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>> No.19307848

>>19307840
How could anyone believe in psychoanalysis? To me is the more retarded shit along with Marxism, and these have been the most popular sects in academia for a long time

>> No.19307850

>>19307840
Me in the middle except I'm a girl

>> No.19307873

first for zyzz

>> No.19307879

>>19307840
I just wish religiontards left this board.

>> No.19307887
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Current thread
>>19299320
>>19299320
>>19299320

>>19307879
Yeah.

>> No.19307888

>>19307879
Me too :(

>> No.19307894

>>19307887
stop seething that no one wants to bump your thread.

>> No.19307895
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>>19307834
lol well where to begin, youve ranted about your life story a hundred times, you're extremely bitter about everyone in your life who didn't play along and stroke your ego for being a degenerate retard and everyone in your life who ever told you "no", and you quite frequently butt into random threads and start throwing around the most asinine childish takes and rhetoric imaginable that embarrasses even other people who might not disagree with you, and most importantly, you OBSESSIVELY have something to prove to make up for all of this, to convince yourself you are right no matter what, that everyone who ever told you "no" in your life was wrong, you even go as far as putting on your tripcode and trying to discuss or shit on literature that you yourself admit you have never read and dont even know the basic premise of, just so you can seem not only more well read than you actually are, but also cool and "above it" all at the some time.

when you put on the tripcode/namefag/avatarfag in your quest to garner validation, this is what people see

>> No.19307899

newfag here what the fuck is with this place why do people keep making new threads?

>> No.19307904

>>19307899
Anons are making duplicate threads to ward off the animefags.

>> No.19307909

>>19307895
You don't offer any augment. You are just describing the surface. All you say what's might not be obvious is: You are a bit narcissistic.
That's a pretty long text block for saying this.

>> No.19307920

>>19307899
Theoretically there can only be one of these at a time, like 'official game' threads on /sp/ (sports)--the reference is to an earlier one that's still active

>> No.19307927

>>19307909
im not arguing anything, im pointing out her self admitted bitterness about the people in her life and and how she lashes out because of it in an attempt to feel like shes coming out on top, nothing more or less. calling it narcissistic is a massive oversimplification and understatement

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>>19307894
It’s just the oldest thread now. Not seething. You people must seethe all day to project this so often.

>>19307904
Only going to backfire.

>> No.19307938

McCarthy is one of the worst writers I've ever read and the only reason he has a semblance of popularity is because his work panders to the materialist midwit genre crowd.

"See, literature can be fun stories about ebil cowboys too!"

>> No.19307955

>>19307927
Yeah maybe i don't know. Feels like a good point in time, to make an cynical suggestion. Why we don't produce in the name of equality some good horror author girlys. Also i need to mention that a traumata inspires the imagination.

>> No.19307991

Sitting the sun today, watching the laves rustle and the ants crawl, I think I felt the logos for a moment.

>> No.19308128

I wonder why it is that for some people a sense of self comes quite naturally. Is it because they've gone through more difficulties and obstacles in life, while I was either sheltered from these, or only ever sought to imitate the values of the ones I looked up to? I feel like my sense of self is mostly just artistic ambition propped up by vanity, but frustratingly this evaporates during hard times, particularly in early mornings, when my dreams are identified in my mind as delusions that I have neither the persistence nor talent to fulfill.
Sometimes I think it would be better to abandon making things altogether and just live in the way that we are programmed to liveㅡsocial life, significant other, stable income, family—but I also feel like this would be the biggest surrender on my part. I know I am capable of making something worthwhile if I apply myself. I just don't know if I can get my mind to march under a single banner, in service of this goal.

>> No.19308212

Do you think that the next underground literature/art will come out of /lit/ and 4chan. BE HONEST

>> No.19308231

>>19308212
No, that would imply someone here writes, and no one on /lit/ writes to begin with.

