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I'm on a phenibut "high" at the moment, which may be compelling me to do this but all I want to say is I love you. All of you. I love your retardedness, your bitterness, your awkward attempts at being learned in order to lift yourself up from your pit. I love your humour and your grace, your desire to be more than you are. I love your awkwardness, your indolence, your obsessions and your nerdy occupations, your need to be loved and your fear of being ignored. Need no more. I love you. I love the way that each of you ebb and flow like a mini individual symphony, sounding out in the dark empty chaos of the universe. I love you and I think you're great. Yes, even you, you massive fag.

I wish I could meet you and embrace you. I wish I could find someone in real life that I could focus all this love on in close and intimate ways. Instead I do this.

Books for this feel?

>> No.11488542

>>11488532

I love you too, Anon. If you were here on Brazil I would pay you a beer.

>> No.11488543
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11488543

I love you too, man!

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>>11488532
Love you too faggot.

>> No.11488696

I only talk to those of you on this board.
On one hand, this is good, seeing as how lonely I am in reality. But in this digital cultural agora, I have you all

On the other, I can't and won't (likely) ever meet people like this in person.
I hope you all make it. Whatever 'it' is.

>> No.11488702

>>11488542
recommend some books for this feel:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FY3m6hMyh3g

>> No.11488715

>>11488532
I used to hate threads like this, and then I realized that I really hate people who are angry at dead people. When I'm dead, it's either oblivion, reincarnation, or unification with the divine. If it's oblivion, then forgiveness is the irrational capacity to love. If it's reincarnation, the world is more or less boundless in the Christian sense and can be transcended in the case of oriental religion. If it's unification, I'm boundless. Why would I take vengeance on someone when we have infinite capacity, time, strength, love, abundance?

I love you too, OP.

>> No.11488722

what is phenibut?

im afraid of googling it incase its some wierd nsfw shit

>> No.11488730

love you too guys, what a weird way to have sense of community, once in a lifetime absurdity and I love it

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11488731

I love you too :’)

>> No.11488740

>>11488532
Appreciate that bro.

>> No.11488742

>>11488532
god i love you so much too buddy; best thing i've read in two months

and i love you all; best of luck to you all; after tonight, i'll be on the other side

>> No.11488746

>>11488742
Hope you make it. I'll take a drink for you.

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11488747

>>11488532

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>>11488742
What do you mean

>> No.11488776

>>11488746
thank you; in the words of morrison, i'll break on through; and whatever awaits, i'll welcome you in with open arms

>>11488766
nothing; just the undiscovered country, from whose bourn no traveller returns

godspeed.

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11488783

>>11488532
Guys will love save us all

>> No.11488788

>>11488532
Phenibut prevents morning wood, which is a good thing.

>> No.11488791

>>11488776
Have you tried shit so you don't feel like that, life may be all one ever has ever

>> No.11488799

>>11488722
its a legal drug that doesnt get you "high" but it elevates your mood and makes you feel more confident and social. Its basically chad potion

>> No.11488800

>>11488791
and let me respond to you with this: even if life may be all one ever has ever, it will end; it is inevitable, ineluctable, unavoidable; and if my memories do not matter there is no point in amassing them or continuing to exist; the body is justified in ending itself with the realization of death; therefore, lay on, macduff

let's see if hendrix has some wine waiting for me

>> No.11488802

>>11488532
God bless you anon

>> No.11488822

>>11488800
Why not not kill yourself

If you're miserable, there are things you can do to not feel miserable

"Our moods do not believe in each other"

Had a friend of mine kill himself in high school, it fucks up everyone related again their will, dream about him all the time and don't know why

>> No.11488826

>>11488822
you're right anon; i won't, i won't; i want to stay here a little longer; i want to find a japanese girl, with caucasian mixed in her; and i want to plow her, and sow her, and make her big with child

thank you anon-kun

(exeunts softly out of the room with renewed light and hope)

>> No.11488831

/lit/ - Literature

books for this feel?

>> No.11488833

>>11488702

City of God, by Paulo Lins.

Also the song “Geni and the Zeppelin”, by Chico Buarque (don’t know if there is a translation).

