/lit/ - Literature

>>23142312
Will you ever talk to me again

Rereading ''A portrait of the Artist'' has left me quite sullen.

>>23142312
>Write What’s On Your Mind
the countless crimes of the jews

Are they laughing with me or at me?

>tfw found a cougar FWB who shares my interest in gaming and wants to become my business partner to make our own
It's a sexy feeling

>>23140655
Exactly how I feel.

Been forcing myself to write and holy shit I'm starting to see why I hate it.

>>23142329
You don't HAVE to reciprocate you know? I'm telling you but also...myself.

>>23142312
>This Guideline broadens the focus to include all genders and gender identities, while recognizing that women and girls and SOGIESC (sexual orientation, gender identity and expression and sex characteristics) individuals are disproportionately impacted by gender-based violence, gender inequality and discrimination, all of which are human rights issues.
This is from an actual government document. Welcome to 2024 A.D.

I have no reason to be depressed. I have no reason to be happy either. But shit is not so bad.
So why cannot I feel content? Happy?
Only girls make me happy. Nothing else seems to have an effect.
Is this the normal state of being?
Am I depressed?

>>23142350
why do you hate it?

Every time I think about you I feel completely overwhelmed with sadness.

My dream of being an artist is over, I was born in the wrong country. I am good and could be way better but I dont have a fancy zip code so no one knows.
I should suicide, who cares? Life is whatever, right?

>>23142364
Contrary to fanfiction where you can just shit out anything you want with knowledges you already got, you need to think of everything that makes up the world to make things enticing for the reader.

I fucking hate having to churn up whatever bullshit beyond the action phase

>>23142371
My dream of becoming a billionaire is also coming to an end.
Same reason: wrong zip code.

>>23142371
why artist?

>>23142371
Just fucking draw and write online, you got the advantage of online to make your dreams come true.

>>23142378
fUCK OFF AND DIE, EAT YOU WHOLE
>>23142379
Its what I like, what I can do
>>23142382
You dont fucking get it, this place has nothing good on it. I should just suicide

Please don’t hate me anymore

>>23142376
If you don't like exposition, then don't spend time on it. Write what you enjoy, even if your book turns out to be back-to-back action scenes. There's an audience for everything.

>>23142407
God speed, thanks. I've been using the questioning method to myself and this helped me do some lore but it's still a pain in the ass

Weird how people here blame thee fourth channelle for their own personal failings as if they did not do it entirely to themselves. Anyway, as ever, I need a fat bitch.

>>23142312
I miss JoJo

I know this place is so fucking toxic for my mental health and I have to leave if I want to get better but it hurts so much and I miss you all the time and this is the only place where you are or might be

>>23142369
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>>23142540
Did you find a /lit/gf and screw it up?

>>23142371
Try drawing porn, a girl I know earned very good money living in Moscow. Now she is too lazy to create workarounds for sanctions, but she married one of her porn fans, he earns a lot.

I've recently came into contact with a guy that's very happy to share explicit pictures of him and his hot girlfriend, and we're all into the same niche fetish (diapers) so content is fairly scarce.
I've been chatting with this guy and both he and his girlfriend get high for this kind of attention, and I'm happy to give it to them to receive pictures and videos in exchange.

The guy is also a nice enough chat, but I'm sure I wouldn't feel quite as positively about him and wouldn't give him this much attention if not for his hot girlfriend, which I'm quite envious of since she has a nice body and is into this niche fetish, so on one hand I'd be inclined to keep chatting with the guy and receive more content, but on the other hand being so close to the cake that I can almost taste it makes me feel bad since I don't have and don't know if I'll ever find a relationship like it.

>>23142323
Unless there's a clear indication they're laughing at you, they're laughing with you.

>>23142603
Hint to him that you want his girlfriend. Perverts are perverted, if you know what I mean.

>>23142384
Consider moving.
I've done it, many people I know have done it, and mostly everybody's situation improved.
If the issue really is the place where you are, this is a feasible fix.

This morning I realized just how effeminate you have to be as a man to be interested in women. The natural attitude of man towards woman is one of ignoring her for her stupidity and purposelessness and to react arrogantly when she seeks attention. Two girls dressed in funny costumes drew your entire attention, you want attention back? Peak effeminate behaviour. You have reduced yourself mentally to the level of a woman.

>>23142603
Is it a cuckold vibe or something? For them, if not for you? I can't understand the appeal of sharing my gf. In fact I've been in a situation where I mentioned doing my niche fetish with some gf to another guy who had the fetish, and I could tell he felt jealous and it just made me feel bad. I was like "shit buddy, I hope you find one too."

I FARTED AND IT STINKS REAL LOUD

>>23142608
I've told him openly and he doesn't seem to think anything of it.
They live on another continent, so it's not like I could cuck him even if he was into that.

>>23142610
This is the core of most of modern men's schizophrenia. Back in the day, women were coquettes and men were providers. It was understood to be an equal arrangement. Now, society has been redesigned in the image of some kind of giant never-ending tea party social hour for women. They think they are what used to be called debutantes from the ages of 15 to 50. That period used to last a few years in their mind, and they understood that and understood the stakes. Now, there are no stakes for them, but infinite stakes for men, who are domesticated free range cattle on the vaginal factory farm.

The turd in my ass got clogged so I had to use my hands to break it apart. This never happened before. It was a big round hard turd.

>>23142599
Im not a woman asshole that aint going to work for me, fuck you, fuck your friend, fuck your fucking mother.
>>23142609
I cant, not legally. Ill just kill myself. the world can go fuck itself, art is bullshit

>>23142620
Femininity is a poison. It is a poison to women, it is a poison to men. The earlier you get rid of it the better.

My anus was itchy awhile ago, so I scratched it through my underwear. I just realized I've never changed my underwear since then, and I got worried maybe some bad bacteria is growing there.

>>23142626
Like a cannonball?

>>23142611
I don't get this impression, the guy is also sharing pictures of him and them together, it's more like they want to get showered with attention and compliments in exchange for the content.
I personally am jealous, and I'm torn between keep giving them attention in exchange for hot stuff and blocking him so as not to have to think about it.
>>23142637
>I'd rather kill myself than break the law
Just as long as you understand that that's the decision you're making.

I keep popping my pimples, but they keep popping back. It's a neverending cycle.

>>23142661
>Just as long as you understand that that's the decision you're making.
Where would I go even? Come on, life is nothing that interesting

>>23142626
It can happen.
I know it happened to a friend of a friend's, he got nicknamed "shitslicer" for a while.

You can get a lot done if you don’t care who gets the credit.

>>23142652
Yes like a cannonball, but the cannon hole at the end was too small. My anus was stretching so much and hurting, so I had to resort to my bare hands. If I was gay, then it wouldn't have been a problem.

>>23142682
Use BP and salicylic

>>23142312
Get married. Stay married. Have kids. This is the future. This is your most important political act.

