/lit/ - Literature

When I trip I get into this really honest introspective headspace where I can analyse things in my life and gain new insights. Even with this third eye opened I can't understand anything Hegel says.

>>15447305
It was nearly impossible to read and understand anything.

I only really grasped Kant's aesthetics once I read his work on acid. It seems to be different for different people, but for me psychedelic drugs enable a level of understanding that I just can't access without them

>>15447305
300ug of acid sent me into psychosis. I was utterly convinced that the world was ending and that God was acting in a wrathful vengeance on humanity for our sins. It was horrible to be honest. It wasn't my first acid trip, in previous trips I've done 150ug and I was fine. I'm a little scared to do acid again though.
But as for OPs question, no it is very hard to read shit whilst on acid. The words just jumble around.

>>15447464
Do 900ug+ otherwise you're a pussy

>>15447464

>weakness disgusts me.jpeg

>>15447305
I like reading eastern philosophy while on mild does of LSD

Hard to concentrate. Maybe on smaller doses. Definitely not on a screen, get a book.

>>15447570
What happens if you drink a full bottle of liquid LSD?

>>15447570
I did 1,000ug once. Wasn't really a very fun time when I was in it, but I never went into full blown crazy mode even at the most intense moments, and it wasn't permanently traumatizing. It left me a little shook for a while and I had a flashback on my next trip about a week later, but now I'm fine and it's just a notable experience to look back on.

I read Poe short stories on Acid.
It is very difficult to read but the immersion is sublime.
>Schoenbergs music sucks btw

>>15447359
Because he is not saying anything mystical.

>>15447667
>Schoenbergs music sucks btw
No, and even if you don't like atonal music he wrote plenty of good music before that period.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x31Fz44kvBg

>>15447645
12 hour DMT trip, you'll probably loose it

You can read in an altered state. The words are breathing and floating from the page.

>>15447646
Accidentally took something like 1,400 but I'd taken some two days prior so with tolerance idk how much that was effectively.

Became fully immersed in every possible religious, psychological, sociopolitical facet of David Lynch's Dune during the early stages, committed myself to eternal Jihad on behalf of my father Allah near the end of it. Shit was so cash.

Yea, it's an A+ drug. Cheap, no harmful side effects, no chance of ODing, wicked fun. It's kinda ruined shrooms.

I wanna try DMT and peyote/aya

>>15447305
Yeah, but looking at text is literally a waste of space on lsd. Read on adderall, nitrous oxide if you are looking for phenomenological reading

>>15447913
Wat, how does it ruin shrooms? Shrooms are better and combining shrooms and lsd is best.

>>15447645

>>15447464
i did 440ug once and ignoring the fact that i lost most of my short term memory and felt nauseous to the point of suicide, not that much happened. my ego and worldview was fully in tact. ive done a lot of lsd since then tho not asmuch and it's always the same thing

>>15447954
I don't feel anything with shrooms compared to the visuals and trip of LSD. Maybe I need to take more but everytime I've tried shrooms, it's just "Is this it? Wish I took a tab instead"

>>15447970
You aren't taking enough shrooms

>>15447970
try eating only mushrooms caps if you can find them, also, if you chew them up into a mush and suck on the mush for 20 minutes you will absorb more of the psychoactive constituents into your bloodstream directly from your mouth then if you had eaten it directly and had a certain amount destroyed by stomach enzymes

>>15447970
how much do you do? not that anon but i feel the exact opposite

>>15447791
depends how altered you are

>>15447305
Read the second Hyperion, nothing happened, stopped and did something else.

Over 200ug and I can't read. I like to read poetry, doesn't have to be good poetry. Once I read a bunch of HP Lovecraft a poetry out in the bush, then I nearly got bit by a snake and then had bad vibes and walked back into town early, 3hr walk in 30+ Celsius weather, was meant to wait until it cooled off and I wasn't peaking so instead I had a very fucked up day, all started with those spooky poems.

