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>be 19
>complete fucking degenerate, played WoW and watched anime 24/7
>depression inevitably kicks in
>try to kill myself, fuck it
>survive
>realise i need to sort my shit out
>browse /lit/ because i thought books would help me be gain the 10 years of knowledge and experience i lost
>start reading generic fiction stuff
>start woodworking
>actually get into it
>get introduced to non-fiction
>my fucking god man
>start lifting, literally want to become a roman or some shit, idk
>start dating and going out
>after a few years i am finally pretty alpha
>meet cute irish girl, we just click
>take her home
>walks into my room
>sees my hand crafted oak bookshelf that took years to make
>literally like 300 books or something
>holy shit the "college girls like edgy intelligent guys is true" meme is true
>"a-anon, that's a-alot of books"
>go into a fascist tier speech about how books are what define us etc etc
>literally best sex of my life
>we keep it up, i build her personally on a daily basis, she loves it
>now married with a kid on the way, living in a rural town with a great job and community

Why don't you have a nice bookshelf, /lit/?

>> No.11211661

>>11211653
>didnt worship Shrek
it's all meaningless, anon

>> No.11211666

>>11211653
This is actually a pretty good example of what is wrong with life.

>> No.11211672

>>11211666
do explain, my good fellow.

>> No.11211681
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Epic blog!!!!! *upboats*

>> No.11211684

>>11211672
People latching on to arbitrary identities and then trying to build a life on that hollow foundation. It is going to go bad eventually.

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>>11211681
>my life is shit so i have to discredit the lives of people better than me

>> No.11211715

>>11211686
>my life is so great I simply MUST express it through a blogpost on a polynesian rongorongo mailserver

>> No.11211717

>>11211715
>someone is trying to share an experience that led to a happy, fulfilling life, they are being so fucking narcissistic

>> No.11211729

>>11211653
>with a great community
except you still visit 4chan?

>> No.11211732

>>11211653
Do you still play WoW though?

>> No.11211736

>>11211729
i spend like 1-2 hours a day on here,

>> No.11211742

>>11211732
nah it sucks now

>> No.11211746

>>11211742
Private servers are /comfy/ ... at least for another year or two I guess

>> No.11211760

>>11211653
pics of:
>medical bills or other documents proving suicide attempt
>bookshelf,
>other wood work,
>your wife pregnant,
>document proving your marriage
>your town's comfy landscape

all with time stamps, or else it didn't happen

>> No.11211768

>>11211736
>reading 4chan for 2 hours instead of reading books for 2 hours
/lit/ doesn't read

>> No.11211770

>>11211717
>they are being so fucking narcissistic
who are you quoting

>> No.11211777

>>11211770
haha ;)

>> No.11211787

>>11211653
Yep, this one's going in my cringe compilation.

>> No.11211789

>>11211717
...yes?

I mean, this is a board dedicated to literature, but no one talks about books, doesn't that bother anyone?

>> No.11211794

>>11211760
I have on online presence that I use to sell my woodwork I'm not giving you that shit

>> No.11211801

>>11211653
>cute irish girl
god I wish that were me

>> No.11211809

>taking years to make a bookshelf

I mean I'm not a woodworker but wtf?

>> No.11211815

>>11211653
Post your bookshelf or your story is a LARP. Mostly I just want to see the comfy bookshelf.

>> No.11211821

>>11211794
great thread and great "story" ;)

saged reported

>> No.11211828

>>11211821
Based.

>> No.11211857

>>11211821
>>11211787
>>11211770
right just wanted to sanity check something completely unrelated but part of a bigger debate i'm having with my mate, thanks lads

>> No.11211949

>>11211666
satan hath spoken

>> No.11212017 [DELETED] 

>>11211653
yeah i know, a lot of 4channers are retarded and don't know how easy it is to be impressive with a bit of work. trust me cute girls are dating guys way dumber and more useless than many reading this thread tonight

>> No.11212052

>>11211789
This board is about literature?

>> No.11212778

>>11211684
This, desu.

I mean, I'm happy OP "sorted himself out" to some degree, hell being a young father is lightyears ahead of being a degenerate shut-in NEET, but I can't help but feel he still hasn't pushed himself further along the road of introspection, development and humanity. The fact the he seems to be inspired by a fascistic worldview speaks to this.

OP, go ahead with your life, but remember, you journey has only BARELY begun. Marry this girl and have your child, but be prepared to face a LOT of questions regarding your identity, your purpose, your sense of fulfilment, etc. If you can stay the course and navigate the inevitable troubles (and it will be fucking tough, trust me), you will be a thousand times the man you are now by the time you reach your deathbed.

