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Write What's On Your Mind Anonymous Wed Dec 11 15:11:28 2019 No.14330731 [Reply] [Original]

Jeanne d'Arc édition

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 15:13:31 2019 No.14330744
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I want to know, what are the real effects of technology on modern society? I know it hasn't been all good, but it can't be all bad, right? What are the consequences of our modern world?

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 15:15:40 2019 No.14330752

It was a calming, yellowy brown monotony whizzing by me, or, rather, me whizzing by it at sitting in my train carridge. There was one other person in the cabin with me, a fellow who hardly spoke to me throughout our ride, only humming and aha!-ing each time he read something mildy interesting in his newspaper -- which he did quite often.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 15:18:59 2019 No.14330770 >>14330744 disastrous, irreversible

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 15:20:55 2019 No.14330781 my boss is getting major surgery done today. part of me wouldn't mind if something terrible happened and i didn't have to work anymore...

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 15:21:00 2019 No.14330783 >>14330770 Elaborate

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 15:23:13 2019 No.14330792

fukkkk I'm feeling so overwhelmed. Which book should I read first? When and for how long do I study French? Why don't I feel like playing vidya? If I'm so low energy isn't today the perfect day to zone out and watch a movie, which I'm otherwise hardly able to do?

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 15:27:04 2019 No.14330811

>>14330792
>Which book should I read first?
the bible
>When and for how long do I study French?
never and not at at all
>Why don't I feel like playing vidya?
because vidya is gay
>If I'm so low energy isn't today the perfect day to zone out and watch a movie, which I'm otherwise hardly able to do?
today is the perfect day to shut the fuck up and go lift some weights

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 15:29:28 2019 No.14330820 Fuck Jeanne. Her bestie was the Epstein of her time, only he was far far worse.

>>	rupi kaur Wed Dec 11 15:31:52 2019 No.14330832 I wanted to write some poetry here, but people were only whining so I felt like it was unfit.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 15:32:06 2019 No.14330834 >>14330820 What are you even talking about

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 15:34:32 2019 No.14330847

>>14330783
humanity grew to be unsustainable, the forests keep disappearing all over the world, we (well china mainly) shit up the atmosphere and dump our waste into landfills, permanently polluting water sources and causing soil erosion, entire species of animals die out because of human activity, there will be a point where all of this will come back to bite us in the ass really badly

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 15:35:43 2019 No.14330856 >>14330783 and bees, bees keep dying too, they're really important for earth's ecosystem, if they're gone we'll follow

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 16:00:00 2019 No.14331005 >>14330731 I like to listen to “Must be Doing Something Right” by Billy Currington, imagining myself with the perfect wife. My only motivation in this life is to find a nice wife and have kids.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 16:05:27 2019 No.14331035 >>14330834 Gilles de Rais. He was the Richest man in France and he kidnapped, tortured and raped over 100 children. He was also the suspected source of the Bluebeard myth.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 16:20:09 2019 No.14331126 >>14331005 dude, give up.

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 16:36:22 2019 No.14331240

>>14330744
You should research the printing press, and the effects it had on the church, governments, and European culture + societies. The explosion of physical literature and literate societies into a public culture (and the response of the church and of governments) is more or less the best historical analogy to the rise of digital technology.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 16:39:59 2019 No.14331260 File: 60 KB, 421x342, 1575853971868.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Read Dog's Heart by Bulgakov.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 16:42:24 2019 No.14331274 File: 1.02 MB, 1697x2560, A1aDb5U5myL.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >started this what im into?

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 16:42:39 2019 No.14331275 File: 3.63 MB, 480x259, giphy.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>14331035 > trying to read anything by James Havoc > literal biblical apocalypse happening in trashcore counterculture tone he captured it just right.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 16:42:56 2019 No.14331277 File: 38 KB, 512x384, 32E80F5D-609D-4F36-9EF1-136CDAB1C6FF.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>14331260 will it get me a gf?

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 16:45:03 2019 No.14331291 File: 193 KB, 2560x1080, joan7.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>14330731 based jeanne

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 16:55:04 2019 No.14331343

>>14330744
Friedrich Hegel believed humanity has always moved between extremes trough out our times in history. In order to define something at first, one has to make an (unknowing) extreme attempt, validate it and adjust.

Watch some easy youtube videos about him and see if you like him

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 17:08:47 2019 No.14331403 >>14330744 Ted was right. About nearly everything. Almost every single problem that conservatives, reactionaries, stormfags, etc. blame on non-whites is actually a direct byproduct of the Industrial Revolution.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 17:10:13 2019 No.14331410 Heavily considering law school. Do any /law/ anons here have advice or words of wisdom/caution?

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 17:29:56 2019 No.14331504 >>14331410 i've never met a single lawyer who has recommended anybody to do law, they all suggest to stay away.

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 18:07:11 2019 No.14331675

>>14331504
Can confirm. My father taught me as much. He was pressured into doing it by his family at a young age and fucking hated it. My uncle on the other hand is also a lawyer and loves it. He’s also one of the most combative people I know. You have to be an asshole to love it.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 18:14:31 2019 No.14331712 >>14331675 did he tell you never to talk to cops?

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 18:17:28 2019 No.14331725
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>>14330731
>the first generation of men to be raised on copious amounts of hardcore glamour-porn a la BLACKED
>the first generation of men to decide to become hyper-feminine caricatures of womanhood en masse, deriving a great amount of pleasure from play-acting as dainty, innocent, violable women, betraying their masochistic self-hatred at failing to live up to the masculine ideal, a hatred that finds catharsis in being lifted up and thrown around like playthings by their male betters, and degraded for the pathetic men that they are
Had they grown up in a more sane culture, they wouldn't have been duped into following through on their naive, self-effacing desire to become pornographic objects

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 18:19:51 2019 No.14331735 File: 93 KB, 750x747, 3A38233D-F20F-4434-A257-DCA4A4EFF687.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>14331410 Heavily considering studio art school. Do any /lit/ anons here have advice or words of wisdom/caution?

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 18:20:53 2019 No.14331738 >>14331725 and thats why we have to kill a lot of people

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 18:21:55 2019 No.14331740 >>14331738 IN MINECRAFT btw, meant to say that.

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 18:30:34 2019 No.14331786
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I am doing my university finals project and I was so autistic I printed some forms with the wrong name. When I uploaded the work to the plagiarism detection software I misclicked and fucked up the upload form, whole things is automated and it already sent out my data to the wrong wing of the school. Sent emails to my thesis advisor and the IT department about it, but it's after work hours. Everyone tells me to chill out, but everything must be submitted by monday and I just want to be over it before the weekend and can't even sleep.

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 18:44:21 2019 No.14331861
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>>14330731
Love is unironically the killer of friendship.
One day you are good friends and you both have the will and mood to do things together all the time, and when he scores a girlfriend he seemingly does not give two shits about you, meeting with him seems to be more of an obligation or a chore to him, he is never in the mood to do anything with anyone other than his gf, and even when you do meet or do stuff he is always on the edge of his seat because he can't stay for too long, his gf waits for him and he must go to her, because god forbit they spend more than 2 hours away from each other.
Dude, common, I get it, love is sweet, I have fallen in love as well, I understand that love means prioritizing a certain person, but I did not cut off every other person from my life when i did.
I have seen this fucking trope play out again and again, it's always relationships that rattle friendships.

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 18:46:24 2019 No.14331872

I feel world weariness in a way I haven't felt before. I now know that my parents and I will never be able to actually communicate on the same level, they've bought into religion hook, line, and sinker. They'll never see how small and mean it's made them. They think that treating members of their church well makes them virtuous people, but it's just the same tribal mentality you see with Muslims or the Hasidim. They want to get rid of burdensome things like conscience or ethical responsibility and want to subsume themselves into the group. It's like Beavoir's Serious Man, they don't trust themselves enough to think they can navigate the world without being told what to do, but haven't learned to not trust others yet

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 18:48:35 2019 No.14331883

I was talking to this cute girl who primarily spoke Spanish and some English. We talked about our studies and our interest in literature, music and visual arts. She gave me a book as a gift. I'm thinking of giving her some books in return.
Virginia Woolf short stories in English. Jorge Borges Ficciones en español. Pablo Neruda poems en español.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 18:58:43 2019 No.14331958 >>14330731 how do i get a Jeanne d'Arc gf?

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 19:01:24 2019 No.14331970 >>14331958 Uhh, do you have a time machine?

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 19:15:07 2019 No.14332030 >>14331970 if i had a time machine, i would be busy breeding anne frank, not shitposting on /lit/. think before you speak nigger

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 19:16:58 2019 No.14332037
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I am unloveable. No woman could possibly ever feel attracted to me. I will never have sex. I will never feel her warm blood under her skin as we hold each other in bed sheets. I will never kiss a woman in a moment of passion. I am a miserable loser. I lack even the plain initiative to even approach a woman. I am a sad sickly excuse for a male. I'm aroused by my own shame. I develop romantic passions for women I know I have no chances with. I feed these passions with grand delusions but I fear to act on what I think of. Hearing what I have to say is a waste of time. I will never feel a woman's skin with my hand. I will doe sick and alone. I fear rejection almost as much as I enjoy being ashamed at myself. I often dream about being in a loving relationship with every woman I've ever fallen for. It doesn't take much, really. Just a smile and some general interest in my well being and I become obsessed, but too afraid to ever move. I think if I ever had a woman holding my penis in her hands I wouldn't move a muscle. I would mentally squirm and cry. I am a loser. I am unloveable. I have nothing to say. My brain is empty. When I think about asking a woman out, I quickly correct myself, and am reminded of how pitiful I am. How could any woman love a chronic masturbator? How could any woman love a man who cries himself to sleep thinking about being loved? I am a trainwreck, a manchild, a stupid depressed clown. I still think about women from my days of elementary school. Sometimes I like to fantasize that if I had been kissed back then, I would be a more confident man. I realize often that there's no point in lusting after a woman because I already hate myself so much. I would simply be inconveniencing her. I don't deserve love. I bury my head in my own sadness and depression to cope with my inadequacies and general inexperience with life, and struggle to accept praise from anyone. I've written this long string of my mental neurosis's in hopes that someone will validate what I already have stated here.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 19:21:22 2019 No.14332069 >>14332037 get over it nigger

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 20:20:07 2019 No.14332357 shit, i'm here again.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 20:20:55 2019 No.14332365 >>14331712 Nah, he’s a bootlicker but we’re extremely white so cops like us anyway.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 20:28:11 2019 No.14332402 What's the difference between liberalism and capitalism? What is the difference between liberalism and neo-liberalism? What's the difference between neo-liberalism and capitalism?