>> No.19308237

>>19308212
No because the "underground" is just as fake as the "mainstream" because it is just a marketing term.

>> No.19308308

>>19307840
Sex with barely legal twinks.

>> No.19308312

>>19308231
I'm literally writing right now as we speak!

>> No.19308313

>>19308128
I learned pretty soon in life that nature wants to destroy me, foremost humans, because they are smarter as the average animal, they for i build a natural resistance against humans.

You are really wikked or very manipulated if you believe that you have to work 40 years for a living in nature, that's humans not nature.

The thing which stops you from doing so is the thing which is real.

>> No.19308321

>>19308308
<3

>> No.19308325

>>19308237
>because it is just a marketing term
Okay if you want to play semantic games I'll say "outsider literature of true literary value" instead of "underground".

>> No.19308330

>>19308128
>>19308313
Its society which forces this massive quantities of work on us not nature. If you life in the wild on an nice river, as soon as you have a house a stove, and maybe a little water mill you are good with 2-3 hours of work a day.

>> No.19308332

>>19308325
(Or philosophy)

>> No.19308336

>>19308330
Yeah nice just like in the old times and you die at 25 because of sepsis...

>> No.19308338

>>19308325
It isn't semantics. There is no "outside", we are living through an age of total interiority.

>> No.19308343

>>19308336
Its the sepsis you damn fagg. Luckily i know many plants don't worry about me.

>> No.19308350

>>19308338
>There is no "outside"
What about this place?

>> No.19308359

>>19308336
Not only do i have this lexica's about plants but i can force my children to copy them during i learn them writing.

>> No.19308365
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19308365

I hate Sally Rooney

>> No.19308378

>>19308321
Hope you are having a good day, "<3" replier.

>> No.19308398

>>19308336
>>19308359
You see the only reason i need humans now is to protect me from humans.

>> No.19308405

>>19308378
Thanks anon. Hope you are having a great day too.

>> No.19308415

>>19308350
There is nothing special or outer about 4chan.

What I do think is especially important regarding the popularization of new trends is critic class, which is an unpopular admission to make from the artist point of view, but it is the critic and the tastemaker who provides a language and cultural context and narrative that lets new artistic visions take root in popular consciousness.

Think of all the YA books about tranny vampires/witches that are popular now. They are popular because they a released across a cultural substrate, largely located on twitter, that spent years critiquing the current state of the genre and structuring a narrative that parctically made it a moral duty to "support black trans lesbian writers" or whatever. And it is this that allows these otherwise mediocre books to hold cultural weight and relevancy for so many people. If they were released in 2007 sans without that culture pre-empting them would anyone of noticed? Maybe one or two, maybe none?

Alternatively a BAP did a similar thing for his book. Participated in the building of a language and cultural context that meant anything he produced would find a home.

Now look at 4chan. Is there actually anything here you can't also find on twitter, reddit, discord, or "weird-facebook"? There was a time certainly, maybe 10 years ago, when that was the case but 4chan feels culturally exhausted and increasingly interchangeable with other sites now.

>> No.19308417

>>19308415
>Is there actually anything here you can't also find on twitter, reddit, discord, or "weird-facebook"?
The word "niggerfaggot".

>> No.19308422

and it's just a box of rain
I don't know who put it there
believe it if you need it
or leave it if you dare

and it's just a box of rain
or a ribbon for your hair
such a long, long time to be gone
and a short time to be there

>> No.19308427

>>19308417
Just searched it on twitter. Its everywhere.

>> No.19308431

>>19308415
>What I do think is especially important regarding the popularization of new trends is critic class, which is an unpopular admission to make from the artist point of view, but it is the critic and the tastemaker who provides a language and cultural context and narrative that lets new artistic visions take root in popular consciousness.
>Think of all the YA books about tranny vampires/witches that are popular now. They are popular because they a released across a cultural substrate, largely located on twitter, that spent years critiquing the current state of the genre and structuring a narrative that parctically made it a moral duty to "support black trans lesbian writers" or whatever. And it is this that allows these otherwise mediocre books to hold cultural weight and relevancy for so many people. If they were released in 2007 sans without that culture pre-empting them would anyone of noticed? Maybe one or two, maybe none?

