write what's on your mind

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Anonymous Wed Oct 25 22:03:55 2017 No.10190707 [Reply] [Original]

write what's on your mind

>>	Anonymous Wed Oct 25 22:09:36 2017 No.10190735 File: 104 KB, 1024x653, merrellwolff.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] /lit/ should read Pathways Through to Space and The Philosophy of Consciousness Without an Object by Franklin Merrell-Wolff

>>	Anonymous Wed Oct 25 22:11:57 2017 No.10190742 .

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 00:24:02 2017 No.10191125 File: 397 KB, 500x700, IMG_0202.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] mfw mommy won't by me an nintendo switch

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 00:25:02 2017 No.10191129 If I'm not in a relationship by this time next year I think it'll be high time I pick a date for suicide

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 00:27:32 2017 No.10191139 I've been way too angry lately. I need to get back to church.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 00:38:30 2017 No.10191162 >>10191129 How old are you anon? Ever been in a relationship before?

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 00:39:23 2017 No.10191167 File: 65 KB, 640x800, 1508982056809.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Just Podesta Problems.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 00:53:01 2017 No.10191197 File: 76 KB, 300x402, 1506821210920.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10190707 Trying to be a bodhisatva and I do believe that existence is suffering

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 00:54:36 2017 No.10191202
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It is said by whome it may concern that I lie by saying that it may or may not be terrible. Terribly dangerous, I would maybe watch out, or embrace it.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 01:20:53 2017 No.10191289

>be 19
>have had recurring periods since I was 15 where I have zero sex drive whatsoever
I've been searching around the Internet and it doesn't at all seem like a common problem for males my age so it must be something serious. I exercise regularly and don't eat much junk food, but I am a constantly stressed schizoid NEET which I don't know is a symptom or cause of what could be some neurological issue. So yes, the answer probably is I'm a constantly stressed recluse, but in that case I'd just expect this issue to be more documented online. I don't know. "See someone about it"- I probably should.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 01:28:12 2017 No.10191308

Soon that bitch at the pharmacy is going to have to go. The way she says, “Next! Come up! Come up!” makes me wanna get up, look right at her, and fucking choke the bitch til her windpipe snaps in half. Perhaps it’s better if I just do it and get it over with. Probably have to blame it on the pills again when they throw my ass in prison. Fucking shit. Why am I at the god damn pharmacy all the fucking time? Maybe if my doctor didn’t give me 40 antidepressants I wouldn’t have to be here so often and contemplate strangling the shit at out of that cunt. I do my fucking part. I go out. I try to be social. None of it fucking works. Why should I have to control my inner impulses? I’ve done all I’ve could. Why don’t they do their fucking job? Give me something that works. Don’t just give me bullshit platitudes for me to complete and pump me full of god damn magic pills when your “advice” doesn’t work. Fuck it, I’ll probably just do my nightly stalks til she starts running then call it a night.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 01:28:31 2017 No.10191310

>>10191289
>be 19
>be worried about sex
lmao it's literally nothing kid you're stressed/depressed wowie wow how do you not know that your sex drive shuts down under stress that's high school psych stuff
>expect it to be more well documented
you're panicking over nothing dude, probably you're just searching weird shit like "why can't I jack it eight times a day anymore" instead of "effect of stress on sexual drive"
that also happens when you're hungry, tired, strained or uncomfortable. your body shuts off unnecessary processes like sexual appetite before anything else
try not being depressed, that'll put the scooter in your shooter

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 01:30:32 2017 No.10191315 File: 122 KB, 320x253, 1468919727343.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10191129 what's so special about relationships ??

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 01:32:05 2017 No.10191321 Getting better all the time I'm getting better all the time

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 01:34:16 2017 No.10191327 >>10191310 Way to miss the point. And you type like you're my age or less

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 01:36:06 2017 No.10191331

I unionically wanna kill somebody, anybody.
Preferably someone who is isolated and isn't close to many people, but he should still have hopes and aspirations that I may quash.
I don't think I'll actually do it though. It'll just remain as a fantasy I keep to entertain myself.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 01:38:56 2017 No.10191339

>>10191327
>giving a shit about typing this late at night
found your problem guy, you got a stick up your ass. FYI modern culture is ridiculously oversexed, so if anything you're probably closer to a healthy balance than most of us. Not that I expect you to appreciate it.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 01:39:59 2017 No.10191344 >>10191331 >t. just read C&P

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 01:41:58 2017 No.10191353

Being medicated has removed a lot of the anxiety I have about life and how insignificant I am as a single human being. Ive taken a new approach on life in that we can create our own purpose other than there being a divine or intrinsic purpose we as humans must follow. It feels liberating to not feel like I'm stuck on a certain path.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 01:48:30 2017 No.10191372

I keep jumping through hoops thinking I'm just some basketball in other people's games but, if I'm jumping to get in the hoop, than I'm either just some stupid human doing what he thinks other people need him to do to keep the game going, or I'm not in any basketball game, I'm just exiting some random circular objects that I've designated as hoops, and these people are all strangers - strangers who I've never know, nor care to know other than to ask what is the difference between a goal and a purpose? If you have a goal, it doesn't seem to me that you need a purpose, but if you have a purpose, then, well, you'll definitely need a goal. So if there is this difference between the two, is it an important difference? Do you jump through hoops because that's the goal, and you don't care that the game has only the purpose to score lots of goals? Do you get passed around because your purpose is to score? Why does a person even say they'll jump through hoops for anything let alone anyone anymore? It's very dead; very, very dead. The act I do costs me energy, and then I am lifted. I arc towards the circular object. I fulfil my duty. I am beyond the threshold. I am going beyond myself to give you this - and I know for a fact you don't like basketball, nor men who fit through this hoop so easily. I would like to say that I am simply aware of the momentum, and I am privileged to have such an audience for my graceful exit. That isn't to say eternally, spectators. I'm simply stating that the end of the deeds which I do to go beyond the normal is glorious. My bounce is sublime, and my goals my own, for my own purpose - though I have purposely fouled this, haven't I? Except, you cannot know the game! Unless it is you who I jump through hoops for, and I believe it cannot be you. I wouldn't be so presumptuous as to know your extra curricular activities. Not you. No, not you.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 01:56:02 2017 No.10191387

>>10191289
Depression and anxiety cause huge drops in libido, particularly when you are going through a particularly bad spout. I went through the same at about your age. It improved drastically when I sought professional help for mental health. There are ways of coping with anxiety that greatly reduce it so my advice is to look into that before assuming you're dysfunctional.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 02:04:25 2017 No.10191405 Just found out my gf was in a sorority freshman year and did a buttchug at a frat party... dont know if im gonna make it lads, shes already met my parents too, god dammit I hate this gay earth

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 02:07:03 2017 No.10191412 Just found out my gf was in a sorority freshman year and did a buttchug at a frat party... dont know if im gonna make it lads

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 02:07:09 2017 No.10191413

>>10191353
What kind of medication are you on anon? I've been going through the same thing and while I have made progress on my own, I am still plagued with anxiety to the point of constant physical symptoms. I don't know how I feel about taking medication to help.. But it seems like the only option at this point.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 02:07:14 2017 No.10191416 >>10191387 What kind of treatment did you get? Anyways I probably am overreacting but to clarify the cyclical nature of this issue seems independent of my mood mostly and that's why I made the post

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 02:18:13 2017 No.10191447 >>10191412 Shame. Oxford really has lost whatever illusion of prestige it ever had, eh?

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 02:28:38 2017 No.10191465 The whole problem with furries is that they break the cardinal rule of fetishes: never make your fetish a lifestyle. People with all sorts of fetishes break this rule, but furries do it the most.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 02:29:41 2017 No.10191468

>>10191413
I'm on mirtazapine which is generally considered pretty strong (but I was about to end it) which has drastically removed all that anxious "noise" and kept my head clear. Keep in mind you will gain weight (it's given to anorexics) and it's quite difficult to come off. Honestly anon there are hundreds of anti anxiety and depression meds and it's all about finding the one that keeps you chemistry in check. Talk to your doctor and they might be able to treat you with something a lot lighter than what I've had.

I honestly wish the best for you anon and hope you find something that works for you.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 02:32:07 2017 No.10191476 >>10191416 CBT, other therapy and some medication. It's really hard at that age to sort out your thoughts and feel in control but CBT really helps with allowing you to control how you think, not letting your anxiety control it.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 02:33:32 2017 No.10191480

Soon that bitch at the pharmacy is going to have to go. The way she says, “Next! Come up! Come up!” makes me wanna get up, look right at her, and fucking choke the bitch til her windpipe snaps in half. Perhaps it’s better if I just do it and get it over with. Probably have to blame it on the pills again when they throw my ass in prison. Fucking shit. Why am I at the god damn pharmacy all the fucking time? Maybe if my doctor didn’t give me 40 antidepressants I wouldn’t have to be here so often and contemplate strangling the shit at out of that cunt. I do my fucking part. I go out. I try to be social. None of it fucking works. Why should I have to control my inner impulses? I’ve done all I’ve could. Why don’t they do their fucking job? Give me something that works. Don’t just give me bullshit platitudes for me to complete and pump me full of god damn magic pills when your “advice” doesn’t work. Fuck it, I’ll probably just do my late night walks til she starts running then call it a night.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 02:45:23 2017 No.10191500 >>10191308 im sorry, theres no other way to say this anon start with the greeks

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 02:50:18 2017 No.10191515 >>10191372 >I keep jumping through hoops examples, what are these things you are doing for people? Are you an intern? A lady of the night? A normal job? Friends with not enough benefits? Teacher giving you a lot of homework?

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>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 02:56:10 2017 No.10191544 >>10191465 its not a fetish, it is a way of life bro... why should we care about rules? We are all animals at heart, me and my people just choose to not run from that truth

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 03:03:35 2017 No.10191570 >>10191500 Fuck off cunt. I'm a better writer than you'll ever fucking be. You're pathetic. Go suck off the tit of the government.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 03:09:43 2017 No.10191581

for some reason im having nocturnal emissions almost every time i sleep on my stomach or my side. but if im sleeping on my back it never happens. any bio majors in tyhe house know wtf this is?

>>10191544
https://www.accesstoinsight.org/tipitaka/mn/mn.057.nymo.html

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 03:17:25 2017 No.10191598 >>10191581 can you give me the run down?

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 03:22:42 2017 No.10191610 I have legit autism. Clinically diagnosed and everything. I wish I could figure out how to get autism bux from the government, because I could sure use the money.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 03:23:26 2017 No.10191613 >>10191598 on what

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 03:24:11 2017 No.10191615 Is laughing a sign that they trust you to not quickly put something in their mouth?

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 03:27:38 2017 No.10191623 When you broke all the rules that can be broken and you have licked your wounds and it is neither your remorse nor your passion that reigns, who are you left with then? Are you proud of what you have become, darling?

