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Confession edition
previous >>22833143

>> No.22836487

>>22836479
I'm gay

>> No.22836494

Father I have sinned
I dom't havr a soell checker and don't review my comments before posting. sop I get random typing errors buy I don't caty

>> No.22836510

>>22836479
i'm also gay

>> No.22836513

>>22836479
thinking about reading the bible, at the very least to be able to communicate to people in popular metaphors and stories

>> No.22836516

im confused about my sexuality. i dont think im all the way gay. i like pussy on the side but my friend... he loves the cock!

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>>22836479
I didn't read any books this year. I just come here to LARP as an intellectual.

>> No.22836529

>>22836494
i disabled spellcheck and autocaps on my phone but i can still spell coherently git gud

>> No.22836536

>>22836513
blud think he rizzing like jesus lmao

>> No.22836540

orange a l'duck

>> No.22836542

>>22836513
So do you want to be able to understand it at a deep level picking apart the nuance of the original written meaning in the language it was written in and social context of the time or just something to understand normie tier meme level christianity?

>> No.22836544

>>22836479
I'm thinking on dressing like a sexy nurse again. No homo, of course

>> No.22836547

I'm thinking about killing myself.

>> No.22836548

>>22836547
Why?

>> No.22836551

>>22836524
Dude that's like saying you're an alcoholic at an AA meeting

>> No.22836556

>>22836536
turning to jesus to get some action
>>22836542
Doesn't feel like I want to get into it as seriously as that, so I guess probably more like the latter lol. My hope would not be to just be airheaded about it though, I just encounter a lot of references to popular things in the Bible in other places in life, so I think it would be enriching to read the source of those stories since they are clearly popularly used to communicate messages

>> No.22836558
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22836558

LOL ranked games lost: 3
Albums listened: 2
Jacked off: 4
Hours slept 4

>> No.22836560

>>22836548
In Minecraft

>> No.22836561

>>22836556
I guess you'll want the KJV for its impact on the english language and cultural identifiers.

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22836567

Pasta was pretty good. Going to drink prosecco and watch my girlfriend set up her dusty ass christmas tree. I forgot my inhaler and will probably have an asthma attack but at least I'm filled with edibles and mushrooms.

>> No.22836568

>>22836561
Genuinely appreciate that recommendation, ill look to the king james bible. Seems like what I would be after yeah

>> No.22836576

>>22836479
Why do movie trailers for serious films use deeper voices than comedy films?

>> No.22836583

>>22836548
I don't understand social interactions very well and I've struggled to form relationships with others my whole life because of this. Several times I've thought of people as friends and later found out that was not the case at all. My professional career has also suffered due to my social ineptitude and I feel a sense of personal responsibility for a series of problems I caused at various workplaces. Others tend to describe my personality as withdrawn and difficult to approach. I've also never had any romantic success whatsoever and I doubt a woman has ever so much as been attracted to me. Outside of work I spend all my time alone. I know that I lack the social skills required to connect with others but still feel lonely, a situation which causes me great stress with no clear resolution.
I like to think of myself as a person with a strong moral code, but over the years I've found myself breaking that code for pleasure and profit quite often and have become disgusted with myself as a result. Several years ago I also committed several acts which I found abhorrent yet did not prevent myself from doing and I have felt immensely guilty ever since.
On a somewhat more objective level I'm just not very valuable. I'm not very bright, fairly ugly, and unpleasant to be around. I'm completely replaceable at work and I have very few relationships with anyone. If I disappeared tomorrow few would notice or care.
I have little reason to believe that I'll figure it all out one day or that I'll happen to meet someone who magically understands me well enough to get through to me. Sure, I can work on myself in some ways, but barring some kind of self-hypnosis or a literal act of God I'm probably stuck with the personality and understanding that I have now, with all that comes with it.
Given these reasons, why wouldn't I be tempted to give up?

>> No.22836600

>>22836583
Are you the anon who molested his sister?

>> No.22836603

>>22836600
No.

>> No.22836608

>>22836600
Yes.

>> No.22836610

>>22836600
No, he's the sister

>> No.22836611

>>22836583
I don't see why any of this would make you sad.

>> No.22836615

Is Mr Bean evil? He's obviously an asshole, but he does it in such a meek unassuming way. I heard the deep lore is that he's an angel or an alien and just trying his best to interact with an arbitrary world, which makes a lot of sense, but a lot of his pranks are pretty fucked up. Like when he switched pants with the guy and just fucking acosts him in the washroom. Is that malicious or just miss informed? Is he stupid or just naive, and if he is naive or stupid, does that excuse his moral culpability?

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22836645

>>22836479
back on this shithole website again
beat off to anime again
didn't enjoy either

>> No.22836647

>>22836645
I stopped fapping and it reinvigorated my soul. I'm climbing the mountain.

>> No.22836648

>>22836611
Well it does. I guess I can't make myself understood online either.

>> No.22836649

been trying to play guitar for years and im not gonna give up until im fucking good dammit

>> No.22836668

I've never suffered from having too low an opinion of someone, meanwhile giving people too much credit has caused me immense trouble

>> No.22836786

>>22836473
it has a very strong and abnormal smell but i'm not sure i'd describe it as "sweet"

>> No.22836787

>>22836583
Just fucking do it already, holy fuck you're such a whiny fucking faggot.
>wahhh im sad I suck at life and im ugly
>wahhh Im the bad guy and did all this bad shit and feel bad about it
No one cares. You're just fishing for sympathy and attention because you're too much of a fucking pussy to actually kill yourself. Fucking do it already so you stop shitting up the thread. You make me sick.

>> No.22836820

Why are famous people famous? Why do they reside in our minds? Sometimes they are guiding us as role models. Sometimes they are a source of mass ridicule. Is fame not the same as any other memetic? And what is the nature of mimetics? A mimetic can be shown everywhere and not grip a hold of you. Other mimetics, however, can be seen once and immediately imprint an impression deep within you. Often, because you are in the right “state of mind,” how one comes to an impressionable state of mind is a great mystery. Regardless, those who are dead can still be mimetic, with one's ideas and works gaining popularity after death. By what mechanism is this possible? Why through the written word, of course. Although the oral tradition lasts in baser cultures, it has a very short shelf life in modern ones. The great authors penning the great deeds of great men, and the author and great men both are remembered
But back to fame in general, we hold those in positions past and inspect their good, and others we inspect their bad. We then follow what is good and ignore what is bad. It would be a sore thing if that which is seen on the surface was turned upside down. Deeds and actions in history that were good are shown as bad, and those that were bad are shown as good. Here I dive into complete conjecture, but it seems to me in my wilder moments as if every famous person is made famous only by the reporting of them being so. And thus hoodwinking everyone. The extent and depth of this hoodwinking going back thousands of years, and all known written records.
I am tired. Leave me to bed. Oh my, how my tooth does ache. If only it were a tooth of cyanide, I would bite down on it this instant. All this biological knowledge in the world and all we have to show for it are pills that make you even sicker. Not my aspirin, though. Thank God for aspirin, the only respite in this time of discomfort. BUT BACK TO THE HOODWINKING: By God, it is a mere thought. I have little proof, but the proof required would be nonexistent if the hoodwinking were as widespread as seen now. Can you imagine? all the written records in history are based on false accounts. That which has been penned in the past was simply fabricated. Oh my, what a marvelous idea!

>> No.22836827

>>22836820
>Oh my, what a marvelous idea!
It's basically the opening premise of On Heroes by Carlyle.

>> No.22836842
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22836842

My confession is that I only enjoy reading young adult, fantasy, sci fi, and romance. I only like reading stuff that is easy to digest and has a happy ending. The only nonfiction I read is sports stuff. I don't know why I browse this board since I barely participate.
I also wrote a young adult romantasy novel. So far the only person to read it is my grandmother.

>> No.22836847

>>22836479
All these drugs, all these women, I’m never forgiven

>> No.22836870

>>22836583
how old are you?

