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Write What's On Your Mind Anonymous Thu Aug 13 23:50:45 2020 No.16125216 [Reply] [Original]

10 Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11 Put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. 12 For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. 13 Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. 14 Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, 15 and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. 16 In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. 17 Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.

18 And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the Lord’s people.

>>	Anonymous Thu Aug 13 23:53:54 2020 No.16125223 There better be something good on Apple Music tonight.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 00:02:03 2020 No.16125258
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decided today that i will rent a car and take a road trip in 2 weeks when my current job ends. gonna dirtbag it and break a few dozen laws (car-sleeping is illegal, and i'm taking my gun with me). if the forests/parks are closed i'm parking a bit away and hiking in to trespass. you can't close nature, you government clowns. eat my shorts. i am a free man and i live on god's earth. fuck the police. i'm going to be free. i'm going to drive around and do whatever the fuck i want. i just came into a surprise $1000 so the entire trip will be paid for with that. i am beholden to nothing and no one. no man. no law. no time limits. no fucking people around that area, either, usually. i'm hitting a grocery store on the way out and taking water with me, gonna sleep in the vehicle. don't need hotels and restaurants. don't need anything from anyone. i will experience a brief period of true freedom.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 00:05:14 2020 No.16125272 >>16125258 gonna be boring and smelly, better off going to LA and beach bumming it

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 00:06:26 2020 No.16125276 >>16125272 >boring lmao nah >smelly wet wipes and deodorant. i'm used to camping/backpacking/road trips. >LA nah. not swimming on a shit-covered beach and driving in heavy traffic for 3 hours to go 2 miles. i will be a free man.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 00:12:39 2020 No.16125292 >The experimental genre section is gone from Apple Music Excuse me what the fuck

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 00:20:58 2020 No.16125325

I'm personally really stressed out about the future, as I should be. I have a decent plan for after highschool, at least it will but me a year or two to figure things out, but I have no clue what I'm going to do after that. I'm going to go to community college, but I'm not sure what I'm going to do after that. I was thinking I can get an associate's in collision repair and I can become a collision estimator and make like $60,000 a year with minimal debt. In the case that this is a bad idea and I need to go to college, I'm kind of screwed. All the degrees I have interest in, like Liberal Arts, Philosophy, etc. are all hard to get jobs with and I'm really not cut out for STEM degrees. If someone has advice please let me know because the stress is killing me.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 00:23:43 2020 No.16125334 >>16125223 >searched every genre section high and low >new BT album in Dance It'll be some airy trance shit, but I can code to it, good enough.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 00:40:07 2020 No.16125404 Damn. I got a sunburn today. It was overcast and I went out after 5, but I walked like 7 miles. Should have put sunscreen. I'm not completely roasted, but still.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 00:44:20 2020 No.16125417

The protests have been a start to combating racism but it’s still not nearly enough... Far more vigorous action is needed for true equality. Equality means advocating for historically maligned black voices and getting them into positions of government so they can dismantle white supremacy. There’s still a long way to go in the fight against racism but we will not stop until it is COMPLETELY stomped out!

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 00:45:54 2020 No.16125424

>Mark Kozelek of Sun Kil Moon Accused of Sexual Misconduct by Three Women
>Sources tell Pitchfork the acclaimed songwriter exposed himself without consent, forced a woman to touch his penis, and pressured a 19-year-old into nonconsensual sex

fuck yes! i love it when musicians who suck get cancelled

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 00:46:08 2020 No.16125427 >>16125417 Equality only exists in Hell

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 00:50:52 2020 No.16125446 Having BPD sucks, constantly feeling every emotion in the most extreme way and being so paranoid about being abandoned by my only friend that I basically stalk her is wearing on me.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 00:51:13 2020 No.16125451 >>16125417 Luckily, the DOJ struck a strong blow against Yale's racism today, so we are making progress.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 00:52:37 2020 No.16125463 >>16125446 I hope you're good looking because if you're ugly that's creepy as hell

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 00:53:49 2020 No.16125468 >>16125446 I think I might be BPD, what's the difference between BPD and just being an emotional retard?

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 00:53:58 2020 No.16125469 >>16125463 I'm good looking but that doesn't mean I want to do it. I don't even want to hurt her or anything, I'm just constantly looking for proof that she hates me. It's entirely paranoia on my part.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 00:54:01 2020 No.16125471 All culture stems from an attempt to promote self esteem in a pro-social way

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 00:55:27 2020 No.16125479 >>16125468 Fear of abandonment, inability to cope with negative emotions, reassurance-seeking behavior, and extreme mood swings, as well as emotional meltdowns.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 00:55:49 2020 No.16125482 >>16125417 Shalome Rabbi!

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 00:56:19 2020 No.16125483 >>16125479 I'm like that but I think I'm not that bad all the time, only when something triggers me (lol).

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 00:57:09 2020 No.16125486 >>16125469 oh yeah i get that a lot

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 00:57:42 2020 No.16125487

>>16125468
BPD is imo a name given to a collection of trauma responses, so a lot of it is coping mechanisms that everyone has but dialed up to extremes. I don’t really agree with the way it is pathologized because it is hardly differentiable from C-PTSD. The good news is that anyone can work on overcoming these coping mechanisms and rerouting unhealthy thought patterns, and the diagnosis isn’t essential to doing so. So...if you’ve been traumatized...maybe? But don’t use the diagnosis to justify shitty behavior if you decide to seek diagnosis.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 01:01:32 2020 No.16125501

>>16125487
I don't think my shitty behavior is justifiable just trying to understand and deal with myself better. I agree about disliking the pathology of it, at least in my case it doesn't feel like a disease but just something that flairs up sometimes in certain situations. I do have trauma. My partner also has trauma as has somewhat similar issues. Not really interested in seeing a psych since I've had bad experiences with mental health professionals before.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 01:02:16 2020 No.16125504 >>16125487 I try not to use it to justify it, but I do use it in apologies to try to explain to my friend that I was in a lot of emotional pain when I say certain things to her and then beg her to not be mad at me.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 01:05:10 2020 No.16125519

>>16125504
It's okay to explain your emotional state but don't beg anyone not to be mad at you. Your friend doesn't choose to get angry at your shitty behavior, it's a natural response she couldn't help, just like you can't help being unable to handle emotional pain. No one likes being told not to feel something and it doesn't endear you to people to request that.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 01:06:45 2020 No.16125527

>>16125501
Understandably so, mental healthcare is in an abysmal state rn. I’m sorry for whatever happened to you, anon. I also have a whole trauma history so I understand where you’re coming from. Have you read The Body Keeps the Score? It’s a really good book on trauma, although it is largely about sexual abuse. I’ve done a lot of trauma work as well as research on Cluster B disorders, so if you want some guidance on books I can at least help you there. I also suggest looking up progressive relaxation, when I get into some kind of flashback spiral or become paralyzed w/ worry that I’m going to be abandoned that really helped me to start arresting those thought processes such that I can nearly do it on command now. That’s really admirable that you’re seeking answers with respect to your behavior.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 01:07:13 2020 No.16125530 >>16125519 Well, it's less begging not to be mad and more begging her not to hate me.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 01:09:32 2020 No.16125542

>>16125216
The year is 3020 AD. The human population is exactly seven hundred million and three hundred thousand, as it has been for three centuries. Of these, seven hundred million live on Earth, four hundred thousand on the Moon, and three hundred thousand live on Mars All is well among the myriads of people who live on these heavenly spheres.
All is well. What a strange thing to say! To be truthful, there is tragedy— but then again, a life of only pleasure is as accursed as a life of only pain. And there is hardship, and sorrow, and joy, and defeat, and victory, and all the shifts in fortune that have accompanied humans since the day they set foot into the savanna. So what has changed?
What has changed is that a shift in humanity’s values has taken place. No longer is blind progress, whether technological, social, or spiritual, allowed. Society has learned to think on a scale not of years or decades, but in terms of millennia. The ultimate goal of society is not mindless growth, nor is it a quixotic quest for equality— stability is society’s aim, stability is the highest virtue. From chaos emerges order, and it is humanity’s duty to crystallize order.
Ironically, it is technology that is humanity’s greatest tool in maintaining order. Technology, that demon of past millennia, the angel of bombs and circuitry! But like the horse, the spirit of technology has been tamed. It too now serves stability. All serve stability. All perpetuate order.
Trillions of programs run on trillions of computers, from the omnipotent World Brain to the nanomachines that circulate through every person’s blood. All collect data, extrapolate trends, and work to ensure stability, to create a societal stasis. How much energy can be extracted from this fault line? Are these two people worlds apart, who have never met, the ideal match for one another? So-and-so is creative— can her energy be funneled into a work of art useful to maintain global homeostasis? All these questions need answers, lest stability be threatened, for that would be abhorrent.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 01:10:34 2020 No.16125549