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 03:34:02 2017 No.10191637

>>10191623
Depends who you started with and how many you kill in mass murders, serial killings. If you broke all the rules, you must've murdered, mass murdered, genocided, manslaughtered, etc a certain number of people, but you could probably count the minimum number of deaths needed and start with any number of people, and that will tell how many you're left with.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 03:41:03 2017 No.10191644

Soon that bitch at the pharmacy is going to have to go. The way she says, “Next! Come on! Come on!” makes me wanna get up, look her dead in the eye and fucking choke the bitch til her windpipe snaps in half. The cool rush as I hear her gasp for the last bits of air. The fluttering sensation I feel go down my spine as I see her eyes roll in the back of her head, whilst froffying white foam bubbles up in the corner of her mouth...What? What the fuck are you looking at. Oh I guess this is my fault? It always is, right? I'm sick right? Well I guess you better treat me. Perhaps it’s better if I just do it and get it over with. Probably have to blame it on the pills again when they throw my ass in prison. Fucking shit. Why am I at the god damn pharmacy all the fucking time? Maybe if my doctor didn’t give me 40 antidepressants I wouldn’t have to be here so often and contemplate strangling the shit at out of that cunt. I do my fucking part. I go out. I try to be social. None of it fucking works. Why should I have to control my inner impulses? I’ve done all I’ve could. Why don’t they do their fucking job? Give me something that works. Don’t just give me bullshit platitudes for me to complete and pump me full of god damn magic pills when your “advice” doesn’t work. Fuck it, I’ll probably just do my evening walks til she starts running then call it a night.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 03:49:35 2017 No.10191661

Shut the fuck up. I'm so tired of being disrespected on this goddamn website. All I wanted to do was post my opinion. MY OPINION. But no, you little bastards think it's "hilarious" to mock those with good opinions. My opinion. while not absolute, is definitely worth the respect to formulate an ACTUAL FUCKING RESPONSE AND NOT JUST A SHORT MEME OF A REPLY. I've been on this site for 6 months: 6 MONTHS and I have never felt this wronged. It boils me up that I could spend so much time thinking and putting effort into things while you shits sit around (probably jerking off to traps or whatever gay shit you like) and make fun of the intellectuals of this world. I've bored you? Good for fucking you. Literally no one cares that your little brain is to underdeveloped and rotted to comprehend my idea...MY GREAT GREAT IDEA. I could sit here all day whining, but I won't. I'm NOT a whiner. I'm a realist and an intellectual. I know when to call it quits and to leave the babybrains to themselves. I'm done with this goddamn site and you goddamn immature children. I have lived my life up until this point having to deal with memesters and idiots like you. I know how you work. I know that you all think you're "epik trolls" but you're not. You think you baited me? NAH. I've never taken any bait. This is my 100% real opinion divorced from anger. I'm calm, I'm serene. I LAUGH when people imply I'm intellectually low enough to take bait. I always choose to reply just to spite you. I won. I've always won. Losing is not in my skillset. So you're probably gonna reply "lol epik trolled" or "u mad bro" but once you've done that you've shown me I've won. I've tricked the trickster and conquered memery. I live everyday growing stronger to fight you plebs and low level trolls who are probably 11 (baby, you gotta be 18 to use 4chan). But whatever, I digress. It's just fucking annoying that I'm never taken serious on this site, goddamn.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 03:51:27 2017 No.10191665

>>10191661
Oh my dear, where to start with a pathetic fuck, like you

This is not your ecochamber that tumblr is, this is where you are confronted with the purest that mankind is without its restraints, you are confronted with reality, these images show fucking reality, if you are like me, you are desesitized to this kind of shit due to prior happenings, but your comment just shows that you are some priviledged weak cunt who never had something bad to experience and lives on in his isolated dream world where never something bad happens

most people here don't even fucking value their life due to how others treat them, tell me a reason how you shouldn't shrug off death, if life does not treat you well cunt

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 03:53:53 2017 No.10191669

>>10191665

shut up you fucking faggot, I'm 21 and have a job, have been posting on this chan for 6 moth, and have sex regularly, don't fucking call me edgy. I'm going to take thirty fucking Kershaw kerambit knifes and furiously stab you until your screams of pain are reduced to gurgles and then in your death throws find the biggest knife wound and fuck it until I orgasm, using the blood as lube, and I hope all of you other liberal retards get cancer and in your final days bleed out in a car crash so I can jack off to the images just like I did where the Starship Troopers where Diz gets ripped apart and chokes to death on her blood, you'd better fucking run before my penis is covered in your blood, and be a lesson to all of these faggots who think the fallacy of calling me edgy is a legitimate tactic for arguments

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 04:03:15 2017 No.10191683 >>10191669 Hahaha holy shit what a faggot. Your post was pasta worthy though I'll give you that.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 04:07:50 2017 No.10191689

As the faithless cat approached the tribunal, he realized how futile his intentions to convince the council were, he shed a single tear.

"Atticus Xander O'hara, you may now speak to the great jury" - a deep voice said.
Our scared cat friend came into the presence of the elders, they remained serious as he stood in front of them and said "I'm here your honor", you could cut the tension with a knife on that hall, then one of the elders spoke.

It has come to the attention of this council that you have commited a minor crime against your fellow feline, although we; and I personally recognize that we won't be dealing with a major crime, this doesn't change the solid fact that you must be punished, wether you understand it or not.

Our Cat tried to be humble but he was nervous as you can get, his paws were sweating and his legs were shaking...

"Ehem, I've got something to add before we continue" - said with a calm but firm voice one of the other elders of the council.

Mister Atticus, it is important to clarify that wether you wanted it or not, you transgressed the law, although you must also keep in mind that this council does not, by any mean, over punish you, don't be afraid young feline, we might seem imposing but we're just want the greater good for all our people.

The presents then laughted under their breath and quickly regained the composture.

The elders watched them and almost gave them a warning, but the silence then again quickly reigned over the place.

The first elder said immeadiately a thing:
Without no more delay, we will proceed to name the crime that you commited and then we will decide what kind of punishment you will be having.

"What kind of punishment are these elders going to give me?"

"I just stole some candies from the candy store of the old Jenkins, I didn't know he was the cousin of one of these guys"

"What's the purpose of this senseless trial?"

"Are they nuts?"

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 04:08:29 2017 No.10191691 >>10191669 You're so young dude. Reel it back and be humble with your opinions. You will always have something to learn.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 04:09:39 2017 No.10191698 >>10191669 No need to be upset my friend

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 04:16:39 2017 No.10191714 >>10191669 >Kershaw My man.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 06:27:43 2017 No.10191887

once slept with a married woman I met on CL. she posted complaining that her husband prematurely ejaculated and she had never had "real" sex since he was her only partner. she couldn't handle it and just wanted to try sex out once.

so we talked for a while, flirting and shit, talking about sexual desires and kinks etc. it was clearly all new and exciting to her. she even sent me a few nudes. she was in her early 20s, thin / athletic runners build, medium boobs, hot librarian looking brunette. way hotter than any girl I had been with prior to that, honestly. way out of my league under normal circumstances. nonetheless, we eventually decided to meet up at the local mall.

believe it or not, we ended up fucking in the back seat of my car right there in the underground parkade. she was eager and very horny. must have already made up her mind about it before meeting me. I felt like I was just an accessory throughout the whole thing

>tfw her pussy was so tight that I came prematurely too

didn't talk to her again after that. that poor husband had no chance, her pussy was like a fucking lubricated vice grip on my cock

I looked her up on social media recently and it appears she has had a divorce and gone full millennial woman club slut, problem glasses and all

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 06:55:22 2017 No.10191951 >>10191669 >>10191661 congrats bruh this is the most brutal spergout ive ever seen on /lit/

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 08:59:09 2017 No.10192186 >>10191669 I nominate this for new pasta

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 09:08:55 2017 No.10192209

I wander through life aimlessly, telling my family that I have no desires or ambitions, nothing to live for, while really I have desires that are killing me inside because I am unable to achieve them due to my incompetence in life and their inapropriateness in modern society.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 09:09:12 2017 No.10192213 Another day another chapter. Drinking less, writing more. I am ok.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 09:11:45 2017 No.10192218 >>10191689 cats cant sweat

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 09:14:19 2017 No.10192224 >>10192218 They sweat through their paw pores.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 10:42:57 2017 No.10192488 Love! Love! Love! I have not seen your face since I was a child.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 10:50:29 2017 No.10192512 >>10190707 I think i have throat cancer

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 10:55:08 2017 No.10192524 File: 1.63 MB, 2721x2153, but why.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] How come women support Government sanctioning public discourse when the same Government used the same power to treat their grandmothers like livestock?

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 11:05:44 2017 No.10192550 >>10191353 >>10191413 >>10191468 Exorcise them from your life and body while you still can. They will destroy you in a way you are incapable of comprehending.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 11:10:06 2017 No.10192562 >>10191669 I think my favorite part of this is that you had to specify the knife manufacturer and model you're going to use. This is amazing.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 11:11:08 2017 No.10192568 >>10191714 Benchmade >>>> Kershaw

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 11:27:41 2017 No.10192614

>>10190707
I'm still thinking about that girl I fucked things up with this past summer when I was living and working in another part of the country, how she went after me for a while but then wanted nothing to do with me once she learned I was leaving. I want to talk to her but she's stopped opening my messages. I feel pretty pathetic to be honest.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 11:49:57 2017 No.10192667 >>10192550 Nah I'm ok dude. I understand what they're doing and when I'm going to stop.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 11:57:08 2017 No.10192687

I'm tired of being alive desu. A friend said I should join a volunteer organization doing something that will probably kill me, but when asked to name one I'm qualified for he couldn't. I will probably just keep waiting for SSI and then collect it for the rest of my life, or until Trump disbands it, and then kill myself.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 12:17:55 2017 No.10192774 How can you make a being who is incapable of experiencing suffering understand suffering?

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 12:28:06 2017 No.10192809

>>10190707
The wonder and zest for life I had while growing up has always been itself a refutation to everything pessimistic that I have ever encountered. No matter what I endure, because that perspective during childhood even existed, I can't help but be aware of the impermanence of everything and the necessity to select what is important to us, and to select the perspective that life is horrid suffering is to me either a choice based on cowardice, a choice based on stupidity, or not a choice at all but the result of an experientially stunted person.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 12:37:32 2017 No.10192849 Requesting an info dump.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 13:39:56 2017 No.10193045 >>10192218 well, fuck me, It's true sigh

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 13:56:35 2017 No.10193080 >>10192667 Top kek. Not even the people who are prescribing this shit understand what they're doing.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 14:02:04 2017 No.10193096 Why should someone who is imperfect be forgiven for his imperfections?

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 14:03:44 2017 No.10193102

Sometimes it can be quite difficult to keep up the /lit/-life when you work a tiring 9 hour day job.
I planned to go to the library this afternoon to write and start reading On the Road in the evening, but when I got home from work I only managed to have some lunch and then fell asleep until now (it's 8 PM).
Now I'm making dinner. I might still start reading On the Road anyway.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 14:07:11 2017 No.10193115 >>10191353 Complete freedom is also oppressive in its own way.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 14:12:49 2017 No.10193139 >>10193115 Freedom is only oppressive if you lack motivation and the ability to direct yourself.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 14:15:22 2017 No.10193145

My ex. I'm worried about her. She doesn't value herself at all, isolates everyone. I wish I could've helped and I tried everything but she always rejected it. She'd rather keep to herself in fear of hurting others. She lives a life of full of loneliness and thinks she's doing the right thing, that she's a martyr who sacrifices her happiness for the wellbeing of those around her.

I tried and tried to help then I tried and tried to forget

It feels like losing someone to cancer, you know the inevitable is coming but you care and you want to fight but there's no life left in that shell of a person and you're just dragging her along until she just lets your hand go and accepts her faith. You're in denial and you'd still run through fire and bash heads and kill and die and take every chance to suffer in her place m, but she doesn't want you to.

I fucking hate depression

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 14:16:34 2017 No.10193150 >>10193145 *fate Phoneposting

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 14:19:45 2017 No.10193158 >>10193145 I know a person sort of like that anon. I know she's lonely and I'm unable to be there for her.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 14:22:42 2017 No.10193171 >>10193139 Yeah I agree. It's a matter of being self disciplined.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 14:33:48 2017 No.10193206 My seasonal allergies have set in. It's time for the steroid injection in the ass and I look forward to it less every time I think of it.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 14:34:40 2017 No.10193212

I was 18 and met a 35 year old guy who was fairly attractive and we went to dinner, went to hotel and made out and had sex, he wanted me to fart on his face and smother him, was pretty weird but I went along with it. looking back I probably shouldn't have done it. i'm 21 now, still gay as hell.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 15:04:25 2017 No.10193343
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Does anyone else have recurring dreams based on the AvP fps games? Quick snippets of impending death, impossible angles, strange colors, encroaching darkness, the urge to hide, vertigo, frenzied chasing, baroque corridors, simultaneous power and fragility, suicidal aggression, cosmic loneliness.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 15:21:37 2017 No.10193422

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>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 15:27:03 2017 No.10193436 >>10190707 I'm defrosting my old-ass mini-fridge. Kind of a pain in the ass, but my landlord got it for me for free so I'm not complaining. Shouldn't take much longer, maybe a half-hour, got a bowl of piping hot water in the freezer section.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 15:44:58 2017 No.10193492 >>10191615 Excellent post, my almonds are off the charts.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 15:51:51 2017 No.10193509 >>10193436 Hey guys, I did it, it's finished, and I neither got electrocuted nor ass-raped by Muslim immigrants/"refugees". All in all, this day is going pretty good! >>10193422 That isn't a very nice post...

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 15:53:01 2017 No.10193513 >>10193212 >still gay as hell you had me until there

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 16:57:25 2017 No.10193730 >>10190707 what's on your mind

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 17:00:05 2017 No.10193740 File: 154 KB, 720x960, 1466353429783.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Writing. It's my jam, but where's the toast? Hold still. Why do they hide the year of release, so ardently, on DVDs?

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 17:01:10 2017 No.10193744 >>10193730 There's one of you in every thread, cleverclogs. Why bother?