Thank you for the effortpost, I appreciate it. Do you think we can do anything as artists to up the standard for taste? Is it possible for us to take on the role of the tastemaker? Or do you think it is a lost cause and culture cannot go back to its elevated status, there is nothing left to do anymore?

>> No.19308436

>>19308431
Hollywood writes since 2 decades the same stories.

>> No.19308446

>>19308431
My most read story is the most copied one and i despite humanity for this. There is no value in extraordinary ideas.

>> No.19308450

>>19308436
Yes but independent artists are not Hollywood. Hollywood's power is somewhat comparable to that the Academy at the time of the fauvism/impressionism/secession, I'd say.

>> No.19308452

>>19308450
*that of the Academy
God damn

>> No.19308453

>>19308450
>>19308436
I was actually pretty greedy as kid and i would have had np with copy and paste. The sadness is that i dont just tried it for my self.

>> No.19308467

why do we do math? what really IS math? perfect triangles do not exist in experience, so why do we make up perfect triangle constructs and study them? is descartes right in that mathematical ideas are the purest of ideas? why are these things useful if they do not exist?

>> No.19308487

>>19308467
to count time,
and to compress geometry, and movement.
(like in an compute-program)

>> No.19308503

>>19308487
>compress geometry
what do you mean by this?

>> No.19308506

>>19308467
send woman bring berries
bring not enough when want more
wish i could tell dumb grugette exact berry

>> No.19308507

>>19308503
If you draw an human it takes very much time and skill. But if you know every point on an human everyone can copy this exactly one human.
Its compression of geometry.

>> No.19308516

>>19308467
>why do we do math?
It's useful.

>why are these things useful if they do not exist?
Why would things need to exist in order to be useful?

>> No.19308526

>>19308507
>>19308487
but its specific exactly only this.

>> No.19308542

>>19308507
so it is a tool to create abstract models of things. like theories they are only models that stand in for reality, not reality itself.

>>19308516
>Why would things need to exist in order to be useful?
I suppose I meant to say that it needs to somehow relate to reality. how do perfect triangles relate to reality. like i said above i suppose it is a model building tool, that stands in for reality.

>>19308506
so without numbers all we could do to indicate quantity is say greater or less, bigger or smaller. numbers give us more precision (discrete quantity 1,2,3)

>> No.19308547

>>19307848
you must be retarded

>> No.19308554

>>19308542
Its a tool to compress the description of an real object in order to more easy replicate this object.
This is why you need an wind channel, to give an technical object finishing School. Because the geometry of fluid dynamics it to complex to compress.

>> No.19308564

>>19308542
If you calculate purchase you compressing the geometry of the value on you bank account against the value of the objects you buy.

>> No.19308576

>>19308542
>>19308554
>>19308564
its an information compression tool and a tool to count.

>> No.19308580

>>19308576
like language but language compresses more complex information you couldn't compress with math.

>> No.19308599

>>19308564
so if my bank account has $100 and I make a $50 purchase, computing the difference is an act of compressing the geometry?

>>19308554
>Because the geometry of fluid dynamics it to complex to compress.
by to complex to compress, you're saying that the phenomena cannot accurately be represented mathematically?

>> No.19308638

>>19308599
If you calculate the remaining value yes. But its really only significant by fractions we cant imagine that izzy like 2/7

>cannot accurately be represented mathematically

I cant answerer you this question. A it cannot be represented, or b, it would take to long to compress the data to be of relevance.

>> No.19308639

>>19307938
>McCarthy
>fun stories
You're a fucking idiot and don't deserve to read him.

