, definitely a hipster, and she speaks english better than the other girls and she has a tattoo that says "suffer little children" and i'm laughing because fuck it i hate kids too, but she tells me it's actually a song lyric so i stop laughing and profess my undying love for the smiths, all three songs of theirs that i know. the hipster leaves the kitchen and the real roommate stays. i can't tell what her motivations are but she has a deck of cards and i want to avoid this. i suggest we play a guessing gambling game and my date's roommate wants a thai massage from me if i lose and i want her to fuck off if i win. we make the agreement in english and my date doesn't understand a thing but i lose.

this is so deflating that i can't keep up the act anymore. i crack. i look at the roommate. i look at my date. goddammit, why don't i have a place to take her. i proposition the roommate to leave. the roommate offers me the bedroom. i explain to her that we can't just tell my date that this has been decided. it has to just happen. the roommate doesn't understand this. i tell her, that's just how girls work. it can't be that simple. it has to just happen. that's the rules. it has to be that way.

there is confusion. my date doesn't understand what we're talking about. the roommate doesn't know what i want her to do. i don't know how to direct the action.

i'm going to take an executive decision, here, i announce, hiding my exasperation. eksecutivniy resheniye. maybe these are russian words. maybe not. the faces on the girls suggest not. fuck it, i'm going anyway. i propose that tanya hangs out here in the kitchen, and my date and i relax and watch a film in the bedroom. i'm winging it. i look at my date. she rolls her eyes. the roommate looks embarrassed. everyone is uncomfortable. too direct. got to follow the rules.

[Anonymous No.16925672]

I've been listening to quite a lot of Joanna Newsom recently and I really love her music. Some of her lyrics are also just absolutely amazing, probably the best I've read.

There's this song I had kind of overlooked that I've given some attention in the past days, it's called Kingfisher.

There is this passage there that I find terribly beautiful. It gives me very strong images and a feeling I can't quite describe, like some sort of nostalgia for something I've never experienced. The way she sings and the melody and the augmentation of the intensity of the music in that part add a lot to these feelings, and the transition into the next verse, the climax of the song, is fantastic. It literally gives me shivers.

https://youtu.be/H1QEH5-UOkg?t=348


We came by the boatload and were immobilized
Worshiping volcanoes, charting the loping skies
The tides of the earth left us bound and calcified
And made as obstinate as obsidian, unmoving save our eyes
Just mooning and blinking from faces marked with coal
Ash cooling and shrinking cracks loud as thunder rolling
And I swear I know you, you know me, where have we met before?
Tell me true, to whose authority do you consign your soul?

[Anonymous No.16925684]

>>16914925
AAAAAAAAAHHHH

[Anonymous No.16925686]

I'm so lonely bros

[Anonymous No.16925774]

>>16925686
Bummer.

[Anonymous No.16925867]

well I'm gonna need a great deal more shitposting on lit and his today if I'm gonna be able to spend a nice afternoon in

[Anonymous No.16925878]

I feel nauseous. I don't know if it's food poisoning or what. I can't think of what I could have eaten that would be bad.

[Anonymous No.16925910]

>>16925878
Maybe it's just that feeling of having lost control over your life and that you're headed for a wall and you're fully aware of it yet can't seem to be able (or want to) change the outcome of it all?

[Anonymous No.16925915]

>>16925878
I started ripping mad farts to see if it would help, but I didn't realize my roommate was still home. Unfortunately, it didn't help. I'll probably go for a walk rather than wait around the house to puke. Oh, damn, the mechanics of puking with masks and everything could be a bitch.

[Anonymous No.16925919]

>>16925910
I wish.

[Anonymous No.16926010]

>>16924753
>just read how anons are mentally distressed by prostitutes
>yeah bro is a good idea

[Anonymous No.16926107]

>>16914953
Ripon, North Yorkshire.
Full of pakis.

[Anonymous No.16926121]

Is not gay if the guy is cute, right?

[Anonymous No.16926170]

>>16919217
>>16926121
>>16926107
stop

[Anonymous No.16926175]

Sie wandelten auf Erden
Bestrebt zum Tier zu werden
Nicht Mensch nicht Tier sind sie geworden
Sind auf ewig Saturns Horden

[Anonymous No.16926200]

it seems I live rent-free in the head of a woman. that age old question if the hackneyed swashbucklers response "but you ARE thinking about me" means anything

motherfuck did I manage to make some good food today, alhamdulillah

[Anonymous No.16926207]

>>16926200
why did I have to curse, I'm sorry.

[Anonymous No.16926224]

Reading Emil Cioran in the middle of a depressive episode was not my brightest move.

[Anonymous No.16926225]

>>16926207
Don‘t dampen your voice if it needs to use strong language to live up to the strong emotions bringing it forth.

[Old God No.16926244]

>>16917990
Nigga just talk to me I am right here wtf man are you retardes

[Anonymous No.16926248]

>>16926121
The shit tier sewing on this annoys me. It's got a fantastic drape and could even be well cut but wtf did they do with the stitching and assembly? This isn't even "lrn2understitch" it's got loose threads and bunching and it looks like they finished both sleeves with a different cuff. This isn't even retarded child tier. Retarded children could do better if you set the tension for them.

[Anonymous No.16926274]

>>16926244
[God will remember this]

[Anonymous No.16926282]

>>16926248
You may be gay anon

[Anonymous No.16926406]

I'll never get why some people decide to be in a relationship and cheat like a horny dog. Both men and women. Just be single and fuck around. Better than breaking someone's heart. You'll spare the trouble of ruining a relationship and be free to do whatever the fuck you want.

[Anonymous No.16926413]

>>16926406
I‘ll reveal the mystery to you. 99% of humans are stupid, weak and selfish. I wish i wasn‘t right.

[Anonymous No.16926520]

>>16915059
YWNBAW

[Anonymous No.16926533]

>>16926406
People in relationships get more attention, especially men, as it shows that you've already been approved by someone. Fuckin sucks eh?

[Anonymous No.16926624]

>>16926413
I don't doubt that, but even by the most simplest logic, even a child would know better.

>>16926533
Yeah, it does suck. Even I was somehow getting attention by other girls when I was in a relationship despite being less /fit/ than I am now. What sucks more than that is the mental gymnastics some people go to justifying their cheating. It's genuinely baffling.

