/lit/ - Literature

[Anonymous No.14002163]

Write what's on your mind

[Anonymous No.14002183]

I can't wait till I'm 80

[Anonymous No.14002186]

>>14002163
I'm skinny fat with impulse control and i hate it

[Anonymous No.14002188]

>>14002163
I miss being cuddled. I'd pull one of my own teeth out for one right now.

[Anonymous No.14002190]

>>14002186
+no impulse control

[Anonymous No.14002191]

>>14002163
I hate corporations

[Anonymous No.14002199]

Im 27 and scared for my future, scared for all this climate stuff, scared of parents eventually dying and scared that WW3 is just on the horizon.

[Anonymous No.14002205]

>>14002199
>scared for all this climate stuff,
lmao, imagine falling for propaganda

[Anonymous No.14002208]

>>14002163
Doctor says yesterday: will take some time till the itching stops.
Doctor says today: itching will never stop, sorry lol you're a real trooper

[Anonymous No.14002305]

>>14002163
I have had an illness for three days, just a cold, but it has made me more existentially aware than I am comfortable with. Like one day I may feel off, and I go to the doctor because it doesn't just get better on its own, and they tell me to see another doctor, and some tests get done, and next thing I know I am lying in a hospital bed withering away. In extreme agony. And I see the clock on the wall says it is 2:00pm. Then I remember all the times I have seen that it is 2:00pm and it meant nothing to me, all those afternoons spent doing nothing but entertaining myself. As if I didn't have a finite amount of them. Then I realize I never would have done anything different. I panic. Then I die.

[Anonymous No.14002306]

While biking in to work the other day I saw a girl and her puppy. She had a squeaky ball that she was squeezing out quite the rhythm with and dancing to the beat, getting her puppy all worked up and excited, she was really going at it. I slowed and went into a coast so I could enjoy the spectacle . After about 30 seconds she realized she was in public, she abruptly stopped, her face turned very red, she starts too look around to see if anyone saw her dancing around like an idiot and immediately sees me, now about 5 feet from her. I assume she saw the smile on my face and the happiness her antics had brought me, her embarrassment disappeared and she give me the most wonderful smile.

[Anonymous No.14002308]

I find myself endless clicking between three or four boards, waiting for somebody to reply to something I left in the thread in either one of them.

[Anonymous No.14002322]

>>14002305
I wanna make you some nice soup and read to you so you get better.

[Anonymous No.14002432]

>>14002308
here's a (You), anon

[Anonymous No.14002440]

>>14002308
How's your day going? Hitting it off with the girls?

[Anonymous No.14002445]

>>14002199
>WW3 is just on the horizon
is it now?

[Anonymous No.14002451]

Oscar Wilde: “All bad poetry springs from genuine feeling. To be natural is to be obvious, and to be obvious is to be inartistic.”

[Anonymous No.14002475]

>>14002163
Had a terrible nightmare.
I was following an old man down a road in the desert but he didn't want me to come with him, so he shouted at me to leave but I felt like my life depended on following him.
At some point he turns, gets angry and starts hitting me with a rod. I manage to take it from his hands and hit him to death.
I continue walking down that road with that same stick in my hand when I notice that someone else started following me, I look at my hands and see they are wrinkly and covered in spots, I'm getting old.
I look back he's still behind me ...

[Anonymous No.14002478]

I'm unable to write 5gese days, anything

[Anonymous No.14002507]

i will never be happy and have no idea how to cope with it. I'am thinking to just completely submerge in vidya, any other anons experiencing something like this ?

[Anonymous No.14002518]

I was in the park yesterday when a man in a long overcoat walking in. He went into the grass and picked up several large sticks, tossing each one up and catching it a few times as if appraising them. He then stood and hurled them into the trunk of a tree like throwing knifes, causing them to split apart and fall over the ground. He did this for a while until there was a substantial pile of stick pieces on the ground. He then got another pair of sticks and walked to this hanging xylophone art installation and started banging on it. Then he walked to the park wall and smashed the sticks on it before turning to go.

I followed him; he walked up the street for a bit for before turning into a side alley. I couldn't turn too because it would have been obvious I was tailing him, so I ran up the next alley, cut across to the street parallel to the one I had just been on, and returned to the alley I had lost him in. There I saw him standing with some other men, he was shaking the hand of one of them that was older and grizzled looking. I fled at this point because I was scared.

[Anonymous No.14002537]

>>14002518
That's fucking great. Nice premise for a short story

[Anonymous No.14002540]

>>14002475
this is also nice and also a good premise for a short story

>>14002306
that's really cute

[Anonymous No.14002747]

heating is busted again. apparently people in asian countries live like this constantly in the winter (thin walls + rarity of central heating setups), dunno how they manage as it's only been a few days and I'm ready to kill myself. gonna go to a coffee shop now purely for the warmth.

[Anonymous No.14002757]

You were there even if you weren't
Sitting there with Jesus and the Twelve
Watching me at my grandma's kitchen
Jumping between the frames and patterns
Carved in my eyelids I see your face.

You are there even if you aren't
Emanating sugar from your lips
While I drown myself with aspirins
Your breath keeps the pressure on my chest
My life lingers in exhalations.

You will always be there
Even if you are not.
The sugar in my coffee
The pillow in my coffin
Forever, my love.

[Anonymous No.14002881]

>>14002163
If I don’t have her, then what is left in this world? Nothing. I would be doomed to live an empty life, patiently waiting for my death, pretending to find meaning in a meaningless world. If I could forget that she existed, then maybe I would be fine, as I was fine before I saw her. But she opened my eyes, she made me experience true love, something that makes life feel real. But now I cannot possibly forget her face. I think about her every day. Even if I could stop thinking of her, I would inevitably see her several times in the next few years, regardless if I want to. There is no cure, no treatment, for me. I can only keep going with hope.

[Anonymous No.14002915]

I am so fucking jealous of this chad (despite being even more manlet than me) that hits it with this fucking girl. Maybe I'm a salty incel afterall. Fucking fuck fuck
What do normalfags even talk about? I sometimes try to hear their discussions but I must be fucking deaf. By the few words I pick up they seem to be talking about pretty much nothing, but I don't fucking know shit. Anybody?

[Anonymous No.14003006]

>>14002163
I got drunk with a female friend last weekend. I’ve had a small crush on her for years, but she lives in a different city and I had resolved not to seek a relationship as I wasn’t finding anything of quality. I thought I had forgotten, but when I saw her it came back. We ended up kissing and both of us confessed feelings for each other. I know dating wouldn’t be a good idea, but I cant help the feelings. She’s intelligent, well read, well educated, interested in culture and art, she comes from a good family, and she’s perfectly feminine. We talked about traveling together and she asked me to message her. I thought about her constantly after that and reached out to her, but she never responded. I don’t know how she feels. Maybe she feels like it can’t work or maybe she was never really interested. I just want to see her again.

[Anonymous No.14003048]

>>14002747
Wear more layered clothing.

[Anonymous No.14003050]

>>14002915
The art of talking a lot about nothing at all is something I struggle with as well, but I think it really depends on how well you connect with the people in question. You have no connection to them, so you concentrate on trying to find substance in what they're saying

[Anonymous No.14003078]

>>14002199
>scared for all this climate stuff
well conveniently for you anon, there are some very respectable institutions ready to accept payment to prevent cataclysmic destruction in the near future. Also make sure to vote left to save the world which has been on the brink of drought and floods for about 60 years now

[Anonymous No.14003080]

Juggling so many lies to hide that I am a failure is exhausting, and I've been doing it for so very long. I started laughing aloud while walking around aimlessly pretending to go to school earlier reflecting on this, how silly and stupid the effort is, as though there's any hiding the fact I am almost 30 and still live with my mother or have spent a decade doing a 4 year degree. Who doesn't know that cares to know? Who could possibly care to know now? Concern or rebuke from my mother must be more out of habit than sincerity at this point, yet I'm afraid of her. And I've been afraid my whole life, and my whole life has passed me by in my cowardice.

It feels unreal to dwell on it, sometimes I can hardly believe that this worthless life is real, why would anyone do this? And what could anyone possibly do next?

[Anonymous No.14003115]

>>14002881
Damn son... I miss my ex... She made me feel this way

>>14002915
I'm getting better at this. There's a million things to talk about and you can always ask questions and parse out peoples outlook/Weltanshauung.

[Anonymous No.14003149]

>>14002163
I just slept for 20 hours because waking life seemed annoying. Now I think I'm awake again but everything is hazy.

[Anonymous No.14003158]

I will kill myself this friday. Is it awkward to go into a hardware store buying a single rope?

[Anonymous No.14003170]

>>14003158
people only care about sucides after the fact when there's nothing they can do so they can feel self righteous, no one will actually get out of his way to do or say anything even if they got a hint of what is going on.

[Anonymous No.14003176]

I woke up from a dream that I thought - in the dream - would make a really cool trilogy. Didn't bother writing any of it down, now I only recall the first part

> "john, you must join the hive mind to defeat the aliens"
> joins hive mind
> it was a trap

[Anonymous No.14003199]

>>14003176
My dream thoughts mog the whole world. In my dream, my closest friend had a dream, and in his dream, he saw a casket filled with bodies that all looked like me. I asked him if he knew what his dream meant, and he didn’t know. But I knew immediately. The multiple bodies in the large casket represent the multiple paths I could take in my lifetime. No one yet knows what life I will have lived when I die. This I explained to him in the dream. I also play fortnite in my dreams.

[Anonymous No.14003205]

This morning I was in a state where I would wake up, try to get up, and then fall asleep again. In one of my dreams, just after my roommate left the room, I was riding motorcycles with two other people around a wrecked version of the caravan park in Frinton-on-Sea where my grandparents go practically every weekend when it's open during the warmer months. My motorcycle had a smaller engine than the other two, only one of whom I remember ever speaking, but I was more confident at riding off road than them
When I woke up my roommate had reentered the room and laughed at me for rolling around like a retard in my sleep, and I was finally able to actually get out of bed.
So far my time at Uni has been wasted.

