/lit/ - Literature

>>10448191
I am finally comfortable being entirely alone.

>>10448191

I feel like someone murdered me without first talking to me about it which is pretty gay

>>10448204

Or subsequently talking to me about it, for that matter

I don't wanna go to bed for work tomorrow

>>10448215
This, desu. I loathe wagecuckery.

>>10448199
how'd you do it?

>>10448191
Why does materialism feel so good?

>>10448215
Same, and I know I'm not going to actually do anything productive tomorrow.

>>10448191
Yall ever think about the girl you love and just cry ...?

>>10448191
I'm trying to get over the fact that literature is free from moral culpability

>>10448191
I sat down to write something and I just spent an hour watching a blank page.

>>10448662
Yes.

>>10448697
try doing that but for 10 years

>>10448712
Can I kill myself afterwards?

ate too many sweets. will go on a diet starting wednesday. looking forward to some comfy reads during my time off.

>>10448704
those are good pics, I like them, they are like spry girls doing mouth stuff, which is an odd comfort to me in this my slightly old age

I feel like everything I do and say can be traced back to some form of narcissism. Even writing this comment I feel like venting my petty frustrations on an anonymous imageboard somehow makes me a better person because I can admit to my faults. And that the last phrase I wrote shows that I'm "self aware" and that somehow makes me better than other people.

I set these unattainable perfectionist standards for myself that are meant for men much greater than I, and by doing that I implicitly state that I'm somehow a greater person than I actually am.

I could keep going but I think you get the idea.

There's always so much to read before you can begin being meaningfully creative in a particular field.

>>10448191
Why have I lost the will to read? Have I burnt out? I was so strong a year ago.

>>10448191
i hurt people emotionally and have stopped feeling the remorse necessary for it

Some Anon brought up common sense in another thread. Got to thinking: Objectivism is literally the common sense philosophy just with the metaphysical and epistemological why of it all explained.
Common Sense+Meta=Objectivism
Remember this. (I say to myself for future use)

I wish I were gay I fucking hate women

what color lingerie do guys like best!?!?!?!

never going to buy expensive lingerie because i doubt the guy notices and it gets taken off way too quickly within a blink sometimes. pointless. also what theeee heeeckkk color?!?!?!?!?!?!!?@#@@#$!@#$!?@#$?!@#?$!?!?!?!?!


there's white, pink, black, red, different shades of red, other kinds like a mixture or purple or every color really???? :( which one is the best?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? from a guys perspective?!

and whats the point in trying to look for other options if theyre all sold out in the proper style or size. pointless.....

i will find my holy grail unknown website one day, that has a magical treasure box of finds nobody knows!

>>10448962
>>10448963
Get the kind that doesn't impede access to your nether regions. That is if you're not just some mentally ill larper.

>>10448976
i said what color not what kind.............-_------;;;;;;;................... i need some water.

i'm just asking, is there a superior/supreme color out there? like which do you (if you had taste) -- which would you like / do guys like? the most???!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

i know there's a lot so i'll give you a few, rank in order of preference please! :)


black, red, pink, white. which in order?!

Huhu i get some christmas tree ornaments twinkleing

My lawn looks like shit right now.

jesus im one ugly motherfucker

Why is everyone's idea of enlightenment different and why does one address all the different ideas instead of going ahead and being an asshole and added some new amalgamation of views contradictory to some other respectable guys?

For example God is mind means something very different from God is death and so on. There's this idea pleasure is like a square root of energy which is a square root of sentience and the more conceptual your activity becomes the more you do of mind and enlightenment is that and if you don't get there the enlightened one doesn't regard you as one who even exists at all so there you go. there's the idea that it's just acceptance of "what is" which is more zen but buddhists appropriate it too. there's another idea it's just of one phenomena in the pantheistic whole that has both secular and enlightened parts but neither of those properties are intrinsic to any of the things in that entirety; they are just transcendent awareness (or lack of) actors of all morality and skill possess in a secret unprovable way. I see this as compatible with the first idea enlightenment is just mind but not at all with the zen thing and also all these other ideas like you just let go but care or it's going to be subjective to the possibilities of the agent or whatever whatever whatever I just wish someone would reconcile all these competing schisms or try to you can add a solipsistic layer that says whatever you believe all that matters is its yours and you do like fuck man can't you idiots integrate anything

>>10449029
basically* unprovable. (you can prove anything with adderall)

also alan watts is so stupid i don't even feel the slightest disposition to anger when i remember he exists maybe that's how everything goes down the drain as you get older

pure math was a mistake

. https://www.goodreads.com/work/quotes/1434368-the-portrait-of-a-lady

I don't even have the motivation to name my files correctly anymore if I wanted. Will I get the energy back by the summer or am going to go back to typing random keys at this rate?

What direction are you suppose to take with in existing in time when existing in time is bullshit?

Does it bother anybody there is no such thing as pure consistency? Nothing is constant not even your eternal soul even 'sometimes' (within the scope practically relevant to a mature individual). There's no platonic thing that always exists in its own right """for itself"""

Impossible. The mind is intagible, you can't have anything on it.

>>10448933
haha this

>>10448950
black, white, or unoffensive pastels
black on pale girls with dark hair is the goat

>>10448191
Hidden so deep in a veil of deceit
is a concave shape of proud fatigue
wearily throwing forward soft useless limbs
and draging her draconic head behind.

I hate gays and lesbians.

>>10448191
I can’t stop thinking, thinking, thinking. It’s starting to drive me mad. I struggle to slow my thoughts down, to just be present. Am I running away from the now, from where I’ve put myself? Am I thinking to escape, or because I worry way too much about the future?? How do I make it fucking stop??

I am literally God

>>10449312
Get a job, go to the Gym, structure your private environment and time so that you can focus when you want to

I can't be alone, I can't write, I can't think about the future. Sometimes it feels like I don't have to do any of these things, those are the times when I'm approaching something like happiness or contentment. Now it feels like I can't escape them again.

>>10449316
how the fuck are you god lmao

I am worried about the future of the modern state of israel and the safety of the Jews living there. I don't think an international boycott is enough to destroy it, it wasn't boycott that brought down rhodesia and sa (this is a common misconception) & north korea survives whilst still being an international pariah state, albiet with chinese support. On top of this support from diaspora jews is still incredibl strong.

I don't think a military victory will ever be feasible against israel, at the end of the day israel has nuclear deterrence and arabs are in a worse state now than they were relative to israel in 67.

Yet it still feels bleak for israel, it seems that ground is being lost not gained. Peace talks and peace plans are a sham and never leave the table.

will i EVER catch a FUCKING break

I am seeing everyone in a happy relationship and am feeling depressed that I will never experience that kind of happiness considering how much of a shitty person I am.

>>10448191
Who was the laughing Buddha?

>>10448191
I finally found a woman who is perfect, and I am afraid I will lose her. It has been a week since we first kissed, and the feeling is growing weaker, but the worry still persists. We will probably only see each other once before I return to my home for 5 months and do not see her again. How can I make her wait for me? How do I make her retain her interest? How do I make her want me?

>>10448983
Red, personally I don't find that stuff attractive, I'd rather have a normal girl.

There's no reason to believe that god cares about whether or not I like to suck other men's dicks

>>10449369
There is nothing to be afraid of but fear itself! You can do it!

