Describe a person you are in love with

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Anonymous Mon Mar 25 13:40:07 2019 No.12823995 [Reply] [Original]

Describe a person you are in love with

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 13:46:08 2019 No.12824019 >>12823995 She is almost a clone of Audrey Hepburn, but with tanned skin. She is also my wife.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 13:49:26 2019 No.12824033 File: 60 KB, 576x597, 1516225994512.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] How do I know if I've been in love? I've never been in a relationship. I've only "liked" girls.

Anonymous Mon Mar 25 13:51:06 2019 No.12824046

>>12823995
I dont know that I've ever really been in love. I've had crushes, I've been infatuated, but I never put much effort into pursuing relationships and so over time the desire fades.
I don't know that I'll ever meet a woman I can feel the kind of connection with that would have me wanting to pursue her for more than a casual platonic relationship.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 13:52:32 2019 No.12824055 Aries.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 13:53:19 2019 No.12824064 He is a male.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 13:53:26 2019 No.12824066 If anyone does not believe in Venus, they should gaze at my girlfriend

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 13:54:13 2019 No.12824073 >>12824066 Toxic and lifeless. Nice.

Anonymous Mon Mar 25 14:01:05 2019 No.12824096

>>12823995
She has grey-blue eyes, sometimes the color of storm clouds, sometimes the light blue of the sky on a sunny day. She has dark, slightly wavy long brown hair, a baby-face that makes her look 3-4 years younger than she actually is, fair skin with freckles lightly across her nose and under her eyes, and a tendency toward rosy cheeks. She’s about 5’3-4, studies environmental science in college and she loves plants and growing things, although every time something dies she gets very sad and says she doesn’t have a green thumb. She has a breathy, kind of low voice that reminds me of the actresses in old black and white movies, and there is a slight northerner/Midwesterner accent in her voice. She works in a breakfast diner/coffee shop, loves to hike although it hurts her knees sometimes, loves old country and folk music like Hank Williams and Johnny Cash, and cares a lot about being environmentally conscious. She likes to read like me, but more casually, and some of her favorite books are The Catcher in the Rye, To Kill a Mockingbird, The Great Gatsby, The plays of Tennessee Williams, John Muir’s writings, and the Narnia books.

Anonymous Mon Mar 25 14:04:02 2019 No.12824108

I'll describe in a non physical way. She is adorable, a little needy, and absolutely loves hugs. She tells me about her day, her family, her hobbies. She'd tell me about all these plots of books and movie dramas I really don't care about but I pretend to so she keeps that smile. She asks me about my day and family aswell and remembers everything I say. The first to greet me on my birthdays, refers to me by a nickname and loves making inside jokes with me. After each conversation, she'd get emotional and tender.
I've had a few girls interested in me, but only once I experienced true love. This was it and I miss her so much. But I had to end it.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 14:06:28 2019 No.12824119 I take her for granted, until she's gone.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 14:11:01 2019 No.12824132 >>12824108 Why to end it?

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 14:13:54 2019 No.12824142 Dirty-blonde boy with yummy ankles that I want to kiss

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 14:20:50 2019 No.12824166 I'm not single but I wish I knew what love is

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 14:23:47 2019 No.12824181 2D

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 14:26:03 2019 No.12824189 It's not my gf

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 14:34:55 2019 No.12824219 >>12823995 had 3 dreams about her over the last 5 years hope she's real

Anonymous Mon Mar 25 14:36:17 2019 No.12824223

The girl i love has red hair and blue eyes. She has two dogs and three cats. One of his dogs died in december, but she took another one from the shelter in january. She smokes, and that's a thing that unnerved me. Smoke makes her teeth yellow and of course it's not good for her health. We argued a lot about her smoking and drinking habits, more than we could stand.
In january she looked at me in the eyes and said "Anon, i don't love you anymore". I appreciated the delivery - very stoic and straight-to-the-point. I think that she learned that at work... the straight-to-the-pointness i mean. She works in a big oil corp in a job of big responsability and i'm so proud of her.
I think she will replace me like she did with her dog. When we met and connected, almost 5 years ago, i felt like a stray dog. She would come closer, little steps, so that i could get used to her.
She has what they call a greek nose. She hated it but i thought it was one of the finest noses i ever saw. I still think that.
She is probably fucking some guy from work

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 14:36:45 2019 No.12824227 probably straight :(

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 14:37:11 2019 No.12824228 File: 75 KB, 900x565, 1118198.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>12823995 >See this post >Instinctively think that I cant think of anyone >Remember i have a gf I-ts not over r-rigt?

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 14:37:24 2019 No.12824230 >>12824132 She was probably ugly

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 14:40:26 2019 No.12824239 >>12824223 >she looked at me in the eyes and said "Anon, i don't love you anymore" "Based", I replied

Anonymous Mon Mar 25 14:41:38 2019 No.12824246

She is a tattoo artist and talks a lot about going to parties and fucking on twitter. I posted her photos on some forums and they said she was a 3. I really doubt that, she seems so perfect in my head that I dream with her image almost daily.
We studied 2 years together in high school 7 years ago. She was a hipster looking girl with green hair back then. I stalked her obsessively (still do). I found her lastfm account and we both had the same hipstery~teenager taste in music. We stared at each other a lot but she dropped out and I only traded a few words with her.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 14:45:52 2019 No.12824260 >>12824246 Sounds like a basic thot

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 14:49:01 2019 No.12824271 >>12824239 Missed opportunity

Anonymous Mon Mar 25 14:51:18 2019 No.12824282

>>12824228
In a more positive note
>see this post
>nothing comes spontaneously to mind
>remember than only a three months ago I would have been instantly thinking of my ex and felt like a short pike stab in the gut
>now I'm merely thinking "describing her could be an exercise in writing I guess"

Feels good being liberated.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 14:54:19 2019 No.12824292 File: 23 KB, 633x758, 1451145031200.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>12824282 genuinely envious

Anonymous Mon Mar 25 14:54:23 2019 No.12824293 [DELETED]

It took a few weeks of my vaguely acknowledging her existence until I suddenly realized how attracted I was to her. The company she worked for moved into the same office building, and though I'd seen her making coffee in the communal kitchen near my desk, it was only when she approached my desk one day and asked me to help her find some spare printer paper that our eyes met (me sitting, her standing) and I instantly felt that kind of profound sense of connection which is basis of love. I am from a working class background, pretty poor though my family had been somewhat wealthy before the divorce and subsequent breakup of my parents and siblings. I sensed (correctly) that she was from an upper class background, but really in that moment everything became irrelevant beyond the fact that we were two people of the opposite sex looking into each other's eyes and processing our respective emotions as a result. Whose to say what she thought or felt, but for me just looking at her and sensing we were similar and well suited caused feelings which had been dormant for over a decade, and even then only ever experienced or expressed in their basic, undeveloped forms, to suddenly become awakened. She left me feeling like a giddy, sentimental child and I instantly became excited, relieved, enthusiastic, hopeful etc; all those things which both make you vulnerable to disappointment but also to a great sense of potential. She was quite short, even for a girl, with a thin body, brown shoulder-length hair, round brown or dark-green eyes, and a somewhat naughty, suppressed but overwhelmingly innocent smile. Completely disarming. I was so anxious that I barely behaved properly while trying to help her with her issue with the paper. She then went on her way and I returned to my chair, my scattered thoughts and various imprecise ambitions suddenly focused on this girl and her capacity to love me and to be loved by me in return. The commute home took over an hour, and my low salary barely allowed for any excess. But even in the rain and the cold I sheltered her pure image in my thoughts like Charmander guarding its flickering tail in the storm. But who was I? Friendless, earning little with no prospect of career progression, romantically inexperienced (to say the least) and full of anger and hatred that I was too immature to overcome. She, on the other hand, was from a wealthy family, was well-connected, earning far more than I was, and had more to offer any potential romantic partner. Time came and went, and though she came my way often and provided what I realize now were obvious invitations to talk to her, to smile at her, even just to acknowledge her, I was simply too stubborn, too lacking in confidence, too weak, to even look at her unless she demanded my attention with some question that didn't really need asking. Eventually she lost interest and moved on, and I, the fool, pretended neither to notice nor to care. I still think of her often.

Anonymous Mon Mar 25 14:56:43 2019 No.12824304

She's the prettiest girl, not the most beautiful but prettier than the most beautiful. She's not particularly insightful but her naivety and surface level charme compliment her physical prettiness. In fact, this prettiness runs through all her faculties. It cannot be convincingly caught in a photo, and any memory I have of her face feels incomplete. This is more of an aesthetic obsession than a romantic one but one of my strongest convictions. In my mind she is a goddess, not of beauty or romance, but of aesthetics. There is nothing transcendent about her. She is entirely of this world. But her being of this world is perfect in structure.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 14:57:17 2019 No.12824308 I only go out for long walks by myself so i don't really know any girls

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 14:58:43 2019 No.12824316 >>12823995 The beauty of your face is enought to wipe all pains away and a stare from your face powerful enough stop hearts mid beat. Why are you so beautiful?

