/lit/ - Literature

WHY CANT I WRITE? WHY DO I LACK TALENT? WHY CANT I SIMPLY BE ONE?
IS IT TOO LATE TO LEARN?
THE BRAIN IS TOO OLD NOW, TOO SETTLED IN ITS WAYS, THEY TALK OF FREEDOM AND WILL
MEAT MACHINE WILLS ME

ILL NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER BE A WRITER.
I cant write, and like me there's none.
Anything I could ever hope to write, anyone would ignore on quality and merit alone.
Birth was another one that followed, I am unfit for art, on expectation I should do something else, what others think will be real to my experience, I have not even one artistic gene in my entire makeup, what good can it bring? To be like this, mute and idiotic, if I can't do art then I am wasted sentient meat, what's so good about it? what's so unique about me? Why mind doing nothing, art, that's why. Just wanted to do something with my name on it, make sense after I am dead, I won't know but it's about pride.
I'm too old, too stupid, too simple too ever make it, my prose is pedestrian.

>>20682661
So I can't learn? I knew it, natural talent is god, determinism, billion years before birth I was here, writing this post, failing, I'll succeed a million years after, no longer relevant at that point.

PAINFUL
FUTURIST FANTASY

AWAITING MARS WHILE THEY CHOKE TO DEATH
WHO WILL TELL HIM
LAND RAN OUT A LONG TIME AGO
DIE GET PUSHED INTO OBLIVION FOREVER
USELESS SACK OF SHIT

DIE HUMAN