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>>19308365
YOU MUST LOVE HER YOU CAPITALIST SHITLORD

>> No.19308652

>>19308415
>Is there actually anything here you can't also find on twitter, reddit, discord, or "weird-facebook"?
Yes. Are you kidding me? The freedom this place provides has no equals. All the onions places you've mentioned ban you and delete your posts for posting something slightly deviating from the zeitgeist.

>> No.19308663

>>19308638
Or c you cant raise all relevant data points.

>> No.19308673

>>19307840
Wish that McCarthyfag would take his mentally ass and swallow a shotgun barrel like Hemingway

>> No.19308682

>>19308638
>ts really only significant by fractions we cant imagine that izzy like 2/7
Interesting, I'm not 100% sure what you mean by the term "compressing the geometry", i think my narrow definition of geometry is narrow to just the study of triangles, properties of 3d objects and what not.

>>19308638
>would take to long to compress the data to be of relevance
is this what machine learning aims to do? mine patterns from data. when there is too much data it is not feasible to mine.

thanks for taking the time to reply to my questions. do you have any books that are related to this kind of topic?

>> No.19308722

>>19308652
This isn't exactly how the word "zeitgeist" is used

>> No.19308855

>>19307848
Modern academia is everyone sucking their own cocks. The 20th century is a fucking joke and absolute low point for humanity

>> No.19308856

>>19307899
Cancer cells are multiplying

>> No.19308863

>>19308128
Muh sense of self is an aberration. Its a meaningless concept. Its a sign of how sick the current state of things is that people agonize over such bullshit

>> No.19308865

>>19307840
I want a racist twink bf

>> No.19308876

>>19308855
>Modern academia is everyone sucking their own cocks
What about Jordan Peterson and Eric Weinstein?

>> No.19308917

I've been thinking why im not in a relationship. Truth is, i have nothing interesting to say. I'm a street sweeper who works for a minimal wage and lives with parents. I have a rather boring personality and my hobbies are solitary ones. And lastly im almost a wizard. Any one of these 3 statements kill any potential. Just go to work, go home.

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I have to take a shit, and I always
shower after shitting, but I must also clean the house, which I would prefer not to do after taking a shower, furthermore I have an interview scheduled to the middle of the afternoon, which would interrupt my cleaning, and I cant pospone the cleaning, as I expect to have my (first and recent) gf over, whose titties I intend to suck tomorrow night.I also fear exposing my life too much on
the chinz, hopefully the lainanons are wrong and I have nothing to fear

>> No.19309202

>>19308918
>lainanons
What?

>> No.19309209

>>19308876
Is this a joke?

>> No.19309226

>>19308876
both frauds
Jordan Peterson, the """individualist""", supports vaccine mandates. He is a sellout boomer coward.

>> No.19309239
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>like tall women with big breasts
>like short women with flat chests
>like blondes and gingers
>like asian girls
>like hispanic girls
>like black girls
>like arab girls
>like berber girls
>like foreign girls with accents
>like girls with southern drawls

God, I love women.

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19309240

Don't you notice how quickly the paradigm in mainstream politics has shifted from namby pamby liberal humanism to a more overtly, blatantly anti-human agenda?
Normies have no principles and no spine and they will go along with anything the establishment tells them.

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>>19308876
quintessential pseud cocksuckers
Jordan Peterson has NO CLUE what he's talking about and neither does Sam Harris.
https://youtu.be/PjQh8ij4R4o

>> No.19309273

>>19309240
You know if you have this stair in your eyes that you will disintegrate the aorta of the local larky the pressure wanders upwards.

>> No.19309327

>>19309249
I really hope he has no girly cause very single woman i know cried about me being superficial.
Cause it would be peak double standard.

>> No.19309364

dudes, they're making "cat person" into a fucking movie wtf

>> No.19309370

don't like the OP image so I will not be posting. pick something better next time.

