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[Anonymous No.15443568]

What keeps you from killing yourself?

[Anonymous No.15443573]

>>15443568
Your pepehands and terrible manipulation skills

[Anonymous No.15443576]

>>15443568
My backlog

[Anonymous No.15443587]

>>15443568
/lit/- literature

[Anonymous No.15443591]

>>15443568
I don't want to bother people with grief.

[Anonymous No.15443594]

>>15443568
Being grateful for life

[Anonymous No.15443600]

>>15443568
Mostly because there's a chance I might be able to make it to longevity escape velocity and get to witness the Singularity. That and the fact that I don't have a gun yet.

[Anonymous No.15443602]

>>15443568
what keeps you from living?

[Anonymous No.15443607]

>>15443591
How could you possibly care about something that won't ever affect you in any way?

[Anonymous No.15443612]

>>15443568
I'd probably fuck it up, just like everything else I do.

[Anonymous No.15443627]

>>15443568
Tried it, got close once. Mostly fear.

[Anonymous No.15443628]

I know materialism is wrong.

[Anonymous No.15443638]

>>15443607
Strikes me as rude.

[Anonymous No.15443646]

>>15443568
Simple: I like living

[Anonymous No.15443647]

>>15443591
https://crumbledmagnumopus.wordpress.com/tag/alvaro-de-campos/

[Anonymous No.15443649]

>>15443568
Me, myself
what else?

[Anonymous No.15443661]

Cowardice

[Anonymous No.15443676]

Me? It's simple really. I like warm showers and hot tubs, I like the smell of leaves, I like walking in the forest, I like learning math, I like reading and writing.

[Anonymous No.15443677]

>>15443568
Honestly. Just knowing that it is one step closer to the Jews winning.

[Anonymous No.15443679]

>>15443676
You know, I see a lot of beauty and worthwhile things in the world. But I always carry myself with me, and this destroys all my enjoyment of life.

[Anonymous No.15443680]

Not wanting to die, mostly.

[Anonymous No.15443683]

Why would I kill myself?

[Anonymous No.15443692]

>>15443647
Stop trying to get me to kill myself.

[Anonymous No.15443703]

>>15443676
based

[Anonymous No.15443708]

>>15443679
yeah it happens. But like bro just train yourself to not think about it since you already know about whatever is bothering you, you won't get anything from lingering on it and you won't forget it. The brain has plasticity, just continuously train it to not linger on junk thoughts just as you shouldn't eat junk.

[Anonymous No.15443722]

>>15443568
I think I'm addicted to my own suffering and tragedy, I just wanna see how worse it gets before I neck myself.

[Anonymous No.15443739]

>>15443708
The last years I just broke down more and more. The shitpile that is me just doesnt seem to stop to get more shit heaped on it and I dont want to take it anymore. Though I can at times just let go and live but its for a limited time only.

[Anonymous No.15443743]

>Hope things will get better
>Too pussy
>Fear

[Anonymous No.15443808]

>>15443568
I often think about killing myself and how beautiful it would be; I think about setting myself on fire and getting to feel such an intense sensation; I think about the grief those who care about me would feel and what people would think about my death; I think about how much easier being dead would be. But then I realise that I wouldn’t be able to think if I were dead. And in your head you can bear anything and escape even the most agonisingly mediocre lives. You can think about anything: nonexistent worlds, tales of heroism or tragedy, romances you’d never have — it’s all you really need in the end. I still think about burning to death a lot thought, and that’s good enough for now.

[Anonymous No.15443824]

>>15443683
because you saved a PNG as jpeg.

[Anonymous No.15443827]

at this moment it's my mitchell-thon in which i read all 7 david mitchell novels in the lead up to the release of utopia avenue

[Anonymous No.15443853]

>>15443568
Fear that dying will be indescribably terrifying and painful beyond description whenever it happens
That's literally it

[Anonymous No.15443861]

>>15443676
ugh