/lit/ - Literature

[Anonymous No.11283387]

Do you read books to cope with the fact that no girl will ever love you?

[Anonymous No.11283393]

>>23675577

[Anonymous No.11283396]

Self-fullfiling prophecy.
(You)

[Anonymous No.11283399]

>>11283396
How to scape from it?

[Anonymous No.11283401]

>>11283387
I actually started reading in hopes that a girl will love me, not just for being well read, but that it will add to my character and knowledge so in social situations I can be big brained and chastise lesser brained males.

[Anonymous No.11283402]

How to get gf ?

[Anonymous No.11283412]

>>11283402
ask a girl out. try it until one stays

[Anonymous No.11283416]

>>11283399
Drop it.
Do your stuff and go out in society.
You are not as monstrous as tou think.

[Anonymous No.11283424]

>>11283387
God, I wish that were me.

[Anonymous No.11283432]

>>11283387
I wish I was her
I don't like reading books with female characters in them

[Anonymous No.11283441]

>>11283387
Does she know that she exists, lads?

[Anonymous No.11283445]

Whatever the fuck i want because I'm getting married to a girl i love who loves me back
Eat shit nerds

[Anonymous No.11283446]

>>11283416
What most males in their 20's need to hear is to embrace their inner wild man. We're all feminised momma's boys who want to do good like Mr Peterson says and please women and everyone around us. But what if its better for males to be wild men who prowl and cause conflict for fun? Go dominate some underage girls who still have their virginity and fight anyone, including their fathers and friends, who try to stop you. Be a lion of a man. A devil. Not a castrated buckaroo that thinks having a clean room will magically transform you from a loser to a leader overnight.

[Anonymous No.11283454]

>>11283445

[Anonymous No.11283457]

>>11283446
Get the fuck out of here BAP

[Anonymous No.11283459]

>>11283446
I like this idea

[Anonymous No.11283461]

Unironically yes. All of my hobbies are fun they're undeniably coping mechanisms.

[Anonymous No.11283463]

>>11283446

>just be a sociopath bro

Stop mainlining heartiste you sad, sad man.

[Anonymous No.11283466]

>>11283445
>I'm getting married
Watch the smug tone of his post turn to despair when the roastie he signed a contract to please betrays him like all the rest.

#NoHymenNoDiamond

[Anonymous No.11283467]

>>11283446
Downloading Tinder as we speak

[Anonymous No.11283470]

Congratulations! You have once again succeeded in posting a thinly-veiled 'literature' thread with the intention to gossip like a schoolgirl!

[Anonymous No.11283473]

>>11283446
>But what if its better for males to be wild men who prowl and cause conflict for fun? Go dominate some underage girls who still have their virginity and fight anyone, including their fathers and friends, who try to stop you. Be a lion of a man. A devil
Only do this if you are white.

[Anonymous No.11283481]

>>11283459
I got it from the book Iron John. Check it out, its a Jungian look at an ancient German fairytale called Iron Hans which is the story of a boy becoming a Lord.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x9g-DvM2FRI

[Anonymous No.11283483]

>>11283466

Watch anon as he smugly soils himself with his misogyny, day after day, as his youth dwindles and his bitterness poisons his heart.

Young men are supposed to laugh, sing and love, not post american (lmao, cancer) divorce statistics on an anonymous imageboard in their prime. What will you be in your forties if this is what you are now?

[Anonymous No.11283488]

>>11283446
RepliedAnon

I used to be a wild man.
I used to do this stuff, I cannot say I regret any of them, I did not know better and was with people who did not know better, but actually phantasizing about them, thinking about doing them or paying to do it is just sad.
You will unironically end up ripped-off, beatten and alone.

[Anonymous No.11283493]

>>11283473
/lit/ is white

[Anonymous No.11283495]

>>11283446
cringe

[Anonymous No.11283497]

I read so I can pretend I'm clever and un homme du monde, while I have experienced basically nothing and can't even talk to girls.

I would still read regardless of the situation, but a part of it is a coping machinism for not being very socially skilled, sure.

[Anonymous No.11283499]

>>11283424
these posts crack me up. are they written by trans people, genuinely expressing their condition? or by feminized males, who wish to experience the wonders of being female?

[Anonymous No.11283500]

>>11283387

No I play the Goldberg variations on the grand piano. I chose to cathect an object I could bend with my will. Not some inanimate mirror that will always be a disappointment.

[Anonymous No.11283511]

Recently told I can’t go to marine officer candidate school because I have sinusodal arrhythmia. Everyone I know has told me how proud they are of me over the past few months and now it is for nothing. I am going to kill myself as I have no more options. Books are for queers. AMA

[Anonymous No.11283515]

>>11283499
Probably a very small percent (If any) are trans, a decent bit are men struggling with masculinity, and probably a larger portion are just shitposters who picked up the copypasta and are looking to derail threads with Jezebel posters.