>>15447464
> I was utterly convinced that the world was ending and that God was acting in a wrathful vengeance on humanity for our sins
You were based and G-dpilled.
Now you're cringe and S*tanpilled.

All major religions agree that we are living in the end times.

>>15447863
>Became fully immersed in every possible religious, psychological, sociopolitical facet of David Lynch's Dune during the early stages, committed myself to eternal Jihad on behalf of my father Allah near the end of it. Shit was so cash.
10/10 post

>>15447305
Flight of the bumblebee is a technical masterpiece and extremely difficult to perform well. Seethe

>>15447863
>committed myself to eternal Jihad on behalf of my father Allah
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clarence_13X ?

>>15448350
>Flight of the bumblebee is a technical masterpiece
"No!"

>>15447305
i could barely speak on LSD

>>15448362
Nah, my temporary martyr delusion was influenced more by the Bhagvad Gita and books on Sufism than any five percenter shit. That wikipedia article was a nice read though. Mad respect to the Ur-Hotep I suppose.

>>15447305
read some of this shit on shrooms, gave me awful anxiety, had to curl up on the floor for a bit

>>15448478
Don't you feel it's more "real" and "soulful" when you have those psychotic delusions?
I feel like the perfect balance for a human being is really much closer to that so-called psychotic or manic state, than it is to our zombified every day life.

>>15448371
Retard

>>15448505
Couldn't agree more. I can totally see why a violent, almost certainly doomed life as a religious or political fanatic would be preferable to the even the most fulfilling of modern luxuries.

As far as I'd wager, Sentilinese headhunters and Syrian jihadis are probably going to be among the last people to live authentically as men.

>>15447970
Blend them up in high pulp orange juice.

>>15448373
this. I couldn't even unlock my phone last time I tripped.

>>15447968
>nauseous to the point of suicide
Why does that happen? Everytime I am nauseous I hate life and want to die.

I'm growing some Colombia mushrooms.
Reading is recommended? How does thst work with attention spans? My attention span sober is already fucked, nevermind while tripping.

>>15447913
> no harmful side effects
Bullshit. An acquaintance of mine developed schitzophrenia and a friend of mine developed chronic anxiety, paranoia, and has basically lost his filter in conversation. Idk if the latter condition is permanent or not, I heard it might dissipate with time. Granted this is only 2 examples of the many people I know who have taken acid, but I don’t believe the substance is 100% harmless

>>15448771
>developed schizophrenia
Imagine taking psychadelics and still fearing mental “””illnesses””” like schizophrenia

>>15448821
Lmao well all I know is that after binging on psychedelics something changed in his thought process and it basically makes him unable to hold a steady job and makes it difficult to socialize in a way that he didn’t struggle with before. Call it what you want

>>15448848
If one develops schizophrenia, for any reason, one was already predisposed for schizophrenia and it likely be triggered in the late teens of not already triggered before.

Did you know psychosis is a rare side effect of caffeine? Do you known who gets psychosis from caffeine? People predisposed to schizophrenia or other psychosis that does not currently suffer from it.

I could read individual words, which all seemed very meaningful, but grouping them together to understand the whole sentence was difficult

how would I go about getting psychedelics? always wanted to try, but don't know anyone who has access to them

>>15448888
I’m aware. The friend who developed was predisposed and he got it when he was 20. I guess the stress caused it to develop or something. And as for the other friend, no history of schizo, but he still seems to be going through some kinda episode right now. It’s currently an ongoing discussion within my friend group to convince him to seek counseling, cause he’s increasingly difficult to talk to and is predisposed to a stubborn temperament

>>15448911
order them from the netherlands
they're legal here
if you're smart, buy a growkit to grow your own shrooms

>>15447305
I have on a light dose, probably under 50ug. Taking small amounts of psychedelics is underrated

>>15448911
>Be a young adolescent boy or be able to pass as one.
>Go to your nearest gay bar, salty pier, city park, or skate park, works best if you live in a major metropolitan city.
>Put on a tie dye shirt, round sunglasses, bandana, jean shorts that hug your ass, the whole slutty hippie ensemble and become incredibly touchy feely with the nearest man who reminds you of your father, speaking in spaced west coast surfer slang, while mentioning how you've been a good boy and want to know what you could do to get a treat.