>>16125542
(2/2)
Wealth cycles through the world. Family fortunes rise, and are lost, as they have been since the dawn of capital. But now, it is all choreographed. Peasants see their children become bourgeoisie, who then see their grandchildren rise to what they see as the top of the pyramid. But what goes up comes down, and the grandchildren of these nobles are peasants. All is planned, without the knowledge of those who act out those plans. All economic motions only further stability. The ultimate aim of the economy is to maintain order.
But perhaps the key to stability lies in the end of evolution. All genetic knowledge, from the human genome to the secrets of bacteria living miles underneath the sea, is known to the forces that maintain order. No conception occurs without the knowledge of the computers that run the world. Even the replication of viruses in bacteria is carefully tracked and measured, aborted if need be. Mutations, whether in a human zygote or in a plant cell, are erased and fixed. No new species shall ever emerge, and no new traits will emerge in the species that existed when the World Brain was activated.
This is not to say that humanity has resorted to cloning. Consider the issue of human reproduction. Deep in the data banks buried in the Earth’s crust, quadrillions of calculations are carried out every nanosecond, comparing the genetic history of every unwed man and woman alive. Every possible permutation of chromosomes that could form the next generation is considered, measured to ensure maximal human creativity, happiness, and healthiness. The average man may find himself with a hundred or so genetically optimal matches. Here, the computers open themselves to the information flowing from the nanomachines embedded in every human body. Psychological compatibility, spiritual compatibility, and the person’s innate desires are all considered. Finally, each man and woman in the Solar System is paired with their ideal spouse. All marriages that result from this process are stable, and all perpetuate stability in the next generation. (It is worth noting that not all such pairings are heteronormative. The occasional couple that desires and is allowed to conceive more than two children allows for society to account for this.
As such, society and civilization find themselves stable, ordered, and unchanging. However, this does not mean life for those in this new order is static. Life is very colorful for those that love and learn in 3020 AD.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 01:14:12 2020 No.16125563 File: 38 KB, 616x472, 6DC784A2-8E8C-4396-A605-5720F4E98DC8.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>16125417 The future is going to be more racist than what was once thought possible.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 01:15:07 2020 No.16125570 climbing gyms are god mode for natty physique I have never been in better shape

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 01:15:55 2020 No.16125575

>>16125527
Thanks anon. Sorry for what happened to you too. The book sounds good and I'll check it out sometime, but there's no physical or sexual abuse in my case so I'm not sure how much I'd find it applicable to myself specifically. Thanks for the advice and recommendation. I'm curious about what books you've looked into.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 01:16:35 2020 No.16125579 https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=EWckOp8isaA

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 01:19:10 2020 No.16125597

>>16125325
Just a disclaimer before you read my advice, it's not like my life turned out particularly well or anything, I'm just not utterly miserable.
I don't know what your personal or financial situation is, but if you can shift your focus toward challenging yourself and growing as much as you can, then you'll get some benefits out of whatever path you choose. If that path happens to be university, you should network (find like-minded individuals and build relationships), talk to professors, and definitely stay on the ball for any kind of internship or practical opportunities. These will not only help you become more skilled and work-ready, they will let you get a taste of the profession your heading into (so you can make a course correction if its utterly wrong). I'm not sure Liberal Arts is all that bad. Supposedly, a good liberal arts student will be strong in critical thinking, and that's something all employers want, it's important in every field.
If you're not quite ready for uni, I don't think it's such a bad thing to get some work experience first. My primary regret, actually, is not doing more practical work before college, as it forced me to mature in important ways.
Good luck, I hope you can become formidable.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 01:22:41 2020 No.16125616

can you believe that there is a theory that says the universe cycles constantly? as in the big bang happens, but its not the beginning of the universe, just the beginning of a cycle. the big bang is a stage. absolutely fascinating. i mean we all thought of it at one point or another but there are documentaries that talk about the possibility of it. the possibility! we all start as matter mixed together and then separated just to come back again. there is also a claim that in each cycle, the physical constants might be different!

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 01:24:23 2020 No.16125629

>>16125549
You’ve got it completely long. Oil, the resource everything runs on with no viable alternative, has been decreasing in supply for a while now. Population will decrease with it. Earth will be a lot less crowded place, and it will look more like it did 1000 years ago than it does today.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 01:25:40 2020 No.16125633 >>16125616 Science can’t answer questions such as these

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 01:26:47 2020 No.16125643

>>16125575
I’ve read Linehan’s DBT training guide, as well as her CBT for BPD, Lundy Bancroft’s Why Does He Do That, The Body Keeps the Score, Mellody’s Facing Codependence, Narcissism and Its Discontents, The Narcissistic Family, The Narcissistic/Borderline Couple, Narcissistic Mothers, Narcissistic Mothers and Grown-Up Daughters, etc. If it isn’t evident, my mother was/is a raging narcissist and so I’m trying to use my mental health knowledge to make sense of my relationship with her and heal from C-PTSD on my own time. I see her as a pitiable, mentally ill person now that I’m older, and these books have helped me immensely in negotiating where she stands in my life, and why I think the way I do in my lowest moments. I’ve studied CBT/DBT/Psychoanalysis and I’ve sort of ended up therapizing myself.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 01:27:52 2020 No.16125651

>>16125629
I would have would the ubiquitous computers in each cell of every living thing on Earth would be the bigger scientific hole. I agree the population will fall, but I think solar/wind/geothermal/hydro will support some level of industry. Technology won't go back into Pandora's Box.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 01:28:13 2020 No.16125653 >>16125633 they can speculate and its entertaining enough, wouldnt you agree? there are hundreds of ideas like such and theyre all incredible to think about. and im positive science will be able to answer these questions in due time.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 01:34:13 2020 No.16125685

I wish I didn't go to college. I don't want to get a cooperate job and that's all my shitty liberal arts degree is remotely useful for. I don't want to do almost any job that would take a college degree, or really almost any job at all. I feel like I have no place in society and took debt and all I get in return is that now it'll be harder to break away from the system.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 01:35:04 2020 No.16125688

Here's the thing. Intoxication is a personal odyssey. To connect with other people you probably have to be sober. And I suppose that's the idea - connect with other people. Being in altered states means being somewhere else. Connecting means being right here. Can I admit what I want? Sex? Is that what I want?
I can get their attention, who knows why. I don't have that problem. But then it goes like this. The girl always asks, "what are you looking for?"
Sex, if possible a connection.
Mostly sex.
Actually, maybe mostly the connection.
So I never give a clear answer. Maybe I'm afraid of both things. They get confused. I'm pretty confused too. Then I go back to getting plastered, alone.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 01:36:06 2020 No.16125690

>>16125479
>>16125487

not him, but i have a mystery disorder I've been confused at for a while. I pegged it as rapid-cycling bipolar II but my therapist and psychiatrist disagree because the thing I call hypomania doesn't seem right

basically, I have the depression, i have the rapid mood swings, and i occasionally enter a state where I become excited, full of ideas, ambitious, and borderline delusionally confident. however, when I'm in that state I pretty much experience almost none of the negative side effects associated with mania or hypomania like aggression, paranoia, risk-taking behavior or full-blown delusions. Instead I write novels, i code video games, gain limited insight into subjects in physics that i normally wouldn't be able to understand without a significantly more advanced mathematic background. when I come down from these experiences, the things I created still look as good as they did while I was passionate

this might sound great but the process is turning my life into hell. I'm addicted to the high I get from this and have no way to get my fix. I don't know what this condition is, and because I don't have a name for it I can't get help. even when I'm otherwise feeling "normal" I'm existentially miserable because simple happiness is unsatisfying in comparison. I've made it my life's goal to spend as much of my life in this state as possible, but i can't figure out how and all my stupid fucking therapist does is advise me to cope with this unsatisfactory excuse for a mental state because he has no idea how to fix me and refuses to admit it

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 01:38:52 2020 No.16125703 >>16125651 How are solar panels, hydro dams, and windmills built? How is this energy stored? How is it distributed? The answer is oil. Take oil away and no industrial technology is possible.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 01:40:48 2020 No.16125711

>>16125643
Thanks for the recommendations anon, I'll check them out. A lot of my issues come from my mother too. I never know how to characterize her because she never seems to match the extreme stories you find when you look up narcisstic/BPD moms, but she's definitely done things that would be classified as emotionally abusive that fucked up my ability to relate with people. I can tell she genuinely cares about me, she just has a lot of issues with how she goes about it. Sometimes it almost feels like moms like her are supposed to be normal and I just got damaged because something was wrong on my end. Mostly though I think she's a kind of a control freak who has trouble controlling her emotions and totally blind to how self centered she can be.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 01:41:50 2020 No.16125714 >>16125688 Sex is a connection, the sooner you realize that the better off you'll be, one way or another.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 01:49:40 2020 No.16125752

>>16125690
Do you have frequent euthymic periods, anon? I was diagnosed with Bipolar I—I have very classic psychotic mania (I tend to believe I’m infallible and then hurt myself...), but I have heard of milder hypomanias characterized by extreme productivity. When I *am* manic, I’m extremely happy to be that way, but end up coming out of it having to be the janitor for my own life/picking up the pieces etc. If you don’t have to do that I can see how the feeling is addictive—my honest advice (to be taken w/ a grain of salt as we’re anons) is to take the approach to this as though you’re coming down from some addictive substance. Does your therapist have any shit to say about that? I am the anon talking about BOD books and I am strongly against meds/‘cure-focused’ psychology/psychiatry because so often there are other fixes but I’ll be honest and say I take a mood stablizer. I hate being on it but there are no alternatives. So the quality of your work holds up after the downswing? I’m sorry you’re experiencing this, hypomanias do make depression feel just that much worse. This is disappointing but so little is known about mental disorders because of unnecessary DSM reliance. The diagnostic focus of psychiatry and psychology shoots the fields in the foot.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 01:56:44 2020 No.16125780

>>16125711
Yeah, a lot of NPD moms are just cartoonishly evil but that doesn’t cheapen your experience with emotional abuse and trauma. You were a child and she was supposed to guide you, and being abused emotionally in your formative years and gaslit about your reactions later in life cuts like a knife. My mother is very narcissistic but has some kernel of caring, if only out of ownership, in there. It isn’t your fault, anon, and I think these books will be helpful for someone like you. Parents make mistakes, certainly, but it seems you’ve had to shoulder more than your fair share. I hope these books help you make peace with your past/make sense of the present/make plans for the future. It’s hard disentangling yourself from the web of an emotional abuser, especially when you cannot cut them out of your life because you understand that they are complex, hurting, evolving individuals. I really hope the best for you, sorry about your mom.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 02:03:40 2020 No.16125805 >>16125780 Thanks a lot anon, I hope the best for you too.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 02:03:45 2020 No.16125806

>>16125752
I'd say 90% of my time is spent either depressed or euthymic, though I go through periods that last years where i experience the so-called hypomania regularly and experience a massive increase in quality of life.