[Anonymous No.11283529]

>>11283483
>Young men are supposed to laugh, sing and love
How does signing a contract the sheboon working in the court office/marriages department achieve this for young men exactly?

Protip: Never sign a marriage contract in a declining empire

The first-century writer Seneca once complained about Roman upper-class women: “They divorce in order to re-marry. They marry in order to divorce.”

[Anonymous No.11283535]

She's the girl of your dreams. You've just finished fucking her and she and you were grunting and moaning like animals. You lay on your back, this has been the fourth time today that you've fucked. You're exhausted. It's still early in the relationship so fucking is still a special treat for you. You fuck like animals the next day. And the day after that. It's been a week. Your dick is raw from fucking. The fun of fucking has faded. She lets you do all the disgusting things you dreamed about doing, but now when you fuck her you're fantasies drift off to sitting cosily reading a good book, your favourite drink within reach and some music you like playing softly. But you don't have time for that. You have a girlfriend now. And she wants to fuck. So you keep fucking. Your cock dutifully fucking her moist hole, that tangy smell of her womanly juices now a stench you've come to associate with work. It's been months now. There is not a single part of her you can't to look at for for long. Her nails are uneven. There's little bits of flaky skin around her toes. Her laugh is grating. She's become this needy demon that grinds onto you with wet pussy. You want to throw her aside every time she touches you. She's holding onto you and all you want to do is be alone with a good book with your thoughts. You try telling her how you feel, but she doesn't understand. She takes it personally. You stop fucking as much, but even the little you do fuck seems like an impossible effort now. There's no lust or joy in it, just the knowledge it will be over soon.

[Anonymous No.11283540]

>>11283446
I'm almost certain the person who wrote this is over 300 lbs and smells.

[Anonymous No.11283544]

>>11283511
Same except I didn't pass the psychological exam and I didn't finish hs. What do? pls

[Anonymous No.11283545]

Why would I need to cope? I don't care and I feel fine.

[Anonymous No.11283551]

>>11283412
>ask a girl out.
What? You can't be serious, this is illegal most places now.

[Anonymous No.11283552]

>>11283412
How to find a girl to ask out

[Anonymous No.11283556]

>>11283552
She finds (you).

[Anonymous No.11283560]

>>11283544
Get a GED. Stop being a weirdo. At least you have options. My heart doesn’t work and even though I blew up from 140lbs at 6’1” to 185lbs and able to run a 17 minute 5k and do 35 pull ups all in under six months, I am told “lol sorry mate.” Grow up nigger, do what you can to survive, people out there (me) have nothing. Fuck yourself babby

[Anonymous No.11283561]

>>11283556
How to be found

[Anonymous No.11283564]

>>11283561
Hold your ground.

[Anonymous No.11283566]

>>11283535
enjoyed this post

[Anonymous No.11283570]

>>11283564
How to hold my ground

[Anonymous No.11283572]

>>11283387
this board is garbage

[Anonymous No.11283573]

>>11283570
By not going around.

[Anonymous No.11283575]

>>11283535
>someone wrote this

[Anonymous No.11283577]

>>11283515
But my question is 'why' they choose such a meme? A meme that involves them 'wishing to be a girl'. Why would random shitposters do that? Where is the link between a common troll, and wanting to be a girl?

[Anonymous No.11283580]

>hey are you single
>no
>alright have a good one

Or

>hey are you single
>yes
>wanna go out sometime
>ok

Or

>hey are you single
>yes
>wanna go out sometime
>ok

??? Some of you are virgins lmfao

[Anonymous No.11283583]

>>11283580
Meant for one of those to say no, and then ok

[Anonymous No.11283586]

>>11283577
responding to every thread with i wish that were me is just low effort

[Anonymous No.11283590]

>>11283552
>>11283556
>>11283561
Men are the ones who seek. Women attract. Don't try to become attractive to women or else you'll continue to be a momma's boy.

This is the polarisation. Feminine beings want connection. Masculine beings want freedom. If you, being a male, become needy for connection you depolarise yourself. Girls naturally become attracted to males who are running free and wild, living for a purpose, chasing their dreams and succeeding. Sound like every fucking Chad? It is.

Same thing when girls start acting like men they aren't desirable anymore. Maybe if they still look good but after the lust passes we fucking hate them. But a girl who is feminine is the most perfect, innocent, open and soft way is a pleasure to have around.