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 15:03:19 2019 No.12824354 File: 30 KB, 579x570, 79ED1F11-BDF2-4041-9FAA-87F8B5C51700.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I waited too long to ask her out and now she’s dating a fucking Mexican. They’re taking our women god damn it.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 15:04:16 2019 No.12824358 >>12824354 There is no they. They are humans just like you >>>/pol/

Anonymous Mon Mar 25 15:05:01 2019 No.12824361
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A wonderful woman I work with. We get along great. Though times we struggle to be comfortable around each other. There is some lingering want in the air. Many times we meet eyes, then immediately dart them downward. Though my self doubt has me wondering if she is merely scared, and not smitten.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 15:05:23 2019 No.12824364 File: 4 KB, 205x246, 57ECF9EE-6C7D-4595-BA46-7C3D37EE5F65.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>12824358 You don’t know my pain

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 15:06:05 2019 No.12824368 File: 10 KB, 326x326, 1538854401859.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>12824293 >But even in the rain and the cold I sheltered her pure image in my thoughts like Charmander guarding its flickering tail in the storm Bro

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 15:07:00 2019 No.12824377 >>12824354 >racemixer You dodged a bullet

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 15:07:56 2019 No.12824383 >>12823995 I don't know many women and they don't like me that much

Anonymous Mon Mar 25 15:08:55 2019 No.12824387

parasocial relationship inducer-- i fell for the product. she works hard and loves art. the nature of her job means she has to constantly project a self-image of beauty and chasteness but she also heavily values sincerity and expression at the same time. i float around in a hyper-pretentious mindstate with her as my artistic muse but i think i can't call anything my muse unless i'm a great artist so i work towards that. i realize talking about art and muses like this sounds delusional but i'm a shut-in who paints all day so maybe i am. basically i'm a waifufag with fantasies of being highbrow

Anonymous Mon Mar 25 15:32:59 2019 No.12824492

I was in love with a classmate of mine since probably 3rd grade. I think she knew it too. The highlight of my tweens was getting to kiss her during a game of spin the bottle and her calling me a good kisser. I was too autistic to know how to follow up and nothing ever came of it. In high school i've seen her make out with a dude right in front of me and she must have had 5 different boyfriends, also some of our mutual friends who know her better have hinted toward the fact that she's a complete whore. I have since never felt love for anyone else in my life. I forgot how it even feels.

Anonymous Mon Mar 25 15:33:57 2019 No.12824498
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She's the grace of my days, the dream I see while I'm awake. I love her; and she's all the happiness in this life I may obtain. Grace is her being, blessing when her eyes uncaringly meet mine. I wish I was fifteen years older, so I could marry her, so I wouldn't feel bad for loving my professor, but my love is genuine, my love is undaunted, and so then I stoically admire her, dream of her, for it to be a dream forever perhaps, but when she looks - oh how she looks at me - with her round, profound eyes - and smiles ... I wish to dream forever.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 15:35:17 2019 No.12824508 File: 40 KB, 500x461, 1493233389798.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>12824354 iktf bro

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 15:37:43 2019 No.12824517 >>12823995 A collection of traits that do not and cannot exist.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 15:37:53 2019 No.12824520 >>12824019 >American >tanned skin Mulatto memes literally write themselves

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 15:40:21 2019 No.12824530 >>12824132 You can't date your mom

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 15:45:06 2019 No.12824553 File: 80 KB, 530x295, 1484591092076.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>12824358 >>>/r/eddit

Anonymous Mon Mar 25 15:45:18 2019 No.12824556

>>12823995
she has a way of seeing you that leaves her trail littered with broken hearts. her eyes and smile when she's happy is all I strive to see. she's so free and mischievous and I want her in my life.

I dont know her any longer, and judging by what she told me last time I probably never did. it's been fourteen year since we met and I dont want to let go.
she's short, blonde and more cute than sexy. smoldering when she wants to, but I remember her mostly as happy. she used to dance and I think her elegance stems from that.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 15:45:46 2019 No.12824558 >>12824492 you did the right thing. Maybe there were details that eluded you but I am sure after that kiss she acted like a whore and made you doubted that your feelings were reciprocal.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 15:49:34 2019 No.12824582 I'm afraid he doesn't exist :( Flawed yet perfect Intelligent yet misunderstood Someone who could appreciate my favorite Mendelssohn and Debussy songs while we snuggle under the cover and discuss book ideas Sighhh A girl can dream..

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 15:50:10 2019 No.12824585 File: 36 KB, 750x742, 1550973380881.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>12824223 >I think she will replace me like she did with her

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 15:51:23 2019 No.12824592 >>12824582 i can appreciate the debussy if you know what i mean

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 15:51:57 2019 No.12824597 >>12824582 LONDON O N D O N

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 15:53:39 2019 No.12824606 >>12823995 Big milk dough bozangers yo yo Makes ya think she's a horny banger hoe hoe

Anonymous Mon Mar 25 16:05:52 2019 No.12824664

last night, before she left, she just held her lips softly against mine. Not quite kissing. Mouth barely open, just the slight pressure to face.
It drove me crazy and in that moment I knew desire. Then parting, getting her things together, walking to her car and making plans for the week seemed all too natural. All day I've been struck by how my intensity could so easily become a welcome calm while hugging her goodbye.
It has only been month since first meeting. We learn something new of each other every day, and good or bad I'm just happy for the knowing. Old songs sound new. Ana Ng
She is a wisp of will, raven head and careful of life. To see that smile when we embrace is like witnessing a child unable to contain their joy. She is trepidatious and even in this lack of confidence has proven me incorrect more times than I can count.
If this is love am I obligated to confess, tear my heart open and have someone other than myself look in to see if the ventricle is pleasing.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 16:08:39 2019 No.12824675 >>12824132 He woke up and his tulpa was gone.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 16:12:00 2019 No.12824690 >>12824606 Eau du contraire. I have a love with large breasts. She is quite sensitive and cute :D

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 16:14:14 2019 No.12824699 File: 52 KB, 634x457, 8448BB38-5F9D-4C6B-B7ED-9992A8CA3D05.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>12823995 >tfw have 0 romantic interests Oddly, it hurts more

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 16:15:48 2019 No.12824713 I find her smiling back at me more beautiful than any mountain, sunset, fjord, or crashing ocean wave

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Anonymous Mon Mar 25 16:31:28 2019 No.12824816

>>12823995
An Asian girl with dark skin and black cascading hair. She is a foot shorter than me (though not exceptionally so for a woman), thin but with wide hips, and carries herself proudly. Speaks rarely but when she does her voice is sweet and resolute. She is industrious and takes her work seriously. We have never spoken more than a few words and we both avert our eyes whenever we make eye contact. I wonder if she has noticed me staring. No matter. I'm too cowardly to spark a conversation, let alone ask her out.

Anonymous Mon Mar 25 16:32:52 2019 No.12824825

>>12823995
my last crush looked like how I would imagine Elizabeth Bennet - dark hair and very clever, energetic eyes with cute dark circles
liked Dosto and Camus a lot

she's a good friend and has shown no signs of romantic interest, so I'm glad my infatuation is over
>>12824582
I'm very flawed and misunderstood and I like debussy
wanna cyber?

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 16:39:38 2019 No.12824850 >>12824816 Dumb race traitor

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 16:52:12 2019 No.12824902 >>12824850 >believing in a construct you're probably a filthy consumerist too

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 16:52:17 2019 No.12824903 >>12824850 He never said he wasn't Asian.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 17:03:15 2019 No.12824956 File: 107 KB, 786x960, shiet.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] iam not

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 17:06:10 2019 No.12824971 >>12824046 Do you mastrubate and watch porn? If you stop you will start to see women in a new light. Like it's meant to be imo

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 17:06:31 2019 No.12824975 >>12824850 No one outside of /pol/ thinks this way >>>/pol/

>>	« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!oEULhtSEDhe Mon Mar 25 17:07:33 2019 No.12824980 >>12824903 Everyone is assumed straight white male

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 17:08:18 2019 No.12824989 >>12824975 Delusion

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 17:11:52 2019 No.12825005 >>12824980 Based reddit

>>	« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!oEULhtSEDhe Mon Mar 25 17:14:05 2019 No.12825015 >>12825005 No, it’s not “based” and it’s all over.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 17:14:55 2019 No.12825024 >>12823995 she is not real

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 17:16:54 2019 No.12825036 File: 123 KB, 1079x1045, 1540831153130.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>12823995 He will never love me back in the same way I love him

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 17:17:42 2019 No.12825039 File: 53 KB, 1314x739, 12156.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>12824166 Do you want someone to show you?

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 17:19:33 2019 No.12825049 >>12823995 asked me to leave my wife after we spent just an afternoon together. I should have done it.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 17:34:46 2019 No.12825117 File: 102 KB, 549x413, 49832478329742389.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I always describe her by quoting Night Moves. She is a black haired beauty with big dark eyes, and I miss her so much...

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 17:35:58 2019 No.12825123 >>12823995 -Native American -5'6" -130lbs -Athletic body type -Black hair -Brown eyes -C cups

Anonymous Mon Mar 25 17:39:21 2019 No.12825141
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This morning, I took the train to school. There's a [guy] in the year below that I usually get the train with, but today I didn't have the energy to talk and was looking forward to a bit of time to myself, so I got a further carriage and sat down. After about 2 minutes, she sent me this text:

"hey anon, come front carriage with [guy] and I we saw you get on"

I can't even fucking quantify how much that message energised me - the raw thought of knowing that I was about to be near her was relentless. In her presence I am single-minded. She is the object and subject of my thought.

She's just shorter than me, and has moles on her face: her most prominent is just above her right eye (she always tries to cover it up with makeup). She's got auburn hair - she either ties it up into a bun or leaves it messy and curling over her cheeks. She's a Christian, and studies Classics, but is thinking of changing to English. Whenever I see her, she has to put whatever she's reading down to talk to me, but she never seems annoyed to do so. She's boundlessly optimisticm, warm, and instantly welcoming. She hardly spends time on her phone because she's so anxious about how it might affect her concentration. She wears bright colours and dungarees, and black snakeskin boots (most of the time).

I must've always known that I loved her, but as I've grown to know her better it's become increasingly more conscious.

Anonymous Mon Mar 25 17:42:39 2019 No.12825159
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She rejected me, I have no chance with her but can't still get over her. She has large brown eyes, reddish brown hair, the most charming smile. She is religious, kind, walks elegantly and with a high sense of pride and fortitude. She's like an unconquerable fortress high on a mountain, and I'm just a lonely peasant trying to storm her gates with a pitchfork.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 17:43:59 2019 No.12825165 >>12825039 pls stop pretending

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 17:50:28 2019 No.12825193 >>12825159 Wish I could start hating someone because they rejected me.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 17:51:24 2019 No.12825201 >>12823995 pretty bitch

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 17:59:29 2019 No.12825260 >>12824903 This is a white male image board. It's default.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 17:59:55 2019 No.12825262 >>12823995 A very sweet woman who did not deserve the harshness I hurled at her.

