/lit/ - Literature

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>meet a girl two months ago
>go on a date
>she tells me she’s leaving to go home to New Zealand at the end of the year
>we start dating anyway
>makes me happier than I’ve been in a while
>in fact, makes me forgot about my ex altogether
>slowly start to fall for her
>she has this persona that makes you just want to hold her forever and make sure she’s safe and protected
>push the fact that she’s leaving out of my head until the day arrives where she goes
>anticipating saying goodbye to her before she leaves for the airport
>instead, I get a long message saying that she actually left early that morning and that she didn’t tell me because she couldn’t bear to say goodbye and that she thought it’d be easier for both of us to keep a memory of each other at a time when we were happy, rather than one where we were leaving each other
>say that’s its understandable and hope that she has a nice life
>mfw I’d bought her a second-hand 1890s collection of the Romantic poets (a shared passion) and inscribed a note inside just talking about how much I’d enjoyed our time together
>mfw it’s now just sitting on my shelf looking sad while she’s flying to the other side of the world and I’m just lying in bed feeling like an idiot for falling in love with a girl that I could never be together with

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