/lit/ - Literature

>>14999603
What's up anon,I'm a bit sad but bits okk

Talk to God.

>>14999607
I'm really tired of the quarantine. I don't like it one bit.

>>14999624
>Why not join a discord or something?
I did but they were jerks. I only met stupid people and perverts on discord.

>>14999627
>Have you exercized today
Nope, barely exercised. Should I try doing it now?

>>14999630
Excercise is like driving a car. More wear and tear and the sooner everything breaks down. Keep it in good condition and don't stress the engine or put too much or little oil in and you'll be fine. Bodybuilders and marathon runners die in their 60s. The people who live to to their 110s don't strenuously exercise.

>>14999630
Sure
Even one minute a day helps
Don't forget that to love yourself is your first duty on earth

I like quarantine. I can work from home and not see my fucking insufferable coworkers. I like it a lot.

But I am very lonely.

>>14999846
would you fuck the insufferable co worker? is she hot?

>>14999846
Do you want my number?
We can talk and be friends or fall in love
Idk

>>14999641
yeah. I exercise ten mintues in the morning to get the blood flowing to the head then Im set beside occasionally pushup maxing for angst

>>14999874
no it's not, if everyone is lonely
it's far lonelier when only you are lonely

>>14999603
Tell us your darkest secret OP

>>15000738
Words of a young fool.

>>14999861
are you a cute girl, or can you pretend to be a cute girl

>>14999603
I am too. Sometimes, if I don't get enough replies, I feel like I don't exist, and I have an existential crisis. It's not fun at all.

>>14999641
>exercise advice from lit

>>15002599
I'm here for you anon

>>15002631
thanks, senpai. How are you doing? I feel paralyzed by the sheer amount of things I want to do, but I don't know how to start, or continue, with any of them.

>>15002641
Same. I want to read a good book but I can't find any motivation to and I find myself posting on 4chan and Twitter for hours.

>>15002646
Yeah, that's the worst. Do you already have a book in mind? Or are you looking for one?

>>15002631
Your pic related is very true. Having unsupervised internet-acces since age 6 in my case is a big fuckup parents ought to be smart enough to avoid.

>>15002678
thinking about it, I didn't have internet access until I was 15-16. I wonder how our behaviors are different. How do you think it changed you?

Fuck cat ladies and anime faggots, get out, get the fuck out from this sanctuary of knowledge and shit.

>>14999603
Hey man, i haven't felt this lonely in my entire life.
There's this girl in the uni whom i really like but I'm a autist and instead of flirting with her due to fear of rejection i started playing it safe and now i think I'm stuck in the friendzone. She's the first girl that i have any romantic interest in.
Fuck this shit up brehs, I'm not reading not even studying for uni, entire day is spent scrolling my social medias and browsing 4chan, in hope that someone will strike up a chat with me.
God i feel miserable. But gotta be grateful at least I'm alive.
Thanks for listening to my blog post

>>15002686
By age 8 I had seen hardcore pornography. I was also really curious as a kid, so I used to google a lot of cultist/conspiracy stuff. It would have been nice if I wouldn't have been picturing kink/fetish stuff when thinking about girls I liked, for starters. It would have been nice if someone introduced me to proper philosophy to satiate my curiosity about people and the world instead of me seeing everyone as the enemy for so long. Idk man, I'm older now and looking back I had serious issues with anger not unrelated to being introduced to all the worst humanity has to offer at that age.

>>15002721
Just take lsd bruh

>>15002760
Can't even smoke fags since I'm stuck in my home and if my parents know that I'm smoking they're gonna kill me

Why do hylics like you and the other whiners in the thread even come here? Go to /soc/, /r9k/, even /adv/.The solution to all your problems is to stop seeing them as problems, at any rate. Stop beating yourself up. I could even recommend something to read, but you guys are too caught up in trying to get good fee fees and make the bad fee fees go away to understand...

> t. someone who's been in a psych ward for major depression

>>15002757
That makes a lot of sense. Have you tried to counter-act that kind of negativity?