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 20:29:11 2019 No.14332405

>>14332037
>I still think about women from my days of elementary school. Sometimes I like to fantasize that if I had been kissed back then, I would be a more confident man.
I dunno anon, I've had the kissu kissu and the sex, but even I'm still a terribly insecure boy. It's not a fix all solution.

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 20:46:23 2019 No.14332502

I had a smoke on my balcony yesterday and it was the first time I've been completely alone with my thoughts in the last few months. I seemingly have everything now. I have a nice apartment in the city I always dreamed of living in. I have a girlfriend. I have a prestigious and well-paying job. I have friends. Despite this, I still feel an inexplicable emptiness. I'm still not happy.

I feel as if I'm not a person anymore. I've manufactured myself, aesthetically and socially, to appeal to the people around me. As a high-schooler, I decided I wanted to fill a certain archetypal role, and I changed myself until I did. I convinced everyone around me, but I know it's all a facade. I'm unsure if anybody would like me without it though.

I can't tell if I love my girlfriend or I just like having someone around me who is affectionate because nobody has ever shown me affection. I'm unsure if she really loves me for anything besides the aesthetic purpose I serve in her life. The only time I am not consumed by anxiety is when we're fucking or cuddling.

I was at a friends' place the other day, and she stayed home to finish up her grad school apps. We all got drunk and passed around a few joints. After it got late enough and everyone passed out I walked out onto the fire escape. For the first time in several years, I thought about jumping. I thought that once I was here I wouldn't want to die anymore, but I now feel an even more inescapable urge to just end it. I don't know how to be happy.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 20:49:30 2019 No.14332519 >>14331274 I just started too, I'm on page 44 and all I know is there is a ton of French language and dinner parties so far

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 20:52:20 2019 No.14332547

I really want to marry my Gardevoir. Why can't she be real? It isn't fair. She's so much better than human women. I hate women. I hate everything except Gardevoir. God, why must I suffer this miserable existence? I'd kill myself but I'm too afraid. Maybe I can be with her in death, but there's no guarantee. Maybe there'll be a void, or I might end up in hell. Honestly though, hell can't be much worse than a world without Gardevoir.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 20:55:56 2019 No.14332573 >>14332547 Show me the law that says a man can't marry a Pokemon, I'll wait.

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:09:46 2019 No.14332651

After calling the therapist's office a month ago three times and getting voicemail, I called again today and got through to a person. There is supposed to be another call tomorrow with a doctor where I actually set up an appointment. After searching for my symptoms the last month, I think I'm going to be diagnosed with Avoidant Personality Disorder.

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:21:54 2019 No.14332714
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I got a job, teaching at the local high school. So far it's going really good, but I was assigned one of the special needs classes as well, and it's really weighing down at me. It's a pleasure and a blessing to work with such wonderful, bright, optimistic and cheerful children but I almost always leave the school and enter my home with teary eyes. I don't know how to cope or if I should even construct any sort of coping mechanism, but right now I'm in the naive mindset of "why... what did they ever do to deserve this..."
I'm not being really coherent but it's something I've been constantly thinking about for the past month or so

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:24:41 2019 No.14332727

I utterly despise the worship of ignorance in American culture. That's exactly what it is, worship. It's like the reversal of value Nietzsche saw in Christianity; learning and holding yourself accountable is hard and it is much easier to throw up your hands and say that you didn't care in the first place.

You talk to people on the street about anything and you can just feel which memes they are regurgitating and where they come from. Vaccines this, Benghazi that, conspiracy theory after conspiracy theory after conspiracy theory. Astrology, numerology, Pentecostalism, biblical literalism. I'm surrounded by so many fucking ignorant people and I'm sick of it. The Midwest is a hellhole of small people and even smaller minds and hearts. It's such an utterly barren wasteland

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:26:40 2019 No.14332737 >>14332573 But I want to marry a flesh and blood Gardevoir. I know that Japanese guy married his video game girlfriend a few years back, but that's not the same.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:27:29 2019 No.14332739 >>14332519 >>14331274 are you guys in the discord?

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:28:42 2019 No.14332750 >>14332547 >>14332737 based

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:29:44 2019 No.14332756 >>14332651 do you get neetbux for that?

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:30:21 2019 No.14332759 >>14332547 >>14332750 Cringe, it's not even the top 10 sexiest Pokemon.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:30:45 2019 No.14332761 >>14332714 just remind yourself that they're retards lol who cares

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:32:09 2019 No.14332769 >>14330811 ABSOLUTELY BASED. Just finished training for the day.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:32:45 2019 No.14332772 >>14332759 >he wants to marry some whore lopunny

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:33:18 2019 No.14332779 Can we please just pre-emptively liquidate all the communists clogging up the internet? They are so fucking annoying

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:33:26 2019 No.14332780

>>14332756
I don't think so. I still manage to hold a job. I actually manage a department. But a little over a month ago I started having an anxiety attack that lasted about a week. It has since recurred a few times. Hasn't really affected my work so far.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:37:42 2019 No.14332801 >>14332037 lol kinda gay

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:39:14 2019 No.14332809 >>14332502 just break up with your gf bro. women consume your soul.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:39:47 2019 No.14332813 File: 756 KB, 783x1075, fuck.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I did it again guys

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:41:28 2019 No.14332821 >>14332714 why are you this upset about literal retards. Every retarded person I have met has been happy about everything. it seems easy as shit to be a retard.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:42:46 2019 No.14332829 >>14332813 what did you do

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:43:18 2019 No.14332831
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I am hungry, starving. No one else is going to feed me. I have tried to play the game fair. I am either not strong enough or not smart enough to succeed that way. Time to do away with virtues, morals, dignity, time to take all the world allows me.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:44:35 2019 No.14332834 File: 407 KB, 796x1060, 1574244373234.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>14330731 I feel like growing up around a single mother is what led me to develop my many misogynistic views of women. Anyone else raised by a single mother?

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:44:39 2019 No.14332835 >>14332829 it

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:46:10 2019 No.14332840 >>14332829 I'm going to guess that he fapped to something disgusting after making a promise to himself to never do it again.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:48:23 2019 No.14332850 >>14332834 >Anyone else raised by a single mother? I was.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:49:11 2019 No.14332856 >>14332834 I was anon. I don't really like women either, but i think that was because my ex almost consumed my soul. What do you dislike in women? what was your childhood like?

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:51:12 2019 No.14332863 >>14332840 >>14332835 Definitely what it is.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:53:48 2019 No.14332877 >>14332840 Original poster here. >fapped to something disgusting after making a promise to himself to never do it again. Bingo

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:54:28 2019 No.14332880 >>14332834 Forgive your mother anon.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:55:19 2019 No.14332886 >>14332877 Carry your failure with you, use it to better yourself. Don't let it happen again.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:56:28 2019 No.14332898 >>14332886 Thanks for the support. I really need to reexamine my life

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:58:02 2019 No.14332904 File: 349 KB, 740x640, upscale-274585177028211.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>14332834 I don't think that I could have asked for a better mother. Hopefully one day I can be a better son and make all of her effort worth something.

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 21:59:13 2019 No.14332909

>>14330731
conspicuous suffering via a symbiotic or parasitic relationship with empathy, can attain power for the conspicuous sufferer. Examples might be, muh vagina, muh brown skin, muh born into body with wrong genitals and ofc muh holocaust. The symbiotic version would be power that improves quality of life for all. Parasitic, improving quality of life only for the individual or group at cost to the whole. Related is riding the wave of such power by calling attention to the plight of those who suffer in silence, which may also be symbiotic or parasitic.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 22:00:22 2019 No.14332913 >>14332904 stay away from buses

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 22:01:32 2019 No.14332920 >>14332898 No problem. I believe anyone can change if they really want it.

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 22:03:34 2019 No.14332928
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>>14332834
>>14332856
>grew up in stable home run by mother and father who have been head over heels in love with each other for 35 years
>they compliment each other’s strengths and skills/ compensate for the other’s challenges fairly well and call themselves a “team”
>often work better on group projects when there are both men and women involved
>feel that women are generally better listeners, implementers of details on certain tasks, and more willing to work towards compromise and have less ego than men
>some of the best video editors and video technicians I’ve worked with are women
>butch lesbian aunt taught me how to hunt, track, navigate, find water and do other /out/ shit as a teenager
>stable long-term relationship with GF

Call me a fag or a bloomer or whatever, but I do think a lot of it is how you’re raised and what you’re lucky/unlucky enough to be exposed to as a kid. I understand the opposite perspective and how it is formed. All I can do is relay my own experience.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 22:04:09 2019 No.14332934 >>14332909 based

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 22:10:32 2019 No.14332975 >>14332928 Thanks for sharing, im this guy >>14332856. Your parents' relationship sounds amazing, it's what I hope to find someday.

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 22:13:24 2019 No.14332990
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>>14332898
next time you want to fap, don't think about your streak, don't think about the health concerns, don' think of the jews behind the screen, jus think "if i do this it will offend God." this is what cured me.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 22:17:01 2019 No.14333010 >>14332928 >butch lesbian aunt taught me how to hunt, track, navigate, find water and do other /out/ shit as a teenager That sounds like fun. My aunt just smoked and watched football.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 22:18:04 2019 No.14333018 >>14332913 Wh-why is that?

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 22:21:56 2019 No.14333042
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>>14332928
i never saw my parents kiss once in my life and for the five years preceding their divorce my mom slept on the living room couch. dad had OCD, mom was depressed as fuck, shitbox house, got left places when i was young. one time my dad was supposed to pick me up after sunday school, which was on a saturday night in the winter time and i was the last one to get picked up. eventually everyone left and it was just me and the priest but i told him my dad was almost here and he went back to his house and i was alone in the darkness waiting for my father for i don't know how long, until he finally showed up drunk blasting bruce springsteen on his trucks speakers. if Christ didn't tell us that with God all thing s are possible, i wouldn't even believe love was a real thing.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 22:24:24 2019 No.14333052 >>14330731 I have a sort of trans-historic crush on Joan. It may or may not be the cause of my infatuation with serious, strong-willed, tomboyish girls.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 22:29:11 2019 No.14333080 >>14333042 Yeah anon a family member with OCD is one of the worst things that can happen to a family haven't seen my grandparents or uncle in years because of my mother's OCD. She can't help it though.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 22:33:19 2019 No.14333098 >>14333080 i wish there was some kind of just war for me to die in. there's no place for me on this earth.