>>10449417
If you are referring to the Christian God, then yes, there is

>>10449440
I'm not referring to the christian god
If god exists it has nothing to do with any human fairy tale

Earlier today I sat in a café in order to read in a nice atmosphere
and avoid having to cook for myself; but the whole thing did not turn
out that great, as at the table just opposite of mine a very large
girl, that I more and more suspected, as time went on, to actually be
a girl (male), was telling stuff to her friends without pause and in
such a loud voice that I could clearly understand almost every
word. At first I was able force my attention on my book with some
effort, but her talking culminated in a series of stories about SHIT
and I definitely could not blank that out.

It started bad enough with her relaying that she was not able to use
public toilets, and from that a story about some five hour train
travel she’d had to endure while badly needing to take a dump, ending
in, as far as I understood, her shitting her pants some 20 meters from
home.

But she went on to tell another story, about two female friends of
hers who’d had discovered "some Korean dish called Kimchichi or so"
and subsequently eaten nothing else for days. Apparently the three of
them had been in South America for surfing, then, and one of these
friends had the runs badly from all that Kimchi and could not help
evacuating herself when they were in the water. BUT, and that was
obviously the story’s grandiose punch line, somehow the "shit
particles" had not been able to penetrade her bathing suit, and instead
completely spread out between its fabric and her skin.

After such a fitting warm-up, the girl went on to give a rather vivid
account of the contents of infamous shit-related meme videos like
Brazilian Hardcore and 2-girls-1-cup, so now I can forgo ever watching
them, thank you very much.

I believe from there she was steering towards coprophagia and amateur
porn in general, but I’d really had enough, and left. I was kind of
worried about the contents of her talk mingling with the pretty
beautiful Gracque novel I had been meaning to read, but even switching
to my second readthrough of Tao Lin’s "EEEEE EEE EEEE" did not help
the whole issue much, even though that’d make for a great punch line.

In any case, the whole incident was probably the Lord’s punishment for
me looking at parts of SVDVD’s spectacular enema yoga JAV earlier, on
Christmas of all days. I’d actually been able to strike a compromise
with myself in regards to porn consumption over the holidays, settling
on at least only watching tame, non-degenerate videos. But somehow I’d
not thought of that anymore when my glance met the SVDVD-025 entry
inside the porn folder; and honestly I’d afterwards felt pretty
bad. So bad in fact that I’m not sure I feel punished enough yet.

>>10449443
>If god exists it has nothing to do with any human fairy tale
An obvious logical falsity. If God exists, then human fairy tales cannot be anything *but* grounded in reality, however imperfectly.

>>10449586
This was funny, what is EEE EE EE tho? Is it good?

>>10449598
It’s Tao Lin’s first novel. Imho it’s pretty good -- original, entertaining, sad --, but /lit/ has always hated Tao.
(And personally I think his novels have become more and more pointlessly, unbearably depressing.)

Pretty sure I won’t have a job anymore in the coming weeks.

>>10448191
Another year gone by without a gf or any new friends. I'll run away from everything or kill myself if things haven't changed in two years.

>>10448191
I think the vast majority of philsophy is just a few autist over thinking things, and then this just leads to thousands if not millions of people dying, and it is really no different than ancient people slaughtering each other over their gods and I think America actually has the right idea of not being interested in philsophy that much at all because they never really went through any completely fucking retarded things like socialist revolutions, world wars tearing their content apart, fascist genocides, communist genocides, political concentration camps, the berlin wall, suicidal multiculturalism or anything like that.

>>10449957
t. 85 IQ "Aryan" Amerimutt

>>10449957
>America
>never did genocide
>never had political concentration camps
You're either a Slav, a teenager, retarded, or some combination of the three

>>10448818
I feel much the same. I can relate effing L everything to myself; ideas of reference. I'm not sure whether im an actual or Narcissist or whether im just an attractive autistic.

>>10449369
She's not perfect, you just have a crush. You've only been with her for a week, and I assume you hadn't known her long before that. Just pursue your feelings, in the end it will either work out or it won't and your course of action now will only have a slight bearing on the result, if any bearing at all. Especially since you're gonna be away for so long.

>>10449957
That's like saying we can escape all of our societal issues by simply stopping the study of sociology.

>>10449086
death is the only constant in everyone's life

>>10449334
>Peace talks and peace plans are a sham and never leave the table
Numerous offers of peace and sovereign land have been declined by arabs in the past. There will be no peace, but this is not Israel's fault.

>>10449986
We've known each other for a while, but I don't think I will be able to find a woman like her again if I lose her. We share so much, that can't be found where I live since I didn't grow up there. I will calm down though, you are right, I have a crush.

>>10449974
the united states never engaged in genocide or in the use of concentration camps for political prisoners. If you bring up the native americans or japs in WW2, then you are a brainlet

>>10449991
>stopping the study of sociology.
yeah, what a fucking crime that would be, huh?

>>10450074
Sociology, and all of social science was entirely different before jewish scholar-activists became dominant in those fields.

>>10450074
>stop doing things i dont like

>>10450094
>unironically writing this in response to the mocking of people who do nothing but protest and riot to have everything they dont like become illegal, including disagreeing with them on the basis of it being hate speech
lol

>>10448191

I dream of freedom, but I can only think it.
o sky! only you who listen to my desire to sin.
Can you forgive me ?!
I'm afraid, afraid to free myself,
to be alone, to go mad, then, I need others or myself?

>>10448818
Nah you're just finding excuses to self flagellate, while I'm not sure why you want to punish yourself I can assure you everyone's at least a little bit narcissistic and probably most are more narcissistic than yourself.

I reckon to do anything you have to have some love for yourself as a prerequisite. Like how I'm typing out this post mostly because it gives me a topic to think about and structure into a post, however I also am doing this taking pleasure from the fact that I'm a competent enough person to give potentially good advice to a stranger on the internet.

I don't know much about psychology but I do know that narcissists tend to be insecure or at least prone to neuroticism, I think that's why you're so dissatisfied with simply being capable of accusing yourself of narcissistic motivations.

Basically you should cut yourself a break because narcissism is needed to function in reasonable doses.

The way you're describing your thought pattern is like looking at a beautiful naked hooker and bending her over just to stab her anus with your finger, lick the finger and proceed to cry about how in your eyes she's covered in shit.

I hope I was helpful anon.

>>10448191
After whom is this picture modeled? Jules Winnfield? I can't picture the original.

>>10448662
Yeah. This one girl comes into my job all the time, she is absolutely beautiful. I help her and we have really good conversations. I think she's married, and at night I stay up just thinking about her.

>>10450366

>>10448191
Bane?

>>10448236
Be shizoid.

It's a gift

>>10448818
I'm much in the same boat

She was hurt therefore loved

Shat this out in 5 minutes. Fuck me lubeless,
l/it/enants.

She has lived as memorial murk buried in the back of my head since adolescence where I let her grow and spread limp fingers dressed in tangled wish and unforeseen lust. No love. Pure hollow lust. She has drifted from a bleeding half-comprehension slowly reshaping into a loose fog colored by unreal projections, getting dimmer and granulated receeding into vacancy, into usefulness, immaterial and bludgeoned layers of distance and years of singular, rapeful longing.

>>10448199
same, honestly
I had been working with my therapist towards making friends and bonding with family for 4 years, but I suddenly feel okay with being entirely alone. I even see myself preferring it most of the time now. My therapist was quite surprised.

