/lit/ - Literature

a crappy day today. my neighbor had a stroke or something and was apparently dead or not breathing for several minutes and is still in emergency at the hospital, and ive been in a funk all day. having a shower i got this weird sensation of deja vu followed by a feeling of sickness and lightheartedness afterwards, and this was right before i was supposed to drive with my parents to visit my nephew for his birthday because I really wanted to see them, but ive just felt sick and exhausted and like two blocks from my house I started feeling something akin to a panic attack or something and made a bit of a scene by abruptly asking them to stop the car and let me out because im just feeling so sickly that theres no way I can visit people and socialize

what a life, man.

oh god i drunkenly messaged like 3 different people last night at like 4 am, one i haven't seen in years and stopped talking to regularly a loong time ago, and now that I am sober I definitely regret it. no one even responded yet lmao. feeling pretty cringe right now. much shame and embarrassment

>finished a book a few days ago and cant decide what to read next

do you guys mind if i practice my philosophy here? let me know if theres something you dont come to terms with or would like to further develop,

>god exists
>all men are equal
>all women are equal
>men and women are inequal
>there is a default man

although development of this idea is amateur and young i believe that a man is default by age, meaning as he grows older he finds himself similar compared to other men and two honest men can think alike, however somewhere in their upbringing or childhood causes them to change (caused drastically by the female)

>tfw slowly forgeting everything i read
should i kill myself?

>>8404209
>tfw too smart for intelligence

Is perception really reality?