>> No.19309395

>>19309370
yeah i didn't even realize this was the wwoym thread until i searched for it because the image was so stupid i kept scrolling past it

>> No.19309565

I've run out of stuff to learn that is directly applicable to my bottom line. Any additional reading I do at this point will most likely contribute marginally at best. Once the roof over your head and the bread on your table is secure, what do you do? If I practiced mathematics anymore, it would mostly be pointless because I neither intend to be or likely could be a mathematician given my current commitments nor could the additional mathematics conceivably increase my income. This is true of biology, chemistry, psychology, economics, and so on. I want to keep learning and growing intellectually, but I also don't want to be a pathological theoretician.

I'm at a point where I'm thankful for what I've learned because the culmination of it is giving me a good life now, but I'm hesitant to really go much further because I don't see a point. It's like if you went to the gym to get in shape to have more success with women and you are at a point where you are dating enough women to be happy, does it make sense to push it even further at the gym? I'm not claiming that I know all there is to know, I'm only saying I've arrived at a strange place where I seemingly know all I need to know to be happy. If I could cure cancer or reverse aging, that'd be great, but I'm not doing either any time soon.

>> No.19309573

another wet dream my children are no more im getting to old for this shit

>> No.19309611

>>19309573
you children died? =/

>> No.19309623

>>19309611
yeah, in my boxers dummy

>> No.19309647

>>19309623
i cant probably know that can i?
i am no telepath.

>> No.19309655

>>19309573
I'm 23 and would've thought I'd have aged out of it by now. The fallout effect of my body losing semen is I give up NoFap, defeated, remembering that I have lost all progress through no fault of my own.

>> No.19309659

>>19309647
next time ill post a pic of my coom boxers lol jk

>> No.19309665

>>19309655
im 29 and i fapped twice prior i guess there was still more built up sigh

>> No.19309806

I'm having lustful thoughts about a girl from my church

>> No.19310035

Cain wandered for a hundred years. Was he ever rid of the trace of the mark? Was he ever without Gods grace?

>> No.19310171

>>19308652
So? You admit that people post the same kind of content. The fact some of them get banned some times isn't really the point at all.

>> No.19310208

>>19309202
lainchan is an image board like 4chan, but mostly inhabited by techie drug addicts.

>> No.19310260

>>19309806
There was a girl in Church who had a phenomenal ass but I cant get hard due to the medication I'm on. Good job for being sincere

>> No.19310268

dude this board has really died over the last month and i cant figure out why. its pretty strange

>> No.19310295

I matched with someone on facebook dating, she was in a wheelchair. She asked for my whatsapp and sent me pictures of her breasts while still in the chair, they were hangers and the nipples pointed downwards. A couple of hours later we had phonesex and I could tell by her voice she was repressed (still a virgin at 32) she wanted me to rape and impregnate her hypothetically in ther fantasy. I came after a while then we ended the call.
I texted her the next day to see if she wanted to chat normally and be friends but she ghosts me. I feel used and that she is ashamed of me. I would still talk to her again and I'm bummed itll never happen.

>> No.19310398

>>19310268
COVID lockdowns are over, we are all back at work. Only time I can use 4chan nowadays is at night and in the early morning.

>> No.19310487

Looking at popular bands, mostly rock, prior to the 90's it is shocking how many of the members are balding middle-aged manlets. I don't know if it was the Kurt Cobain thing, or something else, but the shift in the 90's to aesthetically pleasing front men is jarring. There is almost no transition.

>> No.19310675

>>19310268
I contribute at least a quarter of all posts made. I took a break for a while

>> No.19310701

>>19310487
Lots of older bands had really good looking musicians.

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I don't understand what this tik tok thing is all about.
People make a video of themselves doing some weird dance and they put text of their political opinions over it?
Is that it? Is it supposed to be funny or something?

>> No.19310777

bunghole

>> No.19310789

>>19310701
Sure, but no popular groups now are fronted by literal 3/10s.

