/lit/ - Literature

I wrote this and posted it to TheRedPill on Reddit but was shadow-deleted deleted. Enjoy:

Why are you here?

"To learn."

Are you sure? This sub teaches some pretty basic straightforward shit and it's all in the sidebar. That and maybe some highlights by u/Whisper and u/GayLubeOil are all you will ever, ever need—even that's pushing it. The hard bit is implementation. The rest is repetitive vague platitudes, studies which reinforce your existing beliefs, gay longwinded theory wank, "lift 5x5", gay fake streetcred stories, and of course the sweet sweet cucking from daddy.

Why are you here? You want to be gamed by a dominant older man who will give you hope and make you feel special and powerful, then metaphorically ejaculate into your body filling you with the hot cream of his egovalidationgasm.

That's why I used to come here. I was a scared kid who felt powerless and I wanted a big strong daddy to take my under his veiny arm and tell me things that made me feel like I was in on something awesome. I would read all the theories and shit telling myself that I was deepening my understanding or whatever. It was worse than useless because it wasn't just a way to feel like I was improving without actually venturing far from my warm squishy comfort zone—it also trained me to believe that learning and success comes from listening to salesmen who want you to buy their shit not with money but with admiration. Sure I talked to girls but I didn't escalate. Sure I went to the gym but I just fucked around and masturbated with 20lb dumbbells.

What I needed to do was thrust myself into terrifyingly intense situations which would traumatise me into ego death and free me from fear. I needed to learn how to force myself forward when I'm sick with pain and I feel like dying inside and all that's left is the will to hold the line because I know it's fucking worth it.

I didn't need advice; I needed hope. How could I find hope when I was used to mediocrity and cucked suffering? Not from reading internet circlejerk platforms. I got it from experience: a life-or-death fistfight, overdosing on hard drugs on a friend's couch and coming out alive, my first time slipping my hand down a girl's pants, my first time spanking a stranger and leaving nasty red marks and hearing her ask me for more, my first time doing a proper deadlift, gaining visible muscle, trying anal sex, getting my ADD medicated, getting paid for my writing, hearing my girlfriend beg me for orgasms. Each experience like this took away some of my cowardly terror and gave the the confidence to keep pushing forward. The more shit like this I did the less I felt compelled to read BroHammer1488's Guide to Finding Your Alpha Totem.

Go have some terrifying fucked up ordeal and stop swallowing Reddit karma jizz

tl;dr: Be careful that the guy giving you advice isn't just gaming you to get off. Also be careful that you're not here to wank for hopegasms.