Audiobook for you.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zv-mX18zmK8

[Anonymous No.11283592]

>>11283387
People who read books are:
Retail workers in the 25-35 age group
the kind of person who uses "sick" as a descriptor for something they're excited about
Infantilized men who are literally scared to think
Guys who, by the age of 28, have only had 3 girlfriends in their life.
People who live paycheck-to-paycheck
People who think movies like the Avengers are major cinematic events and are looking for something to fill the gaps in between
People who drink soda on a daily basis and think certain foods are "manly"
Men with low sex drives that have an obsession with how attractive a certain actress is in the last movie they watched
People who think more about what snacks they'll choose at the concession stand than which movie they're seeing
People who use phrases like "I don't care what you do in the privacy of your own home but...." when asked about they're views on homosexuality.
People who comment on facebook posts made by companies for the sake of marketing
People who consider blowjobs as a treat or reward
People who have never travelled outside of the country they were born in
Grown men who act grossed out when they see another man's penis, whether they're genuinely afraid of male anatomy or simple scared of appearing gay
People who walked out of Inception felling a profound sense of wonder, like they'd witnessed something beyond their understanding
People who've ever used the argument "Hey vegetarians, what are -these- for?"
People who make excuses for their use of the word Nigger by saying "Well there's niggers and there's black people.
People who've never been considered for a promotion
People who've kept the same condom in their wallet so long it's expired
People who do not groom or trip their pubic hair

People without hope, ambition, a drive, looking to coast through life and scurry through the path of least resistance as they look for any sort of stimulation that doesn't really require any effort, either mental or physical.

[Anonymous No.11283598]

>>11283387
Not really. I'm married, had lots of partners before that, and bonded with my wife on Eliot (we both did our MA work on him) when we first met. Reading and having a romantic life are in no way mutually exclusive.

[Anonymous No.11283608]

>>11283535
Virgin boys' paranoid nightmares about women never cease to amaze me. Throw in some vagina denta and you're ready for analysis.

[Anonymous No.11283611]

>>11283577
This stuff is from the early days. That's why "I want to be the little girl" is still a meme, chans also have an impressive amount of crossdressers and homoposters.

[Anonymous No.11283614]

>>11283592
This is vaguely insane. Where do you come up with this shit? And how does one trip one's pubic hair?

[Anonymous No.11283616]

>>11283446
Probably doesn't help that anime taught us the lesson "Do whatever, a girl already decided she loved you at 5 and she'll tell you eventually.

[Anonymous No.11283617]

>>11283592
way too many redditors, i have no idea what happened, would assume its because its summer. this is so gay and ineffectual

[Anonymous No.11283625]

>>11283580
My mommy told me to be nice to girls, that's why I don't try to have sex with them.

[Anonymous No.11283632]

>>11283590
Not entirelly wrong, still a bit cringey.
6/10.

[Anonymous No.11283637]

>>11283616
Anime also told you to study and be an amazing student you lazy fuck.

[Anonymous No.11283647]

>>11283590
>>11283632
Yeah this is pretty cringe, Evola wrote about man-woman magnetisation better.

[Anonymous No.11283739]

>>11283552
Bar, club, social area.

[Anonymous No.11283749]

>>11283739
>how to get an STD

ZERO VIRGINS

[Anonymous No.11283809]

>>11283749
I want a manic pixie girl though, don't care about virginity. If you want an autistic loser girl look around at college.

[Anonymous No.11283859]

>>11283809
... you have so much to suffer through, my naive son. Those girls are always single because they leave every guy they've been with. You're going to try to cling and suffer for it. But thats how we all learn. You'll begin searching for answers and come across timeless literature from all over the ancient world telling man to only marry virgins. Its the key to everything. See the West dying? Virgin marriage would reverse all that.

Infact, the reason a civisation develops is solely based on the chastity of its women. Observe history and you find this to be undeniable truth. The Manu Samhita or Laws of Manu tells all this perfectly. Islam has embraced it and look how it expands despite being embodied by an inferior race of people. Work with the laws of nature. This is what every philosopher worth anything has taught. Dharma/Tao/Sharia all mean the same thing: The way.

http://www.16108.com/dharma/training/divorce.htm

[Anonymous No.11283862]

>>11283577
>>11283515
I don't understand how you could look at that image and not want to be her

[Anonymous No.11283880]

>>11283809
Pixie girls mate with Satyr lads.

[Anonymous No.11283884]

>>11283590
Your first paragraph contradicts the rest.

[Anonymous No.11283890]

>>11283552
Dating sites, message boards with usernames and women, town events, festivals, and through coworkers, friends and family.

[Anonymous No.11283892]

>>11283580
I never get an ok, is the problem.

[Anonymous No.11283904]

>>11283884
Yeah I said men become "attractive" to women when they become the polarised masculine but what I mean is magnetised. She won't be "attracted" like we are to them, but she will have strong feeling towards you.

Ever hated some random girl you don't know and suddenly you're passionately intimate together? It's like a strong emotional friction happens inside her when you're around. Even when she thinks of you and how much of an asshole you are, her heart will race and all kinds of emotions swell in her tummy and chest.