>>10450826
But you're never alone

I stuck in a constant state of non existence, not even spared by the uncertain fate of Schrödinger's cat. Just absent, unperceived with nothing to give proof to my existence

>>10451088
>unperceived with nothing to give proof to my existence
Do you even I think therefore I am

I fell for a cold-hearted bitch and made myself look like a groveling idiot when she dumped me.

She now has me blocked on everything but I still have to see the cunt every fucking day until the year ends.

>>10451101
It's reactionary writing
>>10451088
>I'm*

I don't know why I always feel the overwhelming need to escape after having sex with a woman

>>10451083
Schizoid is not schizophrenic

I got myself together and a girlfriend. I love her and myself and she me and herself. So why won't I believe her when she says: "I love you too"?

>>10448191
I have loads of ideas I think would make good novels and I do want to write them but I think it would hit too close to home with the themes being really personal to me. Also my writing and prose are really shit, I wouldnt want to waste my ideas on crap.

Love is like a rose. It's beautiful, but we all hurt ourselves with their spines when we try to take one of the rosebush

But it's worth suffering for it. Maybe it does not look like it when our rose is gone and only our wounds remain, but love is always stronger than pain.

Love you Anon.

>>10451274

Similar problem, except with music. I have so many ideas, but lack the skill, patience, and self confidence to actually bring them out.
I don't have any advice, just wanted to show solidarity. Good luck in your endeavors anon

badabing
badaboom

Goal for 2018 is how to not swing between intense waves of emotion and get over PTSD from combat

>>10448962
white and cotton. modest=sexy.
says youre thrifty and not concerned with things that do not matter while at the same time making (you) seem healthy, fresh. At least of mind.

>>10449324
I have most of that down, ie job and gym. The structure part could use some work though.

>>10451314
yeah..... i'm not Amish thank you

i still like to doll up and be pretty and sexy!. either way i wore a lot of whit eand pink before so i think ill go with black and reds and more sexy combos later thanks :)

>>10450366
>>10450398
no, devon aoki.

>>10448818
Have you ever thought that perhaps those unattainable ideals are meant to make you feel better about yourself?
It's no shame in failing where the mightiest couldn't succeed! It's no shame in being deemed as a failure if you can stand on the same palier with them!
Of course, pecking the only achievements you can get is supposed to give you a self-esteem boost if you're badly in need of it
I don't think you are a narcissist at all, anon, quite the opposite, in fact.
I might as well be wrong
But if I'm not, do me this favor and do the next step, even though it may be painful, the truth will eventually set you free
>>10451293
aww this is so qt anon ily2
*hugs back*

>>10451314
stop replying to this poster please

I think I fully understand the purpose of existence. Its actually a lot more simple than people would like to believe and most of philosophical and religious doctrine has merely been there to obfuscate the issue and create complexity where none exists in order to perpetuate a myth of humanity's immanence.

>>10448818
Holy shit, anon. I've felt the exact same way for but I've never been able to say it to anyone before.

>>10449036
This

>>10451293
Bit corny /anon/ desu

>>10448191
I can't finish anything I start.

It's to difficult. Realizing that this hole that I've trapped myself in becomes deeper and deeper as the years pass by. I'm petrified with being honest and giving up, even though it will give me a couple days of respite.

>>10448191
I wish I was talented at something

>>10452037
You wish you were, not was. I wish I was is wishing for a past talent, I wish I were is wishing for a potential talent.

>>10452038
*I wish I were dead

>>10452046
Punctuate your sentences first.

>>10448764
Dude, spry girls doing mouth stuff is my jam. During christmas' eve my cousin was chewing the straw from her milkshake next to me, I was in heaven.

>>10448818
>>10450244
>I feel like everything I do and say can be traced back to some form of narcissism
>Nah you're just finding excuses to self flagellate
The desire to self-flagellate, punish yourself, commiserate, etc is itself narcissistic. You demand for yourself to be impeccable. Since that is unattainable, you must at least preserve your high standards, so you'll never be content with yourself, thus ensuring that, at the very least, you're still not like the common rabble that is content with being average, forgettable, and unimportant.

This stems from an old misunderstanding. Maybe an expectation someone placed on you in your childhood, maybe you were praised too much for your qualities and evolved to rely on this for self-validation, maybe something else. Regardless, you have to first separate narcissism from pejorative connotations, and just see it as a trait which can be limiting. Try thinking about yourself without making value judgements, because, be them positive or negative, these are always narcissistic. When you begin to understand this trait of yours, you won't get rid of it, but turn it into 'positive', i.e that will improve you and your enjoyment of life.

''He who despises himself, nevertheless esteems himself thereby, as a self-despiser.''
- Nietzsche, Beyond Good and Evil

>>10452038
Exactly this - subjunctive case - contrary to reality.

I think I fell in love with a girl only because she has the same artistic taste as me. Also, I've only talked to her once.
How pathetic am I?

I'm so tired. I wish I could wake up feeling invigorated and excited for the day just once.

I want to become a better person and have been working on improving myself but I wake up everyday unchanged

>>10452539
not very imo. The only girlfriend I ever had I asked out because my friends all had them and I didn't want to appear to be a homosexual.

>>10451436
T-Thanks

>>10452539
You're not in love. You're infatuated. I advise you learn the difference early on, otherwise you're setting the stage for massive heartbreak and irreversible damage to yourself and others.

>>10452539
don't listen to this person >>10452583

extremely stupid

>>10452624
>I know you from reading one sentence about an experience you had better than you know yourself so do what I say or your life will be damaged irreversibly.

I want to fix my life but i have no idea where to start

>>10448191
I wish I liked reading books. I thought I was starting to develop an interest in history, part of me feels like it was fake and I want to have an interest when I don't. Is there something I actually care about? Part of me thought working this next semester would be a good idea for me to catch up on my reading, but now I see I'm just gonna mindlessly browse 4chan and watch twitch streams for 5 months when my friends aren't playing games or I don't feel like it.

Fake it till I make it right?

>>10452659
Speaking from experience. He can really take it or leave it.

>>10452679
>in college
>watches twitch streams
>plays vidya
stop now

>>10452669
I don't even want to fix my life. I was working 40hours a week at a grocery store this summer, and I had to explain to this British family who were having a ball finding Tesco or some shit I didn't want to do anything with my life, because they kept asking, "Where would you rather be?" and I had to just keep saying nowhere, but they saw my beads of sweat. Just see how long you can go without eating over and over and call it a life.

I feel like I took the path that leads to the bad end, and yet, I'm still so glad that I'm alive.

>>10448191
Saw someone with a shaved head wearing a David Hume cap today. Shit was fire.

Why does lit still unironically use the patrician/plebeian meme?

>>10452741

>>10452669
Clean and decorate your room. Make it pleasant to be in and beautiful. Your room is a reflection of your inner ecosystem. From there on you can choose where to go.

>>10452624
but she's the first person who understood my stupid baudrillard and tzara references.
god fucking dammit, i know it's a fake feeling born out of loneliness and desperation but i've never feel so related to someone and we only talked during three fucking hours.

>>10452780
You could talk to her more.

If your fantasy doesn't crumble in the face of her actual personality, then ask her out.

If she's unreachable, then mourn your fantasy's death, and move on.