>> No.19310811

>>19307840
imagine the smell

>> No.19310813

>>19310789
What "popular bands" are there anymore? Zoomers just listen to shitty rap music.

>> No.19310870

I can barely remember the faces of my childhood friends. The names are stuck, for now. But the experiences are fading. In their places are shows. Games. Movies. Bands. Commercial breaks, and jokes that were in hindsight forced down my throat. That's what I'm nostalgic about when I make the mistake to let myself. Insubstantial shit that in the greater scheme of things has done nothing but waste precious time. I'm not gonna whine about the lost time. Shit happens. Some of it was good too. But it's strange to realize how I remember mass produced media more fondly than real people, and real experiences. Honestly, it's disgusting.

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I've officially reached 2 weeks of only smoking weed on weekends.
Despite this being a new milestone I don't feel any better than I did 2 weeks ago. I've started eating better, working out again and waking up earlier, and yet I feel nothing. I've often joked that "the weed is smoking me" or that the weed is killing me but the truth is, I think it really has. I feel nothing without it. No matter how long of a break I take its always just a countdown to the next sesh.
Regardless of this, I will continue this new regimen but if I don't feel any change in 2 weeks I will likely resume my degeneracy and increase it tenfold.

Anyways, tonight I will get high and nothing can stop that. For now id like to thank everyone who has supported my attempts at sobriety and I would also like to thank all my haters since you have also helped in a way.

>> No.19310877

>>19310870
Why? Cause it's shallow? It made ya feel good.

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My grandmother is losing her sight, it's a sad thing for me. She's been diagnosed with this syndrome where the rapid loss of sight has caused her to see hallucinations. I can only be grateful that her mind is sound, that she knows these hallucinations don't represent reality. She'll be moving in with my parents soon.
I hope I can live my life without regrets. It's such a strange feeling.

>> No.19310937

>>19310487
Some of the guys in Pink Floyd and Led Zeppelin were chads.
Bowie was very good looking too.

>> No.19310943

>>19310874
I quit months ago and there have been no positive changes. Now I wake up several times a night from nightmares and feel incredibly anxious all the time. I'm still lazy, unmotivated and overwhelmed.

>> No.19310946

>>19310813
Well on the topic of Zoomer rap its sort of where Rock was in the 80's. Extremely indulgent and celebratory of physical ugliness.

>> No.19310986

>>19310943
then whats the point

>> No.19311274

i have to take care of a dog this week. ive never taken care of a dog. i wonder if dogs can smoke weed

>> No.19311292

>>19311274
Do not give the dog weed

>> No.19311390

Wish I was soft kissing and cuddling a twink in bed right now, bros.

>> No.19311413

>>19310943
thats called withdrawal retard. weed fucks with your REM sleep so when you stop you will have intense dreams

>> No.19311414

>>19311390
Thats pretty gay

>> No.19311419

>>19311414
uh huh...

>> No.19311421

>>19310946
thank god a$ap ferg had a new single out today, he's like the only guy that makes good shit still, but having a pharrell feature is a troubling sign of decline because a guy as strong as ferg shouldn't need to rely on a hired gun hit maker like pharrell, good track tho anyways

>> No.19311427

>>19310943
Lol and they say weed isnt addictive

>> No.19311429

>>19311427
weed is such crap, better than alcohol tho

>> No.19311433

>>19311429
false. alcohol is top tier

>> No.19311434

>>19311429
Alcohol is more fun than weed

>> No.19311441

>>19311429
weed is literally only good as a cherry on top of alchohol

>> No.19311580

>>19311429
both are good

>> No.19311584

>>19310874
You need to go for 6 weeks before the weed completely leaves your system doofus.
>2 weeks of only smoking on weekends and I don't feel any different
Obviously, the most you've gone is 5 days.
>new regimen
>regimen
>implying this is a regimen

I smoked weed the other day for the first time in maybe 2 years and I feel no better right now for doing that. Even before that I was going 6+ months without touching it so that I had no tolerance to it when I did.