Faggot.

>>15447305
Read the Bible twice on it. First time I randomly flipped thru until the price of discipleship came up and upon reading it I found I couldn’t explain it to myself but I intuitively understood it anyways. Second time the text felt very easy to digest and I felt strongly that I did not have to prove anything in this book to anyone at all

>>15449007
so angry. why?

>>15449097
You want to know a surefire way to get illegal drugs. I offer a reasonable solution.

>>15449130
Anything you want to get off your chest, anon?

>>15448911
Deepweb. Depending on where you live, psilocybin mushrooms may be indigenous. There are forums for it. If I am not mistaken, they're spread across most of Northern Europe. Can be a bitch to find, but once you've found a field where they are present, if you don't tell anyone and aren't insanely greedy when it is the season, you'll be set for years.
>>15448933
Don't order deepweb things from the Netherlands, depending on the destination country I'd estimate a 20% interception rate. Customs cops aren't that retarded. They tend to let the dogs go through the shipments from the Netherlands more thoroughly than those from other countries.

>>15449199
The milk of your mom's teats after she did let me take succor from them, spilling it upon my personage.

>>15447305
>1 gram of mescaline hydrochloride left
Do I share it with a buddy, where we both do 500mg, or do I solo-trip myself into the astral plane with the entire gram myself?

>>15449239
Sounds like you're used to white bodily fluids, then.

>>15449239
Kys faggot

>>15447305
>Doing LSD

Sorry I don't speak loser

>>15449293
Not on my Christian imageboard, right?

>>15449263
No, I don't watch pimple popping videos.

>>15449273
I try to know myself more every day. I wish you a fulfilling voyage of self discovery also.

>>15449300
>Being a christcuck

Sorry I dont speak loser

>>15447979
I can barely swallow those little stale-popcorn shits, I'm absolutely certain I would vomit if I tried to hold them in my mouth for twenty minutes.
I do prefer shrooms over acid, but I've done them far less, and last time I was shocked to notice almost nothing. My then-gf was getting visuals on a smaller dose of the same stuff, and I honestly felt like I didn't take a thing. It's not like I've built up an enormous tolerance either, I take some kind of psych at most like once every six months.

>>15448254
Except, ya know, the ones that have no concept of "end times".

>>15449321
I have done truffles with intervals of a month for like three times now and I do feel as though each time the experience wildly varies despite higher dosage.
I wonder if i've built up some sort of tolerance.
Anyways, i'm trying shrooms in a month after they're grown so that's exciting.

>>15448254
All major religions who do have also believed that since their inception. You don't include endtime prophecies in your religion specific enough that any of your adherents are gonna feel left out, everyone wants to be the most special of special crusaders.

>>15447305
>dude drugs lmao
The number of people I've seen claim to have met god or understand the universe while staring at tin foil for 4 hours straight and having screamed at me all night because they thought my side of the room was waaaaaaaaaayyyyyy over there, only to return to being the same fucking loser while sober leads me to believe that this "LSD leads to enlightenment" is the just the same sort of cope that drunk people make when they talk about how they're actually better at driving when drunk than sober, while not capable of realizing they actually aren't better at anything while drunk precisely because they are drunk and can't tell how much they are fucking up everything they are doing.

As the sole sober person in a family of drug-addicts who grew up in a culture of recreational drug use, none of these claims to psychedelics unlocking some kind of higher mental state have ever actually displayed themselves in practice. At best, they are actually bothering to think about shit they already know without so much cognitive dissonance. If you're so simplistic that you can't work through your own cognitive biases without dropping acid, I'm highly dubious to the idea that even your drugged-up ideas are really worth discussing.