Anonymous Mon Mar 25 18:11:02 2019 No.12825335
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>>12823995
>>12823995
A person who I as people say "talked to" not ever kissing but just everything as close to that, just everything..as...close... to that.
>Texting all day and all night enough so that the days stretch out and all become a singular flow, losing track of time as a whole
>Showing up to school only to embraced by those beautiful smiles that only be described as being hugged and wrapped with the warmth of sun,the kind that can only be returned with a smile; no thoughts just wanting to smile
>Can't think can't focus can't properly function only can day dream about her and her smile and her body and her precious soul and only about her you can think everyone elses words translate to you as nonsense conversations are forgotten just an empty air with only her to be in it
>Anything and everything given to have time with her: Friends want to go have plans, can't make it, Class starts in a few and your half way 'cross the campus? It can wait.
>Thoughts of her make everything else futile. Struggiling with that proof for your linear algebra class? Been up all night? Chewed out by family maybe your professor? Remeber that smile remeber how she looks at you and loves you because your YOU.
>Utter regret when in conflict with her. For example we took a break once and the only thing and everything I can think about was her, I was sick but I was not going on my knees for those reasons exactly. Friend decide to intervene and step inbetween I said to him "We're not dating, we arent together, I have yet to even kiss her. Let it rest". After consulting with her he only told me she explained one thing, that she loved me and there was no beating around the bush for her, her feelings were nestled in me and that was that she loved being around me and thats all she wanted to do, nothing hurt more than this

Guys, when your a turbo sperg with only smarts going for you and someone loves you for you... don't take it to your head, your still a sperg but just with someone that appreciates every bit of it. Albeit theres many and I mean many women that will like you for you; you can only love a few, and never take these oppurtunies for advantage to start acting like hot shit, because it gets very, very lonely after, your only filled with regret- and her smile and her gorgeous eyes :(

(pic related :-(

Anonymous Mon Mar 25 18:30:18 2019 No.12825459

>>12823995
Being near him felt like the look of red too warmly rich for the clear January sun I usually am. A quality of welcome dark, sweet, constantly inviting, beyond belief, completely real. I cannot imagine what he sees in a stellar diamond that keeps its distance from all but such a tree, dreaming in a placid twilight, fantastically alive with deeper hues in light that comes from everywhere and nowhere. Something of a wrestler's top-heaviness gone half soft, that hilarious lightness on his feet despite it, the slightly ruined brunette eyes that are so at ease with close, directly resonating gaze. The clever scamp doubtless is involved in schemes for which I've yet no need or aptitude, among his other comedies, his kitchen being a front for fraud. This agile bear with a sleepy dolphin's attitude, is sullen sometimes, though never with a trace of panic's cruelty.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 18:35:11 2019 No.12825480 File: 420 KB, 995x718, SLat401.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>12825335 you should have put all your cards on the table early on

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 18:36:12 2019 No.12825486 >>12825260 Or it could simply be that you typically don't specify race as a distinguishing characteristic if you are of that same race

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 18:38:28 2019 No.12825496 >>12823995 she looked at me

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 20:56:11 2019 No.12826250 File: 19 KB, 456x320, Just6.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Never been in love Never had a gf Never been kissed Never had sex Never held hands Anyone else /subhuman/ here?

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 20:58:23 2019 No.12826257 File: 8 KB, 246x291, 1553549084579.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>12823995 My wife? She's japanese.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 20:58:30 2019 No.12826258 >>12823995 male with a dick, which i never saw, yet others all seen. Also he saw mine

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 21:04:11 2019 No.12826281 >>12826250 Abstaining from 3DPD and remaining pure for 2D is a virtue, anon

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 21:08:07 2019 No.12826301 >>12823995 She's cute and Jewish. What do I do?

Anonymous Mon Mar 25 21:13:02 2019 No.12826321

>>12823995
I don't love anyone. I did once, though.

She's a girl of 5'5", with creamy white skin and eyes the color of black walnut. Her dark hair hangs around her face and bounces when she walks. She has a tomboyish air, a loooong torso and squarish hips. She looks good on the waifish side, perfect I said, but when stressed and eating her body swells to linebacker proportions. She prefers hoodies and sweat pants. She's obsessed with Playstions and manga, who keeps Amazon lists so her beta orbiters know what to buy her. She's absolutely shameless and immoral and airs her family drama on zuccbook. She's trash from the holler and I still love her.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 21:15:38 2019 No.12826334 I tell her to breathe out. She exhales. I shove my cock into her upturned throat. She squirms, she was not expecting this. I don't hold her down for long, I cum quickly.

>>	« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!oEULhtSEDhe Mon Mar 25 21:18:05 2019 No.12826347 >>12826301 Sig YErKn? Are you sure that’s a Jewish name?

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 21:18:10 2019 No.12826348 I need her and she needs me, we cannot exist apart from each other.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 21:18:53 2019 No.12826350 File: 29 KB, 326x309, noice.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>12826334

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 21:21:17 2019 No.12826359 >>12826321 Why aren't you being her anime savior >>12826334 >prehensile throat Based and xenozoologypilled

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 21:22:02 2019 No.12826366 Wait that's not the right word fugg

Anonymous Mon Mar 25 21:24:59 2019 No.12826379

Sexy

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Anonymous Mon Mar 25 21:29:39 2019 No.12826407

>>12823995
She's an insatiable whore. I bet she would argue otherwise, even argue that whore is a derisive term meant to handicap or limit women. Then turn back around and claim that traditional masculinity is a toxic oppressive force in society all the while being attracted to its homology. But she's no idea about that. And neither do I really.

I don't love her, I hate her. And in that way, I love her.

>>	((( Ƹ̵̡ Mon Mar 25 21:29:40 2019 No.12826408 >>12826379 broken flutterby

Anonymous Mon Mar 25 21:30:27 2019 No.12826413

>>12826359
because I'm not one of her beta orbiters (anymore) and an order of magnitude more intelligent than her. she was immature, did nothing at work but claimed to be the hardest working in her office, and always portrayed herself as the victim. like i said: shameless and immoral. she had issues to resolve, and so did i. still loved her though. dumped a very serious gf and potential wife for that con-goer with the porcelain doll face, in fact. what >>12825335 this anon says about valuing what you have is 100% true.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 21:37:06 2019 No.12826446 >>12826413 >>12825335 >valuing what you have He was just beta orbiting her and too much of an immature sperg to realize it, there is no value in this other than XP gain

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 21:53:21 2019 No.12826527 >>12824033 If you genuinly like them as a person and they improve anything you do as long as it's with them. Also if you don't want to murder them when they talk about their day, that's the main one for me Jezus Christ do I loathe most people.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 21:54:22 2019 No.12826535 >>12823995 She's a tulpa

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 21:57:41 2019 No.12826553 >>12826527 How do you know that you not wanting to murder them isn't just the fog of sexual attraction dulling your fury?

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 22:12:01 2019 No.12826618 >>12826553 Because it continues even after shooting my load.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 22:13:01 2019 No.12826621 >>12826618 >>12826553 And I feel sexual attraction itself to most halfway decent looking women I see, doesn't mean I could stand an extended conversation with them.

>>	« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!oEULhtSEDhe Mon Mar 25 22:16:47 2019 No.12826635 File: 32 KB, 600x375, D643379B-7D2D-4841-BBB8-97D73CA8D2AF.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>12826535 Tulpa’s are just you

Anonymous Mon Mar 25 22:36:09 2019 No.12826724

she took me by a storm when i was least expecting it and life seizes you in moments and takes them away from you after it gives it to you you go for drinks and you sit with her and watch people nearby kiss and you want that for yourself but you cannot have it until you do and then you watch the city from the top and then you see the people from the bottom and you want her and you feel her and you feel for her forever and passionately and you feel pure with her and you want to be better and her eyes are bright and they shut slightly and linger on you a little when she looks at you she grabs your hand as you help her down two stairs but she laughs and looks at you and no one else and no one else and you write about her on a fucking board instead of being with her because you are 800---- miles away from her and you want to love her but you're not sure if you can and you think about virginia woolf your eyes get hazy the bartender doesnt know youre not old enough and she laughs when you say funny things and she laughs when you say unfunny things you talk over cafe au lait for 6 hours when you havent seen each other in 9 months and a spark grabs a hold of you and doesnt let go you want to love her and it feels good you want to be there for her and it feels you you want to be better for her and it feels good

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 22:42:36 2019 No.12826755 File: 81 KB, 900x900, 1543137695725.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>12826724 Yeah, basically this but imagine you fail at it and it's me. Fucking hell.

Anonymous Mon Mar 25 22:49:58 2019 No.12826803

she doesn't, and most likely will not ever, exist. it is time for me to make peace with God. i do not think it's possible for me to feel love, i just don't see anyone wanting or desiring me, and i am numb to it completely. women are like things I know I cannot have, I merely have to observe, like nice apartments or an attractive face. you acknowledge it exists, you move on. that's where I'm at and will be for a long time. I'm tired of having to look at people, I need to go away for a bit, to somewhere very quiet and empty.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 22:51:05 2019 No.12826812 Her penis is very feminine.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 22:52:32 2019 No.12826823 >>12824246 post pics, let me judge. bonus if you have her feet.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 22:59:08 2019 No.12826848 File: 865 KB, 755x507, Cosplay 8.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>12825141 Why did you just describe my ideal gf word for word

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 23:00:59 2019 No.12826864 I fall in love with any woman my age that makes eye contact with me.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 25 23:16:50 2019 No.12826991 >>12825039 It’s gonna take a little time, look around you

Anonymous Tue Mar 26 03:36:23 2019 No.12827754

She's the prettiest girl, not the most beautiful but prettier than the most beautiful. She's not particularly insightful but her naivety and surface level charme compliment her physical prettiness. In fact, this prettiness runs through all her faculties. It cannot be convincingly caught in a photo, and any memory I have of her face feels incomplete. This is more of an aesthetic obsession than a romantic one but one of my strongest convictions. In my mind she is a goddess, not of beauty or romance, but of aesthetics. There is nothing transcendent about her. She is entirely of this world. But her being of this world is perfect in structure.

