/lit/ - Literature

I mean writing is best done with what you know. You felt real feelings when what happened happened so it'll always feel more genuine than if you wrote something you never experienced

>>20129659
By hands on experience writing it, and by reading other romance. I guess.

Tell me more I want to fap

>>20129659
Dude, I was diddled with by an old gym teacher creep when I was 6. I can spend years without thinking about it, and if I do, I chuckle at it and pity the old fucker.
Just saying stop being such a faggot.

>>20130352
dude shut up

>>20129659
I have a similar problem. I mean, I can make it real sexy, but the dynamic always gets twisted into this psychosexual horror show. Somewhere along the line in my head the wires of love and sex became crossed over with violence in some form, emotional or physical. It's always mutual, but very fucking unhealthy. If they're not up for a ritual double-suicide, is it really love?

>>20129861
It was with one of my teachers in middle school. My birthday is late in the year so when 7th grade started so I was only 11.
My social studies teachers was a 24 year old woman just starting her teaching career. A few weeks into the school year she asked me to help her set up her classroom during my option periods. She mainly needed help with her smart board and computer and printer, my options class was a computer class anyway so my options teacher was cool with it. I was also cool with it because I thought she was hot.
I'm not sure why she picked me specifically, I guess it's possible by this point she had already taken a liking to me.When I finished doing whatever I needed to do I wouldn't leave and I would usually just stay with her until my options period was almost done. Mainly so I could check her out and chat with her, one day I noticed the top buttons on her shirt would be undone when we were alone together and I just wanted to stare at her cleavage. During normal classes her shirt would be completely buttoned showing very minimal cleavage.
After her classroom was setup she would still find an occasional excuse to pull me from my gym or options classes.
I should also point out when I was in my gym clothes I would be wearing a a t-shirt and some shorts. Being an 11 year old boy just starting puberty I was popping boners like crazy and sometimes it was hard for me to properly hide it when I was in my gym clothes. Looking back at it I'm sure she noticed right away but she didn't say anything for a few months.
Eventually she started to ask me more personal questions, like asking me if I had a crush on any of the girls in my glass, or if I had my first kiss already. I still remember when I told her I hadn't had my first kiss yet she asked me how I'd feel if my first kiss was with her, but before I could stammer out a response she cut me off and said she was only joking.
One day in November during an actual class I was staring at her when she was sitting in her desk. Then all of a sudden she looked up and I wasn't able to look away in time. When the bell rung she asked me to stay behind for a bit so I thought I was in deep shit.
After all the other students left she called me to her desk, I was expecting her to give me a talking to about "disrespecting women" or something. Instead she just said "anon, you know you can't check me out during actual classes, save that for when we're alone." I tried to get her to elaborate but she just rushed me to my next class without saying anything. She also gave me an envelope to give to my next teacher so I would have a cover story for why I had to stay late.
I couldn't think about anything else that entire day, obviously I kept wondering if I imagined her saying "leave that for when we're alone" but I was sure she said it.
Anyway, I'm getting close to the character limit, but yeah she did say that. Shit escalated and she ended up touching my penis before winter break

>>20131113
Post pictures of the teacher. How hot was she?

>>20131121

>>20129659
Use your imagination, obviously. You don't need to actually experience things, just fool yourself into thinking you HAVE experienced them and selling these lies to others. The more vivid and detailed your fantasies are the more that believability will bleed through your fiction. Don't fool yourself into thinking you can only write about what you have experienced first hand, that shit's a cope by those without the gift of dreaming.

>>20131121
This was like in 2007, so I don't have any pictures of her in her 20s

>>20131201
Post pictures of her now

>>20131113
>Anyway, I'm getting close to the character limit, but yeah she did say that. Shit escalated and she ended up touching my penis before winter break
So you made me read that textwall only to relegate the best part to three lines of text? Learn to prioritize in your writing nigga

>>20131113
MORE. DO NOT LEAVE US HANGING YOU TURBOAFRICAN

>>20129659
Why isn't he surrounded by Sony princesses?

