Write What's On Your Mind

[Anonymous No.16803131]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZXu6q-6JKjA

[Anonymous No.16803138]

I sleep

[Anonymous No.16803197]

Bussy

[Anonymous No.16803239]

>>16803131
Third

[Anonymous No.16803242]

>>16803131
There is much power in being one of the first responders to a wwoym thread. Think of how much harder it is to get You's in the middle of bottom.

[Anonymous No.16803354]

Unironically the devil has never been this much prevalent in the world. You guys have no fucking idea. Everything a normal fella would think right now is a hoax. The vast majority of people has never been so wrong, so sad and so deprived. We all know the story of jesus keeps repeating itself, and there are literal Jesus right now out there and they are getting screwed like never before because the tools and the means evil has are just so much powerful. I guess same could be told for the good, but all I know is the means are powerful and this battle is going to be INSANE.

[Anonymous No.16803368]

>>16803131
I I I LOVE LITTLE GIRLS
THEY MAKE ME FEEL SO GOOD
I LOVE LITTLE GIRLS
THEY MAKE ME FEEL SO BAD
WHEN THEY'RE AROUND
THEY MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I'M THE ONLY GUY IN TOWN
I LOVE LITTLE GIRLS

[Anonymous No.16803436]

Is it solipsistic in here, or is it just me?

[Anonymous No.16803478]

imagine being a woman who thinks it is her turn, only to discover it involves a large amount of failure and humiliation. get woke, go broke.

[Anonymous No.16803553]

My life is totally empty. The only thing I have took forward to is video games/books/whatever else I can buy with what little money I make. My job blows and I'm a total loser no social life or career prospects. I'm a timid coward too afraid to ever stand up for myself and confrontation terrfies me. Consumerism is one of the only things keeping me from putting a gun between my teeth.

[Anonymous No.16803588]

Think about it.
The world is so vast and full of wonders, both natural and manmade.
I want to recall the concept of "happy coincidences" an anon posted in another thread in relation to books and expand it to cover other things in life.
How many times have you discovered some cozy spot in a park because you decided to take a detour on your usual route home? Or maybe something caught your eye, you decide to investigate and are pleasantly surprised at finding a nice little bakery that serves the best croissants in town.
Building on a similar tangent, have you ever felt grateful that something just exists? Maybe it's a piece of music, or a nice illustration, or some delicious homemade cookies. Being grateful that someone took the time, energy and money to make something that you truly appreciate.
I suppose this is what they would call the Epicurean conception of pleasure.
Or maybe I'm just a silly little fool ranting his shower thoughts to an anonymous audience.
You know, one of the two.

[Anonymous No.16803603]

>>16803131
I dream of writing a novel in French (I don't know why French, but I do). The only issue is I don't actually know French. I've been studying it for a week now.

[Anonymous No.16803700]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JvcEP0EjqIc

[Anonymous No.16803716]

>>16803672
Why do roasties do this? I mean, why do they make these memes about them turning into cool wine aunt?
Is it about using ironic, detached humor to cope?

[Anonymous No.16803725]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cKCRHhmHvjg

finally found the right version

>>16803716
for some reason women respond to things that bother them by yelling about how it doesn't bother them and getting mad at anyone who doubts it (because it reminds them they don't believe it themselves)

[Anonymous No.16803770]

I've been working out and dieting really hard for almost 3 months now and I'm starting to really see a difference in my body.
I feel good and I'm happy about the changes I've made. Just wanted to share.

thanks /fit/

[Anonymous No.16803783]

>>16803725
Ya un queb icitte

[Anonymous No.16803807]

>>16803770
Keep it up champ. We're all gonna make it.

[Anonymous No.16803831]

>>16803783
>un
salut, ti cul

[Anonymous No.16803851]

>>16803831
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gDLp2DeVN6s

Nous les canayiens-franças, on est les meilleurs !!

[Anonymous No.16803876]

>>16803783
pas moi mais mon pere, mon francais est pour lire des boites de cereal malheureusement

[Anonymous No.16803909]

>>16803876
Pi sont nutritive tes céréales j'espère mon homme ?

[Anonymous No.16804091]

The asian girl with the fat ass unfollowed me, the cute MtF won't follow me and my fucking "friend" won't even follow me on Twitter because he says that I am embarrasing.

We really live in a society.

[Anonymous No.16804308]

It takes serious effort to keep my unrepentant cynicism and utter contempt for society from showing through my every action and word.

[Anonymous No.16804664]

"Is D- in?" M- opened the door to D-'s office and found him sitting there.

"I'm just about to head out" He started closing windows on his computer hurriedly, then grabbed his phone, keys, and wallet from the desk.

"yeah, me too actually. I'm going--"

"Yeah, we need to talk" D- said as he rounded the long end of his L-desk and walked past M- through the door. D-'s shoulder brushed along M-'s chest.

"Excuse me. Was I in your fucking way?" M- said. D- turned around shocked. M- pushed him, but he didn't move much. Even in his fantasies he fails.

"Oh yeah? What about?" M- really said as D- walked toward reception.

"Hey A-, can you make sure these documents are scanned in?" It wasn't a question. "And I need those new customers put into the CRM."

"No problem" D- walked out the door and started yelling for someone in the warehouse. M- went back to his office, grabbed his things and went to reception.

"I'm going for Lunch, and I'll be working at home for the rest of the day" M- couldn't keep eye-contact with A- for very long. She was young and beautiful, and M- was married.

"No problem"

"Yeah and if you need anything just give me a ring"

"O.K."

M- walked out of the office, taking advantage of what little autonomy he possessed at work. Yet D-'s words echoed in his head again and again. 'We need to talk', what does that mean?

[Anonymous No.16804670]

>>16803131
All I want is a swarm of morons who shill my retarded psychotic ramblings :<

[Anonymous No.16804686]

>>16804670
I think Tumblr is still a thing

[Anonymous No.16804692]

>>16804686
Tumblr is mostly a visual medium and I cannot into drawing

[Anonymous No.16804721]

I'm not good at anything, not smart, not creative, and I'm an ugly weirdo with autism. Where do I go from here?

[Anonymous No.16804729]

I see what's coming but I still put the mask on.

[Anonymous No.16804821]

>>16804721
Same. Just try to enjoy the time you have left, honestly. Tomorrow I'm gonna spend the whole day reading, the day after that I'm going to fuck an escort, on Monday I'm going to buy some potted plants.

[Anonymous No.16804825]

>The discord message I just sent her:

Your question to me the other day about “how many girls do you actually talk to” yesterday got me thinking about a lot of things and I just want to get them down on paper before I mess things up, by which I mean before my autism fucks things up.

I’m somewhat hesitant to tell you these things because of how pathetic they will make me seem, but here I go. You are the first girl I’ve been romantically involved with. You asked me how many other girls I talk to and it made me laugh because not only are you the only girl I really talk to, you’re my first real “friend who is a girl” and that’s kinda fucking sad isn’t it? Twenty-Seven years old and he’s still struggling to talk to women, isn’t that so fucked up? How did he get so far into life being this stupid and social awkward? It’s a question I ask myself all the time, wondering how I’ve gone so long with being this dumb.

But that’s why it worried me when you asked me how many other girls I was talking to like I talk to you. Because the answer to that is zero. You’re so special to me and I feel like I’m not making you feel that special if I make you ask questions like that. It worries me and makes me wonder what I should be doing instead of what I am doing. So I just wanted to get this out and make sure you understand that I’m really fucking stupid and that you should drop me if this upsets you, because I’m in my late twenties and I’m probably not able to change anymore. This is who I am.

I love you, sorry for bothering you with such a stupidly long post.

[Anonymous No.16804847]

>>16804825
Is she your internet gf? christ, I mean it's good you're being honest but still

[Anonymous No.16804855]

>>16804825
oh boy you have made a mistake

[Anonymous No.16804857]

>>16804847
She is and I think it is better I was honest than to allow her any further delusion. She hasn't responded yet, seems she isn't only.

[Anonymous No.16804862]

>>16804855

[Anonymous No.16804865]

>>16803588
BASED

[Anonymous No.16804904]

>>16804721
For someone to love you, you must first love yourself. Study, learn, practice and be thoughtful, remember it's okay to try new things and challenge your mindset, leave mistakes and flaws behind and just try again, do not ruminate on your past too much, just keep going with the right attitude. Erect yourself beautifully and keep your feet moving.

Try writing good things with clear-sighted intent, let your emotions flow to achieve understanding.
Write sweetness, you will see the thoughts spilling out of the page and becoming part of you.
Happy forgiveness, the warmth of a prose's embrace, your bitterness and self-hate will melt.
Type with gentleness, it's the most simple yet pleasant way to reward others and yourself.

Write about what you love, you can do, the words are in your mind, just let them out.
Leave cynicism behind you, do not be ashamed of feelings, you will not regret it.
Express positivity's light, slay all fears, and even if you shed tears, it's for the best.
To break the ennui of everyday existence, you need to spill out your feelings, do not hold back.

Cliché platitudes like these are not an armor to keep the storm outside from wetting us red, but an instant flinch that we must digest while we let the slow action of thought and action do its work, building up the electricity of positivity. Apathy and anger are a thought-constructs, simple as that.
Do not fret, sadness rages within all, it's just the funny way we store up the willpower to explode on a whim, but write happy thoughts and let it spill out in song, watch as the happy fervor expands and shifts, that returns to you, becoming part of a flourishing impulse of your identity.

[Anonymous No.16804910]

>>16804721
yeah same bruh. don't know what to tell you. you can engage in a bunch of surrogate activities to distract yourself i guess

[Anonymous No.16804939]

>>16804904
>For someone to love you, you must first love yourself
So nobody loves him? Harsh.