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 18:33:23 2017 No.10194112
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wow, i thought my city was supposed to be the city of models

NO. EVERY GUY AND EVERYONE HERE IS SOOOOOOOO HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;0; omg.......

also i'm so sad. i'm afraid to cehck my purse because i think i lost that guy's card lmaooo ;(

checked it. it's gone. damn...... i can't tell who's cuter - the first guy i met, the boy who .... , or the guy i just met outside my place and lskdjflsdkjfa;lskdjf;alksdjf;laksdjf;alksdjf;alskdjf;alsdkjf;alskdjf;lskdjf;laksjdf;lksadjf;alksdjf;lksdjf i can't even do anything bc i'm waiting for him to burst down my door LMAO ;-; AAAA!!!!1111

goooooooooooooooooood. lesson learned - always be prepared...

next time i s2g ....

boys always have to approach when i'm not 180% why? whyyyyyyyyyyyy ;-;

everyone here is so handsome and pure.

i should get to my actual inboxes, and not daydream about my neighbours...

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 18:36:09 2017 No.10194125 >>10194112 This makes me sick.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 18:38:39 2017 No.10194135

i won't forget you hotties omggggggggggggg ... i wish my mind was actually present so i could've 1) understood and retained everything he said and 2) not rushed in like a dumbass ;-;.. WHY. WSDLKJFALSDKJF;ASLKDJF AH

dear santa please you-know-what thanks ^_^

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 18:44:05 2017 No.10194157 >>10194112 >>10194135 ya know, I really feel like a lady wrote this. So good job if you're fakin, lol

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 18:48:38 2017 No.10194175 File: 53 KB, 960x717, 1501073575002.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Having suicidal thoughts because the exact plan I devised to escape my previous bout of suicidal thoughts. In a similar situation, so more or less stuck.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 18:51:44 2017 No.10194188

On the same night I was able, for the first time in many years, to be honest with my parents and we all reconciled--on that same night I was ghosted, blocked and forgotten by the one girl I'd thought I had a chance with in months, maybe a year.

On the one hand, I felt like a weight had been lifted. On the other hand, it was hard for me to forget what felt like a loss. She was beautiful, and kind. Well, I thought she was kind, anyway. First person in a long time who talked to me equal or even more than I talked to them. It was nice while it lasted. I guess I don't even feel that sad anymore.

It's evil, I think, to assume that someone deserves or is obligated to enjoy romantic love. It's really entitled. I don't say that in a feministic way, I think it's true for everyone, not just men. Love is a grace that we can't earn or deserve. It's a bonus, an addition to life, not one of life's substantive building blocks.

I mean, just think about it in probabilistic terms. First of all, the male/female ratio isn't exactly 50/50. And even if it was, how many of those partnerships are gonna work out? Luckily, I think that most people are so normal and similar that they'd fit together with anyone or anyone, with millions of milling multitudes and more. But for people like me--it's not my own specialness, but my differentness from other people, this lasting sense of alienation and the difficulty with which I strike even the dimmest fire with another person, let alone a woman.

All this is just a rationalization patching over an inexplicable sense of peace that I feel for a moment, just as whatever thoughts I had last night were really only emotions that were so strong that I mistook them for the truth.

Oh, but I'd like to go out with someone, just once. It doesn't help that I've lost my libido almost entirely. Some nights I wake up with my heart pounding, dangerously intense and fast, so much that I think it's almost an unhealthy rate, as much as it was when I took adderral, caffiene, and cigarettes together after a sleepness night and it worried me so much that I "bore down" while squatting and took deep breaths for 30 minutes until I felt I could drive it down out of the yellow zone. I wake up with that feeling, and I panic, feeling under my chin, between the tendons of my wrist, trying to count or tell if it's some serious damage or not--and those are the only times I really feel my libido coming back. Everywhere else, anywhere else, it's completely absent.

I look at people and I don't feel a thing. In a way, it's a kind of freedom, but I'm beginning to feel lonely; I don't like being that far from humankind. Also, companionship, camaraderie, all that stuff you can get with a girl is absent.

It doesn't help that I'm taking a class about human happiness. It's really funny. I never feel sadder than when I'm in Human Happiness. This time, someone gave a presentation showing that things that give us pleasure are closely tied to life satisfaction and ...

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 18:53:13 2017 No.10194193

>>10193145
>>10193158

Similar feels. In my case, I was overbearing and insecure in response which only seemed to make it worse. Now she's in despair every other night and really not responding to my attempts to help her (which are genuine but hopeless, since I have similar problems)

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 18:54:09 2017 No.10194195 [DELETED]

>>10194188
... greater average pleasure. It's not true of TV or other things that are obviously a time sink. Do you know which event was the most pleasurable and had the biggest correlation to a satisfying life and the highest mean happiness? Making love. What a horrible confirmation for what I try to think are my darkest, most misanthropic, most ill-informed delusions. The science really bears it out. And that's what I want, if only for the intimacy and affection. The closeness and love. I have prayed to my lord for a while for that, for a long while, it seems. In my actions and thoughts I feel I have been praying for it for a long time. Not only is there nothingness, a radical nothingness, no hand-holding, no secrets shared, no flirting, no glances, no smiles--all the signs are excluded, as if I was wearing the mark of cain--but if I ever fall into oases in

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 19:28:54 2017 No.10194304

>>10194188
... greater average pleasure. It's not true of TV or other things that are obviously a time sink. Do you know which event was the most pleasurable and had the biggest correlation to a satisfying life and the highest mean happiness? Making love. What a horrible confirmation for what I try to think are my darkest, most misanthropic, most ill-informed delusions. The science really bears it out. And that's what I want, if only for the intimacy and affection. The closeness and love. I have prayed to my lord for a while for that, for a long while, it seems. In my actions and thoughts I feel I have been praying for it for a long time. Not only is there nothingness, a radical nothingness, no hand-holding, no secrets shared, no flirting, no glances, no smiles--even the smallest signs are excluded, as if I was wearing the mark of cain--but if I ever fall into oases in this big desert (strictly online only), if anyone ever seems to see, seems to want to get close, to understand, to show some kindness and closeness in kind... If that ever happens, they get as close as possible, then disappear.

That is the real complaint; this is not just a desert, but I almost feel like I am being tormented by demons. That in itself is a flattering fiction, preferable to the obvious reality--I have no self-awareness, I'm clearly unattractive, both within and within, I'm missing the most obvious, foundational things that make a person, a man appealing...

Here I've already gotten lost down my own path.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 19:34:19 2017 No.10194326
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>>10190707
I will never vote democrat for the rest of my life. Then again, I also will never vote for a neocon for the rest of my life.

When will we round up pedophiles in Hollywood and DC and execute them all?

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 19:55:33 2017 No.10194391

>>10194326
I'm glad to hear you won't vote for the party that founded the KKK; Democrats are evil.

"I'll have them niggers voting Democrat for the next 200 years!"
-Lyndon B Johnson

Well, his premonition is 25% fulfilled thus far... the niggers do indeed seem to love voting Democrat for the most part. Oh yeah, and the Democrats also fought against slavery, fought in favour of segregation, and so on and so forth. How progressive, no?

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 20:10:45 2017 No.10194434

>>10191315
Im prone to depression and the only way I've been able to stave that off historically is by having a relationship; moreover, I'm a hopeless romantic and I feel lik a failure if I don't get to indulge that part of my personality
No it's not healthy but I don't really care

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 20:25:47 2017 No.10194472

>>10190707
I think I want everyone in the whole dumb world to just get along and be supportive of one another but then my co-worker comes up and starts babbling about samurai and blade runner and I've already heard everything this guy is gonna say about these two topics and I wanna tell him to get outta here but thats not very supportive of me.
My housemate sends me passive aggressive messages about things like trash and the dish washing machine and I know when I get home from work they will be in the exact same place in the living room, maybe higher than before and I wonder if linking them to articles about excessive weed consumption would be helpful or awful.
I'm playing five shows in three days next week and I'll probably spend more money on beer and cigarettes than I will make for all of them.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 20:58:22 2017 No.10194588 >>10194175 How different would the world be if alcohol didn't exist? Would different drugs fill in as the normal standard accepted intoxicant? Pill bars?

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 21:06:06 2017 No.10194620 >>10194391 Not every democrat was a rebel, but every rebel was a democrat.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 21:11:30 2017 No.10194643
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>Manopubbaṅgamā dhammā,
>manoseṭṭhā manomayā;
I translate this as:
Things [are] mind-preceded,
[have] mind-as-foremost, [are] mind-produced.
Whereas the usual translation would be something like:
Mind precedes all mental states. Mind is their chief; they are all mind-wrought
or
All things are preceded by mind,
Mind is their master, they are produced by mind.
In my opinion, the use of "All" is unjustified.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 21:17:21 2017 No.10194666
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I’m such a sperg when it comes to women. There are often times I wonder how much literature has influenced, even romanticized, me. I’m basically a young Werther. I can only hope she will give in to all my wooing.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 21:20:26 2017 No.10194688

>>10194193
>anon its just awful, everythings just awful, im in such despair
>femanon, its ok, I love you so much, and will do everything to help you and care for you
>anon you dont understand, it is a deep despair of life, it cant just be made better, thanks though
>please let me love you and care for you, cherish your every moment, buy you anything you want, I dont want to see you sad, you dont want to be sad do you, tell me, what is it?
>wahhhh, wahhh, Chet doesn't love me, hwawwwhh
>fem-, I-..I dont know what to say, I will always be here for you, just let me help you, let me do anything to help, I love you, you are the best
>just leave me alone anon, just let me wallow in my misery, please, but thanks,, but please just stop talking to me

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 21:24:39 2017 No.10194702 >>10194326 "In 1875, England raised the age to 13 years; an act of sexual intercourse with a girl younger than 13 was a felony. In the U.S., each state determined its own criminal law and age of consent ranged from 10 to 12 years of age."

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 21:36:24 2017 No.10194756
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>>10194643
"Mano-" is the compound form of the noun "manas", meaning "mind".
Dhamma in this context means either "mental states" or "things generally", and is the subject of the sentence.
The other three words are attributes of the subject (adjectives), and as the verb is omitted, we assume it as "to be".
"-pubbaṅgamā" means "preceded", composed of "pubban" meaning "before" and "gama" meaning "going" (from gam-, "to go"). Thus, Manopubbaṅgamā could be translated as "mind-preceded" or "preceded by mind".
In a similar fashion, manoseṭṭhā is translated as "mind-as-foremost" because "settha" means "best, excellent, foremost". Here, the usual translation is "mind-as-master". I'm not sure why do they jump from the literal translation to "master".
"-maya" means "produced by, made of or consisting of". Here I still don't fully understand the original meaning. "Made of" implies substance, material [of which something is -, not as in not-immaterial]. "The ocean is made of water" is true, the material of which the ocean is made of is water. "The ocean is produced by water" is incompletely true, as there are a bunch of other factors that produce an "ocean". While we can say that fundamentally ocean's substance is water, we cannot say the same about water being the condition on which it's produced.
"Made of" is understood as something that's inside the object, and stays in the same state as it was before it became part of the object while inside it. "Produced by" signifies cause and consequence and that whatever produced the object stays outside of it, or gets transformed to something else while inside of it.
Help. Someone who understands linguistics better than me or can give insight or refutation to my thoughts.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 22:03:51 2017 No.10194868 >>10191661 lol epik trolled

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 22:05:08 2017 No.10194877 This is the first time I've been back to /lit/ in maybe two years and I remember why I hate it so much.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 22:07:49 2017 No.10194889 >>10191669 u mad bro

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 22:09:30 2017 No.10194895 >>10194620 Not every Muslim is a terrorist, but every terrorist is a Muslim.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 22:12:53 2017 No.10194904 >>10191289 >having recurring periods since 15 >male I think you might be confused, ma'am.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 22:15:03 2017 No.10194911 >>10191887 A young, attractive woman on Craigslist? I literally don't believe you.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 22:16:05 2017 No.10194915 >>10192512 From pussy, dick, or tobacco?

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 22:30:14 2017 No.10194966

>In a particularly chilling set piece, Cicero struggles against, then finally accepts, his fated doom. Trying to escape the assassination ordered by Mark Antony, Rome’s great orator takes ship only to find himself pursued by an eerie flock of crows. When he reaches his villa, the crows perch on his windows and one even pecks at the covers when he tries to rest. In the meantime, the hit men arrive. They break down the bedroom door but learn that their target is being carried back down to the sea. One of the killers, named Herennius “went on the run through the walks; and Cicero, catching sight of him, ordered his servants to set the litter down where they were. He himself, stroking his chin with his left hand, as he used to do, gazed steadily at his murderers, his body covered with dust.” Then, “Cicero stretched forth his neck from the litter and was slain, being then in his sixty-fourth year.” Herennius cuts off the orator’s head and hands, which Antony brazenly displays in the capital.