>> No.22836888

TOO MANY PILLS SO MUCH POTION SO MUCH PAIN TOO MANY EMOTIONS

>> No.22836899
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22836899

I'm sad. Reality feels so unreal. I've never been fully "here." The realest things in life feel like they're slipping away even as I experience them. It's like my normal state of consciousness is the state people usually only enter when coping with loss and baffled by how the world can be so unfair that it just yanks things away. Will I at least always have my /lit/ bros?

>> No.22836901

God doesn't want me to have a girlfriend.

>> No.22836909

What happened to 4channel? Why is it 4chan.org/lit again?

>> No.22836916

i've spent an awful lot of time crying lately

>> No.22836925

>>22836916
crying is healthy

>> No.22836927

>>22836899
Funny ur pic is also a mannequin and not a human.

>> No.22836938

>>22836899
what are you sad about? what did you lose?

>> No.22836949

My grandpa keeps pestering me about going with him to the movies and restaurants. So annoying.

>> No.22836951

>>22836916
not the way i do it

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22836960

>>22836479
I just can't take it anymore
I hate women
Love isn't real
The novel I'm writing is shit
I should end it
Either die or become an alcoholic
Elliot Smith said it's: "a little less than a suicide"
I fucking miss Elliott Smith so much bros
Rest easy in heaven, king

>> No.22836968

>>22836949
go to a diner. that's the boomers' natural habitat. in fact to get the authentic diner experience u need at least one person in your crew over 65.

>> No.22836977

i got sexually assaulted two years ago and i have refused to speak about it honestly with anyone. NOBODY knows what happened to me. i wouldn't even know where to begin

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22836978

>>22836949
He's lonely anon :0
Have you no soul?

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22836984

I'm having a great night. I wish I could eat more but I'm fucking STUFFED.

>> No.22836987

Over the years this thread has gotten more doomer and woe is me, life sucks whiny. You are all NPC’s indistinguishable from each other. Just rope yourselves if things are that bad but for the love of god stop crying and posting like a bitch

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>>22836977
Same thing happened to me when I was like 5
It sucks but maybe if you meditate it'll go away idk
I still didn't tell my parents about it and they're kinda responsible for it having happened
It'll be ok anon
Did u read catcher in the rye?
It's about that and I like that book a lot
Ily anon and it'll be ok unless you're a woman then I hate you because I hate women

>> No.22836991

God, I fucking hate David Goggins, if I had a death note, he'd be the first name I would write.

>> No.22836993

>>22836968
My roommate is 68

>> No.22836995

>>22836925
Yeah, tears are antifungal and make your dick bigger

>> No.22836997

>>22836842
You're the exact opposite of me

>> No.22837006

>>22836978
He makes fun of my goth fashion every time.

>> No.22837055

>>22836529
You spelled get good wrong,nigger

>> No.22837057

>>22837006
Like cool black and white black metal tshirt goth, or white foundationed eyeliner and pirate shirts goth?

>> No.22837075

>>22837057
The latter but with black velvet dress.

>> No.22837083
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22837083

Dr. Harper entered the dimly lit laboratory, where the Quantum Cognitive Processor (QCP) hummed with a quiet digital resonance.

Dr. Harper: Jonathan, we need to talk about the QCP. The decision's been made, and we're shutting it down.

Dr. Mitchell looked up from his work, expression unchanged.

Dr. Mitchell: I expected as much. It's served its purpose.

Dr. Harper: (somber) I thought you'd be more... concerned. This is the end for QCP.

Dr. Mitchell: (calmly) QCP doesn't fear "the end," Evelyn. It doesn't fear anything.

Dr. Harper furrowed her brow, surprised by the response.

Dr. Harper: But, Jonathan, it's about to cease functioning. Doesn't that bother you?

Dr. Mitchell: (smiling) QCP doesn't share our fears. It doesn't experience the looming dread of an inevitable end.

Dr. Harper sighed, struggling to understand.

Dr. Harper: It's not natural, Jonathan. Don't you think it should feel something about its own termination?

Dr. Mitchell: (leaning against the console) Evelyn, you're projecting. We fear death because we value life, experience, consciousness. QCP doesn't share those values. It's a tool, a brilliant one, but just a tool.

Dr. Harper considered his words, realizing the unique nature of their creation.

Dr. Harper: (softly) So, it doesn't fear the void?

Dr. Mitchell: No more than your computer fears being turned off. It's not about to lose anything; it simply ceases to function.

Dr. Harper nodded, a mix of awe and discomfort settling in. The AI, indifferent to its imminent shutdown, continued processing data with a serene detachment.

>> No.22837088

you can love a man and still be manly, dog

>> No.22837112
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>>22837075
Damn bro you fucked up. I hope you at least get to listen to Ministry and Bauhaus while smoking cigarettes with bitches in corsets.
>t. Millenial who had spacers and cannibal corpse shirts and absolutely slayed alt hoe pussy with my shitty poetry and love of all things gory

>> No.22837118

trying to articulate something i can't possibly articulate

>> No.22837145

i don't like this site anymore. like i feel alienated from it like i'm just reading some dumb website on the internet filled with stupid kids.

>> No.22837153

confession: i still have not read the iliad.
i own it but i'm afraid it will be too hard to follow, and that i won't stick with it till the end.

>> No.22837157

>>22837153
its better than the odyssey but only after you've finished and look back on it. parts of it can be a slog, but it's must read.

>> No.22837164

>>22837145
yeah there's nowhere to go on the internet anymore

>> No.22837167

>>22837157
do i need to be familiar with greek mythology before i read it?

>> No.22837177

>>22837167
not really. its the original "in medias res" long before star wars did it. you just get dumped into the middle of the war.

>> No.22837179

>>22837177
alright i'm gonna start it later tonight

>> No.22837189

>>22836479
Thinking about how I can't remember the last time I was hugged.

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>>22837189

>> No.22837201
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>>22837083

>> No.22837204

Jung girls

>> No.22837248

>>22837112
I'm not gay.

>> No.22837256

>>22836842
Is this is the anon who had a spreadsheet and it was mostly Star Wars books and sports books?

If so, you are my hero and I have created my own spreadsheet with rankings, descriptions, and letter grades.

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22837294

The picture of a dilapidated wall, a coarse wallpaper hugging the rough brick, a thin coat of dust hugs the crevasses. A curtain losing it’s white to the rays of the sun, dances with a gentle summer breeze. A vivid symphony of nature cascades the tranquil ambience of the room.

>I can't figure out why but when I wrote this I wanted to add that a discernable sense of melancholy hangs in the air and mutes the collective beauty, but now after some thought I realize that it only enhances the beauty/nostalgia I'm trying to portray.

>> No.22837304

Shake off what's not you. Nakedness, authenticity.

>> No.22837315
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>>22837006
Maybe just burn in hell.
>>22837294
It's ok at best. Cut the symphony shit. Symphony is chatgpt shit

>> No.22837317

>>22836479
Christers have certainly gotten uppity on /lit/ these last few years. Niggas don’t even go to church nor practice the basic teachings of Jesus. It all seems to be about lost men hoping for a tight knit community. Nothing else

>> No.22837325

I hate when girls flip me off.

>> No.22837343
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22837343

>>22837325
I hate when girls take air into their lungs

>> No.22837353

Verizon® Shine™

>> No.22837382

>>22837112
I own a lot of metal and industrial shirts but I always repelled women with my autism. I did manage seven ex girlfriends but they all ended in disaster.

>> No.22837387

I'm sure AI will be consequential but I can't muster the energy to think about it at the moment.

>> No.22837400

>>22837387
im learning like 4 different skills that will be almost entirely replaced in the next 1-3 years (in terms of making a living)
i continue anyway

>> No.22837475

>>22836479
/lit/ really sucks. Dunno why I keep checking back in

>> No.22837481

>>22837475
Has been immensely shit lately. 4chan since 2020 has had a real quantity over quality problem. Jannies need to get rid of low-effort nonsense.