[Anonymous No.14003234]

>>14003205
Psychoanalysis deduction: you have small penis.

[Anonymous No.14003291]

>>14003006
>she's perfectly feminine
never gonna make it lad

[Anonymous No.14003308]

>>14003205
after i bought my motorcycle but before i learned how to ride, i used to have dreams where i was crotch-rocketing Redline-style, just over the top wheelie-ing and racing with my ass nearly touching the pavement. i think i was scared of my bike back then

[Anonymous No.14003389]

Holy fuck. Holy fuck and all that is holy. Most high sexual penetration and all that is set apart from mortals. All that is life giving, and all that takes away

This is not how life is supposed to go


I fully disavow all the agricultural pesticides and microplastics that made me this way. Dear God have mercy on me, a miserable autogynephile. Life isn't supposed to be this painful. Life isn't supposed to be this painful.

I've been thinking about telling my therapist about this place. I don't care about it unless in drunk. This post won't make sense unless your senses are dulled by alcohol. I've run out of wine and beer, I'm content to get drunk on vermouth tonight. Whenever I get drunk, I convince myself I'm trans. This is hell

[Anonymous No.14003426]

>>14003389
If you're very mildly attractive you can transition on YouTube and make millions being contrapoints 2.0

[Anonymous No.14003707]

Finally getting round to finishing Thus Spoke Zarathustra. The passion with which he wrote "Before Sunrise" is sublime

[Anonymous No.14003840]

I just ... don't care anymore

I don't have anyone that I trust enough to talk to, sometimes someone gets my hopes up and then they reveal themselves for what they really are; the vast majority of people I know are delusionally religious almost to the point of pathology. Everything with them is a sign from God: license plates, dreams, clouds they see. It's so fucking tiring and embarrassing. Grown ass adults walking around afraid of evil spirits and having "visions". A lot of the time I feel like the only adult in the room.

There's no path for a fulfilling life for me, I've wasted so much time waiting for people to change, but no one ever does. I just wish I could have a real adult and role model that I could look up to.

[Anonymous No.14004007]

>>14003840
This, so much this. I tip my fedora to you.

[Anonymous No.14004048]

True power is giving a presentation double over your time cap and nobody stops you.

[Anonymous No.14004197]

>>14004007
:(

[Anonymous No.14004203]

>>14002163
I want to get a double cheeseburger but im too stoned

[Anonymous No.14004204]

>>14002540
How's a nightmare nice

[Anonymous No.14004212]

Around blacks, I never relax.

[Anonymous No.14004228]

>>14003006
Similar situation man, except mine is not from a good family, npt well read and not intelligent. Which makes it all the more weird, why I am attracted to her. I dont know qhat to do. I drink too much, almost around the clock and I suffer for it

[Anonymous No.14004286]

>>14002163
My life is empty. Every night I go to bed hoping I won’t wake up the next day. Been trying to quit this hellhole but can’t. This is my only form of social interaction. I spend all my free time shitposting and monitoring threads hoping that someone will acknowledge me. If I do get a reply I feel a brief moment of elation, I feel as if I have chanced upon irrefutable evidence of my existence. I was here. Then I shrink back into the sludge and resume my spectral way of life.

[Anonymous No.14004359]

>>14004204
lots of ways
nightmares can be great

[Anonymous No.14004367]

Has the value of traveling, at least in the western world, decreased due to cultural homogenization and proliferation of information technology? Like, I can sit on the shore of lake Geneva and admire the beauty of the town and rolling vineyards and the alps off in the distance, but it doesn't seem to reach the level of sublime wonder that Byron felt sitting in the same spot.

[Anonymous No.14004408]

I dont know what to do with my life.
I dont see myself in any career path and im not looking forward towards picking the least shitty outcome. I have no idea what causes it but perhaps i wait for me to understand the meaning intuitively. I have no idea what to do.

[Anonymous No.14004415]

>>14004408
I have seen this post many times, the same image, frase in a similar way.

Anon do anything, just get up and produce, even if it's shit, be productive

[Anonymous No.14004423]

>>14004415
Why are you giving advice? Have you had similar problems?

[Anonymous No.14004432]

>>14004415
I feel like doing anything is pointless if there's no meaning in it. I have very hard time believing that im going to randomly stumble upon it just doing anything. Its not like "i'd want to try three different activities but i have to choose one" but rather "i cant see myself anywhere".

[Anonymous No.14004437]

>>14004423
basically yeah, just pick up a path, anything.

[Anonymous No.14004450]

>>14004432
meaning ?
Work my dude, save some money.
Even if you start doing something you don't like, it's a good way to figure out what you like and hate

[Anonymous No.14004457]

>>14004437
>basically yeah
real credible

[Anonymous No.14004458]

>>14004450
but isnt it basically "cross everything from the list" option?

[Anonymous No.14004479]

>>14004457
it's common.
Young people always go through that "I don't know wha to do with myself" fase.
Try one, let someone else decide for you if necessary, just do something

[Anonymous No.14004480]

>>14002163
On a call with my business partners. Every word that comes out of their mouth is entirely worthless. I can fully zone out and still not miss a thing. Entrepreneurship is the art of being good bullshit. Fuck this shit

[Anonymous No.14004526]

>>14004479
I’ve been going through that phase for 15 years.

Finding a job won’t help.

[Anonymous No.14004545]

>>14004526
do you have a job ?

[Anonymous No.14004661]

can't go on computer to open paint, you'll have to imagine the pic.

boomer:
> but years ago i wished so sincerely that my children never had to struggle like us. these unpreceded abundance and availability have weakened my will, as sloth is a sin, and nearly made me wish a worse life upon my own son. i still hope he's got it better than we back in the day.
doomer son:
> it's hard to admit, yet i find it somewhat comfy that the problems back in dad's days were simple and the solutions gleamed bright, hanging high but seen and reachable. at least some people got to grow up in a structured world without crushing unoriginal absurdity.

to communicate shat they feel, they drink a couple of bud beers on the coach in the dimly lit living room by a TV set on medhigh volume. sitting in silence

[Anonymous No.14004671]

>>14004545
Yes.

[Anonymous No.14004674]

>>14004661
nooooooo noooo i decided not to proofread and now i see it says shat instead of what. btfo'd by self, the shortest mournful tale of man

[Anonymous No.14004755]

I haven't gotten out of bed yet today. It's almost five PM here. This is like the fourth work day I've missed in the past month from depression. I hate my job, I've intentionally tried to get fired multiple times over the last few years but it's a family business and they refuse to get rid of me. They want me to quit, but will disown me if I do and I'll lose access to my housing and extended family. It's such a weird situation, I haven't heard of anyone else ever having this problem. I've thought about talking to a therapist about this but I don't know what they could really help me with.

[Anonymous No.14005770]

Bumpu

[Anonymous No.14005938]

>>14002208
antipruritic drugs exist

[Anonymous No.14005996]

Time passes so slowly on the inside but so fast on the outside.

[Anonymous No.14006041]

I'm beginning to suspect that I might just straight up have Schizoid Personality Disorder

[Anonymous No.14006050]

>>14004755
>It's almost five PM here.
NZ?

[Anonymous No.14006054]

>>14006050
America

[Anonymous No.14006059]

I just want somebody to pour my love into.

[Anonymous No.14006068]

>>14006054
California?

[Anonymous No.14006084]

>>14006041
Fuck me, that list hits home...

[Anonymous No.14006105]

>>14006068
MN

[Anonymous No.14006130]

>>14006105
I'm really bad at guessing timezones, sorry

[Anonymous No.14006132]

F[ck it. I wuz kangz.

[Anonymous No.14006149]

>>14004755
[Therapy can help. Do not get sucked down the medication hole if you can avoid it, brother. Dangerous slope, even if you do not get the addictive stuff. Having a professional to talk to is helpful, even if it ends up they suck at their job and all you got was a few hours of good bitch-vent session. But do not spend too much if you cannot afford it. Therapy is expensive. I literally went broke with therapy once. Therapy gacha. Also? Seriously? Fucking write. Get a fucking diary. Forreal. Like, I just write whether it is good or bad or important or whatever. I just blast some words down like a bad catholic and it feels like a release. Better than an orgasm half the time these days. Fuck, my mom's condo is haunted.]

[Anonymous No.14006175]

Losing my grip on reality. Feel like I’m not real. Lost my connection to the physical world a long time ago, my connection to the digital world is also fading now.

[Anonymous No.14006187]

>>14002163
Hm I wonder what OP was doing when he made this post. What's on their mind?

[Anonymous No.14006218]

>>14006149
I'm already on medication but insurance completely covers therapy for me. I just don't know if there would be any point in me going, the problem isn't with me, it's my shitty life

[Anonymous No.14006267]

We're nearing Canaan's happy shore
Our hopes are bright and fair
Thank God we'll never sin again
There'll be no sorrow there

[Anonymous No.14006298]

>>14002199
For WWIII, if you live in a developed country you only need to worry about it if you're on the western coast of North America or coasts of Australia. And Hawaii. Anywhere else you'll just feel an economic crunch.

[Anonymous No.14006337]

>>14006298
The principle of Mutually Assured Destruction almost assures that there won't be a major war between global powers. It would require deliberate restraint on all parties not to go nuclear.
WWI sprang from imperialism and a precarious system of alliances. WWII sprang from the Great Depression, resentment from WWI, and "empire envy" on the part of Germany, Italy, and Japan. Nobody is looking to forge an old-school empire anymore.
The biggest likelihood of a major war is once again in the Middle East, but there's absolutely no reason for the global powers to fight each other over it. WWI and II were flukes and were really two phases of one larger super-war.

