/lit/ - Literature

if I start thinking too much about how I can't get a "real job" I get filled with sickening dread...

>>20032522
I pray to God He will perfect me in His image and teach me to wait on Him.

I believe I have discovered the limits of my bisexuality.

>>20032522
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>>20032529
What do you consider a real job?

seeing the comments from guys on booktubers' channels;

parasocial relationships are more dangerous than pornography, by far. they're more insidious. they give me a bad feeling, it's difficult to describe. they feel "off". porn is blatantly voyeuristic and doesn't pretend not to be, but parasocial channels are more...

exploitative? with porn a lot of women will post things for free, just because they get off on the attention or the comments or they enjoy it. but parasocial relationships are usually extractive, monetarily. they obviously "target" a demographic while putting on a sweet innocent face. many female SFW "content producers" are especially guilty of this. it's been commented on here before but it just strikes me as a very ill omen that these sorts of things have been normalized...

feel free to comment on this topic as well.

It is an offense to all humanity that I am not accorded more power. I am wiser and more principled than all world leaders. They live for power, for blood sacrifice. I live for truth and the furtherance of the human cause. You ignore my words at your peril.

>>20032570
A job where I can be actually promoted and not wait tables and bartend for the rest of my life with no opportunity to gain new skills or advance or receive things like vacation time, sick pay, benefits, etc.

My brain has been bisexualized.

The voice of a greater truth speaks through me. Though my flesh and bodily action betimes betrays it, the body is not all. The ignorant hylic materialist weakness dominates mass consciousness and leads it astray.They cannot see that more goes beyond the body, that there are threads weaving through the physical bodies, subject to animal weakness all, that dip and dive in terms of their quality. The lowest do not rise above the body. The greater struggle against it. And transcend all spooks, who can for once see beyond themselves, beyond their origins, beyond their language, beyond their culture, beyond their education, beyond their skin, to the truth that unites us?

"Poets are the unacknowledged legislators of the world." - Shelley
Well it's time to acknowledge me you stupid bitches.

https://youtu.be/Pp7GxN39JdY

>>20032522
https://soundcloud.com/2swansong/sets/swansong-i

Released some music earlier this month, give me your thoughts.

>>20032700
I enjoyed Icarus

I want to enjoy novels, but can’t seem to. I read a bunch when I was a kid, but now I can only seem to read nonfiction. When reading novels, there are three basic problems I run into.

The first is simply that I cannot relate to or care about the vast majority of fictional characters, and thus can’t stand reading length interactions between them where they talk about each other or their relationships.

The second problem is that I can’t seem to stop making myself think “this is stupid- why is this written this way?” And then, instead of reading along or even wanting to read along, I just enter my own head and imagine how I would write it. I have no illusion that I’m a great writer, but I know what I would like, and I can’t seem to put that out of my mind long enough to enjoy what is actually on the page. How can I just enjoy someone else’s writing, story, and world-building without getting diverted into coming up with my own? Is it just that I haven’t found the right author yet, or is this a fundamental problem in me?

Third is just that I find artful and lengthy descriptive language annoying. Which is very ironic since I enjoy writing it. But basically, I prefer brevity and writing where few sentences are wasted.

Am I just a basic bitch that can’t be fixed, or is there anything I can try to get back to enjoying novels?

I do not claim omniscience. And that is the source of my theoretical appeal. For all politicians pretend to omniscience. Their only means of inspiring confidence is that they know better than their supporters. Hence why Plato promoted the idea that philosophers made the best leaders. Plato, remember, was a student of Socrates. Socrates emphasized his ignorance, not his knowlege. He said that wisdom was to be found in the recognition of what one does not know, an infinite sea, not in what one does know, a tiny island. Politics must be fundamentally redirected in relation to the fact that humanity does not have the answers. It must provide an open emporium of speculation and inquiry as to what is the optimal solutions and not pretend to know what's what.
You ignore my words at your peril.

Power must be eliminated from politics. All politicians must take an oath of chastity. It is a religious calling.

>>20032700
Day and Eclipse are something else..
Rest aren't bad either

>>20032716
>It must provide an open emporium of speculation and inquiry as to what is the optimal solutions and not pretend to know what's what.
I don't know. US politics is basically that to the point, someone can just talk circles to tire out those who decide to listen. How does one even define optimal when one's goals are not the same? What is humanity if not a singular being? What is the end goal of humanity if not immortality?

impossibility was supposed to remain a myth

>>20032599
>Ow the edge, on a post ironic website
Daring, trite or disturbing dare I say.

There must be answers. Yet to the extent that there is sociogenic suffering, suffering caused by humans and inflicted upon humans, it is self-evident that the assumptions undergirding that system are flawed. The reason? We want to be lazy. We want to give in to our inner chimpanzee.

Does anyone have enough self-respect to be ashamed of that inner champanzee? Does no one seek to fight it, over come it? Aren't we capable of more? Must we give into such barbaric sentiments? Can't we see that our cerebral cortices know better than us? Are leading us toward infinite possibilities? Meanwhile we stew in the most abject of weaknesses, and mistake it for virtue! We bring doom upon ourselves.
You ignore my words at your peril.

I do a big poo
Asshole feel good when it leave
Sometime I want frends

>>20032764
Being apathetic to certain causes is in our nature as is breathing.
It’s better to guide these tendencies into productive results than actively fighting it.

I told a girl I love her, and she said she loves me too. She's a VTuber.

Man rekt threads really make you glad to live in a civilized society. But it also feels fucked up that parts of America are basically third-world in terms of violence and no one is trying to fix them. The bad neighborhoods in Atlanta and Chicago are basically like South American cities in terms of crime, it's insane considering the rest of the country is safe. Last time I was in the bad side of town my senses just kept telling me, "Let's get the fuck out of here soon". It just feels like a total shithole yet no one is really doing anything about it

>>20032759
Shun the truth though you may, it does not diminish it.

>>20032775
Cutie. I certainly sympathize with apathy. Oh how splendid to not care about this world! Yet you are equal to this world. You are identical to it. To the extend that you give to it is the extent that you flourish. Apathy iis a small disease. It gives false comfort.

Actors are brave people. What they're willing to do for art....

Why do women have such a fervent belief in the efficacy of psychotherapy

>>20032814
lmfao Please link that article, 2 weeks is just nowhere near noteworthy enough to warrant an article surely

>>20032713
You hate that which you yourself do. You sound contrarian af

>>20032711
>>20032732
Thanks for listening friends :)

>>20032820
Why do men?

>>20032814
>You have gone too far Paul Dano!
>You must have regular sex if you are to work in Hollywood!

>>20032793
I sometimes wonder if Plato knew the future when he spoke of ignorance. I do think there are a variety of people who attempt to solve problems. I don't know whether there's an end to the list or even who is exactly on it, only who I presume to be on the list. Including but not limited to: Parents, Members of Education, Law Enforcement, Social Scientists, Politicians. You could argue that not all of those with such a title do anything, but you couldn't conclude that there isn't at least one person that isn't doing anything.