>>10452757
my room is absolutely sterile,
what would i even decorate it with? i have no interests

>>10452815
get some interests then you uncultured swine.
i recommend learning how to play bass

>>10452815
vapid nerd culture paraphernalia

>>10452815
>my room is absolutely sterile,
get a blacklight

>>10452815
Then go and find what those interests are. Read random books until you find something you like. Do the same with music and visual art. Talk to people so you can figure out what you like and what you hate in them. Put yourself out into the world so that it can bash you until the pieces of you that are integral and instrumental are elucidated. You can take it. Figure yourself out. Do drugs. Have sex. Play instruments or sports. Just do, and do and do until you find out why it is that you do.

Then decorate your room.

>>10452835
i dont have the money to do half that stuff

>>10452873
Then do what little of it you can do.

I highly recommend reading and listening to music. Going out to a bar or other social gatherings shouldn't be too costly. You have the internet. Take advantage of that.

>>10452915
>>10452873

My point is, live life. Otherwise you won't know yourself.

I don't care that I don't care that I don't care that I don't care that I don't care that I don't care that I don't care that I don't care that I don't care that I don't care that I don't care...I typed out all of those.

>>10449036
Pure math is possibly the only objectively flawless thing humanity has ever scratched the surface of. For a race of bipeds with developed prefrontal lobes to touch on the universal language of everything is remarkable in its own probability and could possibly hint at evidence of a plan if you're inclined to think in such a manner.

this gas is a roller coaster and these farts have such terroir. why can't my gastro always be this entertaining.

>>10449369
If you find yourself in the trap of imagining a woman as perfect, take a moment to imagine her on the toilet with explosive diarrhea. Imagine those sweat beads dripping from her red face as her intestinal tract spasms and splatters noxious flecks of poo-fluid around the rim of the bowl. Imagine how she grunts as it voids. Imagine the smell.

>>10450074
>teenagers leave the home
>out from under the rules of their parents
>find their own identities and experience their own lives for the first time
>look at these cherrypicked people I don't like
gg

>>10451310
Ride those waves like a professional surfer and pen the Iraq/Afghanistan equivalent of Helmet for My Pillow.

>>10453114
why did she have to die

>>10452119
That monkey looks so fucking serene. Like it knows the secrets of the universe and achieved total inner peace in spite of everything else.

>>10452741
Pushing dead memes beyond their expiration date is the sickest meme of all

>>10448191
How the everloving fuck is it possible to procrastinate masturbation for three hours by listening to shitty music from my high school years and shitposting on an anime imageboard in the early AM hours. I have no control over my own life.

>>10452741
>>10453220
patrician/pleb has always been a meme. even before the internet it was pretty common to hear. 4chan overuses it because 4chan overuses everything.

While I type this flux of thought my mind attempts regression into itself. But what a blessing I’ve found that as it balls its fists for translation all attempts are null. This moment is so incomprehensibly beautiful I hesitate to let these flutters of consciousness cabaret upon the screen. It’s almost perverse. Thank god my horrible prose veils any genuine apprehensibility. Oh, but how I’d love to cast an eidetic bliss of Heideggeran Being upon the unprepared /lit browser! Just wait! You’ll have your turn!

Ah! It’s ended... And I’m left with flickers of her. BEATRICE!!

>>10451512
nihilism isn't a meaning

For the first time in nearly four years, I'm actually having fun writing again. And it's all thanks to a fucking trampoline quote.

>>10450074
>some people seem happier and more socially successful than i am
>"why be introspective and self-improving when i can code my insecure resentments into my politics"

>>10448191
i'm happiest in my relationship when i stop thinking about her and start paying attention to her

>>10453377
>the eternal leftist resorts to social gaming tactics and shame when faced with a form of propaganda they aren’t equipped to combat
you never learned how to meme or deconstruct the memes and now they rule you and all the others who didn’t get involved early or learn defense mechanisms. you’re fucked nigger, say goodbye to psychic sovereignty

>>10453336
I'm not a nihilist. But ultimate purpose has nothing to do with fulfilling human interests, not even those of humanity itself, sorry.

>>10453400
prove me wrong, anon

find me a well-adjusted and happy person who roots their worldview in resentment for things merely because they're in vogue

>>10448236
Time.

>>10453441
lol you’re still mad about the /pol/ack from 2015 flooding and can’t even process what i just told you

you’re fucked you idiot, none of you can deal with memetics. its going to overwhelm and enslave all of the younger millenials and gen z. only the actual creators and those who immediately reacted with disgust towards them can deal with them. all of you are fucked forever. the internet is permanent, the memes are the new language. you can’t read it or interpret it properly, so now you’re really just an aperture for a system of thought you will never escape. call me /pol/ or whine about raycism to me, its just getting further entrapped.

too bad

>>10453485
if the meme revolution's prophets are as good at communication as you are, then it won't be as soon coming as you predict

when it comes to young people, your vaunted memes will struggle to keep pace with rupi kaur and dog gifs unless they're all sponge-gar and arthur's fist

I hate niggers.

>>10448191
religions was the biggest weapon mankind has ever come up with
but its not our fault
because we dont know any other way

>>10453525
just wait 15 years, they’ll all be p-zombies and irony poisoned. the rw will exist as an info-plague and the liberals will be cannibalized by techno-capitalists, progs fully subsumed by homo-giga sov. leftism just as a social signaling trait.
>sponegar
lamb for the slaughter anon

Death. I'd never knew I'd reflect on this most "poignant" reality
of life. First Harsha, a person who I've known for such a long
time. I'd call him a close friend. Seeing his body at the
crematorium was shocking at first but also sobering. Sobering
because of what marcus aurelius says, paraphrasing here - Your life
is a speck in eternity. There has been an endless amount of time
which has passed before you, and which will pass after you. Objects
of the phsyical realm are present only momentarily in the endless
chasm, that which we call time.
Then the death of an uncle, not just any relative. This person was
one of the good ones. He had a lot of vices, he was a drunkard and
so on, but he was a good person. It has not even been a month since
I met him. He seemed in perfect health and all of sudden you get to
know that he is no more, lost in that endless chasm, like all men
before him and all men after, Including yours truly.
All of this also takes a lot of weight off my back. Now I know that
I need to focus on the present and what's in front of me. Not
worrying about accolades, real or imaginary, praises from others,
accomplishments and so on. I can just focus on what needs to be
done. Ofcourse there is planning, but that will take its own
course.

>>10452038
Wouldn't that be 'I wish I had been?'

I really, really fucking hate Murakami.

>>10452780
>tzara references.
>>>/oven/

>>10452614
y-you too

>>10452038
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LmZfJuS4sVc

>>10454156
Who should care? How can one know if you are right in hating him? Or is this just like, your opinion man? Which is worth? And good for?

>>10448191
You fucking cunt. Do you really think you can cover your toxic personality just by acting like a *~*kawai*~* 12 year old? Grow up. And, despite what you think, the fact you're bisexual is not a good or redeeming quality that instantly makes you likeable and interesting. So just stop proclaiming every two seconds to everyone. It's just annoying.

>>10452038
there is a way, colloquial perhaps, of using 'was' to imply that the thing in question, talent, was possessed and obtained currently, and will be in the future, so at some point in the future it could be said, at that point it was originally said, if they had talent then, I am talented, I have talent, I is talent, and then in the future they look back at that point and say, I was talented: So now in the present time saying: I wish I was talented:

It is implying this movement into the future, always... so now is 30 or so seconds since you started reading this post: I was not talented at the beginning of this post, but now I can say I wish I was: but if I was at the beginning, then just after the beginning, I could say at the beginning I was.

See, 'was' can refer to a period of time, span, 'was' 'being'. I wish I was being talented.