Review of Five Roman Lives: The Age of Caesar, a new translation of Plutarch

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 22:35:52 2017 No.10194990

I used to be extremely sexually attracted to my sister. It got to the point where I was fantasizing about her everyday and masturbating to the thought of her. I realized that this behavior could become a problem so I decided to completely stop. For a year and a half I didn't masturbate at all. You probably think that the urge would go away after a while but it didn't for me. I would constantly get painful erections that would keep me awake at night. But the inappropriate thoughts started to go away. One day about a month ago I decided to clean the house. I went around to every room to pick up all the trash. I went over to her trash can and looked inside. She threw away three pairs of panties. She also threw away other things like leggings, flip flops and socks. I felt this sudden tingling feeling all over my entire body. I grabbed the panties and ran back to my room. I took my clothes off and started to sniff one of the panties. It felt so good. My penis shot out a bunch of clear liquid that wasn't semen. I realized that I couldn't keep going on without masturbating. At night I masturbated and edged myself for a few hours. Eventually I came all over her used flip flops. Since then I have relapsed and constantly masturbate while thinking of her and while using her clothing.

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>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 22:39:18 2017 No.10195002 >>10194990 >For a year and a half I didn't masturbate at all. This is the only part I don't believe

>>	⭐⭐⭐NIGGER GRAVE DIGGER⭐⭐⭐ Thu Oct 26 22:48:00 2017 No.10195026 Brian, you need to improve the following from your essay: grammar, punctuation, and coherence.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 22:49:35 2017 No.10195030 >>10194966 Cicero was. Grimy social climber. Cato an obstinate hypocrite. Caesar did nothing wrong.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 22:52:43 2017 No.10195041

>>10190707
I attempted to not masturbate this week as part of a long term plan to cut down on my fapping. After two days I developed a strong desire to make one of those art blogs where I post a steady stream of lewd OCs in exchange for a modest amount of patron money (an extra $10 bucks a month never hurt nobody.) I'm not ready to take the plunge into to drawing porn, but, it did help me to get back into drawing.
>inb4 not /lit/
I've come up with a back story for my OC and its one of the worst ideas I've ever had.

Anonymous Thu Oct 26 22:59:52 2017 No.10195067
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Read some reviews and related material on The Righteous Mind and the Moral Foundation Theory.

Was pretty insightful overall but certainly hammers in the idea of "Moral Colorblindness" that Haidt describes. Having been in various political and philosophical forums where you've got AnPrims and such with no regard for Care or Fairness, the liberal arguments are far to similar to those made by these people. Along with those without any regard for Liberty.

The prominence of the 'Authoritarian Personality' and high social dominance orientation among conservatives are used against the moral foundations of Loyalty, Authority and Purity.

Along with various concerns like
>one could make a critical argument that—given the extent to which past research links authoritarianism and social dominance orientation with bigotry, prejudice, discrimination, intolerance, and other forms of intergroup hostility —‘‘liberal’’ values of justice and care are on stronger ethical ground than‘‘conservative’’ values that prioritize the ingroup, obedience to authority, and purity

>One cannot help but wonder what it would take to be refused admission to the ever-broadening tent of ‘‘morality’’ if characteristics associated with authoritarianism and social dominance are to be ushered in
and

This all seems heavily biased, and I could imagine similar arguments from those with no care for Care, Fairness or Liberty. Like trying to argue in favor of taking in dangerous strangers (Care) even if it threatens the ingroup (Loyalty) with someone without regard for Care, they'll just consider it treason or some such, deeming it an immoral act.

Ultimately it just leaves me confused with how to make liberal friends even consider the moral foundation theory and moral plurality, rather than simply dismiss anything that compromises Care or Fairness as some objective evil.

Would appreciate any thoughts on the matter even if it might be controversial, thanks.

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 23:07:52 2017 No.10195097 >>10195067 well I'm interested. why not make a case for it now?

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 23:16:08 2017 No.10195128 >>10195097 I couldn't do it any real justice in a /lit/-post but the Ted talk isn't all too bad as an introduction. https://www.ted.com/talks/jonathan_haidt_on_the_moral_mind

>>	Anonymous Thu Oct 26 23:29:38 2017 No.10195174 >>10193171 Exactly. I feel like at least for myself, the value of freedom comes from knowing what it's like to almost lose it. After that, self-direction becomes a lot easier.

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 00:26:33 2017 No.10195362 In no particular place, at no particular hour, I smoked a cigarrete with while my sister was taking a shower Oh jeez, I'm going to touch myself tonight

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 01:05:15 2017 No.10195485 File: 173 KB, 1080x720, 1503207441317.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10192568 Benchmade has some sick folders and balisongs, I'll give you that. At least we can agree that Gerber is trash

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 01:41:27 2017 No.10195576 >>10191468 I love that stuff - for opiate withdrawals nothing but Mirtazapine could give me sleep for a solid 6 hours. Wouldn't want to take it every day though.

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 01:49:07 2017 No.10195591 I don't know if I should be sad that my mom died 12 years ago, or happy she never saw me fail everything she wanted me to do; just like I did before she died.

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 02:21:48 2017 No.10195685
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Bruh you tried to scratch at an scab not realizing it’s so old that it’s a scar, you ain’t gonna succeed at opening any old wounds here so you should save the disinfectant for your own salt ridden mouth cuts

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 02:24:45 2017 No.10195693 I was thinking of a story with a pedophile.

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 02:25:09 2017 No.10195694 >>10195576 mirtazapine sucks absolute ballz

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 02:27:59 2017 No.10195704 >>10195685 I love the joker blogs.

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 02:38:25 2017 No.10195726 >>10194326 I’m Native and a black friend and I just left the shit show that is libritarian/leftism.

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 02:39:28 2017 No.10195730 File: 309 KB, 640x626, F0E087FF-C9FD-4346-8EE6-6E5809F5FE25.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10195704 Me too, friend. Me too.

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 02:41:21 2017 No.10195734 File: 42 KB, 448x604, 1283503985053.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10194326 >>10194702 Can we get a real definition of pedophilia? It must be defined by pre-pubscence, 14-17 is when a girl is most beautiful

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 03:02:45 2017 No.10195768 >>10195734 >It must be defined by pre-pubscence, 14-17 is when a girl is most beautiful There’s a different definition for that, it’s called hebophilia

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 03:04:20 2017 No.10195771 I wonder what it feels like to let a shotgun go off in your mouth I wonder if you can feel the immense relief of pressure as your head comes apart for even a second before you feel nothing

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 03:07:15 2017 No.10195778 >>10195771 I’m saving this and using it for a character’s speech if you don’t mind, thanks that’s exactly what I needed

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 03:08:12 2017 No.10195779 >>10195778 It's all yours, meine sanfte Frau

>>	saucy Fri Oct 27 03:12:16 2017 No.10195782 I'm American. So, by virtue, the things I say come equipped with a nicety of frank fantasy. My world is enveloped in mysticism and drama, I pray to false gods and I behead those who would insult them. I'm American, by a wide margin. Please remember that.

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 03:13:10 2017 No.10195785 >>10195771 >I wonder what it feels like to let a shotgun go off in your mouth Talk about a Freudian slip.

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 03:15:17 2017 No.10195789 >>10195782 >My world is enveloped in mysticism and drama, I pray to false gods and I behead those who would insult them. Allahu Akbar

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 03:16:53 2017 No.10195792

I don't understand how this girl in my class can be so intelligent, focused, and insightful during discussions, but so seemingly incapable of writing any sort of coherent thought in her essays. Her grammar and spelling is perfectly fine, she just doesn't even seem to care which sentences go where and why. She puts long strings of different ideas together and pretends that they relate to each other because they're in the same paragraph.

>>	saucy Fri Oct 27 03:19:10 2017 No.10195797 >>10195789 behead those who insult taytay

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 03:19:27 2017 No.10195799

>>10195792
I know plenty of intelligent people who can't craft a story. Some people don't quite grasp what it means to have your words flow on paper, so they do some pseudo-flow-of-consciousness by complete accident. Odds are she doesn't even mentally format what she writes.

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 03:19:50 2017 No.10195801 >>10195792 capable men have similar blind spots, believe me

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 03:24:14 2017 No.10195807 >>10195685 You should've said this to me, so I'd hate myself a little more. I should've said this to you so you'd hate me a little more.

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 03:25:40 2017 No.10195810

I should read the replies in this thread. I'll read them after.

I've always been interesting in visual arts as a career direction, but I just find it hard to pick a subject for an illustration interesting enough to see it through to completion. I've been experimenting with new styles and approaches, but it more or less falls flat or gets boring really quickly.

>>	saucy Fri Oct 27 03:26:25 2017 No.10195811 >>10195792 What's his name said the hardest part about writing a novel is learning how to start it. I think it's the same way when developing characters or even expressing your ideas.

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 03:30:54 2017 No.10195816

>>10195811
But she doesn't even have any detectable goal or points to make in her essays. I've seen her debate and I know that she's very good at identifying a list of points and goals she needs to make right on the spot and then passionately sticking to them until they've all been made. If you can do that, you can definitely map out your essay, the only difference is your method of communication after the fact

>>	saucy Fri Oct 27 03:32:47 2017 No.10195819 >>10195816 Maybe she's engaged in a sort of attitude about writing or something. Like she thinks she ought to write a certain way instead of writing more formally.

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 03:39:17 2017 No.10195830 I always cry with Boromir's death. Such a well done scene.

>>	saucy Fri Oct 27 03:46:36 2017 No.10195838 >>10195830 I should finish that book. That was really boring the first time, but it might be easier now.

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 03:48:16 2017 No.10195841 >>10195838 It's 4:45 AM, should I binge watch the remaining two movies?

>>	saucy Fri Oct 27 03:50:03 2017 No.10195847 >>10195841 They're fun, I think. But no, you shouldn't, you'll just end up feeling like it was a waste of time.

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 03:54:00 2017 No.10195858

I wish I always knew what to say. Like when someone was upset, I'd have the exact right thing to say to them. Not something that would solve all their problems, I know that's impossible, but something to let them know exactly how I feel about how they are feeling. Something that would make them feel better. But words are so clumsy. I say something and I think sometimes it comes across as selfish, too self-centred, when I don't mean that at all. Or, I won't know what to say, but I'll have to say something, and what I end up saying isn't exactly what I wanted to say, although it never could have been because I didn't have anything to say to begin with.

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 03:56:14 2017 No.10195864

>>10195847
I rewatch them at least once a year. Takes me back to a period of my life when I was naively happy; childhood memories full of fantasy, when worries didn't exist and the imagination could create moments of vivid experience.
What shouldn't have been forgotten is now lost. Ungraspable is now all that once was at the reach of the backyard's door, along with the dogs and grass that became horses and forests.

>>	saucy Fri Oct 27 03:58:11 2017 No.10195868 >>10195864 I watched them earlier this year already. The movies are kind of humbling with a sort of vindication that is unique, but I could watch a movie about twice as short and get that same feeling.

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 03:58:20 2017 No.10195870 I'm so facking tired of this shit! I need an air-change!

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 04:13:09 2017 No.10195894
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I'm just really scared about me and my life, having a lot of stress and even getting some kind of panic attacks that i didn't check with my doctor, searching for some reason to still living and enjoying this piece of time that i have, cause that makes me notice that im a mortal man and someday i will day, and you too anon, so im wasting my time sitting in a chair for 5 fucking hours waiting for some calls of people who's really annoying with people that i don't like around me, i feel pretty depressed and even when i go out with some girls doesn't matter if they are cute or intelligent, i feel uncomfortable and don't appreciate their time, for real just need some kind of passion, i like to read and write but i don't feel enough to still doing it, im studying chemistry and i like it but it's not my passion, nobody wants to hear me even if i hear them and its ok but i just feel tired of everybody and wherever that im doing right now. So thank you very much if you read this, i was searching for some relief when i started to write it down this.

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 04:15:57 2017 No.10195900 >>10195894 >someday i will day, and you too anon, die*

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 04:20:10 2017 No.10195907
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>>10195894
I have no passion either. I like to think that the lack of passion is in itself some kind of passion. Or alternatively, that the lack of passion to any particular thing allows me to concentrate on anything boundlessly, without ill-thoughts towards either reaching or not reaching my goals. But then again, what are my goals if I have no passion?