[Anonymous No.14006338]

Increasingly I feel as if my life is in a crisis. I'm now in my mid-30s and I've failed to reach the normal landmarks which signify adulthood. I have a job, but no personal life. I live with my elderly father in a suburb of New York City. I've never lived on my own. My sexual experience consists of one kiss during the summer after my senior year in high school. It was from a pockmarked girl who had also just kissed a friend of mine. Recently I've become infatuated with a woman I see at work. I've never spoken to her and only know her name from the nameplate on her door. I have no pretext to talk to her. If I did, I feel like she'd look on me as an insect. The fear of certain rejection is fueling the general anxiety I feel about life. To attain her would mean becoming an adult. To be rejected would mean continuing this eternal adolescence, this purgatory. Every time I see her at work I feel a sense of expectation and panic. Though I've never spoken to her, each time she passes my desk, I expect her to stop and speak. Each time we make eye contact, I interpret her look to be expressive of something, acknowledging some subtext that she can't possibly know because it only exists in my mind.

[Anonymous No.14006350]

>>14002475
Ever read Do androids dream of electric sheep anon?

[Anonymous No.14006370]

>>14002915
I have this same problem. I've decided to associate with as few people who make me feel this way as possible. When I can't avoid the mindless or even questionable and confusing socializing, I try to play the "knowing fool" card, where I don't exactly play dumb, but I play "innocuous enough to not be expected much of and kept at arm's length" to avoid any tricky predicaments being so intimate with people I might find untrustworthy. Ask questions and don't be ashamed to speak how they do, even if it makes you feel silly. Use their lingo, smile and nod, do it and then escape back into solitude or find more people you genuinely can connect with that aren't a group of "theys" to you.

[Anonymous No.14006376]

>>14003158
Don't kill yourself anon. I'm sure there's plenty more that life can offer you.

[Anonymous No.14006378]

>>14002163
Tinder; no way. I know too many people and they might see what a desperate, solitary loser I am. Besides, women around are garbage.
Christian Mingle; been there done that. Toastie roasties who slummed it with atheist bad boys until they hit the wall and now they want to settle down with a decent, yet tolerant man.
Elite Singles; too expensive and too high maintenance.
Match.com; I'm leaning toward this site. Lots of women to choose from and may even be able to find a traditional, christian woman. Maybe.
Plentyoffish; pure trash
OkCupid; bots and trash
eHarmony; tried it and it's ok, but there's just not enough women on that site.

[Anonymous No.14006384]

>>14006378
How about bumble?

[Anonymous No.14006386]

>>14004286
Hey, I've noticed you. You just need a hobby or something that you can talk to other people about. Like, a proper hobby, that has sill levels and everything. Once you get into a community like that, social interaction will seem normal and easy.

[Anonymous No.14006388]

>>14003840
I understand the sentiment, but how much have you done to change your life to make it fulfilling for you? Isn't that what adults do... adapt to change and take responsibility for their situation?

[Anonymous No.14006407]

>>14004286
Go to free or cheap music events. Local shows or coffee house open mic nights or something. Or just walk around a populated area a few days out of the week. Be cordial with strangers, ask them simple questions and see if a pleasant little conversation forms.
You don't have to directly interact with anyone at music/art events but your brain will benefit from the perceived sense of community. It will change things under the surface.
A lot of us resort to this little shithole for solace and a poor excuse for a family or friends, but it's only inspiring when you aren't dependent on it for support, or in your case your whole sense of existence.
Really questions your choices and challenge your worldview... and not in the usual half-assed way humans do it. Get into the nitty gritty of your habits and ask yourself what you really want before you actually come face to face with non-existence.

[Anonymous No.14006415]

>>14006388
Not much. I'm surrounded by people who actively try to prevent me from being independent. It's just so fucking tiresome. I've been ground down into dust by them, there is very little left of me now

[Anonymous No.14006439]

60 lemon squeezers
60 Russian twists
60 bicycles
1 min Superman
45 second flutter kicks
1 min plank
1 min hollow body
45 pushups or 15 pullups depending on mood

x3

[Anonymous No.14006444]

>>14006415
Do not let them consume you. Do not let them steal your time. Your posts have reminded me of this video/channel, check it out, see if it helps at all: https://youtu.be/YIQocoxv5tg

[Anonymous No.14006451]

>>14006444
Thanks, I'll check that out

[Anonymous No.14006460]

There's people in my life I don't know how to feel about. They confuse me and I find their character questionable. I just want to be wholly myself and uncontaininated by others' energies, so to say. I hope my path of fulfillment becomes clearer. I trust ideas, not people, and my hope never runs dry, and I believe peace can always be found again, I just want to be free of the insecurities and paranoia these people encourage in me without knowing it. My gut says something is off and I have a friend who indepedently feels similarly about multiple people, so I really think there's something to out instincts. I want to be free. I want to be real.

[Anonymous No.14006566]

>>14006378
Grindr?

[Anonymous No.14006572]

Have you made somebody smile today?

[Anonymous No.14006738]

>>14006386
>>14006407
Thank you both for taking the time to respond. I appreciate your advice.

[Anonymous No.14006803]

What makes one exceptional?
As of lately I've been feeling that urge again, art. I want to be an artist again, painting, drawing, animating, writing, there's only so much time though. It's worth a try if I manage to hold onto it, getting started is hard but after that, it's a matter of habit. Try until there's rust or shine.
I'm new to /lit/, not going to pretend I'm not, it will take years until I become a writer, let alone an artist but how can I do it /lit/? How can I do it anons? How can I become a good writer?
I've got to read, write and draw and I hope one day I too, can be a good artist.

[Anonymous No.14006819]

I'm the next major writer. On one hand it feels great, it is a blessing. On the other it is a major responsibility and I do not think I am ready for success.

[Anonymous No.14006864]

>>14006378
I don't get tinder and online dating in general. I made an account a couple years ago and got tons of matches, this week I made another account in the same area and I'm getting nothing but uglies and fat girls. I can predict which girl I'll match with before I even swipe, literally every 5/10 and below is a guaranteed match. I can even tell from the blurred images of girls on tinder good that they are fat. This wasn't the case before so I don't know wtf happened. Irl I have zero issues picking up attractive woman, they even approach and compliment me sometimes, but if you judged my attractiveness from tinder I'll be considered ugly. I think I'm getting a good idea why shut in zoomers are killing themselves, their only experience with girls is through online dating so they believe they are undesirable. Literally as soon as I matched with another fat bitch I deleted the app and immediately approached a cute girl in class and got her number. Tinder is a scam

[Anonymous No.14006974]

>>14006350
No, why?

[Anonymous No.14006975]

>>14002163
>>14006803
Cringe

[Anonymous No.14007004]

I wish old man doherty and his dipshit son were here. I want to kill policemen just like my hero, Clyde Barrow. /satire of course

[Anonymous No.14007035]

You have lost the feeling ... you have lost that feeling that the world, all the work done, all this hustle & bustle is for you. Why is so, and how do you not lost it again?

Is that what they call "in touch with the world"?

[Anonymous No.14007181]

>>14007035
: (

it's growing up

[Anonymous No.14007271]

This website seems to attract a lot of the same kinds of people.

I wonder if it was fate that we all ended up here. Maybe it's where we're supposed to wait until we die.

[Anonymous No.14007282]

>>14007271
No man is an island

[Anonymous No.14007290]

>>14007271
Idk what happened but I hate that I have the same personality as bunch of depressed virgin white boys. Wish I grew up to be an arab slayer like my dad. I feel like one of those black dudes really into anime, something doesn't fit

[Anonymous No.14007299]

>>14007290
>Wish I grew up to be an arab slayer like my dad.
Was he in the Gulf War or something?

[Anonymous No.14007302]

>>14006974
One of the characters has a similarish experience to you. Your nightmare reminded me of it.

[Anonymous No.14007337]

About a year ago there was a thread about love-letters. And one anon posted his that he sent to a boy who lived in his apartment building. It was really cute but I can't find it in the archive.

[Anonymous No.14007378]

>>14007299
No just came to America in the 70s and fucked a lot of white women in California. Now his son is an awkward virgin who reads euro history books all day. Should have been born back home before coming so that I'll be naturally redpilled about woman. And family being christcucks didn't help either

[Anonymous No.14007519]

>>14007337
=( look again, i'd love to read it.

[Anonymous No.14007536]

She died and my bed has been uncomfortable since. I toss and turn and adjust and shift and squirm but each position is more uncomfortable than the last. I don't sleep. I didn't sleep while she held me in her arms either, closeness is always made a part of me uncomfortable, but I was rested. I wake up and it looks like I've been fighting violently against my bed and pillows and sheets. Perhaps a more comfortable bed isn't the answer but a less comfortable one perhaps next time I'll just sleep on the floor.

[Anonymous No.14007539]

>>14007519
Found it!

[Anonymous No.14007540]

>>14006059
Imagine turning even the act of loving into a self-gratifying exercise
Terrible person

[Anonymous No.14007566]

>>14007539
Imagine getting such a love letter if you're straight.

[Anonymous No.14007572]

>>14007540
Anon can you help me not be terrible

[Anonymous No.14007603]

I procrastinate. I procrastinated when I was young and I got good grades because I was a good boy and my mom carried me through grade school. I procrastinated in high school and my grades got worse. I procrastinated in college after learning how to drink and party and even skipped a fair amount of classes. Sometimes I would feel sleepy as my mind tried to shut down as class approached, a survival mechanism so I wouldnt have to face the mounting terror of work in my head. I would pass out and have nightmares about missing class and flunking that remain with me to this day. I would wake up after missing the class and masturbate a lot. Porn was accessible and numbing. I got my first flunking grades in college and barely graduated.

