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>>11103186
It's a bittersweet feel.

>>8985531
stop bein a bitch nigga bitch nigga
slam that shit
i did 700mg my first time and i was probably a fuck of a lot younger than you
i weighed 120 and did 3rd plat first time stop being a faggot you'll be disappointed when your first experience is shit because you never get that magic back
So do a lot trust me
ill never live again like the moment tweakin high and sippin when i realized that there was an Acacia tree in front of me and that doesn't normally happen
You'll hate yourself forever because now I can't have that magic
I can't even talk right
can't speak in public, I have panic attacks walking in public,
My only 'friends' come to buy weed and bars
Only two weeks clean, but 6 months ago it was 5 years
still addicted to vyv
still hate people
don't lose that magic
Save it while you can and don't go looking for it again
Seriously, you can't find it again,

man im not tryna cry
gonna go get some more dope

Just
Don't chase it

I used to be so alive, hated everything , actually did things , fought against people and fought people and bought my own food and
I can't finish a thought or a sentance
I can't go 2 waking hours without smoking and its not even fun
But being sober is worse and I can't even leave the house or everybody talks about me worse than meff and I I dont know why, I don't even fuck with anything g hbut meth and weed anymore , haven't touched dex in a minte but I have to bgo back to check and see what this sentence was about every 30 seconds and I just want to hate things and feel like I affect somebodies life at all
Dont
Don't do after that magic
It doesn't get you anything
But me
Do you want to be me
Fuck off go
Do sports or
Soemtjjng

I want to sniff a couole bars one of thse days
Not a couple, 8 or 19 all in one bump with a milkshake straw and ill put the last of my lucy and e on my tongue and wash it out with dxm and the most expensive litre of burbon qfc has at a goddamn 3 in the morning g'