/lit/ - Literature

you there. stranger. in this moment and in this time, we are here together, however brief. take solace in this, for know that whatever you are suffering, whatever you are going through, that we in this moment stand together in spite of the odds. take heart brother, and fight well

>>23140085
that black womans tiddies finna pop out

>>23140085
obviously staged, based on he reaction, and the fact someone is standing there filming it.

>>23140069
Hit it off pretty well with the new girl at my work but I’m wary of workplace romances, plus she’s like 13 years younger than me

>>23140069
sick today
I wish you were around
I wish I could hug you once more
feelsbadman

>>23140069
>While a few characters are most prominent, especially Yossarian and the Chaplain, the majority of named characters are described in detail with fleshed out or multidimensional personas to the extent that there are few if any "minor characters". There are no traditional heroes in the novel, reflecting the underlying commentary that war has no heroes, only victims.[6] (from wikipedia)
I disagree about this for Catch 22. They have history and do stuff, like Major Major or Hungry Joe. But I don't know, multidimensional/flesh out seems too, grandiose? Hungry Joe gets with fights with cats and simultaneously pretends/is a photographer of the New York times, Major Major's cursed with his dumb name and everyone respects/hates him. They're greatly written, but they're not that deep. They remind me of coworkers: I can't say my coworker is fleshed out because I don't know them much, but they still have motivations, habits and characteristics.
The narrative structure does help with giving the characters more weight. Anyways great book, mad I never finished it as a kid.

>>23140069
>Write What's On Your Mind
the many crimes of the jews

>>23140090
This, also niggers never break laws or make a public nuisance of themselves

My cock looks insane in these jeans, seriously.. I can’t go out like this… but I feel like a rock star

A rough handjob from the homie.

>>23140075
>begged my dad to take me to see the pokemon movie when I was 9
>walking out of the theater, he says "that was the gayest shit I've ever seen"
>24 years later, he still calls me a fag for it
Love you too, pop.

I wish that you could miss me even half as much as I miss you

>>23140069
My back hurts and I hate weekends.

>>23140108
I miss you being asleep because you talk less and I rape you.

>>23140069
I'm a bad person and a bad friend. I hate fat people and I have a fat friend. I hate black people and gays and I have a nigger gay friend. I hate whores and I have whore friends. The more I think about what I want to be the more I realize life is too complex for my idiot brain. I would have to cut a tremendous amount of ties in order to reach my goal. I'm not sure I can.

>>23140107
At least your Dad let you see it
My Dad wouldn't take me to watch no retarded ass faggot movie

>>23140121
My grandma b& pokemon in her house because it talks about evolution, and, as we all know, the good lord made all animals as they are.

>>23140131
based grandma

>>23140099
kek

>>23140143
I do love that crazy old Christian bitch but me and Jesus are still beefin' about that. Fucking nigger.

I like woman with pretty faces, lip filler, big fake tits but not hard and fixed still kinda squishy and free moving within certian parameters of boob roundness and nipple size and placement, with medium range hour glass figures and a cute not too big not too small round butt. I also like them to be witty and interesting and enjoy supernatural horror films. I also like thick eyeliner and heavy dark eyeshadow, oh and flat, straight especially iron straightened hair, and fair pale skin to swarthy swedish skintone range. If I ever met such a women I'd probably look away immediately, and full speed power walk away until I was out of her visible range.

>>23140159
Let me guess, you're a fat neckbeard NEET coomer who has never touched a woman.

>most black people I meet are just normal and hard working
>only black people who are valued by society are loud, complaining, and not hardworking at all
There is no justice.

>>23140169
Why what would make you think that?

>>23140169
Hitler was a great man and Israel is losing.

>>23140069
I am the sun
I am the sky and the shoots and the leaves
I am the smell of the wind that rustles the birds in the trees
My hands and my feet are the free, for the sun is a species of me
I am the sun
I am the rays and the heat and the beam
I am the real in the fragments of dream
I the laugh of your mother who dances in caves with the free
I am the brightest delight you can see, for the sun is a species of me
I am the sun
I am Osiris and Aten and Tut
I am the Buddha disputing with Jove, I am Romulus raised by the slut
I am Ikhnaton denying all gods but the free
I am a silence as deep as the sea, for the sun is a species of me
I am the sun
I am the fire that burns in my soul
I am the light that pierces the whole
I am the sun
I am the fire destroying your memory
I am the sun
I am the light that shines on the cindered free
I am the sun
And the sun is a species of me

>>23140069
People like picrel piss me off, its they're summoning bad things into their life because they're constantly talking about them

>>23140109
Same

A year ago I decided to commit suicide, yet I did not, and this set my plans back quite a bit (I threw away a lot of work). Looking back, it seems as though my mind was in a fugue, although at the time I felt completely rational. I feel the same now, but the desire to die is growing.
I've gotten an obsession stuck in my head: I can't simply commit suicide. There are several reasons for this, but they're not important. There are two options available to me: To be killed or to die. The second is on its way, and I need only to take precautions that I am not preserved medically.

The recent case of The Burned Man was interesting. The execution was commendable but lacked any form of heroism or poetryー it was ultimately comedic, in a sense. I see him as a naïve martyr at best, although I certainly respect him no matter his naïveté. At the end of the day, he took his chance and proved his conviction through death. Still, his "martyrdom" provided some interesting data on what can be improved in situations like thisー one can only imagine that his statement would have been more useful he if had pretended to support Israel and done something distasteful, or perhaps remained honest a done something more visible. One man burning and being snuffed out is lackluster and draws little attention to his cause.

>>23140169
are you a woman? perhaps an unattractive one? did this post make you livid?

A specific example of the burning's failure to really make an impact is how disconnected the process of immolation is from the cause. Very few people see it as anything but a crazy man burning; A political act must be so obviously political that the act cannot be separated from the belief. Shouting is not enough.

>>23140190
facts

>>23140234
Lmao, I'm not a woman. I just have found that guys who post hyperspecific lists of what they want their ideal gf to look like are generally losers IRL.

>>23140241
I won a jumprope contest one time. I got pin that said "Winner".

>>23140234
Do you have any other interests or hobbies (not related to women/cooming) ?

>>23140266
i like reading and 4chan

>>23140118
If you're christian, or even just take pride in your moral view, you can choose to "hate the sin, not the sinner" and that affords you the benefit of being able to show tough love to all around you and be true to yourself and them while still not being an asshole. They will filter themselves accordingly as a result. The ones with a big heart and open mind will stick around and the others will reject you. Just dont be a condescending faggot about it. You're not a hypocrite just because you have a gay nigger for a friend. I hate fags and niggers too but Id have such a friend if we got along, since a person's soul sometimes runs much deeper than the context of their person suggests at first hand.