>> No.11212795

>>11211653
Hate to break it to you but you're a faggot if you think books define us.

"'Worldview' is not based on books; it is an internal form, which at times in a person with little education is expressed much more brightly, than in some other "intellectual" or scientist."

But hey, whatever gets you laid, right anon?

>> No.11212804

It's a good thing the mods delete slightly off topic but interesting threads while leaving this garbage up all day. This place wouldn't be the same without them.

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>>11211653
>go into a fascist tier speech about how books are what define us etc etc

ayyy

>> No.11212817

>>11211653
Where can I subscribe to your diary?

>> No.11212822

Guy marries the first chic who would let him sleep with her and writes and essay about how 4chan saved his life... Nice work op

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OP here. Pic related is my gf

>> No.11212876

>>11212778
>>11212778
was thinking the same thing the other day. people are building structural archetypes for themselves that basically amount to variants of joe rogan

>> No.11212882

>>11212858
wow nice watermark

>> No.11212886

>>11211653
disgusting post, made me close laptop for rest of day

>> No.11212894

>>11211653

>book are what define us

Not gonna make it

>> No.11212895

>>11212858
wow nice filename

>> No.11212896

>>11212882
that's the joke genius

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>>11211653
This is literally my fantasy. Instead of an Irish girl though I want her to be French so she can appreciate my fine art books.

>> No.11212915

>>11212876
It's a result of the insane capitalist nightmare we live in.

Our society is CLEARLY not conductive towards genuine human growth, but as emotional and spiritual development isn't good for the economy, we are all forced to live in states of perpetual dissatisfaction. However, most people, knowing nothing else other than this capitalist society, can't comprehend actually living in a genuinely nourishing world, and so instead turn individualistic "spiritual" archetypes for meaning.

This is why fascist movements so heavily appeal to a sense of quasi-spirituality. What they offer is no more spiritually enlightening than the soulless materialism they reject (in fact it's usually much worse), but because they SEEM to be the only lifestyle that offers both "meaning" AND industrialism, many disaffected people turn to them.

It's quite sad, all in all.

>> No.11212923

>>11212915
Our hearts go to the victims of this immense tragedy. We hope president Obama has the strength to read your post.

>> No.11212928

>>11212906
> falling for the French girls are smart meme.

France has been the worst, most degenerate country ever since its revolution. That is not a country of smart people.

>> No.11212931

>>11212923
What?

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>>11212778
>The fact the he seems to be inspired by a fascistic worldview speaks to this
>but be prepared to face a LOT of questions regarding your identity

It takes alot of introspection to understand that gender and race is fluid. I too hope OP can be as enlightened as us, comrade.

>> No.11212935

>>11212906
You must have a subliminal cuck fetish if you want a French girl.

>> No.11212940

>>11212934
So, you've abandoned the quest for truth. Your loss.

>> No.11212943

>>11212935
This is the point I wanted to make but in a nicer way. lol

>> No.11212944

>>11212906
Nice “art” books ;)

>> No.11212949

>>11212934
"as" is a conjunction, not a preposition, you scum-feeding basking shark of a tooth-pick-dicked shitstain

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>>11212915
WOKE

>> No.11212975

>>11212958
THIS IS MERICA Xdddd *DAB* DON'T CASH ME OUTSIDE HOW BOAT DAH?! Xdddddd

>> No.11212997

>>11212934
literally my dad

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>>11212928
I don't think any girls are smart. I just love French girls and always have. There's a certain type that is my dream girl.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qiILcNIw6Gc

This type of girl is my type.
https://www.instagram.com/mariecehere/?hl=en

All of her features are just want I like. I've known another French girl who looked just like her too. Nothing is better than a French girls accent. They're just so loveable.

>> No.11213005

>>11212997
kek, thats pretty funny

what's he like?

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>>11212940
Nah, m8. I quickly grew out of Nordicism and began to study my own race, Welsh race, and its origins etc as well as my own interests in Eastern philosophy, Taoism, Zen, Buddhism, Dharma etc. Also studying and practicing permaculture, researching mushrooms for their medicinal and ecological benefits and shamanic introspection.

The deeper I research Welsh/British history the more interesting Gnostism and astronomy becomes. My whole life revolves around introspection and spiritual ascention. All I want is God consciousness so I can give my best to add to the story of time.

Nice way to reactively judge someone because you don't agree with one of their views tho xD

>> No.11213035

>>11212999
Nice trips and a pretty girl I'll give you that, but she's seeking too much attention for her reading and whatever else she's doing. Not to mention having nude videos of her online. I got nothing against being comf in your body, but that's going a bit far in seeking attention. Find a girl like that who isn't obsessed with posting her shit online and you've got a pretty good catch.