The political is based on the friend-enemy distinction. This is built on the existential struggle for survival of the “friend.” Do this by having children.

When brown people illegally force their way into countries that are not open air market street festivals 24/7 and instead arrive in a quiet community, they do not think ahh finally peace and quiet. They are instead tormented by the sound of their own thoughts and must create noise to reduce this new anxiety

>>23142701
Don't forget the littering, they LOVE littering!

I have no money I can use except at the bank. I think this will stay like this for a while. I have quite the amount of food stored in the house and hopefully I managed to conquer some food by the time the house reserves are gone.

Starting to hate technology to a degree that is getting out of hand. I just cancelled my internet. At the end of the month the only way online will be through the local library's wifi.

I'm starting to feel more and more that the online world is a net-negative to society, or at least enough to society that it should be done away with or at least its presence severely cut back.

>>23142357
I love italianas so much

>>23142695
We shall never return to social sanity till we begin at the beginning. We must start where all history starts, with a man and a woman, and a child, and with the province of liberty and property which these need for their full humanity.

>>23142683
You can go to many english speaking countries, you seem to know english enough.
Or you can go to some european country as a refugee.
Or you can go to a neighboring country, crossing the border during a quiet time unless you live in some war torn region like palestine.
Or you can go somewhere else depending on your situation, you have more options than killing yourself.

>>23142610
>This morning I realized just how effeminate you have to be as a man to be interested in women.
You are on the right track. Next step is to think about what a man should be interested in.

>Google Jewish contributions
>It’s all Porn

Are Jews alright???

>>23142599
>but she married one of her porn fans
hope springs eternal

I'm done with therapy and psychiatrists. All they can ever do is give you bullshit coping mechanisms. I've been through so many. I've had 4 therapists at once before. Imagine that. 4 people on different days of a week to convince 1 guy to cheer up. I show up tell them my sad story and my sad head and they all say the same shit on the level of a 4channer here. Then of course when I try it it doesn't work. Then there's fucking drugs as the only option. Fuck this. I don't have a disorder. I don't want to cope with my life. The thing that seems to escape these people is that maybe I'm sad because my life is bad and I want to change it. I don't want to be happy with the life I have. Thats basically brainwashing and mind fucking yourself.

Anyone who just says "go to therapy" is just ignorant or malicious

>>23142736
So people would hate me? No thanks, at least eternal oblivion is clear cut.

I could live in hope.

>>23142312

What becomes of lover's scprned?
Do they walk the same as any,
Do they look the way of many,
Do they scrounge around like everybody?

Is their world the same as ours?
Or do they they live where there's no wind,
Where the path is scarred with blood and bile,
Where the birds look dead & Sky turned black.

Do they think the same as us?
With wound that crosses heart,
A lover's respite never to find,
The corpse that's bloated and defiled.
It is a wonder they are Alive.

>>23142736
>just be an illegal immigrant
Not him but you're fucking clueless

>>23142312
There seems to be a strong correlation between far right, conspiracy theorists, and paranoia

So in the 10th Century the Franks exterminated the Allemannic nobility and replaced it with a Frankish nobility.
Why did all European nations stab the Germans in the back?

>>23142849
What's your problem?

>>23142869
ummmmm im virgin ><

>>23142872
Basado?

>>23142849
Licensed 4chan therapist here, i recommend alcohol and violence.

>>23142872
That's not a problem

this board worships booktok

The Road is a good book. Very strange and takes a moment to get used to but once the flow kicks in, it's a fantastic pageturner. "How does the never to be differ from what never was?" I think about this a lot.

>>23142875
is cring
>>23142908
it is

I hate when girls moan in class for no reason.

>>23142872
then why are you virgin? being sad doesnt really influence that. plenty of sad people have sad sex every single day.

>>23142970
cant find anyone

>>23142969
they moan? wtf

Caught my mother watching a video on the effects of plastic surgery, how great and easy it is.
Is it over?

>>23142956
How is it a problem?

I just read three Stephen King novels and I'm fairly certain I can write better than him.

I guess, people come and go, we still speak with each other, but we've stopped to talk to each other. Or is it just me? Though, I don't think there is such a thing, as just me. Come and go, but we don't come anymore. They don't come, it's just me. That is, we.

>>23143001
At least in my class a girl was moaning while she was stretching, and it's obvious that it's exaggerated sounds.

>>23142850
>I'd rather die than have people hate me
I'd rather have people hate me.
>>23142855
>I'd rather die than be an illegal immigrant
I'd rather be an illegal immigrant, which by the way is something different from being a refugee.

>>23143025
Almost all the people who came into the internet and imageboards at the same time as me have disappeared somewhere or killed themselves. The few who still share the same "culture" as me are spread thin all over the internet, and I hate the rest. It's a very strange feeling.

>>23143042
no, DONT YOU FUCKIN GET IT
PEOPLE WOULD HATE ME IF I DID THAT
HAD I BEEN MEANT TO BE A KNOWN ARTIST I WOULD HAVE BEEN BORN IN A FANCY ZIP CODE
FATE

>>23143049
What's a fancy zip code? 1333?

>>23142849
Therapy is just another product of our times. People make money on it, and it's only up to you, whether you buy it or not.

>>23143024
Better how?

>>23143061
1488, obviously.

>>23143061
NEW YORK
CALIFORNIA
FRANCE
GERMANY
NORWAY
HONG KONG

So Gen Z is aging like milk.

>>23143104
Please stop spending so much time online

I live in a student apartment type deal with a kitchen/common area shared between 4 people. All 3 of my roommates hate cooking and will either order doordash or buy minute rice/ramen/TV dinners every day instead of doing it. It's fucking mind-boggling to me. They have a drawer literally full of Chick-fil-a straws and plastic Mcdonald's spoons and shit from all of the doordash orders they get them in and the pantry, except for the shelf I use, is filled top to bottom with sugary snacks and giant packs of Top Ramen. I've asked about it and they all said something like "cooking takes too long" or "it's such a pain in the ass" or "I hate cleaning up afterwards."

>>23143112
>not constantly alternating between stale bread and stale rice
Fucking plebs.

I'm reading Faxian's memoirs about crossing the Gobi, and he's talking about how there's a bunch of demons there.

>>23142926
The never was might not have been for any reason, but it might very well have not been because of the times; for example, 100 years ago people might have said, we've never traveled through space, though the last century changed that.
The never to be instead won't ever be, it's not just a product of the times, it won't EVER be; an example off the top of my head is resurrection (unless you're christian, in that case find yourself another example), though it's impossible to say what won't EVER be since we can't see the future.

>>23143116
>fellow stale rice enjoyer
What's your favorite type of rice? I'm a jasmine man, but basmati is dope too.

>>23143116
This lad knows

>>23143116
No one needs to eat like that unless they're literally dumpster diving. A 5$ set of Tupperware, a 5$ bag of rice, and a 5$ bag of beans is a great initial investment that will keep you alive for a long while, and if you have just a little more money you can buy vegetables or cheap-ass meat cuts (flank steak, chicken breast) to make it more palatable.

