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>>12329469
>Fact is, you don't want to die badly enough to kill yourself.
I'd say this is true. I'm not adequate at explaining really what I went through because I know the causes to a degree and they were mainly based on what I thought of myself and the world around me. It wasn't an easy decision, and I though about it a long time before willing accepting life's burdens. It just became clear that if you carry that weight and accept your limitations, you will become stronger. I couldn't let go of existence and the beauty of nature so I decided to do something about it.

>>12332046
I appreciate the response. Isolation is tough to break but for me it has healed me because it gave me time to analyze my own thought processes and so since then I have learned to avoid negative thought loops and what not. Reading, writing, exercise, fresh air, and therapy has been the best source for building an emotionally stable mind. I'm probably younger than you, but this life shit isn't easy and anyone who says otherwise is either lying or in denial. I imagine everyone has to eventually look at themselves and their own mortality so having gone through the hardest part, it gets better.

Pain is unavoidable, suffering isn't. Good luck, anon.
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