[Anonymous No.16926687]

>>16926406
because you can have the best of both worlds and the person getting cheated on likely wouldn't be able to find such a high quality partner in other circumstances

[Anonymous No.16926729]

>>16926282
There are other explanations, but sure. Enjoy your shit tier waifu

[Anonymous No.16927199]

There is a type of internet user that makes me want to buy a gun and pick up a rampage.
I know everyone knows the type I mean. They are usually """"gamers"""" and more often than not Redditors that literally cannot help themselves to type a comment no matter if they don't have time to read the original post or if they have nothing to add.
These are the sorts of people that can be seen responding to posts like
>hey these are my specs and the game won't run for me anyone having this issue?
with
>well i have totally different specs than yours and it runs fine XD
If you do this, fucking stop doing this. Stop responding with irrelevant garbage only so you fucking write something down because your empty life has nothing else. It is seriously DISGUSTING and warranting of death.

[Anonymous No.16927226]

>>16919217
asian women are so fucking ugly
you can tell rightwingers are mentally ill simply from the fact that they think they and other non-whites are attractive
>i am master race btw i want fuck CHINK NOW!!!
fucking hell how embarrassing that you can't get a woman of your own race and you have to settle for some yellow monkey uglier than a cute white trap that looks like an inbred alien without makeup fucking oof

[Anonymous No.16928302]

Someone on consumeproduct.win just posted about how he hates fat people, then as expected all of the replies were fat kids saying how they are "overweight" but totally not "deathfat" and that they are trying to lose weight. These are the same people posting memes of greek statues and unironically calling each other kings and shit.

I think anyone who is a political extremist on the internet is probably ugly. I just don't see how a normal looking person could care behind Democrats and Republicans.

[Anonymous No.16928446]

I have the talent to write good poetry but it feels like a fucking parlour trick. No one gives a shit about poetry and rightly so since people (including me) just use it for self-expression because that's all it's good for. Even if you were the 1 out of a billion to get famous and rich off of it, you would be no different to a tiktoker or a youtuber. Why the fuck is my only talent poetry? It scarcely translates to writing fiction and essays.
I guess what I am asking for is someone to change my mind.

>inb4 post work

no

[Anonymous No.16928542]

I am constantly assaulted by recurring repetitive obsessions over tiny things that are forgotten and then substituted for new obsessions. Are there any books that reflect this? Edgar Allan Poe's short story "Berenice" came really close to explain what I'm talking about.

[Anonymous No.16928558]

The Screen Time and the corresponding widget in MacOS is the greatest shit ever. It tracks how much time you spend in each app, and if you have an iPhone or iPad, across all your devices. I thought I had a good programming session yesterday, but Screen Time doesn't lie. Just an hour and a half. Not gonna cut it. Also, when you use Safari it differentiates by which website you were on, so I know I only spent 20 minutes on Criterion Channel, even though I tell myself I unwind by watching pretentious art films. I browsed the "Newly Added" section for ten minutes, and then watched the ten minute short "Electrocute Your Stars" by some some indie guy from the 60s. I only spend 5 minutes total in iMessages which isn't bad because it's easier to beat yourself up for texting all day when really each text exchange is a matter of seconds. I never really looked at this feature until they added the widget to the Notifications panel by default. Now I want to explore the advanced Screen Time features like time limiting app usage.

[Anonymous No.16928692]

>>16920679
sounds an awful lot like early signs of depression
what helped me was sticking to a strict sleep schedule
also, not being able to write after a long hard day is completely normal, people who can do that are freaks of nature

[Anonymous No.16928802]

Woke up and realized that I don't still don't have a 4'11 to 5'2 PAWG, possibly half-asian, double cheeked up, small tits with piercings, problematic blunt bangs haircut that is most likely dyed, beestung filled up bimbo lips, hairy pusy, arthoe and e-thot at the same time, choker and chucks wearing, part-time cosplaying GF.

[Anonymous No.16929120]

i'm going back to seneca and epicur. what's the point in being contrarian. after all, i want to take the easiest road. epicur 4 life.

[Anonymous No.16929436]

considering making a grand romantic gesture. it seems likely that it would be better to just separate myself completely and accept the reality, but I think... it could change some things. Perhaps not everything. Likely not enough. I will wait until next weeks weekend. If I still want to tear open the wounds that will then have started to heal, then... wish me luck.

[Anonymous No.16929549]

>>16926282
you ARE a pleb though, there's no doubt

[Anonymous No.16929726]

Im not a christian, jew, or mohammedan but I enjoy reading the old testsment because the writing is sick and it has some good life advice and metaphysical observations

[Anonymous No.16929737]

>>16929726
based

[Anonymous No.16929758]

>>16914925
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YvMdSglJzaI

[Anonymous No.16929767]

>>16915006
21st century schizoid senpai

>>16915045
yes

>>16917126
that was me a year or two ago, my solution was to stop writing but don't do that

>>16928446
all poetry is stupid and gay shut up

>>16929726
>the writing is sick
do you have brain damage?

[Anonymous No.16929794]

>>16929726
yeah bruh the joseph cycle in the old testy is homer tier and that's very rare

[Anonymous No.16929828]

I hate my gf

[Anonymous No.16929830]

>>16929767
settle down faggot

[Anonymous No.16930717]

>>16926406
It's hot, that's why.

[Anonymous No.16930786]

Only strength matters.

[Anonymous No.16931359]

>>16929828
Join the club

[Anonymous No.16931398]

>>16927226
>>>/pol/

[Anonymous No.16931779]

I've considered creating a new Christmas tradition called the "Christmas Manger", where I would have a small decorated manger instead of a Christmas tree, and each family member would have one present each in that manger (representing God's gift of Jesus). It's a strategy to "keep Christ in Christmas" and reduce the consumerism, but also have it be 'fun' for children while teaching them what the holiday is really about.

[Anonymous No.16931931]

anyone else notice that if you click on the sticky the thread image still has a birthday hat on it?