Now as I take my masters through satellite classes I feel it mounting again. My life after college was the antithesis of what it was there; one of action. I never wanted to feel those emotions of dread again, and the nightmares just made sure I never forgot. But my work... i liked it. I love it. It was inspirational, satisfying, something I was very proud of, and best of all, my choice.

My first 2 masters classes were fine. Kinda dinky, I wasnt super impressed with them but you should be able to find something to learn from even with topics you disagree with, even with shitty instructors. So I acted well and studied well and even surprised myself. And then my cultural diversity and globalism class. The topic was wrought with fallacies, and while I hoped it would be an objective approach to what racism is, it was exactly what you would expect; an appeal to political ideas that whites are racist and they must change. And my instructor literally teaches nothing. I'm sure he is afraid to speak himself, he is a bald white male. Imagine being in his placed, trapped in teaching this class. And I, the student, am trapped in this bullshit. And I'm becoming sleepy again. And I'm procrastinating again. And I'm masturbating again. The core of my being cannot deal with the cognitive dissonance and it is tearing me apart inside.

[Anonymous No.14007609]

>>14007566
I imagine that's it's still nice as a compliment even if you aren't interested

[Anonymous No.14007614]

>>14007609
I imagine it would make you terrified that the guy will murder you eventually if you don't return his fiery fucking passion

[Anonymous No.14007616]

>>14007614
I imagine being stabbed to death by a male yandere is a little less sexy than a female one, but hey, you gotta go some time.

[Anonymous No.14007622]

>You don't talk!
What the fuck do they mean? YOU don't talk to ME.

[Anonymous No.14007658]

>>14007572
Yes
Be genuine with yourself. Begin by exposing yourself. Provide attack vectors
For example: I love homestuck, consider myself a historical master of "deep talks" and regularly binge random AMVs
Come back when you are able to do the same.

As a being of rationality you are your own justification, act like it.

[Anonymous No.14007668]

>>14007540
Love has an inherent self-gratifying quality to it, as does everything. The only difference is whether you're aware of it or not, and your mistake is in thinking there's something wrong with that.

>>14007572
Ignore that asshole, he doesn't have anything to help you with.

[Anonymous No.14007716]

>>14007668
Yes, the difference whether you acknowledge it or not is what's key, but it's not a binary difference
I insulted him because he struck me as an extreme case on the spectrum. When you surround yourself that "closely" with an objective while also maintaining a thought of selflessness, that's when you become harmful

>he doesn't have anything to help you with
I can rephrase rephrase my advice entirely as a string of quotes by Nietzsche, Goethe, Meister Eckhart and Cusano. It's the best advice he'll ever get

You only learn to be true with yourself when you are ready to face the consequences. This is not pseudo-science, and you can convince yourself of that right now: Try doing what I did. It's hard.

[Anonymous No.14007735]

>>14007716
Well, go ahead and rephrase it, then. Maybe it'll come out better. I didn't think it came out well at all

[Anonymous No.14007772]

After spending a lifetime preparing myself to be the love of someone’s life: honest, faithful, adoring, sweet, strong, responsible, sexy, selfless,

after finally finding someone who was my perfect match,

after being her friend for half a decade, keeping her in the friend zone without once desiring more, nor hoping (for I had my eyes on other things)

after she asked me to marry her, and I said “no,” at first, but she begged and negotiated and cajoled and promised everything,

after ten years of beautiful marriage, destroyed summarily in a series of incredibly uncharacteristic and selfish acts of unrepentant wickedness,

after watching a sweet and humble and adoring woman and wife morph into the hideous, arrogant and viscous piece of shit that returns all my pleading with spit, my grace with spite, my love with hatred out of nowhere,

I know now that I am destroyed, and will never truly see the sun or feel the wind again, as I did when everything was beautiful.

God it hurts, even after a year, and a blindside divorce, and distance I cannot breach. Betrayal of this seriousness isn’t meant to heal.

It hurts, anons :(

[Anonymous No.14007801]

>Is the goal of literature Truth? Or Beauty?
OH NONONONO
Is the goal of life Truth? Or Beauty?
Hint:It's beauty.

[Anonymous No.14007857]

>>14007801
Hint:
Beauty is Truth. Truth is Beauty

[Anonymous No.14007878]

>>14007735
Anon you weren't supposed to actually ask for the quotes
Look, when you "expose" yourself, when you reveal what others may call a flaw, you "stand up to" these flaws, you acknowledge them (nothing here implies refusing to fix them, don't strawman me)
There's a direct relation between acknowledging these "flaws" (which are actually just traits) and being fine with revealing them (in an environment that spells no personal harm, e. g. anonymously). One doesn't come without the other
And here's the thing: Failing to accomplish this, deluding yourself about who you are, leads to spite, and spite leads to everything bad (You are A. You think you are B. People treat you as A. The discrepancy ("unfairness") spawns spite)

Let me know if there's a link you don't agree with

[Anonymous No.14007958]

A whistle rang rhrough the air. A wheel maybe?

A rustle. The fox. Almost as timid as I am.

The screen remained rocking on the tyre.

Yodels bounce through streets too old for them. They had perished.


A laugh then.

I don't know why I left my light on. My own beacon. Homing. This evolution from noun to verb didn't start this generation.

[Anonymous No.14008036]

They say that Deke's girls are autistic. They say that they have an IQ of 68. They say they kill like cats, play with their food.

One of them slouches in a faded canvas deck chair, playing with a pachinko ball, bouncing it off her nails in perfect little arcs. Plink. Plink. Back and forth.

They say that Deke's girls have hollow bones, like birds.

I remember Granny Nunes's hands, the lines of stippled scars tracing the tendons. I remember her showing me the surgeon's map of her head, the bright web of high-bandwith connectors, force-grown organic fibre optic. Most of it was dead now, she said. She still had the moves, though. I'd watch her run through them in the sunlit living room, dispatching imaginary foes with a chop to the neck, a snap kick to the gut. Like an old movie, I always thought.

Lisa smiled when I told her that. "I couldn't show you my moves if I wanted to. All hardwired. All brainstem. Your nana probably had to learn all that stuff by hand." Later that night, I watched her weave through bullets, her spine bent like the neck of a swan. She swept through the men like a wave, one continuous movement that left them blind or throatless or disembowled, three broken heaps on the concrete.

[Anonymous No.14008124]

>>14002163
My father literally told me "Go out and get some pussy or you're no longer my son"

[Anonymous No.14008134]

Trump's decision to withdraw troops from eastern Syria will go down in history as one of the severest strategic blunders. Proof that the American political system contains a deep flaw in that it allows an unqualified civilian become Commander in Chief of the armed forces. It makes sense when it was George Washington, a soldier and general, who was president. But it makes little sense when it is a real estate/tv personality as president.

[Anonymous No.14008228]

>>14007035
>how do you not lost it again
wew

[Anonymous No.14008256]

>>14007035

>Why is so, and how do you not lost it again?

my fucking sides anon

[Anonymous No.14008630]

>>14008124
based dad

[Anonymous No.14008859]

>want to read a paywalled article
>out of free articles for the month
>Delete all the websites cookies so I can access it
I love being a leet hacker

[Anonymous No.14009759]

>my parents affection is contingent on my holding orthodox metaphysical beliefs, particularly ones that can't be tested empirically.
Therefore, the relationship between us is illegitimate and I owe them nothing

[Anonymous No.14009804]

wolf in skin of man

[Anonymous No.14009810]

>>14009759
>therefore
But the latter doesn't follow from the former

[Anonymous No.14009811]

Im wondering if its possible to start working random jobs and realize where your talent might reside + make it big out of it.

[Anonymous No.14009820]

My head cold has not much improved and in many ways has even worsened.

[Anonymous No.14009858]

>>14009820
I wanna make you some soup and nurse you back to health.

[Anonymous No.14009869]

i'm pretty sure i'm not sentient

[Anonymous No.14009975]

>>14007772
“Once a woman turns against you, forget it. They can love you, then something turns in them. They can watch you dying in a gutter, run over by a car, and they'll spit on you.”
― Charles Bukowski

[Anonymous No.14010566]

I considered signing up to a study abroad program, maybe go to America for a little while. Then I realised that the Uni I'm at is metaphorically speaking as far away from my home town as the US is and if I haven't been able to connect with people here then it's not worth the expense of not connecting with people elsewhere.

[Anonymous No.14010577]

>>14009759
i told my parents that i dont believe things they do and they didnt do anything about it
>>14002163
>Write what's on your mind
i have come to the conclusion that women are the superior gender

[Anonymous No.14011008]

Is it immoral to apply pressure to your wifes kegel muscles in order to force her to pass out from sheer pleasure?

[Anonymous No.14011270]

>>14002881
>There is no cure, no treatment, for me
a good cure for pedophilia is jail for life.

[Anonymous No.14011276]

>>14003158
Yeah man, don't be a fucking fag and call some suicide hotline.

[Anonymous No.14011279]

>>14003176
>no, john, you are the demons

[Anonymous No.14011323]

>>14011270
I’ve done nothing wrong

[Anonymous No.14011327]

>>14002163
"There's a NIGGER right next to me" she thought, "I've never been to this country before, there are NIGGERS everywhere." A stale underground breeze caressed her legs through her leggings. "I HATE NIGGERS" she thought. Mumblerap reverberated through the whole subway car from at least 3 different sources, forming an even more despicable mess of sounds. Her carbonated water calmed her down a little, it felt tingly in her tummy and at least she had something to hold on to. "With a subway you can only travel along a predetermined line" she said to herself, out loud.

[Anonymous No.14011332]

>>14011327
>Her carbonated water calmed her down a little, it felt tingly in her tummy
god i wish that water were me

[Anonymous No.14011340]

>>14011332
>not wanting to be the breeze
what are you, a fag?