[Anonymous No.11283922]

>>11283590
>Don't try to become attractive to women or else you'll continue to be a momma's boy.
This is what Elliot Rodger did, just stood in a corner waiting to be approached, could this mean he was a closet fag because he used female mating rituals?

[Anonymous No.11283931]

>>11283922

he behaved like a girl but i dont think he was an actual faggot

[Anonymous No.11283938]

>>11283931
So he was just a sissy?

[Anonymous No.11284014]

I find it difficult to read because of lack of success with women. For a start, my concentration is shot and also I get massively triggered anytime a character gets laid

[Anonymous No.11284022]

>>11283590

the link is lit

[Anonymous No.11284065]

>>11283387
I write them

[Anonymous No.11284073]

>>11283922
>>11283931
>>11283938
No, he fell for the nice guy myth and become resentful as a result.

Here's an audiobook about the nice guy problem.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qbJf3KsqGg0

[Anonymous No.11284080]

>>11284073
>he fell for the nice guy myth
Why didn't he be polite and approach girls then?

[Anonymous No.11284088]

>>11284080
Bothering people with words isn't nice.

[Anonymous No.11284094]

[Anonymous No.11284096]

>>11284088
So he really wasn't a sissy, I thought all WMAF males were inherently sissies

[Anonymous No.11284097]

>>11283592
Half of these sound like people who don't read, and half of them sound like opposing personalities. Most unfocused shitpost I've ever seen.

[Anonymous No.11284100]

>run into my ex of few years
>she messages me saying how sad she is now that she got reminded of how good life was before
>we both miss each other
>she cries on the phone
>won't get back together

What did she mean by this? Lads, please help me, I am in shambles.

[Anonymous No.11284103]

>>11283446
idiotic, trite

[Anonymous No.11284114]

>>11284094
Why are vaginas so disgusting?

[Anonymous No.11284117]

>>11284100
my ex did this in 2015, just ignore it, she’ll act like she never said anything in 3 months trust me. she’s a woman, she got emotional, she doesn’t mean it, she’s referencing the past because something in the present bothered her. Women are libidinal and suffer aphasia. Completely forget about it man. Its never happening, once the bond is broken that’s it.

[Anonymous No.11284120]

>>11283625
are you me

[Anonymous No.11284130]

>>11283592
>Infantilized men who are literally scared to think
>People who think movies like BR2047 are major cinematic events and are looking for something to fill the gaps in between
>Men with low sex drives that have an obsession with how attractive a certain actress is in the last movie they watched
>Grown men who act grossed out when they see another man's penis, whether they're genuinely afraid of male anatomy or simple scared of appearing gay
This would be most of the 18-20 year old boomers on this board

[Anonymous No.11284142]

>>11283625
>that's why I don't try to have sex with them.
I just don't feel like I deserve them so I don't even look at them or talk to them unless I have to

[Anonymous No.11284153]

I read literature because I genuinely find pleasure in it. The fact I'm a kissless virgin has nothing to do with it

[Anonymous No.11284163]

>>11284114
Untouched ones are heaven. Its basically the virgin peach >>11283859
VS the defiled roastie.

[Anonymous No.11284165]

>>11283446
TOP D I O N Y S I A C

[Anonymous No.11284172]

>>11283470
ya know anon, you're never going to get this to catch on

[Anonymous No.11284175]

>>11283551
This is sadly true.

[Anonymous No.11284177]

>>11284103
not an argument, buckorooni.

now go wipe down the toilet seat.

[Anonymous No.11284186]

>>11283387
A girl does love me, but it isn´t enough.
Feels evil mohn!

[Anonymous No.11284212]

>>11283387
Why are titties so distracting? How am I ever supposed to get anything done in this world?

[Anonymous No.11284223]

>>11283387
A pretty girl loves me and I’m still not okay.

Wat do

[Anonymous No.11284232]

>>11283499
These posts crack me up too. But when I write them I mean it. I would not call myself trans but if I could switch places with her I would probably do it.
>>11283862
Exactly.

[Anonymous No.11284241]

>>11284223
I´m in the same boat as you are :( how do you cope with it? I surreptitiously search for other females to satiate that feeling of not being okay, which more often than not is only granted for a few weeks at best.

[Anonymous No.11284246]

>>11284232
What do you think will be different if you live as her that makes the idea so appealing? If everything would be the same surely there wouldn't be much longing for such a change.

[Anonymous No.11284251]

>>11283401
It works, as long as you have a nice face.

[Anonymous No.11284262]

>>11283551
Bro haha. Are you so shabby that girls punch 9-1-1 into their phones when you shamble over to them?