[Anonymous No.16804966]

>>16804939
It is harsh, isn't it? But torturing yourself with self-hating thoughts and negative words is simply a bad habit you have to break out of, treat yourself kindly, putting yourself down is not humility and sorryism won't make others feel better about you or more likely to engage with you. Be positive for you are the driver of your future, choose to drive it forwards and make better sentences, make your world a better place by becoming a better person, write down the words and watch them resonate, do not be ashamed and do not be chained.

[Anonymous No.16805002]

>>16804966
What about his mom, maybe she loves him.

[Anonymous No.16805017]

>>16803131
I'm going on my first date in 3 years this weekend with a girl I had a crush on when I was growing up. We've recently reconnected and realized that we have a ton in common as adults. I never really ever considered back then that she would ever be interested in me, but here she is, living in the same city as me, inviting me out with her friends and accepting my invitation to dinner and drinks, something I didn't even expect myself to ask. I was just overwhelmed by her. Everything I liked about her as a person has only grown more prominent with age. She is smarter, more ambitious, effortlessly kind to everyone she meets. I should be so excited.

Except all I feel is dread. Because in my last 3 sexual experiences, my dick has refused to keep it up. I've quit porn and tried to create healthier habits, but what if it's too late for me? I'm barely in my mid-twenties. I feel like a freak. And I'm terrified that if it happens again, I'm going to ruin this chance. It just feels so unfair. Why should I have to deal with this now just because I was tricked into thinking that porn was "good for you"? How was I supposed to know? I was just a stupid kid.

Why did they do that to me. I was just a stupid kid.

[Anonymous No.16805035]

>>16805002
With this site we have the opportunity to express our thoughts without filtering them down, so why limit yourself to destructive thoughts about people you may never meet? Remember to be nice, the cycle of negativity is not freedom, here in this anonymous setting you can freely leave the cage of your heart to explore. Dispel the bitter dissonance and abuse to build a flower that seems to bloom, grow and become part of you. I know it sounds gay but all the words you write have an effect on yourself, be mindful of your life.

[Anonymous No.16805047]

>>16804825
you will regret sending this, one day or another. whether she tells you the truth or not, this is going to make her very uncomfortable and she will want to distance herself.

[Anonymous No.16805057]

>>16805035
>>16805002
As for his mom, if he does have a mom then naturally positivity also applies here, it's also hard to love others when you don't love yourself, so you must help yourself first and then be able to help others. In general I don't really think negative interferences are very helpful to anyone, they lead to bad thoughts and if that becomes the thing that defines you then you are simply a willfully miserable and unhappy person and I'm saying this as someone who used to be bitter and self-defeating.

[Anonymous No.16805059]

>>16804825
You're going through too many things at once and it's not fair to you. This won't make sense to you right now but don't put everything on your relationship with this girl. It's fairly likely she will cuck you, literally or figuratively, and because you are inexperienced you won't know how to deal with it and you will make yourself even more vulnerable to her abusing the power she has over you. Believe it or not, it might be an even worse thing in the long run if the relationship goes a long way and you end up being close, because that will make you dependent on it.

Keep your sense of self as you explore this e-relationship. That's probably meaningless advice from where you are right now but try to remember it if everything goes to hell. It's never as bad as you think. If you ever end up being heartbroken and confused by your first internet relationship as an inexperienced guy, remember, you'll be okay. Have faith in that fact.

A lot of these women are very very damaged, some are downright evil. Maybe yours isn't. But a lot of them are. Keep your wits about you.

Don't feel like you have to submit yourself for people's approval. No matter how goofy or inexperienced you are, you are deserving of love and respect anon. No one is entitled to your love. You do not have to feel grateful that someone lets you be around them. Good lovers are good friends. You should never feel like you are "working" or "earning" someone's attention or presence. Relationships are ALWAYS mutual partnerships. Remember that. Any relationship not founded on mutual respect and desire is not real.

Discord girls are almost always going to end badly. I will stop short of telling you not to experiment. But keep your wits about you and never lose your self-respect.

[Anonymous No.16805077]

>>16805017
Stay off the porn. You may be really anxious in the bedroom like me, make sure you're really comfortable with and trust her(and like her as a person) before you do any of the s*x

[Anonymous No.16805086]

This year passed really dang quickly didn't it?

[Anonymous No.16805106]

Holy shit.

[Anonymous No.16805115]

>>16805086
You know, I was going to say you're crazy, but in some ways, it really did. It's weird to think about, but this has been both the longest and shortest year of my fucking life.

[Anonymous No.16805138]

>>16804308
Writing positivity is the best way to change yourself. Your own words will spill over you like paint.
The interior flesh that encapsulates a soul will crumble and your life will reveal, words translated from an earthly emptiness to an eternal space around you.
Mind and heart are one thing, your inner voice is affected by how you outwardly live.
Your words will instruct your fate, gently glide through earnest attempts of happiness and you will perceive your own glow.
The thoughts will form in your mind together with the words upon your fingers, in your time of alienation, you need to discover your way back to happiness.

[Anonymous No.16805144]

>>16805106
It's a revolution, Johnny!

[Anonymous No.16805298]

>>16803588

[Anonymous No.16805316]

i love molly so much
i would shoot a politician for her

[Anonymous No.16805319]

>>16803131
New album when?

[Anonymous No.16805329]

>>16805086
yeah these "quarantine" days seem really short and characterless, which is weird because it hasn't really changed my life that much. i think maybe it has shrunk a sense of possibility that made the days feel larger. i no longer plan too far ahead in the future because i have no idea if it will be interrupted or not.

[Anonymous No.16805386]

Say I've paid to spend 2 hours with an escort, and I've ordered food to be delivered one hour in. Announcing a snack break I ask if she wants to share. Would this be considered quirky and charming, or autistic and off putting?

[Anonymous No.16805412]

>>16803131
For those who have been wondering, yes, my boss continues his campaign of targeted harassment against me for frequenting blue boards. Another day goes by where my job is at risk (my union status remains pending due to an absence of workers at the union office— unintended casualty of coronavirus). I am his “little blue meanie” and his “Lenny” (it took me awhile to realize he reversed the unique letters of the blue board domain— channel.org instead of Chan.org and reversed them). He has power over me.

[Anonymous No.16805420]

>>16805386
Who gives a shit. I don't mean that in a dehumanizing "she's a hooker" way I mean that in a "you do you, homie" way.
If she's not a crazy bitch she'll probably be a little flattered or grateful that you'd offer her food. The John as the villain is a stereotype but not all Johns would offer a hooker some food. It might be a nice reprieve from her usual clientele .

[Anonymous No.16805502]

>>16805420
In the case that she's not hungry, would it be (more) demeaning to ask her to keep sucking while I munch down on a burger?

[Anonymous No.16805534]

>>16805502
Depends how you go about it. If you do it with levity and make her laugh then you're all good.
I wouldn't force a joke if you don't come up with a good one on the spot. More like a coy smile while you ask and ask in a "Well, if you're not gonna eat this burger how about you keep snacking on my sausage?" kind of way.
It's all about the delivery and whether or not you give a shit what she thinks.

[Anonymous No.16805539]

>>16805502
Also, you're paying her. It's best not to be rapey about it, but you have paid her for her 'services' and if she doesn't provide then she hasn't done her job.

[Anonymous No.16805558]

>>16805534
>Well, if you're not gonna eat this burger how about you keep snacking on my sausage?

[Anonymous No.16805563]

>>16805534
That line made me cringe desu. I've met her once before btw, she knows I have literal autism, she does as well. I had a wicked thought, which I luckily rejected immediately, but if/when they ring the bell (since the virus they just leave it outside, but they're inconsistent on whether to let you know), I'd go ''oh right, I invited a couple of friends over, hope you don't mind''.

[Anonymous No.16805576]

black guys online seem to be some of the most blackpilled people ever
i've met some from 4chan and come across others on other platforms, and holy christ, they depress me even as a slav

[Anonymous No.16805579]

I remember being less than ten years old and thinking that I wanted to be great.

[Anonymous No.16805583]

Here's a picture of my cat

[Anonymous No.16805591]

>>16805563
It's more about the delivery and how you go about it. If you have literal autism that might be a problem but as long as it's not done in a demeaning way you should be fine. If she's a hooker she's probably seen and done much worse.
If she has literal autism too then just be honest. Honesty being the best policy isn't just a meme. People often respond well to it.
>''oh right, I invited a couple of friends over, hope you don't mind''
Since that's a "gotcha" kind of joke it could go wrong. Safest bet is to go the honest route.

[Anonymous No.16805603]

>>16805591
what if I say they forgot the dip and ask if I can dip the nugget in her pussy juice

[Anonymous No.16805606]

Inflammed brain by the pulse of time
swelling with chemicals
burst forth in my third eye
remind me about the future like its time for taking pills
if only i could take my eyes away
hear see speak feel and taste no evil
only focus on the self
focus on self being good
apologize to the past for the failure of tomorrow
swallow my fear
despite how it tastes
how it looks
how it feels
how it smells
a grave plot is the only land you pay once for.
the coin your hopes that it mattered in some way.
Hold back the tears, hold back the anger, hold back insanity, hold back the things that invade me.
Swell and swell and swell
till an orgasm makes me a new person and I forget everything that happened.

[Anonymous No.16805612]

>>16805603
It's so crazy it just might work.

[Anonymous No.16805633]

>>16804692
Just write your psychotic ramblings in colour pencils and doodle when you feel like it. Take photos and shoe them to the worldwide internets. Go on, become the next Blake. You know God wants you to, it's why he told you things.

[None !sex0lQafxY No.16805894]

>>16803588
I have something for you, its called a zen walk. Its when you go out for a walk, and instead of planning a route or a destination, you pick a color, say yellow. And then you follow yellow where it takes you. You see a yellow streetsign and you turn into the street it was on, you see a yellow car and you turn into the alley of the side of the curb the car was on.