I think that's the most difficult thing about this. Everyone assumes I want to get over this "addiction" but i don't. It's a high with no downsides, an experience greater than happiness, why would I ever want to stop it? What I want is to spend as much of my life in it as physically possible.

i don't want to cope with misery, i want to enjoy life!

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 02:20:47 2020 No.16125875

>>16125216
The isolation has been killing me. I woke up this morning not knowing what day it was. My speech patterns and typing have declined drastically and i feel that i cant articulate my thoughts properly anymore. I lost my job in May and being a trust baby I have been living off my untouched inheritance since then. I even moved into the family house, somewhere I hadn't lived since undergrad. I haven't been this socially isolated since high school. Every day its the same routine, I wake, coffee, workout, adderall XR 30mg, read, read, read, lunch, chores, study for school, go to the store(if needed), work on any hobbies/ projects, 2nd workout, cook dinner, read/ vidya until bedtime. The free time may seem like a blessing to some but for me its a serious problem since i use work as a crutch to curb my spergy habits and socialize. Before the lockdown I appeared as a normalfag, I had several girlfriends, I had a well paying job, I had work friends and we'd go drink and discuss sports. At my office I was in upper management and spoke to 40 different people every day. At home I'm a pathetic sperg who reads philosophy and survives off of his parents death money. I know this sounds dumb but the worst part is that I've been lapsing on my larger sperg shit like diapers. They were comfort thing(not sexual) until 2018 when I decided that I wouldn't be able to have normal relationships with women if i continued to keep them around. Keep in mind that I never leave the house with them and normally only wear when I want to be comfy or read. I hate myself so much for collapsing like this. I've not only fucked up my social life and writing/ speaking skills but i also broke my own will and lapsed on a decadent, degenerate desire that'll only reinforce my larger problems. I feel like I can snap myself out of it but lack the motivation since the world outside is't back to normal yet. I might be melodramatic here but, I walk these gilded halls alone every day. I go from the study to kitchen alone, my bedroom to the bathroom with no one around, I interact with not a soul for days. One problem that have found is this house is more of a "manor" and has been in the family fund(that I inherited) for 100+ years. I believe that I am the first person to live here alone without any "help" or family. I'm quite paranoid about friends/ colleagues finding out about the "wealth" I have since I feel that they treat me different afterwards. I think that my long term plan should be to wait out this pandemic and find a new corporate position after a vaccine is produced. In the mean time I need to man the fuck up and start expressing self control over my degenerate sperg shit.
Rereading this is depressing and comparing it to my previous work only shows how far I've worsened in the art of letters. Its near incomprehensible with my grammar shoddy and wording repetitive. To whoever reads this I hope it hasn't come off as "bragging" because I had no intent to do so and wrote freehand.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 02:22:56 2020 No.16125884

>>16125875
Holy shit I'm so fucking jealous, your situation would be literal paradise to me. Why does it work out like this. All I want is to be isolated and I'm trapped in a life of college debt, wageslavery and forced social interaction, and he's this guy who can live off a trust fund without even having to deal with anyone and he fucking hates it. Why is life always like this?

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 02:26:25 2020 No.16125895 >>16125875 What books have you been reading?

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 02:35:10 2020 No.16125911 There is shit in my ass There is brains in my head I will transplant my brains into my ass I will transplant my shit into my head Then I will be smartass shithead

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 02:58:58 2020 No.16125980

>>16125895
off the top of my head and whats strewn around my room within eyesight
>peter the great
>starship troopers
>fall of berlin
>augustus
>the glass bead game
>the idiot
>churchill and spain
>weimar and the rise of hitler
>popular government
>decadence and the making of modernism
>degenerate moderns modernity
>perspectives on irish nationalism
>ravel the decadent memory sublimation and desire
>next million years
>marriage and morals
>armies without nations
>the anatomy of fascism
>the anti-enlightenment tradition
reviewed all of kant
reviewed all of locke
went back through popper
there's a lot more but the whole list would take me an hour to type out

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 03:10:55 2020 No.16126023 >>16125911 Checked and appreciated

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 03:15:29 2020 No.16126039

>>16125980
It sounds like you’ve been really productive even though you’re isolated. When most people are depressed they do nothing, not read difficult books. You’ve read way more than the average /lit/ poster. Why do you read so much? What will you do with the knowledge you’ve accrued?

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 03:35:08 2020 No.16126103

>>16126039
>you’ve been really productive
It's mostly the adderall but thank you
>Why do you read so much?
I mentioned that there is a study and while i was trying to sound humble, its more of a library. I would show a picture of it but the room has family portraits with clearly visible names. My father was a master goldsmith and accumulated a vast collection of books throughout his career. Also I have nothing to do but read, consume media or play vidya so i choose the more productive option. I'll occasionally do some programming or robotics but I haven't unpacked most of the boxes from my apartment since I believe that I'll return to NYC when the pandemic is over.
>What will you do with the knowledge you’ve accrued?
The lessons, stories and insight that I accumulate will be passed onto my future children as seen fit. I don't believe that public or private schools will allow for right wing political theory to be taught for much longer and the books I have inherited are a blessing since they will allow me to curb academic based indoctrination.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 03:39:25 2020 No.16126115

>>16125875
This is nearly realistic but not quite there. I don't think this kind of person "loses their job" quite that simply, also doubt they'd call their own home "gilded." The diapers bit a little heavy-handed also although it's meant to be the main internal punchline obviously. The final sting about bragging is quite good, but the freehand bit doesnt make sense. Just needs a few tweaks, 7/10

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 03:39:37 2020 No.16126116 >>16126103 >ywn be the son of rich people living alone in your family mansion reading good books all day Why even live? Sucks to be poor.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 03:41:29 2020 No.16126121 >>16126115 If the guy's post is actually real this post is pretty funny, but agreed.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 03:50:52 2020 No.16126143

>>16125216
Islam is based on the arbitrary and flawed conceptions of a mortal man, and not just any man, but a pedophilic warlord. When you deify a man and make him the ideal, what you inevitably get is a tyranny, which is why it is absolutely necessary to stress that God is the ideal, he's above humanity and no human will ever come close (even if we are still capable of great good through proper action). We should serve the ideal, and not a man. Whatever kind of person the historical Jesus was, the man we worship and know as Christ is portrayed in the Bible as the ideals of God perfectly embodied in action, which is what makes him divine and above the common man. Muhammad is clearly just a man, despite being privy to God's will or whatever, and so the fundament of Islam will spawn nothing but evil. Islam wants to sink its claws into every aspect of society, it tries to account for everything and becomes totalitarian as a result.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 03:51:53 2020 No.16126146 >>16126143 >Islam is based Stopped reading there. Very true.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 03:53:23 2020 No.16126151 >>16126143 >Islam is based nope

>>	I Fri Aug 14 03:56:15 2020 No.16126157 File: 58 KB, 634x487, article-0-1A9329C8000005DC-43_634x487.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>16125216 daily reminder that God is stupid pederast, imbecile, dumbfuck and degenerate.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 03:58:52 2020 No.16126167 [DELETED]

>>16126143
Seems a little tortured to say that Jesus is "the ideals of God embodied in action" when him being a man is so heavily emphasized. What's the point of dying on the cross otherwise, what's the sacrifice and what sin is being expurgated in that action if not the original sin that all men carry? It's correct that Jesus wasn't a pedophiliac warlord, but to say that Christians don't deify a man (that particular man) seems heretical.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 04:02:01 2020 No.16126177 Hi all, I hope you are doing well. >>16125424 I like him, his music only sucks when he doesn't put in effort

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 04:04:51 2020 No.16126183 >>16126167 I'm sloppy with my words, my point is that Jesus was a perfect man, and Muhammad clearly was a flawed and brutal beast.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 04:07:01 2020 No.16126187

>>16125714
Sure I guess, but that's collapsing a subtle distinction into a granular generalization. Like calling everything "tree," and refusing to distinguish deciduous from evergreen, sapling from old growth, and so on. There's grades and shades to these things.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 04:16:14 2020 No.16126219

>>16126167
>>16126177
I'm somewhat sloppy in my thinking as well, I have a lot of thoughts about Christianity and Islam that are kind of unorganized and only in early stages of development. I accept the risk of saying silly or uneducated things. I'm trying to refine my thoughts by first articulating them and putting them forth to others for their opinions.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 04:25:03 2020 No.16126238
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>>16125216
Jesus is the truth and the light. He is the way. Politics, "continental philosophy," all the agonies of /lit/ pseuds... all just a prologue to a lifetime of imitating Christ.

God be with you lads. Repent, humble yourself, and pray for the grace to reform yourself from sin.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 04:26:54 2020 No.16126244 >>16126183 >>16126219 I nuked my post cause I felt it was a bit aggressive and I shouldn't really bandy around the h-word. Have a good one fellers

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 04:31:11 2020 No.16126252 >>16126244 Haha, both of those posts are me. I don't mind being called heretical, I'm not so concerned with taking a wrong step when walking down this path, my intent is sincere so if someone corrects me I won't get pissy about it.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 04:35:20 2020 No.16126259 >>16126157 Why did you post a picture of your victim? Are you proud of being a child fucking degenerate pedophile?