I wish the process of being included the process of talent, for me. I wish 'span of time' speaking of the ever evading present into the future so speaking of the present is speaking about the past: so I wish I was talented a few seconds ago, which may as well be now, especially if I keep saying it.

>>10453195
>>10453377
>they have found themselves! which is why they are all the exact same!
>youre just jealous! You just wish you could be an unemployable mentally challenged crust punk burried in mountains of debt and with a drug problem!

the absolute state of leftism

Homunculus is a deep manga

>>10452757
Man, my inner ecosystem must be completely fucked.

>>10448737
Everyday I tell myself I won't drink as much coffee but I still drink a lot anyways. :(

I’m back again, here. I expected to be, honestly, but with better news. Afraid not.

Love has its ups and downs. Mostly down, but perhaps that is my pessimism showing through. I think I am infatuated, but I have no idea.

She is away at the moment. I can’t ask her out. I can’t cut to the chase. So we message. And messaging is the worst thing in the world. It is unnatural, deeply unnatural - the complete removal of that ability to voice yourself, to feel, to look at her in the flesh - oh, how God awful it is. Two more weeks. That’s all it is. Carry the vase for two more weeks... if there is a vase to carry?

She plays so many mind games. It drives me insane. First she is ecstatic to message, then she completely shuns my jokes, then she doesn’t reply - then she does reply, then she doesn’t even look at my message. What is it to be?

I wish I could know her, but she does not want to let me. I don’t blame her, frankly.

I’m half sure this relationship is doomed. Half sure. The other half is uncertain but cautiously optimistic. Frankly, I have no idea. I await her response. I will wait for her now. I’m tired of initiating. So, so tired. It drives me insane. I just need to step back, be cool, and stop obsessing. But how can I? I don’t know yet. It is making me ill. I need to write my assignments, do my applications. But I can’t. I just can’t.

I think I love you. I don’t know why I do. I hope to God your friends are not advising you to not be with me, the bitter, loveless people they are. However, anger is for another time. My time will come.

For now, a happy and glorious New Year to you all, and may your lives be filled with happiness and advancement.

Fell in love with the best woman of my life. Everything is going well, 5 months in, and we're talking about our future together and all the happy years we'll share. And then one day she tells me that she used to do threesomes all the time and get fucked by two dudes at once.

Makes me sick to think about. Makes me feel inadequate. Makes me feel small. Makes me feel like walking away from the love of my life.

If only my male friends had the bodies of my females of interests or the female interests had the minds of my male friends.

alas

My feelings hurt lol

>>10454508
Dump her for the mind games. Find someone who appreciates you for you, and who loves you. You have to go through a few of these to know the difference, but once you do, you'll learn. You'll find someone who loves you for who you are, and wouldn't do this shit. Take a step back, and focus on your own life and being happy alone. Learn to find your happiness within yourself.

>>10454579
There's a girl out there like this for you. Just have to go and find her.

>>10454578
two dudes werent enough until you waltzed in, congratulations

>>10454578
yeah for 7/10’s and up this is starting to become fairly common. you really have to vwt these people better anon, its obvious which ones are amoral from social media and how they talk. do better next time. someone like that can’t be trusted

I have been dosing some decent amount of redpill

and i FEEL BOTH ANGERED DEPRESSED YET ENTHUSIASTIC to taking it more

i FEEL LIKE ITS A ROAD OF ROTTEN PAIDMENTS LEADING TO A WISER LIFE

CHEERS

>>10454627
I genuinely appreciate your comment. I’m the first you quoted. She keeps doing it, too. Thank you.

>>10454766
I meant it man. Focus on building yourself and generating your happiness from within.

At the most, use her to become better at sex. Better at cunnilingus. Sounds silly but trust me on this one. Use this as a learning opportunity as a whole, and don't view this as the love of your life, because it isn't. But what you learn may help you with the love of your life. Distinguishing her, appreciating her more, pleasing her sexually, etc, etc.

Take this as a word from the wise.

>>10454671
The problem is, she's moral as fuck and dead honest. And then there's this.

>>10454814
Quite. I’m sure she is not the love of my life either. My gut, strange as it sounds, also seems to indicate so. Overexcitement, as ever.

It’s time to get back to work. I’ll never know who you are Anon, but a weight is lifted off my mind, and something just clicked thanks to your post. Wishing you well.

>>10449029
When you reach Nirvana, History starts.

>>10453205
'cause Hitei is better.

>>10454605
lol noob

I'm actually on the brink of Insanity. Probably I have to kill her to get my peace back.

>>10455140
I advise against it.

Let me count the ways there are to say the same thing.

>>10454814
>become better sex
>get better at licking pussy
ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

oh my

>>10454766
imagine if shes not playing mind games, shes just busy and gets to her phone when she can and feels like it, and you are just over thinking and imagine inventing all these possibilities and experiencing them as real? So imagine bringing up any of this to her before you lash out something drastic at something that might not be real

>>10455444
I broke up with her nearly 3 years ago. I fucked up, because one year after I've broke up with her I went Insane because I realized she was The One. And now she doesn't give a fuck about me. I am truly obsessed about this women... I'm in Hell Anon

Imagine having convinced ten girls to come sleep with you and on every occasion you lost interest/became afraid of fucking her when push came to shove haha lol

Just end me now what's the point

>>10455489
embrace insanity and cut ties

allow her to be the rite that banishes you from this place, let the soul pour itself out, leak into the world

there’s only bleeding, bleed into a sacred body

Raiden limped his deteriorating body to the creek outside his cabin. It was his nightly ritual, after all. Go down to the creek, light up a blunt, and watch as the sun goes down and hope a portal opens up. Even after over 20 years of redundancy he held out hope that his life would once again have meaning. You never know what you have until it's take from you. This was a fact Raiden had learned the hard way. When Gordon died on Max's grave he thought he was free....but life had proven quite the opposite. So here he sits. Right where he pulled Chloe's body out of the river over 50 years ago. As the sky turned dark and the air turned cold, he finished his blunt and went back inside to go to sleep. He hadn't had a restful sleep since he returned from hell. And every dream is filled with Max's screams of agony and her face being torn off by the harpies. But it was what she had chosen, and thanks to her you're not down there with them.

Thank you, Max.

>>10455483
Well, allow me to update you. She looked at my message, replied a one word answer, I replied with a question, to which she just replied ‘nop’. She could’ve very easily expanded upon it, she did not. I’ve left it for now.

I do overthink and I do invent a thousand possibilities, you have read me very well. I won’t bring up anything to her. But I think she has turned. I don’t know why she has however, but I’m done for a few days with her.

>>10455489
You are overreacting. Get a hold of yourself.

>>10455495
Why did you become afraid?

um

fugg it cold

>>10455538
I think I got afraid because I didn't want to make a mistake or something stupid like that I really don't know

>>10455489
I'm telling you anon, if you actually kill her you'll fuck yourself irreversibly. You can still get out of this, it's just obsession. Many have gone through it. You don't know what insanity is yet.

>>10455547
No other thing I can tell you other than you have to fail before you succeed. It’s not really an issue of confidence, clearly. More one of irrational thought.

uhhh

Warm cum laced the tracings of her mouth. The contours of her cheeks gave way as she gasped at the volume of viscid white fluid on her nose and lips. She looked at me--I'll never forget--irresolute and condemning. The look a woman gives you when you've been holding out on her. But how could she think this, especially about me?