[Anonymous No.14011343]

>>14011340
no, just a vore fetishist.

[Anonymous No.14011346]

>>14011327
she's really 16?
what kind of weird developmental or hormonal issues does she have?

[Anonymous No.14011357]

My father looked in the mirror one day and thought "yes, I want another disgusting goblin who looks like me to live in this world, that would be a good thing" and went and cummed in my mom's snatch. Asshole!

[Anonymous No.14011362]

>>14011357
Just think: that has happened for thousands of years. You’ll probably do the same

[Anonymous No.14011385]

>>14011362
I'm not having kids. It would be incredibly narcissistic and selfish to do that

[Anonymous No.14011435]

>>14011385
also, you'd need to have sex, which is very unlikely to happen.

[Anonymous No.14011498]

my sister's wedding is on saturday. participating in it, im very anxious. so many people will be watching me recite a poem.
im also very anxious for my sister's well being. her fiance seems strange and cold. everyone has had some off-putting experience with him. she seems happy, and i would be enraged if he did something to compromise their marriage. im certain everything will go well with the ceremony and so on. but who knows of their future.

[Anonymous No.14011516]

>>14011346
Scandinavians don't get much sunlight and usually grow up to be retarded.

[Anonymous No.14011522]

>>14011435
Good thing I'm not attracted to anyone

[Anonymous No.14011541]

27
live in new england
unemployed
zero degrees
my fucking wisdom teeth hurts like a motherfucker
no insurance
my dick also hurts (i may have chalmidiya)
i have less than $1k in my bank account

living the American dream bros.

Gonna sell my xbox one soon and try and figure this shit out.

[Anonymous No.14011601]

Why the fuck is Russian considered difficult? The verb morphology can be learned in literally an hour. It doesn't even have a subjunctive, it just uses a single word to denote subjunctive or conditional clauses. Its morphology is instantly mnemonically recognizable if you can even conjugate the present active indicative of Latin (similar "signpost" consonants).

Maybe speaking it is hard but how the fuck is it considered difficult to get basic reading knowledge in this? What am I missing?

[Anonymous No.14011607]

>>14011601
Some people are just better at languages than others.

[Anonymous No.14011646]

>>14011601
the way each Russian verb has two versions, for imperfective and perfective, honestly annoys the fuck out of me. the rest of the grammar is pretty logical though. I love how simple the past tense is and that it has gender, ive never seen that before

[Anonymous No.14011659]

I dropped out of lower secondary education, took some classes last year to get a degree and started highschool this year, only to drop out a bit less than a month into it.
I am
>21
>a virgin
>reclusive
and I have achieved nothing in life. My only form of enjoyment comes from delving into hypotheticals, fictional worlds and passively making them up. What's really on my mind, is that I wonder why I bother with that, it does nothing but monetarily relieve me of my dreariness, and it feels like it brings me down everytime I take a break from it. It's not like I'm a complete NEET, I don't want to be a leech on society, but at the same time I can't see myself enjoying, or at least being able to bear doing anything for a living, not even the limited time and effort highschool requires.

I wonder if I should even express my thoughts, if I should bother telling my parents, social advisers or if I should even risk the mental exhaustion of writing them down on a wall on some imageboard, which people probably wont read. I wonder what the point is, and if I would be happier if I had no loving family, no friends at all and no responsibilities.

I really just wonder; am I going to be able to push myself to become better

I hope everyone's alright

[Anonymous No.14011689]

>>14011659
You sound a lot like me. I wish we could hang out.

[Anonymous No.14011695]

I TOLD you to fucking do something and you didn't. I TOLD you to give me somthing and you refused.

"Using me as a crutch"
God, you should be shot for being so fucking insubordinate. How do you think it would be in Prussia? You'd get a bullet in the head.

[Anonymous No.14011712]

>>14007772
r/marriedredpill

[Anonymous No.14011737]

>>14002451
I would not call rupi kaur 'genuine.'

[Anonymous No.14011807]

I recently got a job and this has given me a new perspective on money. Before work I was frugal, but I am now frugal to a whole different level. When I spend the money that I earned it feels like I am spending my life's essence. Sometimes I think that this time I spent slaving away is the price of the money that I gain at the end. That wasting the precious moments of my life is the cost of being able to buy McDonald's, or whatever. This line of thinking is depressing, and I try to stay away from it. I think of all the times I have sat and done nothing the entire day. This is truly time wasting, work is good in contrast. I am getting more fit, my body is becoming more resilient.

I plan to travel again, it has been just over a month since I came back from my last trip, and I don't have the strongest urge to go places, but what else would I spend this money on? I don't really want anything material, I am happy with the possessions I own. I don't want clothes, I don't want ornaments for my room and books are cheap. I have a big backlog of things to read, so I don't need to spend money. I do believe that work is good and that it builds character. I could easily quit my job and not starve, but then I would feel restless inside. I need to do things, I cannot simply stay inside. It doesn't make me happy.

I wish I was smarter, I feel like I miss so much when I read a book. I wish I was like those people who read a book once and can fully grasp it. This has only happened to me a few times, and even when I thought that I "got" the book looking at what other people thought of it made me realise that there was more to it than I first realised. I wish I was smart and understood things, and that I could create something. I tried learning to play guitar but I would never feel confident enough to play to anyone other than my gf, she would say i was good even if I wasn't so it's not a fair critique. I wish I could take good pictures, but it takes so much work to take a good picture and some other guy has already taken the same picture but better, there is so much competition. But that is a good thing I guess, with more competition the people who are noticed will truly be great, to be the first doesn't mean that you are the best. Today's photographers don't amaze me, but they must be good because they are on top. This is a flawed line of thinking as well, because to be popular does not make you good by default. If I managed to take a good picture and it got ignored would it mean anything? If I enjoyed taking the picture maybe then it means something, because I spent that time pleasantly. It is vanity to think that I will one day create something worthwhile, and if I did would I really need a reward? To create something good should surely be a reward in itself. I am vain however, and wish to be praised. I wish this wasn't the case, I wish that when I get older I wouldn't be vain like I am today.

[Anonymous No.14012008]

>see pretty girl in the bookstore
>move to the next aisle to avoid her seeing you
every time

[Anonymous No.14012190]

There are times that I don't know what to do with myself. These are critically important times, and in some sense could be said to embody. Knowing what to do with yourself we associate with purpose, forthrightness, meaningfulness. Not knowing what to do with yourself abandon, neglect, drift. And yet the fundamental question of knowing what you SHOULD do with yourself remains unanswered. We imitate a solution with expertise, as if someone knows better. But the question runs deeper and beyond them. For what are they basing it on? Hence my skepticism of psychotherapy. On what solid universal recipe of happiness and wellbeing are psychoanalysts resting upon? It was founded by an incredibly sad man.
One relents and admits perhaps there is no solution except what you decide for yourself, as per existentialist prescriptions. Even that is wanting. It so often happens that purpose enforces itself upon us, we find purpose when the world at large incorporates us into its cosmic machinery and expansiveness, when we die for the ones we love, or go the extra mile to make someone else proud. To really find purpose we don't have to care about ourselves so much but care about the world.
Except everything is beautifully designed to delectate the ego. The whole sociological facade is bent on avoiding these questions, as if they were heresy or spoilers.

[Anonymous No.14012194]

>>14012190
>and in some sense could be said to embody
the whole dilemma of human experience.
Sorry, had a few to drink uwu

[Anonymous No.14012242]

>>14012008
d-do you ever see any cute boys at the bookstore?

asking for a friend

[Anonymous No.14012248]

>>14012190
>Except everything is beautifully designed to delectate the ego. The whole sociological facade is bent on avoiding these questions, as if they were heresy or spoilers.
Obviously that doesn't mean these questions shouldn't be explored. Only by pushing that boundary can we discover new things to do in the first place. If what we are doing is insufficient, the only alternative is to think of something new or to continue doing what makes you unhappy. And yet why does complete and singular self-direction appear to be such a rarity? It's because we are inevitably tangled with everything else.

[Anonymous No.14012592]

my pencil sharpener keeps destroying my pencils

[Anonymous No.14012605]

I hate myself I wish I knew the right way to live.

[Anonymous No.14012637]

>>14003158
Every time I see these posts it makes me so anxious because I can't do nothing about it. Please, don't do it, if you want to talk with somebody, here am I, but please don't

[Anonymous No.14012734]

>>14007378
>>14007299
>>14007290
>>14007282
>>14007271
social media is a means of making us self-sort
4chan is the bottom of the gene pool
the world government is logging who uses this website
we will all be killed when the time comes for the benefit of greater humanity

[Anonymous No.14012911]

>>14012637
Have you ever considered that your inability to concisely convince someone that life is wirth living stems from the fact that the assumption itself is wrong? Stop using suicidals as jump pads for your virtue signaling

>>14003158
Just buy some more then dude, not like you'll need the money

[Anonymous No.14012917]

>>14007271
You're all here to meet me and I'm here to elevate a select few of you
If you have something to say that couldn't be said by one of the hundred other /lit/ fags in here, please do so now

[Anonymous No.14012926]

>>14012917
Uh... I love you?

[Anonymous No.14013020]

>>14011346
Fetal Alcohol Syndrome explains her face and autism and bad upbringing her behaviour

[Anonymous No.14013026]

>>14012592
invest in an actual good one.
i have a CARL Angel-5, it's like 30$ and does an absolutely amazing job at sharpening. The only issue I have with it is that the mechanism does some "bite marks" on your pencils. Kind of annoying on my Blackwings 602 but not really a big problem.

[Anonymous No.14013028]

>>14013020
i was more talking about her body shape.
literally no tits and hips at 16 is weird.

[Anonymous No.14013041]

>>14013026
Do you draw?