>>20131698
>Sony princesses

>>20129659
i was raped as a child, you just keep trying and failing but every time you get a little bit better

>>20131627
I guess you guys don't care about the way our relationship developed? It took some time just because she was a teacher and I was a student.
When she touched my penis in December it was through my jeans. The first time she brought me to orgasm was probably in April or May in 2008.
She was and still is to this day a bit of a fitness freak and health nut so she was always nagging me telling me to stop eating junk food and to pick up a sport. So that winter I started running on our family's treadmill and I also asked my parents to buy me some dumbbells.
That spring after the snow had melted I joined the cross country team, it was only middle school cross country so it was a 4 week commitment and wasn't taken too seriously. Regardless we had practice from time to time after school.
One day before an after school practice I was informed she wanted to see me because her smartboard was flaking out on her. The smartboard she had was the only one in the school and it was given to us as a pilot project by the school district. It was total piece of shit and it was always having problems, and because we didn't have a local IT guy support fell to me (or our computer teacher) because I helped her set it up back in September. When I got to her classroom I found the smartboard wasn't recognizing any stylus, I can't remember what I did but I eventually fixed it.
By this point I was used to her touching me, usually her touches were innocent, I guess these were still against the rules for her because she was a teacher but it really wouldn't raise any eyebrows. Just stuff like resting her hand on my shoulder or playing with my figertips. Sometimes her touches were flirty, and she would run her hand through my hair or she would give me a quick hug. And rarest of all sometimes she touched me in overtly sexual ways, like rubbing my crotch through my pants or even kissing me (she was my first kiss after all).
On that particular day she must have felt very daring, because while I was working on her smartboard she sat down on a small desk in front of it and started playing with my penis with her foot. I'm not even a footfag and this was through my shorts but this drove me crazy, I think if she continued I would have cummed in my shorts.
After I fixed her smartboard she asked me to stay for a bit and she walked to her door and checked the hallway to make sure it was clear. When she confirmed this she shut the door and I heard the lock click soon after, she also put a blocker on the small window in the door to prevent people from looking in. I was really horny at this point so I was rubbing myself through my shorts, not even caring that she was looking at me. When she walked back to me she grabbed my hand to stop me and asked me I had started masturbating yet.

>>20132063
I told her I had discovered porn but didn't know how to masturbate, she laughed and then led me to her teacher's desk and sat me down. She said she didn't want me to "pass out" after she was done with me.
She gave me a quick peck on the lips and asked me if I wanted to continue which I confirmed I did. Upon hearing this she lifted her skirt up and showed me her light blue panties. I would from time to time get the occasional glimpse up her skirt, but this was the first time she exposed herself to me. Because she was wearing a normal pair of panties and not sexy lingerie I don't think she planned this out in advance. I think she was just overcome by temptation and decided to take a chance sensing the opportunity.
She kept her skirt rolled up and she knelt down in front of me and pulled my shorts down, then she took some lotion and put a glob of it in her hand. With that hand she grabbed onto my erect penis and started moving her hand up and down. I remember the pace of my breathing increased and she asked me if I liked what she was doing.
I wasn't able to give her a response though, I wasn't use to these sensations and I was visibly uncomfortable in that chair. She stopped briefly and she got me to relax by telling me to "do what comes naturally" and also adding I shouldn't "fight against myself". She started moving her hand up and down again, my natural instinct was to thrust my hips into her hand; taking her advice I did just that. In a few minutes I erupted like Vesuvius, I felt my legs become weak and I was overcome with tunnel vision and had a slight ringing in my ear. Because this was the first time I was intentionally brought to orgasm I produced a porn star tier load, my semen was very thick and stringy and she said it shot fairly high into the air. Thankfully for us only a small amount of it landed on us and most of it landed on the floor.

I suppose she decided giving a handjob to one of her students inside her classroom was the equivalent of crossing the Rubicon. Back in February we ended up discovering we actually lived fairly close to each other (her condo was 2 blocks away from my parents' house), so we wouldn't have to be constrained by fooling around in her classroom. After this she started to invite me to her condo from time to time on the weekend and during summers. For the most part we stopped fooling around in her classroom.
Her condo was also where I was "molested" by the second adult woman I mentioned in the OP. The second woman was a friend of my teacher's, they went to university together
I could really go on and on about this for a while but I guess I'll end it here for now.

>>20132069
Go on nigga

>>20132063
>>20132069
fakest shit in the world, you guys are so fucking degenerate making this shit up, thanks for posting it anyway i guess.

>>20132069
how have these events affected your current ability to form relationships, platonic and romantic?
my dad was molested by a male teacher when he was a young teen and he wrote a book about it back in 2014

>>20131698
Imagine Kat, Elena and Lady Maria touching Sora's private parts.

>>20131113
>writes all of this text but at the end
>"Shit escalated and she ended up touching my penis before winter break"
FUCK YOU

>>20132063
>she sat down on a small desk in front of it and started playing with my penis with her foot. I'm not even a footfag and this was through my shorts but this drove me crazy
oh so the story is fake nice

>>20132069
fake and gay but also based

>>20132069
Based, thank you for sharing

GOOOODDDDD IM GONNAN COOOOOOOM

>>20132069
Fabricated and homosexual, you would have came almost instantly instead of after a few minutes, you were a horny virgin teenager.

>>20130352
See a therapist