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I'm so close to killing myself.

René Guenon opened my eyes to the modern world, the reign of quantity. About the fact that history would be a long defeat for a long time to come.

Theodore Kaczsynki explained to me why because of the techno-industrial society nothing will improve in the near future.

Guy Débord showed me that I was living in a consuming and spectacular illusion.

The Buddha, Heraclitus and Whitehead demonstrated to me the conditionality of consciousness and how the vedantic atman was still not the Absolute.

Emil Cioran made me feel the cosmic despair.
Carlo Michelstaedter explained to me the Buddhist dukkha like no other, explaining to me the inanity of all our leaps forward.

The Münchhausen trilemma struck me with a fatal scepticism, leaving me without hope of a rational way out.

Help, I can't take it anymore.

I'm alone in the darkness

>> No.15681711

Dukkha is fuckin everywhere
I hate myself i hate others i hate the world

>> No.15681719
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>>15681670
I hope you kill yourself and then we can be free from your gay process philosophy nihilism spamming once and for all

*spits*

>> No.15681725

>>15681719
Yo mama

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>>15681670
Beauty

>> No.15681742

>>15681670
Nice summary of the result a handful of schizospammers have had on /lit/ over past year or so. Does this mean we can move on now?

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>>15681670
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FbQr70rfwQg

>> No.15681753
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Just because life is dark doesn't mean it's not wonderful and rich and beautiful, anon.

A life of endless joy is as horrible as a life of only misery. Enjoy both.

>> No.15681765

>>15681670
>>15681711
I forgot
Whites are weak muslims reign in my country

Fuck all

>> No.15681773

>>15681749
This frog eyed man is right.
Also the stoics.

Why fight what you can't control ?
Just act upon what you can and live the moment. Stop thinking too much.

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>>15681670
I like to think that I am here, I have a purpose. That purpose is to assert my will and to create a world like that I imagine to be in my head.

My biggest fear is (1) the materialists being correct, a world where only mathematics constructs us and humans are only just intelligent animals.
Quantum physics (ironically) is what may end up proving that man is not only matter.
(2) my will is constantly clashing with that of others and my primtive urges long for me to be accepted. I don't want to be an outcast, but I can make people adhere to my views through their empathy or their fear.

In the end, I just do what feels right (always consulting my senses) using my intuition and knowledge and hope that since I am created by the heavens, and that every cause has an effect, I am now already who I am going to be in the future.
Searching for truth is so difficult, especially when almost everything around us is constructed on falsehood.

I just don't want to deal with sensations, I want to be one with the universe.

>> No.15681897

>>15681670
You gotta take all those black pills and realize that they were truly white pills all along

>> No.15682342

For real my man, chill out. :) Its all gonna be fine. Stop spending so much time on this shit.

>> No.15682394

>>15681670
Now the teachings of yoga begin.

If your part about Buddha is all you could take from that, that's sad. Re-read this stuff, read the vedic texts. Read different translations of them, since Sanskrit can't be translated easily. Also not only read, but also apply. You can read a ton about samadhi, but witnessing it is something completely different. You also max realize that uncle Ted was somehow right bot also somehow wrong (who would have thought).

Keep on riding the tiger or just choose to be weak. Will you fight? Or will you perish like a dog?

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>>15681670

>> No.15682736

>>15681740
Where can I find pictures like this anon?

>> No.15682743

>>15681670
This is sort of reminiscent of that video of the “I am a gamer” youtube video

>> No.15682767

>>15681670
Read Nietzsche.

>> No.15682786

>vedantic atman was still not the Absolute.
Cringe beyond belief. Just live your life. You do realise that most of what you've read has no bearing on anything in the real world, right? 99.9% have no idea what any of those words mean. You're just caught up in sophistic bullshit. Logical games. Semantics. Just start a hobby.

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In order to escape, one must first conquer.

Commiting suicide without having realized your ultimate potential will only bring you more suffering --your Soul will instantly regret it.

You can either: start blooming, or continue dooming --pick the darkness that you would like to cleanse.

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Read Nagarjuna and Aryadeva

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>>15681670
You went down the wrong path

>> No.15683194

>>15681670
Become a parasite and feed off the decay

Join us

>> No.15683323

>>15681670
is pursuit of interesting experiences and beauty worse than infinite nothing? at least tell me you've experienced being physically fit, falling in love, the serene beauty and sounds of the wilderness. have you ever climbed onto a roof you're not supposed to be on, shared a sunset with a friend? do you have bittersweet memories of someone? ever risked death for a rush? the human experience is full of depth and missing out on it is shame. enjoyment of life doesn't have to hinge on it having inherent goodness or meaning.
escape the doom by living, all of those experiences will bring you more joy than knowing exactly how fucked the human condition is.

>> No.15683344

>>15681719
based, nihilism is cancer and nihilists are retards who are doomed to fail in life.

>> No.15684074

>>15682736
>>15682736
wikipedia: movements in landscape painting. fucking minusplebs.
>>15683089
haha yeah take the Jesuit bloomer pill op.
>>15683161
Fuck off you cancerous, hedonistic liberal scum cuck. fucking evil, individualistic cunt, its people like you that are why we should still be burning people at the stake.
>>15681670
Brah, you clearly didn't read buddhism. 2 things: you didn't understand the 3 marks at all [read the upanichads and then re read the dhammapada] and you didn't grasp the meaning of the poison arrow analogy at all.

Isn't this copypasta bait anyway?

>> No.15684189

>>15683323
don't even know how I ended up here but I'm saving this
still think /lit/ is for fags though kek

>> No.15684202

>>15682736
i just looked up "romanticism paintings" or something to that effect.

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>>15684189
thank you chad

>> No.15684303

>>15681670
stop reading stupid shit and go live a life.

>> No.15684352

>>15681670

Consider that if you die and there's respawn, the world will be the same shit hole you left, also It can be much worse, consider yourself lucky op, and quit with the gay.
And here for you (no homo tho).

>> No.15684373

>>15683323
Nice one anon