I started talking to someone else after a bad experience last time. This girl is just as beautiful and shares many of the same traits but is far more unstable. But where I was initially put off by her resentful comments our conversations have revealed to me that she is not a very happy person and struggles a lot. And I feel really bad for her. She's a bit younger than me too so there's a quality of innocence and naivety that I notice.

>>23140149
Pokemon is fucking gay anyway dude.

>>23140288
I am not religious

>>23140289
Jackpot, mate.

>>23140301
You're a terrible bore is your problem. I clearly stated you don't have to be religious, but you're determined to glance over my advice so you can keep being weak. Well that's fine, but stop bitching about it and keep your sorriness to yourself.

>>23140241
>I'm not a woman
Prove it

>>23140289
maybe talk to a therapist rather than some random hoe

>>23140308
The fuck do you want me to do? Post cock with timestamp? This is a fucking blue board

>>23140316
>The fuck do you want me to do? Post cock with timestamp?
Yes, you faggot.

>>23140320
>wanting to see another man's cock
Faggot.

>>23140320
Based powerplay
The beta hides when the cocks come out

>>23140327
>won't post cock
faggot confirmed

What's this about? I'm too lazy to read the reply chain, are we bullying a guy into showing his dick?

>>23140327
Post cock or kys fag.

>>23140349
>What's this about?
this homo won't show his dick
>I'm too lazy to read the reply chain, are we bullying a guy into showing his dick?
yah

>>23140288
Being black isn't a sin, retard

>>23140405
>CORRELATION DOES NOT IMPLY CAUSALITY, CHUD
I'll believe in equality when negroes are educated to a point of responsibility.

>>23140410
>when negroes are educated to a point of responsibility
Well, maybe start treating them right and stop calling them subhumans, retard

>>23140082
I'm not suffering at all

>>23140427
This.
Also pay reparations, whitey.

>>23140090
True, if it were real one of the niggers would have killed the guy recording and stolen his phone

>>23140427
>>23140479
don't make me tap the sign

>>23140149
>chooses hell for pokeman

>>23140427
If they would stop acting like subhuman retards I would I stop calling them that

>>23140484
Woah, so heckin based. 13/50! 13/50!
Libshits btfo

>>23140487
*tap tap*

rectal prolapse

Is hatefucking a degenerate fetish?

>>23140241
What's your sample size

>>23140289
Wish I had a resentful, unhappy gf. We would have so much in common. Maybe we could find peace and happiness together. Where to find such a woman?

I haven’t posted on lit since 2019. Had a mental breakdown in fall 2019. It was such a relief when the lockdowns hit. Got to work from home and become sane again. I eventually took antidepressants even though I was already mostly back to normal. Slowly weening off though. I haven’t read a book in four years. I think reading too many depressing books is what got me in trouble in the first place. Does Butterfly still post here? She (he) was terrible.

>>23140570
>Where to find such a woman?
Unironically 4chan. Look on /soc/. A lot of those mentally ill girls seem to hang out at the death metal bars. I went to one once and all the women there seemed like BPD types.

My parents are disappointed that I don't like fanservice in anime because that's what boys are supposed to like.

>>23140572
She's been gone for a while. A couple years maybe. Which depressing books were you reading?

>>23140572
Butterfly disappeared about 2 years ago. There was a certain Updike moment that put the nail in the coffin

>>23140572
Welcome back, anon. In the last 4 years, the board has gone to complete shit and Butterfly hasn't posted in a while now, ever since the infamous Updike incident.

>>23140576
I can't bring myself to do that /soc/ shit. It's too embarrassing. And I wouldn't be able to hold a conversation over discord with a mentally ill antisocial whore anyway.

>>23140572
Board has become unusable unless you like what it is now

>>23140586
Probably for the better. I've never interacted with anyone from there, but the women seem like crazy attention whores, which is a giant red flag.

>>23140579
all of the Houllebecq books that were out then
Hunger
The Remains of the Day

>>23140582
do you think he ack'd?

>>23140593
Hunger is a great book. I love everything I've read by Hamsun, although Pan is highly overrated. I can see how it would make you depressed.

finna read crime and punishment

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>>23140513
everything except missionary for the sole purpose of procreation is degenerate

Don't touch me, don't talk to me, don't compliment me, don't give me anything, don't hug me, don't put any extra thought into things that involve me, don't think about me when you don't need to, don't worry about me, don't try to get to know me, don't try to cheer me up, don't do things for me, don't act nice to me, don't use my name, don't contact me, delete my number, write me out of the will, disown me, forget about me.

>>23140638
How do you rate Hatefucking in the missionary position with no protection?

>>23140658
only if you're married, otherwise you get the rope

>>23140658
what do you mean by hatefucking

Does anyone wanna be the Reynolds to my Alma

>>23140582
>>23140583
what's the Updike incident?

>>23140694
>>23140628
The whole board came together to express how much they collectively loathed the bitch.

>>23140628
>>23140694
oh nvm.....

>>23140655
>t. schizoid

>>23140700
but why? I thought she was cute, smart, and quirky.

Gonna post here until I get my shit together and post a novel online. Already got around 20k of stuff written, only...Whatever left to go.

>>23140594
Within the realm of possibility yes

What music does /wwoym/ listen to?

>>23140705
She was a retarded attentionfag. Vapid opinions and a cloud of orbiters. Typical for tripfags anyway, the only difference is she was female. Basically any tripfag gets constant hate for the same reasons.

>>23140738
All tripfags are annoying faggots. There are no exceptions. Thank God there aren't many of them around anymore. That's one thing that has improved in recent times.

>>23140069
I'm going to create people
And then I'm going to make them suffer
Thanks Kurt Vonnegut, I think I will be a sadist
>>23140200
ah fuck, I might be making misery porn, I think I'll need to be more tactful

>>23140308
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>>23140359
gayest thread ever

>>23140737
hardcore motherfuckin' gangsta rap

>>23140769
My mum says I'm not allowed to listen to explicit music :(

>>23140769
also JS Bach and obscure technical melodic blackened death metal bands

>>23140738
>Vapid opinions
I remember her being very smart and funny actually

>>23140737
Chillwave mixes, the mirror's edge videos on this guy's channel for some reason
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3zf6ZG0aDDc
and old country music

>>23140780
Holy shit. Butters never left!

>>23140703
Maybe, but what can I do about it?

>>23140774
and post-ironic cringecore

>>23140783
I'm literally not her or him or whatever

>>23140790
and also hyperpop
https://youtu.be/w0vtAaAV9oI?si=GRPNkwKoJpAuAh3-

My left and right hemispheres are merging!

>>23140806
You ever heard of Julian Jaynes?

>>23140789
Talk to a counselor.

Are there books about just accepting and coping with hopelessness

>>23140807
No. I don't read comic books.