Anonymous Tue Mar 26 03:42:38 2019 No.12827768

Im a disgusting little worm in comparison to her, i deserve to be executed just for being around such a perfect being, by perfect i mean literal perfect not a single defect, she is in a league of her own and i am a dropout and she is currently travelling the world hangingout with chads, i not bitter at nor am i delusional believing that we could ever be together, i wish her the best.

i want to throw myself into a volcano and disappear

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 03:47:52 2019 No.12827777 I dont think I can be in a romantic relationship with someone unless they are roughly as smart as me, and Ive met only a handful of people smarter than me (other than professors).

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 03:52:35 2019 No.12827787 >>12827768 i am become pineapple

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 03:53:59 2019 No.12827790 >>12827787 yeah i think spending around 3 days with her has literally destroyed my brain, also very drunk

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 03:56:00 2019 No.12827793 >>12827777 I feel this but I constantly wonder if I'm just delusional

Anonymous Tue Mar 26 04:03:07 2019 No.12827809

She told me she was lonely
And I said to her:
Sometimes I feel like everyone is
That’s the start
And the apex
Her smile is earnest and true
Her actions aren’t
Her apathy hurts
And entices me
I miss things that never were
She says we should go out
But we never go
I say we should go out
But we never go

I feel lonely

Anonymous Tue Mar 26 04:03:33 2019 No.12827811

>>12827793
Its not all that unusual to be top 1 percentile. I certainly dont think Im a genius, but I have a life of mind which I devote a lot of time and effort to, and its hard for me to imagine being able to feel close to anyone who doesnt also have their own mental world.

I certainly dont need to have them agree/understand what I think, just need them to understand that my little intellectual pursuits are important to me.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 04:04:02 2019 No.12827812 There's no point in me describing her. I have no chance with her, so much so that I'm not even sure if I'm still in love with her.

Anonymous Tue Mar 26 05:03:44 2019 No.12827940

Describe a person that I am in love with?

Her antiquity in preceding and surviving successive tellurian generations: her nocturnal predominance: her satellitic dependence: her luminary reflection: her constancy under all her phases, rising, and setting by her appointed times, waxing and waning: the forced invariability of her aspect: her indeterminate response to inaffirmative interrogation: her potency over effluent and refluent waters: her power to enamour, to mortify, to invest with beauty, to render insane, to incite to and aid delinquency: the tranquil inscrutability of her visage: the terribility of her isolated dominant implacable resplendent propinquity: her omens of tempest and of calm: the stimulation of her light, her motion and her presence: the admonition of her craters, her arid seas, her silence: her splendour, when visible: her attraction, when invisible.

Anonymous Tue Mar 26 05:11:44 2019 No.12827964

>>12827940
but seriously, I don't know if I feel that tragic love feeling anymore, not after the shit I went through with a girl around my mid-20s. It's like everything after her is kind of meh but it's not even her fault, I just got too caught up, wrote some bullshit poetry and and when we dated it was kind of awkward and rigid. I don't hold anything against her though, hope she's doing great.

The girl I'm into now is tall, thin and blond, very cute with a girly voice and very feminine. The problem is we haven't really had many conversations and I fear I've built up an image of her in my head, a fantasy probably. She's christian and very family orientated and I think comes from a farming background which is what I'm into.

I feel like the whole image I've built up about her might be false and all the inklings of liking me might just be an illusion and she doesn't think of me at all but the way she acts around me seems to give me a feeling without any real evidential basis. I've been reading about the laws of attraction and it seems like bullshit but I've just got this feeling and I know it could be just that.

And we don't really see each other anymore, it's like she's avoiding me, like I did something to scorn her or I missed my chance.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 05:21:10 2019 No.12827997 >>12824902 Human rights are a social construct, do you not believe in human rights?

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 05:22:33 2019 No.12828000 >>12823995 He lives in a mirror.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 05:25:54 2019 No.12828011 >>12827997 Some social constructs are useful, others (eg race) are detrimental and based on logical fallacies

Anonymous Tue Mar 26 05:29:22 2019 No.12828029

You create vignettes of impossible sincerity with your daily motions. Snapshots, scenes that my brain can hold onto until I can pour over them in the quiet and privacy of my long nights. In all of them is an effervescent motion of awkward grace, perfect and endearing in their timeless girlishness.

Watercolor eyes for an equally idealistic heart – perfect blue next to perfect thought that begets beauty and morals and in that theme expects neither of me. Acceptance that is easy to mistake for mocking in how unabashed and raw it is presented to me, as words that others have said, as the intended path, yet in its truth and in its persistence I see it and you for what really is.

The burdening of my apathy never proving too great for you you stay nimble and lithe. You move around the obstacles with serpentine grace and none of the venom. Looking at you while you sleep I can think say or do nothing of ill will or spite in even your general direction. The world that you inhabit pervades mine so strongly that I fear someday I won’t be cynical enough to appreciate it for it’s rarity (or better yet, impossibility).

Despite your influence you remain moldable and eager to take on more of me. To a fault, you are unafraid of my ego and the miasma that clouds my existence, and you shoulder more than you should or I would ever ask you to. Deep down I want you to though, despite how afraid of it I am.

Little bird – the days with you never cease to coax out the best in me. The way you consume me and wish to devour me whole. The way you wait patiently with abandoned dignity and absolve yourself of self-importance. The way that I am never insurmountable for you, the way you would never give up or become fatigued in your duties, the way that you love me.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 05:32:08 2019 No.12828040 >>12824292 You'll be eventually broski. Remember to engage in activities that inspire you and require concentration, to get out and meet different people often, to take time to look at the sky and ponder the reflections of its light upon surfaces.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 05:33:12 2019 No.12828042 sweetest kindness given to cold unknowing and aching disappointment

Anonymous Tue Mar 26 05:33:33 2019 No.12828044

Girl I'm interested in.
It's a girl who lives in another state. Speaks in a regional accent. Hasn't ever been on a plane. Hasn't left our country. I've been on too many places to too many countries to count. She's brilliant and empathetic and funny though.
Will our differences matter? Someone with wisdom please respond

Anonymous Tue Mar 26 05:33:44 2019 No.12828045
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warm flufy with some serious complications
she looks like a charming snap nosed monkey with a french degrees id cut ties with the jelous thing anytime but she is suicidal and wayyyy into self harm al green and sudanese literature
besides her father is the headmaster I basically can't risk my career for another longing coworkers ...helb me

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 05:34:40 2019 No.12828049 >>12823995 It's "with whom you are in love" you dirty nigger

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 05:35:49 2019 No.12828053 >>12828045 get the fuck out of there nigger what are you doing

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 05:48:09 2019 No.12828086 >>12826379 Unironically great poetry.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 06:14:30 2019 No.12828156 >>12828044 Differences don't matter when it comes to attraction. But if you want to make it work out in the long run, one of you has to change habits

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 06:16:01 2019 No.12828160 >>12828045 Jesus christ

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 06:17:20 2019 No.12828161 >>12823995 tite

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 07:16:43 2019 No.12828347 >>12823995 Big eyes, small mouth 2 dimensions

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 09:00:25 2019 No.12828691 File: 2 KB, 102x125, 1311CE34-2020-4FE3-A0C3-95BD872D1BCE.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Iam not and never was

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 09:22:39 2019 No.12828767 >>12828011 If you're gonna do mental gymnastics like that, might as well do a backflip off a tall building.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 10:03:55 2019 No.12828889 >>12827940 This is an insufferable writing style that paints no mental imagery of substance.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 10:07:04 2019 No.12828894 >>12826864 then you arent in love.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 10:07:28 2019 No.12828895 >>12828011 That is, like, just your opinion, man.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 10:08:33 2019 No.12828899 >>12828011 Also, how is race based on a logical fallacy?

Anonymous Tue Mar 26 10:15:02 2019 No.12828916

She made me realize i do not know myself. Who am i? When she first entered the room I liked her. When we went to meetings together, I was piteously petty when a guy sat next to her and in cars id sit in the front seat if a mate was driving so she wouldnt talk to the mate. After all of this, I gave up pursuing her because I was in fairness, hurt by previous romantic failures but when she asked me to the movies, it felt like a dream come true. She was so lovely and I made a gesture of love so poetic, so surreal that even when I imagine the scene, i cannot help but picture it as some highlight in a film.
But now that I have her, she only drives me more confused about my self. In one date, she looked so beautiful, all the anxiety of the day relieved itself when I saw her. But today, I felt like she wasnt so perfect and funnily enough, two Tsongans speaking in sign language, with their enthusiastic and glee pointing and laughing made me self conscious.

How sure must I be of this love? Why does the self that was infatuated with her seem so alien to my present self? I suspect its because im a weak man.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 10:20:45 2019 No.12828933 File: 99 KB, 640x439, 1553382729098.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>12824498 This touched my heart anon. Thank you for writing this.

>>	Gis4Grain Tue Mar 26 10:36:35 2019 No.12828982 File: 782 KB, 132x131, lol.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >All those autists in this thread Are you fourteen or something?

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 10:37:58 2019 No.12828990 >>12828982 This. >shes so wonderful and amazing and i cant believe how much she changed me uwu Cringey as fuck.

Anonymous Tue Mar 26 11:07:17 2019 No.12829123
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We only just met three days ago, in a place where you would least expect to find love. She looked at me, called me over, and asked if I wanted to dance...

We went in the back and I just asked her to lay down with me. Her sadness was so evident through her eyes and her voice was monotonous; she was so very tired and I knew she needed a rest. As we lay in each other's arms, I tell her about the pain in my life and how much closer I am to death each day. She tells me about her own pain, her thoughts of suicide and her abuse of alcohol and sleeping pills. We were two broken people with entirely messed up lives but we were together, and in that moment somehow everything felt so right. She looked so beautiful to me there, resting with her eyes closed. The most beautiful and fragile thing I had ever seen.