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 04:42:19 2020 No.16126277

i wonder if i talked to her about some of the prior addictions i held in my life would she look down upon me, or understand. i often wonder if shes thought about it or just assumed that my healthy mind and figure now resembles a stance of self control in the mix of the illicit behaviors. she admits to not understanding it but bearing the brunt of this disease alone for so long is wearing on me and i fear that the only women ive slightly trusted inn years would be drawn away in disgust if she were ever to find out that i once could not get a grip on my own reality and abused my own assets just to escape. the scariest thing about it to me is that i cannot help but feel a dreadful creep in the back of my mind as this relationship stagnates due to my own disillusionment that when she finally tells me to fuck off cause she realizes the extent of what i am i will only be inn a better situation to drown my brain in instant stimulation until it finally kills me.i often dream shed just do it herself and end me quickly but that would be to much of a burden on the only bright light in my life, and after all we only live for what we love.
PS i know the punctuation shit i just wanted to ramble into the void

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 05:20:29 2020 No.16126372 I only just realised that summerfags are responsible for the shitty posts and replies this past month, then I realised one of the reasons places like reddit suck so much ass is because like 50% of users are retarded high schoolers

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 05:54:57 2020 No.16126474 >>16125258 Anon, with a car you can go anywhere

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 06:16:53 2020 No.16126556

dayum, said some whack things at the end. juggling too much after what ive said before while balancing not being a faggot or a psycho was difficult, fun game though too much smoke and drink not enough sleep, the fuck did i even tumble into? two deleted threads

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 06:22:32 2020 No.16126572 >>16125258 good luck, never let them get you, anon

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 06:24:30 2020 No.16126578 >>16125417 you mean, like Obama did? President of Flint, several mass shootings, uprisings, wars, ...

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 06:26:02 2020 No.16126585 >>16125451 I read an article on BBC about it and they favoured Yales position so hard, the prosecution side was hardly explained.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 06:28:31 2020 No.16126592 >>16125653 sure, in the next cycle with new physics. they will laugh about our chained-to-earth arses

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 07:37:43 2020 No.16126928

Thinking about just quitting college and asking to work at a book shop i really like if they'll give me a job. I did two courses over a year that felt almost completely useless in the long run. Yeah, it was fun having a routine and i was forced a little outside my comfort zone, but the first course was just general creative shit, and the second was musical theatre when my actual passion is acting and writing. I was told i had to do both before i could move on to an acting one but now i'm in a lower level course than before because i failed my interview horribly, even when i was told i had a good audition, because i had no experience in actual acting or theatre since i was forced to do fucking musicals instead.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 07:47:32 2020 No.16126961 File: 6 KB, 1480x727, 1241241.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Pray for Belarus

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 08:00:45 2020 No.16126999 >>16126928 you should really just make 4chan your university really

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 08:05:23 2020 No.16127013 >>16126999 trips of truth. where can a fellow scholar download his /lit/ certificate? My major is the Meme trilogy and my minor Greek. My PhD is about 9 inches.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 09:39:12 2020 No.16127531 The greeks were gay because intelligence is attractive and girls were banned from gymnasium/school. >>16126999 one of the best places to discuss mathematics on the internet unironically(and ironically)

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 09:46:04 2020 No.16127577
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Anonymous Fri Aug 14 10:54:45 2020 No.16127971

I am so tired of hearing about niggers. Every single day the news is all about niggers. Every law that gest passed is justified by its impact on the nigger community. The justice department says the law is good because it protects niggers when it sues Yale for antiwhite discrimination. When niggers kill white people it doesn't make the news because there could be backlash against niggers. When a nigger overdoses on meth and fentanyl in the middle of a crime we get three months of riots because he was a nigger. The only people who are casually rude to me in everyday life are niggers. The only people who chimp out in stores are niggers. I go to the park to get some quiet and niggers are there blasting nigger beats. We should have killed all the niggers a long time ago. I grew up where there were no niggers. 98% white and none of us hated niggers. What got me to the point of niggerposting like this? Nothing but exposure to niggers. God damn the nigger's black soul to nigger hell.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 11:48:39 2020 No.16128301
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A person invited me to a party, there is a 10$ cover fee going towards painting a new rainbow sidewalk in my hometown, I know their will be MDMA and cocaine there, I'm going call the cops on them and hopefully this breaks up the party and they make no money for the sodomy sidewalk.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 11:49:44 2020 No.16128306 >>16128301 What a dick

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 12:01:57 2020 No.16128377 File: 244 KB, 960x960, 13941.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>16128306 How so? I am protecting my home town from more degenerate "culture"

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 12:02:03 2020 No.16128379
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>>16125216
I want medicinal cocaine. Fuck weed. I want corporate grown, 100% pure, pharmaceutical grade cocaine. Doctors already use coke as an anesthetic, so why not bag up some of the leftovers and sell them from behind the counter at Walgreens?

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 12:02:58 2020 No.16128384 Modern day work feels so unnatural.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 12:10:54 2020 No.16128430 >>16125216 I wanna take a piss but am to tired to even get to the toilets

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 12:12:24 2020 No.16128436 File: 1.33 MB, 1993x3000, lf.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>16127577 bro if ur into ants u gotta peep "phase iv" by saul bass >https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Gmfv1Ar7fY

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 12:14:05 2020 No.16128449 >>16128377 You are the degenerate asshole here :(

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 12:22:05 2020 No.16128499

I've started working out again in an attempt to get things together mentally. The loss of routine from the quarantine has taken a toll. I've heard that if you're depressed, if the activities you do don't make you happy, you should keep doing them anyway. I don't think it'll work, but worth a shot.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 12:25:28 2020 No.16128520 >>16125427 Powerful phrase. You pick it up somewhere?

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 12:36:04 2020 No.16128600 >>16128449 No he isn't. Drug-fueled house parties and gay sidewalk shit ruins neighborhoods. He's a hero.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 12:36:45 2020 No.16128601 >>16128377 You're a snitch

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 12:38:21 2020 No.16128608 >>16128601 Those who say snitches get stitches belong in ditches.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 12:40:27 2020 No.16128621 >>16128600 gays are the advanced guard of white gentrifiers. If you buy houses in shitty neighborhoods, the first thing you do is raise the rainbow flag to let the locals know this shit is about to get colonized

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 12:43:32 2020 No.16128638

>>16128306
>>16128601
>noooo not the heckin' gay pill-popping homos, won't somebody think of the poor drug-addicted sodomites
the only way anon could be more based is if he pulled an omar marteen on them himself
fuck normies, fuck faggots, fuck drug users, and fuck you

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 12:44:58 2020 No.16128650 >>16128638 >calls others normies while gobbling up "war on drugs" propaganda ok

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 13:06:28 2020 No.16128798

Wow, Deblasio cancelled the 9/11 lights this year because it would be too dangerous for workers to set it up, but it wasn't too dangerous to paint a gigantic BLM mural on the street outside Trump Tower. Strange how American Airlines Flight 11 crashed into the WTC at 8:46AM, and then George Floyd died after 8 minutes and 46 seconds. Are we sure it wasn't 8 minutes and 47 seconds? or 45 seconds? Amazing.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 13:11:42 2020 No.16128828 I am incapable of treating women poorly even when they fuck me over, I don't know what's wrong with me

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 13:22:33 2020 No.16128889 >>16128828 woah, a self-aware simp

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 13:47:44 2020 No.16129058 >>16128889 fuck give me the cure doc

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 13:56:24 2020 No.16129125 >>16126143 >Islam is based Asalamlekum my brother. Based indeed

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 14:02:52 2020 No.16129176

>>16125216
I'm a bit tired of uncertainty in my life. The average time I spend at any "fixed" address is less than 2 years. When you omit the more stable years of my childhood, it's worse.
I don't know where I'll be living 6 months from now. I feel like my life has been on hold while I try to reach solid ground, but I've spent so much time in limbo I've forgotten what I'm even trying to do anymore.
I'm bored of life. I've switched off, I'm on autopilot. Uncertainty is killing me, but the uncertainty of what lies beyond death prevents me from killing myself.
I think naively that the answers will be in books, and so I buy more, and read more. At the very least I would like to know how many books, and which ones, I need to read before my thirst for answers is quenched and I can shuffle off the mortal coil without fearing I missed out on some crucial detail.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 14:14:55 2020 No.16129273 I've been on a month-to-month lease for four years.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 14:32:37 2020 No.16129407 I'm terrified I'm gonna hit 30 and realize I haven't moved an inch from where I am now.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 14:56:25 2020 No.16129607
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>get comfy and put on some lectures about the pagan world
>"These lectures contain mature content and may not be appropriate for all audiences"

holy based

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 15:06:05 2020 No.16129698

I honestly predict in fifty years retarded millennial / zoomer shit like heavy social media use and semi-ironic nihilism will be found to correlate with poor health and decreased longevity. The healthiest populations on earth all are vaguely traditionalist and community / family focused, ie, exactly the opposite of your typical zoomer.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 15:09:36 2020 No.16129728 >>16129698 do you have any friends?

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 15:15:35 2020 No.16129772

>>16129728
Yes, quite a few actually. Several agree with my general views, though some do not. Either way all I can do act as I think is right and try to foster a positive lifestyle for myself and others, I cannot force others to agree with me nor can I proscribe their behaviors.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 16:03:17 2020 No.16130133 >>16129698 Well zoomers are still young zoomers, I'd wager you'll be right if the irony and nihilism follow them long into adulthood, but give them a chance to mature.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 16:42:28 2020 No.16130344 I'm listening to Boston's self-tltled album because it's the only band on Apple Music's Essential Albums section for Classic Rock that I can't imagine someone getting excited about. Is Boston really a major band or what?

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 16:49:27 2020 No.16130394 always too tired to read anything with big words and difficult concepts but don't want to read useless shit. What should I read? (intersted in psychology)

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 16:51:15 2020 No.16130407 >write what's on your mind I'm thinking about banging a middle school girl. I can do it but can I get away with it?

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 16:53:35 2020 No.16130428 feel urge to kill myself every fucking day, it's been like this for years. Want to disembowel myself I hate my life and want to die every day .