Oh, I know, sorry - I'm supposed to think drugs are cool and support people doping themselves out because... well, I just know that I'm supposed to because it's not cool to harsh people's vibes, man.

>>15449419
Holy... based

Marry me anon please

>>15449419
I've come to a similar conclusion. It isn't anything more than a temporary radical change in the senses and any other explanation is outright false.
The only drug that will help you get enlightened however is caffeine.

>>15449419
To compare psychs to really any other category of drug is at best dishonest. You sound like you grew up around degenerates smoking and injecting anything they can get their hands on, which is awful, but has given you a D.A.R.E.-tier kneejerk reaction against anything that you arbitrarily consider a drug.
Acid and shrooms drastically alter the way that you think and notice patterns in the things around you. If you're a boring retard off drugs, you'll still be a boring retard with drugs, but if you aren't it can be an incredibly valuable experience. I was a strongly atheist 18 year old the first time I tried any of this, but after taking shrooms and reflecting on it afterwards, it finally clicked and I understand what people were really talking about when they were talking about God. I probably would have matured into that mindset on my own given more time, but psychs are a tool that can lead you to understanding almost anything better than you did before. Look at the clinical trials that've been popping up on comparing them to antidepressants, treating PTSD, even quitting smoking.
You aren't actually above it all with your McGruff the Crime Dog shitposting either, is what I'm saying.

>>15449520
>drugs just change your perception, that's not a big deal at all
>now the mildest stimulant available, THAT'S the stuff that'll really get your noggin joggin'
You're retarded

>>15447305
The letters were backwards

>>15449238
dogs aren't going to hit on acid, but really there's no reason not to order domestic and avoid customs altogether. my suspicion is most DNMs are honeypots or compromised though

>>15449610
I mean yeah but there are wayyyyy healthier ways to reach those conclusions my guy

>>15449725
Shrooms and acid are both entirely non-addictive and have no health effects whatsoever unless you've got schizophrenia. You've just decided that all "drugs" are meth.

>>15448583

Comfort chakras are located in the digestive system.

>>15449773
Keep coping you junkie untermensch

>>15447913
>It's kinda ruined shrooms.
That's funny, I feel like shrooms ruined LSD for me. I always feel wired and fried, but with shrooms it's very comfy and afterwards im ready for a big nap

>>15449650
meh, they are probably, which is why PGP encryption is a requirement

>>15449797
Posting on 4chan is objectively a bigger waste of time than tripping

>>15449797
you're the one coping because you cannot accept the facts.

No because a high enough dose will skew the letters and sometimes change entire words.. for example the word “Kine” was changed to “China” in one of my trips and I don’t know how my brain made that connection.
However I read all the time while on Meth and books like climbing mount improbable makes me feel a kind of disgust towards biology for how simple it is (especially the mirror diagrams how genes code).
Books like “Men of Mathematics” by E.T. Bell is perfect as it describes the lives of 17-20th century mathematicians like Cauchy, Euler, Jacobi, Monge, Gauss where I could just read forever and marvel at their genius. It evokes a certain kind of beauty.

>>15449725
>>15449797
t. will regret your life when you’re on your death bed

>>15449854
addy is perfect for reading, can't smoke meff though shit makes me see people looking through my blinds at me

>>15449826
>>15449831
Sorry I dont speak junkie cope

>>15449866
Men if you think not taking LSD leads to regret on your deathbed than you're broken beyond redemption my man

If you can read on LSD then you’re not taking enough. My last trip I couldn’t even unlock the security code on my phone. Thing looked and felt like some ancient alien device

>>15449866
>being this delusional

It's the only way I get any reading done at all, or even work in general.

I can only slog through a stack of papers at the office if I'm tripping on a full sheet of tabs bro. It's how I be.

>>15449905
see
>>15449983


Again, man. I need to full on balls-to-the-wall tripping to even read.