The purpose is to make the walk challenging and engaging.

[Anonymous No.16805987]

>>16805412
Maybe just don't browse 4channel at work, or at least on your phone?

[Anonymous No.16805997]

The stubble on my face hurts. I am on a ketogenic diet and it feels terrible, this doesn't seem remotely sustainable. Black people are niggers.

[Anonymous No.16806663]

You want to know why there is no racial solidarity amongst whites?
That's because the Aryan spirit is inherently meritocratic.
Picture a white owned business in need of a position as a coder. There's two applicants: a white guy with a highschool diploma and an Asian guy with a bachelor's. The business is going to choose the Asian because he is better qualified. The white guy isn't going to receive the position just because he has the same skin color as the business owner.
This is why European societies have flourished in comparison to tribalistic or nepotistic societies. Contrast the Arabs and their abysmal military performance in recent times. This is due to the fact that the generals who get promoted are brothers or cousins of the top brass. Promotion is therefore based not on merit, but familial relation. Hence why their militaries are so incompetent.
Now while the Aryan spirit might be meritocratic, it's also really naive.
Whites presuppose that we live in a meritocratic society when this is obviously not the case. They believe that everyone is "playing by the rules" when the other races are not.
You can clearly see this with Jews: unlike whites, they promote their own, at the expense of more talented gentiles. This can be seen in Hollywood, journalism, etc.
This is bad for society. Nepotism and tribalism don't select based on merit, and hence performance suffers. It leads to stagnation in the arts for example, as the endless sequels, remakes and reboots in film. The same tired themes of race and gender are rehashed in the publishing industry, for it is not on merit, but rather race or sex that an author gets published or not.
Whites have to wake up. It goes against our meritocratic instincts but they are going to have to start favoring their own because the other races are not going to play by the rules. But maybe they won't.
The Aryan spirit is too fair and noble for its own good

[Anonymous No.16806685]

I passed up my chance but now I remember it every time I see her
I didn't even want her and I knew it wouldn't work and it still feels like this

[Anonymous No.16806689]

>>16806663
100% unmitigated sophistry

[Anonymous No.16806716]

But if the assailant was coming from the front and struck the left side of the man's head, then how can he not be right-handed? One man's left is on the same side as the other man's right.

[Anonymous No.16807023]

>thread with 30 answers +
>make a post
>wait for a few hours
>thread just dies with no further posts

Every. Fucking. Time. Why does this keep happening to me? Is it something about my posts?please don't let this thread die after this post it would make me crazy as I know all the 'write what's on your mind' threads normally hit bump limit

[Anonymous No.16807044]

>>16807023
here you go fren, here's your (you)
it's because /lit/ has become faster and thus more shitty

[Anonymous No.16807128]

>>16804721
You came to the right place!

[Anonymous No.16807238]

What is the point of Twitter "fleets"? Anything you "fleet" is still going to be archived and used against for cyberbullying and harassment aka cancel-culture, so what the fuck is the point? Dumb feature from a moron CEO.

[Anonymous No.16807268]

anon why did you just delete your Twitter post,and what are fleets

[Anonymous No.16807685]

>>16805059
>you are deserving of love and respect anon.
Not saying this isn't true for that particular anon, but it's certainly not a universal truth for everyone out there. Some people deserve hate and disgust.

[Anonymous No.16807728]

>>16807685
You meant
>most people

[Anonymous No.16807740]

>>16803131
benis.
tee hee...

[Anonymous No.16807784]

>>16805017
Chances are good that there's more at work than just porn here. Keep a level head and stay calm, nerves and overthinking things will kill an erection in an instant. Drink a little bit if it helps you stay loose, but don't get wasted.

[Anonymous No.16807798]

i wonder what happen lads, people were so happy back then, they thought of the future with hope, faith and joy, they were thinking of a future in which humanity conquers the stars, finds cures for diseases and reaches a high level of technology and knowledge, now they think of the future with horror, without hope, aka doomer bullshit

[Anonymous No.16807815]

>>16807798
They were naive. Also there were plenty of "doomers" back then, pessimistic sci-fi really emerged in the 60s and 70s.

[Anonymous No.16807890]

It's surprisingly easy to troll /d/.

[Anonymous No.16807936]

>>16807890
keep in mind that as you gaze into the /d/, the /d/ gazes also into you. if you're not careful, one day you'll suddenly find yourself stroking it to tentacled futas

[Anonymous No.16808170]

>>16807936

[Anonymous No.16808257]

>>16807798
they were filled with 'hope, faith and joy' as they simultaneously were polluting their environments, exploiting the impoverished both in their own societies and those across the world, and generally, as >>16807815 notes, were being naïve to all of these - to be frank - atrocities occurring right under their noses.

Now we have the opposite. People are overexposed to the atrocities, and they are numb, rather than simply unknowing.

[Anonymous No.16808279]

The reflection of my computer screen on my glasses has been bothering me lately. I haven't changed either of them, so I don't know why my brain is picking on this now on this shit when it didn't use to. I feel like my life is one constant train of petty annoyances one after the other. Not bad enough to be considered OCD, but I realize that this way of thinking isn't normal nor healthy, and I have become more prone to irritability as a result.

[Anonymous No.16808330]

https://youtu.be/LHeko8alGlE

i'm falling in love with someone i've been nuding and talking with but never saw his face
it's weird and i don't know what to do with that

[Anonymous No.16808335]

Imagine being black. Imagine having one shot at life, and you are born black. Not white, not yellow. Not even brown.
Black.
You get out of your mother's womb, look around and what you see despairs you. Not a pink, delicate vagina, no, but instead a massive purple hole surrounded by fat covered by disgusting black skin.
And then you realize you're fucked for life.
You grow up disgusted by your own existence. You see the white boys and you want to be like them. You see the white girls and you want to fuck them.
But you do not deserve it.
You are the lowest form of human existence. Your existence is a sin in itself.
And you know it.
You go through life pretending to be normal. Pretending, like you're scared that people will point out that you're black. Scared to act black, to look black. Scared to exist black.
You try to fit in with the white people, and they are nice to you. Pity, you think, the only thing they feel about me is pity. Pity and maybe disgust. They treat you kindly because they know you are desperate for affection, desperate to be seen as a normal human. Desperate to not be black. And they pity you, and you take in the pity because it's the best you'll ever get. They treat you kindly through pity but they never let you feel like you're part of them. They always keep you kinda far.
They are nice to you, but they are also disgusted by you. Why? Because you're black.
You look at your family, living in a shitty house in a shitty neighbourhood. You look at your two year old brother.
Disgusting fucking monkey, you think. His skin is so dark that when he's laying on his cradle you almost think that there's a trash bag in there.
Well, in the end that what's he is. Trash, just like all the other niggers. Just like you.
And you live in a shitty neighbourhood full of other niggers. You wish you could live in a comfy suburb, with your wife and kids. All white, of course.
But this will never happen to you, because from the moment you came out of the purple hole you mother carries in between her legs, you knew you were doomed for life.
No white women will ever want to raise your children. They will never marry you. They will, at most, fuck you because of some dumb fetish and then dump you like the disposable subhuman you are.
Because you're black, and you don't deserve anything good in life.
Imagine being black. Kinda cringe

[Anonymous No.16808354]

>>16806663
you're a gay bitch and i hope you fall into a well

[Anonymous No.16808360]

>>16808330
nice song.
also define "nuding".
i got curious

[Anonymous No.16808391]

>>16808335
I HATE NIGGERS I FUCKING HATE THEM AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK NIGGEEEEEEEEEERS FUCK THEM FUCK ALL OF THEM AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD0UASEJUER90GFR90GJURIOTJIO34TRHJUIO34HTIO4HJDHWEMHRWEJERIGERGHERIOGJEROHGERUIOHERUIOHGUERIHPGERUIPHGERUIGHERIUFHIERUHGUIERHGUIERHGURIEHTUERHTIOERGHIOTRHY890YUT69034YUT34NDJK FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK NEGROEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESD AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[Anonymous No.16808556]

>>16808335
>>16808391
Sex. Have it.

[Anonymous No.16808570]

>tfw you've become religious, but an old gay friend from before keeps sending you pro-gay propaganda
we lived together for a year (non-gayly) and are pretty close. not sure what to do here

[Anonymous No.16808589]

>>16803725
Great song, thanks for linking with the lyrics.

[Anonymous No.16808627]

>>16808570
have sex with him

[Anonymous No.16808662]

nigger jannies deleted my post fucking niggers

[Anonymous No.16808664]

The willingness of some people to live in abject mediocrity both astonishes me and repulses me

[Anonymous No.16808667]

>>16808664
I love mediocrity

[Anonymous No.16808679]

>>16808667
Nah being a dumb fat nigga who works at a McDonald's at age 35 is kinda lame

[Anonymous No.16808796]

>>16808662
I reported you. Disgusting racist.

[Anonymous No.16808797]

Over the past few days I've been going through all my old notebooks looking for worthwhile ideas. The oldest ones are from my junior year of high school. I thought that my personality and inclinations had remained more or less constant since then, but looking back at stuff I wrote when I was 16, 18, even 20, I scarcely recognize the person I was. Reading over my journal entries, I'm shocked not only by the depth of my misery and rage but also by its generic nature. I seemed to spend most of my time either sad, angry, confused, or some combination of the three, and the cause (if related at all) was always the most trifling of perceived slights. I do not remember feeling this way, and I wonder at what point I found the relative serenity that I had assumed I always possessed. I recall no turning point. There was no defining event or grand revelation, and when I search through my memory I find only a succession of small victories and humiliations, none of them momentous in their own right but apparently adding up to a total change in personality over time. I eventually gave up on journaling with any regularity, deciding that it was a waste of time and would not ever be worth reading. In that respect I was right, but it is kind of nice to have a snapshot of who I was and how I thought even if it shows that I was a bitter and loathsome young man.