>> No.11488837

>>11488532
in awe of this gnosis lads

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11488839

>>11488766>>11488742

>> No.11488848

I don't want to dust today, I have a very dusty ceiling which I am responsible for dusting, but I just cannot bring myself to do it. It's been like this for the last three days, and tomorrow I will be hosting a birthday party for my mother's boyfriend at our home, and the ceiling which is dusty will be in plain sight of the guests, but I feel that because we are all family they should be comfortable with a bit of sloppiness at my home, and certainly I had to put up with my own mother's sloppiness when I lived there and she was depressed and wouldn't even cook with us. Also I'm lazy and nervous about the shindig tomorrow and rather than distract me I find that cleaning actually makes me nervier unlike most people, as if I am preparing for my own death. I would rather just sleep, and to be quite honest I'd rather than just sleep all of tomorrow off too and avoid answering the door when the guests try to visit.

Books for this feel?

>> No.11488859

Almost finished eating a bag of corn chips and I'm at the bottom of the bag where all of the chips are smashed into small pieces.

Books for this feel?

>> No.11488863

Unironically touched, love you too OP

>> No.11488875

>>11488542
Mas eu estou

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11488882

>>11488532
I love you too man...I hope you find your someone.

>> No.11488892

>>11488826
<3

Life can change

And again I know maybe it's not about them but suicide will wither your family's soul, whether they want it to or not

I don't even know why because it doesn't make much sense to me but some significant part of me died when my friend did, it's not something I can reason with, and I can't imagine what it was like for his mother and father...

>> No.11488909

>>11488826
Try medication anon, it got me out of the black hole. Deathliness is often your body wanting to Rest.

When you feel okay, life looks very different.

As Wittgenstein said, "The world of the happy is quite different from that of the unhappy".

>> No.11488912

>>11488532
You unironically made tear up

>> No.11488933

>>11488532
Bless you, OP. Love you as well.

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>>11488532
back atcha kiddo

>> No.11488968

>>11488532
This is the only board that you can be this gay with other posters and have the same feeling mirrored by them without ridicule. Amazing

>> No.11488971

Gay

>> No.11488976

Is there a greater power than man-to-man love and compassion?
Comradery and brotherhood, gents. Forever and always.

>> No.11488985
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11488985

O Thou steeled Cognizance whose leap commits
The agile precincts of the lark’s return;
Within whose lariat sweep encinctured sing
In single chrysalis the many twain,—
Of stars Thou art the stitch and stallion glow
And like an organ, Thou, with sound of doom—
Sight, sound and flesh Thou leadest from time’s realm
As love strikes clear direction for the helm.

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>>11488968
>mirrored
i love you anon, even if reciprocated is too big a word for you

>> No.11489039

>>11488971
I love you most of all.

>> No.11489099

all of you most love I.

>> No.11489150

>>11488799
I have to dose it pretty high to feel anything but feel it I do and it feels great.

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>>11488532
God Bless you all

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>> No.11489194

>>11489037
All these are 1pl8 except for the bench

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11489213

I love you guys too. There is hope for this dark world, just keep looking to the light.

>> No.11489248

>>11488532
Bump for love!

>> No.11489310

I love you too pal, let me lay on your chest and rub your nipples.

>> No.11489337

Incidentally, do you know of any books on philosophy related to love?

>> No.11489346

love you lads

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11489354

I love you too, I love you Jesus and I love the world.

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11489362

>>11488532
You guys are alright.

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>>11488532
Thanks anon! I love you too!

>> No.11489455

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dsxtImDVMig

>> No.11489464
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i don't really know what love feels like or what a home is. but I do know that this place feels more like a home than any house i've known

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>> No.11489509

>>11488532
That was really beautiful OP

>> No.11489517

>>11488532
This board is basically /r9k/

>> No.11489527

>>11488822
But anon, you got a triple double, you can’t die now.
And think of all the big, anime tiddies left to see. Don’t you like big anime tiddies?

>> No.11489723

>>11488532
Be careful with phenibut friend. I've been incredibly stupid with that drug, took around 7g a day for 3 weeks in the end and went through 2 weeks of pure hell. Withdrawal is comparable to alcohol or benzo's, even with smaller doses

The love phases were nice though

>> No.11489822

Freude, schöner Götterfunken,
Tochter aus Elysium,
Wir betreten feuertrunken,
Himmlische, dein Heiligtum!
Deine Zauber binden wieder
Was die Mode streng geteilt*;
Alle Menschen werden Brüder*
Wo dein sanfter Flügel weilt.

>> No.11489829

>>11489822
>Tochter
:3
>tfw anon notices you wore the dress
ily

>> No.11489834

I love you even if you're freaks, especially if you're freaks.

>> No.11489838
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11489838

Forget all imaginary constructs, mental fabrications and divisions. I love you as I love myself, for you are a part of me and the universe, woven from the same thread, where everyone is weaved into a mysterious tapestry.