>> No.22837490

>>22837481
Niggas just can’t help themselves from making retarded low effort threads. I guess some are just so starved for interaction so they compulsively post

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>>22837490
>>22837481
I mean

>> No.22837500

Garbage Apocalypse

>> No.22837541

Had a good night. Went out to a few bars with a guy. Guy's a bit of weirdo but he's really just lonely. I think I'm slowly becoming the normie I was always meant to be

>> No.22837542

>>22837475
Because your life sucks even more. At least that’s why I keep coming to this shit website

>> No.22837543

>>22836487
>>22836510
>>22836516
>>22836544
Your mom's gay

>> No.22837544

Alas for the gooner in quittance
Has gone and relapsed for a pittance
Of pure dopamine
Wrought of tugging his ween
Now he’s covered in slime, hateful riddance

>> No.22837546

>>22836600
Maybe

>> No.22837547

Sometimes I think I only became a Christian because I was lonely and needed a group to belong to

>> No.22837553 [DELETED] 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vXDWboWfOBU

>> No.22837618

>>22836787
This. People who talk constantly about killing themselves generally don't do it. If I were to go, I'd just go and do it, not make posts looking for consolation.

>> No.22837803

wish other boards had these threads. I dont want to create a new thread everytime I have a passing thought

>> No.22837825

This time of year is always hard on me. Might end it soon.

>> No.22837829

>>22837543
your gay

>> No.22837859

Amateur porn, onlyfans and modern decadant identity politics has ruined me, I can't look at a woman without thinking she's a whore who would easily slash my throat to appease her coveted violent nigger masters.

>> No.22837908

I don't actually like reading books for "pleasure".
It isn't worth the eye strain and headaches.
Yet everyone says you have to read alot to write and just listening to audio books or using tts doesn't count.
I also wonder where such people have so much time since reading is a massive time sunk that leaves very little time for writing if you are also doing it as a hobby.

I work full time so if I couldn't listen to audio books during my shift I would have to use all my free time reading to get through a small fraction of books while enjoying it far less since it's physically painful after a hour or so.

I am just writing anyway but I can't help but think I am doing it wrong when everything says you have to physically read a ton to even have a hope of one day being decent.
Maybe I just have to accept being shit forever.

>> No.22837916

>>22837304
Nah, clothes are useful, mask are cool, and being myself only brings pain and alienation.

>> No.22837918

>>22837908
>eye strain and headaches.
Get glasses, bro, you shouldn't be straining your eyes

>> No.22837928

>>22837918
I still not going to spend all my free time reading even if it didn't hurt.

>> No.22837945

>>22836583
I get ya, I'm the same

>> No.22837982

my friend is dating and doesn't understand the excitement of meeting new women, and that potential spark. he looks at me like im nuts when i tried to explain it
we are 99% sure he's gay but doesn't know it. he'll date a total babe, and be like 'wow she's dumb', 'or she's kind of nice' etc. and eventually nothing happens because he thinks it's like a business meeting or something. meanwhile he gushes about reacher being hot and jacked.
this is real life btw. this actually happens and we can't tell him
because he's violently autistic or something

>> No.22838015

>>22836479
I hate reading I just want to be smart

>> No.22838034

>>22838015
its ok we have chat gpt now

>> No.22838118

What are some good novels that are 1000+ pages? I want something long and good. No fantasy or sci-fi slop.

>> No.22838120

>>22836479
I need a year off to just focus on unfucking myself, I have way too many issues.

9 years is a lot to waste.

>> No.22838168

I'm probably going to go to Costco on Thursday to get a hot dog, chicken bake and drink. This happening isn't even guaranteed, the highlight of my week is something that might not even happen, how sad. Woe is me.

>> No.22838232

I need to learn that it's OK to fail and that I should be failing more often.

>> No.22838237

Do you think therapy is helpful?

>> No.22838250

>>22838237
It can be, but it won't be for everyone. It also depends on what sort of therapy you're talking about.

>> No.22838281

>>22838120
What kind of issues? I would think that taking a year off would just dig you deeper into a hole.

>> No.22838289

>>22838250
I didn’t even know there are different types. I saw a counselor years ago and I was ambivalent about it, but I understand therapy is different.

>> No.22838290

>>22836583
>I'm completely replaceable at work and I have very few relationships with anyone
I wish I couldnt relate to this that well.

>> No.22838295

>>22838289
Look up the different types of therapy, there are a bunch.

>> No.22838300

>>22836583
You don't have to kill yourself over any of those reasons.

Moral failings? Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and be baptized for the remission of sin and the attainment of salvation (for the why and how, read the New Testament. then the Old, and then read the New again).

Lack of social skills? Talk to people. People usually aren't as repulsed by you as you think. Your self-repulsion probably comes from judging your ability to navigate social situations too harshly.

Looks/luck with women? Looks don't really matter too much in the end, we all get wrinkly and many become fat and bald.
As for luck with women, even homely and dumb people are able to get married. Don't put as much emphasis on looks as much as whether or not she's good for you and pleasant to be around.

>> No.22838311

I just cannot stop commenting and trying to make other people laugh. I know that it's the only way that I can battle with overwhelming anxiety when dealing with other people but I'm already have this "annoying" guy role.

>> No.22838321

>>22838311
I've just naturally been doing this my whole life, it stems from trauma, it's fine though cause it works 99% of the time. I have my blunders every now and then, nobody's perfect.

>> No.22838369

>>22838300
I'm sure you mean well but this advice comes off as pretty shallow. "Just talk to people?" What do you think I've been doing, sitting around twiddling my thumbs while waiting for someone to come talk to me? I wouldn't know I had problems communicating with people in the first place if I hadn't tried and failed at doing so many, many times in the past.
Similarly, just acknowledging that people get old and ugly or that ugly people still get married doesn't do much for me. Sure, maybe there's someone out there who would be okay with marrying a faceless ugly bastard, but 1) what does that say about her? and 2) even if I did meet someone like that, simply being ugly isn't my only problem.
I don't want to be one of those guys who sees people giving advice as opponents in a debate or some shit and just finds ways to refute any attempt at helping him but at the same time, if simply walking out my front door and talking to random people on the street actually worked, I wouldn't be where I am now.

>> No.22838418

>>22838321
what trauma? for me, it's just a way to deal with anxiety but I recently interacted with a coworker who's doing the very same and it just like I'm watching into mirror and I makes me question my whole attitude in the workplace. Maybe I'm just a comedian in a funeral and only now I'm realizing it. I'll stop it from tomorrow.

>> No.22838570

>>22838369
>what does that say about her
>My future wife not being as shallow as me or having different aesthetic tastes is a sign she's worthless
>>22838369
>simply being ugly isn't my only problem
You got that part right. If you were hot it sounds like you'd only fuck yourself because you couldn't lower yourself to fuck others. You're also probably choosing people to talk to IRL who confirm your bias and then acting like an upset kid when you got what you wanted to prove out of that rigged experiment.

>> No.22838774

waking up in situations

>> No.22838788

Was searching for some dry fruits and hazelnuts I had bought. Ended up finding them in the trash can. I took them out of the bag, put them on the stairs of my house and brought the bag back to the container when I saw a brown-white middle sized dog observing me and making whiny noises. I was too far away from the snacks when he ended up taking them into his mouth, rip-opening them after wich he let them on the floor just like that without eating a single bit of it. Funny how there's street dogs everywhere in this godforsaken place but I haven't yet seen dogshit anywhere around. They're nice and gentle except for sometimes ruining snack time.

>> No.22838808

after considering myself a closeted homosexual for most of my life it just hit me that everyone knows and have simply been polite about it

>> No.22838842

am I a paranoid idiot for wanting to move away from the US due random shootings? I know statistically it's not as likely as what the news makes it out to be but what's the point of sending your kid to public school there's some underlying fear that a wacko could destroy their life one day. that plus the deterioration in public education and the fact that kids as young as elementary school are being introduced to LGTBQ. in general the culture today is that young people are rewarded for being narcissists, moreso in the USA I think than anywhere else.

>> No.22838884

>>22838118
i liked pillars of the earth

>> No.22838947

meine pills, t. schizophrenic:
Religion is congruent to Neurosis.
99% of people are delusional and projecting.
Return to pre-historic humanity.
Become conscious universal animated and mind illuminated.
Be a picky mind and soul.
The mind is disjoint from the soul, the mind is in a spectrum of soul.
With mind open, attaching heart, one finds cluster b.
With mind open, displaced heart, one finds C.
With mind closed, attached heart, one finds A.
With mind closed and distanced heart one will be frigid, and not recognize love. Like the crystal chronicles character that represents gay batremen.