And then there's the fiction, the poetry, and later on the songs. My earliest writings are universally trash, and I probably thought as much at the time because most of them are unfinished. There are some early versions of ideas that I ended up fleshing out into better works, and there are others that I never finished or barely started and still occasionally toy with. Almost everything worthwhile I remembered on my own. It wasn't until I was in my mid-20s that I finally was able to write something that might, with work, be worth reading. I saved it all, probably around 200 handwritten pages of vague ideas, songs, short fiction, and novel fragments (I never managed to write a good poem), and intend to burn the rest. I was a little worried about going through all this stuff, because I've seen anons say that they read their old writing and realize that they used to be brighter and more creative and articulate, or at least happier. But it feels good to know that I've actually improved over the last 13 years.

[Anonymous No.16808801]

>>16808570
Don't let religion ruin a friendship. He's not trying to fuck YOU, is he? Then it's not your problem.

[Anonymous No.16808804]

>>16808679
That's waaaay below mediocre

[Anonymous No.16808807]

>>16808796
HATE TRUMPS HATE
wait, what?

[Anonymous No.16808823]

>>16808570
Don’t be so insecure in your beliefs, fag.

[Anonymous No.16808860]

> Such has been the history of the agitation for “women’s rights,” as they are sophistically called in this country. A few years ago this movement was the especial hobby of a few old women of both sexes, who made themselves the laughing-stock of all sane people by the annual ventilation of their crotchet. Their only recruits were a few of the unfortunates whom nature or fortune had debarred from those triumphs and enjoyments which are the natural ambition of the sex, and who adopted this agitation as the most feasible mode of expressing their spitefulness against the successful competitors.

-1871

What could be funnier than the fact the phenomenon of liberal feminists being bitter and unattractive people seeking revenge is now known to be at least 150 years old?

[Anonymous No.16808879]

how many readers notice bad prose? hardly any. people don't have ears. i'm not saying that i have, nor that i can write – that much is obvious –, but this much i do understand: that hardly anyone is interested in good prose. maybe you will find one out of a hundred readers who understands even a rudimentary part of the subject. you better don't ask him too many questions, otherwise you will be disappointed even with this one special case out of a hundred. and what is the reward you get as a writer for beautiful prose? "oh, that's beautifully written," says the sensible reader and opens his penny dreadful novel, his comic book again. how many people are there today who are decadent enough to enjoy beautiful prose for its own sake? fu fu fu, it simply disgusts me.

[Anonymous No.16808892]

My suicidal depression got replaced by hedonistic consumerism. I don't know what's worse.

[Anonymous No.16808895]

>>16808879
Everyone can sense bad prose even if they can't vocalize it. Shitty prose is like a broken accordion trying to play a violin solo.

[Anonymous No.16808907]

>>16808796
Lol shut up nerd. Go read some gay nigga shit like Sartre or Harry Potter you friggin fag.

[Anonymous No.16808926]

>>16808797
>relative serenity
So you're content? I don't know what that is like. I was plagued 15 years ago and still everything sucks. The suffering is not as sharp and stinging as it used to be, but nothing improved or got easier. To me, that's life.

[Anonymous No.16808969]

>>16807798
Neither puppyish optimism or fatalistic pessimism toward the future are warranted, although I think it's fair to recognize we are currently in a state of steady decline. The world will always be stubborn and unyielding in its insistence that it be as mundane as possible.

[Anonymous No.16808973]

>>16808860
Same applies for incels to be fair.

[Anonymous No.16808994]

taking a shit in your mouth, bitch
taking a- taking a shit in your mouth, yah
smelling like shit in your house, yuck
taking a wha- taking an uh
taking a taking a shit in your mouth, bitch

[Anonymous No.16808998]

>>16808926
>So you're content?
Yeah, I suppose you could call it that. Most of the time I enjoy life, I'm confident in my abilities as both a person and an artist, I feel at home in the world even if I don't like what's happening in it. Like I said, I don't know when this shift happened, and had I not read in my own handwriting how shitty I used to feel all the time I wouldn't have believed it.

[Anonymous No.16809016]

MY POWER GROWS

[Anonymous No.16809031]

i don't understand people's obsession with prose.

[Anonymous No.16809047]

meditation seems like such bullshit peddled by kooks who also believe in shit like healing crystals and feng sei.

[Anonymous No.16809065]

>>16808879
Bad prose will get me to stop reading faster than any other factor. In fact, good prose will often carry me along if I have little to no interest in the subject

[Anonymous No.16809193]

I am reading through the Sound and the Fury for the first time. Quentin's section originally didn't make sense to me, so I started the chapter over. Now that I understand its structure, I'm starting to see the genius behind it. I haven't had this much fun reading in a while.

[Anonymous No.16809225]

>>16808801
>>16808823
yea fair enough

[Anonymous No.16809239]

>>16809193
Great book, the whole thing is so brilliantly composed. Not a wasted word.

[Anonymous No.16809241]

>>16803131
Thanks /lit/ 2013-2015, I'm hopping off the train but it was fun with you guys

[Anonymous No.16809278]

>>16809239
I'm starting to piece things together, but I have this overwhelming sense of dread that something fucked up is going to happen. It's been an incredibly ominous read, but still a masterpiece.

[Anonymous No.16809548]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I HATE WRIIIITIIIIIIIING

[Anonymous No.16809568]

>>16803783
basé et rougepillulé

[Anonymous No.16809688]

>>16803131
I want to read about a really fucked up psychosexual relationship, but it's happy and loving, especially if they're sharing a body.

[Anonymous No.16809710]

>>16804865
>BondBurger
>Spyburger
>Spymac
>Bondmac...
>J-jamesburgered...
>g-g-gunmac...
>g-gun... m-man... b-b-burger...

[Anonymous No.16809759]

I have absolutely no desire to be in a relationship. A girl I know asked me to go on a date with her next week. I said yes but I'm dreading it. She is nice and pretty, but I just don't want to be in a relationship with her or anyone.
Anyone else feel like this? I have always felt this way. When I was a teenager, I started to think I was gay because I had no interest in going out with a woman, but I'm definitely not gay. I sort of wonder whether I'm just absolutely terrified of commitment, or I haven't found "the one". I haven't even watched porn in years, but maybe the damaged has already been done.
All I want to do is stay at home alone, read and study, and I don't feel guilty for that, nor do I care what people think about how I chose to spend my free time. People seem to like me, but I wish I was invisible so no one would talk to me.

[Anonymous No.16809801]

>>16809759
All applies to me too except I'm a total degenerate. I'm horny as all fuck, but something compels me to be alone.
It's strange and I'm a bundle of contradictions. I don't know what the fuck I am.
>People seem to like me, but I wish I was invisible so no one would talk to me.
Amen. Doesn't help that I became attractive after high school and I get attention now. I used to wish I was good looking so girls would notice me more, but it's a case of be careful what you wish for.
I just want to be left alone, but I hate feeling lonely. It's weird.

[Anonymous No.16809817]

>>16809688
If it's happy and loving then why is it fucked up

[Anonymous No.16809819]

>>16809759
then build your relationship around something that isn't about commitment or finding "the one"

it looks like you're against the general view what a relationship is about, while a lot of room for interpretation and free thinking exists

[Anonymous No.16809964]

>>16809710
I read the first 10 chapters of this a few months back but then dropped it because I was bored. Does it pick up later? If it does, then I'll pick it up again because I'm the "God I wish a cute girl would beat me up" poster and such things interest me

[Anonymous No.16810056]

>>16805576
why

[Anonymous No.16810081]

>>16810056
because they're black. get it?

[Anonymous No.16810093]

>>16809964
Dangerously based image.
Hard to find a good woman who can fuck you up, and I don't necessarily mean this in a physical sense. I want a woman who fucks me back, you know? That cutesy "teehee it would be terrible if someone took advantage of me hehe" type of woman disgusts me. I don't want to be catered to. I don't want to feel like an asshole or a rapist or a bully. I want some fight and friction.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fkKScjqb5aE

[Anonymous No.16810150]

>>16809801
Have you ever tried prostitutes? I wouldn't do it myself but some people swear by it.
Same for me about becoming attractive after high school. Do you ever feel like if you don't enter a relationship now that you're going to regret it later or miss out? Sometimes I do but almost immediately reject it when I think for even 5 seconds about the reality of being with someone.
>>16809819
I don't think a relationship is about finding "the one" at all, but surely commitment should be part of it ideally? What do you think a relationship is about?

[Anonymous No.16810277]

>>16810150
Haven't tried them and I don't think I ever will. If they don't genuinely want me then it's a no go. Without mutual interest I find the whole thing rapey and that bores me.
Maybe I should never say never and someday I might find the right hooker and be desperate and lonely enough to pull the trigger but despite being tempted many times by willing free girls I've always backed out.
Same, every urge is always followed by forethought and I see everything going wrong before it even happens. I'm too damaged to date a normal girl on the streets. I guess I'm holding out for 'the one' but I don't know if that exists. That 1 in a billion girl I actually feel comfortable with and can be open about everything and she can be open with me. There needs to be a frequency match and a connection but I've found that extremely hard to find.
I do regret, and don't regret, a lot of the missed opportunities, but, amor fati. It's made me who I am. Cliche as it is, things are as they should be. The lonely path might be what we're made for. I don't know, man.

[Anonymous No.16810432]

Why do I stop myself from writing even though I really want to do it? Is it because I'm scared? Because I lack confidence? Because I'm lazy? Because I never built the habit? I just keep asking myself questions, thinking and feeling, and never doing. I wish I knew why I feel so terribly paralyzed.