Why is it that I feel like I can't speak or think clearly when I'm talking with this girl I like (And who I suspect likes me too). As in, it feels like every word I say starts to matter more, I'm more perceptive and observant than I normally am, and I can't help but do chuckles/mini laughs.

It's an odd thing that I don't really know how to explain.

>>20032623
all jobs are shit anon, chillax

>>20032820
Subconscious mother instinct, xxfj personality type conditioned towards both a feeling and judging element

How do I supress my raw desire for female intimacy. I am a reserved guy and I do not think exploring Tinder is a good idea for that reason. I'm starting to have delusions about a particular woman who just so happens to be within close proximity of me fairly frequently like this dumb faggot
>>20032879
I think I crave intimacy and affection but loathe the idea of trying to meet women. I would prefer to supress the urge entirely to avoid future stress.

>>20032581
inclined to agree. They're one step below Televangelists. However I wonder how many are knowingly predatory and how many sort of are willfully ignorant.
>>20032764
It's not laziness, in fact to chalk it up to laziness is ironically enough a lazy explanation.
There are no answers, because that would require a compromise different from the social contrast we have now. We do not live in the best possible society, we live in a compromise between different groups' local maxima.
Imagine if laziness was the only thing that stopped us from dismantling media cabals, the military-industrial complex, University Administrators, the Cigarette Industry, Race Grifters, Churches and Religious hierarchies, investment property Boomers etc. etc. Imagine if it was just laziness that would make them all see the 'bigger picture', agree on what that bigger picture looks like, and sacrifice their individual and group privileges for it.
They will pit a tremendous amount of energy into opposing it. That shows anything but laziness being the problem.

>>20032914
It's not delusions anon, I genuinely think it's true. Not everyone is as autistic and retarded like you lmao.

>>20032879
>>20032914
What's the girl like? God I'm lonely.

David Bowie is our god and saviour

>>20032935
She's alright, younger than me, and pretty normie but we do share some interests.

>>20032927
There is nothing special about the way she is treating you. Understand that you are projecting.
>>20032935
She has wonderful red hair. My heart flutters and I fantasize about being wrapped in it.

>>20032950
you're probably young as fuck

>>20032950
*seems to be pretty normie

>>20032951
Nah mate, you're the one projecting lol. You're projecting your inability to get your oneitis onto me, just because I'm more successful in my scenario.

>>20032955
Eh, I'm not too old and not too young.

>>20032969
There is no doubt I'm projecting, however I'm not pursuing anything with the woman I am referring to in my posts. All I am saying is that whatever signs you are picking up are not actually signs at all. You should back out before you get any more delusions. There is literally nothing about you that stands out against every other guy she's ever interacted with.

>>20032950
is she qt can i have her

>>20032581
No post nut clarity with parasocial grifters, nothing that snaps you back and contextualizes your actions uncomfortably because comfort is precisely what they are selling.

>>20032805
You haven’t actually given a reason on why being apathetic to certain causes would be bad.

POV: You're typ︳

for one to be upset there has to be something to lose and someone to blame. Perhaps bitterness is the pre-supposition these things; the presumption that the person in front of you will be blameworthy relative to some psychological trauma you carry around, likely unawares. They will hurt you, and it will be their failure, and so you are predisposed, you are bitter. It's strange to think that most likely virtually all evil comes down to things like this, since actions need reasons for virtually all human beings, and for it to make sense to most human beings to be evil there probably has to be pain and blame. Both of which are, individually, very interesting.

Very weird, alienating, experience when you have sex with a girl and she is clearly just trying to do what she has seen in porn because she thinks that's what sex is.
I don't mean any specific sex act in itself, but more like how they comport themselves, the energy, the attitude.

The closest thing I can find with the same feeling is this video.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t0i6BSe_CVY

Tips on sleeping? Books on Insomnia. I haven't slept in God knows how long. It's caused/ing problems.

>>20032522
I recently recalled an incident where at age 5 I told my childhood babysitter, this nice old lady, that "when I kill everybody in the world I'll let you live because you're so nice"

>>20033146
that's cool

>>20033136
Only use your bed for sleeping. Avoid electronics for at least an hour before you intend to try and go to sleep. Have some kind of wind down activity to transition toward going to sleep rather than treating it like a switch.

>>20032990
Bro you're not going to drag me down to your level. Just because no woman wants you in real life because of how much you're a bitch doesn't mean that the same is for me.

>>20033156
I'll give it a shot.
Thanks for caring anon.

my life is filled with books, stacks of books on the shelves, books near the bed, books on the computer table, books in my purchase lists, books in my backpack, books in the bathroom, books in the kitchen, books in my thoughts, characters of books filling my head, passages from books in my head.

I slept about 3 hours last night. I'm bipolar. Yesterday thoughts raced a lot.

situation's becoming.
I am tired though, but thoughts are pretty fast on 3 hours of sleep too, and I can not fall back asleep, I've been for 4 hours 30 now. I keep ending up on tracks in mind that need finishing, thoughts that need finishing, only they don't actually end, they just wind into new thoughts that need to be finished completely and so on. We'll see. You never know. It's been a while since it busted out in that direction.

Can you recommend me some simple joke? (e.g. what do we call~)

Got matched with a girl and she asked me to exchange some jokes

>>20033183
if it's her idea she has to start, then you can try to riff off it, or you can say something like "shit that's pretty good I gotta consult my alchemist on this" and then basically do what you're doing now

>>20033183
Why can't a bike stand on its own?
It's too tired

I give all my dead batteries away free of charge.

Are photons catholic? I hear they have mass

I stayed up all night wondering where the sun went and then it dawned on me


Let me know when you need moar

>>20033188
not him but this is pretty good

>>20033183
why did my penis cross the road?
to get to the other vagina

>>20033183
Simplest joke I know is as follows, "I for one like Roman numerals".

>>20033198
nice

>>20033198
cute joke

his intellect did not reveal to him its best reading of what the emotional sentiment really was: as he opened the app he was struck by nervousness and anxiety, which he tried to parry by various techniques such as "I am a person like other people; people are attracted to other people, so why not me?" and "they're just thots, it doesn't matter" and "I'm just here trying to have fun". This was what the intellect would allow for him, though he continued feeling pressured. He tried to convert this raw energy into forward momentum, and this did yield some chat-messages. It was entirely plausible that, since there was no face to read and no tone conveyed, one of these "thots" would be unable to assess his true state, and, together, perhaps, they could tumble into a series of events. Perhaps some of these events could seem meaningful, one way or another. Likely they would be, for a time, relative to the real problem. Not so likely would they truly amend it. The reading which the intellect, out of this misinformed strive for self-preservation, or perhaps self-creation, was withholding somewhere in the deep; the real emotional sentiment underneat the anxious pressure, this pressure of unintelligent hope in the face of what should be clear signs of his own misguidance, was this:

"One of you is supposed to become my mom."