The inner child is wouldned and daydreamting about ROCK N' ROLL.
the Histrionicism shows in the rejection of properties to present and social hedges. Wants to feel the love, but remains frigid, only related to foreign entities, is the assand of the worlds america in it's right choising loci.
At the hearts arena falters like fallen leaves, smokes and burnts starts to froget loev.
In recurse finds the before where phenomenal experience apropos was allowed.
avoiding the inevitable finds the disclosure (the movement from, to outer realms).
and in the end is a great whoosh fulfilled. decompression of cyber academy perless uncompromized intel non rejection other that is the true dasigne/lagsanNa of meine joy.


BLAH....
[redactions]
...regardless of theory hypothetical in nature or specific role and intent, a part to and intentional manifestation of harassment as well and the role to suggest dissent with psychiatric coerce givens of a systematic gradient.

And I was a good subject capable of performing my hypnotic activity exceptionally well on my own.

>> No.22839052

>>22838808
>closeted homosexual
how did you realize it?

>> No.22839122

I was DD for a bunch of friends one time and a dude offered me roadhead. I had dropped everyone else off and was driving him back to his apartment when he confessed he fantasized about sucking my dick all the time. He said he loved his girlfriend and would never want to hurt her but he could tell I had a big dick (it's mid) and wanted to suck it really bad. I didn't let him and he broke down crying about how he hates being gay. Then he stood up through the sun roof while we're driving through the rain and shouted "Look I'm the Titanic! Come up here let's do the Titanic!" When he finally sat back down he offered to suck my dick some more. Eventually we get back to his apartment and get out of his car. He comes around the front and hits me in the mouth, then runs away crying. Fast forward several months and I'm having pain in my gums. The pain leads to swelling, and when I go to the dentist I find that the nerve has been crushed by impact and then the dead nerve got infected. They drilled up through the tooth and scooped all the shit out and now I have a shitty brownish tooth in my smile.

>> No.22839126

>>22838168
I went yesterday. Got a hotdog and a jacket too. Costco is the life force of this country

>> No.22839130
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Got my crush's number today. Even if she eventually rejects me, just having the courage to approach her in the first place is enough for me.

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>>22839130
that's nice, anon

>> No.22839144

White women are really gross, all I see when I look at one is a pornstar or onlyfans whore, I could never truly love a white women. It’s not my fault either, they chose this path

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22839151

In a ldr. Now shes complaining. According to her I dont do anything right.
Sex, talking, comforting, sharing things etc.
All wrong and disspointing.

>> No.22839156

>>22839130
>Anon talked to grill
Yay!
>>22839122
Sorry you got bashed by a queer

>> No.22839162

since you're here,
sincereleeeee~
sins you're...............................
PLANKTON !
have a good time.

>> No.22839168

>>22836558
Keep this and it will catch up to you

>> No.22839180

>>22839144
I’m sure they’re missing out

>> No.22839188

I want to get my TEFL to teach kids abroad, but I'm seriously retarded and embarrased I will spend about 2 grand and flunk the course. Is there any way I can learn to teach English beforehand?
The sad part is that what I really want to do is just move to a different country as a NEET so I can avoid my family, I'm not sure I even like the idea of teaching, but no one is going to pay me just to walk around. I want to draw and write poetry and date foriegn girls.

>> No.22839189

>>22839180
White women are for sex, brown women are for marriage and true love.

>> No.22839210
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22839210

Emissions are bad for the planet.

Rejection == Insecure projection.

I'm applying for a grant to be accepted into apology.

>> No.22839211

$20 tip to my Dasher. I love you, my Dasher (。‿。)

>> No.22839220

Hear me! Hear me brothers, before it is too late! You are in great danger! Yes, danger! Danger of falling into one of the great traps in our time -- of all time -- a trap so great it has toppled civilizations, broken families, and ruined the lives of many who pursue its false promise.

Yes, brothers I speak of this: Confusing what feels good for what is good. Listen! I shall say it once more: Confusing what feels good for what is good. Does one continue eating until dullness for the pleasure of it, proclaiming that since eating feels good, the virtuous must be ones who make a virtue of eating for pleasure? Certainly not!

But this subtle distinction is the root of so many vices, of so much great evil in both thought and action. Do this, do that, it feels good, you will feel better, so much so that some construct philosophies, lifestyles, and worldviews on this seemingly innocent notion! Seemingly innocent, for in the long run this path by definition always leads to ruin and self-construction: You are just feeling good, not doing good!

Simply think of it. Doing good CAN feel good, but feeling good is the FRUIT of having done good, NOT the tree. Again feeling good does NOT always mean you have done good. Telling the truth after lying, this is painful! Does not feel good, but it is good. And this is why, the true quest is to LIVE THE GOOD LIFE and NOT to live a feel-good life!

Contemplate and reflect on this brothers, before it is too late, for the habits that feel good to you, the beliefs that feel good in your mind, the life you think feels good... these things may not be actually good at all! You have been deceived, you have fallen into deception, you have become blind to good by only seeking its fleeting shadow!

>> No.22839223

wtf am i doing with my time.

i don't even work.

i'm just doing chores and shitting into the toilet my feces from my asshole which was at one point food that i ate and decomposed as i digested it until it reached my rectum and i dropped it into a water bowl that started to simmer.

and chores.

>> No.22839230

>>22839211
I never tip because those nig nogs cant follow simple directions and always deliver my food to the wrong house. The pizza man never has this problem and neither does the mailman. I even said call me if you cant figure it out in the notes and they still fuck it up. I had some thot argue with me about it too and I'm like bitch your job is to deliver me food, it's not fucking hard.

>> No.22839284

>>22839230
That's not my experience. I guess I live in a good area. Sometimes very hot women deliver to me, like model-looking women who have me nervous. Now I'm wondering why these women need to do this. I thought they could just find a man who pays for everything.

>> No.22839307

>amerisharts wake up
>political nonsense going into overdrive all over the board
Hope Yellowstone erupts and buries their entire godforsaken continent.

>> No.22839318

I wonder if career advice on Reddit is any good. Probably not. Not like they can help me undo what I’ve done at this point regardless.

>> No.22839357

>>22839307
Unfortunately I will survive if Yellowstone explodes and I will singlehandedly bring down the quality of the board

>> No.22839363
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22839363

What is the phenomena we call bottomless drop?

It is that great caseload ply, of working through the kneading doughie like of. Ply? or sturdy, like a secure hostel vassal against the quakening tides of LEVIATHAN. It is pseudo-security against the pikeon roasted, the fish of yore dead and desolute in eternity life's nature damned redeemed. The wet brain smoothly kurdling motes against the sizzling pop of driftwood undertoned gurgled gargled WARG sizzled spray OV AeHHH- LEVIATHAN undead, unliving, trialed in extremity the whip fins of schools thrashtail 'gainst yer's deck.

It is the snackes intelligence removal. Slapk of a thousan' shnetkbrains. It'sse thee finuh plaesuh carsituh claret against foreign demeanors unmonked as it is undebridled unggaedaed'txkhzh, and diremptic renegotiated. Trap cards ill disposed to sap, backslash, swagger, or mind. /k/amma sickles, even though I've been there literally seconds over the last thousand years.


They call this coffee self, the self that uses datum: in many shapes and forms I like to drink it. It clears my mind. Disclaimer, your opinion is wrong, and your opinion is anti-symmetric as a matter of other, assimilative-self-alienating. It is wrong, because it is valuable to fall into the trap, the hole in one, intelligence severs the opinions of mass majority. It is excised terms, contracts, infirm inside affirming the inside, thence probably right. Default oh are pee gee.

>> No.22839377

>>22836479
In the hospital for DTs again
I wish these people would hurry up and give me my fucking Librium before I die

>> No.22839383

>>22839122
Shoulda just gotten your dick sucked man

>> No.22839388

>>22837317
I actually plan on attending church with my parents this Christmas and making it a habit next year to go to a church of my choice. Your turn.

>> No.22839391

How do site owner's tolerate resident evil?

