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>tfw very emotional and a hopeless romantic inwardly, but cold and stoic outwardly

I'm constantly afraid that people will misunderstand who I really am. Is there any way I can showcase more of my inner emotions without looking pathetic?

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I also love dominant women more than anything in the world. I don't really want to be infantized by them, but I want someone I can rely on for guidance and to be a shoulder to cry on when need be. Maybe it's just because I'm a fairly effeminate man, or the fact that I grew up surrounded by positive female role models, but the idea of a truly strong-willed and intelligent woman is the most beautiful thing to me. The idea of such power and resilience residing in such a delicate body just drives me wild. I've also found femininity to be a lot more fascinating than masculinity as I've grown older.

I guess I could call myself a feminist, but that becomes difficult in this day and age when the term has been hijacked by capitalism to promote savage careerism and alienation between the sexes. That makes me angry more than anything else since it means that women aren't encouraged to grow spiritually and form real human connections with people. It's all about them prostituting themselves (often literally) to the larger system.

Ideally, all I want is a woman who I can love based on mutual understanding and submit to her wholly. A relationship where I can really be hers and support her through her own troubles as much as she supports me with mine.