>>10448191
I have no peace.

>>10455559
Feel I've failed enough desu
Worst part is I fucking love eating cunt.

>>10455550
I don't even allow myself to fap to her anymore, it only makes it worse. I had girlfriends in between, but I could only cum by the thought of her. The weird thing is she is Single since I left her, and she fucking matured. Yea, she is now an independent Women, while she was my Slave before. Probably I miss her because of that, 'cause she was like my Toy...

>>10454338
Me on the right
Also you didn’t reply to anything he said, or address why being what you call an “unemployable mentally challenged crust punk” is such a common choice for young people nowadays.

Nervous about my job, want more but unsure where to look. Nervous about my future with my girlfriend hopefully it all works out. Feeling weird after a male friend said he wanted to fuck me while he was drunk via text. Feel too old for this shit.

>>10455655
Bill Murray!?

that feel when no girlfriend

If Ive never been in a loving relationship that means IM literally retarded? missing an experience that makes adult people adult?

God wills it.

QUESTION ㅡ

Do guys have feelings?

To what extent? Are they capable of missing someone?

I always get that all the time, that they miss me and love me and I'm perfect blah blah, but I wonder.. do they actually have feelings? Are boys even real?!?!?!?!?!!?

drug addicts should all be brutally murdered

>>10455942
When I talk with my friends I feel like I'm the only one that does

>>10455942
Feelings are a woman thing, we men are more like automatons with some routines to deal with primal desires.

>>10454578
>>10454838
Don't be a pussy, dude. Think of it this way: she trusts you enough to tell you, and that's quite a lot of trust given how people normally react. What bothers you about this, exactly? Why don't you voice your feelings to her instead of just walking away?

>>10455976
that does what? have feelings??!?!?!?!!

>>10455985
that sounds terrible, lmao.

so people don't feel?!?!?! you people?! :( ........ ?!?!?!?!?! what the heck.


but really, do guys actually feel though? do you miss things? or girls? or females?!?!?!?!?!?! how would you describe missing someone?!?! ^^!!!!

>>10455942
They can miss you if your body and/or mind gives them pleasure, just like a person may miss tacos or pizza after not having it in a while.

>>10455996
or are guys more mission focused like, they don't miss things and only care about what to do next?


i'm just trying to figure out, if someone says they miss you and what not and they're a guy, like.. do they actually take time and reflect and miss things and what not? it just seems really surprising to me!

>>10455988
Yeah
Atleast the capital R Romantic ones for girls

basically i'm wondering if "missing" someone is like, a fleeting thought , OR do they have a craving need and miss every second of the day?!?! milisecond even?!?!?! and it just consumes them for every day throughout the entire day?!?!?!?!?!

idkkkkkkkkk @_@_@_@_@_@_@_@@@!!!

>>10456004
stop wasting time here. We are still human.

>>10456013
stop

>>10455996
>>10456004
Damnit stop memeing I was being honest

>>10456013
fuck off anon

>>10456018
>>10456015
lmao okay :(..... i still don't know... just tell me!!!!!! is it like a 'simple thing' or do they actually think 25/8? i mean sometimes what they say helps, like they think of me when they wake / before they sleep / hope they dream of me, or "all i can think about is... (insert something about me") or "i cant stop thinking about you" etc etc

but i'm just wondering if that's just, in that brief fleeting moment? or do they actually think about me every second? LMAO omg as i'm typing this is ound so retarded AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

ok don't answe rme, fuck it i don't even care anymore OH MY GOD !!!!!A;LKSDFLKDSJF .

Free your inner orthodox caveman.

>>10456022
how am i memeing? you're telling me that guys are just robots with primal desires? so that doesn't include missing or loving, right? what the fuck is even love to them then?!?!?!?!?!-_-!!!!! DO THEY EVEN LOVE?!?!?!?!!? or miss?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

i really wish i could understand ..... :(!!!! like how boys work in general or w/e idc im going to die alone fuck it!!!!!! XDDDDDD.

>>10455996
as a human male I can tell you a secret, the less time has passed since the last ejaculation, the more feminine and vulnerable a man is the reverse is also true

from abstinence of ejaculation, testosterone and masculinity builds up. you have less feelings and more strength

>>10456028

take your meds and go to sleep anon

>>10456037
uhh ok? so if they have lots of sex they don't love? somewhere in one of the books i read recently it said that sex was an expression of male love. ????? -_-? or that's how men express themselves / that they love-care?!?!?! idk if this is true but yes.

so lets say they are vulnerable atm, or whatever, are they expressing love that already existed or are you saying they get more simpy and love-y the longer they go without sex/ejaculation, which is the opposite of what i read (saying that sex is correlated with love for men)? wtf am i even saying?!?!?!?!?!

>>10456039
order me food :( .... im just procrastinating by being in la la land and thinking retarded things when i should be working omg lsdjf ahhhhh

>>10455530
Is this MK Raiden or MG Raiden?

I wish I had died in Europe.

>>10456054
go away you stupid fucking thot whore, no one wants to baby you. go on tinder or IG and get some faggot to dip his cock in your ass and pay for your food you INFANTILE WASTE OF LIFE

>>10456141
I know how to cook so fuck off dumb twat. Why the fuck would I give my info to strangers on the internet? You think I wanted you to pay for my food you fucking moron? Get a life, loser.

Letting women vote was the biggest mistake the west ever made. Now a country's fate can be changed simply by appealing to a womens emotions.
Maybe Shariah Law isn't so bad.

There's a nothing that is nothing because it can't be no thing. This nothing isn't nothing not because it can't be something, but because being some thing would make it be no thing. It not being some thing makes it so it can be any thing, but because something can't be anything, nothing becomes everything, which makes it so every thing can't be no thing.

>>10456549
*gurgle* gaaaaaaaaaaaaa

>>10455945
Drug pushers should go first, like the jewish sackler family who started the opioid epidemic.

I want to be a saint.
I want to die, die right,
die, so that I do not have to
sin anymore,
reject anymore,
hate anymore.

>not a poem

>>10456779
yea, and the spoonmakers started the obesity epidemic, and guns kill people

A girl I've been friends with since school has asked me to come over to her flat while I'm back home from uni to chat for a while and have coffee but I've somehow got it in my head that it will end up in us fucking and part of me would like to but a larger part doesn't. She is decent looking, fairly /lit/, a "Potter" fan, and surprisingly more of normie than used to think. I doubt we would even be able to talk afterwards because of how awkward it could be. I don't want her as a girlfriend. I certainately don't want her as a long distance girlfriend. But I also have fucked no-one in a long time. Now I'm convincing myself all she wants is a simple catch up. But can I be sure?

>>10456924
No, the Sackler opioid issue is pretty plain, clear, and well documented.

>>10456955
She's fucking friendzoned you, she doesn't want you you fucking retard. Stop thinking any time a girl looks your way it means she wants to jump you.

YOU'RE A GOD DAMN BRO FRIEND!.

retard guys be like "wow she texted me, she must want marriage"

lol??????? holy fuck, a lot of girls think guys and girls can be just friends. fucking virgin losers i swear to god....

>>10456970
isn't it doctor and psychiatrist fault for prescribing them?

>>10457046
Not so much when they've been bribed to prescribe it en masse and when studies on the addictive qualities get suppressed for the purpose of getting people hooked.