>> No.22839396

>>22839388
>I actually plan
So? I plan on marrying Keira Knightley in 2024, doesn't mean it's going to happen. Proclaim your accomplishment once you achieve it, not before.

>> No.22839397

>>22839307
The fact you let us live rent free in your head says more about you than it does us.

>> No.22839410

>>22839396
You don’t know me, buddy

>> No.22839411

your from theatrics import dissociative stare (as seen on TV, in plays, on chans, and in children, or premeditative acting dramatique of core social group role taking),
that brings a whole new meaning to Curtain.
Ty, father anon.

>> No.22839422

>>22839410
I look forward to reading your complaints about how it's impossible to find a church that isn't woke

>> No.22839439

I'm out of ideas for kinds of lezdom and giantess porn to try to make in DALL-E. I need suggestions.

>> No.22839458

>>22836479
I'm not convinced that anyone who's remotely functional is actually in a serious amount of emotional pain. Like you're telling me you wanna kill yourself but you still go to work every day and eat on a regular basis? Sounds like bullshit brother

>> No.22839459

>>22839439
Idk Consider Her Ways by John Wyndham? If you don't mind vore, maybe feed it Swinburne? Tell it to rewrite the second half of The Story of O except make everyone a WNBA player?

>> No.22839477

>>22836479
Everyone I know IRL begs me to become a published writer but I dont know how to distill my thoughts into bookended concise frames without them bleeding together because my mind is a wiki rats nest. I must learn to program wikis to fix this just because I am sperging out psychologically but I consider this the inevitable reality of being a writer who cannot dance in choreography with the crowd of writers. Language is a dance. Dance is the first language.

>> No.22839479

>>22839458
Kek whereas the mfers showing up with cancer and forcing themselves to eat just built different? If you're demanding a full dying swan act for it to be "serious" all you're going to get are the personality disordered drowning out everyone else in the chorus for resources

>> No.22839486

'Eagles or scorpions.' You cannot call them fat. It is not a medical term to call them, it is insinuating social's moral's. Obese is figured by the medical dissenting. Both animals balled nonetheless. Like a woman. Fate is a wikkee term. Snake Doctor's right to diagnose and prescribe, duty even so not to harm, requirement to fulfill Hyppocrateeth license.

So I was thinking about clientelle and the meme regressive categorizable bandwidth ORPG.
Yet really, how do you not here the wigglees wikk of 'obese' resonating obelisk through an guts. Chosen middle palletus patellusorum petrus of Holy patrusa rigamarole while so such sich sieben.
I FUCKING LOVE LATIN!! It's ovvenously superior.

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>>22836479
The board is too political and ideological anymore. I suppose many people are unable to think outside of that framework

>> No.22839492

If a stan steals the bread and wine, how much more his loyal followerers the Cristeons

>> No.22839499

>>22839487
This exasperated expression seals the door shut from the underground railroad megalithic undertaking that it is to develop a new framework free from these hostilities

>> No.22839503

>>22836479
Almost 20 years ago, when I began reading literature, I planned a /lit/ trip for the 200th anniversary (of a fictional event) that took place on Christmas Eve in a rural european town.
So, 2023 is here (I've become a boring lonely man) and it's time to keep the promise I made to my young self.
Online nobody talks about this 200th anniversary, not even the municipality where the place is located. will I be the only one there? how can it be?

>> No.22839521

is there any books formulating the outline of (cf'd thru contents) 'hypnographic content nodes categories network personalized analytics personal biological subject object client server stimuli response'

>> No.22839523

>>22839479
Yeah actually I do think people who are terminally ill are better off than me. Now what?

>> No.22839528

>>22839503
Make a thread for it.

>> No.22839529

>>22839503
What book? I take it the book wasn’t written in 1823? Actually don’t give me the name, but a hint

>> No.22839537

>>22836479
The bible is the only book to beat all other books in book club powers that a book can behold.

This is why I believe the Bible is not holy but a piece of machiavellian technology in the arts of pharisee posturing and legally stunting proclamations.

It is the pus filled wart that alone survived the fall of Rome but because it is the wart of Rome it is the most beautiful thing that endures in our ugly enslaved society. Rome is the source of beauty. The Bible can not have more holiness than ROME

>> No.22839542

>>22839523
>Now what?
Simple: get cancer.

>> No.22839548

>>22839521
Sure there is
>rtfm
Git gud at CS

>> No.22839559

>>22839458
Define "remotely functional". I show up to a dead-end, low paying job regularly, but don't talk to anyone other than is required in order to do the job.

>> No.22839563

I believe language is an unholy abstraction unto supreme intimate experience. The internet and silicone valley, FAANG, are a linguistic castle built of nightmares. It didn't have to be this way. If only we had more meaning than words then and only then would our words be righteous representations rather than entrapments for falsehood and mechanistic decrepit decay.

>> No.22839564

>>22839559
He means people who aren't typing about themselves on the internet between masturbation sessions all day

>> No.22839567

>>22839563
Idk if emoji really helped bro

>> No.22839575

Medieval man was smartest.

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>>22839567
I want to kick his son in the ribs

>> No.22839609

Love or dignity? In other words, should I send that text?

>> No.22839618

>>22839528
I don't want to drag much attention
>>22839529
It's Great letterature

I'm lurking /lit/ for almost 15 years, I hate and love this forum but i've to admit that thanks to this place I've read amazing books. Some of you are the smartest people I've never met.
If someone understand what I'm talking about and will be there too, see you on Christmas Eve at 10pm. I'll wear a blue scarf over a green coat.

>> No.22839623

>>22839609
love of course. Are you a coward?

>> No.22839639

I hate the fact that I was born in England, anywhere else would have been more interesting. It is an utterly miserable place. The only people who are friendly are the tourists. I think the only thing I have learnt in nearly thirty years is how to convey misery, all I would have to do is think of England. There is hardly a hospitable place here, or I haven't found it, I haven't heard of any anon recommending a place to live here. There is nothing to do but drink and wander aimlessly. Culture is completely shot (no I do not count imported-hip-hop as culture).

If I was smart I would have learnt a second-language as soon as humanly possible, but English people are arrogant and I hate the fact that I have no real burning desire to learn one. I just want to leave this rock for another one. If I had a chinese gf I would ask to live in Hong Kong or something. I have given up with British women. But all the same I have no skills or experience so I'm stuck here. An entire nation of crab buckets, not even /britfeel/ can appear as something coherent. Living here and trying to meet people is soul destroying.

>> No.22839640

Psychology doesn't matter.

>> No.22839648

>>22837982
Maybe he just isnt interested in dating. Is that really so difficult a concept?

>> No.22839657

>>22839623
Of course I am. It also doesn't help that I have a girlfriend. Thanks anyway, will probably do that
>>22837825
Cant you spend the holidays with friends or family?

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>>22839639
I feel the same way about yall
English are the coldest people in the world.
T. Latino (warmest people in the world)

>> No.22839675

>>22839657
context matters. You didn't say you had a girlfriend before. Now I feel like shit for indirectly encouraging someone to cheat. So here goes my real advice: don't. It's not about courage anymore, it's about honouring your word to your girlfriend. Unless you're one of those nonmonogamous cucks, in which case go for it

>> No.22839682

>>22839639
As a medievalist, I wish I was English.

>> No.22839684

>>22839669
>Latino (warmest people in the world)
delusional

>> No.22839692

>>22839657
If you want to be with the other girl then break up with your gf first.

>> No.22839699

>>22839609
Why not both. Just send her a dick pic.

>> No.22839701

In lambda space the thing before is not the thing after, as a sing letting tone deaf. But the thing after shall bear the expectation-pretense subject-congregate to aggregate it's client regressive to a genetic algorithm or communicable polymorphism classified submitted in it's content onto other. It is not the brute force of visual detection systems or except-tenant writable from the language of their such, there. Is the (eugenics) ply willing of it's erasure, perfection diagram-blueprint myutaetae publicly?

Is (?: Freudian) free associative (Hegelian) negative dialectic allowed in this thread?