[Anonymous No.16932085]

>>16914925
Most people only really want another person to mirror things they like about themselves, and they like the things they have because they receive recognition from others for it, in some way or another. When people talk about having a personality, they are actually referring to having a 'good personality', someone charming or likeable in someway, someone who can mirror other human behaviors, someone irrational. If you don't have this though, its not that you have a bad personality, but that you don't have one at all. I can't converse with anyone about anything, because I don't have a strong enough ego, I can't even compete at all. The world is might of the ego makes right. I don't understand how someone can participate in the communal roll call of listing off things they like, as if there's some unspoken tier list shit, some subconscious grouping factor - which forms a personality - but really its just like a beaver showing off its pile of sticks. All my life I have been surrounded by this, and it infests into my mind and forces an organization of thoughts that I find disappointing. Always thinking about what I will say, about how I will be, if it fits together etc. Its like a demon in my mind, not me. Sometimes this free form is made out of my thinking, and I start to leap and bound through concepts and thoughts, but it is immediately made flaccid by some stupid organizational thought, some inner monologue. How do I get rid of this? Would you consider me a person?

[Anonymous No.16932128]

>>16927226
>cute white trap
literal sodomite lol

[Anonymous No.16932141]

I wish I was an academic. It's where my proclivities reside.. /lit/ tends to harp on about how much academia sucks, but that's because all the rejects tend to collect here. I know reality is often far from the idealized vision, but I have few idealized visions to motivate me in other fields of work. Having all these colleagues with a wealth of knowlege in various fields, and all the opportunity to have fascinating conversations with them to learn more about it, spending all your time on a beautiful campus interacting with bright young people, reading and writing and talking about what you've read and wrote about for a living, and if all goes well, eventually cozying up and suckling on the sweet teat of tenure for all the rest of your days; all of that while far from a guaranteed path for everyone who pursues it, beats having your soul crushed working for a corporation.

[Anonymous No.16932145]

I find myself increasingly drawn towards literature that satisfies my coomdriven desires. I blame the French for this.

[Anonymous No.16932154]

>>16917999
Tehe
You may enjoy the work of anthony huxley the botanist.

[Anonymous No.16932162]

>>16917999
Plants and fungi communicate with each other chemically.
Maybe that is why those shamans would eat certain pkants and say they could communicate with gods

[Anonymous No.16932180]

I simply NEED big asian tiddies in my face rn

[Anonymous No.16932192]

>>16932180
Is this a sex doll or an actual woman? I'm too creeped out to be aroused

[Anonymous No.16932205]

>>16932192
she's real, as is this one

[Anonymous No.16932211]

>>16923991
You did get to know a part of her. A small part perhaps, but a part nonetheless.

[Anonymous No.16932222]

>>16925412
Kek

[Anonymous No.16932282]

>>16932192
first one is heavily shooped which makes it look strange.

[Anonymous No.16932722]

>>16914925
I posted some fresh baked haiku in a haiku thread earlier in November and regret it. They were some god tier haiku and I threw them away on a shitty Tibetan rug weaving site. What else are you supposed to do with poems these days?

[Anonymous No.16933433]

>*joins zoom*
>''so now we're going to split into groups and discuss what we've read''
>*leaves zoom*

[Anonymous No.16933475]

>>16933433
This is fucking terrible. I just stay muted and let them talk all they want.

[Anonymous No.16933536]

>>16927199
well i disagree XD

[Anonymous No.16933582]

Insomina blues
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wtOChOy_cIw

[Anonymous No.16933625]

Can someone give me non-shitty advice the path to being a professional writer/novelist?

I don't have a professional writing/fine arts degree but I have a great love for reading and writing, am continuously focused on improving my craft, have gotten my poetry and short fiction published in a few places

I just don't know what next to do

[Anonymous No.16933639]

>>16933625
As far as I can see it's institutionalized now. Get a degree at a top program and ingratiate yourself with the right people. Or self-publish and don't expect too much.

[Anonymous No.16933743]

>>16933639
fuck, that sure seems like it
all fairly reputable publishing houses go to reputable unis and hand out deals

wish I knew what the fuck a masters in writing was like or even how to begin that shit

[Anonymous No.16934175]

I'm not in a relationship because I have nothing to offer another person.

And when I finally have something to offer, I certainly won't hand it over to a woman.

[Anonymous No.16934240]

>>16934175
based

[Anonymous No.16934802]

>>16934175
you need mister rogers

[Anonymous No.16934944]

>>16915406
Truer words are seldom spoken

[Anonymous No.16934966]

>>16914925

they're wearing me out /lit/. I go to work every day, hoping that this is the day i have some energy to finally do some editing and get the novel done. It's never that day. I need time off.

[Anonymous No.16935552]

>>16934966
>hoping that this is the day i have some energy
tomorrow is purely imaginary
it's now or never

[Anonymous No.16935723]

Most of my professors believe that I am on the way to pursue an academic path and fully expect me to write a thesis some time in the future. Meanwhile, I feel confused and alienated, every time I write a paper for any class I feel myself growing increasingly anxious and I have trouble imagining myself in any kind of university position.

[Anonymous No.16935726]

>>16935552

i know, i know. And thank you for answering but... i just had to vent. (I am actually doing small edits in between checkin in here).

But seriously though - full time work keeps the mind docile.

[Anonymous No.16935970]

>>16917990
Anon, this is the dream. You have to wake UP

[Anonymous No.16936068]

>>16914925
Ironically, as I've strengthened my faith I've found it harder and harder to be loving and accepting. Norse/Celts/Germanic pagans please don't respond

[Escobar No.16936164]

>>16915059
buahahhahaha so much bullshit coming out of this anon its fuckin hilarious.

[Anonymous No.16936175]

>>16936164
It's true though

[Theologian of Christ No.16936183]

>>16917867
I hope you like early Christian theology.
This question is an ancient one. There are generally considered two schools of thought, both of which usually consider that God was purely divine before Jesus: Monophysitism, meaning "one nature", states that the Christ is only divine in nature. This was generally considered heresy.
The alternative is Dyophysitism, meaning "two natures", where Jesus has both parts of a human nature and a divine nature, and although he is one person he is constituted of two natures. This is the belief of Catholics and Protestants.
What you are most closely referencing is Miaphysitism, where Jesus is both fully human and fully divine, and these are combined into a completely new and distinct single nature. This is practiced by Greek/Eastern Orthodox.

