/lit/ - Literature

>>14151516

>>14151516
m-my diary desu

>>14151516
Where the fuck did you lose it?

>>14151516
Meta Intent's videos. Here's one that addresses latent homosexuality of the PUA specifically

www.mediafire.com/file/2mutsxmtc0trouo/

>>14151594
not OP but I can tell you the most likely place:

4chan

>>14151594
Idk, I just can't stop jerking it off to beautiful transgender teens full of weird hormones. I've been jacking to regular shemales too. I'm still atracted to the pussy. Still have heterosex with my ex wife(the only woman I haver ever slept with) and get horny looking at woman. But man, those beatiful lady pennis, I crave them too

>>14151620
Oh I thought you meant in general, as in the latent homosexuality of modern man. You can disregard >>14151603 in that case.

Good luck with your phallus worship though

>>14151594
A combination of places
>11-20 get heterosexual wet dreams of girls grinding on my crotch, feel aching sensations in my chest when looking at girls, masturbate each night thinking about a different girl in my class
>18-21 start crossdressing, anally masturbating, lose sexual interest in girls (urge to have one lying next to me in bed gradually decreases over time when before it was always subconsciously there)
>still not attracted to men visually irl but a complete faggot whenever I masturbate and have barely any hetero romantic feelings for girls compared to before where it felt like one would change my life even just being with me for a day, now there is just nothing
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZRZ3D6EsXJA

>>14151675
autogynephilia. many such cases. Sad!

>>14151675
>obsession with women to the point of deification
>absolutely brimming with phantasie
No doubt you were a pornlover as well. These things occur by design, not chance. Your mother's suppressed perversion rubbed off on you too much. No doubt she's a real hag who presents herself a some middle-class sophisticate.

>>14151785
>Your mother's suppressed perversion rubbed off on you too much. No doubt she's a real hag who presents herself a some middle-class sophisticate.
oOH fuck you nailed me with this one

>>14151829
If you're being sarcastic make it more obvious. If not, explain how.

>>14151785
I always wanted severe femdom (usually ballbusting/cbt) from ages 11-20 but my mother is a practising catholic, I don't know of any perversions, how could these make me into a homosexual? Can a girl still change my life even if I'm a faggot now?

>>14151837
I wasn't the anon you were replying to
I just thought it was funny that my mom is pretty much how you described (whore in younger years now LARPing as sophisticated upper middle class but with cracks in the mask)
I'm not gay or fetishistic though, just an incel

>>14151709
Does every male experience some autogynephilia? I've begun imagining myself as the female in porn for the past 2 years or so. It makes jerking off so much hotfer. I can't fucking stop. I hate homos and am not one though. Just the thought of how the female feels in porn though...

>>14151620
Bro femcock isn't gay You're fine

>>14151864
>my mother is a practising catholic
see here at 13:37 (lulz) mark:
https://youtu.be/hiytOnKTbxA
also 20:25 to end

>Can a girl still change my life
Only work results in change, no amount of "understanding" your situation will change it. Make sure your metabolism (thyroid) is working well. Avg daytime body temps should ideally be over 99 degrees. Read into Lowen and start practicing Bioenergetics. A little a day, like a hygeinic practice rather than "exercise". And finally consider some sort of initiatory process to make a clean break from the profane world of the mother.

>>14151871
You're living with her though, correct? Despite being over 18? Does the term "emotional incest" ring a bell?

>>14151620
you’re basically a normie, chill out

>>14151605
what is this

>>14151516
Don't worry too much, dude. When I was younger, my priest told me: "A hole is a hole is a hole" and then he took my assvirginity.

>>14151675
Stop masturbating.

>>14151887
It is a fantasy of being desired and euphoric in being acted upon. It is not the real female experience. It is the male's libidinal image of the passive sexual female desired for himself.

>>14151887
Yeah, if you grow up on porn. You're basically a scopophilic asexual, when you think about it. Which is why the shift you made is one of perspective, as in changing who's eyes you're looking through.

>>14151516
Reading to cope is homosexual, you will never be satisfied no matter how much word-cum you fill your mind with Your mind is well pregnant already with the hydra monster created by all the word-cum you swallowed.
Writing will help you regurgitate all that word-cum and bring you back on track to relying on yourself, heterosex.

>>14151984
>>14151993
So what you're telling me is that I've transcended?

>>14152006
Regressed. But in the world of the mother, that's a synonym to transcended. Child worship.

>>14152006
You’re well adapted to the Matrix pods.

>>14151620
at this stage to get over it, you need to suck cock

>>14152038
>>14152058
How do I fix myself?

>>14151937
>You're living with her though, correct? Despite being over 18?
Lmfao no fucking way, I've been moved out since I went to uni on the other side of the country when I was 18

>>14151864
>Can a girl still change my life even if I'm a faggot now?
females can't change anything, mate

>>14152095
Good start. Be careful you don't let your situation crumble as I did, and have to flop back to their house. Keep a plan B w/r/t housing, work, etc at all times. I'd even suggest to learn the bus routes in case you have to get frugal.

>>14152102
I have no idea what the fuck you're talking about bro

>>14152079
I began to answer that here >>14151937
Only work results in change, no amount of "understanding" your situation will change it. Make sure your metabolism (thyroid) is working well. Avg daytime body temps should ideally be over 99 degrees. Read into Lowen and start practicing Bioenergetics. A little a day, like a hygeinic practice rather than "exercise". And finally consider some sort of initiatory process to make a clean break from the profane world of the mother.

The initiation I'm referring to is an age old practice. Every civilization before the modern world initiated its boys out of the childish, mother world and into the adult, father world.

>>14152154
You're still young, that's ok.

I'm only saying that you may end up in a rough patch, and have to move back in with your parents. I'm saying it's worth your time to prevent that from happening.

>letting sex fantasies control your life

I seriously hope you guys don’t do this.

>>14152186

>>14152163
Ok retard boomer

>>14151947
>>14151915
You're worse than him. Absolute degeneracy

stop watching anime

>>14151675
stop watching porn ... its porn induced autogynephilia, surprisingly common (just look at the amount of blowjob threads on /gif/)

>>14151937
Why are you recommending Bioenergetics? What do you recommend for reading? Isn’t this some Freudian bullshit?

>>14151516
When I feel gay I just take a thousand different penises into my bunghole until I die of AIDS. Then I don't think gay thoughts anymore. Try it OP.