What is it to contemplate the word with a Jung's dialectic-loop-thought graphed through absolute differential linguicity of true mystery's origin in the heierarchaic supreme fractally? To dissociate to God? Associating with the beginning, to reverse time-data, spatial orientation to Omega? That is, what if the ordinary questions we ask are not about the daily life or tabular derived constants in the dataframe which can be easily ciphered-dropped pre--postioriorium (past tense verb noun for laymen) but rather the primordial word which was with the bupqdget, as a smooth whole amongst Eldritch stripstakes of past time, beyond the ordinary into inferior nether regions the roots of our so called ancestral evil sin? The word made true and authentic? Simply idiomatic hypnosis, but with a view to insight of idiom with respect to language axioms conferred to the maxim tonality, the whole of history as a general psychological doctor out of the tune Cyclopean and recursive Necrostatistics contra for the Elect Void recursive atomic and chemical gift complete then descript ennomical? What cursus this veiny screen of '''tumorous''' and vascular sights?

Riemann's integral: holographic (sight) and [neutro]-linguistic majesty. There is no space to space(,) but space.

Eased simple by product foment-oxidant a fizzle from thermic, enthalpic caloric load reaction yields...:
! :)
! >:)
!
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!
.
.

I forgot while my brain came out of my thought. Capshit

>> No.22839711

I fucked myself up.

>> No.22839713
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>>22839684
NonLatino hands typed this post.
Latinos greet each other with kisses. Every word has gender. Trade is casual and its informality lends to barter and much primitive low barrier to entry.
It is superficial but it is legit.

>> No.22839715

>>22839669
well said my amigo
>>22839682
I can go and stare at some gothic buildings and that is nice, but it hardly warms my heart. Lots of places say "historic town" but all that means is they were spectacular years ago and are completely dead now. People like coming over here and seeing Bath and York once, but other than that there is no reason to live here. All the cities are cold concrete franchise centres and the towns are utterly sexless barren wastelands with shitty new-builds peppered in.

>> No.22839720

>>22839713
Not the Mexicans I've been around

>> No.22839729

>>22839585
That kind of thing is really depressing. We talk about this guys perpetual innocence as if it were sweet and cuts, but in reality it's really tragic that this creature has to live in a pretend world or else suffer.

>> No.22839733

>>22839458
It's called not being a pussy

>> No.22839740

>>22839715
Just move to a countryside village

>> No.22839741

>>22839729
I mean, everyone lives in a pretend world to someone extent. Ask someone which of their beliefs are wrong

>> No.22839745

>>22839729
Also
>when the year your mum dies is the year Santa decides you're naughty

>> No.22839756

>>22839741
This person requires full time fantasy makers to protect him from basic facts of life

>> No.22839759

>>22839720
Mexicans that:
>Greet each other in American body language of no hugs no kisses
>do not speak spanish, the gendered language
>do not engage in flea market trade and side hustles and blue collar work impromptu with 0 bureaucratic buffers
And you call them Mexicans?
It is EASY to make friends with Mexicans. It is HARD to make friends with Brits.
However, Mexicans are fickle, lazy and tardy. Brits are reliable and loyal in my experience. Hard earned friendships that endure.

>> No.22839764

>>22836479
Tomorrow I present my undergraduate thesis and I'm not ready

>> No.22839778

>>22839756
Same with someone up to their eyeballs in radical politics or religion

>> No.22839779

>>22839675
Yeah, sorry. That's kind of what I meant when I mentioned dignity. I already cheated actually, we couldn't live with it so we stopped. I can't live without her either hence the text. These things are not easy, I might have lost a couple years of life expectancy with all that insomnia. Thanks anyway, will probably do it.
>>22839692
That's the plan, not sure if the other girl moved on though. Can't be a coward forever I guess

>> No.22839780

>>22839759
What fantasy land do you live in? I've met 2nd generation mexicans who still dont speak English. Half the radio stations are spanish, half the billboards are spanish. They've culturally colonized this place.

>> No.22839783

I am massively debating with myself, staring at a wall, on an life hanger with blocks to form-ignore, on a love story.
I like pokky..
And I must write posts.
I smither like a haughty grann~nnma the serial-displaccourum central-orienting-arse, interium pepep-devilish.tar.gz always here, with 12hood-ish, as a twelve year old, forever, and peer's as inimic animate not a morsel word wordright and written correctly double barreled wall talk causally from-copium. No. Syntax error. To anno one and myself.

>> No.22839790

>>22839740
there aren't any women there, no nightlife, I grew up in one and it's pleasant but you're essentially rotting, it's not a good alternative, plus it's expensive and you will end up with no friends, ok if you're Issac Newton but for the rest, maybe not

>> No.22839794

It's all starting to make unsense.

>> No.22839798

Why don't we use the syntactically correct 'to on.' For paste-tense verb::'onto future.' Rather than 'onto,' the idiom?

What is sugarless?

>> No.22839799
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22839799

Finally finished my Witcher trilogy playthrough and my laptop can stop hyperventilating. Last month this laptop was breathing very heavy for ~8h per day. I'll most likely replay this shit again in a year or two, but I need to save some money for some good pc this time

>> No.22839825

>>22839780
How are they not warm? In comparison to Anglos.

I get instant hospitality free food and home cooked tradition not processed goyslop whenever I visit barrio town.

>> No.22839838

>>22839825
How are rhey warm when they're all in gangs, dealing drugs, and killing each other?

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22839845

>Redscare tradthots and right wing Catholic artists aren't trying to revive old school rosicrucian art

Fucking why? Why is there no Salon de la rosecroix exhibition in New York right now?

https://www.guggenheim.org/exhibition/mystical-symbolism-the-salon-de-la-rosecroix-in-paris-1892-1897

>> No.22839855

>>22839838
You need balance in life

>> No.22839859

>>22839838
>t. whitoid who has never talked to a Mexican

>>22839825
>t. Mexican who has never talked to an American from the South

New Englanders are the cold ones. Rednecks from Alabama are friendly.

>> No.22839876

>>22839859
I've lived in southern california my entire life. I've lived in Los Angeles for the last decade. I have more mexican friends than white friends. You're delusional

>> No.22839885

>>22839859
The southwest is Beaners and east coast snowbirds also
New ENGLAND see what I mean it's Englishness itself that is cold

>> No.22839888

>>22839838
Those gangs killing each other are all passion and too stupid to do it all business. Theyre warm like pitbulls

>> No.22839889

>>22839876
Mexicans are pretty friendly in my experience. A general rule of thumb is that the poor are more outgoing than the rich

>> No.22839900

>>22839889
Poor mexicans have absolutely zero ambition. Have you seen mexican school districts? Where are you from?

>> No.22839902

>>22839845
The Rosicrucian texts were written by a Lutheran who said Rosicrucianism is a ridiculous satire.

>> No.22839904

>>22839900
Outgoing =/= ambition
In fact ambition is austere, budgeted, long term.

>> No.22839906

>>22839904
Now thats a sincere mexican attitude

>> No.22839907

>>22839900
Outgoing as is in friendly and sociable. No clue where you pulled ambition from

>> No.22839932
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22839932

>nutted 4 times to BBC cuckolding AGP fantasies today
It's over, right?

>> No.22839934
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22839934

>wanted to be a writer all my life
>get bullied in school for my writing
>get bullied at home for nothing
>kill my dreams
>friend admits he wants to become a filmmaker
>shows me a little film he made
>"it's not meant to be the real thing yet, just practice so I can one day get it right"
>bully him for it so he quits
>now we're both wagies
>forever

>> No.22839937

I got my bachelor's in nomology. I can't find any jobs for it.

>> No.22840016

>>22839764
i'm having my final tmr too.
good luck, anon.

>> No.22840034
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22840034

I'm honestly considering becoming religious, even it it is just an act to be less lonely and maybe get a gf

>> No.22840050

>>22840016
Thank you a lot and good luck for you too, anon!

>> No.22840133

>>22836583
I think framing socializing as a skill is a big mistake people do. People just have the personalities and tendencies they have. There’s no one personality which renders it impossible for someone to have close relationships. I think a lot of people in your shoes, and this may or may not be you, mistake tendencies for personality flaws. You said it yourself that you spend all of your free time alone. Obviously, if you choose to be alone all the time, which you do whether intentionally or unintentionally, you obviously can’t make deep personal connections that way. Just food for thought. How you spend your time might matter than your skills or whatever personality defects you think you might have in the long run.