I wake up to a silent grey
Seems the despair is here to stay
Hopelessness closes in
There wasn't ever a way to win
The regrets pile on
The time for change long gone
All I've been able to achieve
is more self-sabotage than you'd believe
Every day is worse than the last
I find myself living in the past
I live only not to die
Though sometimes I wonder why

>>10457077
>when studies on the addictive qualities get suppressed
Thats a cop out, its pretty common obvious knowledge that certain pleasure giving things are addictive, from coffee to cigarettes, to sex, to soda, junk food, fast food... its not an appropriate excuse: I didnt know these 'make you feel good drugs' were addictive
It has always been common knowledge 'non over the counter drugs' have some seriousness too them, and withdrawl symptoms are common.

>Not so much when they've been bribed to prescribe

Yeah, thats their fault... "It was sooo horrible... I am a victim... they made me accept tens of thousands of dollars to sign a piece of paper and suggest my patient take good feel addicty pill A instead of B. Could we all, psychiatrists suggest they take no pills? Are there pills that make you feel good that are not addicting? That are not lethal? Why did not years ago it be made illegal for me to accept bribes, and for these drugs to exist legally? Benefit outways harm? Says?

>>10457129
Why are you apologizing for a billion dollar pharmaceutical company that has produced a product that has led to the deaths of tens of thousands of working class whites? Because it's owned by a jewish family and you're jewish too?

>>10457149
Different anon here.
>working class whites
>implying you sympathize or empathize, let alone identify with them
They're just a prop for your arguments.

>>10457156
A more reasonable conclusion to draw is that I care about the well-being of my own people and dislike those who don't.

>>10457189
>my own people
Keep telling yourself that.

Ive been trying more and more to adopt the "dont be sad because it ended, be happy that it happened" and a "better to have loved than lost than to have never have loved before" attitude, and to an extent I have accepted things more but I still think ignorance is bliss in the sense of certain experiences. Thing is, you dont know what experiences are best left absent, its something thats only seeable with hindsight. And learning that made me accept that my mistakes were sincere which is what I think matters most. Dont be sad because it ended, be content knowing that you couldnt have known better.

What is this type of writing called? I really enjoy writing like this

>>10457149
playing devils advocate bruv, so you don't go out into the real world and make the cause you support appear lame by your illthought arguments

>>10457206
What arguments? All I did was point out facts. What's still unclear is why those facts bother you.

>>10457212
What did they do that was against the law? Why are you apologizing for pshiatrists that took the bribes, was it against the law? Do you have proof of the bribe taking? Do you have substantial proof that the drugs should be made illegal and sold to no one? Do you have substantial proof a substantial number of people taking the drugs did not know there was addictive qualities? Did not know they should not mix the drugs with alcohol?

And you do not think a decent portion of the epidemic is people looking to get high on drugs? Obtaining them illegally?

>that has produced a product that has led to the deaths of tens of thousands of working class whites?
Cars? Alcohol? Guns? Cigs?

>>10457217
The problem starts at the top, why are you blaming people who were doing what they were told/paid to do instead of the jews running the company? Again I'll ask, because you're jewish? Purdue has been involved in numerous law suits over this, so why are you both asking to be spoofed information while at the same time asserting such a strong position like you already know everything? What is your motivation for defending the jewish drug company responsible for the opioid epidemic?

>>10449004
Sorry Hank

>>10457238
I already told you my motivation: attempting to find holes in your understanding, bias, perspective, motives, cloudy emotional thinking

Person creates drug that makes people feel good, is somewhat addictive:

Some people go to doctor and doctor says take this, and they say: Ok.

Some people hear about how a drug exists that makes you feel good, they don't go to the doctor but get it another way: I dont think you can ignore the percentage of the total epidemic numbers of these: people who seek it recreationally, or addictively (not the makers of sugars fault that people addictively seek it) (though yes the manufacturers of sugar should not be writing laws in government).

You are saying the first group of people, should have never trusted their doctors in taking the drug: they should have taken another drug, do you know the other drugs they should have taken, or believe they could have been fine taking none?

Do you think the drug made, should never have been allowed to be sold to the public, should have always been a class 1 or class 1 uber tippy top super illegal substance? Or it should only be legal in extreme situations only? Only .000000001% of the population should have access to it, and this is determined by a super authoritative perfect philosopher biology kings panel of wise elders?

>>10457149
>completely schizo
>also doesn’t know the opiates are mostly from cartels and china, afghan, iranian drug trade
>joos! i must focus on these billionaire pharma faggots but not the whyte ones like the Battencourts because im a shit heel

>>10457281
>is somewhat addictive

Stop portraying yourself as objective here, you are lying intentionally.

A jewish drug company is responsible for tens of thousands of deaths, covered up research into the effects of their product, and engaged in wide-scale bribery. Why are you defending that company? Because you're also jewish?

>>10457296
The jewish family-owned opioid company in question, Purdue, gets much of its product from Afghanistan. The jewish Sassoon family was also responsible for the opium wars in China.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sassoon_family

>>10455942
You reap what you sow. Do you miss them?

>>10453190
Jfc I just realized I'm in love with my gf

>>10457304
No, I am not defending them, just wondering what the law is, was, and should be, how it should have been forced, and how seriously, sincerely, practically, legitly you will answer this. Pretend everyone in the world is watching you: what should have been done, when it was first found out that the drugs in question were addictive, and when mixed with alcohol could be lethal, (and taking too much could be lethal), and that they make you feel good.

How much proof is there that how many doctors prescribing the drugs were bribed to do so? What is the legality in relation to that?

If the doctors (white european ones) prescribed the drugs of their own accord without bribe, would you have a problem?

>>10457319
big berry

>>10457316
miss who?

>>10457324
There are problems down the line, but those problems begin at the top with the jewish drug company Purdue and their involvement in covering up the addictive properties of their product and engaging in bribery to push it on a mass scale.

>>10457345
you type like a subhuman shitskinned teenage girl retard, hitler is frowning down on you from heaven, with your tape recorded responses, you speak with conviction but have no deeper understanding, your heart and mind is in the right place, but repeating your simple phrases over and over again is not going to do anything, unless you have deeper proof of what is wrong and right.

>engaging in bribery to push it on a mass scale.
You mean lobbying and advertising? Not illegal.

>but those problems begin at the top with the jewish drug company Purdue and their involvement in covering up the addictive properties

>their involvement in covering up the addictive properties

Source? I always thought it was common knowledge most painkillers are addictive.

"The Super Master White Supreme Superior Man didnt know the feely good pills were addictive!!! he thought he just wanted to feely weely good awot!!! its not his faullt!!!! The big bad jew should have held his hand firmer!!! And not offered his wares on the free market to be bought at beware

>>10457355
you type how you look lmao. fucking kid who always had boogers in his nose lmao

>>10457345
for both our sakes I hope we are trolling each other

I want to make a thread here on /lit/ defining what psychopathy actually is, but everyone will ignore it like usual. Or worse, the janitors will delete it and ban me for three days.

>>10454893
>When you reach Nirvana, History starts.
I get that on drugs but I don't think actually

>>10457355
You are a jew who is upset that a non-jew is exposing how a jewish company is responsible for the opioid epidemic. Why can't you just admit this?

>>10457372
what is it actually?

>>10457202
>better to have loved than lost than to have never have loved before

>are normies right about anyth_

>>10457372

>>10457378
Psychopaths have emotions and feelings just like everyone else. Psychopaths simply lack the innate desire for other to be happy and well off.