I dont know what I want.

I've just realized nobody has ever apologized to me for anything.

>>20033183
Maybe some cringe worthy dad humor to exploit her Electra complex?
>How a queen bee flirt? "I only have hives for you honey"
>How much does a polar bear weigh? I don't know if it's enough to break the ice because that would be unbearable
>"Elskeder" is Swedish for I love you
>My friend used to get constantly drunk when he worked at the zoo. they were real party animals. Then he got a new job at Sea World, he had a Whale of a time.
>What do you call a Tabby cat that's out in the rain? Wet Pussy
>What do you call a dog in a bikini? Hot Dog
>If you get stomped on by a T-Rex, what does that make you? Dino-sore
>What's Swedish for "I love You?"
They reply "Elskeder?" and then you say
>"Aww thanks babe I love you too"
>How do you know if someone's a vegan? Oh don't worry, they'll be offended before I even get to the punchline
>If you pour a pint of chocolate milk on the floor and your friend pours a pint of regular at the same time, who loses? The Janitor
>What do you call 8:23pm? Late for Dinner
>What do you call 8:24pm? Still late for Dinner
>Who do you call 8:25pm? Dominoes
Mah man. You'll gonna need a fucking snorkle with all the motherfucking hawt pussy you're about to be drowning in

>>20033260
I'm sorry to hear that

>>20033183
>>20033198
Reminds me of this

A Roman Centurion walks into a bar, holds up two fingers, and says "Five beers please"

>>20033271
What should you do if you wanna fuck Cleopatra? Seize-her

An Italian gets his hand cut off in a horrific accident. He goes to a doctor who says he can reattach his hand for 100,000 dollars. The Italian goes to another doctor who says he'll do it for only 1,000 dollars.
The Italian goes back to the original doctor, hand reattached
>Heya doc youza remember me, well look at this
and makes the bras d'honneur... and his hand flies off
Yes my 'Italian' schtick is basically Chico Marx

>>20033183
insects....so many ants and no uncles
I unzipped my fly and it flew away
randy rhoads...horny and traveling

fuck I haven't dated in a few years.

>>20033156
that's kind of not the case for me, I have a kindle fire and use ASMR to doze off. usually works.

>>20033183
Just say a joke you think is funny. Because ultimately if she has a similar sense of humor it's gonna go a lot more smoother than if you're trying to guess what kind of jokes she likes

>>20032599
You are ignorant of your own capability to do that which is unjust. The Lord will bestow you the right level of power for your time here. Now walk the right path with it.

>>20032724
What good is a politician with no power at all let alone the ones that do?

I was gonna post this on /his/ but its chaotic over there and I don't think its worth its own thread, but why are SJWs so quick to defend homosexuals and poc but when it comes to people with disabilities they can't even muster the slightest defense? is there a reason for this?

>>20033322
What kinds of disabled?

>>20033327
autism, down syndrome, schizophrenia, physical impairments (the latter less so)

>>20033322
Look ableism up

>>20033355
I mean I get there's people that DO advocate but it gets way less attention than something like poor "Samantha" who got catcalled in an elevator in the Hilton

>>20033367
There are far fewer disabled people than there are women...

>>20033336
They garner less virtue signaling points from defending them and in this day and age nobody makes fun of those types of people in public. So they can't really make a massive fuss about it. Furthermore, another theory of mine is that they don't get taught to defend these types of people at Universities, Reddit, or whatever that often. Compared to how much they're being told that they need to stand up for le "oppressed" POCs and fags.

My brain has been dolphinized.

>>20033376
Does that explain why so many autistic men say "well fuck that, they're not gonna support me so I'm gonna just become a reactionary" furthermore which mental disorder tends to become fashy boys the most?

tomfoolery witn a woman, for my kind of idiot

you ask her to knock on your head
she knocks three times
you ask her "you hear it?"
she'll go "no..?"
and you go "check this out then" and you knock on her head
and then you go "shit I can't hear it either... wait, lemme try this"
and then you bang your head into her head hard enough that it hurts just a little, little bit
then, if she's your kind of idiot, she is a bit baffled, and this means you need to take the initiative, you've pulled two bunnies out the hat- she is laughing in confused disbelief (you did not bang the head very hard)
now you act a little bit dazed for .3 seconds before breaking the 4th wall hard and going ".. shit I forgot my line" and you face away and go "LINE" (all of this must happen before she grasps any of what is going on, it must flow naturally)
and then you go "oh yea" and then you rapidly pull her into your grasp and kiss her very hard, very passionately
when you've done that for a little while you lean out and fo "fuck this is a good play" at which point she will begin to smile again, and then you kiss her more regular passionately. after that it's free-form, but arguably not sex.

AND SCENE

Any anons got experience of therapy / counselling? Is it a scam or can it actually defang your brain a little?

>>20033440
the whole point of being a swashbuckler is that you don't actually know where you're going with this

Are americans even people?

craving pizza, sigh.

>>20033514
I dunno, are Russians even people? are Chinese even people? are French even people? I can go all day.

>>20033440
thats stupid and cute

Im looking for a book about death. Not something philosophical but a book that shows the entire decomposition process in various circumstances with pictures.

>>20033446
my therapist said of me "everyone is entitled to an opinion as long as its anon's opinion" most of our sessions consist of me baiting her over political topics, so in my experience, not at all.

>>20033522
following, especially if details in text about the death process

wanted to remark how much service workers piss me off, I've traditionally worked factory/office jobs and I do not get how entitled they are. if we got automated, people wouldn't care. everyone loves service people, so naturally I'm gonna be a cock to everyone of them I encounter.

>>20033367
Take the way people treat anxiety disorders in relation to schizophrenia, for example. Most people just can't relate to people with schizophrenia because they can't really understand the illness and imagine how it is to have those symptons, therefore, they can't feel a lot of empathy for a person with schizophrenia.
But everyone knows how it is to be very anxious about something and can relate to people that feel that way all the time, be it either social anxiety, ocd, or any other anxiety disorder. It is closer to the experiences of most people and they can put themselves in the shoes of those people.
I'm sure that this is more complex and that there are other social and historical reasons, but that is one I can think of.

>>20033569
That's cool. A lot of people can't relate to being black or gay either, so what of it?

>>20033384
dolph lundgren has kicked your brain?

War. Will I really have to kill that innocent looking kid just working down the street a few months from now. I mean, everything is a push or button or airborne ordnance now anyways, so the chances are slim. Will it even come to that?

>>20032829
>You sound contrarian af

>>20032522
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to have a legion of yes men spend all day just complimenting you, following every order you make, and generally just agreeing with every idea you come up with. Sounds nice.

Femanon. My gf. NOW!

>>20033975
no u

>>20032522
Wew. My drunk posts . I apologize for everyone ITT for saying I was god or whatever last night

>>20032713
>why is this written this way?
Explore that further, maybe write about it. Should help a little.