I feel a selfless love - not the desire for someones body or my own selfish ego, a love that realizes that everyone is connected and everyone is a part of the same universal whole.

Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it. - Rumi

You are loved anon.

>> No.11489839

What love you too my man.
Try something by Gabriel Garcia Marquez, his books have a love motif of themes. Something like love in times of cholera.

>> No.11489841

i lurk most of my time here but I gotta say this is the comfiest thread I've seen in a while.
love you OP and you too, lurkers and posters alike.

>> No.11489842

>>11489723
>Withdrawal is comparable to alcohol or benzo
I was interested in it until I read that. Opiate withdrawals were bad enough.

>> No.11489856

>>11489842
>>11489723
>>11489150
>>11488532


Source on phenibut? I tried powder city but the product was nasty, unlike the pregabalin quality.
Where can I get decent phenibut?

>> No.11489863

I love you all. You're my brothers. If any of you are women, please leave.

>> No.11489866

>>11489822
>Alle menschen werden Brüder

Im not brothers with niggers and Arabs.

>> No.11489914

>>11489866
Let go of hate anon. It's restricting your love. Everything is connected, all divisions are false

>> No.11490015

>>11489723
Been taking it only once a week, so it should be fine.

>>11489856
I ordered from nootropicsdepot but my batch seems kinda weak.

>> No.11490118

>>11488689
Is this true? Will it teach me to love other people?

>> No.11490200

>>11490118
Yes

>> No.11490210

>>11490200
What else of Kierkegaard should i read first?

>> No.11490294

>>11488909
Wittgenstein really did end the philosophy.

>> No.11490305

>>11490210
Either/Or
Fear and Trembling
Works of Love
Sickness unto Death

>> No.11490310

>>11490305
In that order?

>> No.11490440

>>11488783
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HXbcErP-Xok

>> No.11490474
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11490474

Damn, I just read "phenibut" as "fentanyl" and was legitimately worried for you, anon. It also made me think of this song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VtA869eH21c

>> No.11490488

>>11488532
>I love you all
Eat my hairy pussy, cunt.

>> No.11490500

>>11490488
pls be in london

>> No.11490609

>>11490488
You near Birmingham uk?

>> No.11490628

>>11490609
>>11490500
Copenhagen area, Denmark. S-sorry, I said that because I was jealous of OP for feeling good.

>> No.11490927

>>11490628
Something is rotten (or fishy) in the state of denmark

>> No.11490976

>>11490628
I hope you fucking read Kierkegaard.

>> No.11491056

>>11490927
One of my bigger fears. But top kek.

>>11490976
I have. Not that I understood it all, but I have read some of his stuff.

>> No.11491200

>>11491056
Don't worry, heaven will direct it.

>> No.11491206

>>11490015
It's good stuff from nootropicsdepot. I bought from powdercity for years but iirc they no longer stock it. It's good stuff. Remember to take days off, please.

>> No.11491225

>>11491206
I had to take 1500g (in pills) without eating anything all day to feel anything and even then it was a mild glow. I've heard 2000 should be the absolute limit. Thoughts?

>> No.11491606

>>11490310
Yes.

>> No.11492706

>>11491200
Let's hope

>> No.11493194

>>11490474
I knew (you) were going here. It's a great one. Just listened to American Water for the first time in a long time two evening's ago at work.. Shine on, crazy diamond-

>> No.11493766

>>11489337
Stendhal's work on this subject is quite interesting.

>> No.11493881

>>11488532
Man I love you too

>> No.11494444

>>11488532
This reads like a text I would send to someone when I've just done a chunky line of columbian pure after five pints.

>> No.11494576

>>11494444
Welcome to the world of GABA based drugs

>> No.11494620
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>>11493194
I think American Water is one of those albums that gets into your blood young, then never really leaves it as the years go on. Keep on keepin' on, anon.

>> No.11495177

>>11494444
Cocaine is for degenerates.

>> No.11495191

>>11488532
best thread in a while.

been feeling God's love for the first time in a while even though I don't believe.

sick of negativity and self-loathing and so glad there's other paths out there.

>> No.11495196
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11495196

Y-you too

>> No.11495204

>>11495177
Long term use it is. Which is why I have stopped. It also brings out the worst in people in terms of selfishness and greed.

>> No.11495377

>>11488532
love you too man, no homo though

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11495576

>>11488532
Spread the love

>> No.11495613

This Thread: https://youtube.com/watch?v=gIdNBgyC88o

>> No.11495960

>>11495613
It's better.

>> No.11495970

>>11488532
Good timing, OP. We need love to close the growing divisions.