[Anonymous No.11284263]

I read to understand the human psyche in all its many intricate forms

[Anonymous No.11284284]

>>11284241
I don’t know. There are sexier girls but also my girlfriend has a really beautiful face and I like her personality, and we get on well.

Ive never cheated on my girlfriend but unfortunately I have listed after other women before. I wish I was more pure.

[Anonymous No.11284319]

>>11284241
>>11284284
Also my girlfriend is unfortunately not very literary despite being pretty smart. She’s pre-med but doesn’t read anything for leisure ever. I didn’t think it would really be something I would care about till I met someone who read real literature and is attractive.

[Anonymous No.11284338]

>>11284246
It’s actually hard to answer. It’s not like I have given this very much thought. I love the female body. I also would love to be beautiful (whether that withers away quickly or not). Maybe I want my friends to brush my hair when I had a bad day... society to cheer me for almost every choice I make? Hmmm. It’s mostly an indescribable longing not reducible to a few 'arguments'.
Maybe too much onions in my food desu

[Anonymous No.11284340]

>>11284262
im not going to lie, women will act like you’re going to gut them if you ask them out and its not overwhelmingly obvious you’re attractive to them. if there’s even a little ambivalence, you either have to keep building a rapport that is being undermined by overexposure to you as a non-sexual interest and will be losing ground as other better men fuck her, or go for it and risk losing all face if she rejects you. i’ve been given enough fake numbers after what was obviously flirtations gave false hope. its not unreasonable to just stop caring. tinder is really fucked up, facilitates sociopathic narcissism. women will either demand dick pics and snapchat so they can evaluate you, and compare you, or expect you to be an emotional life line and/or entertainment suite for them. Its eye opening and demeaning to take part in. You should approach women and consider bumble or tinder but its not at all pleasant if you’re not top 80+ percentile attractive

[Anonymous No.11284349]

>>11283590
such a shit tier red pill book

[Anonymous No.11284360]

>>11284349
best one?

[Anonymous No.11284371]

>>11284319
You feel bad just about lusting after other girls? Are you a Christian?
I think there's no winning in this world when it comes to monogamy really, even if you find a beautiful girl who likes lit, that too will become stale and make you feel like you are now. At least, that's what I think.

[Anonymous No.11284374]

>>11284360
My diary desu

[Anonymous No.11284375]

>>11283590
>when you google the authors name
lmao you faggots will never learn will you.
height / face / frame
It will always ring true and that's really all there is too it. You have to be good at two of three categories and you can get your dick wet easily. If you have one of them you can get lucky but you really have to max it out. It's not any more complex than that.

[Anonymous No.11284379]

>>11284246
pretty white girls in the first world in the current year live the most privileged and easy life that has ever been available to any organism in the history of the planet

everyone else is a second rate citizen at most compared to them.

[Anonymous No.11284386]

>>11283493
Im not

[Anonymous No.11284395]

>>11284371
I guess I’m a faggot romantic and want to be with someone who I can be everything too and vice versa.

I’m kind of a Christian. Lapsed I guess but I’m trying to figure it out and find sincerety.

[Anonymous No.11284397]

>>11284360
none of them. Some elements of the red pill are definitely true but the majority of men who follow it are just sad neck beards. I would learn the basic concepts and move on don't let it consume you. It's a sad path.

[Anonymous No.11284405]

>>11283499
This post cracks me up. Imagine not understanding a shitty ironic meme

[Anonymous No.11284410]

>>11284284
Just because you had impure thoughts doesn't mean you are impure. Your actions dictate your place in the world at least in my opinion.

[Anonymous No.11284421]

>>11283387
yes.

[Anonymous No.11284436]

>>11284114
Only shaven ones are
The hair of the vagina adds to the allure, as Henry Miller said

[Anonymous No.11284437]

>>11284405
They obviously understand the meme part. But I genuinely would rather be her.

[Anonymous No.11284442]

>>11284340
good post

[Anonymous No.11284444]

A girl loves me

[Anonymous No.11284449]

>>11284223
I was in the same boat. I dumped her and then got another gf and dumped her too. I haven't had sex in 4 years. Feels bad, but I can't imagine ever getting married to some dumb human.

[Anonymous No.11284450]

If there are any europeans in here: DO NOT trust these americans on women. They have their experience, we have ours.

[Anonymous No.11284456]

>>11283608
uh... yikes? yo, dont be a virgin incel, my dude. i literally feel unsafe right now fucking creep chud.

[Anonymous No.11284464]

>>11284450
you really think America hasn't infected Europe with its reality TV and internet thots?
>>11283424
>>11284437
There is some truth to this, I mean attractive women have an incredibly envious amount of protection from the grim realities of the real world.