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 16:55:42 2020 No.16130440 >>16130428 i feel u but as someone who's old as shit now it goes by fast you'll be dead soon enough

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 16:59:21 2020 No.16130464 >>16130440 do you live to die? Why did you make the world so inhuman old man?

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 17:00:50 2020 No.16130473 >>16130464 don't blame me, you didn't vote for bernie, now you get queen kamala

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 17:02:24 2020 No.16130483 File: 236 KB, 615x409, 1569765410796.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>16125563 That's a nice mosley you've got there. I'm taking it. Have one of mine in compensation.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 17:03:25 2020 No.16130489 >>16125417 Go for it. An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth, a life for a life. We shall have justice before the end.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 17:05:25 2020 No.16130512 >>16130473 she slay.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 17:11:34 2020 No.16130556

>>16130473
>Delete Post: [File Only] Style:
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How do I make friends if people only like me when I feel happy , or that I can only talk when I'm hap[py, and happiness is so rare and loneliness is so common . why did you make it such a lonely planet, fucker? why does everyone have walls and fences and look at you suspiciously instead of communal tents and hospitality?

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 17:19:41 2020 No.16130628 >>16130473 I voted yang

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 17:19:55 2020 No.16130633 I want to be excited, confident and full of ideas all the time and can't be satisfied with anything less. my therapist tells me I need to learn to cope with being normal and I hate him for it. I want to be happy, not lower my expectations

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 17:36:47 2020 No.16130744
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Why can some people blindly believe in something and others cannot? I'm really jealous of fundamentalists. I want to believe wholeheartedly in something too. To believe in something completely, without any doubts. That's my fucking dream.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 17:45:54 2020 No.16130792 >>16130744 You probably do, you just call them facts.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 17:51:13 2020 No.16130829 >>16130792 Facts aren't Truth. Truth creates facts. And I don't know the Truth. Do you know the Truth?

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 18:01:42 2020 No.16130900 >>16128449 Fuck off you shit eating degenerate

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 18:10:26 2020 No.16130955 What do you call the noughties, tumblr, taylor swift, mcr, supernatural, disney channel. implicitly white, politically neutral aesthetic? I've been getting into it over the past year.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 18:12:47 2020 No.16130963 >>16130955 also glee and zooey deschanel

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 18:44:06 2020 No.16131166 File: 35 KB, 495x495, 1210368.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>16128449 >>16128601 Don't care, I may just film when the cops going to the party. These subhumans deserve no quarter.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 19:07:30 2020 No.16131309 never been pregnant but my tiddies produce small amounts of milk. i can lick it off my nipples and it's enough to taste. it's pretty arousing and i want to make larger quantities. i'm literally a titcow.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 19:13:58 2020 No.16131350 gonna go out under a highway bridge and scream. When's the last time you screamed anon? you haven't lost the scream, have you?

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 19:15:01 2020 No.16131362 >>16131309 God be with you,

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 19:47:47 2020 No.16131532 File: 420 KB, 940x705, 1985supra.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I was thinking about buying a 1985 Supra.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 19:52:00 2020 No.16131552 American hours have commenced I'm going to read a book

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 19:57:05 2020 No.16131583 >>16131552 which book?

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 20:16:38 2020 No.16131688 Will I always feel so alone my entire life? Physically I'm not, but mentally you know it. I try to believe in God but it's hard to ever know anything. All I know is that I don't know.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 21:14:51 2020 No.16132067 I'm going through a crisis because i was convinced I have bipolar disorder, but my therapist and psychiatrist are convinced I'm so rarely genuinely happy that I'm mistaking it for an altered state of consciousness

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 21:16:38 2020 No.16132080
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>The higher philosophical man, who has solitude not because he wishes to be alone but because he is something that finds no equals: what dangers and new sufferings have been reserved for him precisely today, when one has unlearned belief in order of rank and consequently does not know how to honor and understand this solitude! Formerly the sage almost sanctified himself in the mind of the crowd by going apart in this way-today the hermit sees himself surrounded as if by a cloud of gloomy doubts and suspicions. And not merely on the part of the envious and wretched: he must sense misunderstanding, neglect, and superficiality even in all benevolence shown him. He knows that crafty cunning of narrow-minded pity that feels itself good and holy when it tries to "save" him from himself, perhaps by means of more comfortable situations or more orderly, more reliable company-indeed, he will have to admire the unconscious instinct of destruction with which all the spiritually mediocre go to work against him, with a perfect faith in their right to do so!

>It is necessary for these men of incomprehensible loneliness to wrap themselves vigorously and boldly in the cloak of external, spatial solitude, too: that is part of their prudence. Even cunning and disguise are needed today if such a man is to preserve himself, to keep himself aloft, in the midst of the dangerous, downdragging currents of the age. Every attempt to endure in the present, to endure the present, every approach to the men and aims of today, he will have to atone as if it were his own special sin; and he may marvel at the concealed wisdom of his nature that, after every such attempt, at once draws him back to himself by means of sickness and bad accidents.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 21:21:07 2020 No.16132113 >>16131688 anon, I am your foil

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 21:21:16 2020 No.16132114

>>16131583
The Woman Who Fooled The Word. The two journalists who started the exposure of Belle Gibson wrote it.
If you don't know who Belle Gibson is: Australian instathot who claimed to be curing cancer with whole foods, started an app Apple wanted to be front and centre on its smart watch, and got a publishing deal with Penguin for her cancer curing cookbook, supposedly donating all the profits of all her business ventures to charities. Only she gave no money to charities and did not have cancer and is basically just the kind of pathological liar you would expect from an instathot. Great book so far. The really funny bit is she came after the Norma Khouri hoax memoir that Penguin also got burnt for in Australia and around the world.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 21:24:17 2020 No.16132138 >>16132114 World* not Word. Beau Donelly and Nick Toscano are the authors. Had to go retrieve it to check because I'm taking a break.

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 21:25:23 2020 No.16132146 IT BECOMES INCREASINGLY CLEAR IT DOES NOT MATTER

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 21:26:43 2020 No.16132159

>trying to figure out a way to save dead-in-the-water career
>was thinking about this one path for a long time
>already checking out postgrad schools for it and everything
>today looking at jobs for it to try and gather what requirements they need
>realize i think the entire field is stupid as fuck and no matter how much research i do i have no idea what these people do all day
>now want to do this other thing instead because it makes my autism more happy, it's an actual job with actual goals
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
god why is this so hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 22:39:03 2020 No.16132701 posadas had the right idea

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 22:40:05 2020 No.16132707 >>16132701 https://splrc.wordpress.com/

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 22:47:00 2020 No.16132768

>>16125216
McCarthy was not wrong. Communists have been engaged in the long march through institutions and are in their final struggle. The next decade determines the fate of the United States, and ultimately, the fate of the Right to Free Speech.

Bolsheviks have infiltrated many western States in the US. They are funded by the Russo-Sinai alliance (See: Chinese funding the Clinton campaign) and misanthropes such as George Soros. Anyone who fails to act against this is complicit in the coming conflagration. These people are deranged. They argue against the mere idea of written laws because they are criminals. They make criminals into their saints. Their entire ideology is incoherent and only appeals to either the most violent, or the most inept.

Their crimes are blotted out from public perception by the media while they privately celebrate them. These people need to be met with unstoppable force.

Anonymous Fri Aug 14 23:07:34 2020 No.16132907
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I had a dream that I got a new gf and we walked around doing the same things we used to do together while the old one would reappear in the background and I knew that I was repeating the same mistake the entire time
never trust blondes with green eyes

>>	Anonymous Fri Aug 14 23:09:01 2020 No.16132914 File: 875 KB, 1242x1225, 1597349469267.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Mom is out of the country so I have to wait 2 days before she is back because only she knows the password to the credit card which I need to buy MH Iceborne.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 00:10:05 2020 No.16133271 >>16125597 Thank you, man, I appreciate this a lot.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 00:23:25 2020 No.16133356 >you should... is violence

Anonymous Sat Aug 15 01:44:14 2020 No.16133684

I don't do much. What I do is quite valuable. Everyone wants me to work, and they pay me for the possibility that I might work. I don't work, they still pay me. They try to convince me to work. Sometimes I work. It's very effective. But whether I work, or not, everything's just about the same.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 02:23:12 2020 No.16133796 I want to live

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 02:35:05 2020 No.16133846 File: 23 KB, 350x449, yhvyI7yEZZFk11cGWivRYkag4BoIbjrXDGbHaN1i0W0.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] My name is Fart

Anonymous Sat Aug 15 03:08:21 2020 No.16133986
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In zoos monkeys will masterbate, however in the wild they do not, wether its because they are busy or something else i dont know, but in the former they are trapped and dont have space, i feel similar, trapped, and theirs few opportunities for me to escape. With space a man can shape it to his desires then use it to accomplish greater things, owning space likely also gives away to feelings on control. This wouldnt solve all my problems but having my own place would be nice, but then again, if i cant use the few opportunities i have now to get my own space, would i even use it to its full potential?
In this situation I desperately look for things i can control, the first thing is of course my mind and not the enviornment around me, so I started to research stoicism, in the meantime Ive had an inclination to just stop being social, to just read and watch netflix all day, and Ive come to notice that nobody ever messages me first, its always me doing the talking, and I do it simply out of boredom, to see how people respond to certain topics even though their input rarely had actual value or insight. I could die tomorrow and nobody except maybe 3 or 4 family members would notice, and for some reason this is a very freeing feeling despite my trapment, maybe people have too much going on in their own lives, maybe im not fun to talk to, maybe these people finally got the hint after i tried this last month. Regardless i feel at peace, to talk to people on a daily basis, especially online as thats where 90% of my friends are, feels like a burden, i feel like i can do what i want when i want and not be judged as no one knows what im up to. No one to impress, no one to let down, no one to give their worthless opinion on your decisions when they themselves cant look at their own reflection without disgust

Anonymous Sat Aug 15 03:11:34 2020 No.16134000

>>16133986
Monkeys don't fap in the wild because they can have monkey sex with monkey chicks. In zoos if there even are monkey chicks in the cage with them there aren't a lot, so if they cockblock them there's nothing to do but put your dick in your hand. Also humans always watching them makes it harder to fuck.