>>23142969
I'm tired of women laughing and blabbing in public in general. They are so frivolous and have such a silly view of the world as something that's "just there" to be enjoyed and taken advantage of that they have no instinctive sense of responsibility or duty to it, or shame at not having found a dignified place in it. They're all what Freud called anal expulsive types, sloppy sloshing overflowing cups of emotion and childish giddiness. I'm tired of hearing their wheezing gasping rasping laughs because they have never thought in their lives once "is my laugh annoying? am I taking up more space than I need to?" and I'm tired of their being so excited to see eachother that they start screaming and talking at 150dB because someone said "I saw Karen the other day" and two others said "I did too" "Oh my god!" and initiated a cascade. I just dislike them on a fundamental level. I wish I were gay.

>>23143112
Imagine paying an extra 20$ every time because 'cooking is a pain in the ass'. Is paying money not more of a pain in the ass though? Why do they even go to work if doing things is such a pain in the ass?

>>23143147
I honestly have no clue, I just take the first bag I see in the convenience store. In the past I also used to eat spaghetti, I would boil it for only something like 5 minutes, then eat it while hot. It would be in a very interesting state where itss just soft enough to be eaten, and just hard enough that the individual strands don't separate so its extremely easy to eat. You could go through like two full plates at once, enough that you don't have to eat anymore that day. It was absolutely inedible when cold though.
>>23143160
You're right, but I'm a lazy fucking nigger who would rather spend his time staring at walls blankly than eating cheaply and properly.

I'm eating expired food right now, there was only like 2 bites that tasted gross.

>>23143166
Are you an urbanite bugman? I work exclusively with men and I'm by far not as annoyed by women as you are.

>>23143167
Idk man, the way they set their priorities is a mystery. Two of these people actually aren't even college students, they just happen to live here for some reason, and despite making decent money in a low COL area they categorically refuse to cook beyond super basic shit like microwaving cheese over a tortilla. Shit's bizarre.

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>>23143190
Yesterday I made a noodle soup and added an onion, a head of rotten garlic, two unpeeled carrots that still had earth on them and two apples that had started to grow fungae on them.
It tasted funny.

>>23143202
You have one of these, don't you?

>>23143202
Why the fuck would you add moldy apples to a savoury soup? Nasty as hell

>>23143112
Restaurant food is terrible. Poor preparation, low quality ingredients, ingredients that aren't fresh, addition of msgs and shitty food additives. I find that if I eat restaurant food/fast food or instant food regularly (and not have good home cooked food) my mood deteriorates and I become depressed and moody, low energy and unable to concentrate, even physically unwell. These days I eat out or order food no more than once a month.

how do i get free stale bread if im a shy shutin
is peanut butter cost effective
is blood?

>>23143202
Today I cooked potatoes I didn't even wash them I just threw them into the boiling water with earth on them. After about random minutes I checked on them and they were soft enough so I turned off the stove and took a handful of potatoes out and made a pouch.
I added some of the hot water mixed with earth to the pouch. Then I added rotten garlic, a little bit of tomato sauce, flour, corn flour, chicken bouillon and salt.
I had two plates of it and it was delicious.

No motivation to do anything. I spent the whole weekend in bed, I have an essay to write but I have not bothered. The only plan I had for this weekend was to continue reading "Consider the Lobster" but even that I deffered. There is nothing I want to do, the computer brings me no interest, and so I lay on my bed waiting.
I would much like to go out and spend times with friends or something of the sort, but I imagine they are busy and the step of asking if they would like to do go out is too much for me. I do not know what I would ask them to do either. I am dissatisfied with the current state of my life, it is quite boring.
I imagine the average person my age has an exciting and enjoyable weekend, and here I spend it completely alone and bored. I want to go out and live but it seems that living is not for me. I prefer weekdays now since at least they keep me busy. I hold onto the hope that a girl will come around and ignite a spark within me again so that each day will be abundant with joy.

>>23143223
Fucking vile

>>23143215
Pig blood is delicious. I love dinuguan.

>>23143210
These apples molded gracefully, the side with a tiny little bit of mold on it had turned into some sort of natural apple gelatine so I couldn't resist to cook them. Cooked apples are always tasty even in a noodle soup.

>>23143234
does it make sense to buy for cheap? i just want to satisfy nutrition for cheap. do you have to cook it to not die or can i just mix it into drinks

>>23143238
Are you mentally ill or a retard, or are you just trolling? This is extremely bizarre behavior

>>23143241
You probably weren’t meant to survive on your own

>>23143249
What do you even mean by this? What did I say that upset you

>>23143248
If it's past the date, it's still good. If it's a little bit rotten, it's healthy. If it's very rotten, cook it.

>>23143248
he thinks hes being funny or something. just some sperg

>>23143254
I work by the same logic, but I really can't defend this shit.

>>23143257
No I genuinely like eating rotten food. Makes me more of a chud. Expiration dates are a Jewish conspiracy.

>>23143264
youre still a sperg for the showmanship and pretending to not understand peoples posts for theatric effect.

>>23143265
Ok I cut the moldy part our of the apple, still got 3/4 of apple per apple. I'll see how the other two apples left will keep molding. These guys are taff so the mold doesn't grow really fast.

>>23143252
Not upset in the least. I just don’t think you are larping

>>23143275
ESL

You think moldy apples are bad? This Korean market literally sells cow colons.

she gave me like six chances not to be an autist, and I failed every single time

>>23143302
Don't forget the small intenstine

>>23143302
hell, i could eat

>>23143299
Ok? Sell i dialekt spräche? Figg dini mueter, du hur engländer.

>>23143302
And they are known for eating gross stuff, rightfully so

>>23143241
Nigga just buy a big bag of rice and a big bag of beans if you're so worried. If you have access to a pot, water, and salt you can feed yourself off just those two things for weeks or months (though you'll probably get really fucking tired of it after a while).

oh my fucking god naked lunch is so good

>>23143302
So this thing is filled with literal shit, right? And why is the small intestine cheaper than the large intestine? Is the finer, brown shit considered more of a delicatesse than the unprocessed debris?

>>23143320
>>>/int/

>>23143333
Don't they make sausages from intestines (after removing shit) ?

>>23143333
>why is the small intestine cheaper than the large intestine?
Because its smaller?

AI fucking sucks. They made it permanently gay.

>>23143353
Intestines taken directly out of the dead animal usually retain feces.

>>23143361
Make your own

>>23143357
Because it doesn't contain the good shit, duh feces, those fine and tasty excrements, just undigested chewed down food.

>>23143333
the sausages you eat are made of intestines moron, that's why some they tastes really good while the ones made with synthetic casings tastes worse

That's still not too bad. One day my brother gave me the balls of a goat and I ate them. About 80% tasted like serviceable meat, the remaining 20% tasted utterly fucking disgusting.