[Anonymous No.14013057]

>>14013041
no, i just write a lot and i love pencils.
i have to admit i don't know how the angel-5 would do on drawing pencils, but on "normal" ones, it's amazing.

[Anonymous No.14013076]

>>14013057
Oh okay. Maybe it's a worthwhile investment either way. Thank you very much, anon.

[Anonymous No.14013115]

>>14002163
I don't know what I believe in or what I stand for. I hate being on the fence, but when it comes to taking a stance on a lot of things I just don't know what to think. Nothing seems black and white to me and sometimes I really wish things were that simple. I can't explain it, but I really do wish I had something solid to believe in.

[Anonymous No.14013204]

>>14012926
Unironically no, that is not a reply no one else would think of. You get a participation star though for being one of the few to grab the low hanging fruit

[Anonymous No.14013213]

>>14013204
I'd like to grab another kind of low hanging fruit, if you know what I mean.

[Anonymous No.14013270]

>>14002163
There is no point posting here and it only makes the lonely lonelier, schizoids more schizoid etc. etc.
The only reason I am posting this is to warn anyone who sees it to leave the site, not just the board, the site, and not come back, it is just the same thing again and again.
There is ample reason to hope that without this escapism many posters here will be forced through boredom to act to stop being chronically unfulfilled.
And I urge you all to take heed, as most of this thread is the pathetic moaning of people trapped in a hole, a total dead end.
And it never changes, however many times you moan about it.

[Anonymous No.14013278]

>>14013270
What are you doing on here?

[Anonymous No.14013287]

>>14013278
Well, I'm watching to see if anyone agrees or not.
Don't worry, I'll be gone soon.

[Anonymous No.14013319]

>>14013287
I'd like to agree with you, but I probably wouldn't last a day after an attempted escape.

[Anonymous No.14013338]

>>14013319
Well, at least you see it in those terms.
It is an escape...

[Anonymous No.14013340]

>>14013270
I'm incredibly bored and all it's done is debilitate me.
You can try exploring your boredom but it'll all probably lead right back to where you started.

[Anonymous No.14013363]

>>14013270
I disagree. This site is great. Fuck you. You're the worst kind of poster.

[Anonymous No.14013364]

>>14013338
Stockholm syndrome has hit so hard I'm not even sure what I'd be escaping from anymore.

[Anonymous No.14013369]

>>14013270
I've left before and it didn't force me to be a better person. If anything, it sent me down a spiral of depression and drug abuse that I justified under socialization and overcoming my crippling anxiety, but it only made it worse in the end as I was forced to cut bridges and come back here. It was only a worthwhile experience as it reminded me my hermitism wasn't a choice and I'm far more fucked up than my daily NEET routine lets me in on.
Life has too many escapes, wherever you may be, to believe the source of your errors is external. Just learn how to deal with them and find your place in all this.

[Anonymous No.14013408]

>>14013363
>>14013369
Well, maybe I am wrong, and you cannot or should not leave.
But surely you acknowledge that there is an enormous amount of suffering in this thread, just latent.
For all its merits, this website robs many of what they themselves feel to be a 'real life'.
I have learned quite a lot on /lit/. And I have spent a lot of time on it. And I too have felt that I cannot do anything other than look at the same images again and again.
But to commit to the lifestyle of self-hating reclusion in these posts is nothing other than admission of defeat.

[Anonymous No.14013415]

>>14013408
>For all its merits, this website robs many of what they themselves feel to be a 'real life'.
Where are you getting that from?
Of course there are a lot of depressed posts here, because people are depressed, and they use here to vent.
If you think the site is bad for you, then fuck off. It's not that difficult. Like, close the fucking tab, nigger.
Personally, I've found many valuable things through this website and I think it's a lovely unique island on the Internet and it'll be a minor tragedy when it's gone.

[Anonymous No.14013438]

>>14013408
It's not self-hating, at least not in my case. It's understanding.
Your immediate reality begins with yourself, just chase whatever it is you want or feel called by.
I find this place fascinating. And I'm the kind of person that prefers the infinite, divine depth of the brain to the materialistic workings of the outside, and this site exists and allows me to fulfill my feral social needs as a pillar to support the kind of lifestyle I know I want in my life.
I'd probably be closer to suicide if it weren't for here.

[Anonymous No.14013492]

>>14013415
I get that impression from these threads. Take an earlier post here: 'I really just wonder; am I going to be able to push myself to become better'
In the same post he equates posting here to getting help from his parents or 'social advisers'.
I suppose we differ as to whether it is good or bad to vent. Being sad has a purpose, to make you want to change. Venting is a process whereby the frustration is channeled into moaning and so the person doing so stays static. Going and talking to people about getting actual help when you need it is important.
>>14013438
If you have found your niche, stay in it. But I urge anyone who knows they want something more to get out, now.

[Anonymous No.14013711]

>>14013028
maybe she's a trap uwu~

[Anonymous No.14014014]

>>14002205

[Anonymous No.14014254]

>>14012917
I’ll take delusions of grandeur for $500, Alex

[Anonymous No.14014264]

>>14013270
I’m only here because everyone on reddit is an irredeemable faggot

[Anonymous No.14014293]

We have straight up fetishists running for office now.
>Visible erection and panties
>She/her pin
>Prominent facial hair
I'm extremely embarrassed that this person thinks they can be a public figure while presenting like this. People like this make me ashamed to be a tranny

[Anonymous No.14014315]

>>14006572
I don't know why but this picture brought tears to my eyes. Someone please tell me who drew this.

[Anonymous No.14014332]

I'm learning Japanese and have started trying to read light novels. The problem I've immediately run into is that it's very hard to figure out what exactly to look up when you come across a block of hiragana you don't understand. Is it a word? A verb conjugation? An idiom? Takes ages to figure out.

Other than that's going pretty well though. The hardest part is fighting the temptation to translate everything into english instead of reading it directly.

[Anonymous No.14014837]

>>14014315
>not only a weeb, but a phoneposter
a gulag isn't enough

[Anonymous No.14014845]

>>14002163
So that's why they don't make it a sport, or they make it an animal.

(Laughter)

They don't make it sport. They don't make it sport.

(MUSIC PLAYING)

Ladies, gentlemen, I'm sorry, this is a public building. I hope you do not have any guns. But if you do have them, please don't shoot the people in the bathroom. You can't, by the way, shoot the people in the ladies bathrooms.

This is one of the few moments today where I'd like to say a personal thank you, because this has really hit us, the incredible story of how this became a national issue.

We had just about as much coverage as every other story we'd ever seen in the last 12 months. It wasn't until we found a lot of people with guns that we noticed. We think there was a lot of people who did not realize that they could become a target if they were caught having weapons.

[Anonymous No.14014855]

>>14002163
I want a fiat uno

[Anonymous No.14014859]

I will never not hate myself for being a manlet

[Anonymous No.14014863]

Completion
the ass was fat

Mister Mac:

No, it wasn't.

I put that part up as a joke.

I hope you don't realize that the reason we put up that picture was that I got home,

and there was this big,

fat, ass on my couch.

I said,

"Yo, that's not a fat ass I saw in the paper.

That's the ass of the guy that went in there."

So you think we put this up to shock

the general public or to make ourselves look stupid or whatever

because it was a funny picture.

We put that up so you know.

Mister Mac:

Okay, let's start over.

What was one of the reasons you chose this image?

Rosenblum:

A combination of things, but it was one of the biggest things we could do because we actually were in the movie.

[Anonymous No.14014871]

>>14014859
before you came into 4chan you didn't have those insecurities

[Anonymous No.14014884]

>>14014871
I got teased in school and by friends way before i knew about 4chan

[Anonymous No.14015032]

turns out staying up late, sleeping during the day, drinking, listening to the same song on repeat, and generally living in a perpetual warm haze really helps my writing. I'm now more creative then ever before, finished my book, finished a short story I was writing since 2016, really on a roll here, writing almost daily...
but what does it mean? do I have to keep up this self-destructive lifestyle to maintain this shred of talent I now seem to possess? really torn on this

[Anonymous No.14015265]

I'm beginning to realize that one of the reasons I was so happy as a child is because I didn't come into contact with people I disliked that liked the same things I did. It sounds childish, but seeing a retard enjoy something I do or holding the same beliefs makes me upset. And I'm starting to realize there isn't shit obscure enough anymore for me to hide from these people I hate. I actually don't know what the fuck happened and how I'm now a normie that shares similar interests with random trannies on Twitter, but it seriously makes me want to kill myself.

[Anonymous No.14015281]

>>14002163
My life currently revolves around obsessing over this one girl that showed interest at first but no longer cares about me, posting in GIOYC /adv/ threads then replying to my own reply multiple times with advice, reading Lolita in 10m intervals, reading manga, obsessing over this girl, sleeping for 13hrs a day, not studying, obsessing over this girl, never going out cause friends live far and im a pussy, wAsting time, time is running out, obsessing over this girl, occasionally writing poetry and maybe a page of a different short story idea every day, and obsessing over this girl.

I can deal with everything listed above but obsessing over this girl is killing me

[Anonymous No.14015297]

>>14015281
She's probably taking a BBC as we speak, m8.

[Anonymous No.14015301]

>>14006041
How is this not an exact description of my old boy Rodion Romanovich Raskolnikov

[Anonymous No.14015304]

>>14002308
that's cool man

[Anonymous No.14015306]

>>14015297
I know, I know. Might as well drink some of the liquor my roommate brought today.

[Anonymous No.14015307]

>>14002188

Bed

[Anonymous No.14015315]

>>14013270
you are a hero and may have saved a few people with that post. Thank you.