Anonymous Sat Aug 15 03:36:44 2020 No.16134079

i hope sambo is afflicted with a pox, and his brother both sodomizes him, and steals all his "guitars", then sells them for less than a 1/4 of the total value. then he spends the money on whatever monkey pheromones (methamphetamines) to further instill him in a manic fit of psychosis. as sam lays crying for how much of an ugly shitskin failure he is, (the reason his pussy ass fuck dad died).
in reality sams father hated him, and put on a front of poverty out of spite to prevent any form of happiness to sprout in that favela monkey's fucking shitty life. Shit-genes-mcfaggot-loving-son-having gorrila man, purposely restricted the flow of income to the family, because he couldn't trust anyone to prevent giving sam a cut of the money, so nobody had a share at all. Imagine sam, you directly caused your family's poverty when you slipped out your concubine's dirty tarpit of a womb. This is why his brother stole the loot his father was keeping from them all. Then, in a lapse of self reflection while he's wallowing in his own misery, sam's brother comes back to collect whatever remaining wealth the family has. in his exasperation of finding nil, he will slaughter sam's slut mother with his bare hands, right in front of poor sambo. in the midst of the commotion, an electrical short sparks up a slow burning flame that is only fanned by the house (constructed of dung) and burns them all slowly to a crisp.

Anonymous Sat Aug 15 03:37:50 2020 No.16134081

>>16134079
nobody has ever loved or cared for sam, and he is the laughingstock of gg, and his family. Your mother looked to you to be the seed that would help give a garnish of good reputation to the family name (maccacofagfuckers) but failed miserably. That's why all this vested hatred spews from everyone around you. stupid fucking monkey. die in hell, and drown in feces you degenerate dicksuckingtrannyfuckingcockswallowingpainwallowingniggerlovingsonofabitchslutmotherhavinglittlepieceoffaggotdogshitworthlessdicklesshopelessspinelesslovelessexpandedsphincterhavingtrapcovetingfaveladwellingtroglodytesubhumanmonkeyboi. kill yourself sam. you know you want to. do it. We're all waiting patiently. nobody loves you or will miss you in the afterlife (which you won't experience because you will be in hell burning forever.) fucking macaco shit flinger animal

Anonymous Sat Aug 15 04:41:14 2020 No.16134276

My university is screwing up to such a hard degree that it makes the screwups of my country as a whole (the US) look better by comparison. It's one of the most infected universities in the country with hundreds of cases, yet the mask requirement only began in July, and they've made the decision to keep classes open where some students will be forced to attend despite risk of sickness, with some laughable precautions that have gone viral because they're so retarded. I don't want to move back this semester and put myself at risk, and half of my classes are online this semester, so if the others are online it should be good. However, the class info online is inaccurate so I have to email them all myself and ask, and they still haven't responded. Classes start on the 20th.

God I can't wait to get out of this country. What a fucking mess.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 04:48:54 2020 No.16134299 >>16134000 You ever think that monkeys fap in zoos because they know humans are watching? You ever think they get off on that?

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 04:49:40 2020 No.16134301 >>16134276 What uni

Anonymous Sat Aug 15 04:56:21 2020 No.16134322
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Quit making boujee peanut butter. No I didn't stutter. Can't be spirtually lazy, but my vision has been hazy. Lord coming in power and glory, I believe His story. He comes in humility now, because next time He'll go POW!

Praying to walk unto paths straight and narrow like an arrow, Lord have me speak in peace, I can't take it back after the release.

Heavenly reflections, desires sought. Are they ungodly? Christ is judge, dead prayers ought not.

That future QT 3.14 hope she wants to ride JC highs.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 05:03:52 2020 No.16134348 >>16134301 university of georgia

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 05:21:06 2020 No.16134423 File: 76 KB, 660x990, BD4A3AE5-6916-4C91-B42E-9AAB61BD1E79.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I‘ve made beef jerky and i basically already ate all of it to „test for dryness“. Currently trying to keep myself from eating the last two pieces.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 05:42:47 2020 No.16134500 >>16134423 Haha i ate it.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 05:43:28 2020 No.16134505 >>16134423 >>16134500 kek anon

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 05:46:45 2020 No.16134517 >>16134276 pussy

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 05:47:30 2020 No.16134518 >>16134505 As you can see by the posting times, i managed to keep myself from eating it for 30mins. Can‘t say i‘m not proud of myself at least a little bit.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 05:51:02 2020 No.16134529 >>16134518 I do things like this often also

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 05:58:00 2020 No.16134549 >>16134518 You made it, might as well enjoy it man. Making some Chic Fil A style chicken soon myself

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 09:47:25 2020 No.16135491 >>16134276 >>16134348 You don't have to leave the whole country, just move out of Georgia lmao

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 11:23:12 2020 No.16136010 I'm 21 and I look 31

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 11:40:32 2020 No.16136128 >>16136010 is this one of the riddles of the sphinx?

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 11:48:35 2020 No.16136190 I wanna go decapitate myself under a train

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 14:17:13 2020 No.16137188 >>16130829 >blindly believe in >Facts aren't Truth. Truth creates facts. And I don't know the Truth. Do you know the Truth? So yeah you probably do as they do

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 14:47:23 2020 No.16137354 >>16135491 It's better if he does. Pussy fucks like him deserve to live in Canada

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 15:07:47 2020 No.16137490 aight, immah change my life for good now, today's the day

Anonymous Sat Aug 15 15:12:39 2020 No.16137512

I cannot but help but shake the feeling that the null before the creation of our reality and the null we experience after death are inextricably linked. It is only fitting that soul, being born of a cold, material universe, and that universe being born of nothing, would eventually return to the nothing from whence it came.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 15:54:09 2020 No.16137797 >>16137512 wowow so deep dude lmao

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 15:57:55 2020 No.16137822 God my stomach is killing me I'm in so much fucking pain I can't even move I just wanna go out for a smoke just fucking and me

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 16:03:34 2020 No.16137865 File: 14 KB, 269x187, sagepepe.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] That which is, is. That which isn't, isn't. Accordingly, that which is, isn't. That which isn't, is.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 16:08:17 2020 No.16137904 >>16137865 Lao and Zhuangpilled.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 16:10:16 2020 No.16137920 I'm posting in a car wash

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 16:19:50 2020 No.16137986 >>16137822 antacid?

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 16:27:17 2020 No.16138066 >>16137920 hahahahaha yeah I bet... good one anone

Anonymous Sat Aug 15 16:36:56 2020 No.16138127

My only real friend, who I met last year and who has been a sort of emotional rock for me in her support for my healing from mental health issues and who hasn't hated me despite all of the BPD stuff I have put her through, is moving hundreds of miles away today. I feel totally numb. I cried horribly when we said goodbye, and she hugged me and told me she was glad she was there for me when I was having my mental health crisis.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 16:50:06 2020 No.16138220 File: 68 KB, 690x407, Capture.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] What the fuck is wrong with the jannies? I'm not memeing - are they literally retarded? Look at the shit they don't delete. We need mods who READ BOOKS

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 16:55:54 2020 No.16138267 More and more I find myself wishing rape on people. Feels more forceful than wishing they'd die.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 17:01:03 2020 No.16138306 >>16138066 Well, I was phoneposting... in a car wash.

Anonymous Sat Aug 15 17:04:11 2020 No.16138333

I honestly dont know what i want. I never did. I always followed others and took their advice because i didnt have any conviction or basic interest by myself. Uni was the biggest mistake by far. I wasted 5 years because i didnt know what else to do. I have given up ever since (it's been 4 years already) because i dont find meaning in anything. I trying to fix it by reading psychology, going to therapist and looking up philosophical works but nothing sticks up. I tried asking myself but nothing answered.
It's the real suffering being afraid of life and death at the same time. I dont really expect anything to read this venting because it's just another post in countless thread.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 17:06:27 2020 No.16138350 >read and study theology so much that I forget what "I" means, even more so "God" >stop studying >fear hell >repeat I'm in a bad good cycle if you know what I mean

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 17:08:34 2020 No.16138367 >>16137865 splain me pls

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 17:26:18 2020 No.16138515 I met an amazing girl whom I've been seeing/going on dates with for the past two weeks almost every day, but she's going back home tomorrow and I still haven't kissed her.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 17:32:56 2020 No.16138574 >>16138515 that's rough anon. is she moving far?

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 17:35:40 2020 No.16138593 >>16138306 >Well, I was phoneposting... in a car wash. hahahahah , good job anon really cracked me up. nice work anon top notch keep it up loser

Anonymous Sat Aug 15 17:36:52 2020 No.16138601

>>16138574
Other side of the country, about an 8 hour drive away. There's worse I guess but it sucks that I met someone so brilliant only to lose her a short while after, and we're not at the point yet where I would feel comfortable to come visit her every other week.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 17:39:06 2020 No.16138616 >>16138515 do I move too fast or are you moving too slow

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 17:47:49 2020 No.16138709 It's too hot. The sun is an enemy. We must shoot dust into the sky. Bill Gates is right

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 17:50:17 2020 No.16138732 >>16138601 things are gonna suck, maybe even pretty bad, for a while but it'll get better.

Anonymous Sat Aug 15 17:54:16 2020 No.16138765

>>16138616
The latter probably. My friends have been telling me for days I should have gone and kissed her already.