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 22:34:29 2019 No.14333105

>>14332856
>What do you dislike in women?
I'm actually pretty mellow towards women now. 16 is when I went through an incel /r9k/ phase where I hated women and couldn't see them as human, but it died down over time. Currently I just think they complain and nag a lot.
>what was your childhood like?
Highly abusive, mostly emotional and some physical. My mom always came home angry and took it out on me, cursing and screaming. She'd be mad over the smallest things such as a single dish being in the sink or me not making my bed. When teaching me to drive she'd make fun of me and scream and kick frantically. She often called me stupid and sometimes ugly, and she brushed it off as a joke. She had no self control and frequently bullied me. Physical abuse was mainly just slaps if I misbehaved or spanking. It got to the point where until I was 16 I thought this was common in all homes. We visited several shrinks and they all said she needed to let me be independent, but never listened. Was underweight and had both a porn and video game addiction, both of which I've fixed. Was very lonely and depressed, sometimes crying in my room and felt like I missed out on having a dad and stable family, especially when I moved to the suburbs from the city. Didn't do drugs or anything.

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 22:35:13 2019 No.14333111
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>>14333080
i've had a shit inside me for 3 days and i'm too lazy to shit it out. Fuck i'd pray to God asking Him to put me out of my misery but i know i'd just go straight to hell or purgatory for a million years if i''m lucky considering all the fucked up shit i've done

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 22:36:10 2019 No.14333116 >>14332880 gratitude, forgiveness, love. apply to self, those close, then everyone else.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 22:42:13 2019 No.14333151 >>14333111 (Checked) That ain't bad anon in my old house I was scared to poop and I'd hold it in for days.

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 22:44:49 2019 No.14333164
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>>14333151
when i was growing up i didn't poop a lot so my pediatrician thought it would be a great idea to give me suppositores to make me shit. so my mom would stick a suppository up my ass every night GOD I HATE POOPING WHY

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 22:51:13 2019 No.14333195

>>14333164
If I was any another anon I wouldn't believe you (LOL) but my parents made me take a bunch of different substances when I was younger but most of the time it did not work my least favorite was magnesium citrate which was a super bitter solution and I'd have to drink half a bottle every night.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 22:52:44 2019 No.14333207 Got my copies of The Satanic Bible, The Satanic Rituals, and The Devil's Notebook today. What should I expect?

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 22:57:40 2019 No.14333221 >>14333207 You going to hell

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 22:58:45 2019 No.14333225 File: 303 KB, 642x705, 1524959392.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>14331725 Death penalty for pornographers.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 22:59:01 2019 No.14333228 >>14333207 Lavay's Satanism was basically just humanism with spoopy magic thrown in. I wish that I had friends to read Satanic literature with ;_;

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 23:00:42 2019 No.14333239 >>14333221 Meh, I was probably going there anyways.

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 23:04:43 2019 No.14333264
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>>14332840
>>14332863
>>14332877
>>14332886
>>14332898
>>14332920
>>14332990
I have this every few days. My "it" is bbw/ssbbw/women getting fat as fuck and I can't stand this sick obsession anymore

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 23:05:44 2019 No.14333276 >>14333264 That's so vanilla that's it's actually embarrassing that you're ashamed by that.

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 23:06:58 2019 No.14333285

I can feel all of the parts of me that make me an individual disappearing. It started when I entered college and stopped talking to people. My social self disappeared. Any meaningful connection I had to the physical world disappeared as I never leave my room. And now that I have nothing left, my intellectual self is disappearing cuz I'm an idiot. What's left?

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 23:10:10 2019 No.14333301
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>>14333276
Is it really normal to only be aroused by women getting fat? Nothing else really turns me on sexually except a woman eating until she weighs +250lbs. Not even sex really.

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 23:10:18 2019 No.14333302

>>14333285
funny because when i entered college i discovered my social self and my social self was my own undoing. i feel my social self is replacing my true self, and it's been to long, i don't know who i am anymore. this is conformity i guess. maybe at least you have your individuality.

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 23:22:49 2019 No.14333367

America is overdue for a kind of explosive outburst of societal unrest as seen in Hong Kong, Chile, France, Iran, and on and on. The list would probably be shorter to name countries that didn't have active revolts.

There are so many necrotic, disturbed, malfunctionally expressed political sentiments in America. And when such sentiments can not find healthy, institutional processing, they eventually erupt. When the sentiments themselves are unhealthy it's even worse.

America's great benefit is that there's too much to do and too much fun to be had. Nobody can bring themselves to care too much about these things. And that's a good thing, because if it spirals out of control... there are just too many guns. The police won't be able to handle it and they would have to bring in the military. I don't think it would get that bad. But certainly riots.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 11 23:23:34 2019 No.14333371 >>14333301 go to church

Anonymous Wed Dec 11 23:32:26 2019 No.14333400

>>14330731
Let's say I say this (I know I'm begging the question in a lot of places but for the purpose of what I want to know assume they are true):
P1) God is good
P2) Man is made in God's image
C) Therefore, man is good

Would it be fallacious to state the inverse?

P1) Man is good
P2) Man is made in God's image
C1) Therefore, God is good

If it's fallacious state the fallacy so I can know. And no, it wouldn't be a Genetic Fallacy, just assume the premises are given are true.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 00:21:50 2019 No.14333615 >>14333400 As far as I know, it wouldn't be fallacious necessarily, it just wouldn't be a sound argument.

Anonymous Thu Dec 12 00:34:01 2019 No.14333662

I really like this song because it truly captures the tortured racing "mixed state" of fear-exhilaration and pleasure-pain that accompanies substance addiction, particularly to stimulants. Particularly the goosebump inducing, ominous guitar hook that comes in a 3:54. Drugs fascinate me, particularly subjective experiments and introspective studies involving their self-administration. Weak minds pursue them for the sake of a "fix" although the term is revealing---as if one is broken, missing a chemical piece that must be added. The true value of them is in their ability to bend, warm, accelerate, warp, and vivify consciousness, to transform, electrify, elevate and boost the body.

Addiction itself is fascinating. And while don't have the constitution for deep addiction, the strange and almost intimate relationship an addict develops with his "fix" is as unique an experience as childbirth.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TeJDIzPxd0M

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 00:38:24 2019 No.14333681 >>14333400 wouldn't p2's inverse be god is made in man's image?

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 00:41:08 2019 No.14333692 Another day, another anime girl in the sketchbook. This one’s wearing a raincoat.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 00:41:54 2019 No.14333700 >>14333692 Fuck you and your putrid hobby

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 00:43:52 2019 No.14333711 >>14333692 Can we see it?

Anonymous Thu Dec 12 00:48:44 2019 No.14333732

It's a true joy to get into a new artist, whether it be a writer, musician, painter. The artist opens up a world, filled with human character and force. As you turn over the artist's work in your mind, discovering new curlicues and tracings, piecing together the frieze they have drawn across the senses, we become that more familiar with the possibilities and richness of the world.
This is why the instrumental rationalization of art, the subjecting it to profit motive and design by committee and flow charts and diagrams in business presentations is anathema. Art cannot follow statistics. For much of the same reason AI, despite its startling power for generation, will never truly dethrone the artist.

Anonymous Thu Dec 12 01:03:36 2019 No.14333803

Why do people get upset and claim that 'their childhood has been ruined' because of some piece of media or reboot? The people who get upset at the Transformers movies and Thundercats.

Are there people whose childhoods were nothing but toys and 30-minute commercials? Sad!

Anonymous Thu Dec 12 01:06:01 2019 No.14333811

>>14330731
I'll never do anything that'll leave significance, not that that matters to me now, i'm just inefficent at everything and have failed my family and friends. A lot of motion is within in my mind right now and i'm getting more and more writing in but more and more motion out and in my head is causing me sickness.

Anonymous Thu Dec 12 01:29:08 2019 No.14333926

One trait that is missing from this culture is the virtue of nobility. In particular we don't teach our boys the power and dignity of nobility. Of holding yourself to a higher standard. Instead there has festered a curdled-over and rootless individualism, which has found outlets in the most nihilistic isolation, selfishness, and dysfunction. Huge amounts of anti-sociality and confusion borne of pointlessness and being left to "fend for yourself."

This culture has become so moribund that these virtues, nobility, honor, have become reviled. A sign of toxic masculinity, not with the times. What do we give people to live for, to aspire towards? Why not something bigger than money or attention? It's undeniable that, at least on the fringes of society, there is a longing for something more. And when there is no more, that longing becomes rotten. I would wager the propagation of fascism in subversive internet scenes correlates with this stifled longing for collective purpose. For a cohesive cultural identity worth fighting and sacrificing for, to give man a chance to be more than man.

Anonymous Thu Dec 12 01:55:22 2019 No.14334042

I can't stop thinking about violence. Is this what happens when you fast for a day? I'm not a gorefag but I have a morbid desire to look up pictures of people getting cut up/beat up/violenced in any way possible. Makes me sick, but I can't stop looking at it. I can't imagine getting hard to this, but it's like a train wreck to me. My eyes are glued to the screen. I wish I had somebody to hold.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 02:46:51 2019 No.14334229 >>14334042 yeah it's okay, amusing yourself is natural to humans

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 02:53:50 2019 No.14334247 being afraid of life and death is abstract kind of feel.

Anonymous Thu Dec 12 03:41:54 2019 No.14334387

>>14332975
Screw your ex anon. If someone treats you like garbage then you finally know their true nature and have extracted that sleeping poison from your life. Despite the ideal model I grew up with I struggled to find someone who I loved but I stuck to what they taught me and eventually it worked out really well. Be open, honest, and thoughtful, and there will be a girl out there who genuinely recognizes the value in that. Anything worth building takes time.