But then again, when I do start reading most of the time I am reading this incomprehensible Orcish text, not English language. The numbers are the same though, so usually after I've finished crunching the numbers for recent sales, my boss looks at my title of the pages and says 'WHATS THUNDERBROOK, THE ISLE OF MISERY', and I just try to keep him moving, ask him about his tie or something, and just keep it going. Keeps his demon-hair calm and his belt-wizard seduced.

I make $50K

>>15447959
brrr

>>15448505
>>15448564
The tip of the spear of mental disasters.
If you are comically exaggerated in your belief you end up alone and alienated. Alive but alone, may not be worth it. Walk the middle path and be quasi-manic but also functioning well to enjoy family ties and memories with friends. Find love but know you should never be content, make a family but know if the battle comes you MUST take arms as payment for your comfort.

All in all, we are just living to enjoy a pointless existence, after some manic phases, I have lied to myself to continue my path, as I know all thoughts/desires are nil until the alien interplanetary conflict calls our children to the forefront, literal fighting for continued existence against an unfathomably different antagonist. Until then, we all live vaguely different but mostly the same lives.

>>15447305
I have never taken an illegal drug.

>>15450237
pussy

>>15448588
Reading is difficult while tripping especially if you're new. Better to watch a good movie or listen to interesting music. Make sure you start small with your first dose, no more than 2G for mushrooms (maybe even start with 1.5 to get your feel for them), working up in increments of no more than 1G per trip. GLHF

>>15450237
Alcohol should be illegal

>>15447359
Ah, Hegel, that ol' Caliban...

Read a good portion of The red book on 100 mcg. I cried a lot.

>>15450237
based

>>15450237
Your own moral code is determined by what's legal and illegal?

>>15450196
You're acting as if I haven't elected to commit to the boring, "sensible" life under western, post-modern standards like you describe.

I do now know that violent ecstatics on the edge of society have something to turn to that is infinitely more compelling and fulfilling than the promise of safety, companionship, etc. They know god and transcend the world as "heroes" when they commit their lives to dying in the fight against "evil."

>>15448488
doesn't everyone say that book is supposed to be all optimistic and life-affirming?

>>15447645

You will trip balls for an unforeseeable period of time (could be actual weeks), but you will eventually return to normal.

This is probably the dumbest place to ask, but how risky is buying LSD off the dark web? I always think what if I accidentally buy from some undercover cop and reveal my home address to them.

>>15450397

>That picture

Fucking lol

>>15451779

Depends on where you live. There's surfaceweb shops that sell 1-P LSD.

>>15447359
here bro let me open your third eye real quick *unzips zipper* :)

>>15451787
Here's the full pasta:

"Basically Hegel was a sorcerer and the Left and Right being lobotomized bastard children of Liberalism and Conservativsm don’t get this. He advocated for a supreme divine state much like the Reich or the USSR’s plans for Europe and so you can take his insights and use them to justify extreme statism or some kind of techno-socialist autarchy. Right Hegelians focus on his dealings with Spirit, Leftists focus mostly on the Dialectic itself and try to secularize that as some type of silent-pneumatic machinery that drives history towards class conflict and communist statism. They’re both insane and Hegel’s phenomenology is a form of memetic psychoactive agent that binds the minds of everyone who reads it. Its venom, pure necrotizing linguistic magic. He was a genius for this reason. Also if you’re not an autistic retard he basically shows you how the techno-alchemical engineers of civilization are transforming humanity into a sacrificial killing field for otherworldly forces but that’s not interesting to rightists or leftists because they’re castrati golem creatures who only exist to poke holes in the barrier between man’s conscious rational awareness and his subconscious cthonic realm. If you wait long enough Hegel’s name will come up in most discussions by these groups. He’s the root of all their lunacy."