>>20032784
If you did that on a stream or something, I feel really bad for you. Otherwise, that's sweet

31 years old and never had a girlfriend, feels good man

>>20034023
Same, except 30 and it feels ambivalent.

>>20034023
>>20034078
Same age except I feel retarded

americans should be shot on sight.

>>20034023
Same but 29 kissless virgin.

>>20033322
>>20033336
Who cares about disabled people? When it comes to UGLY people you are literally empirically worse off than a disable black woman (as long as you are somehow still attractive) if you are UGLY. The average ugly person gets OVER TWICE the prison sentence for the same exact crime. This is all done by judges trained to be impartial, who would rationally swear up and down that they don’t have any biases. There is no solution for this problem, no amount of political footwork, ugly people are just FUCKED

>>20033693
He fucked my eye socket and came on my brain.

>>20034107
okay lookism

>>20034023
Same, except boyfriend.

There are particular ways in which energies and matters established as a particular item of items amidst a particular dynamic system of energies and matters, maintains it's itemness sufficiently over a span of time, and inside this particular itemness, the energies and matters operate in such a way that outside information enters inside the particular itemness, and the particular inner systems of energies and matters of the particular itemness """experience""" the energies and material information that enters it, and eventually these system mechanisms of internal energies and matters, experience themselves experiencing, and their experiencing of experiencing, experiencing external and internal information colliding with their information receptorness, can to degrees control energies and matters of this internal system of energies and matters and informations systems mechanisms, and so as energies and matters must in the head be moved so that the legs move, energies and matters in the head must move so that the energies and matters in the head may move.

Our body is a mech suit controled by a little man; the little man is formed by the outer energies and matters and information of the world entering our head, and massaging the inner energies and matters systems and mechanisms into a little man, that that little man knows it's controling the bigger body;

If the little man wants to lift the big body leg, the little man lifts it's little leg, and s series of hydrolic like presses, levers and pullies, makes the big leg lift up.

There is constant back and forth, of many kinds of energies and matters of many qualities and characteristics, from many angles, at many velocities and frequencies, which interact with the internal energy and matters systems mechanisms differently;

This constant back and forth is; the external into the internal, into the little man, the little man processing the energies and matters and informations, the internal into the little man, the little man into the internal, the little man into the external, the internal into the external, the external into the internal, the internal into the external, the external into the internal, the internal into the external, the external into the internal;

Many ways, many types, many scales, many energies, many matters, many informations, many directions, many locations, a second, continously, non stop

>>20034119
is it that hard being gay?

>>20034119
It's not because I'm not physically attractive either. I'm just a bit too spergy for relationships and extremely fragile emotionally and normies don't have the patience for it.

My brain has been psychoanalyzed

>>20034128
Nah, it's that hard being me.

>>20033183
Past, present, and future walk into a bar. It was tense

>>20033523
Why pay for therapy just to irl shitpost?

>>20033064
Usually people think of porn-warped sexuality as a male phenomenon. I dont have sex so i couldnt know this, but I'm really curious to what degree it affects women.

>>20034129
>>20034132
I always end up in these pseudo-relationships with close friends who I'm attracted to but who don't feel the same way about me that feels liike a relationship but isn't and end up going through a whole range of feelings that are unreciprocated and then when they break it off with me it's as if I'm going through a breakup but I'm the only one doing it and there isn't any participation in it on their side. It's quite grueling actually . Nobody particularly has the depth of insight to realize I'd make the best bf. They can't see past the fact that I'm damaged and dating is all about presenting an ideal fake version of yourself until finally you get close enough with someone to drop the image and be authentic. At least that's how I see it as someone who has been wounded. Doesn't help that I suffered a lot of emotional abuse as a youngin and basically the first quarter of my life sucked completely and it's like I'm making up for lost time. Life kicks you when you're down.

>>20034152
Elliot Rodgers? I thought you died

Also I'm too smart and that works to my disadvantage. Nobody is interested in philosophy or write books for fun and I despise both gay and normie culture for its shallowness . My writing endeavors require a significant amount of self-imposed solitude and nobody has the capacity to appreciate that or make space for it. Instead they want to aggregate in herd-like clumps at clubs or bars and call that a good time.

>>20034117
Everyone is lookist, which is empiricallly worse than racism and sexism combined, but nobody will EVER truly care about that problem because ugly is ugly

>>20034155
Hehe. I would take that as a jab but I also realize he's ironically revered on this site so thanks.

>>20032581
I don’t understand how you can claim to be in a parasocial relationship with someone when you know exactly what their intentions are. Women aren’t subtle and the ultimate goal of streaming/Youtubing as a profession isn’t a secret. I tend to imagine that the people who cry parasocial relationship look like pic related

>>20032522
any have experience luring art hoes with drugs? they always act 'busy' when i ask them to hang out 1-1 and want to know if using drugs as bait is a way to go.

>>20034163
I know some old boomer who gives an ethot money. he thinks they're dating or something

I'm also not an incel. I have/had what some would consider an enviable sex life, have banged a few models etc. I can basically get sex on demand even though I'm currently not at my peak. This is partly attributable to the ease with which one is able to have sex as a homosexual paired with being reasonably attractive. I also know how to be superficially seductive and charming in the short term and telling people what they want to hear. It's simple . Beyond that though I have had a combination of difficulties not excluding bad luck. Despite "luck" being a wishy washy concept some element of misfortune is in play.

>>20034164
Lure them with art.

>>20034184
The misfortune is that you're gay.

sexuality is a concept invented by atheists to justify following any and all desires they might have. can't help it, I'm X. you're not mate. shagged a bird, maybe I'm bi. mate you're just a satanist, you can stop this any time if you ask God for help.

pschiatric diagnoses are also invented by satanists. the first of them were just arrogant, wanting to own having labled something, being the big deep thinky-man. for real find me a freudian or jungian who doesn't think he has the keys to the nukes in every person around him, tha the isn't upon some deep, deep secret, while both freud and jung despised God. now they remain in place because it gives a structured excuse for the failings of atheist soul-care. God can sort you mate. They can't falsify it, and they hate Him for some reason (late stage protestantism? you have to remember that christianity is pretty much the only major religion that died on its own in 9 cases out of 10), but He can.

Hello /lit/, can someone help me figure out whether a perfect dichotomy is an analytic, a prior distinction, or if it's rather synthetic, a posteriori?
(I'm speaking in Kant's terminology here).

>>20034190
yeah i'm gonna throw raves soon but need something in the meantime.

>everything is falling apart in the World, shortages, prices are hitting the sky, poverty left and right, middle class will be gone in a decade or two, basic things will become so expensive, earth is going to shit from pollution to plastic in water/air to land infertility
how do you cöope with this ? i don't think pleasures like alcohol, drugs, sex is the answer or doomerism

>>20034236
Nemesis is coming to eradicate the weak and decadent and from the ashes Männerbund will dominate the earth and reassert the higher masculine principle.

my brain has been balkanized

>>20034236
Many individual people lived good lives during the collapse of the Roman empire. Just because you are conscious that we are in a period of decline does not mean you need to be blackpilled, you can still live a good life too. Also, because you are aware of the ills of our age you can better avoid a lot of the pitfalls normies succumb to.