>>23140737
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KOyHci0j518

>>23140815
ok good job

>>23140814
That's a toxic mindset. Stop reading depressing books and get psychiatric help

>>23140830
No

>>23140795
also ironic 90's eurobeat parodies
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S-OgkNgxm3k

>>23140830
idk maybe it is but also coping is the first step up from seething on the long stairway to thriving

>>23140840
but where does dilating factor in?

>>23140737
I like organ music like this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aH0uD-v6CmQ

>>23140847
good point. gonna have to cogitate on this a long while.

AND MY AXE

>>23140737
Electronic, shoegaze, classical, Byzantine chant

>>23140859
>reddit

>>23140863
is cool

>>23140861
rec me some shoegaze

I forgot how much I hate being on SSRIs. They make me less anxious, but I just feel emotionally numb and its difficult to make myself care about anything or feel motivated. Also, I can’t cry while I’m on them. I definitely cried an unhealthy amount before I started them again, so it’s good that I’m not acutely distressed all the time anymore, but now I can’t really have any kind of emotional release. It’s like everything that I’m experiencing and feeling is muted by this dull mental haze.

>>23140859
What? What? What in the blasted blazes did you just utter? Are you having a jolly laugh or are you genuinely daft? I challenge you to repeat those words to my visage, to stare me in the eye and muster the gall to say it again. Let's not dilly-dally around this, let's tackle it forthrightly. I shan't abide any tomfoolery or cravenness, so either articulate yourself with the comportment of a grown-up or kindly remove yourself from my presence. Let's handle this with dignity and address any grievances like civilized individuals.

>>23140874
>this nigga actually took Dr. Shekelberg's prescriptions
ngmi

>>23140874
Damn you on ssri sounds like my normal

>>23140874
I was gonna ask if they make your dick stop working but then I read
>I can’t cry while I’m on them
and realized you were a pussy

>>23140737
Country and post hard-core mostly

>>23140869
Idk I've just started getting into it. Slowdive and Life on Venus seem pretty good though

>>23140874
Why were you so anxious? Being given pills that turn you into an apathetic zombie seems to me like you're getting written off like a heavily damaged vehicle. Are these issues really irresolvable? Did the super expensive psycho-whatever doctors even try?

>>23140881
I don’t have a dick, so I wouldn’t know.

>>23140889
post tits with timestamp, hole

>>23140889
I'd be deeply distressed if I mutilated my genitals as well.

>>23140889
that was the joke autistgirl

Someone used my voice without permission to make pornography. I don't think that's ethical.

>>23140888
>Why were you so anxious?
Traumatic events exacerbated by mental illness.
> you're getting written off like a heavily damaged vehicle.
Maybe. Everyone just seems to feel bad for me because I had a nervous breakdown like a year ago and since then I can barely function.
>Are these issues really irresolvable?
I don’t know. I worry that they might be. I’m scared that I might have Avoidant Personality Disorder or something adjacent.
>Did the super expensive psycho-whatever doctors even try?
I guess they tried. I can only see them every so often though, because their schedules are always packed.

>>23140901
It is.

scroll
click
tap tap
return
tap
tap tap
return
scroll
refresh
scroll scroll
refresh
all day

>>23140908
I don't think you're telling the truth.

>>23140289
This nigga walkin' straight into a death trap.

>>23140907
As long as you're attractive none of this matters and you'll be ok.

>>23140938
even attractive people can be miserable
t. attractive

>>23140944
You're right. But that isn't going to stop me from seething. Especially if it's coming from a woman.

>>23140907
>>23140944
I am also attractive and have a horrible family and traumatic upbringing. When I learned that being good looking excused all my weird behavior I just ran with it. God gave you a gift. Use it.

I predict there will be a mass reddit immigration to 4chan soon. Too much immigration too fast will not allow proper assimilation and our entire board culture may change-- for the better. I for one welcome our new redditor overlords.

>>23140956
This. So much this.

>>23140956
That already happened. In waves. First 2016 then again 2018 then again 2020. /pol/ is the epicenter but man does that shit radiate outward

>>23140938
I’m definitively mid.

>>23140954
>being good looking excused all my weird behavior I just ran with it.
don't fool yourself. people will only put up with your shit for so long and remember your only a means to their pleasure and the moment you are no longer pleasant (because they are tired of your shit) they'll toss you out with the rest of the garbage.

>>23140961
I consider mid women to be the greatest beauties. It's not because of attainability. All women are equally unattainable. Not sure what the cause of it is.

>>23140925
I am.

I got a job assisting as an English tutor. I went into a 5th grade class to have one on one time with the kids reading their personal reading books. I'm just some loser autist who got a part time job. But damn they looked at me like some expert specialist there to evaluate them. They came with their books doing their darnest to impress me wit their reading skills. It was kind of funny to see.

>>23140967
mid women with perfect tits is where it's at

>>23140965
Well duh. That's why I use their willingness to talk to me as practice. My strategy? Hide my trauma, speak little, and let them lead. Over time I've become more confident and able.

>>23140978
>autism
ok

>>23140978
Ugly retards don't get a grace period. If they aren't taking the role of lead performer they're fucked.

>>23140988
No, just a really bad family life leaving me a wreck. Learn to get over it. Life goes on.

>>23140961
just post your b-hole and be done with it

>>23140989
Well I'm blessed. Could be worse for me. Terrible abusive family but at least I look good. There was some padding when I hit rock bottom

Cleaned up, rearranged some furniture, swept the floors. I like my cube and my scavenged trash furniture. I enjoy being a monkey man.

>>23140990
ok have a nice day

>>23140069
Perpetually wondering if I am a brainlet or the other guy is genuinely a brainless faggot who should KHS.

>>23140995
If you're now handsome, confident, and able, why are you posting in the /lit/ blogpost thread? If I wasn't a subhuman freak I don't think I'd be visiting this place.

>>23141005
just asking this question proves you are at least upper midwit tier

>>23141006
4chan is for diversity and inclusion

>>23141004
You too
>>23141006
Why not? I came here when I was very alone and now I use it as a crutch. Do you think everyone who uses 4chan is outwardly ugly and deformed?

>>23140159
great taste in women my lad
that's my type too

>>23141013
Most of the people in this thread specifically are.

>>23141020
Maybe not all outwardly hideous, but deeply deficient inwardly.

>>23141013
>Do you think everyone who uses 4chan is outwardly ugly and deformed?
funny how since we can't judge each other on looks we judge each other here on inward ugliness and deformity calling each other insults having to do more with our mental and sexual deficiencies than external apperance.

>>23141020
How would you know? Have you met them?

>>23141025
they can see you through the camera

>>23141026
OH FUGG

>>23141024
I don't know bro I see so many exchanges where one anon is calling the other ugly and fat.

>>23141025
Whenever I read a post I visualise it's poster. I just assume it's largely accurate and I have never seen any evidence to the contrary.