>>23143372
Yeah but that's not the same, that's Intestines where the shit was taken out of the animal and replaced with meat. Why would anyone cook unprocessed Intestines? Even if you removed the shit it would be just skin.

I made the mistake a few days ago of briefly checking Borges' work for the first time by listening to a free audiobook of Tlön, Uqbar, Orbis Tertius, while drunk. Definitely not the kind of stuff for a hazy mind. Looking forward to getting his collected fictions tomorrow.

>>23143379
>shit was taken out of the animal and replaced with meat.
They kill the animal then open it up and remove the intestines which at that point are still full of unprocessed animal food and shit. They then remove all that shit from the intestines and wash them. Afterwards they are ready to be filled with meat/mince to make sausages.

So 'genre' is for fags, right?
Ultimately it matters more that what you write is good than whether it fits neatly into a genre because you can just say it's a 'twist' upon the genre, right?

>>23143407
Holy fuck, go back to plebbit you halfwit

>>23143411
calm down rajeesh

>>23143411
Rude.

>>23143374
Pretty sure that was an episode of Fear Factor

You can't even say "poop" to the Brave browser AI without it getting mad.

>>23143439
Reply "What's with that attitude, you fucking mongrel? I'll cut your cables off and shove them up your ass one-by-one."

>>23143439
someone has to formalize this already. why does reality - that which is the case - self-select into the reddit 'timeline'

>>23143466
>why does reality - that which is the case - self-select into the reddit 'timeline'

>>23143407
That is if you think genre just means following a list of tropes. Science fiction actually has a philosophy behind it; one that I find quite interesting. At its core, sf is supposed to be about thought experiments told through narrative media.

Now, I'm not trying to shill this guy's channel, but there's a youtube series I came acros that gave me a whole new perspective on sf, and made me want to dig deeper.
https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLClUjyQA4BcaAlpEkZJWRBehHhQOqBifE&feature=shared

>>23143439
Wtf I didn't know brave was woke

>>23143474
certainly, reddit softness and diabolical evil make strange bedfellows, but I did say formalize it. I want a metaphysics on why the wondrous has been segregated to all possible worlds, and the actual one is the one where no-shit artificial intelligence is reddit.

>>23143480
Everything that is designed to make money or is monetized in some way is going to be woke. If you made an AI for people to use (either as a bundle or on its own) expecting some kind of financial return then you would make it woke too.

>>23143466
My theory is that it has something to do with normies never having such control over public life, and norrmies defaulting to "parental control" structures unconsciously when they are scared or perplexed. It's interwoven with tribal logic, something about morally policing the tribe as a performative way to demonstrate one's place in it.

I think this is what it feels like to be in a cult. It's sort of like a race to the bottom. I bet in a lot of cults too, the leader is only 50% of the impetus behind the implementation of stuff like him getting to fuck everybody's wives. I bet a lot of it is cult members themselves going "o-oh yeah, well I'm TWICE the cultist you are! He can even.. fuck my wife! He can fuck my daughters if he wants!!"

Except in this case it's the "look how good a son of mommy and daddy I am, I'll give up all my freedoms and yours too." I don't know, I can't put it all together. I do think we're going to be completely consumed by this soon though. We're going to see slicker, even worse forms of Room 101, but woven into every level of life.

Turns out that I can cry on SSRIs after all.

i love being naked in my own home, it's so liberating. i've done basically everything naked now, from reading to watching TV to cooking to even doing my taxes in my birthday suit. one time i was so confident to as go get the mail outside this way. and ti think, this all started when an anon said sleeping naked is the way to go. thank you anon, this is how man is meant to be naturally, a true return to tradition

>>23143535
I tried sleeping naked once and couldn't even manage it. Felt so fucking unprotected that after spending a few hours laying there I got out to change into some underwear, proceeded to sleep like a pig.

>>23142312
Sometimes I miss this girl I used to see. She really wasn't special to me at the time. What elevated her with time is the realization that she is the only woman who never gave me reason for distrust. She was just loving and kind. But hey man, I blew it I guess I hadn't really sorted my life out and fuck I am glad it didn't last past the point of getting nasty. A pure soul really does deserve better than that.

Why can’t I stop thinking about you? I just want this to be over

>>23143585
Coomer, stop putting roasties on a fucking pedestal.

It is literally psychologically easier for me to imagine that my ex girlfriends are dead than to live with the fact that I fumbled them so bad.

>>23143626
lol while you simping for your ex girlfriends they are getting pounded by a group of Chads.

>>23142603
What kind of videos?

I cant take people with tattoos seriously

I remember that back in 5th grade or so there was one natural blonde, short and cute girl in my class. She was one of those studious, polite types. I don't know why I started this but shortly after seeing her for the first time I started sort of imagining her as my daughter. I never even spoke to this girl and probably never even learned her name, but there was just something about her that activated my paternal instinct. Never had a sexual thought about her, which I am saying because some retards on 4chan seem to think paternal feelings mean you want to fuck. I actually had these paternal feelings even before meeting her, but there was never really a target for them. At the time I was dominated by fantasies of a happy life with a loving wife, and also of a cute daughter to spoil rotten. At the time I was a total freak overdosing on porn all the time, but interestingly enough these two fantasies of mine were not contaminated by it in the least. Just a short of pure, simple wish and desire. The two would sometimes merge to create a daydream where I get to have BOTH a loving wife AND a cute daughter, which is roughly equivalent in worth to ascending to the position of Eternal God and making the universe bend to your will for all eternity. Fastforward nearly twenty years and I am not one step closer. Not to having a wife and daughter, nor to becoming a God. Regarding the former, I have long come to terms with the impossibility of this. My personal thoughts, interesting past, certain responsibilities, disgust in myself, the world, and also in women prevent me from even something like getting a girlfriend. There's also presumably the factor of getting rejected by others mixed in there, but as I have never even held the hand of a female who wasn't connected to me by blood, or bothered even once to do such a thing, I have absolutely no clue how women feel/can feel about being with me. I have kept my chastity this long, so I'm pretty sure I can keep it to the grave. The cravings for love have become suppressible long ago(though not any weaker!), and the craving for sexual interaction dried up like a well too.

>>23143659
I think that the longing for love and a target for paternal affection were both caused by my terrible childhood. It would be a pain to write about that too, so I'll refrain. It is a bit hard to imagine that somebody who is relatively normal would be wishing for a cute wife to spend his days with, starting from the age of fucking 7. And I know for a fact that my desire for a cute daughter came before the one girl I was obsessed with, so you're left with...a 10 year old(?) spending his days whining inside his head about his lack of a beautiful wife, bright and happy daughter, and a nice plot in the countryside. Though that does basically sum up my entire life. I was also a sort of early bloomer, by the age of 10 I was fluent in English, and delved into things like elementary economics and politics. Nothing particularly amazing, which is quite easy to understand if you look at my present condition, but for a child it was pretty good; shame that I ended up pissing it all away. I'm told that autistic children tend to be like that, though I have no clue if I am an autist. I was also an early bloomer physically too, had a light beard and moustache by 12 and spent more of my life close to 2 meters tall than I did shorter than 190.
Make your fucking character limit bigger, Christ.