>>15451779
I believe you are supposed to say that you never ordered anything if you are caught with the package in your hands. Never done it, was about to invest in bitcoin at $300 to do so but had technical issues. Known people who have, its about trust and relationships, you dont walk in and ask that, you get the lower tier dr u gs and then you ask for the goods.

>>15448771
>An acquaintance of mine developed schitzophrenia and a friend of mine developed chronic anxiety, paranoia, and has basically lost his filter in conversation
sounds like he took an nbome

>>15450397
>hegel was a sorcerer!
rofl at voegelin fags

I read The Crying of Lot 49 because I'd heard somewhere that the book is actual about the main character being on an acid trip. I got bored pretty quick and went to the beach instead. great story right?

>>15447305
i tried reading hegel's logic on LSD, was just starting the book, yeah i didn't understand anything lol. it was fuzzy and blank, wasn't really a part of the trip at all.

No. Drugs are a crutch for the weak and ungodly.

>>15447305
i find re-reading is better high

Yes, yes I have.
I read E B Whites This is New York, or something, and it blew my mind, especially when he referred to Harlem as a "racial subunit"

>>15451779

arguably less risky than buying it in person due to the fact that all the darknet markets have reviews so people selling fake shit get exposed pretty quickly

the cops never bother doing that, due to the way tor works it's extremely difficult to legally prove you specifically ordered the package and it wasn't someone ordering it in your name, they only go after sellers and people who make massive purchases

even if customs finds it (which almost never happens even with stuff that's relatively easy to detect like weed) they just throw the package out unless you ordered a LOT or if there's been several packages coming in a short time

just make sure to PGP encrypt all messages to the seller (this protects both of you), you'll be fine

>>15447943
>nitrous oxide if you are looking for phenomenological reading
Please elaborate anon. I'm extremely curious

>>15447359
>headspace

I want to but I don't know a dealer yet.

I've done a (very) small dose of mushrooms. Saw some moving shit, the yarn of my knitted beanie looked like little worms dancing. Shadow patterns on my wall formed into an image of a tree? Old man? Deity? I tried to mentally connect with him and figure him out but he ignored me or something.
I tried reading but it felt normal because dose was too low.
Sounds like i was crazy or tripping hard, but I was still firmly aware of reality, I knew he was just shadows and a part of the drug/my imagination, and I had to focus pretty hard for him to stay. I have a hard time explaining the subtlety of the experience. It came in short bursts in between periods of seemingly soberness.

The best experience I've had with reading and drugs (maybe with drugs fullstop) was reading Finnegans Wake while very high. It allowed me to read it without getting caught up trying to understand it or pick it apart, and because of that I understood it. Seems counterintuitive but it worked.

>>15447421
Thats me off LSD
Psl someone help me

I can't read on psychedelics. I'm good for turning to a random page and reading a little of what I find though

>>15450237
A good starting point would be two handfulls of datura seeds

>>15448568
Why?

>>15455299
Supposedly vitamin c makes psychedelics more potent but i think that was proven to be a placebo.

>>15448911
Easiest is deep web if you're into that, picking/growing is an option, but I'm too pussy to try. If I fuck up identifying correctly, shit can get bad.

Otherwise, just ask your pot dealer, they'll know someone if you know them well enough. If that's not an option, try to find someone who works as a cook somewhere or who parties a lot.

Just tell them that you really wanna try it. Kiss a little ass, if they don't know personally one, someone they work with does.

>>15447305
I watched 2001 space oddysey on 200 mics of acid. I have had 300+ but for some reason these tabs hit hard. I thought you had to feel bad for HAL 9000 and that he was the true hero. When the astronaut guy removed his brain/soul piece by piece it felt like watching gore. After the movie I felt the strongest euphoria I have ever felt. Beat MDMA by far. Anyway, I believe that you should read BEFORE the trip. I just finished thus spoke zarathustra and it would be dope to be on acid and contemplate it. The book is trippy as hell, probably the best psychedellic literature I have read so far. Make sure you dont overthink stuff or you go schizo. The shitty part of psychosis is that you are absolutely CONVINCED and super confident in your bullshit. I understand prophets now. They must have had some psychosis

>>15450781
More likely, it's just more easier to for a lot of people to not do it. I didn't even try pot till I was like 23, anything else was like a few years later I was just an anxious kid with few friends so I was never in a position to be offered. The few times it did, I was just pussy.