[Anonymous No.11284482]

>>11284464
Maybe
Still, the right european women still carry the european soul

[Anonymous No.11284488]

>>11284379
>most privileged and easy life that has ever been available to any organism in the history of the planet
Spartan women had it even easier

[Anonymous No.11284489]

>>11284464
You don't think they have their own grim realities, as evidenced by this thread, where 30% of the posters seem to despise them, and 60% seem to only want to fuck them?

[Anonymous No.11284504]

>>11284338
Do you feel ignored or unimportant? Let me make a guess and just tell me if I'm wrong: when you wrestle with your emotions, it is very solitary. There seems to be little choice because it is not in your character (your own concept or others' concept of you) for you to freely express vulnerability to those around you, even your friends, and be accepted. There is no friend to brush your hair and make you feel pretty. There is only yourself
Is there any truth to that?

[Anonymous No.11284507]

>>11284489
You're misleading yourself.

[Anonymous No.11284509]

>>11283592
i don't even know what this weak troll is trying to say

[Anonymous No.11284518]

>>11284340
>>11284442
Seconding this. Good post, Anon.

[Anonymous No.11284531]

>>11284489
>You don't think they have their own grim realities
What grim realities, the abudance of attention?
the abundance of wealth?
having to travel around with your loving bodyguard bf millionaire for safety?
>30% are envious, correct.
>60% want to realize a pure love like that in themselves, correct.
If the worst thing in your life is an unattractive man wanting to bone you, you have no idea how good you've got it. That's like first world 99.9% shit.

[Anonymous No.11284557]

I had an emotional affair with my high school art teacher. We would write secret notes to each other through a weekly sketch book. We formed a deep emotional connection where we became worried about each other and helped each other.
One day i told her i loved her. She replied with "no you dont",I replied back with, "yeah, i probably just like the idea of you".

She ended up getting fired after a year, i think it was her first teaching job. In a twist of fate the only year i ever had to go to summer school i was standing outside her building during lunch and was there the day she had to clean out her class room.

I went with her into her room and had a very deep and personal conversation with her. We both knew it was over, and that she was too old, and also my teacher. But the atmosphere was electric none the less. We got very physically close to each other before she just hurried away and left.

I never talked to her again.

She ended up getting divorced from her nerd cuck husband who was this cringy Mexican guy who was the walking embodiment of reddit, quit her teaching job and moved to a different state, she married one of those granola lumber jack into the wild white guys and had a kid.

I really was the complete opposite of the type of guy she would like, neet shut in man child with mental health problems. She is like some health nut new agey libtard who is really into her Chicana heritage.

I guess i do love her still, mostly because im a neet that hasnt left the house in years and dont know any other women, although its much less than i used to.The funny thing is i never actually could jerk off to her, like i actually respected her too much, is must be some weird psychological hang up, maybe i feel im not worthy, all the other boys talked about wanting to fuck her all the time. Dont get me wrong, im a massive sex freak, i would fuck anything that moves, its not trying to impress anyone, its just, i dont know, im disgusted with myself and have suicidal low self esteem.I figure even in the alternate universe where she loved me back it would have failed anyways, im pretty much a mentally ill proto fascist into the occult, and i explained her earlier. So, that was the only woman i ever loved outside of me mum.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=olNfWDRuBNY

[Anonymous No.11284562]

It's funny how incels being mad at women imagine them being pretty and young. But that's a relatively small amount of women.
A lot of women are ugly and ALL women get older and unattractive.

[Anonymous No.11284570]

>>11283387

You're all overrating being loved everyday. There's fucking expectations and the other person will rather put you into misery and guilt trip you into doing things their way rather than falling out of love with you. And after 5 or so years it all dries up into a kinda of "lasting" bond which is a bullshit excuse for not really feeling like even pleasing you anymore, it's just guilt trips all the way. And don't you dare not pretend to feel guilty lest you want to be completely isolated from your other friends and colleagues and from your life aspirations.

[Anonymous No.11284615]

>>11284117
I fucking can't, man. I can't stop thinking about her. I haven't be with any other girl in two years because of her, I've rejected at least 5 of them. It's quite pathetic considering she was the first girlfriend I ever had.

[Anonymous No.11284621]

>>11284570
Is that your personal experience?

[Anonymous No.11284628]

You're all fucking wrong about everything. Vaginas are fucking gross, they look like a little alien in a nest. You should never have sex with a woman and vaginas should be illegal.

[Anonymous No.11284633]

no.
i drink
there is no solace in books.
real books are not self-help manuals
"oh. i have read about a character that shares my pain" What does that matter?

[Anonymous No.11284646]

>>11284562
truth, i hate this piece of shit board now, it is truly insufferable, i can't even believe that literature, and by extension wisdom, is supposed to be the byproduct of the activity this board centers around, and yet, the culture is basically the same as the videogames or any other shit board revolving around something that doesn't intrinsically develop a person's mind. fuck this stupid place

[Anonymous No.11284652]

>>11284628
>Vaginas are fucking gross, they look like a little alien in a nest. You should never have sex with a woman and vaginas should be illegal.
I completely agree, I'd much rather a girl be fully/partially clothed and kick my balls and maybe if I'm lucky spit in my mouth.