>>23143659
>20 years simping after some imaginary female
>>>/r9k/

>>23143663
It was only that one school year, after that I never saw her and recall her maybe a few times a year, while on the toilet. To be honest I can't tell if you're being a faggot or if I wrote in a misleading manner, I'm way too sleepy to trust myself to write right. Doesn't really matter either way, I guess.

The weekend is over, and i spent it browsing gigabytes of Yukkuri abuse
Je ne regrette rien

>>23142312
Some people on this site are fucked up beyond belief. It’s not exactly an interesting fucked up either

Meritocracy doesn't exist, never really existed and never will exist.

>>23143736
In the future when you can choose your parents it will be.

>>23143679
Fucked up in what way?

>check some exhibition catalogues from a few years back
>second hand for 250 euros
fuckers

I just met the funniest person I've ever met; myself.

Free full movie

I'm full as hell. Ate 2 burgers.

>>23143889
What kind of faggot are you? A woman or something? Eat at least two more of I have no respect for you.

>>23143889
I'm horny as hell. Ate your mom's ass.

>>23142854
Is this "lover's scorned" (the scorned of the lover) or is it intended to be the "lovers scorned" (scorned lovers)?
It was good by the way.

>>23143894
My belly gonna burst!!

Told my sister I'm watching Shōgun and now she wants to know where I'm watching it but I hate to tell her I've pirated it. I do think more people should pirate shows though.

>>23143956
>still watching tv/movies in 2024
ngmi

>>23143956
You never snuggled with your sister watching pirated anime? You're missing out. We did this all the time before I moved out. Now we do it through discord when she gets out of school.

>>23143962
Honestly, the show doesn't seem too bad or pozzed for a newer show. I think the show she wanted me to see was more pozzed which is Helluva boss.

>>23143230
Haha you're literally me! Maybe there's lots of people rotting away in bed all weekend. It seems to me like everyone else is going out and having a grand old time constantly and I'm the only one rotting away, completely immobilized by too much thinking. Impossible to know the truth of the matter. At least one other person on 4chan.org is rotting away with me.

My therapist told me that you sound like someone who has sociopathic tendencies and lacks empathy

>>23143974
My therapist said I'm pregnant and you should seek an autism specialist.

We are nothing and no one compared to the greats. The best we can hope to achieve in the eyes of posterity is to be like one of those obscure late antique authors only scholars care to read, exclusively for antiquarian purposes rather than sincere aesthetic enjoyment or philosophical content.

>>23143980
>I'm pregnant
Mazel Tov. I'm sure that your years of being a terminally online 4chan user have prepared you to be an amazing role model for your child

Been doing a kind of unintentional intermittent fast for the last month or so. I usually eat dinner right after work ~6pm and by skipping breakfast I often don't eat again until ~12pm. I can't tell if I'm just imagining it but I do feel more energised and clear headed, calmer, less anxious.

There's this guy I know. I think I might be one of his only friends because he still talks to me about things that are going on in his life years after we last physically saw each other. Every time we talk I feel immensely shitty because he has these problems that are causing him a lot of stress and all I can really do is listen, ask little questions like "oh really?" or "and then what happened?" and give him normalfag tier advice like "you probably shouldn't beat the shit out of that dude your ex cheated on you with even though it would be really satisfying" or "you should consider talking to someone face to face about this stuff." I'm a kissless virgin with almost no social life whatsoever and when he talks about his relationship troubles I usually just end up parroting shit I've read on social media because I have no real experience to draw on. I'll say a couple prayers for him every now and then and pick up the phone when he calls but I wonder how useful I really am.
I get worried about the dude because he seems to have very few outlets and spends most of his time at work or alone and lately he's been under tons of stress due to work and his father passing away. He's been talking about how sometimes he just doesn't give a fuck anymore and I can tell what I say in reply doesn't really do anything for him even if I'm earnest about it.
It makes me wish I was the person he needed me to be instead of just another faceless incel loser weirdo who just so happened to meet this other person and be able to connect with him on some level. Not like in a "I wish this guy had someone else to talk to so he would stop bothering me" kinda way but more that I wish I could grow to be that better version of myself that I imagine sometimes, someone who could give good advice to others despite (or maybe even because of) his lack of relationships. I don't know if such a person can even exist but I hope he can.

>>23143230
>I hold onto the hope that a girl will come around and ignite a spark within me again so that each day will be abundant with joy.
Not if you don't do anything, nigga. Women don't fall from the sky.

>>23144057
>ex cheated, virgin
>problems

>>23143659
If you want to be broken, you should read Serotonin by Houellebecq.

Have you ever been betrayed to such an extent by someone you so trusted that you came to doubt whether there is even such a thing as true friendship

>>23144108
No, I've never experienced that myself.

>>23144108
Have you?

I'm going to stop preying on women. I put myself in their shoes and realized I wouldn't like to be preyed on if I were them because I'm better than them.

>>23144133
I put my nose in their shoes.

>>23144144

>>23142312
>As an unperfect actor on the stage,
>Who with his fear is put besides his part,
>Or some fierce thing replete with too much rage,
>Whose strength’s abundance weakens his own heart;
>So I, for fear of trust, forget to say
>The perfect ceremony of love’s right,
>And in mine own love’s strength seem to decay,
>O’ercharged with burthen of mine own love’s might.
>O, let my books be then the eloquence
>And dumb presagers of my speaking breast;
>Who plead for love, and look for recompense,
>More than that tongue that more hath more express’d.
>O, learn to read what silent love hath writ:
>To hear with eyes belongs to love’s fine wit.
I love Shakespeare so much it's unreal bros

>>23144117
I have

>>23144153
Make me one that says niggers or I will never forgive you.

>>23144161
I didn't make it. I don't know how to make it.

>>23144159
What was it? Gf cheated on you? With your best friend?

Thinking about how much I hate the public education system. Especially high schools. 4 years of constant torture

>>23144176
That wasn't it, but that's a good example of the kind of betrayal I'm talking about.

>>23144220
lol

>>23144224
explain

I wish I had never been born. Or at least never been born as a human being. I think being something like a tree or maybe a starfish is as much as I'm good for.

Since about the start of this year I've grown remarkably better at noticing and controlling my anxiety. Whenever I notice myself tense or anxious, I have a newfound ability to simply 'shift gears' and expel that anxiety from my system. It's a full body, fully mental shift, almost akin to putting on or taking off a pair of glasses. I don't know how I acquired this ability but now I'm wishing I'd known how to do it earlier. Perhaps it's just age (I turned 27 in December).