Links:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Monophysitism
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dyophysitism
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Miaphysitism

More "simple" explanation:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2gKDaQ78LIw

[Anonymous No.16936228]

>>16914925
I have fallen into the same silly trap once again. I reached my hand out to another undeserving soul and was only returned with contempt and hurt. I am foolish to think that people can change, to change is such a fruitful but troubling path. To reestablish the foundation is possible, but not meant for everyone. People believe changing is simply moving beyond an event "better than before" when really all they do is brush the dirt and debris under the rug. The illusion is clean, there is no reason to doubt their words, it is only under a closer inspection that you realize how much filth they harbor in their soul.

[Anonymous No.16936485]

I jacked off after nofapping for a month. I didn't enjoy it. I don't even know why I bother looking at porn.

[Anonymous No.16937002]

STOP STALKING ME AND GETTING MAD/JEALOUS

[o !.CzKQna1OU No.16937335]

In my middle school, our principal was renowned as a nice person, and the assistant principal, Mr. Grobik, was known as the mean hardass bruiser prone to shouting at students. Tall and lean-athletic. An imposing monster to all the middle school boys. We never saw him smile. This reputation was largely from the beginning of the year where he allegedly (a.k.a. unassailable-fact to midfle-schoolers) chased an 8th grader down the hall for having pot and flying-superman-tackled him to the ground.

Anyway, I was also in 8th grade and I struggled with math, so my parents hired a tutor, Lily. Lily was 26 and, to me, a bombshell. She always sat very close next to me and I could feel the warmth off her body and, even now, have the image of the plumpness of her lips seared into my mind. Every session, I thought of almost nothing else than fantasies of her sexually rewarding or punishing me for my math performance. Naturally, this conditioned me into see math -> daydream about sex.

In math class, the girl who sat in front of me was Rory B., and I thought she was one of the prettiest girls in school, not in small part because 13 year old me felt her rear end had filled out much more quickly and proportionally than her peers.

[o !.CzKQna1OU No.16937343]

>>16937335
One day, after months of pavlovian math-triggered fantasizing with Lily, Rory wore yoga pants to school for the first time. We sat in those desks where, aside from two thin metal bars, you have a prime view of the posterior in front of you. Mr. Teacher was trying to get me to care about some FOIL nonsense, so naturally my eyes and my imagination were laser-focused on the glutes.

After 25 minutes I could no longer bear the pressure that had built up within what seemed like all aspects of my being. I shifted around to manage a superbad-belt-tuck and raised my hand to be dismissed to the restroom. Unsure what I had in mind, even though there was only one thing 'to do', I walked to the nearest bathroom, the one across from 'the office'. One enters this bathroom from the east and the door opens to a wall that forces an immediate left-turn down a 5 ft. hallway. Now you face two sinks on the south wall, there are two floor-length urinals on the west wall, and toilet stalls on the north. It is a small bathroom.

I approached the nothernmost udinal and started masturbating furiously. It takes only seconds until I feel the first indication of the orgasmic-point-of-no-return and simultaneously hear the door swing open and feel my blood turn to a perfect distillation agonizing embarrassment. At the very moment I felt the first spasm beginning to launch a heavy rope, I rehistered a puffy light-yellow dress shirt sidle up to my left and unzip. Mr. Grobik.

[o !.CzKQna1OU No.16937351]

>>16937343

In 15 the years since, I have spun out a car at 85 mph, been choke-slammed to a wall by a guy twice my size and been counting end-of-saturday cash alone at 2 am in a restaurant when someone started furiously rattling open the door to the kitchen just out of view. Never been so composed of absolute terror as at that urinal. In a discrete instant I seemed to feel the atoms in my skeleton turn to ice one-by-one at the speed of light. My front-brain turned on a color-pattern-TV-test-signal and high-pitched tone while deep in my already condemned soul I felt a prayer that the sound of his stream was louder than the plop-plops of my ejaculate against the porcelain urinal floor. The only thing louder than all this noise inside me was the otherwise absolute silence in that bathroom.

We flushed and washed our hands. Every move I made was deliberate, as if I were performing it in front of an annoyed silverback gorilla. I searched for the line to move as fast as I could without incriminating myself. "If I don't get out of this, I will be the boy who jerked off in a urinal until Highschool graduation". First out the door, walking south down the long hallway, resisting the urge to look over my shoulder. Did he know? Was he just waiting for the opportunity for a running start to the superman-tackle?

At some point I realized I was out of harm's way. The sheer stress of those 4 minutes erased my memory of anything that came after. I will never know if he didn't notice, or if he did and decided to have mercy.

[Anonymous No.16937432]

>Write What's on Your Mind
gay stuff (but i imagine it's happening in the past)

[Anonymous No.16938644]

I wish I looked like her... :-<

[Anonymous No.16938770]

>>16938644
YOU WORSHIP THIS CRUDE BIOMASS AS IF IT WILL NOT ONE DAY GROW OLD AND DIE
ALL PHYSICAL BEAUTY IS ULTIMATELY FLEETING

[Anonymous No.16938786]

>>16938770
Just like everything else

[Anonymous No.16938824]

>>16938786
RIGHTEOUS ACTIONS BORN OUT OF TRUTH ARE ETERNAL

[Anonymous No.16938828]

>>16938824
not really lol

[Anonymous No.16938831]

>>16938644
>cuts on her legs
LMAO. still pretty fuckable tho

[Anonymous No.16938835]

>>16938831
BUH-BASED, I SAY

[Anonymous No.16938920]

How do I escape pop culture?
I'm reading Vineland. Pinecone keeps making these swipes at the insidious nature of television, and I keep wanting to shake the book and scream at him about how it's only going to get worse. All my friends ever want to talk about are video games, sequels, reboots, anime, internet drama, etc. I won't pretend that I'm any better, either. They're MY friends, for one, and I've wasted so much time on the same shit that acting like I'm immune to the propaganda machine would be seriously hypocritical.
At least with TV there was always the knowledge, somewhere in your head, that sitting in front of a glowing box for hours must be a bad thing. Computers and phones are too interactive to trigger this response, people don't realize what's being done to them because they feel like they're in control. The marketers and executives have gotten way more insidious, too. I want out. I'm not strong enough to deal with all this shit, and it doesn't feel like anyone else is either.