>> No.11213053

>>11213029
So why did you accuse me of promoting "gender fluid" shit then? I never said anything like that, I just said "be prepared to struggle with your own identity", which is fairly standard wisdom on the spiritual path.

>> No.11213063

>>11211768
wrong!

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>>11212935
>You must have a subliminal cuck fetish if you want a French girl

All girls have the potential to be cheating sluts. All Western girls are equally degenerate as French girls nowadays. France just got Jewed into lustful decadence first but other nations are all the same now. British girls ain't what they used to be. Swedish girls... American, Australian, all Western Nations are degenerate. I don't want to settle for a Slav or East Asian because I love my pure Western R1b genetics. The Welsh founded Brittany in France and I suspect thats where all the girls I fidn so attractive come from because they look like me.

And my fantasy with French girls is the opposite of a cuck. I want her to be dressed as a French maid and be obdient to the point of brainwashed (I plan to research hypnosis and Russian psychological conditioning, use of drugs to make them more suggestable etc).

Basically she will be locked in a dungeon and I will find a virgin girl so there will be no such cuckery. I also plan to reconquer France and make it great again like in the time of King Arthur.

>> No.11213074

>>11213063
Wrong indeed. I read 4chan posts. That's gotta amount to something. The only issue is that I can't update my goodreads with 4chan posts.

>> No.11213081

>>11213071
based megalomania poster

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>>11213035
I don't love or plan on courting that girl. She's just an example of the type I like. I will find a younger, innocent version of her.

>> No.11213120

>>11212935
Guarantee you've never been out of the country and are basing your views solely on the stereotype of French being promiscuous, as if Americans and other Europeans aren't.

>> No.11213125

>>11212906
French girls have the most beautiful skin IMO.

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>>11213053
Because the idea of struggling with your identity is hilarious. Maybe its true for gay Jews but for me its more like removing distractions and focusing on my original nature. Your true identity is always there underneath everything. This is why I love Japanese Zen and Taoism. Just observe that the source that is creating and maintaining all existence. It's electrifying to just stop and contemplate this in nature.

You can read every philosophy book ever and still your mind will lose its purpose. The truth is in meditation, every moment the truth is there to be harmonized with. Just stop your mind and be led by the spirit.

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>>11213125
Ah, a man of culture I see.

>> No.11213198

>>11213029
You ain’t getting no god consciousness using shitty 11 year old AOL chat emoticons xD xD xD

>> No.11213206

>>11213125
>>11213175
I'd love to wear one

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>>11213198
>when you're seething so bad with inferiority that all you've got left is to attack the ironic use of emoji's

I pity you t b h :^) u mad, brah? xD

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>>11213206
>I'd love to wear one

>> No.11213221

>>11211653
Nice LARP and deferral of purpose.

>> No.11213233

>>11212999
>>11213071
Well, friend, I admire your response and respect your quest. I can see you're a dreamer just like me. I hope you find your traditional French girl, maybe she doesn't exist in this century but I hope you find her.

>> No.11213250

attendance

>>11211653
>>11211661
>>11211666
>>11211672
>>11211681
>>11211684
>>11211686
>>11211715
>>11211717
>>11211729
>>11211732
Motu Patlu

>>11211736
>>11211742
>>11211746
>>11211760
>>11211768
>>11211770
>>11211777
>>11211787
>>11211789
>>11211794
Gattu Battu

>>11211801
>>11211809
>>11211815
>>11211821
>>11211828
>>11211857
>>11211949
>>11212052
>>11212778
>>11212795
Kenichi

>>11212804
>>11212808
>>11212817
>>11212822
>>11212858
>>11212876
>>11212882
>>11212886
>>11212894
>>11212895
Ninja

d se DAB

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>>11211653
What book is this thread about?

>> No.11213315

>>11213146
Yeah, but that "spirit" can still be subject to your undeveloped whims, if it hasn't been explored enough. There's a difference between "emptying your mind" and "realising no-mind."

>> No.11213350

>>11211653
>start dating and going out
this is where the steps get unclear. what fucking button do i press to do this? What combination of mouth noises do I need to produce for this to occur physically, in real life.

>> No.11213355

>>11213250
Unironically based

>> No.11213538

>>11213350
Stop masturbating and then the motivation and urges to merge with irl females will compel you to make sexist remarks towards them. Don’t worry about what to say or how to say it. Just be the way you are online because when you do start dating you’ll regret having to act out a fake identity.

>> No.11213552

>>11211653
I like you OP.