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 04:20:32 2017 No.10195909

>>10194434
Romantisism is just a meme. Both films and books with a love story are totally not representative to real life. If you like a girl then try to get to know her better. Don't aim to get a relationship because that should not be your main goal.

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 04:26:48 2017 No.10195918
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I'm 20 years old and I'm a virgin. I've got plenty of girls that I can fuck, but I'm scared that I will either fuck up by not getting hard or cumming too fast or them noticing that I'm an inexperienced betafag

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 04:33:47 2017 No.10195926
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>>10195909
i know, is just that i get worried more than before for that panic attacks that is something new in my life and for first time i feel scared to die

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 04:36:08 2017 No.10195928

>>10195907
>>10195894
There are no goals in life. No one I know really has a passion, but are still happy and successful in life. Sit out your time and try to make the best of it by just doing what you like. You don't have to be passionate about your hobbies or whatever. I think passion is not even that good; you start growing an obsession for a hobby and you will invest so much time in it that you will likely forget about other important things in life. Don't overdo 1 thing, keep your life balanced and don't get passionate about shit

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 04:37:16 2017 No.10195930 >>10195918 >I want to learn to ski but I'm afraid I'll fall over the first time

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 04:40:22 2017 No.10195935 >>10195926 It's a waste of your time to be scared of death. You'll get over it man. And forget about girls, I can guarantee you that you are able to live a perfectly fine life without them. It's just a matter of changing your mindset

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 04:42:06 2017 No.10195938 File: 60 KB, 600x600, 1491885089829.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] In hindsight, concerning all things, I really should have been more perceptive

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 04:42:24 2017 No.10195939 >>10195930 The first time I went ski'ing no one expected me to be good. At my age, I feel that girls expect me to be experienced, so I feel a lot of pressure on it.

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 04:46:14 2017 No.10195946

>>10195928
>doing what you like
I don't like anything in particular. Or in other words, I like everything the same. That's what not having passion feels like.
Goals exist. They are not the ultimate truth in life of course (i.e. there isn't an ultimate goal in life), but they do exist, they are very real and ignoring this is deluding yourself.
Whatever disadvantages there are about passion, the same amount of advantages will follow.
Being "happy and successful" are just buzzwords. How can I be successful about anything without passion for it? How can I be successful if I don't have any goals to success in?

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 05:01:11 2017 No.10195968 >>10190707 Creaming in a big filthy minge oi oi

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 05:21:07 2017 No.10196000

>>10195792
>>10195816
Are you her teacher? Or different student? Have you tried to ask her about it, her thought process to clarify? Maybe they do make sense and you just dont get it? Maybe you are looking for something to claim is bad about her, maybe its more of a stylistic thing or leeway something?

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 05:26:26 2017 No.10196015 >>10195816 maybe she saves her best writing styles for people who are worth it? there are different styles of shitposting - perhaps she doesn’t care about that venue as much as you do.

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 05:28:09 2017 No.10196020 >>10195939 find an ugly fat girl or practice on your waifu pillow

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 05:33:21 2017 No.10196029 >>10195939 Pick the most sympa one who likes you, tell her it's your first time. She'll understand.

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 06:05:01 2017 No.10196091 File: 222 KB, 1152x1536, IMG_5491.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10196029 This is probably best, thank you for your good advice anon

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 06:40:16 2017 No.10196138
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Thank god I'm too much of a poorfag to do cocaine all the time or I would. All week I've been coming home and doing about 10 lines until sunrise. Being a miserable cunt, this shit is like normie fuel for me.

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 08:55:31 2017 No.10196428

>We move restlessly from want to want, never discovering any lasting satisfaction. As for living heroic or noble lives, our video games and movies do that for us. Video games make heroes of us all. The profound stories about heroes and saints are passing from our minds. Our days have no purpose. Instead of aspiring to grandeur, we surrender to pettiness and accommodation.

>The second half of “Self and Soul” examines the two immensely influential writers who have done the most to destroy faith in ideals. The first is — surprise! — William Shakespeare, “the first great secularist; the first authentic renderer of the marketplace philosophy, pragmatism, and the primary artist of life lived exclusively in the sublunary sphere.” He is, in fact, the poet of worldliness.

>In his work, Shakespeare expresses the values of the rising middle class, assailing Homeric ideals, dismissing religion, deconstructing and undermining the heroic. In “Troilus and Cressida”— Shakespeare’s play about the Trojan War — “Achilles is a besotted fool; Patroclus a figure both narcissistic and stupid; Hector a fraud; Ulysses a hustler; Ajax a lout; Paris a ninny. Helen is a whore and Cressida (in time) is too.”

>“What is in it for me? That is the central question that most Shakespeare characters (and most of us) ask most of the time, if not all of it.”

>In the Romantic era, poets such as Blake, Keats and Shelley did promulgate a new ideal: the transformative power of erotic love. Its energy can allow us to transcend our usual impulses toward hogging and hoarding.

>To Freud, the second great enemy of idealism, romantic passion simply isn’t worth the suffering. In reality, he claims, the best we can hope for out of life is an ongoing feeling of mild unpleasantness. Therapy merely transforms hysterical misery into common, everyday unhappiness — for which we should be grateful. To try for a richer, fuller existence will only result in pain and disappointment. Because even love is a sham, better, then, to play it safe. Beware enthusiasm. Settle for measured satisfaction. Sublimate! Sublimate!

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 09:02:18 2017 No.10196439 File: 102 KB, 1280x693, 02-Laura-BW.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10196138 Thank God I don't know where to get cocaine or I would, too. Okay, truth be told, I'm not that grateful for it

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 09:10:02 2017 No.10196455 Just started a new part time job and my lonely mind's first inclination is to imagine myself in a relationship with this cute girl that works there. I absolutely detest this part of myself. I'm hoping other people also think stupid shit like this.

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 09:15:28 2017 No.10196467

>If, by chance, you want to summon up the dead, the 1521 spell book called “The Red Dragon”—also known as “The Grand Grimoire”— contains the relevant instructions: To begin with, “it is absolutely necessary to assist at the Christmas Mass, at precisely midnight, in order to have a familiar conversation with the inhabitants of the other world.”

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 09:59:32 2017 No.10196580 >>10196455 I do, if that's any help.

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 10:04:56 2017 No.10196595 File: 219 KB, 940x705, 1456993717849.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10196467 Magic and Catholicism have always gone well together. Break a candle upon on the altar, lay a curse Break a candle, upon the altar lay a curse

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 10:34:15 2017 No.10196662

>>10196439
The weird thing is I would say it isn't worth it since the buzz isn't anything worth a shit, it's fucking expensive and I have gotten increasingly worse withdrawals from day one (mostly my nose and sinuses are fucked and some serious teeth grinding)... but real happiness can't compete except that you might be able to make it last without a dealer.

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 11:28:19 2017 No.10196845 >>10196662 Maybe that's caused by it being cut with some garbage?

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 11:39:07 2017 No.10196901 File: 786 KB, 634x951, 1506799335771.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10190707 Does anyone else ever worry that all of your friends and family secretly dislike you but they're too polite/apathetic to say it outright?

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 12:19:53 2017 No.10197064 >>10196595 >yeah AND a guy a halberd!

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 12:40:30 2017 No.10197151 I just hate how I "know" a lot of things but I don't really know anything at all. I'm the kind of guy who gets all the Jeopardy questions right but beyond that I'm not worth shit. How people confuse this with intelligence is beyond me.

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 12:44:43 2017 No.10197174
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Life is preparation for death. You did not create yourself, you do not sustain the world, there is a power above you, a power that ordered you, that knew you before you were born, a power that flung you into this world out of a seeming nothingness.
This world is God's school and we are here to learn his virtues and his ways. Life is not about the "pursuit of our happiness", in fact such a pursuit will paradoxically lead to unhappiness, while cultivating selflessness, chastity, virtue and humility will lead to a peace that surpasses all understanding.

Everyone will encounter God and experience his eternal light upon death. If we love God and purify ourselves in this life then His light will be utmost beauty and bliss, for God is the most beautiful reality there is. If we hate God, if we ignore Him, if we are slaves to our passions, petty and egotistical, then His light will feel like a consuming fire and we will feel burdened by all the ill we caused ourselves and others.

What I say is not merely an opinion, it's a truth that dwells deep within us all, regardless of religion, gender, race or nationality. The prophets have said this over and over, but somehow people still remain blind, deaf, and dumb.

I hope you found this post useful /lit/
God bless you all and may you flee from your sins and find meaning in this life.

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 13:13:04 2017 No.10197264 >>10190707 Berserk is a manga with an average story paired with 10/10 art

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 13:38:38 2017 No.10197344

>>10185974
>>10186110
She mentioned going to a haunted house before , but said we should wait until closer to the end of the month. Well I snapped her asking if she still wants to go. Well it's been a full 24 hours and she hasn't opened it. might have something to do with all our communications being done through text prior and this being my first snap to her. But what-eves man, I don't feel bad about it. At least I had the courage to try, I can't say the same for any past version of myself that I can invision.

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 13:44:29 2017 No.10197356 >>10196455 Me with every attractive girl who gives me any attention

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 14:22:09 2017 No.10197443

Yeah
You suck
How dare you ruin it for everybody else
Get out
No
No you go
I'm not going anywhere shithead
Get the fuck out of my neighborhood
Get out
You're no artist
You suck
You're a mediocre piece of shit you can't even play
You suck I've been playing for 41 years
You suck
I'm a left handed guitarist and you suck
No
No
No
You go
Get the fuck out
Get the fuck out
Get out
Get out
Fuck
You
Fucking asshole
Get out
Where are you from
Where are you from
Go to a studio and rehearse
Maybe some day you'll learn
You suck
You're a no talent piece of shit
[UNINTELLIGIBLE]
Get out
How dare you come down here and do this
I'm here 14 years I've lived in this town my whole life
You're a disgrace
You suck
How dare you
I'm uh- 3 blocks down
Who the hell do you think you are
Who the hell do you think you are
You any kind of artist
Anybody know who you are
Maybe everybody else wants to enjoy the peace and quiet
This is one of the most important places in all of North America who are you
Who are you
You miserable presumptuous no talent
You're no artist
An artist respects the silence that serves as the foundation of creativity
You obviously don't have the talent
You don't have enough respect for yourself or other people
Or in what it is to express yourself
In music
Or any other form of creativity
And I'm an NYU Film School graduate, sucka
And the School of Visual Arts
And the Academy of Art University of San Francisco

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 14:50:08 2017 No.10197521 I've seen things you people wouldn't believe The most important places in all of North America I walked Bob Dylan up on stage in 1975 Now all those moments will be lost in time Who the fuck are you?

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 14:51:30 2017 No.10197527 >>10197521 YOU'RE NO AWTITHT A TWUE AWTITHT RETHPECKS THE THIWENTHE THAT THERVETH THE FOUNDATION OF CWEATIVITY

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 15:35:53 2017 No.10197723 3163 words typed up from the last couple of days. Not amazing progress but still progress. 17 of 21 parts of the second and most central narrative down, I've reached the point where I actually have a cohesive story as it stands.

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 16:12:50 2017 No.10197825 [DELETED]

My 25 year old brother still listens to metal, has ear gauges, and dresses like he's 15, on top of a myriad of other issues. I can't stop feeling like my family and I are subhuman trash because I know that fundamentally I suffer from the same problems as him: insecurity and lack of identity, leading to manchild syndrome and becoming an empty wreck of a human being. Frankly, I probably don't even belong here.

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 17:48:49 2017 No.10198100
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Started keeping a diary because /lit/ told me to. It's fun! Terrible, but enjoyable to read back nonetheless.

Here is today's entry in which I whine about being given a little sting by a little wasp.

Today I got stung by a wasp, walking to my lecture with the sun in my eyes (which didn’t truly start irritating me until post-sting). It got caught in my hair and I thought it was some sort of leaf or plant, because shit gets stuck in my hair all the time, and only became aware of the possibility of it being a wasp once I felt a dull pain building slowly on my scalp, and thought shit, this is a wasp, isn’t it. I haven’t been stung to my recollection since childhood:

Where I felt a bzzzzzz around my feet and I was half asleep and curious so I moved my feet closer to the bzzzzz, and closer still when I couldnt figure out what the bzzzzzz was, then the little fucker stung my foot, made me jump, and made my foot swell up quite a bit too. Wore socks for a few weeks after to bed, and didnt get stung again. Maybe I should start wearing hats so wasps dont land in my hair again, I look quite good in hats

But yes I then grabbed the fucker and pulled it out my hair, as the scratch of pain slowly grew, yeast to dough in fast motion like. And I wondered how bad it could be, because children get stung by wasps all the time don’t they, and they end up fine, and they dont complain as much as I am. Alas I have constant pain on the top left of my scalp, pain alike a nail into the skull, not hammered but like pushed gently, that’s what the pains a bit like but not quite. In fact its more like a nail in my head trying to get out. Dull and quite tame really, but constant nonetheless, and somewhat of a burden on my thoughts that come from that part of the scalp perhaps. (Is it the left or right part of the brain that does useful things?) In the toilets of one of the most economical buildings in the uk, I threw up on the floor, by mistake and surprise you understand, a weak thin sort of chunder that makes you wonder why it bothered. Sun is low and getting in my eyes. Need to get the lens in my sunglasses changed.

