/lit/ - Literature

I don't want to jerk off and be addicted to porn anymore but I also hate modern women, so I don't know why type of outlet I'm supposed to find for my sexual impulses, Is it really possible to just stifle them?

I don't think reading has done much for me outside of fueling my isolation and further disquieting my already neurotic thoughts.

Oh yeaaahh, It's past 3PM on an offday and you know what that means? SUICIDAL THOUGHTS OH YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOI

Beauty is the basal virtue, the one from which all others arise. A gift from the Gods that is evident and acknowledged by all, a clear sigh you are favoured by them. One can be beautiful and debased but one cannot be virtuous and ugly.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IT'S NOT FAIR IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME I WANT TO GO BALLS DEEP INSIDE IMMORTAL PUSSY ME ME ME ME AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHHGGHHGH DRINKING CALYPSO'S SWEET NECTAR NIGHT AND DAY FOREVER FUCK FUCK FUCK FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK LICKY LICKY CALYPSO GODDESS FEEET WHY ZEUS WHY COULDN'T IT HAVE BEEN ME

When did you realize it was over, i did last year at 27.

There's actually no purpose to my life, i don't even know why i got to work or suffer any other indignities daily with no benefit. At this point it might as well be waiting for android wifes or the arrival of aliens.

I liked reading and writing when I was a kid but that disappeared in my teens in favor of more visual and audio media like movies, comics, and anime and videogames.
I only started reading again late last year because I decided that I wanted to write my own stuff (before I wanted to do that but in movie or animation) and was told I can't write good books if I don't read them. That being said I did find books I greatly enjoyed, but I guess sometimes I feel like my interest in literature isn't genuine and I just want to read as a means to an end.

>>16373929
Fascism came in too late it's the capitalist exsanguination for us all...

>>16285406
I'm not happy all that often, and I feel like it would cheapen the emotion if I was. Same with being sad.

I go through most of my days with a feeling of peaceful detachment, which seems to get the job done. Perhaps one day I can become a hermit and achieve complete disinterestedness.

>>15692167

Books on the art of dealing with normalfags?
>inb4 how to win friends and..
that's good if you want to a salesman

>>15076203
welfare and enabling parents who let you live in their attic

There's no future to look forward.