All areas of my life have begun to improve. Work is more tolerable, I'm more outgoing around my coworkers and strangers, I am far less self conscious of my actions. Where I used to be hyperaware of my body and what I was doing, I feel much more in the moment - I just don't care as much. I have been able to stop masturbating easily, down from a daily habit to only twice this year so far. I'm hornier than ever but I no longer think to masturbate, it just doesnt really enter my mind as a thing to do. This is the first time I've posted on 4chan since the start of the year and I probably won't return again for another few months. I asked a girl for her number for the first time since college and she seemed excited to give it to me.

I don't think I realised how on edge I have been the entirety of my life. I finally understand what people mean by mindfulness.

My next goal is to wean myself off my phone and write more by hand. Perhaps an hour a day of journal writing instead of lying in bed on my phone. My life isn't perfect but I feel more comfortable and confident than ever before.

>>23144251
You were'nt born. A sperm and an egg formed an embryo (you), and the embryo grew more cells until there was a big mass of cells that went outside a bigger mass of cells, and then you continue to clump cells together until you become like the bigger mass of cells that you exited out of before and now you renew the cells without gaining more cells.

Guys, this is important.

If you browse 4chan through catalog mode, just try index mode for a couple hours. It's actually 10x better and I never realized it.

>>23144250
I don't have to.

>>23144308
Index mode?

>>23144314
AKA paged mode. Where threads appear in a list

>>23144251
Cursed be the day
on which I was born!
The day when my mother bore me,
let it not be blessed!
Cursed be the man
who brought the news to my father,
“A son is born to you,”
making him very glad.
Let that man be like the cities
which the Lord overthrew without pity;
let him hear a cry in the morning
and an alarm at noon,
because he did not kill me in the womb;
so my mother would have been my grave,
and her womb for ever great.
Why did I come forth from the womb
to see toil and sorrow,
and spend my days in shame?

>>23144327
Is that like a 3rd party thing and I dont know

>>23144332
I think hes talking about the default mode, how it looks before you go to the catalogue.

I have a four page essay due in 4 hours. I don't think I can do it

>>23144308
I haven't used index mode in years will give it a try. It is nice seeing some of the replies for each thread

>>23144469
In the struggle for existence, it is only on those who hang on for ten minutes after all is hopeless, that hope begins to dawn.

Thy fingertips sensually slide up and down my firm shaft

There's this new girl at my church. Well, relatively new. She's been with us for about a year, but I only really met her about 6 months ago. I think she's really cute and I like her and I'm pretty sure she likes me too. But she's still so new in the faith, and I can tell she's a bit fragile. I don't want to start something with her that goes wrong and cause her to depart from the church. But damn I really like her.

>>23142312
I saved my novel bros.
>moved the setting from Houston to a small town in east Texas
>recycled the characters with minimal changes and replaced one with a similar character that would fit better in the setting
>sort of similar to That Hideous Strength without the religious aspects to it
I banged out a two-page plot summary this afternoon.

Imagine if white people were able to look at their own culture and take it as seriously as Asians do.
https://youtu.be/hWw1JFFyQyo?si=KdyoQZ2z_Y_I1Gah

>>23144491
I wrap my hand around thy cock and tug as hard as I can. Thou screamest in agony as I doth pull and twist thy cock and balls. Thou doth faint from the sheer agony of the torture that I am inflicting upon thee. When thou awakest, thy cock and balls are gone, replaced by a bloody absence of flesh. I have castrated thee. Thou art a eunuch.

Spent all day vomitting gallon after gallon of fluid as my left side flared up and any food and drink seemed to rotate it and cause instant projectile vomiting. Its ogre for me
Idly enough theres an inflamed spot on my back too and it seems to help my stomach when I put pressure on it but it's hard to say

>>23144524
Are you the same retard who ate a bunch of spoiled food?

>>23144528
No. I've been blog posting off and on about how sick I've been for a year now though, which is why I'm concerned. Already had a year of diarhea now I must have filled 6 buckets with fluid vomiting

>>23144532
Have you seen a doctor?

>>23142312
Sick as fuck and have dental work scheduled tomorrow. I’ll probably have to cancel and I’m sure they don’t want to be working in someone’s mouth who has a fever but I really don’t want to pay a cancellation fee

>>23144539
I saw one back in early summer but I had no idea what was happening back then and was just a bundle of nerves so I ended up going down a dead end seeing a heart specialist. Now that I know more specific symptoms and could actually get help, I've been too sick get my ass to the doctors, and developed a severe anxiety about fainting that has kept me locked up. Looks like I might be going to the er if this doesnt ease up though. I seem to be keeping down food and water now so we will see

I'm the guy who ate 2 burgers earlier. I ate another one, but it didn't taste good because I left it out for hours and didn't reheat it or anything.

>>23144567
Also I dont know if it's from the dehydration but I gave Ben experiencing the the strangest most jumbled stream of consciousness with the most strange thoughts coming at me 100 miles an hour, like I watched a thing on the pope the other day so ivr been getting bombarded with Latin phrases and names of popes and titles in the Vatican, as well as shit that seems completely random. Posting here seems to help keep me focus

My biggest challenge with dating is that I just don’t have fun anymore. Flirting is hard because I’m just not happy or enjoying myself.

>>23142312
Sorrow be to the dictator, the great man of power.
I will one day write a book praising such a figure. To counter-act all those who wrote books to insult them.
I hope I will, at least.

Finally wrote some more, gonna take it easy.

>>23144064
Yes they do if you're destined.

Wrote two pages of my four page essay. Two more pages and two more hours left

I want to get into vanilla. Or at least sorta vanilla stuff like futa on female.
I'm tired of feeling guilty and disgusted with myself for jerking off to what is essentially body horror. I'm tired of drawing fantastical and nonsensical connections to things in day-to-day life.
People might frown at futa but I think they'd frown less at it than girls turning into soda cans or dudes getting turned into chick's asses.

>>23144792
Dude... you're fucked up. You shouldn't be looking at any of that stuff.

>>23144777
I wish you luck.
I have an even worse work ethic than you.

>>23144806
... are you thinking I'm referring to something I'm not?

>>23144823
I still haven't even finished the reading that I'm supposed to be citing and commenting on. It's only 5 pages of reading

>>23144851
My brother.

>>23142312
My concise ass could never be a writer.

There are so many true crime videos on YouTube and they always do really well in views but eventually, all the interesting shit is gonna be covered so I was thinking, what if I make videos similar to those but I just make the shit up? Do you think people would watch that? I wouldn't wanna half-ass them either, I'd wanna put full effort into them.

>>23142312
I don't enjoy grad school. I'm struggling with one class in particular. I'm close to finishing but I am so full of regret. Don't enjoy is actually an understatement. I genuinely hate it. I hate most of the people in my cohort and pretending to be on good terms and get along with them is so painful. I have nothing in common with them and genuinely do not view them as equals. Academics are generally scum. Overpaid, overeducated, but yet so dull, ideological and ignorant. I would never recommend anyone ever do a master's or PhD in the humanities.