I asked her if she wanted to watch Leaving Las Vegas with me, and she told me her real name and gave me her number. We talked a bit the next day. She told me about herself and realized that I found not only a beautiful person but also a very intelligent and capable person. Someone with insight and perception, but someone who has been numbed by pain, and has nobody. I needed her, she was a miracle. The answer that I had been asking from God in my torment. And all I wanted from then on was to see her and be with her and have her realize that hell doesn't have to be faced alone.

I did something stupid late at night in the drunken throes of love and poured my heart out to her, trying to tell her how much I loved her and needed her, but I fear I may have lost her. I may never again feel the scent of this beautiful flower.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 11:51:21 2019 No.12829314 >>12824592 i'd be betther without the "the"

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 11:52:15 2019 No.12829323 >>12823995 I have not felt love for another individual in many years.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 14:38:14 2019 No.12830107 >>12829123 beautiful

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 14:55:16 2019 No.12830188 File: 78 KB, 500x400, 1548621134047.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>12829123 Truly Shakespearean.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 15:03:45 2019 No.12830232 Bunch of fucking queers trying to write flowery kitsch prose in threads like this. You are not a 1960s American experimental poet. You're a queer on the internet.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 15:09:46 2019 No.12830258 >>12823995 Never been in love, though I've had gfs.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 15:10:57 2019 No.12830268 >>12830232 Pretty much

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 15:11:45 2019 No.12830270 >>12824592 slick lad

Anonymous Tue Mar 26 15:12:36 2019 No.12830277

>>12830232
For only moments did our paths cross, but in those moments did I irrevocably spiral into the shadow of his perfect soul. Biting wit and righteous anger flew from his gentle fingers, but behind his eyes were a gentle heart and lamb's soul. His cock was three inches long, but it effortlessly penetrated my heart. He called me a queer, and thus it was true. I will never forget him.

Anonymous Tue Mar 26 15:13:24 2019 No.12830280

>>12823995
shes not real. she exists only in my mind, and for me. "love" as an idea exists only in fiction. we want somebody to give themselves to us, wholly and truly. in real life this does not happen, so i have written my own fiction in stead. she is perfect to me. when i feel alone, i imagine that she is there, and i can almost feel her touch. when im sad i talk to her, but quietly, so nobody else can hear. nobody can know what i tell her. thats for her only. and shes for me only

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 15:15:08 2019 No.12830289 just wrote this https://pastebin.com/aSbSqD9T

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 15:18:56 2019 No.12830307 >>12830289 > -rupi kaur

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 15:22:27 2019 No.12830334 >>12830307 i guess you don't actually read poetry, or something.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 15:25:20 2019 No.12830358 >>12830334 guess you don't actually write poetry

Anonymous Tue Mar 26 15:27:47 2019 No.12830368

>>12823995
I can't do anything but look away from her tired eyes, frightened to learn if we ever make eye contact or not. Her mouth most of the time shaped like a straight line so when she actually shows a slight curve of emotion regardless of the direction I keep thinking back to that moment for a week. Every waking moment I just want to hold her head tight in my arms to assure her that everything will be fine but I can't even tell that myself and I know enough people do it already for her.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 15:28:03 2019 No.12830370 >>12830358 o i am crying cos some pleb thinks free verse = rupi kaur

Anonymous Tue Mar 26 15:33:27 2019 No.12830391

Reasonably intelligent, compatible conversationalist, strong values, religious, simple/pure, and she's managed to retain these qualities in ample measure despite 4 years in a city as vapid and vain as Los Angeles, a marvel in and of itself. Our second date will be the weekend after the next. Here's to hoping I don't fuck it up.

Anonymous Tue Mar 26 16:05:33 2019 No.12830568

Greene, Sarah. Dislike her. Saxon and celtic bloods. Poor dentition. An adept practitioner of sycophancy. In sum, a thoroughly ridiculous coquette with a repellent laugh. Leaves much to be desired as a lab partner.

PS: 2/19/19. 2:19 PM. I knew then

PPS: asking to borrow pencil = estrus? ask dad later

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 16:06:18 2019 No.12830572 imaginary, all too imaginary

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 16:08:07 2019 No.12830578 >>12830391 Fuck you. There's nothing wrong with Los Angeles. I hope you get cucked.

Anonymous Tue Mar 26 16:32:34 2019 No.12830686

He's passionate about things, he's probably depressed but he kinda enjoys it. He feels lonely too, but it's not his fault. He just can't find a girl that fills the void he feels inside of him, because they never seem to understand the way he perceives things. And i feel the same. Because we're not together, and i'm still looking for him. I wish someday i will find you, someday we will meet eachother and we'll discuss about our favorite things, our favorite books and maybe our favorite musical pieces. So be patient, my love. Just as i am, but please, please, don't take so long.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 16:37:06 2019 No.12830707 File: 1.06 MB, 266x218, jack.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>12830578 >There's nothing wrong with Los Angeles.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 16:42:03 2019 No.12830730 >>12830289 >my schmeeby deebly. your schmoopy doo. your going to hell for that one.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 16:44:44 2019 No.12830738 File: 68 KB, 750x521, 03A2BA14-F776-426C-8556-CF338D88086E.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>12830578 > There's nothing wrong with Los Angeles

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 16:46:54 2019 No.12830743 >>12830289 >the warmth of your skin feels as if it has always been there >as if i’d skinned you alive or sewn your flesh onto mine >in a past life Damn, that's beautiful...

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 16:47:15 2019 No.12830746 >>12824517 Based and blackpilled

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 16:50:16 2019 No.12830760 Sixty inches, On the crust of hell Walks the living flesh Gifted me by God himself Prominent forehead Mirroring my thoughts Two hazel windows Forever dancing souls

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 16:54:20 2019 No.12830773 File: 535 KB, 896x564, Nothing wrong with LA.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>12830578 >There's nothing wrong with Los Angeles

Anonymous Tue Mar 26 16:57:51 2019 No.12830792

>>12823995
She is terrible, she treats you tenderly, with care and respect.
She is attentive towards you, asks you questions and seems unwavering in her mission to probe your mind, she is interested and has conversations with you that leave you never satiated, like a hunger you try to dull by drinking water.
She is ebb and flow, the rising tide and the sinking one, one moment she seems to be made only for you, the next she seems incompatiable.
She laughs, but you are not sure whether at your joke, or something else.
She talks to you intensively, in intervals of weeks and days. The other days without her seem to bloat, and merge into eachother, like acrylic paint with too much oil.
And when you see her its just enough, just enough to keep the spark lit, just enough to make you long it.
You sleep at her house, once then twice, then thrice and then four times. You fall asleep in her gentle arms and her heavy panted breath seems like a lullaby to you, you think to yourself:
"is this now, when everything will be alright?"
" I love you " she whispers in a voice so silkenly clean and pure that it makes you distrust your sanity or perception of reality.
but alas, it was not.
She stopped talking to you after this, your gentle mother has stopped giving.
You still dont realize why, and you probably never will.
You talk to her almost every day, cold dead talk, the interesting conversations and subjects seem more like a distant fever dream than anything else.
She became just like everyone else to you.
This was the cruelest part in the great machination, you can not even hold on to the ideal of her long lost perfection, because your ideal, the ideal of your love, of her character, of everything that was precious to you gets dragged in the dirt, stomped, besmirched and humiliated every time she says:
"Hi Anon, what time is it?"
Can there not even be an idea of beauty and purity in this god forsaken wretched gray pit of a world? must everything fall to ruin? must everything beautiful die?

Fuck jannies and Fuck Niggers

Anonymous Tue Mar 26 16:59:33 2019 No.12830799
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>>12830773
>There's nothing wrong with Los Angeles
"Here, men and women sleep in rows, lined up one after another for block after block in makeshift tents or on cardboard mats on the sidewalks — the mad, the afflicted and the disabled alongside those who are merely down on their luck. Criminals prey on them, drugs such as heroin and crystal meth are easily available, sexual assault and physical violence are common and infectious diseases like tuberculosis, hepatitis and AIDS are constant threats."

Source: http://lacatholicworker.org/2018/02/28/los-angeles-homelessness-crisis-is-a-national-disgrace

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 17:02:42 2019 No.12830812 >>12830773 >>12830799 And the administrators of this city will be screaming and crying for water from the Great Lakes to keep the arid abomination alive through the next century. Let them die of dehydration, or leave.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 17:17:38 2019 No.12830883 >>12830730 too bad >>12830743 lol

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 17:32:20 2019 No.12830946 File: 42 KB, 750x886, 1541566348145.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] unironically myself

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 17:35:18 2019 No.12830966 File: 236 KB, 746x847, 23D0DB09-8261-4883-9AE3-C755C1A21DDC.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>12830946 AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 17:35:40 2019 No.12830968 >>12830946 Wholesome and narcissismpilled

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 18:29:20 2019 No.12831239 File: 1012 KB, 800x600, Neofolk gf.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google]

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 18:31:55 2019 No.12831245 >>12826635 please stop posting :)

>>	« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!oEULhtSEDhe Tue Mar 26 18:40:55 2019 No.12831278 >>12830773 >>12830799 >there’s nothing wrong with capitalism. Los Angeles is making them homeless

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 19:26:23 2019 No.12831517 >>12829123 Nice and beautiful, I hope things work out for you anon.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 20:43:03 2019 No.12831841 >>12823995 There used to be one who crashed my mind, so I cried and laughed and died. In desperate escape I smashed her to pieces, alas now I'm doomed to love them all.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 20:49:11 2019 No.12831867 >>12826446 In know most of you genetic dead-ends incels don't consider this, but it's her DNA and her family's influence not your XP

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 21:08:28 2019 No.12831934 File: 40 KB, 447x599, 447px-Manlytears3 (1).jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>12824119 Delete this...

Anonymous Tue Mar 26 21:44:10 2019 No.12832086

Perfect in her imperfection, maybe her eyebrows are thicker than she likes, or made she has a prominent birth mark she's embarrassed about. It all makes her more beautiful to me because I know that she is real and flawed like me.