>>14333010
>be 14
>/out/int with Aubt Sharon in the White Mountains of NH
>Hear a rustling in the woods
>It’s a coyote
>a rabid coyote with tears in its eyes and foam in its mouth stumbling around and snarling
>her dog starts barking at it and approaching
>without hesitation she just orders him back
>simultaneously pulls out her 9mm and kills the creature
>”remember anon, fuck anyone and anything that threatens you or your dog”

She’s the absolute best and one of my heroes. Don’t think I would have made it through some things without her.

>>14333042
I read your whole story, and I am sorry things have been so hard for you. We are not where we come from, but what we choose to be. Hope you can move forward.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 03:51:56 2019 No.14334427 Has anyone ever masturbate with their friends? It's disgusting if you ask me

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 03:53:39 2019 No.14334433 >>14334427 We did more than just masturbate.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 03:55:11 2019 No.14334437 >>14334433 gay

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 04:01:49 2019 No.14334459 >>14334437 Duh.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 04:06:50 2019 No.14334474 Office karaoke party coming up, I'm thinking Tool - Prison Sex

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 06:21:15 2019 No.14334779 >>14334474 tom jones - sex bomb

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 08:01:51 2019 No.14335114 File: 1015 KB, 721x735, IMG_1887.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I'm not sure how to get over my egirl crush

Anonymous Thu Dec 12 08:03:54 2019 No.14335117
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>>14335114
When you come to the realization that the parasocial relationship that you have with this girl is never going to work out because you will likely never ever be in the same room with her.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 08:14:17 2019 No.14335156 >>14335117 The problem is I have already come to this realization but it has not changed my feelings

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 08:17:41 2019 No.14335172 >>14333803 hyperbole that has perhaps been taken seriously by retards who were legitimately stuck in their rooms watching sonic cartoons

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 08:31:44 2019 No.14335208 File: 157 KB, 600x846, 1576157504759.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Just how taboo is a fat fetish? Is there a way to measure the creep factor of fetishes?

Anonymous Thu Dec 12 08:33:58 2019 No.14335212

>hit up this one library for the first time
>sign up for library pass
>very handsome librarian
Oh my. This is how they lure the customers back in.

>>14331883
I'd gift her the Woolf if she's a language learner. Two birds, one stone.

>>14332502
I know that feel. I was a miserable fuck in Highschool. I then moved away, to the city I love, got a new apartment in a nice area that I like as well, I finally have amazing friends too.
Yet I feel a new emptiness rising. I think it's the way humans are - we're always aiming for something more. Back then, we had goals, that have turned into reality now. We can't view them as goals anymore - we have to remind ourselves we're already living our dreams of back then. I don't think it's a bad thing to aim higher and set new goals, in fact it's what keeps us growing. Only when we've seemingly achieved everything it can be tough to find another reason to strive towards. For me, I realised it was being creative. I want to write, I want to put my writing out there. I also want to study languages. I still feel guilty over not doing enough, wondering where my time is best spent. But I'm certain that, in the end, when I feel the book I wrote in my hands, speak to a stranger in fluent French, I know it will all pay off. Hang in there anon and think hard about where your passions lie.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 08:34:34 2019 No.14335214 I just don't know anymore guys.

Anonymous Thu Dec 12 08:40:34 2019 No.14335235

>>14335208
I'd say that it's pretty tame. Chubby girls can be kind of cute (especially if they're 2D).

I don't think that anybody has ever drawn up a 'scale of fetishes', but they do seem to get increasingly 'less-legal' as they also become more perverse.

Just relax a bit, anon.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 08:52:04 2019 No.14335276 think i'm going to write an initiation ritual for a fake secret society

Anonymous Thu Dec 12 08:56:34 2019 No.14335297

>>14333681
If you accept that man is made in God's image as a given fact, then it seems you could use man's goodness to argue for God's goodness. It's like saying Apples are red, a drawing of an apple is made in an Apple's image, therefore the drawing of the apple is red. Then the inverse would be the drawing of the apple is red, that drawing as a fact resembles a real Apple, therefore we can conclude that a real Apple must be red. In this case, red would be a characteristic of the Apple, or goodness in my God example.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 09:10:56 2019 No.14335365 File: 10 KB, 223x226, serveimage.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Based comfy Christmas song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wap-4v5CZLM

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 09:27:33 2019 No.14335426 This board is turning into a shitty /pol/ colony.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 09:30:08 2019 No.14335436 I'm not the one to pick on groups of people, but it does really seem like almost all TERFs are legitimately retarded. In general most of these types of feminists say a lot of shit and it all comes down to >MAN BAD

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 09:33:45 2019 No.14335448 >>14335436 I have to agree with you, they are legitimately just dumb and can't see the forest for the trees

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 09:41:09 2019 No.14335465 >>14332037 Just get an escort and get over it. You are full of delusions. Pro tip: sex doesn't make life any better only for the moment it happens and even then you might not be fully engaged.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 09:41:46 2019 No.14335468 >>14335426 how so?

Anonymous Thu Dec 12 09:44:20 2019 No.14335476

>>14335426
Not really, you should just stop entering shit threads. If you want to see a /pol/ colony try going to /his/. /lit/ is easy because /pol/fags don't read more than 2-3 authors, so if you start a thread with literally anything but those authors they either stay out or shitpost in really pathetic ways that out their falseflags.
Turns out you gotta read books to participate in a board about books, shockingly.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 09:46:57 2019 No.14335487 >>14335476 have sex

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 09:49:50 2019 No.14335496 File: 109 KB, 900x1200, 7r612fzvyhx31.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>14335487 Anon, if I could find a big-tiddy goth gf that was into getting raped by parasites and cucking me with my dad, I'd be right on top of that.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 09:51:27 2019 No.14335502 >>14335496 Go see a psychologist / therapist

Anonymous Thu Dec 12 09:52:16 2019 No.14335506

All I have left is being greatful for my mother. She couldn't have known better and it's not her fault that I ended up like this. She is a good person. I don't deserve her. If only I had the strength to do something with my life that would make her happy. Why is it so difficult?

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 09:54:40 2019 No.14335514 >>14335506 making something of yourself is damn near impossible without help from wise masculine elders who actually care about you, something the modern world is devoid of.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 09:59:01 2019 No.14335530 >>14335514 Weel my standard when I say that is to not be a 28 years old NEET soon to be wizard who never had a job or a degree. I am not talking about anything fancy. A dead end job would be huge improvement for me and her.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 09:59:42 2019 No.14335533 >>14335502 Fuck no, anon, I need my money.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 10:00:55 2019 No.14335540 File: 156 KB, 326x295, 1570672047309.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>14335506 >17:00, dec 12, 2019 >he hasn't defoo'd yet

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 10:01:39 2019 No.14335545 >>14335540 redpill me on defoo'ing

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 10:13:42 2019 No.14335599 File: 16 KB, 143x298, 89AF220C-5BCD-4653-A763-990E1FC69A8E.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] God, I love this girl so much. I can’t wait to cum in her.

Anonymous Thu Dec 12 10:17:36 2019 No.14335625

>>14335545
It's mostly a meme now. Molyneux used to promoted it when he was acting more like a cult leader than a rightwing propagandist, telling people to cut ties with their family and friends and support him instead. Molyneux is a strange man. He went from random ancap making videos about how bad religion is, to promoting some strange cult, to being a MAGAfag that praises Jesus. Funny how all these rightwingers on YouTube have a history either in theory or acting...

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 10:19:51 2019 No.14335632 >>14335625 Goddamn, why do people fall for this bullshit

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 10:20:53 2019 No.14335640 >>14335625 e-celebs are pure cancer.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 10:25:13 2019 No.14335660 >>14335625 internet was a mistake

Anonymous Thu Dec 12 10:38:56 2019 No.14335725

>>14335632
Molyneux is a very convincing speaker. He makes constant appeals to things that most people either like or have to fake-like to be accepted as intelligent (like Aristotle, say) to get people to buy into his weird bullshit. Molyneux is so unstable he almost broke down crying one time about how he wanted to kill his mom and how her being his mom is the only reason she isn't dead.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TY0s0XZnVuM
Now he's torturing his daughter.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 11:26:48 2019 No.14335914 >>14335540 I had to look this word up. It fits that this would be some meme slang for younger people. You don't act or think like that once you stop being childish and if you are not irreversibly mentally ill.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 11:31:25 2019 No.14335933 >>14335725 She sounds cute. Cute!

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 14:14:25 2019 No.14336755 bump

Anonymous Thu Dec 12 15:04:35 2019 No.14336999

>>14330731
bro like just like, you can't be satisfied with what you have bro, how can you possibly not want to slave away your youth climbing up the corporate ladder to possibly one day be at a level where you can live comfortably?!!!¿?! want a shortcut perhaps? if you're as dead inside as higher ups and a f e m a i l, just smash those middle aged dicks for ez profit bro. nepotism is pretty ezzz prof1t too. ok now this is when the fun part comes in, if you were "resourceful" enough to take a shortcut, and have achieved that oh so coveted glorified paper shuffling position, and as im sure you already know, it's time to consume!!!1 and then wait.

buy next product.
then wait.

buy next product.
wait.

buy next product.
wait for next cummie.

see, this is how good we have it in modernity bro it's called f r e e d o m!
BRO HOW ARE YOU NOT THANKFUL FOR LIVING IN A DEMOCRACY ARE YOU NOT FEELING THE FREEDOM TO DIE IN A DITCH IF YOU FAIL PLAY BY THE UNSAID RULES YOU LEECH
that's how it works bro it's the grind

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 15:09:15 2019 No.14337026 >>14336999 Do you seriously think you’ve said something which hasn’t been said a million times before? Do you consider this original work or thinking?

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 15:09:49 2019 No.14337029 File: 549 KB, 817x768, 1548872248983.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>14336999

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 15:11:11 2019 No.14337034 >>14337029 I would never kick you, anon.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 15:20:19 2019 No.14337065 >>14337026 Do you seriously expect /lit/, and a "write what's on you mind thread", of all things, to say something which hasn’t been said a million times before? Do you consider this reply original work or thinking?

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 15:47:19 2019 No.14337204 Sex is disgusting. Any desire for it is caused by some endocrine response sending chemicles to the ape part of my brain to get it to go “MUST REPRODUCE”. Anytime I consider sex with a clear mind I’m appalled by it.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 15:51:50 2019 No.14337229 >>14337204 Don't knock it until you've tried it.