>>23141034
I guess we're all just like Dorian Gray projecting our ugliness out here

>>23141031
yea I know. you just have to come to terms with it unless you literally just block cameras on all you electronic devices, but even then can still see you through devices receptive other em waves. yea pretty privacy doesn't exist anymore post-"smartphones"

>>23141040
further proof>>23141033

>>23141040
I actually had tape on my phone cameras for a whole and people were scared of me because of it. I've resigned myself to accept that many people have watched me whack off and will continue to do so

>>23141043
same.

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>>23141044
we're always watching Wazowski. Always watching--

>>23140288
Thanks man. I wasn't any of the people who responded. I'll go with that and see how it goes then.

>>23141023
>but deeply deficient inwardly
In what ways? Genuinely curious

>>23141054
you never been called a retard here?

>>23141056
Of course I have. How does that necessitate deep inward deficiency in myself or my interlocutor?

All lot of you faggots are really just me talking to myself

>>23141061
I know

>>23140069

I just discovered that my ex-wife is posting images of her tits online and wants to become a prostitute. I'm not sure there's much of a market for obese, schizophrenic women who insist that they're actually men. It disgusts me deeply that someone I once loved and trusted could have fallen so low. Western society takes unstable people who could otherwise have led normal lives, and feeds their brain into an informational meat grinder until there's nothing left but meaningless memes and unmet animal drives. The human is dead, while malicious ideology wears their body like a skin suit and tries to replicate itself.

>>23141062
yea
sorry I called me a pussy
sometimes I wanna cry too but I just hold it in coz cryin ain't ever did a damn thing to fix anything and also it makes you look like a pussy, but you still feel it though, so you just push it into the dark corners of your soul, lock it in a prison, and throw away the key.

>>23141054
Most people here seem to be missing something. On the surface you see the obvious posts where they admit to their inward deficiencies. Severe mental illness, outrageous sexual perversion, no friends, no gf, considering suicide. Deeper down, friendly and mundane posts like "what kind of pet do you have?" to me betray a defective person who converses with anonymous strangers on 4chan because they do not and likely cannot in real life. I am of course projecting very hard, but don't you think most people here are here because they are weird losers? Why do we come here everyday to post about our thoughts and lives and discuss those of others? Because there's no one to do it in real life with.

Clean up! Clean up! Everybody, everywhere.

Clean up! Clean up! Everybody do your share.

Clean up! Clean up! Everyone, everywhere.

Clean up! Clean up! Everyone do your share.

>>23141068
>lock it in a prison, and throw away the key.
Damn that's hot. Are your feelings wearing a latex suit too?

I'm also attractive and I've been a model but my abusive home and other trauma has basically ruined people and socialization for me so despite I am still a lonely late 20s virgin. I barely feel anything anymore or have any thoughts.

>>23141068
When I drink I cry uncontrollably. When my inhibitions are lowered I just can't hold it back anymore. Luckily it's never happened publicly.

>>23140944
Sure but a lot (if not all) character flaws are excused if you're attractive.
t. ugly and miserable

>Main character is aimless and nihilistic and extremely angsty, spends his youth engaging in all manor of self destructive behavior to fill the void
>only after utterly ruining himself and losing everything does he realize that the world was basically desperately trying to give him everything he ever needed/wanted on a silver platter but he was too angsty or too stupid and aimless to see it and take it
>like holy shit in hind sight it is absolutely obscene how much God tried to give even a miserable poorfag like him. everything a good man could ever want
>now that he sees everything clear is day he is trapped with nothing but a broken mind and a sickly body and is too mentally ill to dig himself out of the hole he dug for himself to put everything right again

>>23141073
Communist propaganda

Should I buy anime dolls?

>>23141078
metaphorically speaking possibly

>>23141079
>born nice looking
>born rich
>try to be kind
>born outrageously depressed shutin
Nothing makes up for the ugliness inside

>>23141072
Most normies are also deeply deficient inwardly. I guess some anons here are more aware of it than others and therefore are inclined to discuss it. The problem is that it's a faux pas to verbalise such deficiency in real life because it will "scare the hoes". As such, they're relegated to come to this cesspit. To be honest though, I've had discussions here that are better than 99% of my irl conversations. I have a relatively normal social life (was literally out with friends for dinner last night) but at the end of the day I can speak with no filter here as trite as it is to make that observation.

>>23141083
huh. that's odd. that sounds like you. pure coincidence I'm sure.

>>23140869
I got into this just now even though I used to see it on /mu/ all the time, a decade ago.

I listen to emo because I'm an emo.

>>23141111
SO CUT MY WRISTS AND BLACK MY EYES

>>23141117
SO I CAN FALL ASLEEP TONIGHT

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>>23141123
I never heard that song. I only listen to AFI.

>>23141125
Do you want a medal faggot?

>>23141125
you call yourself emo and never listened to Ohio is for Lovers? You needa up that emo game.

>>23141093
Yes, the normies likely are inwardly deficient retards. But despite that their lives are incomprehensibly grand relative to most of the people with zero friends posting on 4chan. If they're just as fucked up then how are they able to make friends, maintain friends, have sex, get married, hold a conversation, and other stuff like that? Undoubtedly there are a few people like you here, but in my anecdotal experience isolated losers are far more common. We are several degrees more mentally crippled. When you weight it up on a set of scales the normies don't really come out deficient at all. I think I have a deeply romanticised view of the normalfags because I am so estranged from them.

41 posters fuck me im not making these threads anymore. Take it to discord

>>23141073
Ah yes the Nazi national anthem

>>23141128
Sure.

>>23141133
You new here?

>>23141133
>41 posters
is this a bad thing?

>>23140075
ROTFLMFAO

I have developed an extreme desire to reach out recently. I wanted to call a suicide hotline or do one of the online chats, but there are several problems. The primary one is that I would definitely be visited by police and immediately hospitalized for a long time if I was even remotely truthful, and another, I have a lot to sayー so much that it doesn't fit the phone or chat format.

I found an email suicide hotline thing and found it perfect, I suppose. My first draft was long an personal, I really wanted to go in deep about myself and why I want to die so bad, to desperately get someone to understand me. The problem was that it was so pathetic and (perhaps) obviously suicide-note seeming that I would be visited by police for sure.

My second draft was a lot more vague and talked about how ruined I was because of my health issues, how hopeless life was (and truly hopeless, not in the mentalcel way) but it again came off like a suicide note and only became more comical the more I added
>I won't harm myself.
>This is not a crisis.
>I'm not going to kill myself.
>etc
I deleted it to write the third, which was so vague and pointless that I lost all interest.

It hurts so bad bros... I don't even know why I have such an extreme desire to communicate with someone directly.