Also huge fucking tities.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 21:54:22 2019 No.12832117 what do you do when you pursed a girl and you have her and you dont know why you pursed her before. i dont know myself

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 22:01:42 2019 No.12832134 >>12824971 i'm taking you up on this, thanks

Anonymous Tue Mar 26 22:04:00 2019 No.12832141

>>12832117
The sagacious philosophical collective "Funkadelic," renowned the world over for their perspicacity, intellectual rigor, and almost intuitive beauty of thought, address just such an issue in their seminal work, "Maggot Brain." Their advice is: hit it and quit it.

Anonymous Tue Mar 26 22:10:36 2019 No.12832169
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>>12823995
a depraved khazar harlot, whose soft raspy voice makes me shiver. her excessive use of perfume doesn't cover up the smell of stale marijuana smoke lingering on her clothing. she often speaks of suicide, and wakes up at night screaming about monsters and intruders.
i was afraid of her and pushed her away. i want to go back.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 22:11:57 2019 No.12832173 >>12831239 patrician

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 22:13:20 2019 No.12832178 >>12832169 Why? That "crazy girls are the best in bed thing" is true?

Anonymous Tue Mar 26 22:19:04 2019 No.12832193

>>12832178
she is extremely affectionate and curious about everything; really a joy to venture around sightseeing with. she has cute cheeks and huge tits for such a skinny girl, and we definitely clicked sexually.
i never asked her but i think she was abused as a child. she used to tell me that if i took too long to text her back she would think about killing herself. the first time we had sex was 3 hours after meeting each other and she made it clear she wanted it almost immediately.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 22:30:47 2019 No.12832226 >>12832141 hahaha alright cheers

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 22:36:34 2019 No.12832248 An older gentleman, a kind loving man of great virtue. Loves me as a man would a woman, I take more of the female role cooking and cleaning. Has probably had more women desire him than anyone in this thread.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 22:57:24 2019 No.12832321 >>12824033 If you need to wonder if you love them, then you don't

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 22:58:23 2019 No.12832323 What is love?

Anonymous Tue Mar 26 23:43:37 2019 No.12832492

She has these big ears, round and monkey style, and she tucks her hair — somewhere between blonde brown and red— behind them. Smallish nose, high cheeks, and when she smiles, she glows. I spend every session taking peeks at her when the other students talk, when I know she won’t be looking at me, and I hope to myself that she does the same, when she knows I won’t be looking at her. Today I caught her though, while I was talking about my research, and she gave me a look I’ve only seen from a different girl that loved me some time ago. It was a furtive, knowing smile, the one they give you when you’re talking about something you’re passionate and knowledgeable about, when they know you’re putting on a bit of a performance for the people in the room, but you’re doing a good job of it, like a cute little boy in a man suit pulling off the look.
She’s a student, I’m a TA for her class, there’s a three year age difference between us, and I’m graduating in a few months. I think she will slip away. I’ve only written things about three women. I’m not sure why she feels so special, and I think I’m only setting myself up for pain.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 23:44:59 2019 No.12832500 >>12832323 Baby don'T HURT ME

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 23:45:24 2019 No.12832502 >>12823995 A nice Russian girl.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 23:47:06 2019 No.12832512 >>12825159 best description ITT

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 23:52:02 2019 No.12832528 feelings lol who the fuck has those

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 23:55:29 2019 No.12832537 I'm in love with everyone woman who is nice to me!

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 26 23:58:09 2019 No.12832546 >>12832537 Based and realshit

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 00:09:37 2019 No.12832576 >>12831934 I just want you to know that it wasn't me who posted this, and I think it's weird that somebody did

Anonymous Wed Mar 27 00:12:19 2019 No.12832581

She has warm brown hair and blue eyes with a slight green tint. She is half polish and half Hispanic so she has a slight tan, but looks mostly polish. She is short and skinny with a big smile and nice teeth but her front right tooth is chipped , I find this cute. Amazingly sculpted facial features and a beautiful voice. Shes very Christian and conservative. Never wears make up either. She plays piano, violin and also ice skates alot. Shes the sweetest person I've ever met.

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 02:21:56 2019 No.12833031 >>12824304 >She's not this, this, nor that >She's not much really, but she's good enough for me Please, don't speak to her like that

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 02:24:41 2019 No.12833037 I fucked up my high school romance before we even kissed, so I can't conceive love and sex together

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 03:32:40 2019 No.12833173 >>12824358 Why would you deny Mexicans an individual culture you racist

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 03:34:43 2019 No.12833174 >>12824825 Why would you wanna cyber a tranny?

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 10:05:36 2019 No.12834106 >>12823995 A figment of my imagination, a phantom. I loved someone who turned out not to be real, who was simply my unwitting projection onto another in my naive presumptions of how people lived.

Anonymous Wed Mar 27 10:21:34 2019 No.12834174

I'm going to resist the urge to explain the ups and downs of our romantic relationship over the years. But currently she's in a relationship, and I am in a relationship. Anyways,

She has this naturally brunette hair that's on the lighter side. She dies the ends a light pink and it isn't anything noticeably extra at all. She's thin, tall for a girl, like 5'8. God she loves animals, sometimes she'll see a dog so cute she cries, or a lizard, or a snake, or anything. She's in school for zoology now. She's crazy smart, I'm the smartest person I know but if anybody I know is as smart as me its her. Sexually asexual but holy shit is she ridiculously romantic, she flirts like aphrodite,

Anonymous Wed Mar 27 10:44:00 2019 No.12834251

>>12823995
I'm not even sure if its actual love, basically I had a crush on my bestfriend from college, when her bf cheated on her, I was always trying to get her back to her feet even sacrificing my studies in college. She's the type of person who is still naive; the type who probably doesnt fully realized that shit do happens in life and thats the way it is, she's very sensitive but she's also one of the most kindest person I've met, I didnt fell for her looks thats for sure, but she's cute though.
Still these past few months, I kinda realized her personality isnt compatible with mine; she's way too different.
>She values her social media image more rather than being honest; pride misplaced I think
>Sometimes she do stupid shits, thinking being cheated is the worst thing that can happen to her life which I scolded her for thinking like that
I dont know anons, it might be from her upbringing since she's from a wealthy family, hell she doesnt even know how to cook yet. I even let her borrow my books but I dont know if she read all of it and I wish she would return it back before her summer vacation.
I'm just tired chasing girls now, and recently I now find joys in being single and come to terms enjoying my hobbies alone.

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 11:39:03 2019 No.12834445 We speak every day. We bid our goodnights with "I love you." This is our moonshine. Soon we will never speak again, we will be forced apart by things we cannot control. A great hangover is coming.

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 11:48:15 2019 No.12834472 >>12823995 She broke my fucking heart, that jewess whore

Anonymous Wed Mar 27 11:49:14 2019 No.12834477

>>12834251

If you are loving and caring to another person, sooner or later they will realize how much you've done for them, even if takes many years of blindly stumbling along in life making enough mistakes for them to realize this. People need to be hurt before they can know what they want. Whether or not you're willing to wait is up to you. But don't let yourself be hurt by somebody who is willingly ignorant, or who will take too long to learn. Don't dedicate yourself to someone who will take you for granted.

She does sound young, naive, and maybe a bit spoiled. There's still a lot of growing up to do. Let other people suffer her mistakes.

Love is found in the most unlikely of places. Don't chase it, but don't give up on it. Be honest, and when you are ready love will appear.

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 11:53:27 2019 No.12834496 File: 518 KB, 1920x1138, 1546184527261.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>12823995 Like an oyster, the heart Must be alive just before it’s eaten.

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 12:00:09 2019 No.12834527 >>12834472 Are you jewish as well? Just curious.

Anonymous Wed Mar 27 12:05:35 2019 No.12834545

>>12834477
thanks anon
but as of now maybe I'll wait, properly this time
Because back then even when I was young, I always keep looking and chasing the girls I like. I always feel lonely if I have no companion.
But know, maybe I did just wake up and thought it might not be that bad being alone, and later I'm enjoying my me-time. The constant day dreams of having a partner already wiped in my mind.
And just maybe Im just waiting for that certain someone who understands and accepts me but I know it is not the highest-priority in my life as of now

Anonymous Wed Mar 27 12:30:58 2019 No.12834690

His teeth are slightly crooked when he smiles at me. It gives him a hint of mischief that never fails to make me blush and advert my eyes, like he's teasing me about knowing my secret.
For someone who can express so much brutality and has so much raw strenght, it never ceases to amaze me how soft he can be. I will never forget the feeling of having my small hand engulfed in his, the faintest touch of his fingers as he taught me how to protect it in small whispers.

Oh, I'm so gone for him

Anonymous Wed Mar 27 13:01:36 2019 No.12834837

She has an extremely perfect posture that causes her to stick out amongst everyone else in the room. I love when she does her hair in the style similar to akko from little witch academia. She is 1 year younger than me. She is very touchy, hugs me and presses her small boobs against my face. She makes me feel something but I'm not in love with her. I want to do LSD with her and have sex with her.

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 13:11:11 2019 No.12834873 >>12824019 actually jelly

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 13:13:40 2019 No.12834881 >>12834837 I think about her a lot. She has dance class or some shit. She has food allergies. She has the astrology symbol for cancer on her laptop. I want to amputate my digits or give myself burn scars.

Anonymous Wed Mar 27 13:25:56 2019 No.12834944
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>>12834873

Whenever I tell her she looks just like Audrey she answers “Of course no! Audrey is perfect, one of the most beautiful women of all time. I’m just a normal girl. When I walk on the street nobody gives a damn about me”. Yet I always thought she looks quite a lot like Audrey.

She is whiter on the pic than she usually is. Whenever she gets some sun she gets tanned.

I love her so much friens ^^

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Anonymous Wed Mar 27 13:48:23 2019 No.12835065
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>>12823995
Slam pig that looks like pic related she'll hit the wall really hard she has a kid and multiple abortions from different dudes shes honestly worth nothing shes a shitty normie slutty person selfish and unreliable that being said my dick doesnt care and i still love her but my biological functions can go fuck themselves because I wont cuck myself over that slut

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 13:48:39 2019 No.12835067 >>12824582 top bait, kek litfags getting reeled in

Anonymous Wed Mar 27 13:53:45 2019 No.12835097
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A tumultuous struggle between several distinct selves- some real, some trained showpieces to appear cute.

