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>>10448818
Nah you're just finding excuses to self flagellate, while I'm not sure why you want to punish yourself I can assure you everyone's at least a little bit narcissistic and probably most are more narcissistic than yourself.

I reckon to do anything you have to have some love for yourself as a prerequisite. Like how I'm typing out this post mostly because it gives me a topic to think about and structure into a post, however I also am doing this taking pleasure from the fact that I'm a competent enough person to give potentially good advice to a stranger on the internet.

I don't know much about psychology but I do know that narcissists tend to be insecure or at least prone to neuroticism, I think that's why you're so dissatisfied with simply being capable of accusing yourself of narcissistic motivations.

Basically you should cut yourself a break because narcissism is needed to function in reasonable doses.

The way you're describing your thought pattern is like looking at a beautiful naked hooker and bending her over just to stab her anus with your finger, lick the finger and proceed to cry about how in your eyes she's covered in shit.

I hope I was helpful anon.