[Anonymous No.16938944]

Today I sent out 2 job applications for positions inside Germany and I opened up the Austrian AMS to ask them a few questions regarding their visa process, or how I can hijack it.

I'm so detached from the world right now. I forgot that the German embassy is completely closed off due to Corona, and even if I get the jobs, it will be worth jack-shit.

While searching for a contact email on the AMS site, I scroll down and stumble upon a news that's saying "10k lost their job in Burgenland during November." Yes, but I still have questions about how to cheat your stupid system.

[Anonymous No.16939102]

>>16938920
Yeah, I quit consuming pop culture once only to find that I had no way to relate to the people around me. Now I only keep up with the most popular stuff so I at least have something to talk about.

[Anonymous No.16939155]

I totally know what you been through man, I was a slave to pop culture

can't sleep niggas. it's about 2 hours overdue
life is good
Im confused a lot, sometimes so confused it makes me sad
I suspect I might be a heretic. that makes me uneasy.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bz6jN746NOk

[Anonymous No.16940059]

>>16915406
the premise of the decameron itself is the perseverance of youth and creativity under the pressure of epidemic. the black plague literally "brought together" the youths responsible for the stories.

all struggle is toward creation. emergency's cost to you does not overwrite its benefit to the world.

[Anonymous No.16940160]

>>16938920
That's part of what deters me from getting more into literature. I could spend many hours a day reading, more than I do now, but I'd have no one to discuss it with outside here and it would feel kind of empty.

[Anonymous No.16940205]

Is it a common theme that depressed people, who thought about suicide and death for years in their life, once they get an actual cancer diagnosis, are scared of death and want to live at all costs? What do you think about this?

[Anonymous No.16940248]

>>16917999
According to this logic aren't stones just even much slower animals then? I mean planets and other non-organic materials also change or move over time, maybe the death of a star is just a communication signal on a cosmic level? Has the universe a consciousness?

[Anonymous No.16940654]

treating this place like /adv/ here but, I feel like I abandoned my sister today. since March of this year, on account of a second DUI, she's had her license suspended for a year. ridiculously I agreed to drive her around for that time, all while she has the worst possible career for this: she's a real estate agent, the female equivalent to a used car salesman, I feel. besides that, she's treated me abusively this whole expanse of time, and I've put up with it knowing that she would have no one else to turn other than me if I wasn't doing this for her, along with her looming threats of suicide if I wasn't helping her, all that sore of guilt tripping. today she got wind of me letting our father know of the circumstance, who told her off completely. this led to her telling me I back stabbed her, 'fuck you, asshole", that I should just forget she ever existed, completely acting as though I'd never been any bit supportive of her her entire life.
I remember now sitting outside of a home inspection in a cold car, not daring turn it on for heat as to waste her gas money, waiting for hours for the inspection to end, wondering why I was doing this for this woman at all.

[Anonymous No.16940702]

moral is a language that is spoken with actions. every action expands the vocabulary. by nature, there are certain categories of words. the moralist is a grammarian. most moralists base their grammar on the principle of melody. but there could just as well be a grammar of dissonances, or a mixture of both aspects - and in fact there already is. the stupidity of my thoughts resembles an orchestra of tubas.

[Anonymous No.16940726]

>>16940654
dont talk behind her back. tell her to the face the situation and your grievances – what you like, what you dislike, and what needs to change. talk as if you love your sister or as if you once loved her. pour your heart out honestly and constructively. there is not much more you can do without risking too much. if she does not listen, strike her down with a mallet.

[Anonymous No.16940747]

>>16940726
yeah man. I did that already, about three months back. she was either negligent to admit any issues or responded with a sort of "that's just how I am, I don't see myself changing" sort of defense. I told her I loved her, have been trying to help her to the best of my ability, and have been met with constant vitriol ever since, she deeply resents that I ever dared speak any grievance. it's just a whole situation of suffering.

[Anonymous No.16940778]

I have spent several hours discussing with a twitter tranny about why teaching classics in high school is necessary and good. I ended up being called a white supremacist (I was civil and wel mannered and made no allusions to race)
I hate that this people willl have complete control of the world in 20 years and will poison everything I hold dear. They will make my country literally unlivable and I can't do anything to stop it.
I feel like we are going to do an irreparable damage to future generations and there will be no coming back.

[Anonymous No.16940786]

tfw /lit/ is boring as fuck

[Anonymous No.16940821]

>>16940747
Sounds to me like a poorly developed personality that can't stand any implication she did something wrong, so she immediately attacks very aggressively as form of defense. As soon as she gets her license back, walk away and never turn back no matter how much she whines and accuses you of betrayal, because as long as she knows she has you under her foot, she will never treat you better.

[Anonymous No.16940852]

>>16914925
I am not overly fond of horror or tragedy; if possible I would like to live in a world where everyone is peaceful and happy. At the same time, I must admit my reading of works in the horror and tragedy genres has affected me more than any comedic work has. They awoke a sense of empathy within me that I did not expect.

Why does tragedy and horror affect us in ways other, happier genres don't?

[Anonymous No.16940871]

>>16940852
This book is all about that

[Anonymous No.16940887]

>>16940871
I thought this book is designed to get you to commit suicide

[Anonymous No.16940896]

>>16940887
Most of it is an exegesis of horror

[Anonymous No.16940921]

>>16915006
Know the feel. Anybody know any good reading on willpower?

[Anonymous No.16940927]

>>16915118
>Communist
>Tranny
>Dillusional

You need a hobby or something to motivate you dude you can't keep going on like this.

[Anonymous No.16940962]

>>16918060
Feel the same way but with nihilism

Nihilism and post-modernism have destroyed this country

[Anonymous No.16941108]

>>16921556
>>16921871

I never have wet dreams doesn't matter no fap or not. Even when I have sex dreams still no. Maybe a little bit pre-cummy, but not full bust.