Her expression likewise rests between calm superiority, intentional ‘cute’ goofyness, and a consuming sadness. I worry about her constantly, because the sadness is nearly always there- just beneath the surface.

She looks older, with deep laugh lines and a certain sleepy look. Not physically sleepy, but tired- tired of the world in some way. But she looks younger too, with impossibly smooth skin, a certain obsession with a cutesy exterior. A brightness, and forced naïve outlook, to see the good in everyone- no matter what- to trust. And at the same time to lie easily to preserve herself and feelings. I have wondered here and there if she is a sociopath, I don’t think she is.

She independently discovered dramaturgy, I think a side effect of her mother.
Very few people see the truth to her- I sometimes wonder if I am the only one. I sometimes wonder if I see the truth at all.

She is passionate and hard working- I have yet to seen her give up. Homework assignments, video-games; anything she is trying to accomplish- she won’t stop until it is done.

She makes me a better person, and I think it is intentional. I don’t want to give up, I want to leverage just like she does.

She is younger than me, with less experience; and yet she is still an inspiration.
A person who, just by existing, makes me an optimist. A girl who makes me appreciate people.

I dunno where this is going, but Abbey, thanks for making me worth your time.

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 14:01:14 2019 No.12835136 >>12825036 everyone thinks that way, but who knows, maybe he is madly in love with you.

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 15:41:36 2019 No.12835600 haha not a loser or anything, just still in love with my highschool gf 5 years after haha

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 16:12:01 2019 No.12835752 File: 5 KB, 150x216, 11a.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I'm in love with a woman who is 6 years older than me, I'm 24.

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 19:44:39 2019 No.12836766 I haven't seen her but she keeps showing up in my dreams

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 20:20:36 2019 No.12836924 tig ole bitties

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 20:22:32 2019 No.12836934 >>12836766 :(

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 20:28:04 2019 No.12836957 >>12835752 You already posted my reaction to that statement. Bad idea

Anonymous Wed Mar 27 21:34:46 2019 No.12837277

>>12823995
she has cheated on me, and then i forgave her, tried again, and failed last night when I had a sort of meltdown, her and I are now single, but she will quickly recover, while I'll probably sink into further obscurity, as she was the only real friend I had

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 21:37:53 2019 No.12837300 >>12824361 I am happy for you! :3 Why has no one said they are happy for this man!

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 21:41:45 2019 No.12837334 >>12835752 kek, my last girlfriend was 30 my current is 18 I'm 26

Anonymous Wed Mar 27 22:30:09 2019 No.12837597

Tight nice short and blonde. A composition that is concise. The curves are not ridiculous or overbearing, but instead subtle and firm like the first burst of spring across the hills and valleys of unknown American highway sides.
I have busted in her before, and nothing has been the same ever since. Maybe I idealize the past too much, but the present women in my life are just nothing compared to her.
I treat women like complete trash now. I told an anime black girl I wrote her a poem and just sent her the lyrics to a young thug song. Whereas for this old girl I wrote thousands of words of terrible poetry. I feel like the rest of my life will be the decline from a perfect Eden and I will never get it back, but that's all nonsense. My life now is incredible, it's just the women in it were terrible, while back then it was the opposite. My life was terrible but I had a great person to share it with.

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 22:31:03 2019 No.12837602 >>12835600 Ben dere bro

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 22:49:27 2019 No.12837675 >>12835600 same

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 22:51:31 2019 No.12837684 >>12824361 No, she's scared. She's looking at you to make sure you're not staring at her, again. I have been in this exact situation.

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 23:01:15 2019 No.12837738 she is e-thot unironically

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 23:01:49 2019 No.12837744 >>12823995 why are you asking about my mom bro?

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 23:10:20 2019 No.12837779 >>12831867 That's gonna be a yikes from me senpai

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Anonymous Wed Mar 27 23:13:11 2019 No.12837797

I'm Sola Scriptura. I don't think God in the present day reveals His will except through scripture (no special meaning when you pick a random verse and no special meaning to your dreams etc). In light of my dilemma, the only guidepost that stands out to me is 1 Corinthians 7, "To the unmarried and the widows I say that it is good for them to remain single, as I am. But if they cannot exercise self-control, they should marry. "

My dilemma is that I've been blessed with immense sexual self-control, and yet I want to marry, sire children, and provide grandchildren for my parents. I wouldn't entirely mind a platonic marriage either. I've never ejaculated except while sleeping. I suspect that God created me this way because He wants me to remain single to serve Him somehow.

Unmotivated by sexual desire, I do love a certain woman. I was in class with her seven years ago. I see her at church sometimes. She's beautiful, blonde with cobalt eyes, a nurse. We could be brother and sister. Her dad comes from a wealthy family. I don't see how such a woman is still single at 26. However, I think her faith is immature, not that I'm one to talk. I'm an utter piece of shit. I worry that she'd be too metropolitan, too career focused, unwilling to homeschool our kids. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I pray that God will shunt me onto the best path.

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 23:13:30 2019 No.12837799 >>12823995 I LOVE YOU T*****!!!

Anonymous Wed Mar 27 23:14:36 2019 No.12837808

>>12823995
Hannah

Front teeth marks in your ice cream,
sharp and wobbling elbows and knees
bump into odd corners,
somehow knuckles in every photo.

You cough on water and hiccup
for hours after, skip over pages always
or else lines.

There is a reason your parents
didn’t name you Grace
or Harmony

At least
I say
you’re trying
paternalistically/condescendingly

You smack me
hard
and hurt your hand.

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 23:20:00 2019 No.12837826 He’s just as much of a complete socially abject failure as me. And we can be secure in our awkwardness and shame together

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 23:23:23 2019 No.12837855 I wish I could love my ex again.

Anonymous Wed Mar 27 23:23:51 2019 No.12837857

Left speckles of stardust on my front yard.
Has her best dress on, her soft, golden hair laying still. Eyelids sewn tightly shut.
Her bruised knees contrast against the pale skin. Bruises she earned from tending to her garden.
Chapped lips puckered, covered in paint.
And shadows under her eyes hidden from sight.

>>	« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!oEULhtSEDhe Wed Mar 27 23:24:49 2019 No.12837863 >>12824227 >>12837792 I know that feel too.

Anonymous Wed Mar 27 23:26:27 2019 No.12837872

I think they already know how much I love them and describing them here would be extremely embarrassing. I don't like to talk about them, not because I am ashamed but because I do not want others to feel less about themselves or their situation. Stay strong friends.

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 23:29:21 2019 No.12837893 Dear me, Good job I guess. Not much getting done but....uh...fuck it, I don't have any better ideas either.

Anonymous Wed Mar 27 23:30:23 2019 No.12837899
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Silent and brooding, yet she does it in an almost playful way as if she’s not fully serious, as if she’s playing a joke for herself that no one else can decipher. Her own little play where she is the actor, audience, and critic and each play is silently hilarious. The line of her lips even carries a faint smirk, no, to even call it faint is too much; it is the afterimage of a negative which has been exposed to too much light, and through the smoky photograph blurred lines of marvelous lips are interpreted as sarcastic ecstasy which is actually but the projection of her inner joy; the apparition of a smile, perceived yet unseen, which haunts the lips in a tattered rosy pall, always there and never fully understood, like a particle which when the speed is known the location is subsequently lost and vice versa: only one half, or less, of the riddle is ever known. Her laugh is akin to Pilar Ternera’s, as I paraphrase from memory, “one which made the doves flee and sounded of shattered glass flying though the house.” Yet is is subdued by an aura of softness and humor.

I have not spoken to her once

Anonymous Wed Mar 27 23:30:35 2019 No.12837901

>>12837863
I am a lesbian with a big cock butterfly dont worry :3

You realize the change you’ve already wrought in my life? Nothing personal baby. You are mine. Like seriously mine. Sorry for being vulgar, sorry for being a little facetious in regards to your sexuality, sorry for making fun of you sometimes, sorry if I ever inadvertently hurt your feelings.

But you’re mine. For sure I can guarantee you I’ve already had a change in your life, for a long time you considered yourself as looking for a partner. Now you aren’t. And it’s because of me. :3 Now you would decline a straight man’s advances AND a lesbians. I think you already have

I’m sorry. This has been too positive to just let go and ignore

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 23:34:08 2019 No.12837924 spoiled dumb narcisistic spineless whore

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 23:36:09 2019 No.12837935 >>12837899 >Silent and brooding don't take me that seriously, but i think that's just screensaver mode until it's time for a cookie.

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 27 23:50:37 2019 No.12838019 >>12837935 I have nothing to either confirm that suspicion or argue against it, but I hope that’s not the case

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 00:09:34 2019 No.12838123 >>12824971 >>12832134 Read Proust.

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 00:19:10 2019 No.12838171 File: 270 KB, 853x480, Shinji_Crying_(EoE).png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] He's literally perfect. Smart, outgoing, we both all of the same things. But he lives too far away. And probably straight.

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 00:19:51 2019 No.12838175 >>12837924 Huh?

Anonymous Thu Mar 28 01:58:43 2019 No.12838512

Thin eyes, that pierce your very soul, blue as the sky. Her lips are luscious and taste like lipstick. She's not a good kisser, but I don't mind. Her face makes it all up. Golden hair, freckled nose, ample bosom, slender waist. She has thick thighs and a bottom you could kill for. A beauty.

When my wife finds out I'll lose everything, and I don't regret anything at all.

Anonymous Thu Mar 28 02:09:30 2019 No.12838535 [DELETED]

Her hands are always dry from washing dishes/cleaning the house etc. She gets mad whenever I bring up her college education, but she is one of the smartest people I know. More than that, though, she understands narratives and people extremely well, and is able to use both. She manages to tell stories that has whole rooms of people laughing. She always wanted to go into the medical field, but then I came along. She is extremely well spoken, but has some mannerisms that peg her as rural. She is always willing to help me out, and worries about me. Whenever I fuck up she is there to tell me everything is all right. She speaks Spanish fluently, and taught me. Hearing her joke or get made in another language is fun, and reminds me more of what a smart person she is. I hope this isn't too doxxy, but I really do love my mom.