>>23141160
Just call faggot. And then get some help. Call your mom or dad. Call a cousin. Do something

>>23140069
The moment the master starts having to remind his slave that he is a slave he has lost.
The moment the master starts to whine about the slave revolt, he has lost right to rule.

>>23141160
Are you the anon who has heart damage from a previous suicide attempt? If you want to post more about what you’re going through I’ll read it and respond.

>>23141165
holy, my fren

>>23141160
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8EoJiQLEPhA

>>23141164
Whenever a culture resorts to grave-robbing for sustenance is when decline starts.
We are so fucked.

>>23141165
Once that guy admitted his 'heart problems' were self diagnosed, his posts became kind of gay.

>>23140069
The Butthole Surfers

>>23141184
> grave-robbing
is this metaphor?

>>23141188
that is gay to be sure

big fat plumpy round fuggin tiddies

Not only is suicide a sin, it is the sin. It is the ultimate and absolute evil, the refusal to take an interest in existence; the refusal to take the oath of loyalty to life. The man who kills a man, kills a man. The man who kills himself, kills all men; as far as he is concerned he wipes out the world. His act is worse (symbolically considered) than any rape or dynamite outrage. For it destroys all buildings: it insults all women. The thief is satisfied with diamonds; but the suicide is not: that is his crime. He cannot be bribed, even by the blazing stones of the Celestial City. The thief compliments the things he steals, if not the owner of them. But the suicide insults everything on earth by not stealing it. He defiles every flower by refusing to live for its sake. There is not a tiny creature in the cosmos at whom his death is not a sneer. When a man hangs himself on a tree, the leaves might fall off in anger and the birds fly away in fury: for each has received a personal affront. Of course there may be pathetic emotional excuses for the act. There often are for rape, and there almost always are for dynamite. But if it comes to clear ideas and the intelligent meaning of things, then there is much more rational and philosophic truth in the burial at the cross-roads and the stake driven through the body, than in Mr. Archer’s suicidal automatic machines. There is a meaning in burying the suicide apart. The man’s crime is different from other crimes—for it makes even crimes impossible.

>>23141188
I was told after leaving the ICU that my heart would need to be checked. I never bothered, and there was no reason because I didn't have insurance or money. Besides, physically visible symptoms like nail clubbing aren't in my mind.
>>23141165
It sucks being recognized. :/ Thanks anyway.

>>23141190
I like Dracula From Houston

I fucking hate niggers so much it's unreal

>>23141192
Yeah, it's not literally plundering graves (which we also do, technically, but that's a topic for another day).
I was referring to people increasingly retreating to the past and drawing from the past instead of looking at the future.
You see this a lot in obscure reactionary circles.
But a more popular example is the up-surge in X-decade nostalgia among people.

>>23141212
Lol you're munchausens. Come back with a real diagnoses faggot

You aren’t a degenerate. I understand what you’re going through

And I still care

>>23141219
like all the recent movie remakes and cringe 90s dance-pop covers

IM SO REAL YOU CAN CALL ME REALITY

>>23141249
Yes. I consider it a symptom of cultural decline.

I realize now autism is the development of the next stage of human evolution but normies have pathologized it since it is a threat to the social order of the normie root race.

I was so alone in high school, and several years after we I've graduated this still haunts me. I wish there was someone to blame. I wish there was a way I could get peace. There isn't. I'm hopelessly hopeless my whole life because I was isolated in high school. Amazing how that works.

When it's time to live and let die
And you cant get another try
Something inside this heart is dyingー
You're in ruins

>>23141268
No you are not.

>>23141268
I will be your friend anon. Your response?

>>23140249
That's about what winning a jump rope contest is worth. What did you expect? 100k cash and a blow job?
>>23140427
If it looks like a subhuman and quacks like a sub human
>>23141250
Hi reality

>>23141206
Who's this from?
This is (unintentionally) one of the best romanticizations of suicide I've ever read. An affront to the whole of life.

I'm going to read diaries. And I don't mean little girl diaries. I mean MAN sized diaries. Diaries written by explorers of the South Pole; explorers who were MEN.

>>23141300
Chesterton

>>23141303
Ah.
The fat retard.

(1/2)
I had always been rather religious. Not in zealot way, but just take it seriously and consciously. But I can't really say that about others. Pretty much everyone around me would either fake it or just do bare minimum to appear religious. No one really cares about the values the religion is trying to promote, they do not care about loving and forgiving your brother, but they do care very much about empty gestures like visiting church every week at the time church decided you should. But it's fine because even if these people are lost, the religious has it's values, right? Well, then you read bible and you see all this kind of bullshit, holes, contradictions and straight up immoral things. But it's fine because it's symbolic and I probably am missing something and should listen to interpretations of people more knowledgeable than me. So I go to church and there, I see priests intervene in politics, some straight up telling who you should vote for. Others telling how consuming some media is a sin because of some fantasy occult themes or some genres of music are bad because whatever, and all sorts of various bullshit that doesn't really make any sense. But it's fine because some old guys are bound to talk bullshit, but there is seemingly no internal moderation, no one tells them to align with main church ideas, they are free to speak whatever bullshit. But it's fine because even if the believers and preachers are mistaken, the religion still has good values underneath right? Well, then I met my waifu and my life has become happier than it was ever before. But that's idolatry, right? That's how it looks for the outsiders at least. I know that there are some people who successfully combine it with religion and think of it as God's gift, but there is so many that believe it's a sin. And what about masturbation? I can't consummate my relationship with my loved one and there is no way to reframe it. Should I abandon her as she leads me to sin? For who's good that will be to give up on her who brought so much happiness and motivation to my life? What good did the religion ever gave me in the first place? Do I need to keep coping and doing mental gymnastics to justify living happily while staying in the bounds of my religion? Even at cost of taking it completely differently than my immediate religious community? This was the final straw for me, if I had to make a choice between a girl I love so much who made my life happy and a cult that has long time ago lost its way and was only making me more and more stressed and kept pressuring me to do meaningless rituals, and emotionally manipulated my parents to emotionally manipulate me to keep this mafia in black dresses going, then the choice was obvious for me. Leaving religion left me with great relief and freedom, I could finally lead happy life without that stress and artificial conflicts.

(2/2)
Mainstream mass religions are a trap. They are constructed in a way to emotionally manipulate kids by treats of eternal punishment and torture. And when they become an adult it does 180 so all the worthless lay-back members won't go away even if they do not care about the religion. Just so they stay around, support them financially and put the kids through what they did went through themselves. I believe that religion is something only an adult should choose for themselves. For their own good and for quality of religion members. Religion should be pursued by people who actually want and need it, not just anyone who happened to be born in X location and was forced to do so by their family members. I found much more satisfaction in my life when I had chosen my own spiritual paths.