[Anonymous No.16941202]

Mary Ford had received an invitation from the Historical Society. She was to give a lecture to several hundred scholars. The topic was: The Deification of the Roman Emperor at the time of the First Principate, with special regard to the conservative tendencies of ancient histography. While Mary was not familiar with the subject, and while she was neither a scientist - she was a sex worker - nor did she know the Historical Society, she immediately accepted. Three days later she received by post a plane ticket to London and the address of an upscale hotel. When she looked up the room prices, her heavily rouged eyes grew large. Where the Historical Society got so much money from was more than mysterious. Perhaps it was financed by the state or by a rich enthusiast. "In any case," Mary thought, " a woman must capitalise on other people's mistakes in order to rise in the world." This wasn't wrong, though not according to the ancient rules of virtue, if I may add. A week later she flew to London. Her son Timothy would spend the following time with his grandparents in Presbin. They owned a small ranch with some horses and a dog named Rhombus.

[Anonymous No.16941326]

>>16940654
there's a story in the new testament about a guy who goes to his friend in the middle of the night and yells through the window "hey I need to borrow something off ya can I come in?" and the man responds "I am already in bed and my children are all with me (some kind of early custom, maybe for warmth, idk)". And Jesus says that even if the man does not get up he has treated his friend correctly, because that's the treatment his friend needed in order to realize he was being a jackass.

"I say unto you, Though he will not rise and give him, because he is his friend, yet because of his importunity he will rise and give him as many as he needeth."
Luke 11:8 KJV

[Anonymous No.16941330]

>>16940654
Drive off during one of the inspections and make her walk home

[Anonymous No.16941429]

He was from kakapoopoopeepeeshire, tall, swarthy, handsome. He was hung like a horse and perpetually tardy.

[Anonymous No.16941438]

>>16941429
faTHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER

[Anonymous No.16941469]

I live within 400 sq m of several exes and they are all friends

[Anonymous No.16941631]

>>16941469
this is gold man your big sit-com breakthrough writes itself

[Anonymous No.16941917]

Deluezian Schizophrenia and Reddit Throw Away accounts. The social media site for the enlightened and rational practice shaming outside of religious experience. Shaming just to keep the Jew-kike narrative alive and well. Competent adults having to create anonymous accounts to be able to express themselves without retribution or without fear that they’ll be marked as an outsider, hateful bigot. A very interesting topic. Fuck jews.

[Anonymous No.16942250]

I get no thrill from the debaucherous lifestyle I lead. Yet, what else is there to do?

[Anonymous No.16942553]

>>16940778
why waste your time discussing that with a dead end?
Don't try to fix broken people. Gather and help the good ones.

[Anonymous No.16942560]

So this year I read a bit of William Blake...

"To see a World in a Grain of Sand
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower
Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand
And Eternity in an hour"

I really liked this part, and I came to idea to put it into Christmas card for my parents, but I would first have to translate it, and then I realized the beauty of it falls apart since I can't make it rhyme and the wording is quite clumsy.

[Anonymous No.16942695]

>>16942560
maybe try and make a translation-in-spirit? it's only for your parents after all

[Anonymous No.16942706]

>>16915059
Post body and iq

[Anonymous No.16942752]

>>16941326
what the hell, anon? is this some strange bait, or is your reading comprehension really this pants-on-head retarded?

[Anonymous No.16942764]

>>16942695
I'll try, they'll probably pretend to like it no matter how it sounds. Truly a shame they didn't have English in school.

[Anonymous No.16942775]

>>16941108
>>16921871

If I don't fap three weeks, I start shooting absolutely volcanic loads that usually wake me up mid blast. Feels better than actual real sex, so I feel like these nofaps guys are actually on a sexual quest for the ultimate dream nut like how Eastern yogis do all these weird self-mortification rituals in search of peak experience. I think the subtext of all this nofap shit is actually like yogis of coom in search of the ultimate nut.

[Anonymous No.16942787]

O
L

[Anonymous No.16942801]

recommend some lit with tasty vernaculars modern or old one doesn't matter as long as it is permeated with informality

[Anonymous No.16942917]

i am, i think, unsatisfiable. i don't think that's a word, but whatever. i don't like my girlfriend. she's way out of my league and we have unprotected anal sex almost every day and she lets me cum in her and she's a very nice person and i don't even like her.

i fucked a new girl a few days ago and it was just incredible. i really was psyced about starting something new on the side. then for some reason she ghosted me. i can't figure out why.

i want to fuck my teacher and she is sending me nudes but i'd have to travel a few hours to get to her. i'd have to craft some big story to my girlfriend. i can't invite my teacher, or maybe i could but i'd feel bad about it. she's younger than me and impressionable and i mostly just want to suck on her tits but she is probably looking for something more than that. plus we're both in relationships, so it would just cause problems.

that's it. besides that, there is nothing else that i want to do. i feel totally empty. it's dark as hell here. most of my friends have left. in this abyss of purpose all i want to do is fuck two girls who i can't fuck and drink unlimited quantities of alcohol and caffeine. i could leave the rest alone.

i have goals but they seem pointless right now. i can't escape this darkness. i could go south but it will still be cold. i won't be able to get laid there. i'll be far from my friends. my girlfriend will cause more problems. i could go south and leave her there and fly here. that would be ideal. maybe we should do that. put all our stuff in storage and go south for a month or so. come back when things here are less shitty.

but in the south i wouldn't get laid.

unlimited unprotected anal sex with a 7.5/10 and still my cock makes all the decisions. fuck biology.

[Anonymous No.16943325]

I wonder what everyone else on /lit/'s sleeping pattern is like.
I've always been a night owl. On days off I stay up late and sleep in. No matter what time I was awake or how late I stayed up, I feel tired during the day and awake as soon as the sun goes down.
I've just started all night shifts, and I know a lot of research points to negative health effects, but I feel so much happier. I get paid more to do less work and on my days off I don't need to stress about my sleeping pattern. I find it liberating. I love being a night owl. Is there any poetry or any other writings about the joys of the middle of the night?

[Anonymous No.16943535]

>>16914925
When it comes to Shakespeare plays, I don't care at all about the actors' race. BUT, they need to have English accents.

[Anonymous No.16944017]

>read Quran
>realize my problem is a golden calf
>say astaghfirullah
>can finally put it aside
>at rest
subhanallah

[Anonymous No.16944064]

>>16914925
I have this image of a pilot burned into my ehad and I cannot find who it is.