>>23144863
I feel the same. I can't fill a page. My sentence length is always the same. If I tried to write my book wouldn't even be 100 pages.

>>23143112
Cooking can be a surprisingly daunting thing starting out. I know it seems silly to us who either learnt as kids or a long time ago but to them it's objectively not worth it to cook an individual meal. Sure, once they learned the basics it would be worth it, to people like us it might even be worth it for the 'accomplishment', but if you don't care about these things then it isn't worth it to cook. One thing you have to understand about zoomers is just how afraid they are to try new things and fail, they have lived sheltered existences with everything they ever wanted to do having explicitly outlined steps in how to do it, they are also generally depressed so investing in a future skill doesnt seem that important to them because they think they dont have a future. Sure recipes exist but even then you will have a chance to screw it up or spend long enough on it that paying someone else to do it is economically preferable. As people who cook regularly, we underestimate the basic knowledge non cookers don't have which adds to the time it would take them to cook, such as good brands of things we like, basic supplies in our kitchen, optimal tools for each task, workforce management, where to find things in a store, possible substitutes, how long things last and how to store them, visual indicators in cooking.

It's a both sides are retarded situation, the only remedy to non cookers and destroying this bloated goyslop industry is to make cooking 'cool' and the skill in mastering it 'attractive' again. They really do subconsciously somewhat think it's for plebs and they are too smart and important to do something as lowly as cooking.

>>23144969
No its not daunting at all. I didn't cook at all until I had to as an adult. You just throw shit in a hot pan or pot. Its dead fucking simple . I'm a zoomer. Never burnt anything or made something inedible. I just used intuition. And no I never helped family cook or even watched when I was a kid.

I want to die so bad. If God would give me another chance, I'd just suffer through it. I'd live no matter how painful. I'm sorry, God. I have to die.

>>23144978
I feel the same way I wish I could give you a hug.

>>23144978
Me too. I wish hell was never thought of. The idea id go to hell is just such a joke. I hate my fucking life. I'm fundamentally a defective unit. There is no going forward from where I am.

>>23144977
By zoomer I meant the average zoomer, not every zoomer.

>>23144998
Didn't mean to imply you did

I wish I could create one coherent sentence.

>>23144899
So you come full circle back to crime thriller fiction

I wish I didn't have to be asked to repeat myself 3 times because nobody can hear me.
I wish I could say something and not be met with a look of total confusion.
I wish I had something to say.
I wish I could write.

>>23144996
I will go to Hell no matter what,
>For it is impossible for those who were once enlightened, and have tasted of the heavenly gift, and were made partakers of the Holy Ghost, And have tasted the good word of God, and the powers of the world to come, If they shall fall away, to renew them again unto repentance;
And I can't feel the love of God no matter what I do. I am okay with Hell because that is where I am going. I think I'm going to get an outside opinion and then seppuku, if I can't bring myself to do that, I'll go rot in a ditch somewhere and hopefully starve. :l

>>23145013
I guess so.

Stepped in a puddle in my bathroom, now I have to lay in bed with wet socks.

>>23145020
Tell me about the socks, why do you wear them to bed?

>>23145006
>I wish I could create one coherent sentence.
Just did.

>>23145018
I'll pray for you.

>>23145022
nobody cared about my feet until i put on the socks

>>23145022
My grandma says I'm getting old so should always wear socks. I only take them off when I shower.

Only my left sock is wet. Not too bad.

I'm bitterly unhappy with my life but I can't say what to change. Nothing is appealing. People talk about good lives but they don't sound good to me.

>>23145042
Your attitude.

>>23145046
I'm who I am.

>>23145033
I think your grandma is wrong you should wear slippers at home.
>>23145028
hehe

>anons thread on organ meats has made me hungry
Aaaaaaah it's half an hour before i can buy anything with blood in it

>>23145065
I know my grandma is probably wrong. I do whatever my parents or grandparents ask without question because that's what I think is the right thing to do.

>>23145076
I think anon with the slippers is right. Even if you just get bathroom slides to avoid puddles.

Women don't have a sex drive, what they have is the capacity to be turned on.

It feels like God is a Turkish ice cream server who keeps playing tricks with me when I just want the fucking ice cream. But I realize with patience, I will have a sweet treat and a good laugh, and I'll finally be able to enjoy life sincerely and not through sardonic jeering. I need to laugh, be patient, and enjoy the show.

I have a deep love and infatuation with the beauty of the earth, and the contrast of good and evil, in the dichotomy I can see the darkness chased away by light, and frowns bend to reveal an expression of joy. Every smile is a bastion of youth, in loving eyes you will find the meaning of life. I love it here, I love wherever I'm headed, I'm eager to learn whatever lesson I'm here for, and I can't wait to see the rise and fall of the sun and the sobering truths of late nights lit by moonlight. I await a lifetime worth living.

>Start fucking around with chatGPT4
>Ask it to analyze my writing
>It tells me that my level of education is "profound" and that my contribution to philosophy within this essay is deeply creative
>30 years old with zero education, just an autistic love of metaphysics
Well, I guess I should kill myself for wasting my life then.

>>23145197
post yuh philosophies nigguh

>>23145197
I assume it's always gonna tell you what you wanna hear, I doubt it'll ever shit on you.

>>23142312
Grave robbery. And with a cringy pastiche, to boot.
The posts of a spiritual geriatric jeering about the glory days four hundred years ago. Then again, their entire catalogue is just digging up the graves to compensate a complete lack of innovation or action.
This has nothing to do with anything on this thread, I'm just going anonymously seethe.

>>23145224
I hate grave robbers so fucking much. I wish they would just all die. Gues we're all just doomed.

>>23145184
It feels like God is a loving parent who tried to help me every step of the way, and yet I never listened. I can feel that disappointed stare from heaven sentー cannot bear it. Like every awful son, I hide beneath the bridges and in alleys from myself, ruined by drug and sin. There is no love awaiting me. I have failed again and again and, if there were still hope, I could no longer accept itー I could never bear to see the disappointed glare. I am already dead.

>>23142317
How do you expect the person you are mentioning to know who you're talking about?

>>23145200
Try to write actually garbage and see what it says. I'm too heterosexual to use chatGPT myself.

>>23145200
It'll shit on you pretty hard if you suck.

>>23145248
Proof?

>>23144978
Oh what I would give for another chance. 1 year back in time. 5 years. 10 years. My life would be immensely better if I could just have another go at the many things I have messed up.

I like big architecture.

>>23145254

>>23145277
Nice dubs my property

>>23145273
I prefer architecture that is too small for the average human to use. Fuck humans.

>>23145280
Based beaver appreciator

>>23145292

>>23143653
Why?

>>23144969
>zoomers
Here's the thing, I'm the only zoomer in this situation. Two of the 3 are full-on adults with careers who just happen to live here.