Son of a bitch, look at that pricetag

I'm actually addicted to energy drinks and soda.

So, therapists either don't talk about anything and just want to be your friend, or don't have real discussions about historical topics.

I mentioned psychoanalysis and hypnosis and what I was experiencing, and my analysis of the facts pertaining to my identity and it's interrelation with the content of my conflict. (castration complex Cf Jung.) All I got back was the void. I felt like I was lying about everything the next day. Like I had just hypnotized my therapist somehow and was the father of lies, desu. Only because it was a useless conversation and there was no discussion. Are therapists trained in this? It is obvious they have training in NLP or else the therapy wouldn't be very effective, or wouldn't be effective. Why would they use NLP to distract me from the real issues? Or do they not want you to know something about the psychoanalytic field? Why are long term patients discouraged from investigation, and just exploration? oh no

Or, maybe one lie masks the whole truth. I'm not getting the help I need with my problem and it seems they don't want to address it, and would rather address something else.

Therapists are too quick to grab the hypnosis (which is close to NLP and other techniques used in therapy).

If anything good will come out of this war, its that there will be tons of pretty good Russian and Ukrainian literature influenced by their experiences in the war.

what's interesting about "la hawla wa la quwwata illa billah" is that it seems to simultaneously support ash'ari occasionalism (there is no change-) and athari efficient causes (and no strength (ie capacity for change)) (the rest of the quote is "except by/from/in God"). I think at least that ash'aris maintain that creation is created moment to moment, making God the only cause, while I think atharis claim that God can effectively delegate ability, for instans "by its own hardness a rock can shatter the not-as-hard glass". an ash'ari would say "as the rock strikes the glass God decides that the glass breaks; should He will it He will disqualify what appear to be the laws of nature: a "miracle"". atharis will agree miracles exist, I'm sure.

the point is: this is an old point of contention mostly for some subgroups of theologists. La hawla wa la quwwata illa billah is a very common saying in Islam, it's a way to remember providence in the past, present and future; I think it's from the Qur'an but either way it is very highly recommended as a remembrance by the Prophet, saws. It's interesting that it seems to give fuel to both positions at once. The Prophet very strongly opposed any reading of the Qur'an that rendered it contradictory. I think both positions can soundly and on the terms of the scripture itself be supported. Idk it just struck me today, I'm not sure I'm right about half of this stuff, this is mostly just loose stuff in my head, idk stuff don't quote me.

Be a blessing

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tpV26yKg5es

>>20034583
Be the love generation.

https://youtu.be/WFiVuxUmCys

>>20034604
based

The decline of /lit/.

In my dream last night there was a sardine biting the entirety of my index finger. Every time I would try to pull it off I wouldn't be able to get a grip on it and my fingers would slide off and then the sardine would wiggle and it would hurt more. It was a very strange dream.
https://voca.ro/15Qh4mtwQHXP

>>20034395
the best thing we'll hopefully get after this war is that the you know who will be removed from his shitty throne and this eternal reign will end

Realism and "literary fiction" are too boring, but fantasy, action, and adventure are too immature and often just plain not good.

I got scammed. College is a god damn joke, if I had done ultrasound technician at 18 right out of college I would have been making over $20 an hour. No I had to follow my dreams and listen to the career counselor. Ended up pursuing liberal arts in a community college because they didn't have an English degree, wasted 4 years socializing wasting my parents money and finally graduating just before covid. Waited another year before transferring to a 4 year public school. I'm 25 now and wasted my youth. I turn 26 in June.

I fucked up. Whatever you do, do not pursue a love of literature in academia.

>>20034802
Out of highschool*

>>20034802
Enjoy your debt

>>20034709
I'm of the opinion no one really likes him except deep state goons and he got appointed because they got scurred

>>20034184
Homosexuals can't be incels by default. Men are easy.

>>20034144
I think its a colossal waste of time but people insist I go.

The truth is I dreamed I was doing linear algebra last night. I got in an elevator and went to the planet of math aficianados- apparently, I had to escape the challenge. I woke and did so.

This crumbling economic, inflation and conflict really takes toll on my mind. I just want to shrivel into corner and die. I'm not that strong to endure this.

>>20034878
First time huh?

>>20034825
mostly it's brainwashed niggas by propaganda and people that get money in one way or another from it

>>20034886
First time it evoked such a strong anxiety.

>>20034834
Yeah

>>20034610
Interesting, wonder why that is. I remember ten years ago, people really thought literature would die out, strange really.

He said: "Lord! I have drawn a shadow over my soul- forgive me!"
So He forgave him.
He is the All Forgiving, ever Merciful.

He said: "Lord! By what you have granted me,
I will never again follow the evil-doers."

an old friend wants to catch up. we aren't very close mainly because I.. I think maybe I've been friends with him because I needed to be friends with someone. It basically seems like he is actually very, very loyal. I've had a major problem with trusting people generally, it's a very long story, spans decades (as is tradition). He doesn't really know very much about me. I don't want to fill him in. But he is probably trustworthy. I'm not sure what to do. Yes, yes, he deserves better friends, it is what it is. I don't really think I know what friendship is really supposed to be. We were friends because I basically tried to fake-it-til-you-make-it. It seemed like human beings should have friends. I have largely given up on this project. He apparently does not stop thinking about me. I supposed that could just be neediness on his part. That would make sense actually.

>>20034837
Why go just because others told you to?

>>20034802
Yeah bro going to college was a huge mistake for me too. Everyone told me I just HAD to go and that I would throw away my life if I didn't. I'm a tradie now, but the experience was so miserable that its hars to move past. I'm so resentful for it

During night one night a few years ago, lost, walking down some alley and a homeless looking man was walking toward me and muttering to himself. As he passed me, he pulled out a knife and was stabbing me repeatedly and making a bloody mess all over the place, then I found myself waking up in the hospital with the doctors asking me questions, but I was answering none of their questions, wanting to go in the forest near my house to think instead.

>>20035283
I like this a lot

>>20035195
I dunno. I don't have a lot of friends so its nice to unload on someone. I do have 1 best friend but he has friends outside of me so I get a but jelly

>>20035162
No offense dude but that whole tirade makes you sound like a cock

I’m in a situation where I could probably find any girl at any moment by just opening Instagram and texting girls I know from my village back in my home country, but as a diaspora I’m too used to American life and I want someone who is educated. Thus I am doomed to be alone and kissless since I don’t connect with any women in America regardless

>>20034888
I get govt cheese but don't particularly like him. From what I've read I'm in a similar situation that SEEG author James Mason is/was in, hates the govt but gets benefits and lives in project housing.

