/lit/ - Literature

Feeling pretty down today, enough so to come back to this shithole. I used to be able to sustain myself on the hope of seeing my high school friends (my only friends) during term breaks, but now they all have gf's and jobs and prospects and stuff it's not the same and I don't get the joy out of it I once did. I'm very lonely. I don't know what I'm doing with my life, I haven't since I left for college (probably why I cling to those old friends so much). I need to get a job or apply to grad school, but I don't want to do either. I don't really _want_ anything anymore, that's the problem. Well that's not strictly true, but there isn't any overlap between the world I imagine and what I could actually create anymore. I don't have any motivation to read or write or go /out/ or draw or whatever. I'm just bored. Maybe I should give up and try to get prescribed pills.

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Such is the condition of modern man. At first I thought something was wrong with me but it turns out normies only have throwaway friends as well. I don't know how they can bear it.

I think I'm going to retreat into my imagination zone. Living just ain't for me.