[Anonymous No.14015334]

Fuck boomers

[Anonymous No.14015335]

>>14015315
wtf

[Anonymous No.14015392]

>>14015335
>>14013270

[Anonymous No.14015397]

>>14002163
i have no money but it's chill

[Anonymous No.14015418]

I've put down 6,000 hours on Counter Strike: Global Offensive. I am currently at my peak, and heading towards the semi-pro level.
I am conscious about gaming having a bad impact on me, and I wish to quit it. But it sucks to put down something you've worked towards. And im not even sure I would like to be a "pro-gamer". Although the traveling would be nice.

[Anonymous No.14015421]

The town of Saint Thomas was named after the founding father Saint Thomas of Jennifer, an obscure historical figure whomst little to nothing is known about. In fact it was for the longest time thought that the the religious saint Thomas had been the town's namesake, so much in fact that there had was a sculpture enshrined in his honour. It wasn't until the eccentric Paul Carrige in 1948 looked into to find record of the founding father having visited once staying at the Evolin inn for 3 nights whilst on hunting trip. This fact had somehow been lost over the course of the next 150 years. Paul had to dig deep within the town's archives to find such documentation. What know he would do with this information he was unsure. That night Paul went to the place which Saint Thomas of Jennifer which was now the popular local bar to discuss this new information. It was early when he arrived and only those with a drink was the only thing which could relive them of the anguish of days work were in. He had little interest in these dullness so he went to speak to the bartender Phillip. Phillip was a chubby man. He ate too much clearly and was not much into his 20s. Paul could imagine him clearly being very large at some point in the near future

Paul told him this new information about the town he acquired as he ordered a Miller light. Phillip was difficult to catch into interesting subject matter and this was no different. Paul frustrate by his lack of his enthusiasm similarly shut down Phillips attempts to talk about the Yankees, Blue Jays game playing on the radio. Paul sat at the bar for a while waiting for someone who would appreciate what he had learned. Maybe William, possibly. Candice could show enthusiasm over any subject matter but little seemed to stick. He began considering if what he had learned was in fact if any significance at all. Not of course in any practical manner but still it must mean something.

It was now 7 and no one he wanted to talk to has shown up. He was out of tobacco and had already Phillip to bum so he headed out to the store next door. He admired the neon lettering spelling out "Liqour Store" on the front. It had slightly faded out but this ownly added to it's aesthic. This mixed with warm summer evening gently mincing into night gave a wonderful feeling that was then graced with a twinge. Like the story of the town's names lineage these little moments of beauty could not be shared between two people. Art and poetics can only grasp at large bigger grander universal feeling that though affirming and comforting in a way could never tackle the true joy of being. It was this that stuck in his mind as he sat back at the bar and it was then that she walked in.

[Anonymous No.14015452]

penis vagina

[Anonymous No.14015480]

After posting >>>/ck/13080526 last night I thought of the following idea:

Just now I thought it would be funny if a girl tried to go that to get a dude for all in love with her. After posting the idea I thought it put women in the servant role however it was a statement of fact in that if you’re helpful dudes will develop feelings for you.

So now the problem is she isn’t allowed to be straight. So she could browse 4chan, where she saw the idea and after an evil friend tried to get her to have sex she could remember a news story about 4chan which says they enjoy attractive negative attention. So she’s wholesome and she decides to only attract attention through being helpful. The idea was she could negotiate the idea as a sort of exchange and sex instead of food seems to be the most common exchange but violates her principles.

I think I separated the pumpkin seeds first and the girl was obligated to take care of the pumpkin seeds so the big finish could be about being obligated helpful without anyone falling in love with you.

[Anonymous No.14015576]

>>14014332
Keep it up bud
What are you reading? Drop it and read Zaregoto instead

[Anonymous No.14015585]

>>14015418
>6,000
I think the most i have on any game is about 60.

[Anonymous No.14015595]

>>14014254
What if it isn't delusion?

[Anonymous No.14015601]

>>14015585
I think you're missing out on a - in your case, probably: - pretty novel experience if you've never gone deep into one game of depth

[Anonymous No.14015685]

>>14015480
For example on Twitch everyone is in love with ChessBae94. So there's another idea.

There could be someone on the internet who's always helpful. The person could live in a poor apartment and have no friends, but this ideal of being a good person keeps them going. Then as the story progresses people start throwing shade and are ungrateful. Overall the ideal would remain however the big finish would be they're all on the internet and he or she is all alone and unappreciated.

[Anonymous No.14015723]

>>14015685
anon i have no fucking clue what youre on about

[Anonymous No.14015741]

>>14002163
I stared into the glazed windows of my soul. My soul looks broken. Beaten and battered down with the scars of a million battles. But past the scars I saw a blue flame. A blue flame flickering the tale of who I should have been. The man she deserved. The man she wanted to love.

Is it too late to change?

Fuck yeah it is.

[Anonymous No.14015798]

I'm thinking about going to a bookstore tomorrow, and buying a book or two, I have something specific in mind.
However, it is reported to rain, and so I could dress suited to that weather, but then I'd look stupid when I walked into the store, and it's going to be Saturday so maybe there are girls there, and so I could just wear regular clothes and bring an umbrella, but I'd still have to wear some different from my usual shoes because I don't want those to get wet, but these shoes I'd have to wear are really an exceptional ugly color that offsets the rest of my regular clothes, and I'm really starting to doubt the whole endeavor.

[Anonymous No.14015811]

>>14015723
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n177e-XfeX0

[Anonymous No.14015830]

>>14015798
Just wear a raincoat. Do you want us to hold your hand also?

[Anonymous No.14015883]

>>14015830
My raincoat is oversized, extending to well below the buttocks, it's fine for walks, but not something I can be seen with in a social space.
Im going to sleep on the issue now. I might have nightmares.

[Anonymous No.14016146]

>>14015830
(i'd totally hold your hand if you wanted anon)

[Anonymous No.14016155]

>>14016146
Nothing would make me happier.

[Anonymous No.14016881]

>>14012734
Not really, I think this site runs about average. Normal discussion on lit is the same as the "smart people" reddit boards and the absolute most retarded are on Twitter (along with some of the smartest). Unless your gene hierarchy isn't based on intelligence, in that case you're probably right. Definitely the people that would give governments the most trouble would find their way to this shithole. I always wondered how the gov is classifying me and I would lovr to take a peak of my file. If I'm not on a list than nsa agents suck at their jobs

[Anonymous No.14016896]

>>14002306
Filsgudmen

[Anonymous No.14017225]

>this will never be you
Real soul crushing hours here
Why did I have to be born a manly ogre?

[Anonymous No.14017255]

>>14017225
That dress doesn't do anyone any favors. Dream up better false hopes

[Anonymous No.14017314]

>>14002163
Life sucks I tried many different jobs, I’ve met a lot of interesting people, had good relationships. I try to find hobbies, chess being the one that I find most interesting. But I just don’t want to live much longer, idk maybe a few years more and I’ll off myself.

[Anonymous No.14017604]

>>14002163
100 pages into Hopscotch by Julio Cortazar and it's really comfy.

[Anonymous No.14017734]

>>14017225
Women spoil too quickly, I'd rather be a handsome man.

[Anonymous No.14018053]

>>14012911
You're stupid

[Anonymous No.14018084]

I liken myself an artist.

I suppose that has always been my greatest strength, and greatest weakness.

It's the reason I have always been weak in the world of the physical. My world is of the mind.

Has that been learned? Am I simply a product of my environment? Or...

Is it something lurking within my DNA? Is the cause otherworldly? Perhaps like Gabriel, I am a messenger of God.

No.

That's too self-centered. I'm not that important.

I couldn't be.

Yet still I suffer.

Myself, the unorthodox mentalist, playing my small part in this world, this world of the physical. This world of sex and drugs and violence. This world where inner beauty is discarded, left forgotten, in exchange for the fading veneer of the outer.

But my beauty is everlasting. I am the eternal lotus blossom. I am forever.

[Anonymous No.14018157]

>>14018053
You're hopeless

[Anonymous No.14018222]

>>14016881
>Unless your gene hierarchy isn't based on intelligence

it's not
it's more a matter of social emotional and moral failings

[Anonymous No.14018265]

>>14011541
good luck

[Anonymous No.14018288]

I had an absolutely bizarre dream in which I lived through karmic cycles of house pets. I started off as a sturdily built dog who was friends with another dog who was being bullied by another, larger dog. One day I reach my breaking point and all three of us get into one big fight. Unfortunately this is a dog eat dog world, and me and my friend dog get dragged away, only for our faces to show up in a news paper titled Bad Dogs in shame.

Next I am reincarnated as a dainty, fluffy little white cottonball of a dog. To this humiliating fate is appended the further injury of having to sleep on the floor next to my owners bed, meanwhile two bigger, (and yes black and brown) dogs got to sleep with her. To make matters worse, the two bigger dogs would occasionally hope down to sniff and lick me, to which my own recourse was to bark. At which point my owner would castigate the pups, but would also take a twisted amusement in watching them molest me.

[Anonymous No.14018307]

>>14018288
oh my, no offense.

[Anonymous No.14018387]

>>14002183
If you're a NEET or a broken man like many of us, your lifestyle might not let you live that long. Life expectancies have been dropping year by year for 3 years in a row across the US for the first time since the spanish flu after world war 1. Bleak future for all of us

[Anonymous No.14018391]

>>14002507
>I'am thinking to just completely submerge in vidya

This is literally how almost all young guys who are miserable and depressed cope - that, or some other form of entertainment (Youtube, 4chan, etc.)

[Anonymous No.14018551]

Finished BA in English 2013. Slowly realizing I've lost my love of literature and I don't know what to do about it. I don't feel like I'm as intelligent as I used to be, I feel inadequate and in this day and age a BA might as well be a goddamned GED, there's a part of me that WANTS to apply for grad school but the "your not good enough" voice in the back of my head, coupled with what I mentioned in the beginning, I'l I've managed to do is post this comment

[Anonymous No.14018561]

>>14018551
Read Alice's Adventure in Wonderland

[Anonymous No.14018584]

Finished BA in English 2013. Slowly realizing I've lost my love of literature and I don't know what to do about it. I don't feel like I'm as intelligent as I used to be; I feel inadequate. In this day and age a BA might as well be a goddamned GED. There's a part of me that WANTS to apply for grad school but the "you're not good enough" voice in the back of my head keeps me from doing so.