>> No.19311723

>>19309239
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3P5a2sM89gM&ab_channel=tylerColemusiclink25

>> No.19311726

I really hate the amount of people who take the idae Patrick Bateman was just hallicunating everything as some kind of gospel

>> No.19311775

>>19311584
Thats the thing tho. I cant quit it completely because i still like it. I still want to smoke weed. But its killing me

>> No.19311794
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when i sent the girl im in love with a message asking if she was going to see the french dispatch it didnt say delivered under the little blue bubble and so google says that means she blocked my number which i guess makes sense since a few months ago i texted her like three times in a row trying to talk to her after she responded (well, i thought, we were just talking like friends) and then i made a stupid joke about if her chakras aligned with jupiter maybe we should hang out (which maybe that pissed her off idk it was stupid and i shouldnt have said it i guess but i have a big mouth and feel obligated to say dumb things just to have something to say) but i still feel like my life is now over since im convinced she was the girl i was meant to spend my life with and is the most beautiful person ive ever met so when you peak in those terms at the age of twenty-three how am I supposed to feel when she so soundly and easily rejects me not even stopping to consider me or respond to me and now i want to cry go to the gym go for a run buy a skateboard and finish my book all at once but the only reason i wanted to finish the stupid book in the first place was so she would realize how smart and interesting i am and fall in love with me but that hasnt happened so now im just sitting here and my life is now over and im twenty five years old with thinning hair

im thinking about dinner now but nothing sounds good and part of me wants to lie in bed and cry but the other part of me feels thats totally pathetic and wants to create some fucking inertia from this stupid situation and then i also want to call my best friend who now lives far away and talk to him about it but what is he supposed to tell me when ive been obsessed with one girl for two years that will make me feel any better, its already totally irrational to be emotionally invested in any one person for that long when they havent shown you any signs of reciprocating so what is he supposed to do here it feels totally useless

>> No.19311797

>>19311421
oh wow video came out the same time, well made, dope 90s aesthetics

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jEZ6wAuMMl0

>> No.19311813 [DELETED] 

>>19311794
>but i have a big mouth and feel obligated to say dumb things just to have something to say
guys like that usually get tons of pussy, are you super ugly or fat or something?

>> No.19311820 [DELETED] 

>>19311794
how did you get her number? you're not one of those sad sack dudes who get a girl's number for a group project and then starts texting her with creepy personal shit are you?

>> No.19311843

>>19311794
I hope to God I dont turn out like you

>> No.19311851

>>19311775
Why dont you just skip the waiting and kys now

>> No.19311880

>>19311820
i got her number because when we worked together i asked her if she wanted to see a movie with me (we saw the lighthouse) and she said yes so I asked for her number and she gave it to me

>> No.19311893

You should know how to write in cursive if you're a man of literature. I hear zoomers are not taught cursive writing anymore.

>> No.19312027

Jesus rapped everything he ever said.

>> No.19312035

>>19307840
>when you rub yourself down with fried-chicken grease before going out

>> No.19312051

>>19311893
my cursive looks terrible. any good workbooks for calligraphy?

>> No.19312062

>every marx thread on here is pseuds arguing in circles about marginally related economics or philosophy
the consequences of dunning-kruger effect

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>>19312051
Just use something like this, keep practicing by writing in a journal a few times a week.

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Founding fathers had beautiful handwriting

>> No.19312104

>>19312073
lol dude writes like a fag

>> No.19312107

>>19312104
Benjamin Franklin? More like Been Jammin' Cocks Up His Ass, amirite?

>> No.19312112

>>19312104
You would know lol

>> No.19312120

>>19312112
This is exactly what I was thinking. Dudski gotta be one to know one.

>> No.19312139

> obsessed with medieval literature, art, religion
> want to follow obsessions in writing
> think medieval fantasy is cringe

>> No.19312150

How do you deal with guilt/regret?