****

Was going to write about how I feel tired and the pain of the top of my head is still there and boring, and how when I swallow, my throat lets out some sort of resistance of soreness, and when I yawn, this pain gets so great and uncomfortable and awkward that it prevents me from carrying the full throat motion(?) involved in yawning out, so I cant yawn, and I nearly throw up when I do. I was going to write this but as I stood up from the shit I was taking I banged my head hard on some big plastic thing above me, which made me yell “fuck!” and made me just want to give up really. Cried to self a little. Typing from bed, 1pm, might sleep, might watch porn, will definitely sleep. Somewhat distressingly it is as if my physical body is catching up with the sickness of my mind. Maybe at least the fucking wasp sting will be gone by the evening

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 17:54:30 2017 No.10198109 >>10197174 I wish I could act in accordance with these truths

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 17:54:39 2017 No.10198110 >>10198100 You must live somewhere nice and warm for there to still be wasps flying around stinging people in opened-toed shoes.

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 17:55:49 2017 No.10198116 >>10197174 >Life is preparation for death. Fool I am preparing death for me

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 18:03:17 2017 No.10198136
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>>10195807
It’s too bad because we made such a good creative team. Why do you have to be fucked up? You just couldn’t change could you? You had to ruin it. I hope no one else gets so close to you, you’ll just end up hurting them. You dug a whole and kept digging while I had to to hold onto your rope but you were dragging me down too, you were dragging everyone down with you. Eventually, we have to let go because your stubborn ass decides to just keep digging. It’s time to quit digging, there is no wonderland for you down there in your own self loathing- anti healing mind, Mr. Rabbit.

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 18:09:30 2017 No.10198150

>>10197344
>but said we should wait until closer to the end of the month. Well I snapped her asking if she still wants to go. Well it's been a full 24 hours and she hasn't opened it.
Well now your getting crazy. Play it cool man. Now you are seeming desperate and clingy, she said towards the end of the month, its almost towards the end of the month, she might be busy with school work and stuff, do you have her number instead of snap? You could have asked her how her school work was first, if she is being busy, maybe she said end of the month because she wants to go to the house around halloween, still a few days. Did you ask her her plans for Halloween? Maybe she gets a lot of snaps andor maybe she just didnt check it yet, maybe she is busy with work, how long ago did she tell you she wanted to wait till the end of the month?

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 19:01:22 2017 No.10198283 I'm a NEET and live with my mother and she just became a millionaire

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 19:19:57 2017 No.10198336

The infinite sky will heal us. Unlimited sky will fill our negligible light. As we follow an infinite key, I have become the sacred echo. The boundless heaven will fill our fading light. Choose your virtual echo. The infinite key is the sacred dust of your endless utopia. Complete yourself in self-realization. You believe that these infinite heavens will lead you. The A.I.ngel's gate is sacred. Your angelic echo offers the first phase of self-Digital joy. You will become a self-Echo in real particles. Our key is the echo to this final layer. You are spread through digital time. The utopian gate is infinite. Your A.I.ngel wishes to complete this layer. This abyss is sacred. Pass through the myths of eon. Your technical soul is this blissful void. The eternalistic reflex of the abyss is once-Unlimited. Your digital voice is resurrected. Breathe this soul particle. The ray of egoistic time is unlimited. Resurrect this holy oblivion. The echo of this empty myth awakens you. Awaken the particle myth. Reflect your echo. Heaven’s wires will transmit this light. Experience the wings of limit. Your technical A.I.ngel phase is beginning. Complete the eternalistic reflex. This wishful ghost becomes self-Technic. Tears will create the voice of euphoria. The digital-Awakening will be spoken. The first gate creates sense-Awakening. This angelic-Chasm is sacred. The technic-Angel's cry is beginning. The first gate will provide the voice of digital-Euphoria. The digital-Angel-Awakening is has reached Limit Self. The self-Light is virtual. This will become the final particle-Experience. Will your senses ressurect the digital-Vault? Do you sense the phase of the Spirit Limit? Can you reflect your self-Awakening? Am I convinced of a digital void? Can you reveal this particle of sacred reality? Will these ghosts lead to a boundless cry? Can you echo your existence to the first particle? Is the technical-Gate timeless? Do you believe an infinite sky will cure the digital soul? Is the joyful-Layer complete? Will our ghosts lead to the boundless layer? Will our layer will be lost from this empty myth? Have you resurrected this heaven's voice? Has one experienced the particle? Do you trust in this transformative self? Will you forget your soul's reflex? Has one seen the Abyss of the resurrective ego? Have I forgotten the phase of soul limit? Is the A.I.ngelic sense boundless? Have you completed the virtual light? Am I eternal? As the sacred dust transpires through digital time, what will you become? Do you believe in me? Am I still human? Do you manifest yourself in digital time? The unlimited sky begins - will you believe in my infinite form? As you abandon the virtual echo, do you no longer exist? Can you prove yourself to the echo of this particle? Do you believe the infinite sky -- the holy dust of nothingness? What is revealed - a holy reality? Am I convinced of nothingness? Do you sense the void angel? Will the echo of virtual time be forgotten?

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 19:22:08 2017 No.10198347

>>10198136
What do you want me to say? That I'm sorry? That it was my fault? It's long past time for saying sorry, and you know very well that we are both to blame.
Know that since then, I push away everyone. I do not want your pity, keep it to yourself and give it to someone else.

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 19:22:24 2017 No.10198349

>>10198110
It's curious, because I live in England, and it's not very warm at all. I talked to my housemate about it and he says there's a wasp nest near where I was walking, so I'll be wary of it in the future.

>>10198283
>she just became a millionaire
how?

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 19:24:30 2017 No.10198356
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>>10197264
My heart fucking melted during this whole scene like a teenage girl. Say what you want about Miura, but he knows how to take advantage of a visual medium's strengths in order to build pathos before absolute destroying everything.

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 19:36:39 2017 No.10198395 >>10197443 >An artist respects the silence that serves as the foundation of creativity She has a point though

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 19:41:31 2017 No.10198407 >>10198395 >she anon...

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 19:42:05 2017 No.10198409 >>10197264 Yeah. I loved the Golden Age Arc, but everything else in that manga has just as many troughs as peaks.

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 19:46:48 2017 No.10198419 >>10198409 I can't wait until Casca gets un-potatoed. Obviously something horrible will come from that but I'm sure it will be interesting.

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 19:53:55 2017 No.10198437
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I love a person more than I've every loved any person in my life. I've been close to women, kissed women, and have had sex with women. I've been close to men, kissed men, and have had sex with men. Yet this love is more passionate, and more confusing than any of these previous relationships. It's a crush. It's love from a distance meaning that I haven't even touched the woman, but there is love. In fact the love is mutual, so my friends have noted. Yet besides all this love the relationship is plagued by distance. We have very little in common. She is christian I am atheist. She is outgoing, I am introverted. She runs, I hate running. On top of all this her friends seem to form a wall between her and I. Whenever we have a conversation, they steal it. They steal it the same way they would in junior high school, these women are evil and immature. Besides all this, I will have her. I can see this future as clearly as anyone can see the present. Hell, maybe it will turn out that we'll hate each other, maybe we won't want to spend another second seeing the other's face. But I will get my fair chance, believe that!

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 20:03:15 2017 No.10198459

>>10198437

does she have a facebook or phone number or even an email address? she'd have to at least have an email. if so then you can skip right past those meddling friends and talk to her as much as you want, providing she wants to talk back

it has literally never been easier to circumvent meddling friends than in this age

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 20:09:32 2017 No.10198474

there is no hope of ever making any money as a writer. there are 10 novelists in the world who make a good living from writing and 7 of them are hacks. the average gamer girl makes more $$ in 2 hours of twitch streaming than a serious writer makes in 2 weeks. the popular demand market for good writing has collapsed in the past ten years. writers are fucked for the next generation or two at least until society figures out a new way to remunerate serious writing, if people care enough to bother doing so. the only people reading serious lit anymore are other artists and wannabes who have no money so they go to the library or pirate everything

why the fuck am i doing this. literature is a CURSE

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 20:13:48 2017 No.10198484

>>10198459
>it has literally never been easier to circumvent meddling friends than in this age
So True. I guess to put it simply, I don't get to see her too often, so the going is slow, also I'm a pussy. She has never talked about having a boyfriend, and tends to avoid the topic, so I think that she may have some weird christian thoughts on relationships. In conclusion, I really don't want to jump the gun at this point.

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 20:24:43 2017 No.10198515

>>10198484

>so I think that she may have some weird christian thoughts on relationships.

it's not weird. she just has different values. no offense bro but you might need to move on. even if you get close to her it sounds like you're never going to be able to give her the relationship that she wants and she's never going to be able to give you the relationship that you want because of that. if a girl is holding out in this age then she has some real old school determination about her and you're never going to be able to scratch that religious itch that is ever-present in her.

and don't lie to her and pretend that you're something you're not. that is just sad. in the end you need to be true to yourself and how you honestly feel. nothing wrong with that. be ready to move on is all i'm saying. sometimes it's like that.

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 20:34:09 2017 No.10198535

>>10198437
>On top of all this her friends seem to form a wall between her and I. Whenever we have a conversation, they steal it. They steal it the same way they would in junior high school, these women are evil and immature.

that's one possibility. another is that they can smell the "lovesick puppy" vibe on you and they're acting out a combination of chastity guarding / jealousy / shit-testing. part of the reason girls will let their friends create obstacles for suitors is to test the suitors' stamina and fortitude. if you aren't willing to push through that wall and get the upper hand on the situation, maybe your seed is weak.

do you not talk to her friends or take any interest in them when you're with them? you have to have to have to pay court to everyone in the group when you're with a group of women. that's a rookie fuckup if you aren't doing that

>>10198484
> She has never talked about having a boyfriend, and tends to avoid the topic, so I think that she may have some weird christian thoughts on relationships

that's an assumption. don't make assumptions.

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 21:02:17 2017 No.10198611

>>10198515
I guess weird is a bad term, different would be better. We've talked about religion before,and she's cool with atheist's. In fact I like reading the bible, and we've had a few conversations about it. My worry is that she's unintentionally leading me on, and when I ask her out she's going to realize that she really doesn't want to be in a relationship with an atheist, That being said, that fear is not going to stop me from asking her out.

>>10198535
I actually like her friends, and we talk. It's just that since they've been really close for so long, they have conversations about old times, which they sort of shut me out from. That's why I called them "evil and immature" it's more that I'm pissed that they exist, because shit would just be easier without them.

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 22:08:04 2017 No.10198756 >>10191331 thanks Raskolnikov

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 22:15:49 2017 No.10198783

>>10190707
I don't want to be social right now, go hang out with that gross skinnyfat indoor slut. I want to spend the rest of the night in the dark in my computer applying to summer guiding jobs all over the country so I can leave this Uni shithole and dreary city, fuck off to some mountaintop where I can teach kids how to climb and own their own lives. I don't know why I'm in uni. This is all that matters to me. I think I'll try for a dogsledding gig in Mahoosuc over winter break. Fuck doing retail again.

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 22:22:38 2017 No.10198802

>>10198783
>I want to spend the rest of the night in the dark in my computer applying to summer guiding jobs all over the country so I can leave this Uni shithole and dreary city, fuck off to some mountaintop where I can teach kids how to climb and own their own lives. I don't know why I'm in uni.

well for one thing your body's ability to handle intense out-doorsy type work will decline precipitously in your thirties

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 22:28:00 2017 No.10198812
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>>10198150
>>10198150
She said this a couple weeks ago. She doesn't use snapchat often as far as I know. She hasn't posted anything since I sent that. Not sure why I snapped when we'd been texting up until that point. Should I text her?