[Anonymous No.16810457]

Pretty much everyone is in agreement that internet culture is bad for you. Yet too many get caught on the what rather than the how of it. It is indeed bad for your mental health to be constantly exposed to all the negative messaging, hostility and bad news on the internet and to engage in "doomscrolling." But it's not just the content that is bad for you, it is how it is presented.
The fleeting, staccato, fragmentary, rapid onrush of internet content creates a perpetual state of heightened "always on" alertness. It leads to a state of overstimulated distraction and the fragmentation of attention. What is more, you mind is filled with memories about things it doesn't need to know. This leads to a buildup of mental junk.
Combined with all the negativity of internet culture--the public shaming, the trolling, the nasty arguments between total strangers-- the scattered, incoherent way it transmits content can really scramble your brains.

Apps like Tiktok in particular seem to be perfect for brain scrambling, given the brevity of the content and the rapid uptake it's designed to promote.

[Anonymous No.16810486]

>>16810093
Glad you agree but that doesn't really answer my question. Does Teppuu get good?

[Anonymous No.16810497]

>>16810486
Don't know. I've never read it, sorry. Just wanted to rant about how I want a stronk gf.

[Anonymous No.16810570]

Why do women exist anyway

[Anonymous No.16810586]

>>16810570
Because otherwise the Iliad would be considerably less heterosexual

[Anonymous No.16810588]

They imagine themselves rebels in the rocks, skulking the marshlands but they wake up in the same bed, open their techcorp data collection device, parroting this week's slogan

[Anonymous No.16810615]

>>16810586
The Iliad would have been reduced to a firm handshake and quick handjob after the gods watched a battle
The contrast and complications of women's actions and interference makes achilleus' whiny gay tragedy possible

[Anonymous No.16810899]

>>16803553
currently in uni but thinking of dropping out And getting some dead end job to at least be able to enjoy consumerism as i enjoy absolutely nothing currently

[Anonymous No.16810929]

Putting any amount of faith into any mass of people is the stupidest thing you can do as a human.

[Anonymous No.16810949]

>>16805534
>Well, if you're not gonna eat this burger how about you keep snacking on my sausage?

[Anonymous No.16811068]

I’m a schizoid autist with mutism. Only talk to people I feel safe with. I have empathy issues. I get attached to people and my ocd keeps me thinking about them. When I worked in the poorer areas people with nothing would cry as they sobered up and would say they were loyal. Sometimes I feel like talking but I think “if I talk now I have to talk again later.” They’ll start to expect friendly conversations. I may be intrusive or overshare. But then other times I miss social clues and don’t know when I’m supposed to talk or not. I know a lot and I’m a good speller but I’ll rarely offer my help if it’s a large crowd.

[Anonymous No.16811735]

>>16808796
KILL YOURSELF JAMAL YOU REPORTED ME BECAUSE YOU KNOW EVERYTHING I SAID IS TRUE
YOUR LIFE DOESN'T MATTER

[Anonymous No.16812049]

>>16806663
how does it feel to be 14?

[Anonymous No.16812066]

>>16804091
post your twitter account so i can judge if you're embarrassing.

[Anonymous No.16812069]

I have no idea what comes next but if it requires doing stuff it's probably not going to happen

[Anonymous No.16812108]

>>16809710
secretly pounded

[Anonymous No.16812124]

I just don't know anymore guys.

[Anonymous No.16812197]

Call me narcissistic, but the only judgements I trust these days have been processed through my inner monolog. That is to say, I don't take my own thoughts for the truth, nor do I exclude external observations and data. But I generally disregard every judgement I read and hear. When it's important to me I will import it in my inner monolog in a way that suits me. This way I'm completely untouchable. Pyrrhonism allows me to fully embrace this practice.

[Anonymous No.16812277]

>>16804865
explain

[Anonymous No.16812287]

For the last 8 years my favorite thing to do has been laying down, closing my eyes, and just think. Think about something specific, letting my mind wander around, or imagine a scene does not matter - I just love laying in bed with my eyes closed more than anything, depressed or not depressed, it's just complete piece to me. My favorite time of the day is often right before sleep, when I don't have anything to do anymore other than sleep until next day. Sometimes I hope I don't fall asleep too fast.

[Anonymous No.16812320]

>>16812277
nvm i got it

[Anonymous No.16812324]

i'm starting to hate whores. how hard could it be? just close your legs goddamnit

[Anonymous No.16812356]

>>16810432
I used to ask myself the very same questions for years, but it was about sudoku. Then I saw that I'm just not ready to do it and it's pointless to dwell on these questions. You either do it or you don't. No argument or reason will be enough, you just know when it's time to push through and that's that. I feel like it's similar with writing. Or you try the Stephen King way of doing it, which is actually just doing it.

[Anonymous No.16812364]

>>16812320
explain

[Anonymous No.16812396]

>>16812364
no

[Anonymous No.16812417]

There is selfishness in planless actions, unrecorded processes that is.
If I assume the rule of governor and then I proceed to make positive changes, but don’t keep any record of how I made those changes or who takes on key responsibilities. Then I suddenly die. How will anyone ever be able to pick up where I left? Isn’t the lack of recorded due process(not the legal meaning but the literal meaning) a way to seed discomfort caos and a foundation for corruption?

I write this as I check on a multi page dashboard full of arbitrarily filled data sources. With tables full of results but no back data to be found.
I don’t know if the guy that was in charge of my current responsibilities didn’t know he could calculate results within the dashboard or if he had a more efficient way to manage his data with an external tool.

Any way. What a fucking asshole for just leaving and not recording some sort of instructions.

[Anonymous No.16812453]

I’ve been off Zoloft for a while. Quitted by lowering the dose by half but keeping the daily intake for a week and then just cutting it completely. I feel less complacent and more creative than before. But something feels off, I feel slightly light headed.

[Anonymous No.16812503]

>>16803131
I don't exist and I never will

[Anonymous No.16812580]

I need to find a new purpose in life. Every one of my hobbies has disappeared over the years and I've got nothing left to fill their places

[Anonymous No.16812708]

>>16805576
If your black and hang around 4chan, you realize that a good percentage of people, no matter where you go will see you as a theater attraction at best and a unfeeling sub human at worst, not that 4chan is the only place you'll get this confirmation.
If you want to be seen as a full human, it means that you'll have to jump through so many hoops to disprove whatever preconceived notion that people have about you due to media or other people, on top of people telling you your just whining racism doesn't exist. Its a very sobering reality that a lot of people can't cope with.

[Anonymous No.16812739]

>>16812708
i am a stereotypical /pol/ nazi and my racism is mostly ironic and a way of venting from all the bullshit i have to deal with from living around you know whats, but even despite all that i don't really hate you or think you're genetically inferior or anything man

not saying a lot of the people in this discourse aren't kkk level racists, but some of us at least just find it a funny way to vent our annoyance at how our entire lives are disrupted so that 13% of the population can cause 99% of the problems and consume 90% of the resources and constantly fucking whine about how they still need more and nothing is their fault. even after all the /pol/ stuff i still don't really instinctively blame that on your race, at that gut instinct level i still judge people as individuals to be honest

[Anonymous No.16812791]

So much of the battle of the sexes bullshit is peddled by neurotic middle class prudes who think they understand everybody else's sexuality better than they know their own. They have the same desires and urges as any other woman, but working class girls are a lot more honest about their sexualities. Why the discrepancy?

[Anonymous No.16812812]

>>16812739
But black people don't cause 99% of problems or consume that much resources. This is the problem I have with /pol/fags because a lot of your reasoning is completely irrational and based off of confirmation bias.

Also I'll agree with you that a lot of black people have a problem with owning up to our own faults but the blame is not misplaced, you have a whole country against your existence as a people up until maybe 30 years ago. That doesn't just go away overnight nor would the people that still hold onto those beliefs suddenly not do their best to fuck us over.

[Anonymous No.16812891]

animes are good study material for the artist. don't laugh at me. i know that the word anime triggers a certain reflex, also in me, a certain haughty warping of the lips. and it's not entirely a wrong feeling. but you can stand above something and still learn from it, especially as writers. by the way, it's not at all certain that we are above animes. from the mouths of lit-users, arrogance always seems particularly questionable. i could even imagine that we are far below animes and any other trash medium. it takes a very smart or very stupid head, but one who thinks he's very smart, to use a word like "trash medium".

but now to the matter at hand. when I write, i.e, if I imagine a scene in my imagination that I want to put down on paper, then I have to pick out a few impressions from the wealth of impressions that are available to me, those impressions that are particularly characteristic of what I want to tell. So there is a selection, a simplification of what was present in my imagination. it is quite impossible to put what one imagines on paper in such a way that everything can be found on the paper. writing means simplifying, making simple, i would almost like to say: dulling - of course the kind of dulling that comes with a clever attitude. the way the written is related to our imagination, the anime is related to the real film.

i want to give an example that immediately expresses everything that i wanted to say on the subject - i probably should have started with that, but fine. let's assume that a person is to be shown who is smiling. but how many types of smiles there are: ten thousand probably. and every good actor knows at least one hundred. the smile after a milk rice with cinnamon sugar on top is different from the one without cinnamon sugar - etc. these nuances, these finest movements, can be captured pretty accurately by a camera. but how many types of smiles are there in anime? hardly a handful. and it's quite natural. the effort to depict precise and fine movements is too high in anime - everything has to be made by hand (that's the crux of the matter). with film, the camera captures what's there, whereas with anime it's not there at all, so everything has to be done, it's all connected with work. to finish the matter off, and i'm afraid i wrote too long-winded from the beginning: you can learn from anime up to which point you can save yourself work, you can learn what is necessary to convey a generic smile – and you will hardly ever need something more than generic in your writing career, you probably should not even want more than generic, for you yourself are a generic mind, probably – i most definetely am. so, you will become a popular mediocre writer. and, well, if you want to be more than mediocre, you will find ways to put something great on the ground of this abstracted, condensed, simplified and stupid style.