>>23141311
Really good writing. The twist halfway through the first post was a joy to read. I feel it got a bit fedora-y at the end, though. Was it meant to be a parody?

>>23141311
It sounds like you're a protestant. First of all, Protestants are wackos. Personally I would choose the woman. Maybe discuss your feelings with her. If she abandons you over it then your decision is made for you.

>>23141315
At the end of the day, God knows. That woman who attends church 3 times a week but is an evil gossip superficially living out a 'Christian' life - she will go to hell unless she changes. She does not really believe.

I love women.

>>23141131
I get you but there's nothing to really idolise about them. Of course, one should strive to be a productive member of society but you'd be foolish to think that the manner in which they approach the things you listed out are worth emulating. This is not to say the stereotypical anon leads a life to be lauded. Instead, other ends of the spectrum are disgusting in their own ways. However, they both stem from similar pathologies. The only difference is that normies are typically better looking and more house-trained so to speak. The pride, lust, anger, resentment, hatred and vindictiveness that one can rightfully accuse an anon of, can equally be attributed to your average normie in a high-flying white collar job. The difference is that the anon is impotent in his capacity to act on those pathologies in a meaningful way whereas the normie has the social and economic resources necessary to do so. At any rate, the same demons lurk in the hearts of both. As David says
>They are all gone aside, they are all together become filthy: There is none that doeth good, no, not one.
Again, I've realised this because I'm around normies all the time. I straddle this strange space where I identify with the anons here more than I do with the people irl (especially in relation to ways of thinking, ideology and general worldview) but I can nevertheless interact with others in a normie fashion.

>>23141356
>other
either

>>23141340
..but women don't love (You).
Improve on that.

>>23141356
Man I love the bible. If you take certain books and chapters out of context it is one of the most powerful blackpill books ever put to papyrus.

I don't feel strongly about women.

>>23141372
7
O Lord, thou hast deceived me,
and I was deceived;
thou art stronger than I,
and thou hast prevailed.
I have become a laughingstock all the day;
every one mocks me.
8
For whenever I speak, I cry out,
I shout, “Violence and destruction!”
For the word of the Lord has become for me
a reproach and derision all day long.
9
If I say, “I will not mention him,
or speak any more in his name,”
there is in my heart as it were a burning fire
shut up in my bones,
and I am weary with holding it in,
and I cannot.
10
For I hear many whispering.
Terror is on every side!
“Denounce him! Let us denounce him!”
say all my familiar friends,
watching for my fall.
“Perhaps he will be deceived,
then we can overcome him,
and take our revenge on him.”
11
But the Lord is with me as a dread warrior;
therefore my persecutors will stumble,
they will not overcome me.
They will be greatly shamed,
for they will not succeed.
Their eternal dishonor
will never be forgotten.
12
O Lord of hosts, who triest the righteous,
who seest the heart and the mind,
let me see thy vengeance upon them,
for to thee have I committed my cause.

13
Sing to the Lord;
praise the Lord!
For he has delivered the life of the needy
from the hand of evildoers.

14
Cursed be the day
on which I was born!
The day when my mother bore me,
let it not be blessed!
15
Cursed be the man
who brought the news to my father,
“A son is born to you,”
making him very glad.
16
Let that man be like the cities
which the Lord overthrew without pity;
let him hear a cry in the morning
and an alarm at noon,
17
because he did not kill me in the womb;
so my mother would have been my grave,
and her womb for ever great.
18
Why did I come forth from the womb
to see toil and sorrow,
and spend my days in shame?

>>23141372
The totality of the human experience is contained it. Even when I was an atheist I appreciated Ecclesiastes. On a more lighthearted note, I also find its wisdom on women brilliant as well
>Use not much the company of a woman that is a singer, lest thou be taken with her attempts. Gaze not on a maid, that thou fall not by those things that are precious in her
>Let not thine heart decline to her ways, go not astray in her paths. For she hath cast down many wounded: yea, many strong men have been slain by her. Her house is the way to hell, going down to the chambers of death.
>It is better to dwell in the corner of the housetop, than with a brawling woman and in a wide house.

>>23141383
Beautiful. Who could also forget the Lord's words in Isaiah
>Come now, and let us reason together, saith the Lord: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool

>>23141206
>it insults all women.
Good. Why should I continue then?

I've recently came into contact with a guy that's very happy to share explicit pictures of him and his hot girlfriend, and we're all into the same niche fetish so content is scarce.
I've been chatting with this guy and both he and his girlfriend live for this kind of attention, and I'm happy to give it to them to receive pictures and videos in exchange.

The guy is also a nice enough chat, but I'm sure I wouldn't feel quite as positively about him and wouldn't give him this much attention if not for his hot girlfriend, which I'm quite envious of since she has a nice body and is into this niche fetish, so on one hand I'd be inclined to keep chatting with the guy and receive more content, but on the other hand being so close to the cake that I can almost taste it makes me feel bad since I don't have and don't know if I'll ever find a relationship like it.

If you take your cross and go to the square, be sure that you're going to come home with your cross.

>>23141131
> But despite that their lives are incomprehensibly grand relative to most of the people with zero friends posting on 4chan.
Grand is a curious word to use. There is nothing grand about the life the average person lives. They live steeped in banality, vulgarity and puerility.
>If they're just as fucked up then how are they able to make friends, maintain friends, have sex, get married, hold a conversation, and other stuff like that?
None of that has much inherent value, in my opinion. And the way normies go about it usually sucks.
>When you weight it up on a set of scales the normies don't really come out deficient at all.
As far as I value things, they still do. But maybe we value different things. Maybe I'm too rich and privileged to understand the true value of seggs&goyslop.
>>23141356
There are many types of normie, One type is the vindictive creature you describe. But there exist others, like the mindless consumer (whom I believe makes the majority of the human population).

>>23140492
They're also ugly af, retarded, and smell like a mixture of burnt chaff and sweat

>>23141412
Grand compared to the life of a solitary man who wastes time 23 hours a day and reads novels the remaining hour. Their method of wasting time and being an evil degenerate is superior in my personal opinion.

>>23141404
>Not telling us the fetish

>>23141435
Those two life-styles are just about comparable, in my opinion. There's nothing "grand" about sex and goyslop, even when comparing it to a pseudo-ascetic doomscrolling in his house all day.
The normie just happens to make for far better cattle.

No flying for this broken, hearless bird—
No dying yet except by written word;
Although his wing be clipped and heart be rent
He sings no less the song of his lament.

Heartless* how embarrassing.

>>23141456
Regardless, putting up with their out-group agression is not something I'm fond of doing. I was once in some forum and we were having a discussion about Iroquois longhouses and I was talking about why I don't like those types of societies (no privacy, I'm not very social and wouldn't thrive in them, etc), why I think they are subpar. And this other guy just started telling me that in those societies my parents would have killed me. Very suprising thing.