>>15002766
you're an idiot. the emotional and the intellectual are two completely separate things when you've got issues. It's easy to KNOW there's nothing I have to be guilty about, that I should stop beating myself up, and completely different to stop feeling guilty. If it were that fucking easy, who would be depressed?

>t. someone who's been in a psych ward for major depression multiple times

>>14999624
I disagree. Place is full of gamer normies

>>15002771
Yes. If anything I think I have a much more firm sense of virtue and what it is because of it. I don't recommend of course. Maybe I sound arrogant for saying this, but most people don't have the capacity for independent thought that I have, or people like me, and would be trapped and a product of their environment for the rest of their lives. Way too many parents also have this laissez-faire when it comes to upbringing nowadays. A strong code of conduct and a strong leading figure (a father) need to be the foundation for both household and country; even if most people as I said are too unassuming to figure out why. A woman for example, especially these days will not readily accept a subordinate position to her husband and in society, even if this would be a better way of going about life.

>>15002668
I want to read the Decline and Fall of the Roman Empire. Been sitting on those books for a while, but when I go to start them I think that I'll never finish it.

>>15002856
sigh

>>15002875
What

>>15002874
Have you tried sectioning it? ie. read ten pages at a time? Have you tried an e-reader? My kindle saved my life. I don't know, but I have this theory that an e-reader makes it easier to read because it reduces what you "have" to read down to a single screen, and you're not overwhelmed by how much you've already read or haven't read, and how much you still need to read.

>>15002880
Why do you think that a subservient woman would be better?
Have you considered that you've reacted to a childhood without boundaries by overcompensating in the other direction?

>>14999641
*blocks your path*

>>15002916
Yes, I have considered that. I still come to the same conclusions. Btw, I have clear up 'subordinate'. I think women have only been made to be subservient in the western 'pure and beautiful lady'-conception which manifests itself most obsessively in the mother mary-cult. This is true objectification. I cannot really speak of Islam because I know little about that. No: women are not to be seen as sinful or nefarious creatures, their talents and ambitions differ. Imo the Greeks had the healthiest conception of family life, and this has been worded most eloquently in Aristotle. Thank you for your considerate replies, anon! I deleted earlier posts because they're too personal.

>>15002715
They're all trannies. Anytime somebody posts one of those pedophile anime child images, rest assured it is a tranny

>>15002797
You don't have to stop the feeling is my point. You can just let it be, there is no should. Focus on the bodily sensations that you label 'guilt'.

>>15003507
the problem is that anything I do infuses me with intense guilt. I'm just now thinking that I've never actually expressed this to the people who work with me. Every memory I have is infused with guilt. Irrational, all encompassing guilt. Everything I do isn't good enough, everything I don't do is another black mark against me as a human. I've been fighting with this for 15 years, and now, at 30, the very idea that I'm thirty infuses me with so much guilt I want to die, because I'm just a fucking NEET in a dirty apartment.

All the effort I put into being positive, into keeping active, into working on my art and to keep bettering myself just doesn't put any kind of dent into the awful feelings that eclipse everything else in my life.

It feels like everything I'm doing is being done despite this monkey on my shoulder. Imagine trying to live your life while there's a demon in the corner of your eye that'll attack you if you look directly at it.

>>15003609
Posts of this kind register a state of mind that is more alien to me than any I can imagine, since as far as my family goes, depression projects guilt, and made for despotic nitpicking then raging misanthropy in the only case severe enough to warrant hospitalization. In any case the worst I get is a sense of impending calamity when looking at a heap of mail the opening of which has been postponed yet another week, combined a sense of how ridiculous it is to expect the worst when all has gone as well as it has for as long as it has, despite the excesses of compensating escapist fantasy.

I simply cannot relate
You are only lonely because you're separate from eternal self (loneliness cannot exist in such stats even with slight connection)and you're trapped in small bubble of ego self separated from life and everything in it.
I do enjoy these times , it is like the culling of normies forcing them to evolve from their current snail state.