/lit/ - Literature

>read every day; finished Crime and Punishment yesterday, now reading Vita Activa by Arendt and a book about philosophy of science
>be an "exceptionally good" writer, have written two novellas
>lift five times a week, focusing both on strength and aesthetics; be stronger than 95% of people my weight, and not bad looking
>pray, meditate and read the Bible daily
>sing well
>no-fap, no porn and no premarital sex
>be thrifty and prudent; own 9000 euros + about 3000 euros of receivable debt, and a newish car
>do well in uni, be respected among peers
>have a job for the summer, and most likely for the summers to come as well, and do volunteer work, too
>be considered funny, and an interesting conversationalist
>be confident, but not arrogant: know when you are good at something, but always acknowledge your shortcomings, which there still are plenty of
>have clear plans for the future and move towards my goals steadily
>always seek to improve yourself in every way
>still no gf, because women are so basic

Is it really too much to ask to find a girl, who has the same attitude towards life as I do? We have duties towards God, our country, the people around us, our ancestors and our future descendants, and I seek to fulfill these duties the best I can. I want to become the absolute best man I can be, but I'm yet to meet a girl who wants to become the best woman. I just want someone to walk this road with, but even the Christian women I meet tend to be pretty vapid and average. I know girls, who would undoubtedly become my gf if I asked them to, but none of them are of adequate "quality" for me.

>tfw no muse, who would become the mother of my children