I saw him in a /his/ meme going 'WE GAAAAA', along with a bunch of other blokes from history.
He's a white guy with short blond hair and he's smiling in the photo, wearing a pilots uniform.
Please help

[Anonymous No.16944096]

>>16944064
>we gaan
Jacob Veldhuyzen van Zanten. Couldn't remember the guy's name either, but all you have to do to find him is google "worst air disaster in history."
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tenerife_airport_disaster

[Anonymous No.16944146]

>>16944096
>Jacob Veldhuyzen van Zanten
Thanks dude, my mind is now at rest :)

[Anonymous No.16944243]

>>16915003
based

[Anonymous No.16944259]

>>16914925
i dont know about them but i am still interested. those stone structures and beliefs that resulted from life as a hunter gatherer absolutely fascinate me.

[Anonymous No.16944308]

>>16943325

[Anonymous No.16944394]

>Apollo has literally such a small dick energy
Bet Dionysus could whoop his ass while high on cocaine after few gallons of wine and some quality orgies

[Anonymous No.16944412]

>>16914925
I am distressed

[Anonymous No.16944609]

>>16944394
Don't be mean to poor Apollo, he can't help it if his sister took a good deal of his manliness for herself.

[Anonymous No.16944646]

>>16944412
what ails you anon

[Anonymous No.16944691]

>>16914925
After reading Plotinus again I am starting to believe he is too wrapped up in mysticism to be of any use. I now would say that the true heirs of Plato are the Roman Stoics who translated his philosophy into a lifestyle for a turbulent time.

[Anonymous No.16944820]

Time
ime
ime
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Ime
me
me
me

Me

[Anonymous No.16944924]

>>16944646
I have a condition where sometimes, when I drink (anything), my throat will cramp up, and it's very painful, but that's it. Unfortunately, this has conditioned me since I was a small child to avoid drinking. So, when I'm thirsty, my first response it to eat something, instead of drinking something.
Since I'm overweight, I'm just making my own weight loss more difficult than it needs to be, and it's just frustrating sometimes.

[Anonymous No.16944955]

>>16944924
shit man that sucks. have you considered looking into hydrating foods that are low on calories? I heard from a friend who fasts sometimes that when he breaks the fast he eats squash because it continues to release water during the time he isn't eating

[Anonymous No.16945007]

>want to read demons by dosto
>read the katz translation for c&p so i want to try his here too
>can't find it on the usual sites libgen etc
>fine i'll buy it, it's just 2$
>wifi is broken on my kindle, literally no way to transfer it otherwise because of all the protection systems amazon has in place
fuck you

[Anonymous No.16945097]

>>16945007
Can't you just download the book to your computer and crack the DRM with Calibre? I've never bought a book from Amazon before.

[Anonymous No.16945133]

>>16945097
unless i totally missed it (in which case my bad), the only option i had after buying it was "Send to Device" and i could choose some kindle cloud thing, my phone, or my kindle.

so no local download option.

[Anonymous No.16945187]

>>16944820
Death danced on his neck.
Silver coins on marble steps.
All poets must hang.

[Anonymous No.16945840]

>>16915003
Same here anon. Made me realize that America probably isn't worth saving.

[Anonymous No.16945907]

trying to teach my heart not to yearn so goddamn much all the time. whenever I get enamoured with a woman it's like she comes to occupy a certain place in my psyche that is reserved for putting someone on a pedestal. when I am not enamoured with someone I am quite lucid, but when I am enamoured, I burn, I lose all orientation. It really does not take much for some part of my to start thinking that woman XYZ is the greatest creature that ever lived. And a number of quite different women have held this position.

But I'm trying to get better. Cut out all fapping, I'm meditating, praying. I feel like I can argue with my heart that when it burns for anything other than God, it is astray, and I feel like it listens. I just have to get my head out of the goddamn gutter of Wertherian patheticals long enough to remember.

[Anonymous No.16946439]

The moment sex dolls will become the norm the gap between homosexuality and straightness will reduce much lower because context will decrease its powers when it comes to arousal.

[Anonymous No.16947213]

>>16946439
no i will not buy your dildos

[Anonymous No.16947220]

>>16946439
A penis is all the context needed to avoid becoming a homosexual

[Anonymous No.16947553]

It's weird thinking someone is alive and to plan on meeting them again soon, only to find out they died 2 years ago.
I found out in such an offhanded manner as well.

[Anonymous No.16947700]

>>16941202

I strongly suggest that you never write anything, ever again.

[Anonymous No.16947760]

>>16947553

I had a similar experience. I had a coworker who quit to go back to school. I had thoughts about meeting up with him to see how things were going when I stumbled across his year old obituary.

[Anonymous No.16947799]

>>16916957
My genetics are so poor that I have to blow my nose fifty times a day from being consistently stuffed up.

[Anonymous No.16949095]

>>16947700
"The Hellmakers are coming. As sure as death. But death gives rest, say the ancients. Do you know what the Hellmakers give?" Timothy shakes his curly-haired child head. "Eternal torment. Pure, absolute damnation. They wear black armour that nothing can destroy. On their back a transparent tube is mounted, filled with green juice. Do you know what that is?" Again the boy shakes his head. His heavily rouged eyes grow larger and larger. There had been a trembling note of fear in the raspy voice of the aged man, but now it had evolved into something entirely different. Something far more menacing.

Two hundred Martian miles away, Lieutenant Rizza unlocks his Infernoblaster. He crouches behind an overturned statue of a long forgotten despot and overwatches the dusty road that leads into the desert of Moing. He was not yet finished. The cause was hopeless, but one can fight without hope. "There is no victory. There is only eternal struggle. Don't be deceived about that or you'll perish in delusion." Seya had said that to him back at cadet school, a long time ago. Wise words, I might add. Suddenly Rizza is ripped hard from his reveries. A colossal black shape had slowly emerged from the impenetrable sea of dust at the edge of the desert.

[Anonymous No.16949603]

I hate my countrymen.

[Anonymous No.16949776]

Who can say why we love what we love and hate what we hate? Science has illuminated everything, but our heart has remained a book with seven seals. The infinitely distant end of the universe and our heart that feels so infinitely close - are both as fathomless as the enigma of the chinese sages. There is no answer. There is only the question that is asked again and again. Those were his last thoughts. The robotic voice that had recited them suddenly stopped. An eery silence befell space itself. Later that day, his friends burried his memory-chip beneath a tentamun-tree, light shining cross-eyed from a bloddshot sun between whisps of giant hair that was dust, and carved in the bark the name of his soul: Rizza Gunson. Mars exituus est, ulrerior est possessum, Seya whispered.