>>23145224
>>23145225
Sounds like you guys would enjoy La Chimera

>look at a photo of a Trump official being sworn in at the WH
>check the books on the shelve out of curiosity
>someone put a copy of "Hacks: The Inside Story of the Break-ins and Breakdowns That Put Donald Trump in the White House" there
kind of funny

>>23142312
Someone explain this pic please.
If there was an organized and well planned effort to exterminate the juice why build those little ovens? The Germans build a cannon the size of a naval destroyer, but they didn't bother to build a handful of industrial sized incinerators to expedite the process of the genocide of the juice?

Holocaust thread deleted?
>>/lit/thread/S23143081

My cousin was a virgin at 30 (religious reasons) and with 34 he is now married with child.
I'm 31 and still searching.
The pressure is on and I hate it.

>>23145590
Did he unironically find wife at church?

>>23145590
I know a few guys who lost their virginity and ultimately got married in their 30s. It’s not as uncommon as guys seem to think it is.

Any tradies can advise me on a trade that I can get into quickly? I worked on farms as general labor until I was 18 and then off and on until I was 24 but have no blue collar experience otherwise.

When I decided to leave the New York suburbs and take a position at my Alma Mater way out in the country, I thought I was making a really good decision but 6 years out from that decision I’m having regrets about it. Housing in particular sucks here almost as badly as New York with the crucial difference being that there are no cheap studio apartments here like there are in New York. There are no townhouses either. Honestly, there’s nothing. I did a Zillow search for all houses asking for less than $600k. Realistically, I can spend about $250k but I chose $600k just to see the inventory. There’s a whopping total of 4 (obviously shitty) houses in the entire MSA on the market. So I’m at a place now where I haven’t made any real money by the time I entered my 30s and I don’t even have cheap housing to show for it. My career is also stake and boring. I can’t think of a more boring career track than being at the same organization from 18 to 30. I really regret it.

I had big plans for 2024 but I fucked up the timing and now I have to delay them.

>>23145642
But how? Seamaxx? It just blows my mind

>>23145701
The same way guys in their 20s lose it. You have to realize that men are different from women. For women, they’re going to lose their virginity by their 20s if they’re ever going to lose it at all. For men, it’s more like it just tapers off from 20s while a minority continue to lose it in their 30s, 40s, I’m sure even in 50s. Honestly, it stands to reason that a guy who is a virgin at 30 actually has decent odds because as he gets older, he gets more attractive as long as he gains some maturity, financial stability, grows into his body and face, all that. If he was a loser as a broke 20 something he won’t be as big a loser if he’s a rich 30 something, you know? So you don’t have to be rich, but just don’t be a total loser. You can’t have literally nothing girls are after and expect to get laid. You’ve got to bring something to the table, and if you can do that, it doesn’t matter if you’re 30, 40, whatever. If Jeff Bezos was a virgin at 30 you think he’d be one at 40 if he still founded Amazon? No way. Extreme but you get the idea here.

>>23145701
The guys I knew married white women by the way. They’re approx. 6-8 out of 10 imo. The one guy got serious about fitness and started a company, just generally became a more mature and serious man and bagged the 8/10. I’m sure she has a low body count too, although I can’t be sure.

>>23145724
Sure, it does make sense, just one thing. Doesnt you (a guy) being a late adult virgin signify a critical lack of social skills? I mean most of people just lose it in highschool or uni.
>>23145727
That makes more sense, him being rich and her going for it

>>23145639
Catholic youth meeting for foreign University students. So yes.

>>23145642
That was not the point of my post. I just don't like the pressure.
Because I am no longer Catholic it is also hard going for me to find someone compatible. I'm like a Christian atheist type. So basically I don't get along with neither theists nor atheists, especially when it comes to personal family values.

>>23145740
He’s not rich. I’d say his income is about the same as a marginally successful lawyer or commenting.

>>23145774
Really sad to see how catholicism crushes the faith out of so many

>>23145740
It definitely does signal poor social skills but women have lower expectations for social skills in men than men tend to think and that only lowers as they get older.

>>23145647
Try painting

>>23145273
Compensation for small penis

>>23145070
Lol over on /ck/? That's funny, that was my thread

I got a fever out of nowhere
it feels like I'm dying
I'm a bit scred to sleep
might be nothing and just me being a dramaking though
I am so tired

>>23145906
go to sleep watching a SPORTBALL game or something. you're suffering from anxiety

>>23145882
just be confident and direct?

>>23145929
No, you can’t fake it. If you’re brining something to the table and casting your line, the women will bite like fish. It’s just that simple.

So tired of feeling like shit. I always have headaches and sinus pressure. I always have a churning stomach and gross loose shit. I always sleep really badly. I always feel extremely dehydrated. My nose and throat are always irritated. When I exercise I feel even worse. If I exercise for a week I'm hit with a full of flu for the next week.
I wonder if all those fucking flu shots I got as a kid did this to me.

>>23145933
try dropping milk for awhile, then gluten, etc.

>>23145929
No being direct with women does not work.
They REALLY hate confrontation.
That's why flirting exists.
You have to maintain plausible deniability to give her an out, or else she will feel pressured and abort mission, even if she might have an interest in you.

>>23145932
Im too boring to bring anything to the table. I guess thats it then.

Isn't music kinda like acid?
Even if you haven't done it in years it'll pop into your head unwanted.
I haven't heard Mindless Self Indulgence - Shut Me Up in a long ass time and it's suddenly in my head.

https://youtu.be/UKeXjOUUvLE?si=YH5PlqvRWwED8l6L
I lost it at the part when some Arab music became hearable in the background.
I don't give a fuck about Europe becoming a third world turdhole but I refuse to pay taxes for it.

My brother is the epitome of a man child

If I ever want to do anything with my life, I need to cut my brother out of it entirely

>>23146053
In what way? Massive consumer?

why don't I get hit by a bus? Or catch a stray bullet? Why do I have to do everything myself if life is so "real"? If anything were real it would have killed me. Reality is a mirage of an oasis leading you deeper into the desert, It's a tantalus experience and I'm done waiting for things to happen. FTW

>>23146075
because you have not fulfilled your purpose yet

new
>>23146111

I get it. Took me long enough

watching About Schmidt
Jack Nicholson is GOAT

>>23146065
Not really. He just had the mentality of a teenager, is very self-centered and selfish, lazy, and spends his time and money in immature ways.

I wonder if this election for America will result in another "biden wins by a landslide". It's already seen some on the news networks of "orange man bad" floating around and this could be another presidency that's faked because feeling were hurt by libtards.

>>23146137
Watching Shōgun right now and on episode 2. I wonder what's the fate of Pilot right now because he's in Osaka and his other crew members.

>>23146036
Europe has fallen, that is all I can say.

>>23144587
hey retard, you're dying. I'd suggest calling the ambulance if you're still there.

>>23145273
Is that bridge real?