>>23141471
Not that I stay in my house 24/7 or anything, I do go to university, go to the beach etc.
But most of that I do alone.

>>23141447
The fetish is irrelevant to the story, and I'm afraid it might distract from it.
Worst case scenario I don't get any constructive replies and I post it again the next threat including the fetish for more upvotes.

>>23141480
"And though a man might prevail against one who is alone, two will withstand him. A threefold cord is not quickly broken."
I just think it would be nice to have some friends. Hopefully at some point get married to someone I like and who likes me. Those are my greatest ambitions. Most normies (at the very least a large minority) seem to achieve that. It's not all gross casual sex, McDonalds and Marvel movies. There are plenty who are miserable and hate their bitch wives, but I'm already miserable as I am.

>>23141506
I won't knock you on that.

>>23141268
If you think highschool is lonely you're going to have a fun time dealing with the loneliness of being an adult.

Out of all the human beings that could have been, I was born. 9 months, plus eighteen years of every day meals, plus six years of struggles, love and deceit made me as I am now. I am nothing I wanted to be when I was younger. I sometimes wish I could go back to non-existence, or go back in time. I don't feel ready to live in that world. I can play by its rules, but I will never truly fit anywhere. What's the point of my existence? What providence? Was I born to nudge some people a little bit to the right place? Or am I one of God's failed pebble on the road?

>>23141543
I still pray to God while in the shower that I'll wake up with this nightmare dispelled.

You guys must be freaks, physically or mentally or emotionally, if you can’t get a girlfriend

>>23141557
It's easy to get a girlfriend if your spine and moral compass are as gormless as your priorities.

Getting a girlfriend in most cases is to be their golem.

>>23141557
Welcome to 4chan.

I need to quit smoking, I feel like shit and it's too expensive. My life is a little unstable right now so giving up the ritual of going out to chain smoke outside a cafeteria is just too much, but I really should quit. Tapering down is not an option, I need to go cold turkey.
I wish the whole meditation meme worked for people who are actually stressed.

I’m thinking about becoming a cop

>>23141543
you are just another retarded godfag.kys

>>23141557
>>23141557
I’m only interested in girls with boyfriends for some reason so I never really have relationships, just episodes of will they won’t they lasting for a period of a few months before everything erupts into a night of passion and guilt before moving on to the next target.

>>23141645
Do you have any other interests?

Everyone I want to be like has done x, but I did z.

>>23140672
Fucking between individuals whose personalities clash, such that they will often quarrel and fuck hard.

>>23141665
I like reading and jujitsu. Used to like video games but the industry is dead now.

>>23141543
>I am nothing I wanted to be when I was younger.
But are you anything you did NOT want to be when you were younger? I've failed to achieve pretty much all my life goals, because I set my standards too high, my goals were not really the goals I was wishing for, and I was too uncompromising on my own integrity. But when I was younger I also never wanted to be one of those people who just kept trudging on like zombies without ever questioning anything, who threw away anything resembling principles or morality as soon as it was convenient to to do, and so on. I've always hated that so much of what people do involves turning your brain off and just "going with the flow". When I look at it that way it's not so bad. I'm unsuccessful by all standards but I'm pretty happy that I've at least avoided becoming a fucking zombie like so many other people, who surely have society's approval but practically speaking they work their days off to spend money on shit they obviously don't really care about so they can show they bought it to other zombies on Facebook. I've seen parents absolutely force it onto themselves that their tablet-addled kid they lost touch with years before is endearing when he talks about unintelligible shit he gobbled off the internet while they were working to pay for his citizen training and extra-curricular stay-the-fuck-out-of-my-life activities. All so they can pretend they're a perfect family on Facebook. Not really grandstanding but lots of people are seriously like that, there's no secret depth to it, they're really that braindead. And they were not born stupid, they just emptied out. Now there's also a lot more one could be and a lot of ways to do things right, like having kids maybe in a slower context where people aren't brain fried at birth, but imagine ending up like that instead of just blogposting on /lit/ in 2024 which is pretty sad but not that level of sad.

>>23141557
My biggest hurdle is literally meeting girls at all.
I have spent my adult live on tech campuses with 75% male populations. It's hell trying to date in this environment.

And then having no good social contacts and living in cold European cities makes it even harder.

If China and Russian were western style democracies with western values we would still find a reason to hate them.

>>23141557
Im a freak mentally and physically. Im not a sexual person at all.

>>23141543
>I'm nothing I wanted to be when I was younger
And that's a good thing.
90% of the jobs we want to be as kids are shit jobs or impossible dreams.

>>23141739
>My biggest hurdle is literally meeting girls at all.
I wanted to write some kind of supportive post about joining activities about any real hobbies and interests you might have but I forgot I've been out of the dating scene for like 10 years and zoomers are like aliens to me now. Can't you just install one of those dating apps

Ich möchte ein Eisbär sein im kalten Polar

>>23141774
It's depressing how this site is basically for old men now.
With a few younger guys around.
Closest thing to a younger 4chan is the sharty, but it just isn't the same.
Depressing.

>>23140069
My mind is dizzy. I get debilitating anxiety every night thinking of the short story competition I submitted to last year. The shortlist is about to come out in a few weeks. Even the mere thought of not making the list gives me palpitations. I have invested three years of my creative and emotional life into this one single event. If I win, it's a justification of every single, the opportunities that would open up for my in the literary domain is immense plus I would be able to stuff it up the asses of the haters i encountered irl. If I lose, it is penury and misery and, worst of all, lost time. Every night is sheer pain. I hope to every single god out there that I win.

>>23141786
Dating apps have an even worse gender imbalance.
Those only work if you can give the impression of being in the top x% and have the picture perfect Instagramable life. Plus, you don't exactly meet wife-material women on there.
No, I try as hard as I can to make use of every opportunity that I get. Every time I see a pretty woman that I have reason to believe might be compatible (taking cues from her dress sense, behavior and environment) I invent a reason to go talk to her.
That's the best strategy I have come up with so far.

>>23141805
nta but what if I have nothing to say? Approaching doesnt seem like an option.

>>23141819
You invent a bullshit reason, however banal. There is an art in that. You have to practice.

What you have to realize is, she will either like you or not, and if she does, she doesn't care how you approached. She knows why you approached. However, you cannot be direct. Because girls get scared of by confrontation. You have to maintain the plausible deniability of the approach, giving her an easy out, if she is not interested or feels pressured. That is in short, what flirting is.

If only young adults knew the sheer power of calling your loving grandmother on a frequent basis... good god...

>>23141825
Flirting is too complicated for me. I'll return to observation only mode.