>>16138732
I guess it always gets better, doesn't it. It's frustrating that I haven't had feelings for anyone in a long time, and when I finally do, it has to end like this.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 18:24:57 2020 No.16138973 The saddest part of all this is that life was easier when I was trying to break myself. Getting myself high wasn't easy, but compared to getting myself happy it was chlild's play

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 18:28:38 2020 No.16138995 >>16138515 how did you meet?

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 18:40:35 2020 No.16139068 A government agent came to my door and demanded my race.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 18:48:22 2020 No.16139144 >>16138973 Is that a surprise? It's always been easier to destroy than to build.

Anonymous Sat Aug 15 19:01:51 2020 No.16139246

>>16139144
no, that's not the part that surprises me. all this time I thought I was chasing a high, which is a managable goal. Anyone can get high. It's only when I realized that this obscure state of blissful delusion i sought was nothing more than run-of-the-mill happiness that I realized how fucked I was. in an instant, a goal that seemed manageable became borderline impossible

Anonymous Sat Aug 15 19:16:35 2020 No.16139340

In describing examples of human attachments and relationships, one such example is:
>the pleasure of a philosophical old fogy in a girl who is impudent and innocent
Now, all peds and degenerates may not continue reading my post. For the cultured, man, what does Chesterton mean in his above statement (taken from "What is Wrong With the World")? Now, personally, among womenkind, I only respect good mothers and virgins. However, when it comes to the "young girl question", I can't help but feel an intense admiration for them, such as Chesterton describes. A sort of charm, the sort that lights up your entire day. Now, children are curious about the mysteries of the universe, and this I find wholly admirable. Why is it that the philosophical attuned find so much charm in the young examples of our species?

Anonymous Sat Aug 15 19:34:30 2020 No.16139463

>>16139340
I don't think it's entirely the preserve of the philosophical, I think most people find flowers and sunsets and frolicing children and all that gay shit rather nice on some level. If the philosophical old fogy is particularly affected by them I imagine it's down to the poignancy of the contrast between the disillusioned, analytical thinking man and the unthinking, exuberant child.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 19:38:08 2020 No.16139496 I am 21 and I wanted to try a cigarette However, I am scared that I become addicted like I became to porn which I am struggling with

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 19:38:58 2020 No.16139503 File: 11 KB, 419x191, boohoocracker.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>16132768 True.

Anonymous Sat Aug 15 19:41:10 2020 No.16139515

>>16139463
Yes...but aren't children the most thinking individuals you encounter in society? Constant immersion in imagination, constant questioning...they look alive, their eyes especially. They are not dead or stagnant, except in those ones raised by the ipad and the like

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 19:45:24 2020 No.16139545 Congress goes to recess without reaching a stimulus deal. Flush every one of these turds down the toilet.

Anonymous Sat Aug 15 19:46:48 2020 No.16139558

>>16138367
That which is exists by virtue of what isn't, for there is an infinity of what could be what is, but isn't. And what doesn't exist is as part of what does exist as that which is, the isn't is as substantial a truth as that which is. An infinity of isn'ts makes possible the is.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 19:47:30 2020 No.16139564 >>16139545 They're saving it for the late fall when restaurants can't do outdoor dining anymore, and they think if they save it till right before the election they will all win their reelections, it's political theater

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 19:49:53 2020 No.16139582 I fapped and took a nap. Unsurprisingly, my mental state is now shitty. I'm going to chug an energy drink, try to work out, and hopefully feel good again.

Anonymous Sat Aug 15 19:50:32 2020 No.16139586

>>16138333
>>16138333
if it matters i can heavily relate, just this feeling of being lost, im still in uni though but studying philosophy because idk what else to choose, as far as reading goes i have planned
Meditations
Senecas Letters
Enchiridion
Atomic Habits,
maybe ill get my shit together, but if other things like no fap, anti depressants, hobbies, and even money doesnt help then i doubt books will but who knows. Maybe the anwser is to just live in the moment day by day, and stop searching for what I want.

Frater Asemlen !XS8vrClKs2 Sat Aug 15 19:54:08 2020 No.16139621

Meaning through self-simulacrum causes a self and non-self dialectic, emptying itself of itself, it encounters itself made different, the aufheben of these results in categorial novum/emergence of properties the first of which is Being.

Sosein through its own simulacra creates Dasein as a categorical novum by aufheben of self.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 19:57:41 2020 No.16139647 >>16139582 Don't chug energy drink, just go for a good run, and the cardio will flood you awake

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 19:59:37 2020 No.16139659 >>16139647 I would go for a run, but I haven't done kettlebells all week, need to do it. Might go for a citibike ride later for some cardio.

Anonymous Sat Aug 15 20:12:41 2020 No.16139752

>>16125216
Maybe it's true that I just spread anarchic existential dread everywhere I go, that I'm just a monster. What's more upsetting is that you seem to be one of the few things I've seen that can weather me, yet I have little access to you. Or maybe it's because you've forcibly kept me away due to fear of such an embrace, easier to judge yeah. I guess I'm not the easiest thing to be around. Maybe you've had to demonize me out of realizing that dread as well. On the other hand, no one's obligated to be around me, but those who call themselves moral authorities should try to be as inclusive as possible, right? That the greatest such authority should command the greatest inclusivity, the lowest sinner, the deepest truths relevant to everyone? I don't know how to stop scaring people. It's something to do with me clearly. But what.

Anonymous Sat Aug 15 20:19:10 2020 No.16139788

>>16125688
>>16125714
Having a 'connection' with someone during sex now is rare, due to satyriasis in men and nymphomania in women. These people engage in sex compulsively and without joy.
These unfortunate souls willy never know, but cannot love in the true sense of the word

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 20:22:24 2020 No.16139813 >>16129407 Then move

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 20:25:28 2020 No.16139841 >>16139788 I doubt you're even qualified on this topic, really.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 20:26:03 2020 No.16139847 Who the fuck is "All We Are" and why are they in my New Releases section of Apple Music's For You page. I don't remember these guys.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 20:27:46 2020 No.16139860 >>16139788 >Having a 'connection' with someone during sex now is rare Either a virgin or a "bugman" without self-awareness

Anonymous Sat Aug 15 20:32:30 2020 No.16139886

>>16139841
I've seen enough to make a judgement. If you don't believe it, then don't.

>>16139860
I just haven't had the connection with someone yet so now I abstain from sex until I finally find someone I will have that connection with. Infact I'm so over it I could never have it again if I never find that connection.
Seeing sex as the end all of it is like telling someone that jerking off, playing vodeogames or eating McDonald's is all you need in life. Just chase the next rush after the next rush.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 20:33:41 2020 No.16139892 >>16139847 Not trying to dig at you, but how old are you? How do you not have a genre or a large playlist of music you love. ?

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 20:36:27 2020 No.16139906 >>16139892 >getting stuck listening to your high school soundtrack for life Lame. Oh, and I remember why they showed in my New Releases feed. I was rocking this jam last fall: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PUJ61aHBkIo

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 20:39:41 2020 No.16139926 >>16139906 Well if you have a good nusic taste you don't get bored and ya keep gassing onto it. That song sounds just sounds like all other modern crap. I'm glad you found a song you like though And I hope you can find another.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 20:41:07 2020 No.16139936 >>16139906 Wow this shit sucks

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 20:42:10 2020 No.16139942 >>16139886 Ah, you've "seen enough." Right...

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 20:44:56 2020 No.16139963 >>16139942 Yes I have and I'd rather not talk about it. I'm sure you cannot relate? And yeah you're right, that doesn't mean that im 'qualified' but that's beside the point.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 20:48:29 2020 No.16139982 I just saw a Joe Biden ad on Youtube. Wow, he has really tiny eyes. Weird.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 21:29:24 2020 No.16140211 >>16139496 what is life for? smoke

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 21:40:26 2020 No.16140275 >>16139515 They're thinking, they're just not yet bound to dogmatic structures and systems of thought. This makes them free but it makes them incompatible with the philosophic

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 21:42:48 2020 No.16140288 I want to watch some very 70s movie tonight. Recommend me some shit. I got neflix and criterion. I'm think maybe Mean Streets which is on netflix, but I bet criterion has some obscure as shit some nerd on here knows.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 21:45:20 2020 No.16140301 >>16140288 >Mean Streets On second thought, no. No Italian shit. No mob shit. Recommend me a 70s movie that's like a drama or something.

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 21:53:55 2020 No.16140351 >>16140301 Saturday Night Fever

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 21:57:26 2020 No.16140375 >>16140301 Boogie Nights. Saturday night fever sucks

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 21:59:32 2020 No.16140391 >>16140301 Boogie Nights sucks

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 22:01:50 2020 No.16140410 >>16140391 wrong clearly have not watched boogie nights

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 22:07:45 2020 No.16140449 File: 316 KB, 1080x1080, 1559845390945.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Will my jewish ancestors forgive me for my Nazi erotic roleplay?

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 22:11:23 2020 No.16140465 >>16125875 can we switch lives?

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 22:13:31 2020 No.16140479 >>16140449 A lot of them were the same anon en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stalag_fiction

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 22:14:32 2020 No.16140492 >>16140288 Three Days of the Condor

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 23:53:36 2020 No.16141137 wow the ufc is weird as fuck with no crowd lmao

>>	Anonymous Sat Aug 15 23:56:51 2020 No.16141150 >>16141137 it's so quiet the fighters can hear rogan commentating on their own fight in real time, must be weird as hell

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 00:24:57 2020 No.16141343 holy shit bruce buffer delivers, pandemic or no pandemic this guy is always on, lmao

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 00:55:21 2020 No.16141520 >>16128301 If you mention the "cover fee" in the same sentence as drugs the police might possibly seize it as drug money.