Anonymous Thu Dec 12 15:53:23 2019 No.14337237

Feeling nice today, it's pleasant here. Tomorrow I will finally be free! Planning on just resting for the next three weeks. I'll finish every book on my shelf, maybe. And I'll complete every drawing I have on the back-burner. The only thing missing is a good meal.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 15:54:58 2019 No.14337250 >>14337237 What do you like to draw, anon?

Anonymous Thu Dec 12 16:03:44 2019 No.14337295

>>14337250
These days, I spend a good amount of my free time drawing bodies, mostly women, and also anime girls. I wish I could draw men as well as I draw women, but men's bodies aren't as satisfying to draw. I've done enough gesture drawing to sketch out a correctly-proportioned body from memory, but I still have a long way to go. I can't work up the motivation or procure the time to work on a large piece like other people do either, but I'd like to do something that I can be proud of before the year ends.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 16:11:57 2019 No.14337332 just go on twitter and shout radical political statements that will probably never be realized all fucking day

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 16:15:31 2019 No.14337351 Why do I love avoiding responsibilites so much to the point of worrying other people? I'm sure they think I died or something, but, fuck it, I just don't want to face them.

Anonymous Thu Dec 12 16:22:01 2019 No.14337380

>>14337295
Cool. I prefer drawing girls, too. I really like femininity. It has such a graceful softness and elegance to it. It's very fluid. At least, that's how I see it.

But likewise, I never seem to finish anything either; maybe you'll have a better time doing so over your next couple of weeks!

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 16:24:58 2019 No.14337398 >>14337229 I’m not a virgin.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 16:26:44 2019 No.14337406 >>14337398 Why not?

Anonymous Thu Dec 12 16:36:46 2019 No.14337464

>>14337380
Yeah, femininity is great, nice and soft. I think you've described it perfectly. Slender women, women with just the right amount of meat on their bones, average women- it's all filled with curves. It just feels right to draw. I think that's why I have such a hard time drawing buildings and men- they're a bit too blocky for my liking.

Good luck to you as well, and enjoy the holidays, whatever it is that you might celebrate. My hands are itching to draw for hours on end again after these last few weeks of university; I don't think I'll have trouble getting the motivation to finish a piece.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 16:37:06 2019 No.14337466 >>14337380 Hot take on femininity

Anonymous Thu Dec 12 16:43:25 2019 No.14337522

(((they))) have hidden the great races from us and conditioned religion as the alternative. Only they know because they want what they cant have. Who were the ones who gave the heroes powers? Where are they now?

The dragonborn, werewolves, elves, fairies, devils, angels, wizards/witches. They exist, they practice in secret. (((They))) are an evil cult and their goal is to take over the world. The great races have given up on the world and practice the supernatural for self preservation.

The hollow earth? That is a possible place where they are able to freely communicate. Otherwise they are in society but in human form.

Any act that is assumed supernatural is cleaned up by the wizards and witches as they do not want to let society learn about what is really going on. (((They))) are forcing the governments to say its nothing.

What should you do?
Arm yourself. A revolver, shotgun, knives, grenades, chains, holy water. Visit your church but you need not pray, ask for lessons on how to deal with (((them))), chances are the head priest knows. As the roman catholic church exists to get rid of the supernatural and protect humanity.

Thoughts?

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 16:48:13 2019 No.14337562 >>14337522 You're schizophrenic

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 16:49:37 2019 No.14337579 >>14337562 yeah it’s the world building skeleton for the plot of the 2D game i’m working on with some friends

Anonymous Thu Dec 12 16:50:13 2019 No.14337586

>>14337464
>I think that's why I have such a hard time drawing buildings and men- they're a bit too blocky for my liking.
My thoughts exactly. Not that's there's anything wrong with masculinity, but I think that the former just lends itself to art a little more, at least to us, I guess. Do you like ballet? I think that has the perfect blend of graceful beauty and raw power.

>Good luck to you as well, and enjoy the holidays, whatever it is that you might celebrate.
You too! I hope that you did well in your studies, too.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 17:21:51 2019 No.14337815 I am too old for escapism now

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 17:26:15 2019 No.14337854 Of all the mistakes of the Enlightenment, the most serious was to hide under the transparent cloak of its novelty the nakedness of the oldest violence against the individual: the transformation of society.

Anonymous Thu Dec 12 17:38:02 2019 No.14337898

>>14337586
Definitely- I love masculinity and masculine traits, but femininity just is more beautiful to me. Though, I still find well-rendered male bodies beautiful, it's just much easier for women to look pleasing.
I don't think I've ever seen any ballet productions other than one that I went to as a child, but I do appreciate ballet to a great extent. Their bodies look light, but I can't imagine how much strain it puts on the body.
Where do you get your inspirations for drawings? Recently, I've gotten into watching more movies. Not that I've never watched a movie before in my life, but I've never sat down and just thought about a movie's visuals before.

Thank you again, I'm proud of the work I've put in so far and I think my efforts will pay off again tomorrow.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 17:44:19 2019 No.14337921 >>14337815 Im slowly getting there, even books for me starting to get meaningless because it's only words and not meaningful transformation.

Anonymous Thu Dec 12 17:57:42 2019 No.14337990

>>14337898
>Where do you get your inspirations for drawings?
The ballet, of course! I really do adore them, both the men and women. They've wholly dedicated their bodies and their lives to the art, and they do it so beautifully.
>just thought about a movie's visuals before.
I like to do that, too. Especially when it comes to the color-palette. Do you have any favorite films, visually-wise?
>I don't think I've ever seen any ballet productions other than one that I went to as a child, but I do appreciate ballet to a great extent.
There's some cool stuff out there.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K21yj2lEgrA

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 18:08:41 2019 No.14338045 You're all garbage

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 18:09:57 2019 No.14338055 >>14338045 Rude.

>>	Raven Thu Dec 12 18:20:57 2019 No.14338108 VOUS ETE TOUS DES MERDE VENEZ SUCER MA PAGE https://creepypasta.fandom.com/fr/wiki/Raven_creepypasta je vous encule

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 18:25:20 2019 No.14338127 File: 3.42 MB, 2972x4032, 760ACCA1-C023-479F-8EB2-E7B04679C394.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>14337990 Post your art

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 18:32:34 2019 No.14338158 >>14338108 C'est moi que tu va sucer, petite tappette. Tout le monde s'enfiche de ta creepypasta pourrie.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 18:33:45 2019 No.14338168 >>14337464 >>14337586 >>14337898 >>14337990 Wholesome conversation.

Anonymous Thu Dec 12 20:07:13 2019 No.14338562

The doctor from the psych department called me today after I called looking for help yesterday. I stuttered and bumbled through the call trying to explain my issues. I left it at “anxiety” but didn’t elaborate much more. Fibbed a bit when she asked if I’d had “suicidal ideation,” whatever that means. I’m supposed to get a follow up call soon to schedule an appointment to come in.

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Anonymous Thu Dec 12 20:39:18 2019 No.14338696
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>>14337990
That is pretty cool, thanks for posting this anon. I'm amazed at how coordinated every dancer is; I tried out theater for about a year and it wasn't for me. I enjoyed it, but I found it hard to be in sync with all the other actors. Ballet shows are usually expensive here, but I'll probably go see one for myself if I have the funds.
Visually, On the Silver Globe (picture related) and Suspiria are definitely masterpieces. I love how colorful and bright the colors are in Suspiria, it still holds up to this day. My favorite part of finishing a picture is always doing the coloring, the way colors blend together to make something striking.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 20:42:44 2019 No.14338712 Time Travel is the most underutilized and underexplored plot device in fiction.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 21:00:10 2019 No.14338790 File: 753 KB, 1200x1570, 1575935556765.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] breathes in OOOKAY... So... Basically? monky

Anonymous Thu Dec 12 21:16:18 2019 No.14338842
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When I was a kid, girls at school used to hug me at random and tell me they loved me. I eventually found out they would dare each other to hug guys they found especially creepy/ugly and I was a prime target. One of them also started a rumor I was stalking her because we both walked home and lived on adjacent streets, after which most of my friends stopped associating with me. I've spent around 500 dollars on custom girlfriend audios and started reading/writing romance fiction to simulate the experience

I sort of based it on Frozen, except in this case the Anna is a tsundere and the Kristoff is shy and awkward

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 21:25:15 2019 No.14338872 >>14338842 You fucking cunt I read all the way down the left side before I realized the pages are side by side

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 21:33:21 2019 No.14338912 >>14338842 What the heck

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 22:18:55 2019 No.14339119 >>14338842 Y-you want to cuddle? uwu I'm sorry about your life anon

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 22:20:39 2019 No.14339128 >>14337351 Help me. I've tried changing myself to solve this problem but as soon as I get a holiday I return to avoiding everything I can. I hope next year will turn out better.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 22:21:58 2019 No.14339135 Anger-pornography addiction is a much bigger problem than sexual porn

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 12 23:48:48 2019 No.14339420 Seriously though, fuck Canada, a complete garbage nation

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 00:56:59 2019 No.14339694 I want a fat Catholic wife who loves me, loves Christ, and loves good food.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 00:58:49 2019 No.14339700 >>14339694 Based

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 01:01:18 2019 No.14339710 >>14339420 Rude.

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 01:16:05 2019 No.14339766
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>>14337990
>>14338168
>>14338696
Based artfriends. Currently trying to get better at sculpting human forms in clay and mixed media (wire, metal, paper, fibers). I’m also working on a stop-motion film about malpractice and it’s conseq on family at the moment using the pictured armatures. It’s so difficult but really interesting learning how to do this. Keep doing what feeds you.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 01:24:20 2019 No.14339795 >>14339420 >canada >nation

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 01:25:38 2019 No.14339800
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I like Jeanne, but how the fuck was she buddy buddy with a literal child rapist?
I just finished revising the prologue to my novel. I'm quite happy with it. It's been ten years in the making, I will finish it soon.

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 01:38:25 2019 No.14339832
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Do people today (especially children) still enjoy fairy-tales?

I think that they're nice. I would be sad to hear that nobody cares about them anymore.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 01:45:38 2019 No.14339869 >>14339832 I don't think fairy tales are ever going away, anon. They may perhaps decline in popularity, as I think they are right now (Disney shit doesn't count), but they will be told again. They're an integral part of every culture.