>>23141825
being a smoker was really useful back when I was in college
you could just go hey, got a light? and bam you could sneak another sentence in
people were also friendlier in general too
now that I smoke again only junkies ask me if I have one
where have the hot chicks gone

>>23141844
Yeah well, no girl wants a guy who is too shy to even muster the courage to talk to her.

>>23141741
We hate them because of their actions, not their values. Several countries in the middle east are not democratic, have no western values but are still fairly successful and peaceful (Jordan for example) and people don't really hate them.

>>23141879
I can initiate but then dont know anything about flirting. No subtlety.

>>23141879
if only these guys knew how much more it hurts to actually get in a relationship with a woman and learn how much of a pain in the ass it is to deal with tantrums and women's general mercuriality, compared to the quick sharp sting of rejection from a stranger who doesn't wanna talk to you

>>23141786
You clearly haven't spent enough time here. Majority of users here are either genuinely retarded or 15 yo angsty teenagers. I don't believe that supposedly thousands of unique visitors are retards so that leaves underage teens.

>>23141913
If only. Majority of users here are legit low IQ browns from India, Mexico etc.

>>23140099
>>23140480

>>23141870
Smoking tobacco has mostly gone out of fashion. Vaping and smoking weed is what is now seen as socially acceptable.

>>23141903
>We hate them because of their actions, not their values.

Their actions being, what exactly? The unwillingness to submit to the US empire? Neither of them are as militant as the US is. Neither as imperialistic, either.

>Several countries in the middle east are not democratic, have no western values but are still fairly successful and peaceful (Jordan for example) and people don't really hate them.

That proves my point. We don't hate them because they submit to the US empire.

>>23140288
Does it really matter if you hate the sin or the sinner? If someone does or says something aggravating I wish that person would catch on fire.

>>23141975
>Their actions being, what exactly? The unwillingness to submit to the US empire? Neither of them are as militant as the US is. Neither as imperialistic, either
Like invading and occupying other countries multiple times in history? If Ukraine wants to submit to US empire then that is their choice. It has nothing to do with russia.

>>23141995
>Like invading and occupying other countries multiple times in history?

The US does that all the time.

>If Ukraine wants to submit to US empire then that is their choice. It has nothing to do with russia.

"""If Canada wants to submit to the Chinese empire then that is their choice. It has nothing to do with the US."""

>>23141998
This shit was one of the things that really made me realize how braindead normies are. I don't really care about any of these sides 'cause I believe it's all just global shit the rich do to turn a profit, but you hear people say
>oh my GOD the Russians, the Russians are so bad, they killed LE CIVILIANS!!!
Like civilians getting killed in wars didn't always happen on all sides of every conflict, do people think there are "good" countries that before shooting anyone ask "sorry man are there any civvies in there with you before we send a missile", "nah shoot away it's all halal we're all grown straight men shorter than 5' absolutely no loss if you kill everything in this block", "Roger that! FIREEEE", "By Allah, sweet virgins here I come!"
Is this what normies think when they think of USA troops in warfare

>>23141998
>The US does that all the time.
And MANY people in the world hate the for it

If Canada wanted to submit to Chinese it is within their rights.

>>23141546
LORD, IT'S A DAMN SHAME
WHAT THE WORLD'S GOTTEN TO
FOR PEOPLE LIKE ME
AND PEOPLE LIKE YOU
WISH I COULD JUST WAKE UP
AND IN NOT BE TRUE
BUT IT IS
OH IT IS
LIVIN' IN THE NEW WORLD
WITH AN OLD SOUL
THESE RICH MEN NORTH OF RICHMOND
LORD KNOWS THEY ALL JUST WANNA HAVE TOTAL CONTROL
THEY WANNA KNOW WHAT YOU THINK
WANNA KNOW WHAT YOU DO
AND THEY THINK YOU DON'T KNOW
BUT I KNOW THAT YOU DO
'CAUSE YOUR DOLLAR AIN'T SHIT
AND IT'S TAXED TO NO END
'CAUSE OF RICH MEN
NORTH OF RICHMOND

>>23140655
>write me out of the will

Based and fuckyoupilled

>>23140069
Through various circumstances I won't get into, I have found myself working as a long term substitute for my local high school's special education program. Recently, I've been joined at the hip to a particular student who's (supposedly) done/said things in the past that necessitates someone to follow him around at all times to keep an eye on him. Because this is a cheap public school they have filled the position of what should be a trained professional with me (I am a certified teacher with a reasonable amount of classroom experience for my age, but I have no SPED qualifications) The only time I get a break from them is my half hour lunch break. This change in my schedule also coincided with me starting a second job that adds about twenty hours to my work week.
I had a talk with the head of the SPED department about having my schedule changed on the grounds that I'm not qualified for the role they've put me in. She said that they basically just need another warm body in the room to meet safety standards and than the kid's bound to do something that'll necessitate a schedule changes again anyway.
As my weekend began, I realized that my student had left their headphones in a teacher's class (one of their fixations is on audio equipment). I find myself hoping that this causes them to have some sort of melt down over the weekend that some how gets them removed from my work load, or at least redistributes the responsibility amongst the rest of the teachers. I know it's a shitty thing to wish for, but I've never felt more drained than I have these past two weeks. If there's no change, I can't keep this up until May.

Is it normal for dudes to act so drama queen but claim they're men? All I hear them do is whine and bitch then cause drama trying to keep up with the latest gossip around their circle they know.

>>23142003
>This shit was one of the things that really made me realize how braindead normies are.
/thread. No thought whatsoever in them I've noticed and I have to go to sites that promote critical thinking to escape normies.

>>23141833
Neither of my grandmothers never loved me all that much. One of them loved me for sure, but she loved her other grandkids more. I know it because she said so in other words. My other grandmother basically never contacted me at all. She never called, visited, wrote letters, nothing. I didn’t have parents or grandparents showing me a ton of affection in general as a kid. So I don’t contact the one that’s alive. I figure that she was an adult and I was a kid, and if I wasn’t important enough to go out of your way, then you’re not important enough for me to go out of my way.

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>>23141324
1 Cor. 12:23
And those members of the body which we consider to be less honorable, these we clothe with more abundant honor; and our uncomely members come to have more abundant comeliness,

1 Cor. 12:24
But our comely members have no need. But God has blended the body together, giving more abundant honor to the member that lacked,

1 Cor. 12:25
That there would be no division in the body, but that the members would have the same care for one another.

I really am tired of this judgemental and evil heartedness where you're so ready to condem your fellow brothers and sisters in Christ. We all have a function in the Body. Some are less than others but God wants everyone there.

>>23141532
I am an adult. I'm 25 now and I have more friends now than I ever did in high school. I actually have a fairly active social life and my weekends are booked. But damn those lonely years in high school really fucked with my head

NO I DON'T READ BOOKS FOR CHILDREN. I DON'T.

>>23142576
Acceptable option, friendo.
I would have also accepted you if you did.