[Anonymous No.11284665]

>>11283446
This lifestyle betrays all. Women feel its brunt earlier and more visibly, but men like this fall eventually and live truly undesirable lives in its aftermath

[Anonymous No.11284670]

shes hot
whos she

[Anonymous No.11284675]

>>11284646
/lit/ was never good. It's still 4chan.

[Anonymous No.11284690]

>>11283387
The reason why I read has almost nothing to do with women. No lie, once you stop chasing women and focus on something with passion, you'll be flooded with options.

[Anonymous No.11284691]

>>11284615
Same, same and same (just long period of sexlessness), don’t give in. Just get over it, she loved you, obviously, she wouldn’t cry if she didn’t. Get out of the trap now. You are only young for a while, extremely high rates of breaking up occur for couples who break up and then recouple later on. Im assuming that she was almost definitely upset about how she was being treated in the dating world, which lots of better women do feel the need to speak about, and this is understandable. She doesn’t know what she wants or what she does to you by giving you hope. Im not going to insult or belittle your emotions, but they’re just emotions, logistically, she has no intention of staying with you. Just let it go. Its fucked up, no one with a conscience thinks its ok for young lovers to be pushed apart by the sexual market. I think if you take each other’s v-cards and date and obviously love one another and others recognize this, in the eyes of your peers yeah? then its basically a prelude to marriage, and this used to be the case. However, this is no longer the norm or feasible. We got to diff colleges, have different socio-economic paths, diff friend groups, we’re not grounded in village life. The arc in the Elementary Particles about Michel and his childhood love goes over this tragedy. You have to accept a somewhat tragic existence anon, this is part of the hardness necessary to survive without community, god or purpose. Just get on with your life, you have to hide the scar from other women, you have to not be at the mercy of phantom affectations. I had to experience psychosis, losing my health, developing permanent dopamine addiction, low seratonin tone, everything awful that usually happens to people after a car accident or warfare or being beaten half to death and raped, just get on with it. You don’t want to be 27, 30, 35 and have had only one lover and one who left you almost a decade or more in the past. Good luck just bee urself

[Anonymous No.11284708]

I met a very cute and funny brown girl during a trip and now I'm trying to import her in my country

[Anonymous No.11284759]

>>11284691
Thanks anon, that was really encouraging

[Anonymous No.11284766]

>>11284708
Cecilia? Tell her I said hi

[Anonymous No.11284769]

>>11283592
If you get a chance to kill yourself, you should take it.

[Anonymous No.11284779]

>>11284766
She's a muslim from Egypt anon

[Anonymous No.11284788]

>>11284779
Wrong cute, funny brown girl. My bad. I suppose there are a lot though.
>M.E. cuties
Nice

[Anonymous No.11284797]

>>11284779
I know her! She's Ramadan Steve.

[Anonymous No.11284837]

>>11284779
I'll tell Fatima you said hello.

[Anonymous No.11284841]

>>11283446
nice bait

[Anonymous No.11284845]

>>11284797
>>11284779
Oh shit, Ramadan Steve? I knew that girl in college. 'Course, we all knew her as "Ram-it-in Sleeve" at the time

[Anonymous No.11284847]

>>11284788
Literally millions of them, yes. But yeah I'm quite happy with this one. I'm going back to Cairo this winter and I'm looking for the best way to get her a visa. She could probably do better than me given how pretty she is but I'm not going to complain

[Anonymous No.11284881]

>>11283500
How long did it take you to reach Goldberg level?

[Anonymous No.11284914]

>>11284847
It's alright, as long as you're not bringing her to Europe.

[Anonymous No.11284934]

>>11283493
I'm only half.

Also, what's with the loli? Get lost pedo.

[Anonymous No.11284940]

>>11284708
Race traitors out

[Anonymous No.11284942]

>>11284914
Sorry sempai, but if it's working out I'm locking that qt down

[Anonymous No.11284954]

>>11284940

[Anonymous No.11284953]

>>11284940
Last 4 girls I've been with have been a maroccan, 2 turks and this egyptian.

[Anonymous No.11284961]

>>11284504
Yes that is true. Only a wall of irony that I personally despise in myself and other people.

[Anonymous No.11284962]

>>11284456
I think you responded to the wrong person, or can't read.

[Anonymous No.11284963]

>>11284881

about tree fiddy

[Anonymous No.11284970]

>>11284942
>>11284953
You sound like a Britfag to me. That's OK, Brexit should keep you degenerates separate enough.