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 02:40:39 2019 No.14340075

I can't decide whether or not to take my laptop with me when I go on holiday with my family (inb4 underage, I'm 20). I know I'll be doing stuff most of the time so it wouldn't chain me down or anything but I'd still like to be able to browse the chans and write if I feel like it since I can't do either well on my phone. I also don't want to be chained down by it or anything though.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 02:48:24 2019 No.14340099 >>14340075 I wouldn't. You're probably not going to miss out on much, and it's just another thing that could be lost, or stolen, or broken.

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 03:25:32 2019 No.14340226
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I wish I lived in the United States. Sometimes I think about what it would be like to take the metro at night in a place like NYC. I want to experience World of Darkness IRL.

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 03:42:52 2019 No.14340284

>>14335156
Write out your fantasy with excruciating verisimilitude and detail. But one thing: for this to work you have to blueball yourself in the story. You can do anything you want but you can't have sexual contact with her. That's how you resolve this.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 04:02:15 2019 No.14340328 >>14340226 >I want to experience World of Darkness IRL. No you don't.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 04:04:10 2019 No.14340331 >>14339832 Man, The Faraway Tree Stories is how I learned to read.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 04:24:47 2019 No.14340374 >>14340099 You're probably right, I just feel like I'll get that itch of missing something and I don't like using my phone much.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 04:34:28 2019 No.14340398 how do you tell if someone is empty?

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 04:39:26 2019 No.14340407 File: 380 KB, 600x700, stomach growling.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>14340398 When their tummy is rumbling.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 05:07:57 2019 No.14340489 >>14340226 bottom right guy is BASED

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 05:17:02 2019 No.14340517 >>14340374 write on paper. be free of the machine.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 05:41:46 2019 No.14340563 >>14331274 i read 147 pages, so far its slow start but i dont want to judge by 1/10th.

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 06:14:46 2019 No.14340662

>>14338696
>Ballet shows are usually expensive here, but I'll probably go see one for myself if I have the funds.
I hope that you get a chance to some day, if it's something that you're interested in
I've actually never seen the ballet in the flesh, maybe one day.
I haven't seen 'On the Silver Globe', sorry, but also enjoyed 'Suspira'. I'm not sure if you meant the original or the remake, but I liked both.

Have you ever seen 'West Side Story'? That has some absolutely gorgeous composition and vibrant colors.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bxoC5Oyf_ss

>>14339766
Neat! I hope that you get to finish it, anon. I remember making stop-motion films when I was a kid; it was a little frustrating to say the least. I hope that you have much more success with it!

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 06:27:31 2019 No.14340708 Are there books on increasing humor sense? I've been watching stand-ups and other material but it feels like im not really improving and make a good joke very rarely.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 07:10:25 2019 No.14340906 >>14332502 sMOKING iS dEADLY1!!!!

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 07:26:06 2019 No.14340964

bros, i finally got a job after being unemployed for many, many months
>"whats, uhh, whats with this job gap?"
currently on day 3
i have taken the first steps to once again leave NEEThood
i have delayed going homeless and ending my miserable life, for now

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 07:39:33 2019 No.14341008 >>14340964 >"whats, uhh, whats with this job gap?" How does one answer this? t. has 1.5 year gap

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 07:44:45 2019 No.14341026

The whole world is shit. I love all of humanity but at the same time, I feel like a disappointed parent. Our own collective ignorance is going to be our downfall. Everywhere you look, people are hateful, fearful, or just plain evil. The powers that be consistently screw over the collective while dividing us with fear mongering propaganda. I'm starting to feel like the only way to find peace in these disturbing times is by turning wholly to Jesus.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 08:35:33 2019 No.14341189 >>14340964 >>14341008 When people probe about bullshit like this, feel free to lie and say you had health problems and would prefer not to discuss it. It’s nobody's business and you’re entitled to that.

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 08:37:55 2019 No.14341202

Had a hookup last night and my pepee didn't get hard. I'm blaffed at how casual I've acted on the moment: "yeah, I think I drank too much, so it's not going up... I hope you understand" and that was it. She asked if I was not in the mood, and I said that I was in the mood, but this things happens, you know? I hope you understand. Then I went down on her and sucked her titties for a while, who were massive. She was a thick black girl with huge lips, too bad she didn't suck me. After we finished a movie and started to making out again, my pepee got hard, but then she had to leave, wich lead me pretty dissapointed, but heh, that's life.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 08:47:15 2019 No.14341241 File: 13 KB, 266x43, 575832743247327439274294.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I can't wait until they put this on my Wikipedia page when I'm dead.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 08:49:39 2019 No.14341253 Nothing's better for the sniffles than some icy cold moloko.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 08:51:25 2019 No.14341258 >>14341202 maybe your peepee isnt into black chocolate

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 09:00:11 2019 No.14341281 >>14331725 >It's the porns Not just, judeophile.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 09:15:18 2019 No.14341326 >>14332502 Humans are socially and historically constructed in our time, but thanks for cleanly editing your laundry list of cliches.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 09:28:07 2019 No.14341392 >>14331725 Digital technology has corrupted our hearts and destroyed our souls.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 09:30:45 2019 No.14341405 >>14341392 the internet and its consequences have been a disaster for the human race

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 09:32:57 2019 No.14341412

>>14341258
nah, i've fucked a black girl last month. She was skinny tho, so maybe my pepee it's not into chubby girls. But what I think is that this time it might be because she was kinda... empty. We are chatting and drinking, and she said some really stupid shit. I just didn't like her personality that much, she was the kinda girl I would never date. Also, I had drank quite a bit, but I was not feeling drunk, but my pepee was 100% numb, so who knows.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 10:34:23 2019 No.14341699 >>14341405 It’s only going to get worse. A.I. will destroy what’s left of us by the end of the 22nd century at the very latest.

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 10:58:40 2019 No.14341828
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What does one do when they realize the moderate amount of talent they possess will never be enough to achieve their dreams or be happy? In other words, what is the result of the crisis of mediocrity? When one realizes they are painfully average, will never be a great success, and will be quickly forgotten? I can't bear the idea of a future in which merely exist, in which I'm not constantly improving and reaching, but I have plateaued. I'm a failure, I'm painfully average.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 11:00:20 2019 No.14341833 >>14341828 I've reached the limits of my talent and ability and now it hasn't taken me nearly as far as I would have hoped

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 11:12:27 2019 No.14341886 >>14341828 >>14341833 Work harder, and work with other people.

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 11:17:46 2019 No.14341906

>>14330731
How do I know I'm in love?

I have this girl who I've been talking to since Feb. We've both told each other that we're into the other. We have a connection, I feel like we trust each other and we communicate very well (even during times are upset), we speak almost every day, we share our highlights/frustrations, we listen to one another, we wish each other goodnight almost every single day, I think we genuinely care for one another, we actively want to try and meet each other. On my end, I want to be with her and listen to her and actively care for her.

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 11:19:35 2019 No.14341914

>>14339766
>Keep doing what feeds you.
Yeah mate, I have a few hours only between uni and work today, but I was feeling the bass so much I practised for two hours straight. Think I'm gonna write another song now actually, feel sufficiently inspired.
I wish I could get into visual art, it seems to has upsides compared to other arts, but my drawing efforts have been minimal (although not altogether unsatisfactory).

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 11:26:29 2019 No.14341941 >>14331958 Start stalking Ghislane Maxwell and psychologically case her to seduce her.

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 11:39:48 2019 No.14341997

It was winter outside in the late 90s and snow embraced the whole city. Vacation had just started and Christmas was close by. I helped my grandparents with the Christmas tree and was rewarded with chocolate milk. On television aired Home Alone and my parents let me stay up after 10 pm and I managed to see the whoooole movie without falling asleep. No idea that in the meantime my parents were just fired from the failing factory and because of it they were forced to take out loans from the bank and start up a small grocery store that will pay them back in the short term only to have to go bankrupt thanks to the giant supermarket chains entering the fray.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 11:41:59 2019 No.14342012 >>14330731 I want to fap because I want to and nofap does nothing for me but a friend of mine who is not that different from me has recently got a girlfriend and he thanks nofap for it, so now idk what to do

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 11:43:56 2019 No.14342022 File: 81 KB, 1280x711, 311905353.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] what's happenin my well read ballas?

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 11:44:48 2019 No.14342028 Hey guys, it's me here. Just checking in to remind y'all that I exist. I have my own life experiences, goals, dreams, and aspirations, but it sucks because I have to die some day. Anyhow that's all I have to say. See y'all later.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 12:13:43 2019 No.14342166 >>14342028 What is your dream anon?

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 12:19:11 2019 No.14342203
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>>14341914
Very nice, good bass is so satisfying listen to. I’m the opposite way in my sculpture and film, in that I’ve been craving musical creation and have an immense urge to learn an instrument. “Keep doing what feeds you” seems like such shallow layman advice but it’s so simple and true.

As for the upsides of visual art, I definitely enjoy its concreteness and the satisfying tactile nature of it, or when you change one small thing and suddenly a spark of life or emotion emerges in a piece. Sculpture is satisfying because progress is often so visible once you figure something out, and then it stays there for good unless you decide otherwise. It also forces you to behave yourself in that it demands you obey gravity, but that’s a fun challenge to take on. I’ve been digitally editing short films for a few years now and in a way sculpture is the same. An NLE timeline in say, Adobe Premiere Pro for example is a nebulous two-dimensional sculpture in that the arrangement of clips, audio, and effects has unlimited resolution in its possibilities, and even more-so when you integrate media from other programs. Editors are the most critical but unrecognized member of a film crew and make the biggest difference between a beautiful piece or a pile of garbage. Documentary editing especially is difficult as you’re trying to carve a story from life, which is unscripted.

This is another piece I made. When I look at it, I know I still have a very long way to go and a lot to learn, but you have to start somewhere right? What sort of visual mediums are you interested in?

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 13:12:06 2019 No.14342456 >>14341828 Unfortunately, the rest is hard work and self-discipline.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 13:42:32 2019 No.14342593 >>14341828 >When one realizes they are painfully average, will never be a great success, and will be quickly forgotten? I've just given up on everything. What's the point if you're average.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 13:45:39 2019 No.14342607 >>14342593 Average people are good at writing for other average people though.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 13:48:00 2019 No.14342622 >>14342607 Stephen King?