[Anonymous No.16812903]

>>16812812
Some of this is cope you know. Im not white either, but I've only experienced true racism from blacks. The massive in grouping is the problem. Other immigrant groups managed to assimilate. Its only ever seemed to be American Blacks that refuse to even try nowadays. Even recently arrived Africans try to distance themselves from ghetto culture because of the obvious liabilities.

[Anonymous No.16812961]

>>16812708
You should read Ellison's Invisible Man. It's about a black guy who experiences every angle of the race divide in the US and goes on to conclude nearly everyone is retarded and resigns himself to smoking weed in a basement and stealing electricity in the end. Really the point is that no matter who he interacts with, he's only viewed as a sort of symbol and the implication is it happens with people of the same race but in different ways. For a time I really hated the anti-American attitude on 4chan, because I never identified with most kids growing up and manifested this into a detachment from America, as if I were born into the wrong country. When I went online and learned how much of the world really dislikes America, it should have made me glad since they shared my values, but in reality I was very upset since I was still American and they were talking about me whether I liked it or not. You can try all you'd like to reject that part of yourself, to feel "in it" with the "cultured" Euro cunts and be accepted, but this is hopeless, you'll never shed that self-loathing part of yourself and you'll continue feeling like shit whenever someone blanket insults your people. The only answer is to put yourself outside the situation. Stereotypes are based on reality but they don't exist in it. When someone calls you a nigger or a kike or something, getting mad is like accepting somebody else's label, as if you're voluntarily agreeing to identify with an insult. I don't get upset now when people shit on Americans because I don't actively identify as one even if it's entirely true. Letting it get to you is a tacit admission of the idea that it matters when it doesn't. In the end we're all just seeing one another through incomplete lenses. Most of us blindly accept whatever comes through. If you hold a little skepticism, you'll be doing better than most.

[Anonymous No.16813063]

“There is nothing more frightful than ignorance in action.”–Goethe,

It will be interesting to see how academics choose to interpret the Trump presidency after the fact. Although you will find no better analysis than in this humble post, dear reader.
On one level, it is indeed quite challenging to find an even-keeled, non-partisan, balanced analysis of Trump's tenure as president. Failure to do so is to fall prey to the very political polarities which he manipulated to come to power, polarizations which were already there long before he was elected and which there was no means within the establishment to address. Trump's rhetoric is intentionally designed to force you to pick a side, and so any attempt to moralize his behavior immediately cancels out any attempt to get at the truth behind his screens and obscurations.

The moment you morally label something, good or bad, you stop thinking about it. And this is why you cannot find any good analysis on Trump, save for a few rare precious sources, because everything that is said about him is motivated by power and not by truth.

What exactly, then, is the true meaning and ramification of Trump's presidency? The conclusions to take home are multiple. Personally I discount the whole narrative about creeping fascism. What Trump does expose is a critical faultiness in the American political system. He brings to light how much of a house of cards it is, while Democrats function to hide it. This is of inestimable value, even if it wasn't Trump's intention. He exposed the dysfunction for what it was. Which brings forward the possibility that, with the facts now exposed, something might be done about it.
Trump's rampant distortions of the truth, his assault on the media, his defiance of political correctness, and the whole gist of "post-truth" politics, is also a kind of stress test. He states the "other side", of the matter, bringing to light the fact that for purely subjective matters such as "which direction the country should go" there is no exact truth, there is only the will to believe. The epistemological warfare that Trump waged, intentionally or not, recalls, perhaps not coincidentally, Putin's strategies. It is revealing too that Democrats engaged in the exact same tactics, such as the series completely baseless conspiracies and rumors they used to attempt to discredit Trump.
Trump was a master of spin--he is antifragile: he gains from disorder. By distorting reality to such an extent, he shows precisely how much the government was capable of lying, so that future political liars will have a much harder time of it.
While I can only scratch the surface in this post, the general principle I am working towards is that despite his apparent simpleness and crudity, Trump symbolizes phenomena that far exceed and transcend him.

[Anonymous No.16813075]

>>16813063
Continued:
The sad fact is that you will not get any good analysis from mainstream academia, who serve an ideological function. He will be deemed *exsilium* and expunged from all records. The memory of him and whatever significance he might represent will be blotted out and consigned to the forbidden. The reason for this will be to cover up and hide the tracks of what Trump's presidency exposed.

[Anonymous No.16813095]

I think I've actually written something that is extremely good.

[Anonymous No.16813171]

>>16812961
I'll definitely give that a read. I "read" it in middle school and I definitely remember some of the stuff in the story that would lead to that conclusion.
>>16812903
Good job ignoring the fact that african americans have been actively sabotaged from 1863 to the late 1970s. Its fine if you hate me and my people but don't spout bullshit thinking your smart.

[Anonymous No.16813187]

>>16803131
suck me off now

[Anonymous No.16813258]

>>16813171
>Good job ignoring the fact that african americans have been actively sabotaged from 1863 to the late 1970s
Not him but you could say the same exact thing about whites but yet they persevere and still make a name for their selves today while niggers still blame everything but their selves. You're not as intellectual or as free as you think you are even

[Anonymous No.16813271]

>>16813063
>>16813075
This fucking drivel challenges nothing and informs no one. It would be indistinguishable from a Cathedral narrative in 2029.

[Anonymous No.16813287]

>>16813258
Who has actively sabotaged white people as a collective? not specific regional groups, a collective.

[Anonymous No.16813299]

>>16803131
I would say it's amazing how much people let their selves being influenced into accepting things that go against everything they stand for but it's not. It should have been obvious from the beginning of civilization how susceptible man is to things that sound sweet and soothing. It should have been obvious with Adam and Eve, and it was to some but not enough to significantly change society for the better. Their warnings went unheeded and they were persecuted unjustly for breaking the hypnosis of they were under. The victims fighting to protect their illusion of "peace" and "harmony". And they are truly delusions that never existed. Man was bred for eternal conflict and for eternal struggle but somewhere along the line he was castrated of those instincts, or worse, he ignored them. The summation of the left is that, being castrated of your survival instinct. Always has been and always will be no matter what name it takes or what mask it hides behind, whether it's bolshevism or socialism or democracy. It's always the same end goal. This is nothing new but a generational evil that has returned to attempt with a new people, a man made Hell on earth. But it won't be made unabated, it will be fought on every front. That is the human spirit after all, to fight and persevere. We'll make it through this. These are not hopeful word, just a simple promise. God is on our side and watching over us intently

[Anonymous No.16813301]

>>16813287
You hate white people but post one. Hypocrites to a fucking T. But you should already know that answer and no amount of obfuscation or shirking is going to change that answer.

[Anonymous No.16813309]

>>16813301
I knew you couldn't answer the question, and where did I say I hated white people? Also how is it hypocritical in the least to at least have disdain for people who think of you as less human and proudly proclaim their hate for you all the time?

[Anonymous No.16813324]

>>16813309
Oh fucking spare me the victim bullshit. Debating with a nigger or leftist is like having them latch onto you and leech your energy while they dumb you down with obfuscation and mental gymnastics. Every time and it's never an argument in good faith. It's just an attack on you for daring to disagree with their delusion. You're not the victim. You're not special. You're never made a name for yourselves in history besides destruction. You're a predator.

[Anonymous No.16813334]

>>16813324
You sound so mad for no reason. I like how your ignoring everything I'm saying while spouting off your /pol/nigger rhetoric.

[Anonymous No.16813347]

>>16813334
Thanks for proving my point you vampiric cunt.

[Anonymous No.16813366]

>>16813347
You're actually mentally ill. You're seething so hard that you can't read. So butt blasted that you can't even answer simple questions with you're superior white intellect.

[Anonymous No.16813378]

>>16813366
Come up with some new buzzwords because you're getting boring.

[Anonymous No.16813381]

>>16813378
Can you actually answer my questions?

[Anonymous No.16813397]

After about 4 bottles of beer
I finally feel myself based and redpilled

[Anonymous No.16813413]

>>16813258
Were you actively sabotaged? Did I actively sabotage you? No? Then shut up and stop dwelling on a past that didn't even happen to you. It's boring and gay and make you a whiny little baby.

[Anonymous No.16813415]

>>16813413
>>16813171

[Anonymous No.16813432]

>>16803131
I feel uneasy, but relaxed.

[Anonymous No.16813547]

What is "writing academics" in terms of this current generation of readers?

[Anonymous No.16813833]

i don't know how to put this into words but i'm gonna try.

me and my best friend aren't talking like we used to. her tastes shifted significantly and that makes it hard for us to talk since she cares little for the things i like and i have to put a lot of effort putting on a front trying to sound interested in the things she likes.

she doesn't get my jokes anymore. when in the past she would laugh a lot and reply with a counter-joke of her own that would play off of mine, now she's just... cold, and often reprimands me over them.

we often go days and days, sometimes weeks without messaging one another. whenever she messages me, almost always now it's to link me some stupid shit about an actress i couldn't care less about. never about how she's doing, never to ask me how i'm doing. hardly.

we still say i love you but much less frequently now. i'm scared our friendship is deteriorating. a person can be friends with another even if they don't share that one big thing in common, right? if so, why does it feel so hard to try and keep this up with her?

we've been best friends for almost three years. she's from a different country than mine, on the other side of the globe. we became best friends because we could relate a lot to each other, even if we are different in a lot of ways.

i feel like i can't even talk to her about my feelings anymore. i know i still can, but it's just feels hard for the both of us. i don't know. maybe i'm wrong. but it still feels like i really don't have anyone i can truly talk to anymore, be it about the dumb shit i like or about how i feel about things or myself that day.

i'd say more but i don't wanna dump more shit than i've already have. just wanted to put this somewhere to try and let some of it out.