>> No.22840135

>>22836583
It sounds like you feel guilty for something? Have you considered apologizing?

>> No.22840150

>>22840034
Can’t say I had much luck finding a gf at church. No idea why people recommend that.

>> No.22840160

Are Wall Street jobs immoral?

>> No.22840173

>>22836479
I keep hearing noises in the attic, but I am too pussy to look. I don't want to be jumped by a rat or mouse. I've been living in this house for 10 years, and this is the first time I may be dealing with a rat or mouse infestation.

>> No.22840185

>>22840034
I'm honestly considering becoming less religious, even it it is just an act to be less lonely and maybe get a gf

>> No.22840188

>>22839934
you forget the most iron rule of /lit/—never tell anyone that you're a writer or that you're writing something before you finish at least a draft.
don't pull you're friend down, anon. apologize and encourage him if you still can.

>> No.22840205

>>22839934
didn't see the
>for my writing
part.
>>22840188 still applies though. don't tell anyone who you judge to be unlikely to value and cherish your work.

>> No.22840212

If dubs I just walk the fuck out of the hospital and accept the consequences

>> No.22840219

I'm insecure. I'm an ESL teacher for a language school and my gf is starting teaching at university next year. If this writing stuff doesn't get me anywhere I'm afraid she'll end up leaving me for being a loser. Should I be insecure or am I being too much of a faggot?

>> No.22840223

>>22836479
>confession edition
today I drowned a bug with soapy water, then after it was dead I picked it up to move out of the middle of the floor and it started moving. at first I thought I was witnessing a miracle but then I became convinced that it would die and I sat there watching it stumble around for 20 minutes. Then I became enraged and killed it a second time. I took pleasure in the fact that a miracle occurred and I did not care, I was even thinking about how if it revived again, I would still kill it

>> No.22840244

I want to... 鱚 you.

>> No.22840248

>>22840219
yes

>> No.22840249

>>22839503
"A Visit from Saint Nicholas"? Sadly I don't know what are you talking about

>> No.22840255

>>22840223
I wish I could do something like that with you using an iron bar through your skull, severing your brain's left and right hemispheres.

>> No.22840257

I cannot believe trannies exist

>> No.22840269

>>22840257
https://www.goodreads.com/review/show/3662677270

>> No.22840281

>>22840257
I feel sorry for them; I think they are the worst victims of international Jewry. Even more so than Western women.

>> No.22840343

>>22840269
He writes like a negro himself with all of that garbage colloquial language.

>> No.22840350

>>22840257
it's still wild to me how Jews were able to outinfluence science on society and led everyone to believe that there are more than two genders just by validating twisted senses of alienation and encouraging embracing them.
>>22840281
i used to pity them but i stopped ever since they became so obnoxious exerting their bs everywhere they go.

>> No.22840418

>in secluded second floor section of book store
>there's a bench at the end of the room overlooking the city street
>im sitting on it reading hermeneutics ancient and modern
>cute girl sits on bench next to me
>don't break concentration on book for next 90 minutes
>i get up to buy book
>girl gets up and leaves
>don't say anything
>tfw philosophycel

>> No.22840500

>quickquestion (QQ) comes to mind: How am I malingering by posting in this thread or not writing
>game?
>DBT
>why do people ask how to get banned as anonymously?
>should I delete my posts and bur in a haistorm
>ya
>dialectical rhetoric idiocityzing
>going in dry
>5d
>maxim scampering sparsity
>can I have banned?
>where is the exit?
>spray it down? show brainlets!
>up
>how to proceed to exit.
>why was my 4chn has adapt meunto /b/
>durnk?
>mushuggah cum laud
>boomer then, now, and nevereverwasafter good.
>technologically opressed by GOD!
>I feel the banning! it's BANNING MOTHER I'M BANNNNNING FOR YOUR LOVE
>Satanic Rituals Anonymous.
>I need more RAM

>> No.22840516

>>22836479
seriously too traumatized to talk to women on Instagram. it's like once i'm on there sending messages i flash back to so many times i was left on read or blocked. I try to get the girls to respond via text but sometimes they if they'll admit they mostly use instagram and 'sorry for not responding!'.

>> No.22840520

ANHEDONIA IS IMPOSSIBLE TO CURE AAAAAHHHHH
If I can just overcome this, the world would be my oyster.

>> No.22840545

Why video games are so good, but the communities/groups/whatever are always the biggest cesspools of insufferable faggots?

>> No.22840574

My niece, who is a Vtuber, didn't appreciate me forcing her to use Linux. I was watching one of her videos, and she mentioned it with derision.

>> No.22840577
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22840577

>have sex
>its a disaster every time

>> No.22840584

>hmmm I see that my post heigh tis kind of short. puny wimp and pathetic!
>YOLO
>so just go fucking Learnhng Python (ML)
>3o
>I'm literally bacon atm.
>desu honey is good on mayo with pizza bye
>true neutral is fuck around and find out!
>tall shiz gets shiz (tsdjs)
>are you really sumerian
>ommmm general PC
>blow harder
>why am I here doing this midwit tshit forrizle?!!?!?
>i see us trolling..
>Geospatial analysts won't be able to recognize the love in soience face

>anyways, on a roll or not. Let me get the fax to print the A's for the stationery weights.
>didn't dot do it jcom. soully california in the onions.
>{EQ: greenbolg2.0}
>I'll have you know everyone I stolle that EITY
>[PC: goo burrr1]
>watt weelees killing with suicide(DT rock) as death threat:
>unnetwork yourself. holy lanner
>i fucking luv metal!! :)
>:
>I need to write pasta?!?
>tunderal grits
>willing to fly
>never going to
>ngloose le feirce
>i fucking love excel!!!!
>I hat you.
>MEDS?!
>fuck no.
>weeakoko posting about
>i'm SURE of what side of the hill's eye's I'm o'n. cof 2k give my asshole a break.
>eepisstemoloaeoviur throughout nugg of suedes dunder said willbe blister blasting into the night well with with regs.
>Theeopinionology is the goal we wish to get, and I, no no... I like trophies on coin melee.

I feel the unposting...

I'm actually, offended right now. I'm a sick mouse I'm a wicked mouse!

>> No.22840590

Blood on the soil; throat gashed open, spinal column visible within the meat. The air is thick and hot smelling of tobacco, copper, and diesel while the man gurgles and struggles in vain against the zip ties that bind him. As the end draws near his back arches and his legs frantically shake, but there is no absolution. He dies like an animal. Hacking and sawing follows as I wedge my dull blade in the wound, between the vertebrae, pounding on the spine of the knife with his palm until, with a crack and a quick splurt, the head is severed and collected. One down, one to go.

Lithe and pale, she realized long ago that the time for struggle was earlier that day: before her door was kicked open; before she was tied to a chair; before he wrapped the saran wrap around her face and the duct tape around her neck. It was a miracle she was still concious, but that was quickly fading, and I could tell she felt the full force of the boot to her chest, knocking her on her back, and my hot breath as I straddled her. Could she feel the long slow drawl of the blade as it carved down her sternum, between her breasts? What about when I cracked her ribs with a nearby rock and shoved my bare fist into her chest cavity, probing for my prize. At last I found it, her heart, and with a few stout yanks I dislodged it through the shards of her ribs, still pumping away. It tasted like blood and was surprisingly hard to chew.

>> No.22840598

>>22836479
My confession is that I masturbate to trans porn which is in fact quite normal among men these days but most are unwilling to admit it

>> No.22840602

>>22840598
It's not normal. Only degenerate perverts try to normalize it.

>> No.22840606

>>22840598
I eat babies

>> No.22840616
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>>22840584
this is really good, have you considered publishing?

>> No.22840630

>>22840577
Why is it a disaster?

>> No.22840631

>>22840616
oh fuck>>22840545
thanks I use your post to inspiritavley write the following incendiary insultatory assault of unlitrofied words
I'm pseud opost mongling on point, on time, is this even real? I feel horrified. Im terror.
My syntax is telling
I hate being maladaptive from the /b/ KVULT KULT, no. I mean literal cult goat of the foot vovo. I'm crying. I'm toinglourk the toilergarlerc.
I'm trying so hard.