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 14:24:31 2019 No.14342795

> be me, stoned at home alone
> playing some normie cafe simulator online game
> create a custom character with shaved head, nane him Derek
> comment it aloud
> (black cop comes in and orders a chocolate cookie with white chocolate bits) ah there he is, a NIGGER class traitor that clearly liked BWC
> (fat black woman comes in) dessert for a neggert, no wonder they come in despite a white only sign. can't read, only guided by the smell of our pure aryan cooking
> (asian woman comes in) MY GRAMPS SMASHED SO MUCH VIET PUSSY IN 'NAM I RECOGNIZE HIM IN YOU
i'm not even racist irl

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 14:30:20 2019 No.14342819 >>14342795 >not even racist

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 14:32:46 2019 No.14342828 >>14342795 >not even racist irl i'm gonna be honest with you anon you sound a little bit racist

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 15:44:25 2019 No.14343156
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>>14342819
>>14342828
I'm a northern ruskie, never had broblems with black people or interest in nazi skinhead culture. This shit just appears by itself in my head, only while playing mildly boring games

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 15:49:48 2019 No.14343187 For the good that I would I do not: but the evil which I would not, that I do.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 15:57:23 2019 No.14343223 Anyone have that one cool Adolf Hitler pic, he's wearing his hat and coat and looking a bit sad?

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 18:16:11 2019 No.14343918

>>14341008
like the other anon said, i told them it was due to health related reasons
>"why did you withdraw from law school"
>"health related reasons"
>"what type of health related reasons?"
>"i dont feel like sharing that personal detail about me"
>"how will i know it wont impair your ability to perform the job?"
so then i just confessed and said i withdrew because i had depression. ironically, he gave me a job after the interview, right on the spot. although it is important to note that my interview with him was very unconventional. more a conversation than a checklist of questions to ask.

saying "health related reasons" is fine, and you can decline to answer more specifically if they inquire, but ive had several employers already ask me (even after i said i am not comfortable disclosing that information) what specifically it was.
i then answered "nothing that will impair my ability to perform the job and its related duties." didnt assuage any of my interviewers desoo (like i said, the employer that hired me was the one where i straight up just told them why after deflecting the question a couple times).

you might have better chances giving another bs reason. the one i was thinking of was
>"i was trying to become a video creator" (half-hearted attempt to make video essays)
you could try
>i was trying to become a writer
problem is if they ask to see your work or something. and no way in hell was i going to share my embarrassing and horrible attempts.

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 18:31:23 2019 No.14343985

>>14341008
>>14343918
I contributed to this conversation earlier, but to further my point in some states in the US at least it’s actually illegal for an employer to force you to disclose personal health information. If worst comes to worst, you can amend this by obtaining a letter of health from your doctor which certifies that you’re healthy enough to work and they can’t do shit about it. Know your rights.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 18:32:23 2019 No.14343990 I hate my body’s physical limitations. I want to have a ten foot vertical leap like an anime character.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 19:20:55 2019 No.14344237 >Basketball Americanette pulls up in a car on the street in front of our house, gets out, pulls down her pants and starts peeing, zips up and drives away So, stunning and brave

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 19:42:39 2019 No.14344360

I'm glad I waited for the mail to arrive earlier as only scribbles in the last hour have informed me that I am a fan of Diamine Soft Mint. It's a terrific ink. During my wait for the mail I contemplated where I am in my novel, which right now is a slow but very rewarding grind through an extremely atypical chapter, most of which is a person being broken by physical and psychological torture retreating into their collapsing mind. It's very metaphorical and difficult for a handful of reasons, the most of which being not the creation of a physical space which represents everything going on (I'm extraordinarily pleased with myself on this front) but in occupying it with the correct representations of who the character was, is being made into, and especially the aspects of their person which cannot be destroyed but either corrupted or galvanized. Idk. I have some of the ideas there and to date they pan out as far as my plotting is concerned but I'm not quite there yet. I watched PAPRIKA and the woefully uncreative INCEPTION a day ago for inspiration to the creation and occupation of mind spaces though only the first helped at all. But yeah. Also I'm on day 35 of no fap and feel I've definitely triumphed over a large plateau and have a long, easy climb ahead. Self control and pursuit of virtue are honestly addictive, yet so perfectly rewarding. Life is good.

*life immediately turns to irreparable agony*

Dang.

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Anonymous Fri Dec 13 20:36:48 2019 No.14344624
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Any armchair psychotherapists want to tell me why I might have a latex/mask/total-enclosure fetish? It's like the less you are able to identify the people in the acts, the more interested in it I get, even to the point of them being faceless smooth humanoid shapes copulating. Why would I get so attached to this in particular?

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 20:49:46 2019 No.14344659 File: 76 KB, 409x259, 20191211_204813.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] The hairs on my body grow fast while the hairs on my scalp grow slowly

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 20:53:10 2019 No.14344676

>>14341202
It happens, most girls are used to it. wanna hear something fucked? I had sex for the first time completely sober the other day. I've been with around 12 other girls, some multiple times, some in short-medium term relationships, but have never had sex sober. It was OK.

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 20:53:27 2019 No.14344681
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I made this picture. I have an entire world that I've spent years building in my head but for some reason this is only one of like 5 pictures I've been able to make about it. What is wrong with me.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 20:55:53 2019 No.14344691 >>14332502 this is what i'm scared i'll be like even if i achieve my goals, and why im debating on dropping everything and making my only mission to be true to who i am, and not who i want to be. kinda sounds like giving up but who cares.

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 20:57:55 2019 No.14344697

One reason I love ASMR is that it can't be commercially exploited beyond what it already is. You can't incorporate it into a national ad campaign without making the majority of the populace deeply uncomfortable. It eludes celebrities out for a quick buck. It is a quiet interest shared by millions that will not offer any fiscal rewards beyond a humble youtube channel.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 21:00:08 2019 No.14344705 >>14344676 Better or worst than having sex drunk/high?

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 21:04:13 2019 No.14344721

>>14344705
I suppose it was better. There's something fun to the sloppiness of drunk sex, the loss of inhibition etc. I suppose sober is more meaningful. It's a shame, I feel nothing for this girl but she seems to be quite into me. I would turn her down but I haven't been in a relationship for a long time and I am lonely. We will see how long I can keep up the charade.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 22:00:31 2019 No.14344916 >>14333207 >What should I expect Edginess and chicanery.

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 22:02:13 2019 No.14344929

>tfw the 2d girls have started to feel more real than the 3D ones

Lads...I think it’s over. Isolation and Japanese cartoons have rotted my brain. I try to imagine being a normal person with irl friends and a gf and I just can’t. Life has retreated into a dreamlike haze. There used to be a poster here who said he was going to kill himself at age 30 so he could be with his husbando. I thought that was incomprehensible once, now I feel myself becoming him. It’s all becoming a dream.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 22:18:36 2019 No.14345002 >>14338842 Anon ;_; You sound like a sweet person. Fuck those girls.

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 22:49:58 2019 No.14345134

>>14330731
Why do people act like absolute morons online? Is it some physiological effect of anonymity or rather is online depravity the result of untamed and unchecked emotion, that, when aggravated by all of the tribulations of modern life, spills out onto the screen?

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 23:10:05 2019 No.14345218

>>14344697
It could feature product placement just like any movie or TV show. it's ripe for it, in fact, because its whole purpose is to incite relaxation, borderline trance. people who watch it could be easily suggestible. the advertising industry just isn't wise to the ASMR market. but with the way advertising on youtube in general, ASMR isn't invulnerable. I just hope they never catch on.

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 23:14:56 2019 No.14345238

>>14342166
Thanks for asking friend. It is kind of you. My dream is to be a public speaker like Alan Watts or Jordan Peterson. Pretty embarrassing I know, but you asked.
I've read so much, now I want to talk, but who will listen? Everyone knows everything these days. What happened to magic? What happened to having shamans? There's no secrets anymore.

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 23:22:16 2019 No.14345268

>>14332037
Sex doesn't give you a good life. You achieve sex when you have a good life (obviously only refering to "good life" past a certain, low point).
Do something interesting with your life, that is how you become an interesting person.
Become an interesting person, that is how you attract the attention of other people.
Attract the attention of other people, that is how you open yourself up to romantic prospects.

If sex is the only goal then you have no excuse for not having achieved it yet. Literally just go out and ask 100 girls per week on a date. One of them will say yes eventually, and you have nothing to lose. One of them will sleep with you sooner than later. Or yeah just hire an escort, c'mon this is baby-tier shit.
But sex is not the only goal, you only think it is. Clean your room.

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 23:25:21 2019 No.14345276

>>14332402
>liberalism and capitalism
Those are not comparable social structures. You might be thinking of the duality between liberalism and conservatism. Capitalism is an economic model, liberalism is a political model.
Neo-liberals believe that liberalism should apply to everything, primarily including market forces. They want governments to keep their hands out of the market entirely, thinking that the market will balance itself out and be fair to everyone. This is why neo-liberals are the dumbest people you can talk to in the modern day.

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 23:40:05 2019 No.14345337

What happened to rock music? Nowadays it's all about taking dicks and "hip hop" crossovers. It used to be a force of cathartic vulcanism, of torrential brutal energies that sought expression in the frenzied riff of guitars and the savage slamming of drums. It stood for strength, potency, and self-assertion. Not teary-eyed emo faggotry, not queer bullshit. Rock was a world unto its own, a great viking ship adamant 'gainst the tumultuous tide of current events. It celebrated power, the proud, sword-waving Visigoth; mounds of skulls; the blood-drenched conqueror. Everything that the world sorely needs now.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 23:44:31 2019 No.14345353 >>14345276 They are actually among the most black pilled

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 23:46:21 2019 No.14345364

>>14345276
It's still not clear to me.

>Those are not comparable social structures
You mean capitalism is not compatible with liberalism?

>You might be thinking of the duality between liberalism and conservatism
Which would be...?

>Neo-liberals believe that liberalism should apply to everything, primarily including market forces. They want governments to keep their hands out of the market entirely, thinking that the market will balance itself out and be fair to everyone.
Isn't that capitalism by definition?