>>20035320
this is late game stuff anon, being or not being a cock was a long time ago

>>20035321
Hell I'm from here and I attract women who are really disloyal and whose music taste goes no further than say, someone like Toby Keith

>>20035330
Whatever floats yer boat, pal

>>20034212
I would say the latter because things usually aren't split naturally, the telos of the universe was essentially a monist entity, at least to me. Sorry for the late reply, anon

I imagined I was in control of the religion, and, thereby, God.

During the last two years the only friend I've ever had has tried to recconect with me and invited me multiple times to have a drink. I eluded him because I was a mess and I didn't want to talk with anyone.
Now I'm doing better and I want to meet with him, but for for these two years, aside from reading about 12 books, I did nothing but stare at youtube videos and 4chan posts. I think I have nothing to talk about nowadays and I don't like having opinions on shit I don't understand now.
I'll just listen I guess.

Hast thou sent the rain upon the desert where no man is, and upon the wilderness wherein there is no man?

>>20034107
That's true
>>20034091
Rent free, once again. You Euromonkeys chimp out over us as much as you say right wingers obsess over cuck porn. Do you get the same rush out of watching Wal Mart commercials as you allege righties get out of going to Blacked.com?

respond asap

I have about 40 tabs of introductory material to shit I'll never actually study open right now.

>>20035401
Set up a reminder for each one to read them on your calendar.

When you get into an argument about history with a normie, how are you supposed to explain that you’ve subtlety shifted the conversation into an idealist framework and that they will never be able to justify their position without abstracting to an argument defending materialist dialectics itself without sounding insane? What would they think if I told them that they are literally trying to make marxist arguments without realizing it? I feel I’m a mathematician trying to explain complex analysis to a toddler

GOT A NEW FACE IT FEELS ALRIGHT

>>20035356
thanks, you restored my sanity

>>20035356
but the tails' side of the coin necessitates the heads' side. similarly, the existence of light necessitates the possibility and existence of darkness. it seems like if we contrast two sides of a perfect dichotomy, we aren't making any synthetic judgement whatsoever. it doesn't seem possible to isolate one half of a dichotomy without implying the other. if this is right, it seems to indicate that parmenides was completely correct, which is causing me a lot of distress. it must be wrong, i'm overlooking something i think.

I make a farting sound with my mouth every time I make a mistake on the piano.

AND THOSE WHO WERE SEEN DANCING WERE THOUGHT TO BE INSANE BY THOSE WHO COULD NOT HEAR THE MUSIC

>>20032522
Spring break starts soon, then one more quarter till I'm done with college. Looking forward to never touching homework again
>>20033146
I once drew a picture in second grade of a home on fire that said "my happy place".
Don't know why - I had a great childhood.

i think people could not be convinced by anything anymore now. i think people are now just thirsty for that sweet spot of the intersection between style and substance.

>>20032522
I was thinking about how I never really had a best friend growing up and just drifted from group to group as the "weird annoying kid" and wondered if this kind of shit had weird aftereffects on me later on in life.

Look, there's nothing to say. There is absolutely nothing to say about anything. Pain is Pain. Intellect as a God does not have an opinion or make any propositions, let alone inferences. According to intellect, everything is what it is. What is Pain? Pain is a particular type of sensation. But insofar as Pain is Pain itself, Pain is not a sensation or a type of anything at all, but merely Pain. Is Pain bad? Pain is Pain. Should Pain be avoided? Pain is Pain. The Mind has an interpretative framework in place with which it decides that Pain "should" be avoided. And this is an evolutionary construct. In fact, to speak of "should" from any perspective except that of a biological organism is absurd. The reality that exists above us knows only Principle and Necessity. So Pain means nothing in itself, all Pain means insofar as it is Pain is that it is Pain. Then, to say that there is no "real" reason to do anything because all reasons would be "merely biological" is also absurd, because to say that you shouldn't do something that the biological organism says should be done is also moving "should" to the realm of metaphysics and is therefore absurd. There is no concept of "should" above biological organism, and therefore it is meaningless to say that the life of a biological organism is meaningless for it is only the organism for which should exists in the first place. It is meaningless to say anything. The only reason that we make propositions is to try and represent what we see. The logicists and mathematicians attempt to make the idea of a proposition something prior to other things, but in fact all propositions are empty and merely restatings of what we have seen... There is no proposition in divine Intellect, for everything in Intellect is at once comprehended as identical to itself. Yet it is meaningless to say that everything in Intellect "is" comprehended at once to itself, because it does not experience it that way as this way is propositional. It cannot be described in words how things in Intellect are, not because of any failure to use language to its full extent, but because language is fundamentally propositional and the Beings in Intellect are themselves without proposition and are even identical to Intellect. The only way it can be seen is to see it, it cannot be communicated. Communication is a lower and therefore less perfect rendering.

Being in the military (Particularly as a medic) is such an indescribable feeling because I basically have no job really until something bad so there's a fragment of me that wants something awful to happen even though it would undoubtedly be horrible. Even worse is that you really can't say that to anyone especially the older people who were around for a conflict because they are adamant that you don't want it. Even despite the fact that they haven't a clue because they did get theirs.
So you're just trapped in stasis of wanting purpose but understanding that your purpose comes at the cost of a lot of horrors.
The reason I specify medic is because you can practise most things before any conflict kicks off but this is a field that requires injury and even death to practice properly so it's weird.

>>20032522
'People' are inclined toward increasing 'speed.'

>>20034610
yet the quality of posts is lower than ever

Time is rushing, what am I doing?

>>20036074
time doesn't exist retard

>>20032522
His cock

Should I tell my gf about my love for moe anime?

Life is too short
To have sorrow
You may be here today
And gone tomorrow
You might as well
Get what you want
So go on and live
Baby go on and live
Tell it like it is

>>20036176
No. quit it cold turkey.

Everyone is given a wish granting lamp. Now what do we do with it? The one caveat is that your wishes must be pure good so you can not wish to harm others nor have power over others.

I think most people would wish for beauty and romance. That would be most important.
Then you would want something else to do, so you would wish for adventures to go on. Then sometimes you would want to relax so you wish for leisure and tranquility.
Then lastly you sometimes want to be captivated (like by great art), so you wish for great bemusement.

That's like all the fun you can have. Of course there is a grand variety of each type of activity, but there's really not much else to do.

Do you stay and remain a person? Do you move on to another plane of existence? Is being a human so purposeful for you?

After you've had enough time being a human, you can wish to become a God. That's even more glorious.

"Oh Great Creator of Being grant us one more hour to perform our art and perfect our lives."

No matter how much or what I read, I will always be a retard

>>20032522
i want to write without having had much by way of real life experiences worthy of writing about
i don't aspire to literary genius, just competence, just passable, just something that people might read for pleasure.
"just", ha.

some people might have it in them to aspire to greatness, me, i aspire to be a hack. if only i could write.

>>20035684
Kek

>>20036243
Beautiful.

I wish to die, but also fear the nothingness that will follow.