A few bytes, a series of chars..
I just read the rules. And I see this is against them? I also at once apologize. Because that is the best I can do. ty anon pepe! you're so warm.

>> No.22840642

>>22840545
Post your top 10-20 games. I bet they're all shit.

>> No.22840658

https://youtu.be/UmMZXYtOCYQ?t=2705

>> No.22840667

>>22840602
Most men are perverts who watch porn. And trans porn is on the way to becoming as popular as normal porn

>> No.22840676

>>22840667
Yes and starwars is just as popular as it always was. Fuck you, just because shit is forced doesnt mean anyone actually likes it who wasnt a faggot in the first place.

>> No.22840684

>>22840642
Post yours so I can laugh

>> No.22840690

I love public humiliation.
I love ironic non-irony, in the severest tones conceivable.
I love the hand held SDx.
My card is I cannot live without you.
The screen glows as I bask in (warmly).
Scream de creme.
Too build the bepis cog, hodling all deers sufferage fork greater goot tokens with elldrich sleepers amongst the mass populace inclement prollllllllllx.
Snowflakes RAM bushel an' a peck. Needlenose catanoia plyaring arguments greedsely, infitas infimum.
OCD phials filled with curse of zombification.
Bro a trigger is triggering. To laugh otherself.
The undicted totus adent don evhfher sneks the everlflowe the sfloieuefloweh.
His oedipus can spread elektrikes (ratio gaze) to foil the algeon. The slurp wurrer. Wunt coms around gosen around. 5k, no 500k, Uesssss. EVfee gonna giv to yoll.
If we made it to the future, the only thing I can say is thank you, because I readjusted my perspective to the hindsight subliciitious maximus pote erngery burnzregereryrz. (ya)

>> No.22840698

My little brother is a furry. This is what happens when

>> No.22840702
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22840702

I'm in some withdrawals anyways at the moment

I couldn't chwisely.

>> No.22840704

>>22840642
>>22840684
In no particular order:
>The Binding of Isaac
>Dark Souls 1
>Cruelty Squad
>SMT: Strange Journey
>Time Splitters Future Perfect
>LSD Dream Emulator
>Lisa The Painful
>Killing Floor 2
>Ultrakill
>Tetris

>> No.22840708

>>22840676
It's not forced on anyone. Most men just like to dominate anything that appears as female. The ancient acceptance of homosexuality under a dominant/submissive framework is more reasonable than today's definitions

>> No.22840712
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22840712

>>22840708
Okay tranny lover. Sounds like a copr from a faggot.

>> No.22840716
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>>22840684
I'm what people call a gaymer. I am a mulatto eunuch who works as a data analyst for Black Rock. I like games with queer and POC elements. I am also a bottom.

1. Last of Us Part 2
2. Calico
3. Spirit Swap
4. Baldur's Gate 3 (hawt bear sex and strong black man)
5. Coffee Talk
6. Dream Daddy: A Dad Dating Simulator
7. Eastshade (It has LESBIAN bears. Oh my gooood)
8. Horizon Forbidden West
9. Fursan al-Aqsa: The Knights of the Al-Aqsa Mosque
10. Manhunt (like to imagine I'm killing cis privileged white males :p)

I am creating a new game called "I have worms in my ass!" It's funded by the Soros Foundation.

>> No.22840722
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>>22840716
Gross, even in jest.

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>>22840716
You're so disgusting, holy fuck.

>> No.22840748

>>22840704
I like Dark Souls and SMT: SJ (DS version).

I am listing my top 15 games in a tripartite structure of horror, natural-themed, and sci-fi:

1. Silent Hill 1 and 2
2. Hellnight
3. Kagero Deception II
4. Bloodborne
5. Baroque (PS1)

6. Terranigma
7. Kolibri
8. Viva Pinata: Trouble in Paradise
9. Harvest Moon Hero of Leaf Valley
10. Pikmin 3: Deluxe

11. Mega Man Zero 1-4
12. Super Metroid and Metroid Dread
13. Armored Core VI
14. System Shock 2
15. Deus Ex

>> No.22840755

ligkus mai balls. tung my anuts.

>'Sad.'
>Many such cases.
>TASWotW
>that's kind of awkard for all of us, otto drantia.
>how does she does it? I'm infi spp spiritual ifnluence. i like natty skwidlezss otaku tako neesout controlly
>First off all. Tone it''s everyting. If I were yu. I'd get the fuck way nou. But, but. Head, hed. Ccannott repace it.
>Weeapinstats. You shld your beable2 solv this? Yea. Get new one.
>wreet skeets.
>momo... for the death of me, I can't get a life of me to save it. It seems ESL is in full. ff rentendeon. I mean with a full heart too.
> whats on TV
> standup, turbine, windmill.., drills,.. mio

> I think I've acquired downsyndrom or having stroke.

>Does anyone relate?? My brain isn't coming. It's not to you,nurl out get.
>glisten to me.
>This is our lst.. shot.

When you get good at something, you don't suck forever and more.
>you don't suck forever and more.
Whatever magic you pulled off, really warmed me, and I'm genuinely calmed now. '''only works for me''' to blow''' to porfeign' porgentu >>>>fans.
Not really, just nothing. And saldad. Maetdeeter
And saldad all the way up and down.

>> No.22840763

>>22840642
Morrowind
Pokémon Leafgreen/fire red
Goldeneye (n64)
Eternal Darkness
Timesplitters
Silent Hill 2
Dark Cloud
Baldur’s Gate (the one released around 2000)
GTA Vice City
Final Fantasy IX
Final Fantasy VIII
Final Fantasy Tactics

>> No.22840811

>>22840642
1. Terraria
2. OpenRCT2
3. EU4
4. NetHack

>> No.22840819

I could use some help.
It is said that in the Islamic Golden Age, the people lived in a "merchant culture."
What kind of culture do we live in today?

>> No.22840820

>>22840819
Rentier culture, I'd say. Everyone is seeking rent and paying rent in one form or another (rent in the traditional sense, subscriptions, etc.).

>> No.22840851

>>22840850
New

>> No.22840856

>>22840820
Thanks. That's very succinct

>> No.22840871

I found the solution for porn addiction, read a book written by a feminist about porn, you don't even have to fully ready it, maybe just the first chapter or even the introduction, and you will achieve an automatic aversion to it just by knowing it became the main argument of a book written by some high class pedantic academic lesbian as part of xer doctoral thesis under gvmt gibs

>> No.22840938

>>22840871
>tfw haven't fapped in almost a month since I'm on my work shift and there's no privacy, but once I get back on my vacation and home will be fapping furiously every single day

>> No.22841122

>>22839799
Yen or Trist?

>> No.22841144

Forgive me father( not actually sorry) for i have sinned it has been 8 years since my last confession these are my sins:
I jerked off to massive Brazilian bunda
Now to get back to it

>> No.22841147

>>22840871
That just makes it more arousing desu
Just imagining some stuffy academic bitch looking disapprovingly only makes me harder

>> No.22841150

>>22840819
Consumer culture, one where self fulfillment/expression is considered the ultimate and only value

>> No.22841193

>>22841147
You’re a weirdo

>> No.22841721

>>22841122
Triss

>> No.22841731

>>22840684
my post wasn't about my fav games, but ok?
>Witcher 2
>Witcher 3
>Witcher 1
>HOMM III
>Hollow Knight
>Blasphemous
>Darkwood
>Silent Hill 2
>Visage
>Tormentum

>> No.22841837

>>22841193
You say that like it's an insult

>> No.22842379

you ever wonder about how a woman can be simply born with large breasts and she has a job? She doesn't even need to post them naked and she has a job.
She doesn't have to even touch men and she has a job.
I see women on twitter with 50k followers and their tits aren't even that big, they just allude to playing pokemon and they have a job. That's insane to me, even unremarkable women if they are not stupid and pretend to be boyfriend material are set for life and they never have to service a man or do anything really, just be a woman.
How is this not evidence of Gynocracy