[Anonymous No.16950083]

The old slave owner Timoteus made an inviting movement with his arms. On each side of him stood a naked slave. The one to his left was fat and small, with a short peg hanging out of a mess of bronze hair. The other was tall and lean, with an unusually long, blond beard that began to turn grey at the belly button. His penis was averagely proportioned. While our eyes were glued to the two slave bodies posing in front of Timoteus, the latter had quickly shed his red tunic and began to squeeze himself between the slaves, back into the limelight, using his ass like a battering ram - Venus alone knows when he has found time to smear his backside with oil. He boldly grabbed his sloppy skin with his fists and pulled his cheeks apart so powerfully that the plumbed-out intestinal canal opened with a smacking sound.

[Anonymous No.16950385]

butt butt butt butt butt butt butt butt

holioooooooooooooooooooo

[Anonymous No.16950505]

The appeal of the whole “revolt against the modern world” thing for a lot of young men, I think, is that they get to feel as though they’re a part of some hidden aristocratic order, even though they do virtually nothing to reflect this.

[Anonymous No.16950526]

>>16950505
Being useless leeches who feel superior to those around them for questionable reasons is actually pretty consistent with the real aristocratic order.

[Anonymous No.16950588]

>>16950505
the only real life person I know who likes evola actually has a pretty rigorous religious scheme, and I believe he is striving to be his best

[Anonymous No.16950592]

I want to make a thread where I ask if anyone can recommend a book or books that contain a story or stories without humans or if they do contain humans they are far away and mentioned only briefly.
I cannot do this because my IP is blocked from uploading pictures.

[Anonymous No.16950613]

The unfairness of life is something that every human, regardless of his initial circumstances, will one day face.

When this encounter happens early in life, it causes a skeptical and mistrusting attitude towards all which grows and blossoms. This all will be seen, not as a necessary and innately caused growth, but rather as a growth maintained by a lack of external destructive circumstances, circumstances that are fundamentally based on chance.

If the individual can, for some kind of reason, evade this truthfulness of life, by sheer luck or a peaceful nurturing at his initial steps on the stairway of life, he will be destroyed by it all the more when he inevitably collides with it at a later stage.

The shocking nature of this collision can cause surprising damage to the untrained human. In the end, the initially unprepared individual tumbles back of the stairs of life and passes the before long skeptical and suspicious human.

This moment, when the formerly thriving and triumphant man slips away from his felicity and while drifting down passes the man who is already touched - or destroyed if you will – by the circumstances of the world, it is in this moment, when the two men face each other and their eyes touch, while the formerly triumphant man is rolling of the stairs while the already skeptical man is walking up slowly, with a hunched back, that a reflection can be seen in their eyes.

What is this reflection you may ask? And one should never be too hesitant to answer this question. Because the answer is already known for the inquirer. And it is also known for those who never ask. It is the reflection that we see daily in the eyes of our fellow man, the fundamental weariness that we sense in dried up laughs and void stares, in unaware speech and inhibited sentiments, it is the passing of time itself that we see; it is life that is reflected.

[Anonymous No.16950663]

I can’t stop cooming to bbc. And also little girls. They’re so goddamned sexy and I can’t resist. Wish I could just get a cunny gf so I could fuck her hard whenever I got the urge.

[Anonymous No.16950670]

my mother told me there would be schnitzel today. "the red cabbage that we still have in the freezer goes perfectly with it," i said. no, the red cabbage doesn't go with it, she said, and i said: "well, all right. i don't want schnitzel anyway." are you offended because we won't have red cabbage, am i understanding that correctly, she says. "no, i'm not offended. if anything, you are offended, and i'm only reacting to your tone. what makes me angry is your opinion that red cabbage doesn't go with schnitzel."

[Anonymous No.16950674]

>>16950663
Get a doll unironically

[Anonymous No.16950731]

>>16950674
Aren’t they just really expensive masturbators though? I prefer just looking at cute girls on my computer and use my hand or an onahole. Plus the dolls are still in uncanny valley territory. Thanks for the response in any case

[Anonymous No.16950755]

>>16950670
>red cabbage in freezer
This sounds so bizarre to me, because people here only ever eat it fresh in a salad. And then it does go well with a schnitzel.

[Anonymous No.16951479]

It's all so fucking pointless

[Anonymous No.16951781]

>>16950670
Red cabbage does go with schnitzel, and your mom's right, you're acting like a snowflake offended at simple reality. Your opinion is wrong, and you should stop being a bitch about it before you wind up cutting off your dick for Instagram clout.

[Anonymous No.16951793]

>>16950592
Watership Down, Animals of Farthing Wood. Redwall too.

[Anonymous No.16952654]

>>16947553
It's even weirder when people think you were dead.

[Anonymous No.16952856]

>>16917990
Where is that pic from?

[Anonymous No.16953508]

>>16950613
it got too pretentious at the end; otherwise, agree

[Anonymous No.16954276]

Mass genocide of baby foreskin. And no one caes.

[Anonymous No.16954316]

>>16950613
Nigger most people by at least by highschool understand life is fucked. Teen angst doesn't just popup out of thin air. Countless songs, movies,plays have been written about this shit. The sad part about life is that you can't kill people and get away with it.

[Anonymous No.16954363]

>>16944146
he's a minor /tv/ meme in air crash investigation threads

[Anonymous No.16955297]

I'm tired as fuck.
I'm on a 20 minutes break while I'm working on multiple projects with impending deadlines. I'm tired. I'm tired. Why the fuck do I have to go through so many things? The worst thing is that if I bail out now, my whole future down on earth is literally f*cked, I'm not even joking. I'm already imagining that shit, "You failed your studies, man, it's okay, it sucks." says my best friend as he pats my shoulder with a sad smile, even though he himself is the son of a multimillionaire and hasn't got a single idea of what being a destitute, proletarian f*ck with no education and literally no future except doing shit jobs for most of his life feels like.

My social life is a mess, I've abandoned everything so that I could succeed in academics, and there's nothing left of what I was 3 years ago. Shit.