- There is God
- Reality is God
- Society is God
- The self is God
- There is no God

The up is pretty uncomfortable. Just want to love music as hard as I can. Not tired. Want to play music. Smoke cigarettes. Run. Have sex. Fight. Exercise. Get high. Love.

>>20036399
there's nothing to fear LOL

WHAT IS THE LAW

>>20036436
Just want to cry. To scream. To yell. To freak out. Head is exploding. HELLO HELLO. Fast.

It's just so fucking beautiful. I can hardly stand it.
I'm sorry to ruin your beautiful thread.
Please forgive me.

>>20034610
It's just coming down off the coronavirus bump, same thing is happening to all boards actually

When is it inappropriate to say
>[Philosopher] writes about...
and at what point do you have to specify that he 'explores', 'describes', 'critiques', 'challenges', 'argues for', 'summarizes his predecessors' etc. etc.?

>>20032522
Is it possible for Subjectivity to be the birthing grounds of Objectivity? Possibly if it was the absolute pre big bang state, or perhaps Objectivity and Subjectivity ran into each other metaphysically, causing thw big bang, and existence, and awareness, and it consciousness truly is a random occurance, still a gift, but a random one.

>>20036727
Depends on how pretentious you are

It's such a disappointment when you find a non-fiction book in which the information is great but the prose is like diarrhea. Anglo academia produces this stuff in spades and it drives me mad. I wonder if other languages have this problem too, or if native anglos are just born to suffer through bad prose for knowledge.

>>20035656
Dual Aspect Monism is your friend

>>20032522
I unironically think I support gay conversion therapy

>>20036891
Don't try reading Japanese. It's like they repeat the same information 5 times in one paragraph.

>>20032522
I enjoy reading from time to time but after about an hour my eyes start glazing the page. I don't know if I'm reading content I don't really enjoy or if I'm just not as much of a reader as I thought. What do you guys do to make reading more exciting and pay attention more?

I was diagnosed human at birth.

>>20036914
Grim.

>>20036830
Put it this way, can I just keep saying "writes about", would you personally be cool with that?

I badly want to quit my job

>>20036909
Try to predict what the next pages are going to say and read on and see if you were right.

>>20032549
So do I.

>>20032765
I'm starting to think I want to poo

How the fuck do I get off to my own porn without analyzing the prose?!

I'm watching another playthrough of Telltale's The Walking Dead... for the 4th time.

gf in for a shock when she finds out l've been a terrible person most my adult life

When I was a little kid,
My mother told me not to stare into the sun;
So once, when I was six, I did.

The doctors didn't know if my eyes would ever heal.

I was terrified;
Alone in that darkness.

Slowly,
Daylight crept through the bandages,
And I could see.

But something else had changed inside me.

>high costs of living ie living in car
>work of home as employers refuse to invest in workspaces
cars are the real wage cage woah

>>20037030
quit it then

>>20037103
why?

>>20037513
It has one of my favorite genre of story that's survival horror and drama, one of my favorite character progression of Clementine from little girl to hardened teen, the unexpected events, and seeing how people react to everything, especially when it's a group despite being single-player (last one I watched was a husband and wife, and the current one I'm watching is two friends).

>>20037577
you probably don't read much

>>20036727
Pretty much always.

I am currently looking for jobs and after looking through 20 pages with 20 jobs each (400 jobs) I cant believe anyone can be bothered to do a single one of them, they all sound so boring.

It's really eye opening how categorically boring the vast majority of humanities lives must be.

Also does this mean I have ADD and those same jobs are not that boring for the average person and they don't mind doing them?

I have long suspected I have something like ADD as I cannot commit to anything for long before I am bored.

>>20032522
My mom died when I was one year old. My aunt came to take care of me and my sister, while my dad wagecucked. Twenty five years later, I feel my aunt wasted her life rising us. I cannot be her husband. I cannot be her father. I cannot satisfy her. She is so full of rage. Rage Rage Rage.

>>20037597
almost all jobs are shit anon

>>20037592
I don't read as much as others here. My favorite fiction writers are all popular here: Beckett, Joyce, Pound, Rabelais, Sterne, Cervantes, Melville, Pynchon, Perec, Queneau, Calvino, Schmidt (I like the Oulipo)

>>20037637
favorite Pynchon book?

>>20037651
Gravity's Rainbow

>>20035474
Quit the autism

I will never spend my days as an ascetic watchmaker, living in a comfortable place, sustained by my family's wealth

How did you guys deal with your father passing away? my dad is currently hospitalized and every time I call him I can hear the pain in his voice, I'm trying to stay hopeful but he's very old and I can't shake off the worst happening.

>>20037596
>>20036830
I'm gonna hold you anons to that. If I fail to communicate my point on a post in here because I only said "writes about", I'll know it's you two cheeky buggers who are trolling me.

don't know why but really got into documentaries these last few days. not even that interested in regular movies desu

>>20037766
such as?
I also love documentaries, especially ones that feel shot like a movie and not some high budget TV ones, I guess the realism adds to it

>>20037739
I wish I could tell something uplifting but I personally hope that I'll die before him. I hope your father gets better.

>>20037799
really enjoyed Century of the Self by Adam Curtis and Gibney's documentary Crime of the Century about the Opiod epidemic in the US, also really enjoyed this documentary about concentration camps for japanese americans during the 1940s:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PomZQC5_Ch0

>>20037799
>>20037826
I personally like watching depressing ones where they interview people struggling to survive, it always makes me feel grateful for what I have, this one is up there among my favorite indie documentaries
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K5T_O-L5Mis

>>20037837
I've probably had my fill of those ones you linked back in my youth days since I'm from the USSR myself

>>20037843
seems like the 90s were pretty rough on people from there, I hope you're doing well today

there is no god but God.
Muhammad is the messenger of God.

truthclaims begin and end with this.
All truth is from God.
Any human claim not rooted in, understandable through or originating with the messenger and his message is not rooted in truth and can be discarded immediately.
God wants to make your religion easy for you.

feels weird to not feel anything. not even to be empty, to be empty even of emptiness

>>20038047
isnt that nirvana?

>>20038048
well i've been meditating 25 minutes for the past three days so maybe

>>20035748

>>20035782
you're supposed to become an ambulance medic

it's not that I don't care, it's that I care pathologically. I'm pretty certain it would be better if I didn't care. Either that or I don't understand the word properly.

I think I might be gay. Is it possible to realize you are gay at 23?

>>20038048
he isn't empty of feeling weird :^)

>>20038089
no.
it is possible to have a beginning surfacing of a language of sexual acts, symbols and values as a result of some other, unresolved issue, as a kind of a tentative making known of whateaver is really going on. ask youself "why this? what does this mean? when I long for this, what is it really that I want?" You will find that what you actually want is not the stimulation of a prostate orgasm, it's something far more human that happens to take this form. if you need to explore the feelings and symbols then be very careful, give primacy to imagination and don't actually fuck men, as this will add deeply to the confusion and could even establish in you some misguided "identity". Most of all give yourself time and don't be afraid of your thoughts and feelings but don't fuck men.

t. idk man that's what I think, you do you.