[Anonymous No.11284983]

>>11284970
Hmmm is that so

[Anonymous No.11284993]

>>11284962
i was making fun of you you huge fucking dipshit holy shit lol

[Anonymous No.11284998]

>>11284983
Oh, a New African. Prolly not even racemixing then.

[Anonymous No.11285050]

>>11284488
no, they didn't have antibiotics

[Anonymous No.11285053]

>>11284998
Believe what you want m8, those were probably the best relationships I had on all aspects besides sex.

[Anonymous No.11285061]

>>11283387
Thanks for reminding me, I almost forgot.

[Anonymous No.11285071]

>>11283446
>and just like that, a movement is started

[Anonymous No.11285072]

honestly I read more when I'm in a relationship, reading when I'm single just makes me feel lonelier

[Anonymous No.11285077]

>>hey

[Anonymous No.11285085]

>>11284340
>mfw comfy sharia law will save europe while america descends into a brazilian dystopia of inequality and hyperpromiscuity

[Anonymous No.11285086]

>>11285053
Arent MENA girls supposed to be freaks in bed

[Anonymous No.11285097]

>>11285086
Not when they're virgins

[Anonymous No.11285106]

I read books when I had a girlfriend. I still read now that I'm alone. The only difference is that now life isn't really good anymore.

[Anonymous No.11285145]

my pickle groed

[Anonymous No.11285160]

>>11283616
>anime taught us
>taught us
>us
cig pepe dot jay pegg

[Anonymous No.11285178]

>>11283592
>people who read books are:
>[schizophrenic list of random traits that are not likely to predict whether someone reads or does not read and are actually often likely to say that someone doesn't read]
heh nice try kid
but youve been outsmarted again

[Anonymous No.11285199]

>>11283592
Only two of these apply to me (I enjoy blowjobs and haven't worked long enough for a promotion to be an option)
So glad I passed this anon's test

[Anonymous No.11285207]

>>11284675
typical reddit post

[Anonymous No.11285212]

>>11284340
>i’ve been given enough fake numbers after what was obviously flirtations gave false hope. its not unreasonable to just stop caring. tinder is really fucked up, facilitates sociopathic narcissism.
I agree with a lot of this. Something I've learned after a few wholesome relationships: women grow to expect intimidation from the men that approach. I had no idea how often women are harassed. A lot of ugly or socially undesirable guys simply bully women into the possibility of sex. Pick-up-artist sexual behavior recognizes that this is an option for guys who can't get any. On top of this, some guys are purely psychotic or very cruel. A woman is uneasy when advanced on by men she isn't attracted to because she is in a tight balancing act: if she is frank, she risks enraging a pest who will harass her; if she is too receptive, she risks further advances and more tight-rope walking. Girls I go out with are frequently preyed, threatened, or mistreated. On one occasion, some boring douche thought my friend was ignoring him and he stood behind her with an angry brow, just to menace. Feminists are often poor at articulating these realities, but there is reason for women to be on guard. Attractive guys basically let women take the lead on initiating flirtation. Actually, flirtation happens spontaneously. If it was like a chess game, it wouldn't be very playful.

[Anonymous No.11285335]

>>11285085
>brazilian dystopia of inequality and hyperpromiscuity
I quite enjoy our lax sexual mores. Traditionalism is the refuge of those who deny true responsibility to themselves and others. Castrating a men might free a men from much sexual sin, but he will not be a saint for it. Give me my freedom unrestrained and let me pursue love, and the forms of my pursuit will be good. Sexual repression breeds nothing but creeping sexual neurosis.

Don't fool yourself into thinking that "hyperpromiscuity" (a bankrupt noun) hasn't been present among the aristocracy and ruling classes. Do you think "the Aristocrats" is funny because we don't expect the most decadent and gratuitous people to also be sexual perverts? Compare to the simple love rituals of the Trobrianders.

[Anonymous No.11285349]

>>11285335
>Do you think "the Aristocrats" is funny
No to be honest.

[Anonymous No.11285367]

>>11285335
monogamy and arranged marriage prevent civil unrest.

the two things men have always been willing to go to war for are women and resources. create a society of sexual liberalism that creates large amounts of have nots and you will end up, as you can already see, with violence in the streets. plebs need pussy as well as bread.

[Anonymous No.11285384]

>>11285349
I didn't either when I thought that the punchline depends on a consensus that considers aristocracy to be polite. It's funny because we all know that aristocrats are sexually perverse. The funniness is in the necessity of framing this observation as a joke.

[Anonymous No.11285391]

>>11284993
That was your attempt at humour? Sad.

[Anonymous No.11285400]

>>11285384
>It's funny because we all know that aristocrats are sexually perverse.
Not neccessarily more than you, they just have the money to fund it and you don't.

[Anonymous No.11285407]

>>11285391
What was your attempt at condescension? lol, embarrassing