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 23:49:48 2019 No.14345385

Yeah, get a load of this, gonna get away
One hell beast shot over me,(YEAH)

In another life gonna break you down, smash all over me (YEAH)
Gonna bleed from life a shrapnel wound
I wasn't made to suffer, (HUH) shootin' on the run
Gonna wreck 'em yo, you can't just dump 'em

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9rB_x4VSZpU

Anonymous Fri Dec 13 23:51:49 2019 No.14345396

>>14345364
>You mean capitalism is not compatible with liberalism?
No, I explained it in the preceeding 2 sentences. The differences are very numerous because they don't operate within the same format of social ideas. Neither condradicts each other, nor do they directly overlap. They interact, but only in the same way that liberalism interacts with highschool curriculum theories, for example.
>Which would be...?
That liberalism and conservativism are conflicting political ideologies, directly interacting in a generalised push-and-pull battle.
>Isn't that capitalism by definition?
Don't know for sure, but logically and evidently not.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 13 23:54:06 2019 No.14345409 >>14345396 I see. Thanks for clarifying these concepts for me.

>>	Anonymous Sat Dec 14 00:24:07 2019 No.14345576 Trump 2020

>>	Anonymous Sat Dec 14 00:28:52 2019 No.14345594 >>14345337 My understanding is that those aspects of rock were distilled over its history until they came to be recognized as a separate genre, metal. I'm pretty sure metal is still alive and has the characteristics you describe.

Anonymous Sat Dec 14 00:46:52 2019 No.14345666
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>>14330731
Out of the gardens I come to you, you sons of the mountain!
Out of the gardens, where Nature lives patient and domestic,
Caring and cared for in return together with the diligent man.
But you, you majestic ones, stand like a people of Titans
In the tamer world, and you belong only to yourselves and to the heavens
that nurtured and raised you, and to the earth that bore you.
None of you has yet gone to the school of mortals,
And happy and free you thrust yourselves, from powerful roots,
upwards and, like the eagle does its prey, you grasp the space
With mighty arms, and towards the clouds
is your sunny crown serenely and grandly directed.
One world is each of you, like the stars of the heavens
you live, each a god, in free alliance together.
Could I only bear the servitude, I would never envy
these woods and I would gladly submit myself to societal life.
Were I only no longer chained to societal life by the heart,
which out of love does not let, how gladly would I live amongst you.

Anonymous Sat Dec 14 00:48:57 2019 No.14345676

Anti-consumerist memes (the real spirit of Christmas et cetera) have infiltrated so far Into the normie consciousness that I'm starting to doubt they are true. I've never actually heard someone be in favor of commodity consumption as an end to itself and I'm legitimately curious to hear what the arguments for that would be

>>	Anonymous Sat Dec 14 00:54:46 2019 No.14345708 >>14341906 No fucky fucky no lovey lovey. Haters will say that's wrong but its right

>>	Anonymous Sat Dec 14 01:11:10 2019 No.14345791 leave me alone you're not real

>>	Anonymous Sat Dec 14 01:13:16 2019 No.14345799 >>14345676 Schizoid thought process >infiltrated so far Into the normie consciousness that I'm starting to doubt they are true >I've never actually heard someone

Anonymous Sat Dec 14 01:29:51 2019 No.14345860

>>14345218
Doubtful. There's only so many tapping-on-plastic-product videos one can make. They do try and either the product doesn't make great sounds (that's not what it's primarily for) or it's ungainly and ruins the flow of the production. And in that case all one needs to do is find a video that isn't sponsored, of which there are plenty.

If they could weave it in organically and it made good, interesting sounds, I honestly wouldn't mind.

Any video that tries to get creepy is gonna get slapped down by the community. Hard. As in there's no second chances after that.

Anonymous Sat Dec 14 01:32:59 2019 No.14345868

>>14345676
People aren't mindless sheep in the sense that they watch an ad full of happy people eating McDonalds and think "if I buy McDonald's I will magically be happy!" It is more widespread and insidious than that. It is not the effect of one single ad or one single product that turns someone into a consumer, it is the totality of a society that equates success with material prosperity (regardless of the specific products one chooses to buy and why they buy them).

One doesn't watch an ad for Dior perfume with Charlize Theron in a beautiful three thousand dollar gown and think "if I buy Dior, I will be an elegant celebrity". But the effect of the ad is that you end up thinking "if I want to feel elegant like a celebrity, perfume must be a part of that." whichever specific perfume you buy is irrelevant, the point of the Dior ad is to get you into the perfume aisle in the first place. Hopefully you end up buy theirs because you recognise the name. But the point is to get you wanting perfume just in general. Subconsciously you are equating your idea of happiness with the purchase of a useless commodity, even if you are smart enough to know they no one commodity in particular will bring you wholeness.

Think of how many people you know who say they are depressed "for no reason." they always say the same thing: "I do not know why I am depressed, I am not destitute or diseased, I have a job, I have friends, I live in a third world country with all the comfort and all the products I could possibly want." they don't realise... that is the reason they are depressed!

Anonymous Sat Dec 14 01:35:45 2019 No.14345881

I can't tell whether I'm a sociopath, moderately callous, or normal. If I were to take at face value all the appeals to empathy one hears in 2019, it would suggest that I am abnormally callous: I don't give a shit about families torn apart by ICE, I'm more inclined to admire Epstein's cunning than feel for his victims, etc. But given the political nature of such appeals I don't think I *should* take them at face value, and maybe I'm normal. But I've also never heard anyone admit to e.g. regularly thinking about stabbing someone who gives them a dirty look on the sidewalk. Is it because no one else has thoughts like that, or because it's a bad idea to share them publicly?

Anonymous Sat Dec 14 01:39:53 2019 No.14345893

>>14345881
I think the question is, would you feel empathy for the family torn apart by ICE if you met them in person, spent time with them and got to know them (or say, if it were your family torn apart)? If the answer is yes, then you're normal. If no, you might be a sociopath. Most people struggle to connect with others in the abstract. I try to live what I think is an ethical life, but even I don't feel particularly emotionally for people I have never met.

>>	Anonymous Sat Dec 14 01:47:43 2019 No.14345911 I remember crying on the last day of elementary school, like I knew my childhood was over. And sure enough within months of entering middle school I developed suicidal depression that took another decade to overcome.

>>	Anonymous Sat Dec 14 01:51:56 2019 No.14345923 my new years resolution is to stop gaming and become a famous twitter personality (using the 2020 election cycle).

>>	Anonymous Sat Dec 14 02:04:46 2019 No.14345976 >>14345923 Honestly, that's not a bad resolution at all.

Anonymous Sat Dec 14 02:08:40 2019 No.14345995

>>14345893
My own family, yes. I doubt meeting another family would move me. An example of a time I thought I was unusually callous: my friend who I'd known well for about 2 years was going through a breakup and was talking through the bad feels with me. I felt nothing myself, so I could only reason through how he was feeling at an intellectual level.

Anonymous Sat Dec 14 02:15:47 2019 No.14346016

>>14345911
I did the same thing. I also thought that I would probably off myself by the age of 18. The dread of inevitability has stalked me most of my life. Every enjoyment would eventually fade, every relationship would someday end. I couldn't think of a third thing, but y'know.

Anonymous Sat Dec 14 02:18:46 2019 No.14346026

>>14345995
>An example of a time I thought I was unusually callous: my friend who I'd known well for about 2 years was going through a breakup and was talking through the bad feels with me. I felt nothing myself, so I could only reason through how he was feeling at an intellectual level.

I am the same way. I don't really give a fuck about my friend's, family's, girlfriends feelings but I am still a good friend. I know the right things to say, the right body language etc. I am aware enough to know that I would probably feel bad if it were me in that situation, but I understand that on an intellectual level, I do not actually "feel" for them. Often also I think they are over reacting and are weak, but I don't hold against them even if I think it privately. Does that make it normal, or are we both fucked up?

There is only so much you can comfort someone anyway. Nothing you will say will make them magically better, other than simply listening.

Anonymous Sat Dec 14 03:36:18 2019 No.14346237

>>14345238
you could always start podcasting, streaming or even public speaking groups as a starting point. If you have something interesting to say, people will come to you. As for shamans and magic - internet happened and world became small and demystified.

>>	Anonymous Sat Dec 14 04:24:52 2019 No.14346359 is it stupid to wait for the 'right woman' to love? should i just make myself love someone who is available to me?

>>	Anonymous Sat Dec 14 04:28:01 2019 No.14346368 >>14346359 No. It is wise. I managed to do so and it was the greatest decision I ever made. This decision was out of love and respect for myself first, and that allowed in the capability of love towards another.

>>	Anonymous Sat Dec 14 04:32:05 2019 No.14346383 I am 24 and feel old. I am physically healthy, even fit. I have the energy of youth, but my life is old and boring. If you do not surround yourself with youth you lose it.

>>	Anonymous Sat Dec 14 04:42:16 2019 No.14346411 >>14346359 I don't know if you can go looking for the 'right person' and always find them. Sometimes you just realize that the person you're with is 'the right one'. Love and belonging isn't always an exactly science.

>>	Anonymous Sat Dec 14 08:59:08 2019 No.14347173 >>14344721 >I would turn her down but I haven't been in a relationship for a long time and I am lonely. We will see how long I can keep up the charade. You deserve something horrible to happen to you.

Anonymous Sat Dec 14 09:17:33 2019 No.14347265

>>14344721
Yeah, sober I feel more "in the moment" but if I'm being honest I probably prefer to drink at least one beer before having sex. Weed is different thing, I can only fuck high if it's with someone I know for a long time or I get paranoid and it doens't work. But even then, it's not as good as it was when I first started smoking - it was fucking glorious back then, nowadays it's just kinda normal.
>I would turn her down but I haven't been in a relationship for a long time and I am lonely. We will see how long I can keep up the charade.
That's what fuckbuddies are for, anon. Why would you want to date someone you don't even like if you can keep having sex with her from time to time and save yourself from a awkward breakup? All you gotta do its find the balance between "I'm interested and I like you" and "I don't really want a relashionship now" and it's going to be fine. I was in this kinda relashionship of "fuckbuddies" for almost a year with a girl from Uni and it worked perfectly.

>>	Anonymous Sat Dec 14 09:36:03 2019 No.14347362 >>14346383 Lol shut the fuck up zoomer

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