>>20038102
genuinely I think hardly anyone ever really fucks for the orgasm

>>20038089
Yes, it is possible. Sexual preference can fluctuate throughout life, it is a fact. Discussion closed.

>>20038102
So much effort for an insane and stupid post.

>>20038089
were you romantically crushing on boys in your childhood/teen years? If yes, then you're gay. If no, then you might be prison gay.

>>20038141
you think you make a statement on true fluidity, but you assume the fixed concept of "sexual preference" as sound, given and as supporting a healthy emotional life, as an unquesioned avenue of expression. for some reason solving problems, approaching emotional meaning by hedonism is fixed, it is the one thing that for some reason is not to be questioned. "Discussion closed".

>>20038106
>genuinely I think hardly anyone ever really fucks for the orgasm

This, people fuck so they can tell their friends that they fucked. There is simply no other reason to do it.

>>20038147
No, I've only romantically crushed on girls but they were never quite strong feelings.
It also doesn't really seem that sexual. I think the main thing is that I don't believe that I could ever find a girl who I could be a true companion and friend to me. There is just way too big of a rift between myself and the average person and that is doubly so for myself and a female. But it is also sexual. When I imagine myself using tinder and trying to find a girlfriend I'm just filled with dread in having to subject myself to completely shallow and vapid women who I could never form a connection with. I am probably combining my desire for true friendship and sexual intimacy. But at the same time people have called my taste homosexual on mu, another girl almost dumped because she thought I was bisexual and even one time someone thought I was a tranny (online) (these are just external influences for me questioning it btw). I think that has more to do with the fact that I've never attached any importance to what anyone thought about me.

>>20038192
you're only gay if you're attracted to men, any external comments or you struggling to find a gf are irrelevant to the matter.
Do you feel like sucking a dick? yes or no? that's all you need to ask yourself

>>20038264
Fair enough. Thanks.

>>20038192
You might just be a more feminine guy than average. Dont think yourself into being gay.

Brand new thread

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>>20036981
Yeah i wouldnt care

>>20032713
You're a narcissist, simple as.

Sorry meant tosay
>>20038406
You're a narcissist, simple as.

There are no white people in america.

>>20039062
>tan lines for two consecutive generations mean you aren’t allowed in the White Worm tribe anymore!

Pasty

>>20039279
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>tattoos
As i said, whites have been extinct for a while now over there.

If something can exist without a nature, then how can a choice come about? What thing would choose an action of strength or weakness without the chooser itself being either strong or weak? The indifferent substrate is a nonsense idea; the act is everything.

This hasn't even reached the bumped limit, why is it dead.

Chesterton's Fence

alright fellas i need some input. i was playing scategories with the bros and the letter was O. i had to come up with a word for "things found in the ocean" that starts with O. i of course put "oversized organisms" for the combo points. however, everyone democratically elected to overturn me and i didnt get any points. i was seething so hard. who was in the wrong?

>>20039865
I say we tear it down, lads.

>>20040195
Your answer was bullshit and your friends were right

>>20039487
Some of the Germanic tribes had tattoos, as did the Celts

>>20040266
i can't believe you. it was a great and clever answer. you're just jealous

>>20040274
If the letter was D and the category was "food" and you answered "delectable dishes" it would also be bullshit. It's not specific enough. And anyway challenging answers is part of the rules.

>>20040294
alright that's fair, but how about this: during that same session i needed a word that started with S for "things you are afraid of." i chose Solid Snake, because i always found him pretty formidable and terrifying. once again, everyone voted against me, despite my objections that fear is subjective, that i can be afraid of whatever i want. surely this is an example of democracy failing? i don't see how that's an illegitimate answer

If I don’t make posts, no one can call me a fag nor post a basedjak whilst quoting me.

I am literally Patrick Bateman from American Psycho. I even have my own Louis Caruthers now and it's driving me insane. Murder is definitely appealing, but I will just have to tell him to fuck off

>>20040306
you aren't afraid of solid snake bro they can obviously see that you are just trying to get bonus points because you're a try hard and won't put up with your shit. you're not supposed to be overly competitive at party games

>>20040306
I would vote against you every time out of spite, you sound annoying as fuck

>>20040565
i am absolutely afraid of solid snake. just look at this fucking guy. he's literally engineered to slaughter people. the most frightening opponent imaginable. being competitive makes is what makes it fun. if everyone half assed it it would be lame
in hindsight i really should have put spooky scary skeletons
>>20040581
kek

>>20037502
>pay taxes out of wage to maintain road infrastructure so that you can get to workplace
>cyclists free-load on same infrastructure

Somehow at nearly 30 years old I don’t even know to make friends anymore, and whatever friends I did have gradually fell away.

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>>20032522
Is there truly such a thing as "true" or "high" literature? If so, what qualifies a work as such? Is it simply the prose? If so, what makes the prose so true and/or high? Flowerily words or the playing of them? If so, then every erotic poem and novel is a masterpiece when written in euphemisms.
Is it the ideas that the work presents and explores? If so, what ideas make it true or high? Are they political or theological in nature? Is there even a difference anymore? The line between politician and priest is so blurred now, if such a line even existed to be begin with.
Is it the story makes a work true and/or high? If so, then prose and subject matter mean nothing at all. An author then need do nothing but strip every work of true and high literature to it's bear narrative components, give it one's own layers, and he'll be regarded as the greatest writer in human history before or since.
If it is none of these things, then what?

How many years has it been since the human race hurled its great question into the vast unanswered chaos beyond the blank of their world? Since we challenged the trillion mile roads between here and nowhere, and flung our great seeds out into time? And where are they going, set out to chart destiny? What will be waiting when they get there? And is it worse to imagine that it will be Nothing or Something? Will we just be adrift and waiting until stardeath destroys us all and galactic fire wipes the slate free?
--No, but one ship found something, maybe at the edge of the universe's farthest disc; who can say?. In an unassumed corner of space and time, they drifted into a columnal place, a far-off pocket somehow unwashed by the heat of any near star. And yet light illuminated, there it was--the Great Mystery stood unrevealed beyond the pilots' radiation-sealed visor. The Ultimate Man. A perfect reconstruction of a human body in anatomical position, colossal & suspended in the starless blank. In two dimensions like a map of humanity itself, plotted down an unseen axis. It seemed to wave there subtly, like a flag blown by some interstellar wind. Its outline sparkled with a spectral incandescence. The architects were vanished or invisible, dead or gone. The pilots hung in their seats over emptiness and found that they had tears on their cheeks. They tasted themselves and the salt was sweet. Light-years away a star-flare winked in the quilted fabric somewhere outside the ship.

>>20040818
das rite wagie cagie and soon you won't be able to afford fuel

I'm eating burger rings over at the nurburgring
watching kings swerve over curbs in the other racers slip streams

Catch my mixtape

poop balls