>>15455305
drink orang juice good while tripping though

>>15449419
>>15449725
>>15449797
i feel bad for you, honestly

>>15447305
how is bach the zoomer here? fucking retard

>>15449419
>screamed at me all night because they thought my side of the room was waaaaaaaaaayyyyyy over there
Your experiences with stupid college kids isnt worth shit. Stop posting.

>>15449884
Someone reached out genuinely and you called him a junkie subhuman. That is what you will regret.

>>15447645
Brain damage

>>15449419
It really, really depends on HOW you plan your trip. Psychedelics are proven to enhance communication between different parts of the brain that don't normally communicate that often. In other words, you gain the ability to look at things from a different perspective.
But most people fail to use that ability effectively during a trip. They will just watch some movie and listen to the same music they listen to sober. They focus on the whacky visuals instead of their heightened mind activity. I think your experience with psychedelic-users is limited to these kinds of people.
To properly use psychedelics for self-actualization you should evaluate your current life situation beforehand. Write down the parts where you are lacking. After thoroughly contemplating these aspects you might be able to gain new insights during the trip. When taking the substance, you should avoid screens and other distractions. I wouldn't even recommend listening to music until the trip is wearing off. Silence is infinitely more profound.

Anon, there is really a distinction between people who see psychedelics as some magic pill and those who are able to use it as a tool for self-development.

>>15447464
Judging by your experience, it seems like you weren't actually tripping

>>15449344
And which major religions would those be?

>>15447913
>No harmful side effects
We know jack shit about how the brain works. In the 1900s we only discovered the first Neurotransmitter, Ach, which is the chemical released to cause a muscle reflex.
We still have no idea why skitzophrenia happens so you can't say that LSD does or does not cause mental illness. People like you who spread false science put yourself, and people around you in extreme harm that may be irreversible. At least think for yourself before believe hurr durr no side effects.
I remember I used to spout the same shit, while having no knowledge of the brain.

>>15447305
I find if I'm smoking weed and tripping at the same time I can focus really hard on reading simple stuff like wikipedia articles and light fiction for hours and hours at a time but can't read anything very complicated.

I can't read anything at all while tripping unless I'm smoking weed, I just don't have the attention span. Weirdly I'm not very good at light reading if I'm just smoking weed and not tripping, only when I do both.

Imo I never feel farther from God than when I'm on acid. It just makes me feel very lonely and nihilistic.

>>15447645
There's a threshold of how much is bound to the receptors.
Most likely you would have an insane trip, but wouldn't use majority of the LSD and just piss it out afterwards.
Also, it's dissolved in ethanol so you would start off your journey with a shot of alcohol.

LSD gives me a good feeling, but no matter how high the dose. It's still a drug that's altering my mind. It's like when I smoke weed or drink alcohol or drink caffeine. Sure, I may feel good, I've had experiences on weed and LSD that are great to reflect upon. But during the experience I never let myself go, I never let my mind convince my own self that I've seen the truth or something all of a sudden makes sense, I push that shit aside and remember that I'm capable of these thoughts and feelings when I'm sober. Part of my brain are just being activated all over the place and creating a good feeling. That's just my take on it, I find it horrible to see how people talk about it as the holy grail, while never actually trying to improve there own self. If anything, it makes a person more shallow.

>>15447863
based

>>15448821
>imagine thinking schizophrenia is anything like meme ADHD

>>15455536
?

>>15450397
I'm in love with this paste. Sadly, is illegible in that pic.

>>15447708
Sort of reminds me of Mahler. Verklärte Nacht is good too.