[Anonymous No.16813982]

Chewable, nice and to-the-point. Mm

[Anonymous No.16814002]

>>16813833
>a person can be friends with another even if they don't share that one big thing in common, right? if so, why does it feel so hard to try and keep this up with her?
I think so but it can be that you are going into these situations with assumptions that could use re-visiting. People can be friends like that, but it sounds like you were not, and so now your behaviors are based on a reality that has since changed. If you used to laugh together about the same things, but she doesn't go along anymore, maybe you can ask her why? If you think she has changed I mean. That way perhaps you can find a new firmament. But also, it needs be said anon: I think all relationships have ups and downs, and that they can last, and you lose eachother and find eachother over and over. You can try to create a change, but it is not strange for these things to come and go, and you could just give it time.

[Anonymous No.16814011]

>>16806663
Imagine really thinking like this. Ottoman and Chinese empires were also meritocratic and a lot of Roman rulers were nepotistic. Nothing to do with your imagined Aryan spirit.

[Anonymous No.16814032]

>>16807023
I feel like this is because most users are from burgerland and during euro peak hours there is hardly any movement excepting few meme guenon evola spengler you name it threads.

[Anonymous No.16814047]

>>16809241
Remember, you are here forever.

[Anonymous No.16814298]

>>16803131
Right now I need the most beautiful, touching and sincere book you have read. Something that speaks nicely of life. No meme books.

[Anonymous No.16814317]

>>16814298
The Noble Qur'ān and my diary desu.

[Anonymous No.16814320]

>>16814298
Seconding this. I read too many dark books. Something sincere that may be terribly sad at times but ultimately uplifting would be nice.
You've probably already read it but; give Princess Bride a go.

[Anonymous No.16814404]

>>16814298
>>16814320
War and Peace.

[Anonymous No.16814469]

>>16814320
siddharta

[Anonymous No.16814517]

>>16812708
I feel somewhat similarly browsing as a female.

[Anonymous No.16814544]

I don't want a gaming pc, or a gf, or a lot of money. I want healthy and smart brain.

[Anonymous No.16814550]

>>16803131
I did a graduate medical school exam which has a large essay portion. The essays I wrote was in the 99.99%. I'm a good essayist.

[Anonymous No.16814567]

>>16814544
You're asking for more than they want to allow.

[Anonymous No.16814590]

>>16814567
I know. That's why it's so tragic.

[Anonymous No.16814677]

>>16803131
I hope I die soon

[Anonymous No.16814693]

>>16814677
I hope you die soon, too.

[Anonymous No.16814695]

>>16814693
thank you

[Anonymous No.16814741]

>>16814677
I hope you live another 50 years at least

[Anonymous No.16814758]

>>16814298
Lovecraft and Poe are peak comfy.

[Anonymous No.16814852]

I wasn't able to wake up in my dream last night. It looped again and again, I opened my eyes only to realize I am still dreaming. I smiled, felt at peace.

[Anonymous No.16814883]

>>16803131
someone keeps egging our house and we can't tell who the recipient is supposed to be because we're all cunts here lol

[Anonymous No.16814939]

>>16814852
Were you forced by the devil to eat near-infinite amounts of donuts?

[Anonymous No.16814956]

>>16814852
Been having incredibly detailed, long dreams lately, which is weird. Most recent was a bunch of people chanting "bless the spheres" "bless the spheres" "bless the spheres" "bless the spheres" "bless the spheres""bless the spheres" "bless the spheres" "bless the spheres" "bless the spheres" "bless the spheres"

[Anonymous No.16814962]

I just realized I only love a girl so that I feel less lonely.

[Anonymous No.16814984]

The idea that at least half of /lit/'s userbase are rejects from /v/ and /tv/ frightens me because I know in my heart it's likely true.

[Anonymous No.16814996]

I'm just an old chunk of coal
but I'm gonna be a diamond some day
I'm gonna spit and shine
till I'm so blue, pure, perfect
I'm gonna go round shaking everybodys hand
I'm gonna learn the best way to walk
Gonna search and find a better way to talk
I'm just an old chunk of coal now Lord
But I'm gonna be a diamond some day

[Anonymous No.16815006]

>>16812708
Can you fuck off already, stupid ape nigger? It's already hard enough browsing this board as is.
>>16814517
You too mid-late 20s geeky four-eyed bitch.

[Anonymous No.16815010]

>>16814852
I had one of these where I was tossed back over and over into a dream of someone breaking into my appartment. everytime I almost woke up I was tossed back, and over the successive laps of the dream running the stranger came deeper and deeper into the appartment. In the very end I saw him stand over me where I laid, point a gun at me and shoot me in the chest. Then I realized I felt no pain, and that broke the spell and I woke up.

[Anonymous No.16815042]

>>16813833
imagine having (a personality conductive to having) friends

[Anonymous No.16815068]

>>16813301
>>16813324
>>16813347
who hurt you anon

[Anonymous No.16815083]

>>16814962
we have to learn how to love anon. I don't know how but we have to. though, with some respect to your sentiment, look up why God created Eve in Genesis

[Anonymous No.16815408]

>>16807798
We always look at optimistic surface pop culture/reports of the past as naïveté. Even though if you look at deeper lower level literature, historical documents, and even religious textbooks, cynicism and “doomer” ideologies were prevalent, they just weren’t easily shared like the Amazing Stories, Pulp futuristic optimism for the next generation

[Anonymous No.16815493]

young Hillary...?
humana humana!!

[Anonymous No.16815647]

>>16815493
It's humina humina, dumbass.

[Anonymous No.16815846]

What should you keep in mind when fucking a girl? She'll be here soon and I don't wanna be a fool.

[Anonymous No.16815856]

>>16815846
The Industrial Revolution and its consequences have been a disaster for the human race.

[Anonymous No.16815900]

>>16815846
Recite Chaucer in your mind so you don't finish too quickly.

[Anonymous No.16815957]

>>16815900
not gonna work, early english verse gives me a raging hardon

[Anonymous No.16815961]

>>16814517
Everyone kisses the ground you are standing on and it's still not enough?

[Anonymous No.16815972]

>>16815961
You know you'd never want to be a woman (unless you're a tranny of course, but that's a degeneration of the male psyche).

[Anonymous No.16815981]

>>16815900
I haven't read Chaucer, does that mean I'm fucked? shit I'm nervous

[Anonymous No.16816059]

I have always been more emotional and critical in my thoughts at around 3-4 AM, I wonder if others are the same. I used to think that I slept a lot, but in reality I just dream too much and I can't help it. A part of me would be ashamed to speak to my child self due to my failures, but I think that's because I don't love myself; but I would also tell the child that it isn't all bad and that reminds me to love myself.

[Anonymous No.16816247]

>>16815972
I don't want to be a woman, but living life on easy mode would be great.

[Anonymous No.16816259]

I remember that God is your King as well
and I am free

[Anonymous No.16816327]

>>16805894
I've been going on random walks every day recently, I was surprised to find out there's a whole community of people that do this. This seems like a good little game to play when out walking, it reminds me of randomly ending up at my old church I used to attend, but the door was locked and I ended up leaving. I wonder if I'll be able to start a relationship with someone I meet while walking, that would be nice.

[Anonymous No.16816373]

>>16812708
I feel for you, but honestly I don't think the way to improve this is for people to just stop being shitty to you. Judging people based on race is awful for the individuals, but for me it's the only way for the race and its culture to improve. If we keep pretending that a disproportionate number of blacks are not retarded, that what differentiates them from other races aren't mostly negative characteristics and that all this is influenced by their culture that is being actively promoted as valuable, the culture will stay the same (shit) and people will never stop judging you based on that. This image of black people that people have is not just based on pure prejudice (but some of that too), but the way that blacks as a whole present themselves. The first step IMO is to start promoting the idea that to act "black" is just not something that belongs in our (white made) society and at the same time make it clear that blacks are no less able to act "white" than others.
You can talk about how blacks have a right to their own culture and how it's all largely a result of oppression and sabotage, but however true that is, it won't change the fact that it'll never get blacks anywhere. It's shitty, sure, but I was born a weird looking manlet and have to cope with that. Why can't blacks try to cope with being born black in a way that actually helps them stop being what one would call niggers?

[Anonymous No.16816469]

>>16816247
Life as a woman is only easy mode if she whores herself. Women living on "easy mode" are paying for it one way or another, you just mistake it for free because it's a price you aren't eligible to pay.

[Anonymous No.16816565]

>>16816469
Compared to what men traditionally paid the price was still quite low, their lives still much easier. I don't mind this at all. The problem is global capitalism has successfully extracted that value from men. The majority of us are no longer able to pay women their due.

[Anonymous No.16816668]

>>16816565
anon, life is exactly as challenging as demanding as God wants it to be, and God is fair. You have a fix idea.

[Anonymous No.16816842]

God, please, give me a paid vacation

[Anonymous No.16816967]

>>16816668
kek women can rationalize absolutely anything

[Anonymous No.16817008]

>>16816668
No.

[Anonymous No.16817053]

Death dances in my shadow
Making merry mockery of me
Midwinter night’s midsummer eve
I can see my corpse in a barrow
Dancing with her in my dreams

Death dances in my shadow
Watching me with childlike glee
Autumn days in springtime peeves
My grave shall be shallow
In the silence of my screams

Death dances in my shadow
And I will dance alone

[Anonymous No.16817095]

>>16816967
That wasn't even me, was probably a male anon. This is the power of the male intellect I guess

[Anonymous No.16817204]

>>16814298 >>16814320

Maybe one of the Gospels? I'm not even meme'ing... The thought of Christ knowingly dying brings tears to my eyes.

The Count of Monte Cristo would be good too

[Anonymous No.16817236]

>>16816967
>>16817008
>>16817095
it was a voice of reason. it is a sorry state in which we find these anons who have such a burning jealousy over something they in no way even know

[Anonymous No.16817288]

>>16815068
>who hurt you anon

[Anonymous No.16817290]

I'm a slightly older non-traditional student enrolling to unis after finishing community college, and I got my high school transcript with my sat score on it. I am actually kicking myself for the disparity between my GPA and SAT score, all because I was pretty mentally ill and didn't apply myself to doing school work. Even with a math disability I did really fucking good on the SAT. At least I'm applying myself in college now...