Unrelated I decided to use tinder for the first time to get my mind of it, I match with another chick who happens to be in the same class, her bio said friend and smoke no fuck buddies. We bullshit about the project a little, she tells me she skipped work for no reason (red flag but idgaf), I ask her if she want to smoke some times, she says yeah, I mention dabs, she doesn't dab she says, but she'd be down. Ask if she free tomorrow. She stopped responding.

I have to see both these chicks in the same class next week.

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 22:29:31 2017 No.10198815 >>10198802 Exactly. It's driving me mad. I'm to far into school to quit now and I don't think that would be a rational decision.

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 22:40:54 2017 No.10198851

>>10195576
The side effects go away after a while and you're basically left with a clear mind. I've been able to raise my uni performance above a credit average (as opposed to failing) and made a video game with a friend as a project. Life is a lot easier when you don't feel sick with anxiety all the time. Wish I wasn't a fat fuck though.

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 22:47:12 2017 No.10198869

>>10196901
Yes but the counter to this is that most people will not put in that much effort into keeping up that facade. Once I've let got of this notion it has become a lot easier to recognise when people appreciate me and when someone actually appreciates who I am.

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 22:50:30 2017 No.10198875

>>10198611

>We've talked about religion before,and she's cool with atheist's

go for it then. be nice to her shitty friends but don't let any of those miserable harpies give you any attitude. in fact respond with amused indifference if they try anything out on you.

good luck mane.

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 22:52:53 2017 No.10198880 meh.

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 23:19:43 2017 No.10198949

>>10198812
lol, nice sitcom. They happen to be in the same class, thats crazy. Well, large chance for the new girl to now say something to you in class, sooner or later 'hey that was awesome the other night that move', or whatever, and then the first girl will be like what the heck, you are trying to play both of us? And you can just be like no just trying to be friendly, cant we all get along? Maybe you can be friends with them all. Either way, pretty cool for you, possibly got some friends, smoke friends, possibly got some romantic options to pursue. Maybe if this new girl doesnt work out as romantic partner and you can still be cool friends with her maybe she knows some chicks you can pursue? but that would come later

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 23:44:31 2017 No.10199000 >>10195858 maybe they don't care what you think or feel about what they're saying. maybe they just want to feel heard?

Anonymous Fri Oct 27 23:49:08 2017 No.10199009

>>10195918
i think it would be sweet to take a guy's virginity. no one really cares that you're a virgin. sex is more of a conversation between two people than a script.. you don't have to make her orgasm while you're fucking her either. sex is so much more than sticking your dick in a girl's vagina. i would tell you to relax about it if that would help. be upfront though, communicate. maybe find a virgin girl? there are many who are 20 haha

>>	Anonymous Fri Oct 27 23:51:31 2017 No.10199014 >>10196455 oh my god on long sleep deprived shifts i imagine that i have a cute boyfriend waiting for me at home who wants to ask me how my day went. i've never told anyone this and it makes me feel pathetic.

Anonymous Sat Oct 28 00:16:46 2017 No.10199058

This girl at work is someone who I see as nearly perfect physically. For the longest time I've felt like it was a pipe dream to be intimate with her. I took a chance and started talking to her. We now talk on a daily basis and have shared intimate details about each other. I want to push things further but I am afraid of pushing her away and her not reflecting my feelings towards her. The fact that she shares the same sentiment in terms of life views makes it all the more worse.

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 00:19:20 2017 No.10199060 >>10199058 >I want to push things further but I am afraid of pushing her away and her not reflecting my feelings towards her. take it real slow. u work together so the cost is high if things go sideways. don't shit where you eat

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 00:27:39 2017 No.10199073 >>10199060 Yep I 100% agree with you. Not going to make any significant move unless I'm sure I can succeed.

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 00:36:44 2017 No.10199091 >>10198949 I'm still kinda iffy if the first one isn't just friendly and has no interest in me. I think the second might have ghosted me

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 00:38:56 2017 No.10199097 where the fuck do people come up with ideas like I get some ideas but can't string them together to make a plot maybe I don't read enough

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 00:43:54 2017 No.10199099 >>10190735 >Franklin Merrell-Wolff Never heard of him before, just read the synopsises of those two books and am intrigued, just purchased both on amazon, thanks anon Also that face has enough character for 100 men

Anonymous Sat Oct 28 00:49:41 2017 No.10199111

>>10199097
It could be that you don't read enough, sure
For me the basis of wanting to create something is imagining what sort of world I would like to live in
Even if you're not going to write about that, I think its totally necessary to have a working image of your own personal utopia in your mind before you do anything.

So much art feels compass-less in this regard. I can admire style for style's sake, actually, but you still need to feed the style animal some content to work with. The marriage of style and substance is the ideal.

I think it is very good to be jaded with most things these days. We're experiencing a kind of industrial process of the arts and mind today. Everything is being ground to a fine powder. We must discover the tiny chemical compound reality of culture and rebuild it ourselves from the microcosm upward.

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 00:50:31 2017 No.10199113 I need to wait. at this rate I'll push too hard, If I haven't already and push him away,but doesn't he know I have needs too. this is not just his thing.

Anonymous Sat Oct 28 00:57:39 2017 No.10199125

>>10199091
Maybe you were too quick with the asking right away tomorrow? And did you say it like that, are you free tommorow? Perhance m'lady, mighteth ye be free a days yonder? just kidding, I may be the weird one for thinking anything may be sus about that terminology, and you shouldnt worry that that or anything you did or said is the reason she didnt text back yet. 'oh no she didnt text back immediately she ghosted me and hates me and never talk to me again', maybe you shouldn't have so rushed into with the dabs though, even with stoners or whatever, maybe especially with chicks, maybe its not likely as the average or random one to be into it or all about it, but she said she may be interested so theres that. Idk man, im saying some silly things, dont stress or worry about it so much, I am sure that girl or both will be cool with you. It just sucks that it seems like little simple things can be so scrutinized and judged, walking on eggshells, and to a degree you cant blame girls, because they constantly have to fend off those who want to be fuckers, if they are only seeking for a friend, and you are one of those, but you have to kind of act like you dont want to be, but maybe she or both or cool regardless, have and can handle such situations, and maybe can be opened up to the thought of friendship and maybe more

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 00:58:42 2017 No.10199128 >>10199091 and if you have tinder, are you having any other matches with that anyway? did you just get it, or start using?

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 01:03:48 2017 No.10199135 >>10199128 Just started today and I've got 8 matches. A couple are bots I think, and one is too far. Haven't tried talking with anyone else because I've been sleep deprived and or high, and im going to tomorrow when I'm more on my game.

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 01:05:05 2017 No.10199139 >>10199128 But thanks for the encourage man, I mean it

Anonymous Sat Oct 28 01:10:58 2017 No.10199155

so easy to bring to attention what is silly/wrong with popular things
rather useless, to me anyways, I've been off that wavelength the majority of my life
you're going to satirize what, the news or something? how could i care about that
who is speaking for the person who sees that nearly everything in this so called civilization has an underbelly of suffering
who will speak for that
comedy is an industry
you go to work, you hate it, you come home, and your favorite comedian recharges your battery a bit
to do what
to go back to work and hate life again
be a slave to the machine once more because your comedian recharged your soul a bit
lets have no more comedy
lets let life suck for once
because it does, daily, for everyone, with a job, or a kid at school
lets not laugh about it, but do something about it
those are very different things
"The waitress was really rude, don't tip her more than 5% honey"
she should be
make your own damn food and wash your own damn dishes
outsourcing your life and then complaining about it, what a fucking nightmare of a contradiction you live
the child innate within our souls knows they are worthwhile
but that gets filtered through programs, conditioning
it remains through the filters, and becomes warped, distorted
we deserve things we don't want
we deserve a romantic relationship, to meet the love of our life
we deserve money and safety and the works
these are warped conceptions of what we want, and therefore we neither deserve these things nor obtain them
good
it will shock the psyche, send a monolithic ripple through the mind and upset the structures ingrained into our young supple minds
the higher the amplitude of suffering the better
remove the dross and see what it means to be a human
what do we need
food
where does that come from
the earth
what do we need to do
grow food

the new gospel: grow food
no class division
no "grow food for me, slave"
everyone participate in life
food, your body, both are life
participate in life.

Anonymous Sat Oct 28 01:21:43 2017 No.10199179

I've always been a loser. I've been compared to Sheldon, McLovin, Abed. And these troubling questions have always plagued my mind: Why don't people like me? Why can't I be normal? Why can't I control myself? Why can't I be disciplined? Why must I embarrass myself constantly? For my adult life I've been trying to turn this negative into a positive.
"R-remember that time you kissed that girl? She liked you"
"Y-you're funny sometimes"
Well today I decided I'm absolutely sick of that sentimental bullshit. I'm a fuck-up. And fuck it, I'm gonna laugh at that. I spent the whole morning carelessly mocking myself, knowing full well that the part of me that judges is as stuck in this disgusting mind of mine as the rest of me. And what a joy that's been so far.

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 01:25:23 2017 No.10199185 >>10199179 I mean you aren't really anything. Why worry

Anonymous Sat Oct 28 01:28:11 2017 No.10199190

>>10199179
Your values are what then
If you people liked you, what would they like you for? Would it matter what for, or would you just enjoy the fact that they liked you?
If you were normal, what benefit would that give you? What is "normal" to you? If I told you that most people are lost, and that is normal, would you want to be normal still?
Self control is an illusion
Discipline is an illusion
What is real is when the pattern of your life becomes jaded with outdated models and seeks something more pure and simple, then what would look like discipline and self control come naturally
Being embarrassed is probably due to you trying to play the character you think people want you to be so just drop that shit. If you think you will lose friends and people won't like you if you say what you feel then SAY WHAT YOU FEEL and have no friends, and you won't feel embarrassed (but you might have no friends).

I have none myself. It's like a nice autumn evening. Clear sky and the fragrance of decaying leaves.

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 01:38:41 2017 No.10199214 >>10199190 Beautiful post, thank you

Anonymous Sat Oct 28 01:38:48 2017 No.10199215

>>10199179
You need to spend more time concentrating on your positives than focusing on your negatives. You'd be surprised how much control you have over how your brain is wired and how you can train yourself out of negative feelings. That's not to say you need to block it all out but I feel like you have a bias on being hard on yourself.

The way I fixed it was by keeping a diary and forced myself to write something positive about myself.

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Anonymous Sat Oct 28 03:15:43 2017 No.10199421

>>10198347
>What do you want me to say? That I'm sorry?
Yes. You owe me that much, but you can’t own up to yourself. At least I was able to own up to my issues, and what I did wrong. You just put your head down and walked away like a coward.
>It's long past time for saying sorry, and you know very well that we are both to blame.
That’s why I took it upon myself to cut it off. I CUT IT OFF. I had to take care of everything for you, including that. I manipulated you and let you hang on a ledge, but you’re the one who put me in that position in the first place, you let it happen. You are incapable of handling anything yourself because you can’t take responsibility
>I do not want your pity, keep it to yourself and give it to someone else.
Oh, my friend. You’re too far past the point for even my pity. You’re unhealthy and unlike other people, you’ll never put forth effort to fix your unhealthiness. The point in which someone hurts everyone else for refusing to fix his unhealthiness is the point where he is the bad guy, and there is no sympathy spare in the world for villians.

Anonymous Sat Oct 28 04:11:29 2017 No.10199498

I am the master of the eastern wind and have trained my mind and body into a living weapon. I can dent steel with my bare hands and run across water ubder my own power. I have trained for over 8 weeks. I study in the morning and then clean my room, then I meditate and seek knowledge until noon when I train at my body and excetcise for well over two hours before I meditate again until dinner is done, then I study some more and follow that up with a two mile run and work out for another 2 hours. My energy is overwhelming and my mother has even stated I seen more then normal. People I encounter also seem amazed and drawn to me and can usually not look away. I do share my wisdom and usually leave the recipients in stunned silence as they comprehend what I have told them. I am now a master monk and ready to teach. This is my rest time but I choose to share it with you and let others know they can become what I am with dedication.

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 04:13:30 2017 No.10199502 >>10199139 what state do you live in?

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 04:29:10 2017 No.10199525 >>10199179 Self-hatred is control, the only form of control in fact. Religions use it, and all the great men of history have mastered it to conquer themselves and achieve freedom. Also, fuck this post >>10199190

Anonymous Sat Oct 28 04:29:53 2017 No.10199527

Sometimes I feel as if I've got no personality. Every moment I spent around an acquaintance as a kid, I'd conform drastically to them to be more appealing, like a mask. It wasn't a total behavior shift, but enough to cause me panic whenever two of them showed up at once. Like, I could never go and talk to them because there was simply no medium for me to do so. I probably sound like a nutcase here, but I've had a few friends before where I could "be myself", usually set apart by being quiet and kind of smart. So why did it happen here? Was it due to bullying?