>> No.19312223

>>19312150
probably by dealing with the cause(s) beyond abstract emotions

>> No.19312290

>>19312150
Confess and repent

>> No.19312294

>>19312073
I can't read this

>> No.19312299

>>19311880
You saw some gay ass A24 wannabe arthouse shit.

>> No.19312302

>>19312150
Stop caring.

>> No.19312694

>>19307840
So why did you idiots made three threads?

>> No.19312803

I tried nofapping and after 3 days I cummed in my sleep for the first time. Now my pants and my bed are ruined. I'm not trying that ever again.

>> No.19312943

>>19312694
A bunch of retards are competing for attention and finally decided to split

>> No.19312956

Free virtual hugs just reply to this post
*Hug*

>> No.19312962

pain in my fingers :c

if my body is breaking down already at 25 should i just end it?

>> No.19312971

19312956
Kys

>> No.19312976

>>19312971
nigga stfu no one asked you

>> No.19313018

I took my shoes off in front of people and my socks smell but idgaf

>> No.19313020

>>19313018
Chad

>> No.19313027

I got braces so that I could looksmaxx and now I have atleast 10 mouth ulcers. When will the suffering end?

>> No.19313032

>>19310709
I do not know, Anon. This is what they mean with "getting too old".

>> No.19313055

>>19311794

You have a lot to learn. But here's a good tip for you. Talk to at least 30 girls at the same time. That way if one of them blocks you, you don't give a shit. You shouldn't give a shit.

If it is numbers game. If you keep at it, you will learn how to be charming.

>> No.19313101

>>19310709
No one today can be sincere without a dash of nonsense mixed in. Young people today use irony as a tool to actually be honest. See DFW’s essay on TV

>> No.19313111

>>19313101
Cant you really be sincere without irony and sarcasm? Is it truly a relic from the past?

>> No.19313126

>>19313101
>>19313111
The repeated violation of my physical integrity makes me believe this society wants me to become an killer.

See no sarcasm in it very true from my point of view.

>> No.19313147

>>19311794
i've been there bro. life is only ever beginning my man. you sound too intense. find the source of your desires, meditate on them, cultivate them, think of your whole life as a whole. peace bro.

>> No.19313156

>>19313126
I mean you hopefully understand that if you let people who tend to physical violence from an young age let pass ova and ova again that you will chance this world for the coming generations into an torture chamber.
I mean you are aware of evolution and what it means if you let people pass on there genes who tend to physical violence?
Or if you let people pass who try to force other people to do things with the means of violence?

>> No.19313162

i can solve this problem for you cause i am already full of physical, psychological and systematic violence. Just give me a free pass.

>> No.19313371

>>19312027
Lost

>> No.19313382

>>19312962
Could be simple Inflammation. Cut down on carbs and drink more water. Take turmeric and vitamin c

>> No.19313402

>>19307879
I wish more trannies killed themselves

>> No.19313413

>>19313402
I wish more trannies killed themselves along with Christians

>> No.19313418

>>19313413
are you new to protestantism?

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>>19313418
I hate all Christians

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>>19313424
yeah, catholics took my foreskin and those are supposedly one of the better subsects

>> No.19313464

>>19308542
>I suppose I meant to say that it needs to somehow relate to reality.
It does in an extremely convoluted way, and math is how we make it less convoluted.

>> No.19313579

>actual book discussion threads used to be safe from butters because she doesn't read
>she now shits up derails every thread about every book even though she's never read any of them

dark times ahead

>> No.19313610

>>19307840
Me in the back

>> No.19313612

>>19313610
Imagine a white girly with the curves of a black woman.

>> No.19313799

>>19313612
latina?

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>>19307840
>finally, FINALLY slept properly
Praise be to whatever god exists thank fuck. Was only a 7 hour sleeb but this is first time in about 2 weeks I wake up not in state of irritated exhaustion and headache