Anonymous Thu Mar 28 05:54:45 2019 No.12838987

>>12823995
Her name is Andrea, she's smart, she's pretty, she's bisexual like me, she despise almost everything I like (high culture in general) and I despise almost everything she likes (low culture in general), yet there is a "something", we always know where the other is, and we would like to spend time together, yet we are proud and decide to be separated, at this point we know that the other one knows that our indifference is fake. From time to time we like being in situations were we look like a couple, for a short while, and the moment when one of us try to be more personal the other reciprocates. Sometimes someone decides to be closer, and we get to the ponit where we end up sharing personal space, but other times we are apart like acquatiences. We are known for being the morons, we enjoy talking trash in front of people and being mean to people we dislike, or she, or I. Basically, I like her, she likes me, and we both wish to find a reason to be together, after a few years there is still none, we are friends waiting for a miracle.

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 05:56:30 2019 No.12838992 >>12838987 this is just confederacy of dunces

Anonymous Thu Mar 28 06:53:07 2019 No.12839092

>>12828916
I was 16 when I first saw a single picture of her - she was a friend of a friend, and zuccbook thought I must know her. One gaze was all it took, and I was taken by her half-smile for a decade. I never thought of any other woman, never wanted anyone else.

Then, seven years after she stole my heart and broke my mind, she came to me in person. We clicked in a moment, and became close friends in an hour. But every once in a while, she showed me a harshness and hardness of heart that drove me half blind in rage. It could be in the way she smiled at someone else, or how she touched another man, jokingly. She can be childish and selfish, and cruel, safe in her knowledge that I can not say no to her.

I hate the power she has over me. I have avoided speaking to her for two days, and it feels like I'm dying. I know she will hurt me, I know she will never love me the way I love her, I know it is only a question of time - still, I am lost in her half-smile.

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 08:10:48 2019 No.12839318 >>12828029 Sublime

Anonymous Thu Mar 28 08:56:01 2019 No.12839439

It's kinda sad that my loved one inspires me to write a not so romantic or happy reply to this post. I mean, we had, have, and will have lots of wonderful moments together, and will continue to stay there for one another to hold down when things get hard, but deciding to commit the rest of my life to someone so much distant, so much different from myself - a Aquarius seemingly incapable to really expressing what's on her mind - seems like the worng way to live life. Sometimes I feel like we are not meant to each other, that we are only going together thru this present motion, and that, somewhere in the future, we will find that what we feel for each other is simply not enough.

She's a mystery, even for herself, it seems. Volatile actions which demonstrates a inconsistency that scares the hell out of my paranoid mind.

Apart from those "complaints", if we can call it that, I very much love her like nothing else in the world: the most beautiful smile in the world, the lapses of unblossomed geniality and ingenuity.

She truly is the sun of my life, and I am very grateful for having her by my side.

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 08:59:50 2019 No.12839452 >>12828029 That's just beautiful, anon. I'm truly glad you found each other.

Anonymous Thu Mar 28 09:07:15 2019 No.12839476

A girl i've seen walking arround my school when i was 14/15. Sometimes i just see these girl who aren't the typical highschool girl, they are girls who look different, have a distinct style or have a unique way of walking. She used to be a bit alternative, but once she started to get older she turned into a more elegant looking woman, but not like all the conformists that is the typical woman.

Her eyes are the color blue that resembles the shininess of a diamond. Lips that are full, but still petite. Pale skin, but not the kind to burn fast in the summer. A natural blonde, but she has decided to pain her hair a bit more dark blonde, a decision that i fully support. A bit wavy, but no curls. The style of her hair fits completely with the shape of her face, which is the perfect size with sharp features. And to top it all off, a cute little nose with looks a little bit uptilted.
Just looking at her i truly believe that she is a human being incapable of doing harm, but wouldn't go down easily in a discussion, a true challenge.

Sadly i've barely spoken to her in all the years i've seen her. I've seen her develop in a beautiful young women, but i stayed a little boy.

I hope that one day i can get to know her.

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 09:57:47 2019 No.12839620 >>12837899 that's quite well written

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 10:03:42 2019 No.12839634 >>12824019 >>12834944 What's the secret, anon? Are you supremely rich or just incredibly interesting?

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 10:09:50 2019 No.12839647 >>12839634 Did you find that girl pretty? It’s quite average in my opinion.

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 10:11:36 2019 No.12839652 >>12839647 Not that anon but I'm not attracted to her.

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 10:21:53 2019 No.12839683 File: 62 KB, 447x686, arino despair.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I haven't been in love for almost ten years. I don't see people anymore. The social isolation is a fucking buttmunch on my soul wawsarawararsawa

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 10:22:35 2019 No.12839687 >>12839647 I was talking in general as to what it takes to love someone truly and have them love you back. I do find her plain but if i was in love with her, she'd be the most beautiful thing in my life, of course. t.neverbeenloved

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 10:24:51 2019 No.12839697 File: 236 KB, 831x799, 047a90d0faa64be6169405bb55c953ade6e86209df83ed9a151dbd97e3f70999.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I'm running out of laughs and its starting to hurt again

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 10:26:19 2019 No.12839701 >>12839647 Well, she do look a lot like Audrey

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 10:31:47 2019 No.12839734 >>12839620 Thank you. I wrote it last night in a half-asleep stupor and I just now realize I used the word “play” or something which included it 3 times in the opener

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 10:37:47 2019 No.12839767 >>12823995 Almost ten years later she is still surprising. And in very difficult moments, she has almost always reacted with patience.

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 10:54:12 2019 No.12839813 >>12834496 A book my priest wrote has that as its cover. Nice.

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 13:52:22 2019 No.12840561 nogger

Anonymous Thu Mar 28 16:10:34 2019 No.12841165

>>12823995
I'am 1,68 which pretty much makes me invisible to all women when it comes to being their love interest, but there was this one girl who thought i was cute in 3rd grade and hugged me, she had a somewhat curly brown hair and glasses, a few beauty marks on the right side of her face and a retarded but cute smile. I haven't seen her since then because i moved to another city, i wonder how she looks now.

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 16:15:05 2019 No.12841186 - Cute - 1/2 chinese - An artist - Sexy - Pretty - Beautiful - Kind of a bitch sometimes

Anonymous Thu Mar 28 16:29:03 2019 No.12841256

>>12823995
Pale blue eyes suggestive of a tired sky. A thatch of rich brown hair that hangs heavily to the small of her back.

Strong Eastern European features that emit a fierce focus, her face says, "don't you dare cross me..." and the look in her eyes finishes it with a hurt, "... again"

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 16:42:52 2019 No.12841328 >>12824019 she is also a result of not me taking my meds

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 17:04:45 2019 No.12841448 He makes me late for trains, meetings, my rigid bedtime, and sometimes I don't even mind. Vicious, long in the tooth, well hung. I think, better it be him standing in my kitchen with a glass of milk and shirtless than anybody or nobody else

Anonymous Thu Mar 28 17:08:11 2019 No.12841476
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gentle are those eyes of hers which rest so kindly upon mine own. faded red hairs fall blonde as they lose their false coloring. the occasional snort as she giggles and the soft smile which follows. the rays of sun which trickle over her skin, a radiance they reflect from within. like a warm summer breeze which shimmers its way through newly sprung tree leaves or perhaps a fresh mountain creek which winds its way through many a field unkempt.

I've never felt this way before.

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 17:19:34 2019 No.12841525 File: 400 KB, 1280x960, 1475944337962.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] i push away any notion of developing feelings for anyone as i can never get a date and half the time its just women i see on the bus

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 17:29:22 2019 No.12841586 >>12824498 thats actually sweet as fuck anon nice one

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 20:21:07 2019 No.12842326 File: 51 KB, 415x354, sandro.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] My full moon, my guiding star.

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 20:55:12 2019 No.12842489 File: 37 KB, 1600x900, 1535579413520.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] she's the scar

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 21:00:18 2019 No.12842509 >>12841448 This is the best written thing in the thread

Anonymous Thu Mar 28 21:17:28 2019 No.12842571
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She loved me with all her heart when I was a bitter drop-out trainwreck that pushed everyone away. I couldn't feel anything even when I broke it up saying I wanted to date hotter girls and she wept like crazy.
Now 7y have passed and I just felt full of infinite affection, regret and care about her. My clock is not synchronized correctly, I guess. Never dated anyone since then either.
I called her. She has cancer. Why frens? She's so young

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 21:23:11 2019 No.12842598 >>12830568 favorite itt and I dislike this meme

>>	Anonymous Thu Mar 28 22:21:01 2019 No.12842841 >>12838987 ahahahahhahahhahahhahhahahahahahahahhahaa

>>	Anonymous Fri Mar 29 00:25:32 2019 No.12843388 File: 25 KB, 640x480, tumblr_ob889c446S1vyvkp6o1_640.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>12824119 this. I'm so broken.

>>	Anonymous Fri Mar 29 01:12:24 2019 No.12843571 >>12842571 This life is not an easy one my friend.

Anonymous Fri Mar 29 02:15:26 2019 No.12843802

>>12823995
She looks like a tanned version of Natalie Portman. She's half dutch and half indian. She was the last girl I had sex with, it was a drunk one night stand thing. I was wondering why she didn't pursue me any further as most girls would at least stalk your instagram profile after letting you fuck them. So I stalked hers and found out from her FB that she's in a relationship (not disclosed with who). I haven't been able to stop thinking about her till I got this closure tonight.

>>	Anonymous Fri Mar 29 04:10:18 2019 No.12844158 >>12823995 She's like my mom, but not as beautiful or virtuous. There really is nobody like my mother, and it hurts.

>>	Anonymous Fri Mar 29 07:04:26 2019 No.12844667 >>12823995 (OP) >she completes me and we agree on most things >she's the opposite of me, from a spiritual/philosophical point of view. I'm a pessimistic/nihilistic moron, she's an optimistic angel

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