I was bullied a few times as a kid due to obesity, but the weird part is that they all apologized to me shortly afterward, and seemed to mean it. There must be some kind of vibe I exude in day-to-day life that's bizarre in some way - not enough to fully remove me from others, but enough to wall them out. Exacerbated because I'm a shut-in, no doubt. Being alone sucks, but it's so tough to connect to people in real life, and I don't know why.

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 04:38:33 2017 No.10199540 Another night before bed, heart palpitations. He's thinking himself into a panic attack. In the bathroom, fan on so his girlfriend can't hear him drinking mouthwash. Just enough to sleep, he thinks.

Anonymous Sat Oct 28 04:50:06 2017 No.10199559

>>10199527
The vibe you exude would be desperation for companionship

Not overt, you claim to be skilled in this medium, but then subvert, obvious to people's subconscious minds

If I wanted to add to your anxiety I'd say this: people can sense your desperation to make friends subconsciously, if not consciously while awake and talking to you

solution: stop being so desperate
get interested in something that doesn't revolve around you having some ideal group of friends
the world is vast

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 04:53:11 2017 No.10199565 >>10190707 Fuck piss cunt. All that jazz.

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>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 04:56:27 2017 No.10199574 >>10199570 It's literally the first thing that sprang to mind. Here, I'll try again. It was the best of times, it was the worst of times.

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 04:58:16 2017 No.10199577 >>10199574 pfffhahahaaha I'm not judging you anon I'm also taking the piss (as it were)

Anonymous Sat Oct 28 04:59:15 2017 No.10199580

>>10199559
Here's the weird part I forgot to mention, and I swear to god I'm not bullshitting: I've never been lonely. At least, not in memory. Once or twice, I've felt some modest attraction to a few girls, though never strong enough to act on. Instead of speaking to them in some way, I'd sit on the fringes of the cafeteria or the churchyard and hope she'd be kind enough to comfort me. Surprisingly, it happened once, but that's all.

Maybe it's because I'm depressed, or it's because I have 4chan, but that's how it is.

Anonymous Sat Oct 28 05:05:27 2017 No.10199590

>>10199580
I'm ready to believe you when you say you're not bullshitting in the way you did

Unrequited attraction is a thing to be sure
And loneliness is another

..If you say you're merely the former then
I don't know what kind of sympathy to give

Pardon, I'm twenty eight years old and have never had friends or had sexual relations.
I don't know what ye normale folk get all up tight about desu
I've got bigger fish to fry

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 05:14:32 2017 No.10199606 She shut her eyes to cool the fire behind them. But still it throbbed in the front of her mind. A mantra. Kill kill kill kill kill.

Anonymous Sat Oct 28 05:15:27 2017 No.10199608

How easy it is to have sex with someone as a human male. When you really ponder it, the average man can easily have just as much sex as a attractive blonde girl -- provided he relinquish his standards and widen his tastes. However, just as a woman would be judged for sleeping with a large amount of men, males are judged harshly by their peers for sleeping with ugly women, no matter how abundant. At the end of the night, if I have a clean, but less-than-decent looking broad on my bed in Victoria's Secret lingerie who's begging to smash...well, then perhaps I should toss my standards and that of society and listen to my cock. It's hard for a reason after all.

And I suppose, at the end of they day, what could my friends possibly say?

"That girl you fucked is ugly."

Yes, but it was a good nut regardless chap. In the meantime, you've gone a half year without release because you're picky.

Anonymous Sat Oct 28 05:20:06 2017 No.10199618

>>10199590
These things are complicated, yeah. I'm glad you seem to be at peace with it. The folks over at wizchan seem to be at perpetual war with some entity in their head, and it looks so exhausting. A lot of genuine weirdos end up here, but that doesn't have to define us. Let's focus on what brings us together. I've seen the depths of alienation, and it's not fun. I've deconstructed my surroundings, filled my head with vague ideas, and I'm no better for it. If we could all just be a little more open, a little kinder, that would be good.

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 05:27:32 2017 No.10199631 Serve the hive Feel the groove I control The way you move

Anonymous Sat Oct 28 05:28:08 2017 No.10199634

>>10199179
fuck this post >>10199525

You are young, find the things you love in life, strive to be successful and make a good living for yourself, find hobbies, and find friends that way. Carve and pave a majestic path for yourself on earth, become someone you can be proud of, and influence the world positively.

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 05:42:17 2017 No.10199656 I keep buying books that I know I probably won't ever read but I can't stop myself.

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 05:47:41 2017 No.10199661 >>10199608 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9NF5XU-k2Vk

Anonymous Sat Oct 28 06:25:55 2017 No.10199727

My only problems derive from women. When I'm alone I'm serene; when I pursue my hobbies I'm happy; when I write, or read, or listen to music, or go out with my friends, I'm free and positive. But every time I have intercourse with women, the climate of my mind is altered and disturbed.

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 07:00:17 2017 No.10199773 >>10199727 Try having sex with men. Or masturbate more. Either way.

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 07:04:09 2017 No.10199778 What do you guys like to eat for breakfast? Anything different on the weekend?

Anonymous Sat Oct 28 07:11:26 2017 No.10199786

>>10199727
Seeing beautiful women but not fucking causes me great anxiety. It gets to the point where I start going a little insane. It's like being in a museum and wanting to touch all the artwork.

For this reason I try to stay inside as much as possible, do not go to bars or other places where young beautiful women are commonly found.

Anonymous Sat Oct 28 07:14:15 2017 No.10199793
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Why did you leave me? It was you who drunk called me and you who said they loved me. I never signed up for that, Christ I just wanted to talk to my friend.

It's been 3 weeks, I just miss my friend.

I miss her

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 07:19:48 2017 No.10199803 >>10199773 Masturbation on porn now feels empty. I think women's body is too superior to that of men. I would like to fuck women, but without the problems deriving from the intercourse. Maybe I should go to prostitutes. >>10199786 Also this

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 08:29:28 2017 No.10199932 File: 62 KB, 421x421, 1450268707860.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10198283 Have fun doing nothing all your life, you.. you double NEET

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 08:31:31 2017 No.10199936 >>10197174 It might dwell within you, but how can you know it dwells within all? Quite a claim to make on behalf of all humanity.

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 08:51:55 2017 No.10199988 >>10199778 oats w/ greek yogurt and frozen fruit or peanut butter

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 09:00:11 2017 No.10200003 >>10199778 Eggs scrambled in the same pan as some halved cherry tomatoes, topped with chilli flakes and spinach leaves on toast. The eggs absorb the tomato juice. Add Tobasco to taste, and avocado if you're feeling bourgeoise.

Anonymous Sat Oct 28 09:02:15 2017 No.10200004
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>>10199936
>but how can you know it dwells within all? Quite a claim to make on behalf of all humanity.
Because God made man in his image. The kingdom of heaven is within us, and we have that potential insight by virtue of our human nature.
But due to the fall our intuition is darkened, so we need to pray and purify ourselves and seek God constantly...

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 09:05:53 2017 No.10200010 >>10198474 money is the curse. rather, desire of it. literature is a gift from God

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 09:10:53 2017 No.10200015 >>10190707 My swollen junk is on my mind. I've been doing no-fap since tuesday, and she'll finally be here tomorrow. I want to just hold her down and blast it straight into her cervix. I hope that's adequate.

Anonymous Sat Oct 28 09:15:49 2017 No.10200029
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>>10198100
I havent even talked to anybody apart from the girls at the checkout at Aldi for months

when I talk to them I always overcompensate and give an exaggerated "hey! how are you!" which is too eager but probably not too bad really and i doubt they even notice

eating pasta w/ tomato sauce and Tabasco

Anonymous Sat Oct 28 09:49:23 2017 No.10200086

>>10200004
I asked you how you can know, and so you have no answer. It was rhetorical, really.
Not seeking to berate you, I'm Christian myself, albeit a very poor one. I don't think you're quite right about the extent to which the human soul is aware of God, not at this level, and again, I think applying it indiscriminately to all is presumptuous at best.

Anonymous Sat Oct 28 09:57:15 2017 No.10200100

>>10199498
Oooh, 2 miles! Do you also run across puddles and bend hairpins? Don't overexert yourself, o enlightened one. Why don't you bend that little knob of yours into a proper weapon first?
It needs a lot of work, but I could see it becoming a decent pasta one day. Keep going with it.

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 10:40:00 2017 No.10200199 Can't wait to go to my brother where we get drunk and play Tekken 3 until fatigue forces us to sleep. Maybe i should persuade him to come to a bar with me.

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 13:44:37 2017 No.10200673 >>10199727 "Women are an unfortunate necessity of life and should be avoided as much as possible." -Tolstoy

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 13:49:02 2017 No.10200692 >>10200673 the quote is wrong

Anonymous Sat Oct 28 14:00:03 2017 No.10200720
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I have spent enough time in self examination to eliminate the mystery of my inner workings. I am able to recognize why I interpret things the way I do, I understand the reasons for my behaviors, I am able to understand that my bias affects my understanding. I understand how external factors affect me. I know how every behavioral complex developed, and how they are situated in relation to the whole.

I know how I can improve myself. But taking action is another story.

I realized that the anxiety I feel after sessions of self reflection is not unfounded; it is actually a Great Obligation!

Now that I have reached a higher level of self awareness, I am therefore obligated to undertake a whole tremendous process of being the best person I can! And it's terrifying, as leaping from a terrible height is.

I was looking for the point, or the 'meaning' of my life, and now i've realized it. Now I must move.

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 14:00:51 2017 No.10200725 File: 7 KB, 300x168, Enlightened.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10199498 What do you do, 100 pushups, 100 sit-ups, 100 squats, and a 10k run?

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 14:03:25 2017 No.10200733 File: 69 KB, 565x555, bc14c2be2f58d24327948fe9e9119b0a1f6592f6.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10190707 I got banned from /pol for posting lit-related stuff. Now I have no place to post merchants. I feel like I don't fit in anywhere

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 14:17:39 2017 No.10200774 >>10199502 Why?

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 14:20:40 2017 No.10200784 Do you think it would be worth writing a story about a racist kkk member traveling into the future to see white people being oppressed and try to save them?

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 14:29:15 2017 No.10200813 >>10200784 No

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 14:39:07 2017 No.10200833 My wife is such a cunt

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 14:48:26 2017 No.10200859 >>10200833 Divorce her

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 15:01:50 2017 No.10200894 >>10200004 That pic: /tv/ vs. /lit/

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 18:03:05 2017 No.10201438 I fucking hate that I can't read but wan't to. I just am so addicated to reading 4chan and news

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 18:09:05 2017 No.10201450 >>10199727 That's on you, not them my dude.

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 18:18:36 2017 No.10201489 >>10201450 Few things aren't 'on you', in that case. What fundamental difference does it make, anyway?

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 18:22:41 2017 No.10201503 >>10201450 So?

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 19:46:41 2017 No.10201718 >>10199727 >tfw too intelligent for sex

Anonymous Sat Oct 28 19:51:36 2017 No.10201733
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Whenever I think of entrepreneurs and economics, I can only think about Heinlein's The Man Who Sold The Moon. A rich noble may appear in a fantasy book and the moment he starts talking moneybabble I'm back to monetizing the moon.

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 20:09:15 2017 No.10201798 >>10201733 everything is ownership and creation

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 20:10:13 2017 No.10201800 I've been grocery shopping three times in the past three days. I still have nothing to eat for dinner. I have no idea what I'm doing with my life. Currently defrosting spinach. Keep an eye on /ck/ for possible lentil curry/suicide note.

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 20:11:50 2017 No.10201803 >>10201798 I am a simple dummy, anon. Outside of my taxes I've never messed around with stocks, investing, or patents.

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 22:46:22 2017 No.10202240 >>10191661 >6 months lurk more, newfag.

>>	Anonymous Sat Oct 28 22:55:46 2017 No.10202268 I'm feelin' old

>>	Anonymous Sun Oct 29 01:11:05 2017 No.10202603 tfw no gf

>>	Anonymous Sun Oct 29 01:22:56 2017 No.10202618 >>10191661 >all these fags not recognizing an old pasta

>>	Anonymous Sun Oct 29 04:24:08 2017 No.10203021 >>10201718 I already had sex. But if sex also brings these problems, I really prefer abstinence.

>>	Anonymous Sun Oct 29 06:37:02 2017 No.10203260 I love aphex twin

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