Anonymous Sun Aug 16 02:38:10 2020 No.16141882

Anyone here associate with normies, and can give me an update on the "white hipster nerds who listen to rap and ironically reference black culture and the joke is that they're white so it's weird that they're so knowledgeable about rap/black culture things" phenomenon

I know young zoomers and thots like rap and rap is the new pop but I specifically want to know if the "lmao isnt it funny i know about negro slang even though i'm a skinny white nerd" thing is still growing

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 02:45:05 2020 No.16141917 >>16125216 I think Jesus is a good person to trust. I do not think the churches do well to gain the trust of people.

Anonymous Sun Aug 16 03:43:21 2020 No.16142131

>>16139586
Thanks anon for reading and wish you the best in the studies. I wish i could live in the moment but i think im the opposite of it. Even my relation with beauty is impotent - i rationally understand that its beautiful but i dont feel anything on a deeper level.

>>	Christiaan Hartman Sun Aug 16 04:18:44 2020 No.16142259 File: 218 KB, 1280x960, thumbnail_20200709_212405.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=07WjyivKz8Y&t=401s

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 04:20:11 2020 No.16142263 I have stigmats, so fuck you, I'm Jesus Christ now.

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 05:54:19 2020 No.16142710 >>16142259 cool

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 07:37:41 2020 No.16143236 Man are special too, you know, becase dicks, you know.

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 07:39:03 2020 No.16143245 >>16143236 But woman are more special because vagina and baby

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 08:29:05 2020 No.16143424 >>16143245 Women are the nature and men are the logos

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 09:24:48 2020 No.16143670 >>16143424 this is gibberish

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 09:28:17 2020 No.16143688 >>16143670 Women can give birth and men cant.

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 09:28:44 2020 No.16143690 Did it ever occur to anyone that Chester the Chicken and Mr. Peanut are selling out their own species?

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 09:32:42 2020 No.16143708 What do when pp hard kissing in public? It's not like you want to sacrifice the kissing altogether, but you must hide the thing somehow.

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 09:32:43 2020 No.16143707 >>16143688 no shit

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 09:35:27 2020 No.16143723 >>16138593 The pot calling the kettle black

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 09:39:13 2020 No.16143740 >>16143723 that's so racist

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 09:43:40 2020 No.16143753 >>16143740 if you can't handle it then get off my board >>16143723 nice one anon, good work. Thanks for keeping this place alive you're the beating heart of /lit/

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 10:37:10 2020 No.16143987 i love writing women. theyre so sensitive and vulnerable and cuddly. i cant tell if im a fag.

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 11:04:25 2020 No.16144127 File: 206 KB, 600x600, 1568128818100.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Seeing nature and thinking it's beautiful is unnatural. It means that the life you lead is an unclean one.

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 11:06:05 2020 No.16144135 >>16143987 I write my women to be insensitive, invulnerable and violent.

Anonymous Sun Aug 16 11:22:00 2020 No.16144209

>>16138995
A project at work, she was with us temporarily.
I ended up kissing her today, and she let on she'd be interested in taking things further romantically, but she's on the train home right about now and I have no idea when I'll get to see her next.

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 11:33:50 2020 No.16144273 >>16144209 good job >>16144127 nani kore?

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 11:36:13 2020 No.16144292 God i want a delicious brown tomboy gf

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 11:41:02 2020 No.16144338 >>16144292 is this brown enough for you ?

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 11:49:31 2020 No.16144400 File: 1.45 MB, 1920x1080, 1569421260986.webm [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>16144292 who doesn't

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 11:53:00 2020 No.16144423 >>16144273 Thanks anon. She wanted to write on the way home, but didn't have a pen on her. I happened to find one in my bag that I gave to her as I joked this was the writer's equivalent to leaving your toothbrush at someone's place.

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 11:53:57 2020 No.16144428 >>16144423 Now that's one autistic joke.

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 12:09:45 2020 No.16144533 At last, the one day of the week where there is no fucking construction outside

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 12:32:49 2020 No.16144678 MIP* may equal RE, but quantum computing is still bunk.

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 12:36:45 2020 No.16144707 >>16144292 literally me >>16144400 whom?

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 12:39:01 2020 No.16144729 Tomboys feel like a very morally degenerate preference to have, but I have yet to formulate as to why.

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 12:51:21 2020 No.16144813 >>16144707 great pretender

Anonymous Sun Aug 16 13:00:29 2020 No.16144906

>>16144813
>In March 2003, she attended a ballet competition and wins a gold medal. Upon leaving the concert venue with her parents, an air raid commenced on the city of Baghdad
>tfw no iraqi tomboy gf
sounds like suicide fuel
>>16144729
and you will never do

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 13:06:45 2020 No.16144968 Sometimes jannies delete threads that are clearly about specific books because they are too dumb to understand the reference to the book. Literate jannies now.

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 13:08:03 2020 No.16144982 >>16144968 A shitpost is a shitpost. Keep it up and it'll be a range ban, anonshitter.

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 13:09:18 2020 No.16144989 >>16144982 How is a thread about transcendental idealism, which is clearly pulled directly from Kant's CPR, a shitpost, you drooling mongrel?

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 13:23:46 2020 No.16145102 >>16144423 art thou a writer, friend?

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 13:24:51 2020 No.16145115 >>16144968 jannie here, fuck you

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 13:26:16 2020 No.16145125 >>16144989 read the sticky, baka

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 13:32:52 2020 No.16145177 >>16145115 >>16145125 Jannies seething. Refer to >>16144989

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 13:39:42 2020 No.16145233 >>16144989 Kant threads sucks so even if it was about a book I'm glad it got deleted anyways.

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 13:55:19 2020 No.16145387 >>16145177 jannies not seething, you won't be posting for a long time , loser anonymous

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 14:02:26 2020 No.16145439 >>16145177 wow, what a loser

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 14:03:28 2020 No.16145447 >>16145177 what a retard, look at this summerfag

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 14:05:11 2020 No.16145464 >>16145447 >>16145439 AMEN brother , good posting guys

Anonymous Sun Aug 16 14:19:47 2020 No.16145572

Really don’t like this trend of heat waves in the US, it’s worrying. My area has only been marginally impacted so far but if they get much bigger I’ll be caught in it too. Honestly considering trying to move to some area of the Canadian seaboard sometime in the coming years.

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 14:29:39 2020 No.16145654 File: 263 KB, 1280x1683, 856d89c07deca63c5256124cabb4582f.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>16140449 How to get a qt jew gf?

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 17:18:09 2020 No.16146848 >https://newyork.craigslist.org/mnh/mis/d/new-york-pandemic-got-you-hating-your/7178298289.html holy shit my sides

Anonymous Sun Aug 16 18:39:36 2020 No.16147372

The western media's young conqueror depiction of the modern male sexual journey can be massively damaging to many people in their 20s. This has many feeling as they have been left at the station by the train of life, and at a distance, is a comedy to those who boarded.
The other common image is the older man, usually of wealth or status, with a younger woman which isolated is not necessarily a bad thing. The older man imparts wisdom teaching her how to satisfy his needs. We are aware of the older man and older woman but these relationships are rarely made remarkable by anything other than conflict or separation. The missing picture is the serious relationship between the older woman and younger man. This has been reduced to fetishism when there should be a great opportunity to relieve the young man of his pressures by widening available options, and relieving the older woman in other ways.

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 19:11:21 2020 No.16147511 >>16132768 That fight has already been lost. By the time of McCarthy it was already lost. Where is this unstoppable force you hope to rouse? That America is dead, in fact it never really existed.

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 19:14:19 2020 No.16147523 File: 11 KB, 250x201, 424tav.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>16145387 >>16145439 >>16145447 >>16145464 Pic related. >>16145233 Fair.

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 19:14:56 2020 No.16147525 >>16133986 If you sever your relations with others you will quickly realize the mistake you made.

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 19:18:22 2020 No.16147540 >>16147523 I'm 21 years old and retarded

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 19:19:24 2020 No.16147545 >>16147523 thanks for the (you)'s retard

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 19:22:24 2020 No.16147566 File: 23 KB, 300x250, sniper.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>16147540 >>16147545 Imagine needing attention this badly.

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 19:22:36 2020 No.16147570 >>16147525 Not true. Sometimes, other people are just a chain to tie you down.

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 19:22:45 2020 No.16147571 >>16138515 You making no romantic advance within 2 weeks likely already damaged the relationship. You showed to her a lack of confidence which is revolting to women. Though this is a generality and all women are different.

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 19:29:32 2020 No.16147599 >>16147566 yeah, thanks for giving it so willingly

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 19:30:07 2020 No.16147603 >>16147570 Of course but you need some people.

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 19:30:35 2020 No.16147607 >>16147571 women are human not a flow chart

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 19:48:41 2020 No.16147702 >>16147607 they can be both

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 19:53:22 2020 No.16147726 >>16147702 so can your mom

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 19:58:57 2020 No.16147760 I'm so, so tired.

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 20:06:09 2020 No.16147794 >>16147760 do you need to stay awake? how are the flowers in your area? my sunflowers just bloomed last night, it'\s exciting

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 20:08:07 2020 No.16147801 >>16147566 are you ok?

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 20:22:05 2020 No.16147865 >>16147760 Being tired can be fixed by sleep anon. Being exhausted, however, is not

Anonymous Sun Aug 16 21:01:29 2020 No.16148056

The cycle of life is just the reincarnation of matter and realizing that is making me want to become a Buddhist. Also would your spirit be not the brain but the spontaneous electrical signals of your brain? The brain being just the instrument controlling the body and the house of your spirit, which is truly just the potential chemical energy stored in your neurons. We are not the flesh, but the pure energy inside the flesh which is released and moved at our own unseen will in order to pilot the body we currently reside in.

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 23:21:12 2020 No.16148851 >>16148056 you can pilot, but to do so is to deny the body

>>	Anonymous Sun Aug 16 23:22:30 2020 No.16148861 >>16148056 Life is energy but I don't believe you can reduce it to mere electricity. Pre-Socratics and Goethe understood true vitalism

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