/lit/ - Literature

Tonight I finely did it. I broke. The loneliness won, she started to enter back in my mind and there was nothing I could to stop it. It's been a few months since I last talked to her and she still hasn't abandoned my thoughts. I cried again tonight, I woke up from sleeping and when I tried to get back to sleep I just broke down in tears. It's not just her I feel like I'm losing the connection I have with all my friends. We still hang out it's just that I feel like I don't belong, which is why half the time I just don't want to be with them. But I just know if I lose them I will give up and just die alone.

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I became a nurse after wanting to be writer. I sucked at writing anyways since I was pretty sociopathic when I tried it. Maybe after learning to help people and what it feels like to save lives then I will come back to writing with an actual perspective. Or perhaps I will just stay a nurse and cut writing out all together.

Books for this?

Fuck Doomers. Give me books about Pagliaccis.