/lit/ - Literature

[Anonymous No.12392844]

What do you do when you realise you're literally a queer, communist, feminine male?
I browsed this board for years while pretending to be a conservative catholic, but it never sat well with me nor did I truly believe it. I would be arguing with some atheist about Thomist metaphysics, and then close the window and masturbate to homosexual orgy porn while fantasising about being treated like a bitch. I realised I experience the greatest happiness when hanging out with my left-wing and gay/trans friends talking about queer media representation and Marxism, and I empathise deeply with their social oppresion. The conservative literature that /lit/ kept throwing at me never convinced me at any genuine level, I just read it as interesting intellectual history. I can't be the only one here.

[Anonymous No.12392875]

>>12392844
>What do you do when you realise you're literally a queer, communist, feminine male?
kys

[Anonymous No.12392890]

Instead of off topic blog posting consider writing a book so Marxists, Thomists, and queers have something they can collectively laugh about.

[Anonymous No.12393117]

>>12392844
Be yourself, anon. Don't worry about the rest. If this post is real, then be that. Go to /lgbt/ and make some frens. Post your type of literature on /lit/, creating threads which other anons like you will come to. I hope this post isn't satire, though.

[Anonymous No.12393176]

>>12392844
you do you anon

[Anonymous No.12393180]

>>12392875
fpbp

[Anonymous No.12393409]

>>12392844
>marxist
>caring about idpol representation in bourgeoisie media

You, my boy, are no marxist. You're just another run of the mill liberal

[Anonymous No.12394716]

>>12393117
It's no satire, I spent too long pretending that my queerness doesn't constitute a fundamental aspect of my personality. It clearly does and I cannot remain indifferent to the project of queer liberation.

>>12393409
"Anti-idpol" is a shitty trend for crypto-reactionaries which has no influence outside of a certain other chan which the spamfilter won't let me mention. Transphobia and homophobia have no place for a historical materialist. Also, media is a realm of politics.

[Anonymous No.12394797]

>>12392844
>thomist metaphysics
That's your problem. Christianity is not a matter of metaphysics but of faith. As soon as God could be objectively proven or defined he would have become a corpse and man would have to despair. So few understand the noble concession which reason must make to faith in order to enter into a higher worldview. Such was the appeal made by men like Kant and Kierkegaard, who realized the limits of objective thought in regards to the meaning of life. You were never a Catholic and you did not believe, since you were still looking for proof, and did not trust the secret of your heart, which lies hidden in the heart of every man--that he must believe in God, that his life acquires no greater dignity, his vow commands no greater trust, his heart acquires no firmer resolve than when he believes, precisely in that which he cannot be certain of. Man cannot command God, he cannot see him with his eyes, for only by this recognition can one serve, can one be ennobled. As soon as God could be proven he would cease to be lord over all, and man would have assumed the throne, for man can manipulate and use every thing which he can grasp in his mind as object. But there lies a deeper power within man, which is not the power of manipulation but of trust, of resignation, of concession and of belief. This is the bridge to God and no metaphysics can boast of offering such a calling.

[Anonymous No.12394973]

>>12394716
yeah I agree bourgeoisie media is a realm of bourgeoisie politics

[Anonymous No.12395082]

>>12394716
First poster here, well if you're serious then do you, anon. Find the community for you. You sadly won't find many frens, here, most on here actually hate everything about you - sexual orientation, political affiliations, your effeminate manner relative to your assigned gender. Tumblr, or at least /lgbt/, is better for you anon. Though sadly the latter is also another stomping ground for /pol/, as is this entire site, really. Even after we got a new domain, they made sure they stayed. I think /leftypol/ might also be good for you, but I don't know much about it. So yeah, good luck fren, and don't stay in places where you are not made to feel welcome.

>>12394797
You have just spoken many words, but I have only a few to ask of you: the OP who made this thread has confessed to being homosexual, what do you consider would be done to him in your ideal, Christianity/God-centered society? I would like to know what should become of gays within your ideal world.

[Anonymous No.12395275]

>>12395082
Thanks, friendly anon. I have been slowly moving away from chans in general and finding new left-wing places. I'll always appreciate the time spent here during my depression and existential crisis, but I've completely outgrown the reactionary sentiments. It's all very cool until you see people's lives being ruined for expressing who they are. I hope one day the /pol/ invasion of this website ceases, but there's nothing to be done for the near future. I hope you have a good time discussing in the occasional book threads at least.

[Anonymous No.12395352]

>>12395275
No problem, anon. Everything will be okay. Just curious, whose lives do you refer to as being ruined? Also, do you imagine there are many other "closeted" ones among the modern reactionaries you see on this site and the rest of the mainstream internet community? But yeah, don't worry anon, everything will be okay for you, you'll find your community soon :)

[Anonymous No.12395382]

>>12392844
>>12392844
The communism van be cured with some history and logic. Go work for a private company for a bit and see how commerce works. As for being queer there's not much you can do. You could possibly change the feminine part. It depends what you mean, are you just feminine acting? If so, change your diet to promote test growth. Maybe try no fap for a bit, the porn is bad whatever it is.

[Anonymous No.12395386]

Why do you define yourself through your dick? I just don't understand you fags, why is sexuality a lifestyle and an identity for you? Who cares.

[Anonymous No.12395393]

>>12392890
>>12392890
None of those people have money and you know it. Why else but blog here?
---
Have I read Rand? Have I read Highsmith? Am I actually an idiot? Don't I like markets? Am I not marketing enough?

[Anonymous No.12395404]

>>12393409

[Anonymous No.12395433]

My country is pretty conservative, so it's not unusual to find queer people being harmed, rejected by their whole families or living in the perpetual closet to escape from the first two. It's a sad existence and it's only helped by "moderates" who advise people like myself to stop causing a ruckus and keep quiet about such important aspects of our being like romance and attraction. "They had it coming for being so assertive" is the oldest reactionary argument in the book. I think these are political issues which will never be resolved by waiting quietly.

As for your second question, I imagine there are many bitter people who join these places to experience comradery through their hate and disappointment, if nothing else. I can't comment too well because I never truly felt at home in the reactionary sentiments, I was mostly directionless.

[Anonymous No.12395438]

Even if you're a queer, why wouldn't you be a subhuman, why do you deserve to be liberated, what's the point of your existence? You should be ashamed and sad just like any other lowly criminal

[Anonymous No.12395440]

>>12395433
forgot to quote:
>>12395352

[Anonymous No.12395464]

>>12395433
As they should be. Other posters are right that you should go away to /lgbt/ already and stop shitty threads like these in their tracks.

[Anonymous No.12395482]

>>12392875
When the first post is also the best post

[Anonymous No.12395492]

>>12395386
>why is sexuality a lifestyle and an identity for you
Because almost everything in our social discourse promotes a heteronormative lifestyle and erases queer identities. I don't know how to respond to such an ignorant question, do you think being cis and hetero is some completely neutral existence?
It must be nice to never have to question if your closest family and friends will hate and reject you, or even if you will experience legal repercussions outside of the West.

You're probably one of those people who also thinks feminism is obsolete now.

[Anonymous No.12395506]

>>12395492

[Anonymous No.12395517]

>>12395492
>It must be nice to never have to question if your closest family and friends will hate and reject you, or even if you will experience legal repercussions outside of the West.


Because I don't base my identity on what gets my dick off, why is sexuality such a part of wh you are? You didn't choose it, you have no real claim on it, why is it your identity? Sex sex sex, cummies cummies cummies, enough already you fucking chimps, on both sides, if you want to reject "heteronormativity" then reject this culture whose individuals base their self-concept on their sexual preferences. Rise above.