[Anonymous No.16817334]

>>16815647
how about you SUCK ON MY COCK NIGGAAAAAAAA

[Anonymous No.16817346]

every day is exactly the same

[Anonymous No.16817351]

>>16815006
Nah, I like living in /pol/niggers head rent free. The mere mention of my existence seems to trigger you fags.

[Anonymous No.16817422]

>>16816373
I agree with you wholeheartedly anon, I was more so expressing what other black anons feel when they come to places like 4chan. And to your second point, there's not enough black people that want to change for the better. A good portion of us are trying our best to up to break stereotypes. Me and all my black bros are busting our asses to have a better future for our families and communities, but niggas ruin everything.

[Anonymous No.16817440]

>>16817422
I hate niggers but I don't hate black people

[Anonymous No.16817636]

I hate black people but love niggers.

[Anonymous No.16817669]

>>16817636
t. white girl

[Anonymous No.16817705]

>>16817422
They'll hate us no matter what we do anon, they even admit it themselves if you prod hard enough.

At face value we'll always be some stinking nigger, unless we put on a jive-ass song and dance to help them not feel so threatened. Just fuck their women and go about your life.

[Anonymous No.16817736]

>>16813095
Post an excerpt.

[Anonymous No.16818007]

>>16817422
The niggas sure do ruin everything, but I don't really think it's their fault. It's just their nature, they were born in shitty conditions and grew up in them, I'd hardly expect them to do better. The whites who encourage this are to blame, IMO. There's never going to be enough blacks who want to stop being niggers if being a nigger is seen as a good thing. And it's not the blacks who decide what's seen as good.
On some level, the poltard in this thread feels the same as me, but instead of hating how little sense this all makes, all those decisions certain white people are making, how in the long term, it benefits none of us, he chooses to hate niggers.
And yes, I realise that for most people on /pol/,. hating niggers is just a logical extension of hating the nigger-loving libs, so the poltard is not actually a nigger-hating simpleton. Personally I think that line of thinking is wrong. If a pol lad cares to ask me why I think it's wrong, I'll reply, but at the moment I'm too drunk to bother with it, because I don't think anyone else wants to read my argument against classic pol rhetoric.

[Anonymous No.16818056]

>>16818007
I'm pretty sure less niggers acted niggery in the pre-civil rights period ironically

[Anonymous No.16818100]

>>16817288
the devil has taken you anon. there is one way out.

[Anonymous No.16818127]

>>16803131
Racial hatred

[Anonymous No.16818210]

I have become a religious loon but my one friend has become religious loonier, I think. He just told me the BLM movement is a satanic manifestation. He compared BLM to the chinese cultural revolution. This all genuinely pisses me off. I think the reason it pisses me off is because we used to be really close, and I guess I've known for some time that we have grown appart to a point that is maybe not reconcilable, and I'm angry at him for it. I've heard all the kooky shit before, but it's like... I feel like he's trying to provoke me. Maybe he isn't knowingly, but he keeps pushing his shit on me. I tried to make a level-headed response. I think I went too far the other way. But he seems to have become one of those people who think if you aren't religious then you're essentially worthless, and more or less hostile. And he keeps juuuust bordering racial shit. I really feel like he's trying to make me flip so we can call the friendship off. I don't really know why I don't. He went to bed already, I'll know tomorrow what he thinks of my response (basically an appeal to there being a real case that black people do matter, and that this is generally not respected in the same way that other people mattering is, and that it is possible that protest-movements, even if ran by leftists, can be adressing real injustice, something I think he can't accept because leftists are not religious)

[Nemo !!GgBWHLRiayD No.16818416]

Death, like suffering, is ugly, not beautiful, but rather, overcoming is beautiful, and there are beautiful ways to die, both processes contributing to, and culminating in, Glory.

[Anonymous No.16818487]

>>16818416
Through action, a Man becomes a Hero

Through death, a Hero becomes a Legend

Through time, a Legend becomes a Myth

And by learning from the Myth, a Man takes action

[Anonymous No.16818733]

After 5 years of odd working I feel I can now say with complete confidence that I am temperamentally unable to work in an office. It totally depresses me in a way that is overwhelming. I wake up every morning dreading the office and every minute passes with excruciating agony. It is the kind of depression that one feels when lying injured and immobile in a sick bed. And it doesn't matter the actual work that I'm doing - I feel the same. At first, I worried I was just un-used to it, or perhaps just being a whiner. But I feel like I can say now with clarity that I cannot work in such an environment.

I keep myself fit but I have never been a particularly hands-on person. Maybe I would excel in a trade? I have absolutely no idea. What I know is that I DO like interacting with people and the best parts of my job involve face to face interaction.

[Anonymous No.16818831]

I can imagine a greater god. Why can't you?

[Anonymous No.16818842]

The more feminine the world becomes the more detestable it feels.

[Anonymous No.16818904]

>>16818733
You could try hard labor work. A lot of people discover they enjoy it only after realizing they hate white collar labor.

[Anonymous No.16818908]

Paracetamol flavoured morning
Like any morning of the last three years,
Oblong and bitter.

Hockney-spray dances underneath my eyelids.
I have acid reflux. And an essay to write.
Something about a Greek Tragedy.

Before that, I must reconstruct my world.
Hopefully this new tapestry will be better than the last.
I’m sick of medicine.

[Anonymous No.16818911]

>>16818842
>hurrr durrr my little slice of hell represents the world

I can smell the mutt off you.

[Anonymous No.16819050]

I dream my life away.

[Nemo !!GgBWHLRiayD No.16819380]

>>16819050
Reach for your dreams.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ADgDR_2GhQ

[Anonymous No.16819568]

Do you ever get the urge to leave where you are and leave everybody you know behind so you can go somewhere else and be whatever kind of person you want to be?

[Anonymous No.16819600]

>>16817705
I already figured that out a long time ago. I like to see what people say when I lay out facts. As you can see by this thread, /pol/niggers resort to schizophrenic screeching.
>>16818007
I genuinely agree, my problem comes in where /pol/niggers need to scream about their hate all day every day and when confronted with actual well thought out arguments they resort to shitposting.

[Anonymous No.16819836]

>quit alcohol 5 years ago
>start drinking (more "responsibly") again couple months ago
loving it

[Anonymous No.16819846]

>>16819568
just do it bro, especially if you are young and living at home
never accept stagnation and defeat

[Anonymous No.16819851]

>>16819568
You'd just be the same person but somewhere else where you are completely alone.

[Anonymous No.16819866]

>>16819851
The stream of being is becoming, cestode. You think eagles are lonely after they have fledged?

[Anonymous No.16819870]

>>16819866
You're not an eagle.

[Anonymous No.16819892]

>>16819870
I see no denial of your being a cestode

[Anonymous No.16819913]

The success of some brings forward success in others. Success isn't happiness, which can only be taken from something else.

[Anonymous No.16819962]

Attended a zoom poetry reading that had an open mic, and one of the pretty established, featured poets complemented my word choice and rhyme and meter: feeling good

The term paper I thought was due at the end of the month is due friday: feeling concerned

My french professor just extended all our homework until the end of the semester: feeling good

I'm becoming an alcoholic: feeling concerned

Donald Trump lost the election: feeling alright

Joe Biden won the election: feeling bad

Thinking about Chairman Gonzalo's Speech From The Cage, and how they purposefully made him speak on TV in a hokey prison uniform and literally in a cage, and yet he gave what has been considered to be the speech of the century: feeling emotional

Considering giving up and being a poet, because my ability to make sentences rhyme makes up for the fact ive never had a deep and interesting thought in my life.

[Anonymous No.16819991]

>plumpness

[Anonymous No.16820200]

>>16803131
Funny stuff. Apparently the word "brainlet" has been around for almost 200 years.
https://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/brainlet

[Anonymous No.16820216]

Los Angeles. The city that I'm from is nobody's home. People write stories and songs about how it's a place for everyone, a second city to anyone who wants it, a beacon of multiculturalism and multiplicity. I think this city is beautiful, and I always have. The thought of it swells my chest with emotion, the way anyone's hometown should. But because of the place that it is, the swelling of emotion for this place is sentiment for homelessness, rootlessness. To anyone who isn't from there, it is the modern emblem of dystopia. Inexplicably, for the millions of people who have moved there and lived there for years, it's still that dystopia. Why would you move to my hometown just to hate it? Why does everyone hate this place, even if they haven't been there?

And why don't I hate it? Haven't I grown to hate isolated cultureless people, faceless conurbations, waste-ports of capitalism, people driven mad by the meaninglessness of their lives? I can't allow myself to hate my homeland. Even though my homeland is the dissolution of homelands. Whose undoing am I?

[Anonymous No.16820291]

I have at least 100 screenshots of this qt blonde in my class. The only good thing about quarantine desu, I can just sit and look at her face while the professor babbles on.

[Anonymous No.16820300]

>>16820291
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hXlzci1rKNM

[Anonymous No.16820301]

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[Anonymous No.16820312]

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[Anonymous No.16820317]

>>16820312
nigger isn't 300 the bump limit anymore?

[Anonymous No.16820324]

Antinatalism is based because it will slowly wipe out all women. No more sluts will be left. No men too, but that's a decent price.

[Anonymous No.16820426]

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[Anonymous No.16820704]

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>>16814320
Les Misérables

[Anonymous No.16820850]

>>16820216
>And why don't I hate it?
Because the food is great.

[Anonymous No.16821243]

>>16818210
>He just told me the BLM movement is a satanic manifestation.
your friend is correct.