Everyone keeps saying that psychopaths don't have empathy; they do.

>>10457387
Isn't that a sociopath, that lacks understanding of interpersonal happiness?

A psychopath is clinically challenged, one or more disorders. incapable of readying themselves psychologically for basic behavioral tasks.

>>10457377
>Why can't you just admit this?
because its not true. It would be easier for you to believe that, so then you wouldnt have to focus on my questions and desire to pry and prod and poke into the conjecture, declarations, evidence, and laws. I just want to know the Truth. Your belief that jews have disproportionate power, and some or all want to use that power to intentionally harm whites, leads you to conclude that this family created a harmful drug (more harmful than redeeming qualities?) to harm whites/people, and then did so.

It makes you see the reality of the scenario from a tinted view. So then you need evidence to uphold it, like the bribery and forced, to make it seem like the people didnt know what they were seeking: what percentage of the epidemic is of people seeking the drugs for recreation?

List me the things the drugs are prescribed for?

What do you think of alcohol?

Is all you are saying first and foremost: When it was discovered that the Drug was x amount addictive: and under conditions q,y,z could be lethal: that that should have been placed on the label, so people prescribed the drug would know?

Is that all you are saying?

>>10457387
oh, I read psychopathy as psychotherapy.

>Everyone keeps saying that psychopaths don't have empathy; they do.

Its possible, or common for them to have very little, which is where the assumption comes from?

>>10457377
what do you think of the alcohol and cigarette epidemic, and obesity epidemic?

>>10457406
Psychopaths have empathy. Empathy is literally just understanding that someone is (for example) sad and then remembering a time when they felt the same. Psychopaths have emotions so it must follow that they have empathy.

The difference is that psychopaths don't care if others are (for example) sad.

>>10457399
It is true. Look at you, you are refusing to answer questions about whether or not you're jewish and are trying to drag the discussion in bizarre directions to get it away from the fact that the jewish Sackler family is responsible for the opioid epidemic. It's not ambiguous, their actions are well-documented, and their actions have led to tens of thousands of white deaths. And you are acting in your tribal interests to steer the conversation away from that.

>>10457418
but usually the use and conception of the term empathy is in relation to the fact of the caring: the understanding of anothers pain, as similar to your pain, and not wanting yourself to feel it, so not wanting another to feel it, is usually a bundled package:

So to realize that another person can be sad, in some sense empathy is the: would be sad if made that person sad:

If a psychopath knows and understands the negativity of a person feeling sad, but that does not stop them from purposefully making that person sad:

Yes you can say they are empathetic...they have basic understanding skills.. but they just dont care.

I guess its a bit of semantic meaning:

When people say they are not empathatic, they are likely referring to that usually other half of the bundle: the decision to not make others feel bad, because you dont like to feel bad:

>>10457410
Why ask this? The was Jews operate is to do horribly unethical things and then convince themselves that what they're doing is actually okay. That's why they get so defensive when you accuse them of being greedy, heartless vermin: they aren't aware they are.

>>10457427
If I was Jewish why would I want a billionaire family to succeed? Fuck that let me get in on that lawsuit. Fuck those greedy scummy fuckers!!! if they are guilty, which is all I was trying to ask about, you deflective, teenage twat

>>10457431
>Why ask this?
you have a problem with the harm opiates do: im asking if you have a problem with the harm alcohol, cigarettes, and foods that promote obesity does?

>>10457438
Jews protect their own and that's natural for a tribal people, whereas whites and their abstract principles will routinely attack their own ... even for exposing the jews who are attacking them.

>>10457444
Those are mostly all owned by Jewish families.

>>10457454
No they don't "literally" kill people. Their drugs kill people you dumb dumb.

>>10457454
>oh god oh no junkie losers are dying all over the world whatever will we do about it??

>>10457457
Only the greatest of idiots repeat that libertarian bumper sticker slogan anymore, anon.

>>10457465
Are you trying not to think? How did they become junkies in the first place? The jewish Sackler family is why.

>>10457476
I'm not a junkie, so what's the difference between them and me? Did the Sackler Jews force feed them drugs?

When I made mistakes sometimes as a kid, I thought
>If only I could go back in time, and fix this somehow. I would do anything for that chance!
I started to live in a way where, I would consider what future me would regret, and I would try to do something to change that, in the present(past). It didn't save me from a lot of bad decisions, it just made me very paranoid.

>>10457483
When you become less retarded you'll realize how idiotic this radical individualist phase of yours was.

>>10457483
apparently on the package it said 'non addictive' and non lethal,

And apparently a lot of people got a hold of the drugs on the black market and mixed them with alcohol and other stuff to die. And who would have guessed the 'make you feel real good pills' were in anyway addictive

hahaahahahaa fake /pol/ poster here, bored on the late shift at work, I just baited the shit out of all you suckers bahahahahha, why would I care if some idiots believed there was a magic non addictive happy pill, that when you took over 180 of them you might OD, well I am jealous of jews, and there is a rich one, so hey, guys, be mad at them!!! my life sucks!!! it feels good to be mad, gives me any feeling of power when I have none

>>10457513
It's less of a problem for people like yourself whose doses are carefully monitored by the state.

Listening to the new Bladee album it's mind blowing

Why does my mom spend all day watching Forensic Files? Doesn't it seem kind of fucked up to anyone else that gruesome retellings of homicide and rape air on regular TV for the purpose of entertainment?

The red pill is followed by too many narcissistic asshats who lack integrity and basic decency, justifying themselves on naturalistic fallacies without taking into consideration just how stupidly complex the human species is.

Not that they're not right about some things.

And for some reason I can't take seriously the name "red pill" itself.

>>10457562
life is so boring, repetitive, monotonous. Anything to get the primal juices flowing, some adrenaline, some schadenfreude (my life is nice and easy and I still find reasons to hate it and go crazy, but ok, its not so bad now that I have watched 100 hours of rape and murder...and hey, nothing else on tv is as visceral and guttural, and real than this, to think that there is even the chance one of these people exist out in the world, gives me the feeling like riding a roller coaster, or walking through a haunted house...and we know feelings of any kind are hard to come by, besides blasé despair and emptyness, plus the actors are handsome, and speak in a serious immediate tone, my life is serious, but not as serious and important as this, so it lets me experience by proxy this possibly meaningful good brave heroic life: while also gently touching my repressed rape fetish fantasy...like really, a murder could be out and about, could brush against my ass at the grocery store...it is very exciting to think about)

>>10457456
Ok, are you preparing your loud speaker and podium to make your address to all the whites of the world, that you are banning alcohol and cigarettes? Care to give us a snippet of that address?

"I don't know I just don't trust Jews. And with good reason I might add." The young man leaned over his balcony and took a deep breath while staring into the distance. "All this talk of 600 trillion... I just don't know if I believe it. Does that make me an anti-semite?" The old man grimaced and turned away.

At this same moment half way around the world, a decorum is held in the Israeli High Chamber. Word has gotten out and is beginning to spread: it's not possible that so many Jews could die. There weren't even 6 million Jews in Europe at the time.

Modern American internet culture (mainly on Twitter and youtube) is one of the most vile things I have seen.

What is the relationship between thought, action and intent? In my own mind, there is a clear disconnect between one another, each fighting for the attention of my concious. Consequently, my actions are often unintended and are delivered with little thought.

When head reaches bed, I think, reflect and each painful night I realise the person acting under the sun differs from the one trapped in my mind.