[Anonymous No.14018602]

>>14018584
read the classics of a genre you haven't touched yet

[Anonymous No.14018614]

>>14018584
Seriously though, read 'Alice in Wonderland'.

[Anonymous No.14018632]

>>14018584
Go for grad either way. Im doing my masters in english right now despite not really getting much out of my Bachelors. At least this time, I actually feel like I'm learning something.

[Anonymous No.14018637]

I'm so fucking scared of death

[Anonymous No.14018639]

I wish I were already dead.

[Anonymous No.14018640]

>>14018637
Scare death back.

[Anonymous No.14018643]

>>14018640
Death is already scared.

[Anonymous No.14018651]

I'll never understand how some people will not reply to your messages for weeks at a time but get flustered when I don't reply back within a day's time.

[Anonymous No.14018654]

>>14018643
Maybe he just needs some friends.

[Anonymous No.14018675]

In a hospital waiting for my child's mother to roll of to surgery to remove a wandering hormone spiral I wonder why I'm completely calm and unaffected, while she is scared shitless. And I wonder further why people get so worked up over other people's suffering, clinging to the status quo of moralism as if it was God's given truth. There will always be suffering, there will always be a hand at the other end of the whip, so why even bother with having a fit.

Inb4 superiority complex

[Anonymous No.14018682]

>>14018675
>I wonder why I'm completely calm and unaffected, while she is scared shitless
Probably because you don't have a piece of metal lodge in your uterus.

[Anonymous No.14018702]

>>14018651
My friends take months to reply to me.

[Anonymous No.14018734]

>>14018702
Sorry to hear that. My close friends reply instantly, but my other friends barely even leave me on read.

[Anonymous No.14018735]

Today, I cast the rune Urus, which is the wild ox, which stands for primal forming force, or the fertilizing drizzle. I think this means that week can be a very productive week, but I must also take note of the fact that the creative force can be quite wild and uncontrollable this week. I also visited the holy tree today and aatached to it another rune and two idols. My newfound folk christianity feels somewhat weird, although my priest told me that it was alright, and that the demonization and destruction of pre-christian beliefs in my country was a mistake and that engaging in these ancient practices was just fine. I can't help but notice that there are two systems of beliefs at odds with each other, the old and the new. I feel like this friction is natural and that surely over time, it will fade into the background, but right now the friction is still there. I tried to meditate on this, and I once again consulted a book about the pre-christian holy sites in my country to see how the ancient ancestors dealt with this conflict, but something inside me tells me to just let the friction run its course and that eventually, it will come to a standstill

[Anonymous No.14018844]

I just met my "little" cousin after a year. She's 10 years younger than me and already as tall as me. It's pretty surreal for some reason.

[Anonymous No.14019049]

>>14018682
Ah perspectives, who could live without em

[Anonymous No.14019221]

>>14003158
not at all i always go into hardware stores to buy ropes for self bondage

[Anonymous No.14019365]

>tfw like anime but hate the "fan service" and sexual degeneracy of the community
why must it be like this? I like the operatic stories and sincerity that's usually lacking in western media. I don't like panty shots of thirteen year olds or discussing how I would like to lick a character's armpits.

[Anonymous No.14019787]

>>14002163
I hate being a 90's celebrity, I'd give up everything to watch all the star wars films during their original theatrical releases. I wouldve ejqculayed all over the movie screen OP can fuck my wife

[Anonymous No.14019941]

>>14002163
套

[Anonymous No.14019964]

>>14019941
>套
>Ideographic compound: 大 (big) + 長 (long)
>Jinmeiyō kanji, used in names
>accumulate, big and long, hackneyed (in japanese)
>cover, case, overlap (in chinese)
but why anon?

[Anonymous No.14020020]

I dreamed that i knocked up a girl.

And the thing is, I remember missing the birth of my OWN child.

I remember something about being 4 months late and that I never even knew the name of my OWN child.

Woke up feeling like a looser

[Anonymous No.14020034]

>gf keeps saying I should read The Catcher in the Rye because I'm like the protagonist
Is she shitting on me? I never went through American high school-core, but I know he's supposed to be a whiny bitch.

[Anonymous No.14020068]

>>14020034
reducing holden's character to a "whiny bitch" is something 20-somethings do when they feel a need to distance themselves from their youths and put on an "adult" front

[Anonymous No.14020770]

>>14019365
>I like the operatic stories and sincerity that's usually lacking in western media. I don't like panty shots of thirteen year olds or discussing how I would like to lick a character's armpits.
I like both, lucky me.

[Anonymous No.14020809]

>masturbate
>ejaculate
>disgust at the porn I'm watching

Maybe this should be heeded. Post-coom is one of the few times when we are removed from the influence of lust and the mind reigns supreme. If the mind, unaffected by bodily desires, has a distaste for porn and masturbation, is it not against right reason, and therefore a vice and sin to masturbate?

[Anonymous No.14020866]

>>14020809
I notice I get this feeling when I'm watching sadistic porn.
But if I'm watching something nice like loving foot-worship I just feel relaxed after. Listening to classical or elaborate prog rock also helps me feel more noble (though it sounds a bit weird to say) after I nut.

[Anonymous No.14020868]

>>14020809
I think it's definitely bad for you to do it more than once or twice a week (and even then just doing it to rid yourself of lust, as it seems very difficult to get rid of those feelings once they start building up). Earlier this year I was able to go a month and a half like that and I felt my mind was much clearer and self-collected.

Of course now I've relapsed and am jerking it to porn every day. I've realized literally an addict, "just one more coom then I'm done" is my verbatim thought process each time I go to do it.

As a side note I think it's interesting the number religious mandates that turn out to actually be completely correct, albeit for different reasons.

[Anonymous No.14021092]

>>14002199
Im 30 and depressed for my future, longing for all this climate stuff, acceptant of parents eventually dying and enthused that WW3 is just on the horizon.

[Anonymous No.14021099]

god wishes he could write as well as me. that fat old man hasn't put a damn word down in 2000 years, which means im lapping him daily

[Anonymous No.14021123]

I'm going to church for the first time in 4 years tomorrow.

For years I intermingled with extremist politics both left and right of the political spectrum, hoping that I would find the perfect answer to my obtaining my own desires and solving the worlds problems. I was self centred, hedonistic and confused, I believed that if I only cared for myself and my own self interests, I would somehow obtain that perfect life, that perfect world.

But now I realise that the answer is not through fascism, or through communism, but through a form of Hegelian Social Conservatism, with the morals of Christian Constitutional Monarchy. I feel the only way to free oneself, is to achieve all oneself can achieve, and to be a man of moral and ethical perfection.

[Anonymous No.14021189]

>>14021123
>done with extremist politics
>unironic monarchist
Boi......

[Anonymous No.14021194]

>>14021189
monarchism isn't extremist here, anon.

[Anonymous No.14021330]

The logicality of the cosmos, its ordered and regular laws of behavior, stand in contradistinction to the irrationality of humanity. The very laws which permit the formation of complex life elicit the febrile, turbulent emotionality of man. This very difference between the dispassionate cosmos and the exuberant impulses of the human species is the source of much existential tension and confusion. If the universe answered our passionate calls with similar pathos, if it was actually presided over whimsical gods, we would that much more at home. Thus the invention of religion and its host of characters, representing the various elements of nature. We read our own intrinsic qualities into the external shifting of matter and energy.

[Anonymous No.14021352]

>>14021194
Hell isn't extreme to the demons that reside in it. From the outside, it's a lake of fire.

[Anonymous No.14021357]

>>14021352
Then perhaps everyone outside are extremists.

[Anonymous No.14021388]

>>14021357
*hits the blunt*
whoa dude...

[Anonymous No.14021446]

>>14021189
How the fuck are you defining extremism(and why)?

>>14021352
extremely cringe post

[Anonymous No.14021458]

>>14021388
Technically he's right, Monarchism not only still has influence in most continents but barely 100 years ago it was the norm, to call it extremist is idiotic, technically republicanism is extremist.

[Anonymous No.14021496]

>>14021330
Your observations are 14 year old "no shit sherlock" tier and your conclusions thence drawn are low effort garbage
But keep going, wouldn't want to stop here and become a failed normie now would we

[Anonymous No.14021516]

>>14021446
Who the fuck cares about cringe when posting something they feel like saying you fucking tranny dick sucking faggot REEEEEEEE FUCK cringe POSTERS REPLYING TO ME WITH YIKES ISNT FUNNY YOURE JUST ANOTHER SIDE CHARACTER LIKE HUNDREDS OTHERS JUST LIKE YOU REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE WAIT 5 MINUTES AND SOMEBODY ELSE TAKES YOUR PLACE YOU INCONSEQUENTIAL LOSER VOID OF ESSENCE GO BACK TO COMPLAINING ABOUT BEING ROBBED OF INDIVIDUALITY IN SCHOOL WHILE THROWING IT AWAY ONLINE REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEbooks for this feel?

[Anonymous No.14021546]

>>14021516
have sex

[Anonymous No.14021575]

>>14015334
The era we live in is truly childish.
Either we grow out of it, or we blow each other up.
I'm leaning toward the latter

[Anonymous No.14021729]

>>14021546
find happiness

[Anonymous No.14021957]

>>14003115
he's >>14002881 talking about a 9 year old

[Anonymous No.14022018]

Soon this thread is going to be archived. Will you remember anything written here? Or did you just waste your time again