/lit/ - Literature

where the hell do you guys find cheap books
every used bookstore in my city is still expensive and online stores are too

>have 6 contacts on my phone, 4 of those are family
>deleted all of my social media accounts
>lost contact with all the people I used to know.
>realized that most people smile when youre in their presence but will talk behind your back, try to humilliate you, talk shit about you and mock you when they are with other people
Books for this feel that will help me understand and cope with the pain, solitude, loneliness and fakeness of this modern world? I'm so lonely but feel better than having to deal with fake people who dont care for you at all.